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#i wanted to draw this so bad but projects got in the wayyy
inkz123 · 2 years
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Happy pride to everyone out there! May you feel loved, appreciated, and understood💕💕💕
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gummygowon · 3 years
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finger paint | choi san
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word count: 1.3k 
genre: fluff
established relationship!
warnings: san just makes a sex joke but that’s it 
request: hello hello could i request san with an artist!reader? like they're dating but he's also her muse and she paints him and hfjsjfjd pure fluff ig? also congrats on 100!! deserved
a/n: thank you!! <3 i hope you enjoy! ps. thank you for helping me with literally everything lol
“choi san!” you scolded your boyfriend as he kept moving wayyy too much for you to sketch his body.
“i’m sorry, i can’t help it. but you gave me something really boring to do.” san apologized as he motioned towards the english textbook you gave him. 
you sighed in annoyance thinking of other ways to occupy your boyfriend enough for him to stay still since you current art project was to capture someone in the act of doing something. so of course, you choose to paint san since it was another excuse for you to marvel at your boyfriend plus you got to spend even more time with him and get your schoolwork done. it was a three birds one stone type thing you know?
at first, you asked him to dance for you. letting him freestyle to whatever song was playing. if i’m being honest, you spent the first five minutes just watching san dance. you were absolutely entranced by the way he moved his body so effortlessly and smoothly. 
san had caught on to your staring and teased you for it. “are you gonna start drawing or are you just gonna keep your mouth open? because i’ll give you a reason to keep it open.”
your immediate reaction was to throw whatever was in your reach at him. your weapon of choice was an eraser that hit him square in the forehead. 
“ouch.” he pouted as he rubbed the targeted spot.
“that’s on you.” you defended as you picked up the eraser he threw back at you, your cheeks a pretty pink. “can you get back to dancing now please?”
“you sure? because i-”
“san!” you shouted at him as you pointed your pencil at him threateningly. 
“ok! ok!” he said immediately as he jogged back to his phone to hit play again.
as the music went on, the more you realized it was hard to capture a single dance move. you were getting frustrated each time you had to erase your page. 
“baby, is it okay if you can do something else?” you shyly asked him, feeling bad that he has to switch activities for you.
“sure, of course. what do you have in mind?” he asked you as he lowered the music.
this is how you were left with a twitchy san, who wouldn’t sit still while you tried to sketch him. he always changed his position every few minutes or so claiming that he couldn’t get comfortable. finally, you got tired of san changing positions which led to you slightly snapping at him.
but then a bright idea popped into your head.
there was an art sale at your local target which resulted in you buying some mediocre art supplies for your art students that you had lessons with during the week. you rushed into your storage closet, digging around bins and bags looking for the five-color finger paint set that you never used.
“where did you go?” your boyfriend asked as you returned with a palette and the bottles of paint in your arms. 
“i had to get something.” you answered as you sat back down on the floor, cracking open the paint, secretly praying that they weren’t dry and chunky. fortunately, your prayers were heard and the paint squeezed out the bottles with ease. 
“what’s that for?” san asked pointing to the paint bottle in your hand as he crouched down, “i thought you weren’t done with the sketch?”
“i’m not.” you handed the palette to him, “this is for you.”
“but where am i supposed to paint?” he asked you as he dipped a finger into one of the blobs of paint. 
“good question.” you replied back, motioning for him to sit. you didn’t have any spare canvases to use since you were already on a tight budget plus regular printer paper would just bleed through. you thought carefully about what other surfaces san could use to paint. a white board could work or maybe a-
“what the hell-” you shouted as you felt something touch your knee. you looked down to see san slowly removing his finger from your body, a glob of blue paint still stuck on his finger where a half drawn smiley face was left on your knee.
“i’m sorry.” san replied quickly as he removed his finger and went to go wipe it off. 
“wait.” you pushed his hand away from your leg. if you didn’t have any surfaces for him to paint on, then why don’t you become one? the paint was washable since it was made to be on skin plus you aren’t wasting any more art supplies. 
bingo
“you can keep painting-”
“on your legs?” san interrupted, giving you an odd look. 
