#i think about this daily

[massiveharmonytiger]

Oliver's monologue is the stuff epic love poems are made of.

Every "I hated him" being over Oliver's villain persona, only to be interrupted by moments that Oliver loved Felix so much that it hurt.

The way he barely gets it out the first time, but keeps saying it over and over as if it will get easier to say if he just keeps repeating it.

Every "I loved him" being over shots of Felix looking happy and beautiful and radiant.

The "I loved him"s being said over the shots of Felix, mostly in the light, and the "I hated him"s being said over shots of Oliver, mostly in the dark.

Felix being synonymous with love, and Oliver, the one who couldn't measure up, the one who had to keep lying about everything and throw away parts of himself in order to measure up, being synonymous with hate.

"I hated him." No, Ollie. You don't. You know you don't. You know there's not one split second that you hated Felix. And that's terrifying.

"You loved him. You loved him. You loved him. By god, you loved him."

You loved him so much that you hated yourself and everyone around you. For not being what Felix wanted. For being what Felix wanted. For coming between you and Felix. For trying to take you away from Felix. For being the reason that you'll never have Felix.

It's everyone that wasn't Felix that you hated, because all your love was reserved only for him and you didn't have a drop to spare for anyone else. And even the torment of feeling this way was a privilege, because it was for Felix. He was worth it. All the tears. All the degradation. All the times you had to cultivate a false image of yourself to avoid losing him.

You loved him so much that he was your whole world.

You loved him so much that it broke you bit by bit until all you could do to survive was become him and his entire family.

Sir John rolling up his sleeves to do business and protect the family legacy. Elspeth with her shallowness and fake niceties. Venetia with her bitterness and selfishness, wanting to play with others' toys. Farleigh with his drug habit and cruel snark.

You'd absorb them all for every moment that they burdened Felix. For every moment they made him act cruel or shallow. For every moment they made him justify them to other people. For every moment they made him unhappy.

So that only pure Felix would remain. Felix without the weight of everyone's jealousy and expectations.

Because you loved him and nothing can bring him back and this is all you can do.

#nobody loves as deeply as Oliver Quick #of course he wasn't “in love” with him #“in love” is too shallow an emotion to describe what he feels #I think about this daily #saltburn #saltburn posting #saltburn meta #oliver quick #felix catton #cattonquick

[you-taste-likewhiskey]

My Roman Empire is the way Emma and Regina were so clearly made for each other and that them falling in love would have made an incredible/influential storyline, but the writers were so afraid of success and good writing that they decided to turn two independent, powerful women into damsels in distress who base their happiness on the presence of men. And they did this for the sole purpose of proving to SQ shippers that Emma and Regina were straight.

#i think about this daily #probably too much #emmaswanedit #reginamillsedit #emmaswan #emma swan #regina mills #swan queen #once upon a time #swan mills family #swanqueen #swan mills #lana parrilla #reginamills #regina and emma #emma x regina #swanqueenedit #swan queen endgame

[bleuu-moon]

this is me and price when he forces me to try his cigar bye

#then he kisses you before you can blow the smoke out of your mouth #laughs at you choking on it #tells you to blow it in his face #I think about this daily #captain john price #price x reader

[vinnyandthephenomena]

he kills me

#i think about this daily #dad walk core #my beloved #marble hornets #tim wright

[wandasverison]

y/n has always assumed Wanda read their mind because she’s so damn good in bed, but when you bring it up she’s incredibly hurt that you thought she would invade your mind. ever.

after explanation and many compliments, y/n suggests she should… why not?

Wanda is super shy and nervous about it at first, but after eliciting such alluring sounds from y/n, she can’t help how far it goes…

#I think about this daily #my hands were shaking typing this #had this in the queue but I needed it off my chest #if someone already wrote this I’m sorry #we have the same dreams #wanda maximoff x you #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda fanfic #wanda maximoff #dark wanda maximoff #dark wanda x reader #elizabeth olsen x reader #elizabeth olsen #sinful thoughts #wandasversion writes

[back2dyoung]

sometimes i wonder what trauma Adam would suffer if he managed to get out of the bathroom. fear of abandonment? difficulties sleeping? hallucinations? afraid of closing your eyes when sleeping and waking up in that dirty bathroom again???? what would the relationship between him and Lawrence be like?

