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love-hatred-stuff · 10 months

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》 hey, hi~ here's a draft that I wrote instead of continuing other fics that I wanted to write, lmao I hate myself :')

》 Eddie Brock(Venom) x (f)Reader

⚠ a little warning; age gap (10y), daddy issues here we goooo, just a tiny bit spice and some sprinkle de dinkle ★angst★

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Eddie hadn't had sex in what felt like centuries. Actually just one or two years but who's counting when all he can do is use his hand and Venom mostly doesn't even let him finish. That monster doesn't give shit about it, he claims that Eddie wouldn't need it. He needs food and water but not a jerk off.

Well if he knew why he'd been going on it so much lately, maybe Venom would let him, but he's not ready to give that up yet. It's probably the only thing about Eddie, Venom hasn't completely figured out yet.

It was you. You were the reason he was slowly but surely losing the mind he shared with the compatible slimy alien inside of him.

•••

"Eddie thanks for checking, but I can manage." You told him on the other line of the phone.

Eddie just wanted to help you pack and carry your things since you were moving to another apartment. You've been able to get promoted again and now you were at the very top of the not even so small company you've been working at for about five years now. You could say you were pretty good at your job.

"I habe plenty of strong people here, helping me out. I don't even have to carry anything, I just decide were the furniture and boxes are getting placed. You don't need to worry, darling."

Eddie had a smirk dancing on his lips. You knew he could do everything they were doing, at least twice as fast.

"I should come over later then. I'll bring dinner." He suggested.

"Great idea. But don't let Venom choose take out again, please Eddie." Ugh the way you were saying his name made his brain go blank and suddenly Venom was hyperaware of what was going on.

"Promise. See ya." He immediately ended the call, leaving you a little confused. Ed could sense what Venom felt, just beneath the surface.

"Holy Shit!!!" Venom growled.

"You kidding me? She's the reason you've been going to the gym and eating healthy now? Why you've been completely desperate to stroke your dumbass dick?" Then he laughed. Finding it hilarious that Eddie was in love again. After his last woman, Anne, he'd been taking a while to open up again. Actually he didn't talk to any other woman besides you.

The thing was just, that you were ten years younger than him and he'd practically seen you grow up. Of course he never saw you the way he does now, back then. But it was quite bad how hard he had fallen for you in the last few months.

"I KNOW! She's too young for me. I'll keep my distance, okay? It wasn’t my intention to develop feelings." He tried defending himself.

"As if I cared, you nasty human. Get you dick wet if that's what you need." The symbiot snarled.

Eddie was surprised, to say the least.

"You're not gonna disturb us?" He asked in suspicion.

"Thought you wanted to keep your distance? Not anymore? Kidding. Do what you gotta do. Since you're my host I gotta let you have at least one thing."

"That'd be great." He smiled to himself.

"Now get your ass up at get her something nice, if you wanna get inside her pants."

"I don't wanna get inside her pants! Well- maybe a little, but I care about her more than that."

Eddie sensed, by Venom's silence, that he doesn't wanna get involved in his love life any further. Although he couldn't blame Eddie, you were gorgeous little human. A young one at that.

So he showered and grabbed his keys, so he could get dinner and some flowers. He was a little nervous buying these, because he knew that would be the first romantic move he's ever made on you. You probably only saw him as like an uncle or something, nothing more. Knowing his luck, he didn't even expect you to like him back.

He would know soon.

•••

Well, but who knew, he's gonna find himself underneath you instead?

Eddie was sitting on the couch, the only thing that wasn't completely packed with stuff and boxes. You were straddling him, taking his breath away with the way you moved your skilled tounge against his. He was a little hesitant though, barely touching your hips with his hands because he didn't know were to put them. He wanted so badly to grip your sides tight and push you closer against his crotch.

But he was unsure. Even though you clearly gave him all the signs that you wanted this, he felt like he was using you. Venom's earlier words spiralling in his mind; '-if you wanna get inside her pants.' No! He didn't! He wanted so much more than that. So it felt wrong to just jump you the moment you said you liked him back- well you didn't really say anything, you just smiled to yourself as you accepted his flowers and began to stalk towards him, until this moment, where you plastered him with marks and kisses.