“yeah, they’re fingerpaints it’s okay.” you smiled at him before picking up your sketchbook again. 
the pink haired boy shrugged his shoulders and picked up the palette of paint before returning your body. the first thing he did was finish his smiley face on your knee. then he started to dragging his finger around your calf after quietly asking you for to raise your legs, which created a long green line that wrapped around the bottom part of your leg. next, san used his middle finger to dip it into a pretty red color to make a flower right on top of the green line and then he dipped his pinky into some yellow to create the middle of the flower. after alternating between colors and fingers, san had managed to create a pretty vine that had a different colored flower every few inches. he also threw in a few small bees around the plant. 
before continuing to paint the other leg, san had stolen a glance at you. he felt a smile form on his face as he watched your hands glide against the paper smoothly and skillfully with your bottom lip tucked underneath the top one. sunlight falling on you, making your skin glow. san could feel his heartbeat quicken, the longer he stared. he never imagined being able to date someone as lovely and amazing as you. someone who was able to love him but also be his best friend. someone who he knew he wanted to spend the rest of his life. 
you could feel your boyfriend’s gaze on you which slowly made you look up from your sketchbook, “what?” is there something on my face?”
“huh? oh no.” san answered as he watched you perked your head up, making eye contact with him. he could feel his heartbeat even faster when your face broke into smile. fuck. he really was in love. 
“what is it?” you asked, a laugh escaping your mouth as you looked at your flustered boyfriend.
“nothing, i just love you.” he replied, gaining some composure. 
now it was your turn to get flustered. you could feel heat rush to your cheeks for the twentieth time today. damn, the things this boy did to you. dating san was full of surprises, cute cuddly moments turning into heated ones. but the biggest one to you was the thought of spending your futures together. he was your only partner that your mind really brought up about spending the rest of your life with someone you love so much. now it was a clearer answer. 
yes, you would spend the rest of you life with choi san. your best friend, boyfriend, and muse. the person who would have your back for life, no matter what. 
“do i not get a ‘i love you’ back?” san pouted with his fingers still covered in paint. 
“yeah.” you teased him, an annoying smile plastered on your face as you dipped a finger into the paint. it was quite obvious that you loved the pink haired boy back but you wanted to mess with him after he wouldn’t sit still. 
“whyyy? that’s not-”
you cut him off by poking his cheek with the finger covered in a bright blue.
“hey!” he shouted at you before reaching to grab a leg but you got up so quickly and sprinted away from his touch. “come back here! i want my ‘i love you’ !”
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un0vian · 4 years
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Hear me out, SSS Miraculous Ladybug AU?
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oh man you guys have no idea how much I’ve thought about an au like this before
The anon is new, but this has been in the inbox for a while, I’m so sorry it’s taken me so long! Also this kind of takes a general understanding of the show to make any sense!
This is just a HUGE bundle of ideas lmao I’m sorry it’s so disorganized. I’ll put some of the doodles up here and put in a read more for all of my bullet points (I wrote almost 2K words for this hhhh)
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No Pokémon in this AU, and I’m not clever enough to shape the Miraculous after any of them lol.
I think Lance being the Guardian of the Miraculous fits the most.
Lyra becomes the Ladybug Miraculous holder the same way Marinette does, by showing and acting upon her compassion towards someone in need (not the same exact way, considering Lance isn’t nearly as old as Master Fu; she probably saves an old man and Lance notices).
In this AU’s origins I think it would make sense that Giovanni and Silver just moved to Goldenrod from Kanto. Giovanni (obviously) was a part of the crime-world, but found out about the Miraculous and their power, got ahold of the Cat and Butterfly Miraculous, learned of the Ladybug Miraculous’ general location, then decided moving was a good idea. They move into a place like the Agreste mansion (Silver thinks the move is just random btw).
I would say Giovanni holds Silver to high standards like Gabriel does for Adrien. Giovanni has Silver play the Violin and Cello (READ FVAWA!!!), and was probably homeschooled in Kanto. I’ll also say he probably has basic self defense training.
To blend in, Silver becomes enrolled at the same school that Lyra, Kris, and Ethan attend.
Lyra, Kris, and Ethan always try to yoink the back two tables, and every new seating chart the three play Rock Paper Scissors, loser sits alone. Lyra loses and ends up at the table next to the other two with an empty seat.
Their teacher, Professor Elm (I mean, who else would it be?? There’s Oak ofc but eh), introduces Silver to the class and has him sit with Lyra. 
It’s obvious to Lyra that Silver is more socially reserved, but she introduces herself anyway.