#i think about this daily #angstposting #saw #saw franchise #saw movies #saw posting #saw 2004 #adam faulkner stanheight #adam stanheight #jigsaw #chainshipping #dr lawrence gordon #lawrence gordon

[3lji]

👹 happy approximately 138 days until the Christmas chapter update 👹

#i think about this daily #the only thing getting me up in the morning #19 days #tianshan

[collapsedglasshouses]

Just...

JUST PRETEND by @thefallennightmare & @thescarlettvvitch

That's it.

That's the post.

#i think about this daily #i think it's unhealthy #someone help me please #noah sebastian x reader #fanfic recommendation #bad omens fic #collapsedglasshousesthinks

[melankoliskt]

i’m sorry i’m the one you love

no one will ever love me like you again

so when you leave me, i should die

i deserve it, don’t i?

#mitski #i think about this daily #i’m your man

[katyasghoulfriend]

did anyone else read that macdennis fic where at the end the authors note was like "please leave kudos i am a lesbian and i watched gay porn for this"

#I THINK ABOUT THIS DAILY #i cannot remember the fic but it was good #when i read fic i burn thru like 97 in a 12 hour period and then completely black out #macdennis #if this was any of u plsss tell me

[aurore-dupin]

Hey isn’t it crazy that Ema Skye actually passes out on the stand and neither Phoenix or Miles make sure she’s okay until they break for recess.

#ace attorney #ema skye #lana skye #rise from the ashes #ema skye moment #I think about this daily #also I can go on and on about the way Edgeworth treats Ema vs how he advocates for Cody Hackins

[otg-xp]

I'll never forget the time when book!aziraphael possessed a television priest dude and proceeded to tell him all he was saying was just Heaven propaganda said he was an angel when the guy mistook him with the devil and fucked off

#king behavior #i think about this daily #this is my roman empire #good omens #good omens aziraphale #aziraphael #book!omens #book!aziraphale

[fortifice]

smth about gepard in one of those like throat collared no sleeve black fitted shirts is rotting in my braIN.

#punches the air #i think about this daily #ooc.

[riordanness]

I love you. I’ve loved you since the first time you picked up your ukulele and you wrote a song about clouds. A silly little song about clouds! I love you. And that night in your room when you told me you loved me, I meant to say it. I meant to say it! And I’ve kicked myself everyday since then because I didn’t say it. But I do. I love you. I’ve loved you since seventh grade, when I made you ride in the front row of Demon’s Destiny at Six Flags, and you told me you sometimes get a little seasick on roller coasters, and I said, “come on, live a little.” [I remember.] Yeah. And then I puked all over your shoes and you didn’t even make me feel bad about it. No. You just said, um… [No worries. I’ve been wanting to get rid of these shoes for awhile.] Yeah, because you outgrew them. The thing is, I never outgrew you. And I don’t really know what happens tomorrow, or in two minutes when we walk out that door. All I know is… I want this feeling to keep going. Because this whole experience... I’m just- I’m not ready for it to be over. For us to be, I mean. And if that means doing another musical, then fine. […] I don’t want this to be just a showmance. Really. I want it to be the real thing. I mean, I think it is the real thing thing, I just… I want a chance to prove it. I do.

#i think about this daily #my roman empire fr #ricky bowen #nini salazar roberts #hsmtmts #high school musical #high school musical the musical the series #richard bowen #joshua bassett #olivia rodrigo #rini

[cinnamontoastcroonch]

this tweet is my roman empire

#hozier #whospussygothoziersinginglikethis #unreal unearth #roman empire #i think about this daily

[mogamingthe1st]

Reminder of that time my step-dad accidentally got me goodtimeswithscar merch at goodwill because he knows mushrooms are sorta my brand and he saw a beanie that said "Moo Pop Mushroom Soda"

I feel so predictable guys

#i think about this daily #hermitcraft #hc s7 #goodtimeswithscar #mo speaks