Despite all those doubts, he felt heavenly, holding most of his sounds back, almost impossible. You were a woman with so many strengths, kissing and grinding being apparently one of them. Glad, he found out.

He only realised seconds later that you'd stopped and were looking straight at him.

"What's wrong?" Your worried look scratched at his heart instantly.

"Nothing." He lied.

He was a good liar. But you weren't buying it, you knew him well enough.

"You don't want this? You should've said so, Brock."

Ugh, another pang shooting through him stronger than he'd expected. The usage of his last name? Nah. You only did that when you were seconds away from switching your emotions. You were gonna tell him to piss off and stay away from you, until you forgave him, unless he would tell you the truth right f*cking now. He knew because he'd disappointed you once before. That was a complete different scenario, and now you felt personally attacked. He could feel it, even Venom could.

"No! I really really want this! Or else I wouldn't have told you what I did earlier. It's just, that it feels wrong touching you, with my hands."

Oh. No.

He just made it worse, didn't he? Judging by the way your face went blank, his speech definitely went sideways.

"Get lost." You were pointing to your door with your finger, giving him a stern look.

He felt like a little scared kid again, being scolded by his mom. Only ten times worse.

"What? No! I'm saying this because I'm so much older than you, y/n! I swear on my mother and the symbiot living inside of me that I've been craving you for the longest time now. I love you, god damn it! But I shouldn't and I know that, alright? But I can't help it. I'm sorry if I send you the wrong signals. I'm just worried that people will take you away from me, because of that." Eddie stood up and slowly walked towards you, trying to not make you even more uncomfortable than he already had.

You looked a little more relaxed now though.

"So you denied me because you feel a little perverted? God, Eddie you're not a grandpa and I'm a grown woman with a good life ahead of her. Do you think I would throw that away for a forbidden romance? You and I are perfectly okay to be with each other. Nothing's gonna happen, it's only ten years, Brock." Eddie flinched again at the end. Seemed like he had to soothe you a little more.

"Could you please stop addressing me with my last name, it scares me a little. I get it now. I'm sorry for worrying so much, sweetness." Eddie gently touched your cheek, caressing it and putting a strand of hair behind you ear.

"You have a lot of making up to do, you grandpa." You glanced up at him, allowing a tiny smile to dance on your cherry lips.

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To be continued...?

Love, love, love

~ love-hatred-stuff ♡

#eddie brock #eddie x reader #we are venom #marvel imagine #eddie brock x reader #daddy issues

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lovemesomesurveys · 4 years

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What may I call you? Stephanie or Steph.

Where are you right now, exactly? In my room on my bed.

Over or under 18? I’m well over 18.

Have you been watching the Stanley Cup play-offs? (GO BRUINS!) No.

Ever believed your house was/is haunted? If yes, why; what happens? Nah.

The building you live inside; how long ago was it built? I think early 80s.

Ever travel internationally? I’ve been to Mexico once.

If you could go anywhere RIGHT NOW, where would it be? And why? I don’t want to go anywhere RIGHT NOW.

Do you fancy someone currently? Tell me about them! No.

Ever have a big ol' crush on someone you've never met in person? If so, did you ever tell them you did? Well, on celebrities.

What makes you feel luxurious? I don’t feel luxurious.

Do you enjoy drinking scotch as much as I do? I don’t enjoy drinking scotch at all. Or any alcohol.

What have you done that makes you proud of yourself? Meh.

What makes you envy someone? Someone who seems to have their life together. I know everyone has their struggles and hardships, but there’s people who manage to push through and handle things better. They’re able to function still and are doing something with their life. I envy people who despite their hardships have a strong, positive, can-do attitude. I envy people who are passionate about things and do what they love. I envy talented, creative, and intelligent people.

For you, is jealousy something that makes you more sad or angry-feeling? Depends.

Do you get the munchies? Natural munchies sometimes.

Every been to Germany? If so, what part? Nope.

Do you buy newspapers just for the puzzles? No, I don’t buy the newspaper for any reason.

Describe any tattoos or piercings you may have...? I just have my earlobes pierced.

When's the last time you smacked someone's butt? (Or been smacked :P) I don’t do that.

Do you enjoy making art? If so, what's your style like? I don’t make art, but I like to color.