Lyra moved from New Bark Town to Goldenrod City early in her childhood (Her and Ethan were childhood friends, Ethan moved to Goldenrod a little before Silver. Kris grew up in Goldenrod). I think it would be cool to keep the Bakery; Lyra’s mom would work there with Lyra helping out a lot.
I’m thinking Lyra could possibly be a model like Adrien, but wayyy on the DL in comparison. She has the right temperament for being in the spotlight (aka not being a flustered mess all the time), hence why she’s so well suited for the Miraculous.
Her passion is writing! Writing poems, speeches, music, all of it. And she enjoys public speaking. She’ll pull out a notebook (or just type on her phone like a sane person) whenever she gets a new idea.
Lyra sings and plays the synth. She plays songs she writes sometimes!
Tikki helps Lyra a lot with her worries about being a Superhero, and is great at giving suggestions and ideas of what Lyra should write if she has a block. Basically usual Tikki being great.
When the first Akuma appeared, Lyra found her Miraculous the same way Marinette did. The difference is when Tikki appeared she was less fearful, and learned about de-evilizing Akumas from the start.
When Ladybug showsed up to stop the Akuma there was no other support. She was able to defeat the Akuma, but damn, what a workout.
Hear me out here, what if there wasn’t an umbrella scene? I’d rather have their feelings for each other grow over time as Silver begins to doubt his father’s reasons for needing the Ladybug Miraculous and reflects on his actions. Besides, Lyra having feelings for Silver in the beginning would be kinda cringe 😬 (@Marinette in the PV smh)
The first Akuma was Giovanni’s way of testing the waters, and confirms that the Ladybug Miraculous is in Goldenrod. The night afterwards he approaches Silver with the Cat Miraculous. Giovanni explains that he needs the Ladybug Miraculous along with the Cat Miraculous to bring Silver’s mother back (which is total bullshit, all he wants is power), and offers him the Miraculous.
And about Silver’s mother; I know there’s a theory about Ariana being his mom, but in this AU (and in general, really) I HC his mother being kindhearted and not part of the mob ahah. (Also same sitch as Adrien’s mom in this AU)
Silver is apprehensive towards the “offer”, but can he really say no? And he does want to see his mom again. So he accepts. Giovanni barely hides the vile smirk on his face and throws in a “I’m proud of you, son” for good measure :/
From then on, Cat Noir shows up to battle Ladybug after an Akuma is de-evilized.
Plagg is somewhere between neutral and good. He’ll (not-so) subtly suggest that Silver should join Ladybug, and point out how much of a dick Giovanni is… but he won’t actively try to stop him because he can’t really do anything about it anyways. Plagg supposes he’ll just have to be patient. And he teases Silver about anything and everything, and his reactions are priceless.
Already having no partner to rely on during Akuma battles, Ladybug is most definitely tired out and has far too many close calls in her battles with Cat Noir. Lyra vents about this to Tikki, and worries about being unable to contact the guardian and request more help.
Lance realizes his mistake after a particularly nasty fight when a stroke of luck saves Ladybug from de-transforming. He introduces himself right after that fight, and apologizes for his oversight.
At this moment I don’t know if it would make more sense to introduce only one more Miraculous holder or two, and if they should be permanent or temporary. I’ll put down my bare-bones ideas for the Miraculous holders anyways.
Ethan - Fox Miraculous, Kris - Turtle Miraculous. I see Kris suiting the Turtle Miraculous because she waits for the right moment instead of jumping right in. I see her as being a great protector compared to Ethan.
Sheesh this is already super long any I haven’t really gotten to the SSS portion 
Slow burn like the show, but in this case neither has a crush for a whiiiile. That part is quite different from the show, but the context is not the same.
Eventually there’s a semblance of a friendship between Lyra and Silver. They got close through sitting at the same table in class and working on different projects together. They also find they both share a love of music.
Anyways, Lyra gets really excited about their friendship and prattles on about it to Tikki.
“Wow, it almost sounds like you like him!”
“Whaaaaat? No!!! He’s just a friend, Tikki!” (Nice Adrien impression, Lyra 😃)
Along the way Silver begins questioning Giovanni’s reasons more and more, but it’s difficult for him to decide whether to keep fighting Ladybug or not because of all the things that could happen. 
Eventually Plagg sits him down and is like:
“You don’t want to fight Ladybug.”
“Right.”
“You have a friend (Lyra) who has made it clear to you that you are welcome in their home, so you would have somewhere to stay if Gio-bitch kicks you out.”
“Right.”
“Ladybug may not trust you at first, but if you explain yourself she may begin to understand, and the act of switching sides paves the path to redemption.”
“Right.”
“So SWITCH SIDES.”
“OH. OKAY.”
Then there’s the ol’ switcheroo. During the worst Akuma yet (with Kris and Ethan helping as heroes), Cat Noir is able to get close to the Akuma and Cataclysms the Akumatized object. He flees immediately, thinking it better to show loyalty in small increments pffff
It’s a HUGE shocker to Giovanni. And Ladybug for that matter. Silver already packed a bag and had his violin ready to go, he grabs his things and doesn’t bother staying. He’s a little pissed Giovanni didn’t even try to stop him.
At this point Lyra and Silver like each other, but neither know how the other feels. Silver feels SO awkward about showing up at the Bakery with his stuff and almost turns around when Lyra’s mom (who had a bad vibe about Giovanni in the first place) spots him.
“Do you need a place to stay?”
“...No.”
“You’re lying. Tell me what happened.”
Silver reluctantly explains that he couldn’t stand staying there anymore, and that he had had enough of his father’s shit. So he left.
Lyra’s mom is a bit iffy on letting him stay. Without enough context it seems like Silver is just angry with Giovanni. Silver can tell she doesn’t understand and tries to explain the situation more.
“I… betrayed him. In a way. I’m sure he doesn’t want to see me around for a while.” “I understand. Feel free to stay the night, but you should talk to your father about whatever’s going on tomorrow. If he doesn’t let you back in you’re welcome to stay.”
Lyra shows up moments after, very confused. Her mom explains the gist to her and leaves them alone to talk.
Tikki overhears Silver explain the situation with a bit more detail and becomes suspicious. If Giovanni was Hawkmoth and Silver was Cat Noir, this situation would make a lot of sense. And Silver has the same hair color as Cat Noir (Lyra is obviously none the wiser because Adrien and Marinette be like that). Tikki doesn’t draw solid conclusions (it’s very easily just a coincidence) but she takes a mental note.
I think that’s where I’ll leave it. I’m already delving into so much plot skdjfbfb Anyways here’s a bunch of bonus drawings for sticking til the end!
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feuilleszuyu · 5 years
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Be my world | Son Chaeyoung
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a/n: this took wayyy too long to finish because I’m lazy and don’t know how human relationships work lol AND YEAH, THE ART TEACHER’S DESCRIPTION IS JUST ME EXPOSING MY OWN TEACHER AND I HAVE A TOTAL OF 0 SHAME ON THAT
you loved arts class
just like everyone else who took that class
AND THERE WAS A REASON FOR THAT
your teacher was simply nuts
T H A T    M A N
that man was amazing
you had warnings about him being weird but you thought it wouldn’t be a problem because ????? aren’t all artists weird????
but then you step in class just to listen to some weird ass dutch music
AND THE MAN HAD THE AUDACITY TO SAY IT WAS A PART OF THE SUBJECT SJDJDJ
also he had a chicken
not a real one ofc
but a chicken that makes all decisions for him
if you can convince him that the chicken liked your work
then you were the most powerful person in the room
ONCE A GUY CONVINCED HIM THE CHICKEN WANTED Y’ALL TO GET SOME REST SO THE TEACHER LET Y’ALL GET OUT OF CLASS EARLIER—
“ok, we get it, the man ain’t normal but that’s what makes the class cool, right? so.... what’s the deal with arts class???”
WELL I’M GLAD YOU ASKED
son chaeyoung was the deal with arts class
the girl wasn’t mean or anything don’t get me wrong
she was just.......... as weird as the teacher
ok maybe not so much BUT YOU GET THE IDEA
you haven’t talked much with her cuz she doesn’t talk much in general
BUT THEN MR I-LET-THE-CHICKEN-MAKE-MY-LIFE-DECISIONS PARTNERED Y’ALL TOGETHER
and tbh it wouldn’t be that bad because yk
she’s a cute gal
and she has some good work
and even if it was...... original...... her fashion sense was still fucking bomb
BUT THE GIRL DOESN’T SAY SHIT TO YOU
LIKE ???????? BITCH WE HAVE WORK TO DO EVEN IF YOU HATE ME WE GOTTA HAVE DIALOGUE
but she just...... stays there....... doodling
and it feels so awkward for you like HHHHHHH JUST SAY SOMETHING
sometimes you try to ask questions but her replies are always short like :(((( you’re rlly trying why can’t she help you
so you decided you have to do something and try to talk to her more directly
“chaeyoung look,,, I know you’re shy and I understand you don’t particularly like me...... but we have work to do and we can’t stay like this :((“
she looks up from her doodles sorta shocked which makes you confused???
was it that bad that you wanted to work with her????