Were you a shy child? Very. Now I’m a shy adult.

Ever wanna run away with the circus? Uh, no.

What is the closest object to your feet right now? My feet are near the edge of the bed and my bedside table is nearby.

Reach behind you- do you feel anything? What is it? My pillow.

Is English your second language? No.

Have you ever designed and constructed your own clothing? No.

What's the very last digit in your phone number? Nah.

Is your house an odd or even number? Odd.

Do you have a favorite superhero? Who? Iron Man, Spiderman, Star Lord, Ant-Man.

What power would you like to receive, if given the option? >>I don’t know. The power of brain that work good. <<< Ha, yeah that would be nice.

Ever punch someone in the nose? No. Or at all.

...will you write me a haiku? Nope.

What was the last thing that really delighted you? Hmm.

Do you wear skin-colored clothes? I have a pair of pantyhose that are like the color of my skin.

Ever eat German cuisine? If so, what'd ya have? No.

Do you have conversations with any animals? I always talk to my doggo.

Do you have a little sibling? If so, are you protective of her/him? Yes.

Recommend me a good book? I don’t know what you like.

Can you sleep on your back? (I can't, I feel too vulnerable!) I can, but I prefer to sleep more on my side.

What's the last special thing you did for someone? (Buy, cook, etc.) Hmm.

Did you cook something today? If so, what was it? Ramen.

Ever baked ALL day? No.

Can you recognize the smell of death? Gahhhh, I’ve smelt dead rodents.

Ever known a mortician or a coroner?? (Now you do!) No.

What makes you feel good about yourself? Nothing?

Could you ever be some type of counselor for kids/teens? No. Funny how that’s actually what I wanted to do for a long time when I was younger.

Do you enjoy getting dressed up for no real reason? No.

What are you afraid of? A lot of things.

Ever been to a maximum security prison? You, or just visiting? No.

Do you think mint toothpaste is too minty? I use a light minty one for sensitive teeth.

How is a raven like a writing desk? I still haven’t figured that one out.

Are you currently eating or drinking something? If so, what? I’m finishing up my Starbucks energy drink.

Do you own striped socks? What colors are your favorite ones? No.

Black Metal ist Krieg. Agree or Disagree? >> I had to Google that and apparently that’s a name of an album of a metal band, but I’m guessing you’re asking if I think black metal “ist krieg”, which for me no it’s not my thing.

Are there any numbers that have significance to you? The number 8.

Do you know how to read palms or tarot or anything else like that? I don’t believe in those things.

Do you own any bones or other preserved organic ..things? Unfortunately not. Accepting all bone donations. <<< That made me chuckle for some reason lol. I’m lacking those things as well. Well, I do own the bones in my body...

What do you think about internet piracy? I can’t say I’ve never partaken... I haven’t in several years, though.

Do you know anything about Nordic runes? No.

How do you feel about children? They can be cute and they can be annoying, ha.

Whatcha looking forward to right now? Summer being OVER. This triple digit heat wave needs to goooo. We’ve had power outages the past couple times and it will probably happen all this week, too. D:

How do you feel about clowns? I like Pennywise.

Are any of your friends clown by profession? I’m a clown. I majored in clownery.

Do you put grated cheese on popcorn? I’ve never tried that.

Do you thing anyone ever actually gets in trouble for having milkcrates? What? Why would they get in trouble for that?

Do you tip street performers? (YOU SHOULD.) Not usually. I didn’t ask them to be there, I have no obligation to them. I’ll do it if I feel moved to (and if I happen to have cash, which is the other important variable here). <<< “I didn’t ask them to be there” hahah I love your answers.

What are your virtues/morals? Ya know, stuff like honesty, being loyal, taking responsibility for your actions, being tolerant of differences, treat others how you wish to be treated, forgiveness, no cheating, respect, don’t commit murder, don’t steal.... stuff like that.

What do you smoke, if anything? I don’t.

Does being an addict make someone a bad person, in your opinion? No.

Have you ever experienced any type of detox? No.

Ever been institutionalized? ...was it because of just one pepsi? No. And I don’t get the Pepsi thing?

Tie up, or be tied up? Neither.