“What do you mean I don’t particularly like you?”
“I mean you don’t,,, why else would you not say a word to me at all???”
“Oh, I’m so sorry it came off that way.... I didn’t want to bother you since you didn’t say much to me either :(”
•0•
she,,,,
her,,,,,,,,,,
that cute little sad face,,,,,
she,,,,,
you,,,,,,,
“Omgdon’tbesorrypleaseomgIdidn’tmeantomakeyoufeelbadomgpleaseIjustwantedtotalktoyoubecauseworkbutyouneversaidanythingandomgpleasedon’tfeelbad :((“
ALRIGHT EMINEM THAT WAS TOO MUCH
YOU WERE TALKING SO FAST AND STUMBLING IN ALL YOUR WORDS SJDJDJ
“I thought you wouldn’t want to talk to me and I’m bad at starting conversations”
“I’m so sorry :((( but ig we can start our work now right??”
“Right!” she gave you a small smile before continuing “what is our work about again?”
“Hmm something about drawing our partner but without it being a portrait??? the way we view them without it being their human form or sumn”
“oh!!! I get it!!! like the teacher and his chicken fursona!!!”
“WAIT THE TEACHER AND WHAT?”
“his,,,,, chicken fursona?? I mean that man rlly loves some chicken and the amount of times he draws chickens,,,, followed by this project,,,,, he’s a furry confirmed”
“BUT CHICKENS DON’T EVEN HAVE FUR HOW IS IT A FURSONA”
“WHO ARE YOU TO DOUBT THE CHICKEN’S VALIDITY AS A FURSONA?”
“I MEAN—“
“ENOUGH OF THIS, THE TEACHER IS A CHICKEN FURRY AND YOU CAN’T CHANGE MY MIND SO LET’S CONTINUE,,,,,,”
“alright how do we do it?? do we found our own fursonas or sumn??”
“I mean we can try to go on a quest to find out our identity as furries or,,,,, we could just get to know each other better and see what we associate to each other?? ofc you don’t have to do that like I totally understand if you—“
“no!! it’s alright I’ve wanted to get to know you better for some time because you’re so cute!!”
“omg really? I never thought anyone would want to talk to me because everyone just seems to run away from me???”
“no!!!!!! it’s just,, you’re intimidating”
“wdym intimidating I’m so small people don’t ask how tall I am, they ask how short I am”
“ok touché,, but are you going to give me your number or??”
“oh sure, just give me your phone”
and that’s how you got a cute gal’s number
and since then you and chaeyoung have been texting but for some reason you didn’t talk at school and you only had arts class with her
but oNe dAy ThAt cHanGed
so,,, wednesday you didn’t have afternoon classes
and neither did any of your friends
but you needed to study and you were broke so you decide to get lunch in the school canteen
but you were living the high-school loser reality where you have no one to sit with at lunch
uNTIL
“Y/N!!!”
you turn around to see chaeyoung all smiley and giggling with her food
“omg Chae!!!!!!”
“where are your friends?? you’re so popular I only ever find you surrounded by others”
“oh,,, they don’t eat here today”
“I see..... do you want to sit with me? :D you can meet my friends!!!”
“seriously??”
“yes!!!! seriously!!!! just come with me!!!”
you followed chae to her table where a bunch of people were already sited
she slammed her tray on the table before saying 
“EVERYONE!!! be quiet I have someone to introduce to y’all >:C this is y/n, she’s the girl from my arts class, be nice to her or fight me >:(“
“oh so this is the girl you’ve been texting?? I imagined her with cat ears tbh,,, anyways I’m nayeon!! chae’s best looking friend”
“nice to meet you but,,, what do you mean cat ears??”
“aren’t you a furry??”