Ever shoot a gun that wasn't a handgun? Rifle, shotgun, etc? No.

Is your mother a really cool lady? Yes, she’s awesome. Everyone loves her.

Ever suddenly find a friend very attractive but had to keep it to yourself? I’ve liked a few of my guy friends, but I told them.

What time is it right now? 7:35AM.

Last time it's rained? I think back in April. Feels like forever ago.

Ever been through a deadly natural disaster? No.

What do you do when you lose power? Ugh, we’ve had that happen the past 2 days during the hottest time of day. It’s been high triple digits and inside my house has been 90 degrees, 92 when the power goes out. D: It’s horrible. I go and get my little battery fan and a wet washcloth and mess around on my phone and/or talk to my family until it comes back on. And complain about how hot it is.

Do you have a boot fetish too? No.

Have you ever done home-repair stuff? No.

Reason you last used a knife? I eat my spaghetti with a fork and knife.

Ever tattoo or pierce yourself? What, and how did it turn out? Nooo. I’d be terrified to get either one done, I certainly couldn’t do it to myself.

Have you ever assisted in a birth? No.

Have you ever had a bad trip? I’ve had a bad weed trip before and an actual trip.

Do you ever yell at your TV/computer/video games? Ha, yeah. Maybe not yell, but definitely talk back to it or comment out of frustration.

How long do you take in the shower? 30-40ish minutes.

If you could ask someone ONE thing & get 100% honesty, what would you ask? I don’t know.

What's the best thing you've ever found in a thrift/second hand shop? I don’t go thrift shopping.

What's one skilled craft you like to learn? Uhhh.

How do you feel about magicians? It can be pretty cool to watch. Some are really clever.

What do you smell like right now? I smell my laundry detergent on my clothes.

Tell me about the last person that made you laugh. He’s intelligent, funny, and cool.

Who was the last person to really make you feel special? It was nice receiving birthday comments from family and various people on social media and the birthday gifts from my family.

#personal #text #survey #surveys

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sleepyfan-blog · 5 years

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Kayyyyyyy can you write the bad sanses meeting Venus and spending time with them owo?

here you goooo

“Do you really think that Nightmare is going to agree to this?” Cross asked, a small frown appearing on his face, disliking the idea of pestering the dark being over something that was relatively small.

“Yes! Our chocolate supply is getting dangerously low, and we need to raid at least one Underfell in order to get our stores up to what it should be… I’m pretty sure that someone’s been stealing from our stash, too. I want to know who it is, so that they’ll have to come with to get the chocolate as payment.” Killer responded, waving his hands around in the air, determined and offended that someone would steal his precious treat.

Hatchet rubbed his face a little, and sighed “You do realize that we have plenty of food. We have enough to last us for years without having to go out on another supply run before we would need to begin worrying about it.”

“I know! But we’re low on *chocolate* and that’s something that’s really important to me!” Killer fussed. Was he being a little childish? Maybe. But Nightmare promised him the chance to stab assholes and eat chocolate and he was going to *hold* the other to that, stars damn it.

Dust smirked “I’m always down for stealing shit and causing chaos… It’s been nearly a week since he’s sent us off to cause a ruckus anyways.”

Cross, who had been in front of the group of four of them stopped dead in the doorway to the throne room. Which was incredibly rude, as the others all smacked into him, nearly causing the former guardsman to fall over.

“Hey! What the fuck, Cross! Boss is in there, right?” Killer hissed, smacking the newbie on the back of the head.

Cross nodded minutely, his voice very quiet, even for him “Yes, yes he is. But I’m not sure that we should bother him right now. Let’s just… Wait…”

“Fuck no, I want my choco-” Killer started, roughly shoving his way past the taller skeleton before stopping dead in front of the monochromatic skeleton. He started to back out of the throne room, processing what he was seeing. “You… Uh… You know what Cross? I’m inclined to agree with you. You’re new, but you’ve got some stellar instincts when it comes to dealing with Boss.”

“Thanks, I’ve had to deal with a nearly all-powerful tyrant growing up. Nightmare’s an improvement, quite frankly.” Cross muttered as the pair of chocolate loving skeletons retreated.