“wha— SON CHAEYOUNG WHAT HAVE YOU TOLD YOUR FRIENDS”
“nothing!!!!! it’s just,,,”
“IT’S JUST???”
“your contact name, it’s saved on her phone as “fursona to be found” so we thought you’d be a furry” another one of her friends says “Jisung btw, nice to meet you”
“MY CONTACT IS WHAT—“
“I thought it’d be funny— what is my contact name in your phone?”
“CHAE FROM ARTS CLASS?????”
“AND YOU THINK YOU’RE ABLE TO JUDGE ME??? MY CONTACT NAME IS LITERALLY THE MOST BORING EVER—“
“I THOUGHT IT’D BE APPROPRIATE???”
“hey old couple, can y’all stop arguing?? I’m trying to eat my fucking fries”
“YUNA ISN’T IT PAST YOUR BEDTIME??”
“bitch it’s 1pm”
besides a whole lot of screaming,,,
you had a great time with chae’s friends
they were whole crackheads but very nice and welcoming
as it seems they all have a passion for art, specially music and dance 
three of them were even a soundcloud rap trio JSJDJ
it was amazing how besides being over 20 people they all were so close,,,
and you felt like two worlds had just collapsed yk??
you were very close with chae but she never met any of your friends, it felt like you only knew each other by text and in arts class and whatever life you had outside it was a completely different world
and seeing her surrounded by her friends was a completely different thing
and you liked seeing that side of her tbh
so you started having lunch with her more often
and you really liked it
you were getting closer with her and her friends who were amazing people
and you also grew used to the burn that would burst into your chest every now and then when you hang out with them
even though sometimes it was too strong
when chaeyoung smiled it was too strong
when she’d hug you or hold your hand it was too strong
it made you feel like you going in a strawberry field with her and just shower her face with kisses
but then she’d get close to another friend of yours and you’d feel,,, empty
like you weren’t enough
literally wtf did this girl do to you—
time went by and it was time to present your projects in art class
you drew two planets smiling to each other to represent your friendship with chae and were very curious to know what she had drawn
“Alright class, it’s time to let your partner know what you’ve drawn, I’ll give you sometime to talk to each other before giving me the drawings”
you turned to chae and you could feel your whole body shaking
“I’ll go first!” she says excitedly, calming you down 
she shows you her drawing of an angel with a dress covered in painting
“I drew you as an angel because you’re always so nice and never judge anyone and always try to do good, the painting on the dress symbolizes how you are different from others and how you are creative and out of the box in contradiction to the image of the angel all perfect and dressed in white! I thought it’d be a good way to represent you since you came into my life sorta like a blessing or an angel and we got together through art...”
you were blushing at this point
did she just—
she just??
yes she just!!!!
“that’s so sweet of you omg thank you!”
you smiled whole heartedly 
this made a blush make its way into her face too
“o-ok, your turn!!!”
“oh yes!!! uhm,, I drew two planets to represent our friendship since we seem to be so different and be from completely different worlds, but they are smiling at each to show how we got together and love each other besides the distance”
“that’s so sweet omg” she gave you a small smile “b-but, do you actually think we’re that different and distant?”
“what do you mean?”
“ the planets, you said they represent us because we’re from completely different worlds but... I never found us that different you know? and the planets.... they’re smiling at each other but still have so much space separating them, do you think we’re that far from each other...?”
“I... never thought of it that way..... I 100% didn’t mean it that way... I don’t think we’re distant, I actually feel like you’ve got to a place in me that no one else ever did.... but I always saw your reality as something so different from my own and meeting your friends, for example, made me realize it you know??”
“you... you d-don’t like them?” 
she looked so sad as she said it, her eyes on the table and not on you and her stutter just made it all more obvious
“of course I do! but I’ve never been with someone like you and them, you are so unique and different from anything I’ve seen before... and I’m glad I got the chance to meet you and see your way of viewing things, but I still somehow feel like I don’t belong with you and them you know?”
“I see......” 
she was still looking down, and she kept herself that way until the bell rung
when you were already heading to the exit of the class you hear her
“Y/n!!”
you turn around to see chaeyoung, this time facing you
“you said you felt like you didn’t belong with us, but.... I want to show you you do!”
“what do you mean?”
“would you mind coming with me after lunch tomorrow?”
“sure, but where?”
“you’ll understand better later! I promise!”
so the next day you couldn’t stop thinking about what was going to happen
you were nervous alright! you didn’t even know if anyone else was coming or if it was going to be just the two of you
you didn’t even know where you were going
so when chaeyoung meets you at the door of the canteen aLONE and takes your hand you’re just— 
shaking
you’re shaking a lot
and she noticed it, but didn’t say anything to not make you uncomfortable
instead she just smiled your way and kept walking somewhere
you crossed streets and walked a lot to the point when your legs even hurt
and then she stops on start of a random narrow street
“we’re here!!” she says proudly
“where are we exactly?”
“well,,, I don’t know exactly but I usually come here with the dudes”
she starts walking through the street
“and as you can see, we like to leave marks of our presence”
you start following her and looking at the walls
you were shocked
they were covered in some random phrases (inside jokes within the group you suppose) and paintings
and when you start getting to the end of the street you see it
it’s a big drawing of you, with cat ears
damn they really couldn’t let the furry thing go away could they?
chaeyoung caught you staring at it and stands next to you
“that one... is my painting, I did it and if I’m being honest I never even thought you’d see it”
“it’s amazing! you’re so talented chae!!!”
she looked down and smiled to herself
“it’s easy to do a beautiful piece when the model is as beautiful as one can be”
you blush, it was already something usual when you were around her
chaeyoung was amazing in so many ways, she was talented and nice and pretty and funny and oh god
“Y/N”
you turn to her to face a more serious chae
“be a part of my world, please”
“w-what do you mean with that?”
“whatever it may mean, just be a part of me, see every side of my life you could see, let our planets collide and become one, let me hold you into my harms and never let go, let me give you my heart and give me yours”
you’re unsure of what to say
you knew damn well how you felt about chaeyoung, but having her stare so directly into your eyes and saying those words
“I’d love to be a part of your world chaeyoung”
with those words chaeyoung’s seriousness breaks into a warm smile before taking you in a tight hug
she looks you in the face for one second, admiring every detail of you, before getting closer and leaning for a kiss
you wanted to kiss her for so long, and so did her
you waited so long for your lips to finally meet and now? now you’re sure she’s a part of your world
in fact, you’d say she is your world
and you couldn’t be happier with that
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2017 Art Summary (template)
   When I look at my previous art summaries, I think, "It's already been a year? Two years?!"... I'm surprised at how much I still like some of these pieces. But since I made art summaries for these last two years, why not make one this year too?
   Even though I've been super busy because of uni I managed to draw many things this year, I hope I'll be able to draw even more next year! I'm still struggling with my lenghty art process but I feel like I'm becoming better at it little by little. I can put aside perfectionism now and just, draw and paint with good results, yay! \o/
January - Piece: Tilde of the Forest    I have to admit, I like this one a lot!! I wish I had added some sort of texture, but I want to think it's already fine as it is so it doesn't look too convoluted. I'm glad I managed to make it give off the feeling I wanted it to have. I'm not sure if the forest Tilde lives in will look exactly like this, but I hope to make an area like this in one of my games someday. Making detailed forest maps is super hard, but I'll do my best! ´A`)9
February - Piece: Carmilla    I... barely drew anything this month (mostly stuff I finished the next month). So I picked up this drawing I had done a while ago in pencil and colored it! I really wanted to play FGO back then, but couldn't, but thanks to FGO NA I can now! I've been playing for a while, and I even got her. :') Sometimes dreams do come true. About the drawing itself, I like how it reminds me a bit of a painting, especially the reds. It got so few response when I posted it that I felt like there might be something wrong with it, but now I still like it regardless! \o/
March - Piece: Sisterly Hatred    Finally, a month with more stuff! I was able to draw a lot of Touhou this month thanks to requests on Twitter. ;v; I really missed drawing Touhou!! It's one of my favorite sagas, so I'm glad I drew quite a lot of it this year. The stars this month are the two paintings I drew from Pocket Mirror, though! I really like these two! Special mention to Cynthia too!    (I also started posting my adoptables this month! Yay!)