“Oookay, there’s a lot to unpack from that statement… Anyone know who Wings is?” Killer muttered quietly “I’ve seen them in the castle occasionally, usually near wherever Nightmare is. But never for very long, and not close enough to talk to them…”

Hatchet shook his head “You’ve been working for Nightmare longer than the rest of us - and I don’t recognize them anymore than you do.”

Dust shrugged “I saw them sparring once in one of the training rooms. They have a bow that they can summon and some of their fighting style reminds me strongly of… Someone. I can’t quite place who.”

“Or you could stop cowering and meet them properly.” Nightmare’s voice rang out from behind the four of them, sounding amused.

The only one of them who didn’t let out a sound of surprise as they swiftly turned around to face their boss was Killer, who mostly seemed resigned. “Yes, boss?” Killer called out, raising a browbone at the other, waiting.

“Dust, Killer, Cross, and Hatchet… I would like to formally introduce the four of you two my child, Venus. They are the light of my life and if I find out that if any of you so much as thought of harming them, I will make your death a very slow and painful one, is that understood? The same goes for deliberately putting them in danger.” Nightmare growled, looming threateningly at them as he gently hugged his child close.

They nodded obediently. After a moment, Cross asked quietly “I noticed that you used they/them pronouns for Mx. Venus? Do you have any other pronouns that you like, or are those it? It’s nice to finally meet you.”

Venus brightened a little, a small smile appearing on their face, happily answering “I use they/them pronouns pretty much exclusively, although thank you for asking! What are all of your preferred pronouns?” They leaned a little against Nightmare, seemingly completely at ease in his presence. “… and a quick rundown of each of your names? Dad didn’t exactly indicate which of you’s name he was saying as he spoke them…”

“Oh! Uhh, I’m Cross, I use he/him pronouns.” The monochromatic skeleton responded, glad that his hands were in his pockets. Chara was floating next to him, trying to yell at him to be introduced, but he was ignoring the human.

“I’m Killer, I use he/him pronouns most of the time… But occasionally I like they/them pronouns.” He answered cheerfully.

“I’m Dust and I don’t care what pronouns are used for me, though most refer to me by male pronouns.” The other shrugged. “Or curse me for tormenting them.”

“And I’m Hatchet - I’ve never really given much thought to what I want to be called in that way… But male pronouns seem to fit pretty well, and I’ve never thought about something else, so…” He shrugged a little, not particularly bothered.

Venus nodded, a small smile appearing on their face as the young skeleton moved closer to the four of them. Each of the bad sanses realized just how small Venus was. Hatchet asked curiously “How old are you, Venus? If you don’t mind answering. You’re just… When Pap was that size he was like… Eight. He shot up like a weed shortly after that.” A soft sigh left him and his eye light dimmed. He missed his brother - but he could go visit the other later. This world had done Paps a lot of good.

“I… A little over three hundred, I think? Birthdays tend to blur together after the first hundred, haha… Dad?” Venus responded, a small frown appearing on their face as they tried to remember.

“You are three hundred and twelve years old. Your next birthday is in three months.” Nightmare answered, a surprisingly fond and loving smile on the overlord of darkness’s face. It was.. It was very clear that he very much cared for his child with all that he was.

“Oh! Well, I’m that many years old, apparently.” Venus responded, a grin appearing on their face at their dad’s reaction.

“Well, I shall leave the five of you to get to know one another - don’t get into too much trouble now, and try to stay within this AU, alright?” Nightmare hummed, an amused expression on his face as he wandered off.

“… Wait does that mean that you can open interdimensional portals on your own?” Killer asked after a moment, having registered what Nightmare said, a grin slowly appearing on his face.

“Yes, of course I can. Both Dad and…” Venus’s eye lights dim for a moment and they hug themself a little, their wings surrounding themself “… My other parent are capable of opening such portals.”

They all recognized a Dangerous Topic tell and Cross spoke up after a moment, grumbling “KIller, boss said that we should stay here - if you want to go steal chocolate from a Fell, go pester boss yourself! I keep almost all of my chocolate in my inventory, to keep you from swiping it from me in the first place. So I still have plenty.”

Killer gasped dramatically before attempting to tackle Cross “You chocolate-hiding jerk! Gimme sooome!”

Cross dodged out of the way and snickered a little as the other fell flat on his face “Never! It’s my chocolate, not yours!”

“…Chocolate?” Venus chirped curiously, their eye lights widening as they approached the monochromatic skeleton, bringing their hands up to their chest in a pleading gesture “I… I love chocolate…May I pretty please have some? Even if it’s just a square…”

Cross stopped dead in his tracks, blinking down at them, completely taken off-guard as to just how adorable the other was.. With a sigh, he pulled out the bar that he was currently working on “Do you like dark chocolate? This is spicy and has a berry filling as well.”

“I love dark chocolate! And that sounds really good!” Venus responded with a broad grin as they teleported directly in front of Cross, gratefully taking the square that was handed to them, taking a curious bite, their eye lights turning into excited stars “This is amazing! Thank you sooooo much, Cross!” Their wings fluttered excitedly behind them a little.

“Heeeey, that’s not fair! Why did you give Venus chocolate and not me?” Killer whined, pouting up at Cross from the floor, his arms crossed over his chest as he sulked.

“They asked me nicely for chocolate instead of demanding that I give some to them.” Cross answered back, smirking a little in response at the other’s grumbling.

Dust’s eye lights brightened for a moment and he asked curiously “Oh Cross… Would you please give me a square of chocolate? I’d be willing to give you one of my home-made marshmallows with caramel in exchange.”

The grin on Cross’s face broadened a little “Deal!” he snapped off a square and held it out for Dust to take, gratefully taking the soft and delicious sweet he’d been promised, happily taking a huge bite of it.

“Oh!… That looks really good too…” Venus murmured, their attention turning to Dust, a hopeful expression appearing on their face.

“Here ya go, kiddo. Enjoy.” Dust answered, chuckling softly as he pulled out another one of the sweet treats.

“Yay!” Venus purred contentedly, nibbling on both the chocolate and the caramel covered marshmallow. They were so glad that they managed to talk their dad into letting them talk with his top minions.

#my writing #nightmare #cross #killer #dust #hatchet #venus

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mendesarmy1998toronto-blog · 7 years

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Beneath the Stars Part 1(Shawn Mendes)

So i really wanna make this into a Fanfiction, but i don’t know, i depends how this part does, if it goes well I’ll do more parts.

I really hope you enjoy this!!!! Also im writing this on my phone so sorry for the layout. I tried, it did have paragraphs and spaces, but i have no laptop so its the best i can do. Shawn is not in this part but i promise he is in the nrxt. sorry its so shitty.