April - Piece: Wicked Hermit    Touhou! This one was also one of the requests, but I decided to go a bit wild with it and ended up making it more detailed. I wanted to draw a pretty Seiga anyways, so I took the chance. She's pretty high up on my favorite Touhous ranking. ;v; The background was completely improvised, but it looks surprisingly well. I really like how it came out! (After SAI crashing and making me lose all the shading once, it better be... orz)
May - Piece: Cecillia    This one doesn't even have an actual title since it's just a doodle, but since I barely drew anything this month, here it is! Though it does have something special (other than it being a tribute for my favorite OC's birthday! I love her!!), and it's that I drew it in a very very short time while still looking nice. A bit closer to my process goal. ;v; It... it's really going to be two years since I created her next May? Time sure goes by fast...
June - Piece: Lynerea    I actually started this one on May and only finished the last touches in June, but since I was very busy with my third year uni project this month I didn't draw anything else other than adoptables. However, I really, really like the result! It doesn't look like the usual expressions I draw, and it's a bit of a more dynamic stance. The background was also completely improvised, including the magic circles... I'm still not sure how I drew them (magic??), but I'm super happy with it.    I want to make more drawings like this, with people casting magic in cool poses... yeah B)
July - Piece: Yukari    I have to confess, I really disliked how this drawing was looking while I was working on it. I find coloring blonde hair a bit harder than colors like red or green (my favorites to color), and since there was so much of it... Other than that, I felt like it really looked more simple than what I had in mind. It took me quite a lot of tries to get motivated enough to finish it (since I dislike leaving drawings unfinished even more!) However, after finishing it, I feel like it's not that bad at all! I'm glad I did. I have to learn that simple doesn't equal bad. ;v; (The hair still gives me nightmares, though!!)
August - Piece: Forget-me-not    Another piece that took several years off my lifespan, but for a really good cause. I got so tired of looking at it, and I was even planning on coloring all these flowers one by one at the beginning (thanks copypaste for saving me from this torture). But after finishing, it's probably one of my favorites so far, especially the upper left corner! I like that flower section specifically.    This character has her own story which I have pretty much developed, but I've got to finish other projects first. She's not the protagonist, though!    I also opened (pixel) commissions for the first time. I do plan on opening illustration commissions in the future, though! (I'm growing up! \o/)
September - Piece: Rose Queen    I!! GOT!! ROSETTA!! I sparked her on August after having been saving up since January. I really wanted to draw something to celebrate so there she is! I actually made two different sketches, one for this drawing and one for an alternate version I finished later. This one took wayyy too long, so I decided to just go ahead and post it before finishing the other. To be honest, she's probably my favorite character out of, like, anything, so I really wish I could draw her more frequently. ;v;    I feel like I overworked the coloring in this one a bit, though. I hope I get to draw her well someday... on the other hand, I spent a lot of this month working on my cosplay of her. Gotta show my love however I can. /)v(\
October - Piece: Ran    More Touhou!! Ran was the last one of the Touhou requests I got many months before. I wanted to draw her with Yukari (and a bonus Chen) at first, but couldn't get the sketch right. In the end, I gave up and drew her by herself, though it also took a bunch of tries! I'm also proud of Peony, which is another drawing that barely took me any time to finish. I managed to sacrifice a lot of perfectionism in this one, and it made me feel like I had taken a step forward.
November - Piece: Flower Master of the Four Seasons    I actually drew this one on paper on summer, even before HSiFS came out! I wanted to color it before then but in the end time passed, I drew other things and forgot about it a bit. After that, it suffered a bit like my Yukari drawing on July... I tried to work on it because I didn't want to leave it unfinished (and because Yuuka is my favorite Touhou character!). I wasn't very happy with the result, and lost a lot of motivation.    But in the end, I decided to just go simple and do what I could. And it worked! The background I was scared to face became a few strokes, and in the end I managed to have fun with the coloring. I like this drawing a lot now. I think about this every time I dislike my works in progress; that maybe after finishing I'll look at them with other eyes.
December - Piece: Undead Relic    I had hoped to draw more this month before it ended, but I just took a lot of time to finish a single drawing that is not this one... oh well. ;v;    This is another piece that I managed to finish in a short time with good results!! I hadn't drawn Reliquia in some time. Now that I look at her, I notice that she doesn't actually have that much hair... I just go way too overboard when drawing hair... orz
   I.. I sure wrote a lot this year, didn’t I? It feels like it's kind of an overview of my year and the things I’ve felt and thought about. Thank you so much if you’ve read my ramblings so far!!
   Onwards to a hopefully great, art-filled 2018! \o/
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