Mackenzie’s POV

“hey Mack, you ready to go"Maddie asks as she enters my room. My best friends Maddie and Luke, had convinced me to go with them to a party tonight. I rarely went to party’s, so i don’t really have any outfits that i could wear. My wardrobe consists of shirts, hoodies, skinny jeans, leggings and jackets. I’m more of a casual girl wear as Maddie is bright and bold, she likes to stand out from the crowd, where as i stay in the shadows. The party we are going to is supposed to be really popular and there was gonna be loads of people there. Its in this huge house, the host is some really popular guy. Since i had no outfits to wear, me and Maddie were going to the mall to get some. “Yeah, let me just grab my phone"i say leaving the room. I grab my phone and meet Madds at the door. “Right, lets do this thing” i say as i open the front door. We get in Maddie’s car and she puts the key in the ignition and pulls out of the car park. Whilst driving we listen to some John Mayer. We both start singing and messing around and before we knew it we were at the mall. We walk in and the first thing that Maddie sees is Starbucks, of course she sees Starbucks, not that im complaining, i could really use some coffee right now. “Oooh, Starbucks, lets go” she says excitedly, she grabs my wrist and pulls me in with her. We go to the register and the sever is this cute guy, he has beautiful ocean blue eyes and his hair is a light brown. I’m not gonna deny that he’s good looking, but I’m not gonna tell Madds. She always bugs me about guys and how they always flirt with me but i never do it back. I’m just not looking for a relationship right now. The whole time we are ordering our things he keeps looking at me with a huge smirk on his face. To be honest, it was kinda creeping me out. We finish ordering our stuff and go find a table to sit down. We sit down with our food and drinks, i got a muffin and iced green tea and Maddie got a chocolate chip muffin and a caramel iced coffee. We sat talked whilst eating our muffins and drinking. “ so Mack, that guy was totally checking you out, huh”, “oh my god Madds, i knew you were gonna bring this up. How many times have told you, i don’t want a boyfriend", i say to her, she lets out a sigh, “Mack, its been 9 months, he was just a jerk, he’s not worth it, loosen up a bit” she says looking at me, “i know, I’m sorry, i just-i don’t know, its hard, what he did really hurt, not only physically but emotionally also” i say, “its okay, i know, he’s a total jerk and i hate him for what he did to you, but not all guys are like him Mack". By ‘him’ she was referring to my ex. Jack. He cheated on me and hit me when i found out. FLASHBACK I’m on my way back to mine and Jacks apartment. I’ve had a long, tiring day at work, all i want to do now is go home and have a nice, hot shower and go to bed. When i reach the apartment complex where Jack and i live, i walk through the large doors, through the lobby and step into the elevator, i press the button, and begin to go up. Once I’ve reached our door i step inside expecting Jack to be watching TV on the couch, waiting for me to come home, like he always does. But when i step inside he’s nowhere to be seen. ‘Maybe he was tired so he went to bed early’, i thought to myself. I walk quietly to the bedroom, but when i reach the door there are noises coming from the inside, groans can be heard. I think nothing of it and open the door. “Jack, oh my god, no, wha–why"i say, i can feel the tears building up in the back of my eyes. He is on the bed doing ‘it’ with another girl. I blink away the tears and walk out the room. “No, Mack, Baby, its not wh–"i cut him off. “ITS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE JACK, REALLY"i yell at him, i turn away but he grabs my wrist roughly, “Jack, let go of me” i tell him sternly,” Mack”, he pulls me closer and wraps his arms around me to stop me going anywhere. I start kicking around, “GET OFF OF ME” i yell, “Jack please” , i begged, i kicked him in the stomach and he curled over in pain “BITCH” he yelled at me, i took the chance to get out of there but just as i was about to reach the door, he grabbed my hair and threw me to the ground, i hit my head on the hard wooden floor. By this point the girl from the bedroom had gotten her clothes on and ran out of the door, leaving me with Jack. I tried to stand up but he just pushed me back down to the floor. He kicked me forcefully in my stomach,“GET UP"he commanded, i was in to much pain to move, everything was starting to fade away, he grabbed my hair and pulled me up to my feet, my legs were to weak so i fell to the ground, he kicked me once more and went to the kitchen, i heard him shuffling around and yelling at something, i couldn’t understand what. I don’t know how but i managed to pull myself to my feet, i ran out the door, got in the elevator, sat on the floor and just cried, it was only minute or so but it felt like hours. When i got to the lobby i stood up and ran to my car, i got in and drove to Maddie’s apartment. I never heard or saw anything of Jack again. END FLASHBACK Me and Madds went back to the apartment a few days later, when we knew Jack was out, and got all my things. I stayed with Maddie for a few months, which i spent most of the time crying and hiding away in the spear bedroom, Jack really fucked me up. A few months later we found another apartment and we moved in together. BACK TO NOW “Madds, it’s really hard, two years of my life i spent with Jack, he was my first actual boyfriend, he never did anything, he was always so sweet, i never thought he would be capable of doing anything like that"i paused for a second, “i loved him” i could feel the tears coming, “Mack, he is not worth it, he’s a dick, you need to try to forget about him, i know it’s hard, and i don’t expect you to just forget like that, but maybe give someone a chance. Who knows, it might help you out to just let go.” she looks at me staring into my eyes, i could tell she was worried, she just wanted me to be happy, not necessarily with a guy, but she wanted me to get over Jack. “Maybe your right"i said back, “I mean, not all guys can be bad. Tonight i’m just gonna let go” i say smiling. “YAY, lets go get some outfits for tonight, i heard there is a new store in the mall, lets go check it out” she squeals standing up. We go to the store, and its huge, we walk around and buy a few things, i found this really nice dress, it was a silky black dress, with sleeves that came just bellow my elbow, i went to the dressing room to try it on. I put the dress on and walked out of the dressing room, “Oh My God, Mackenzie, you look Gorgeous” Madds said, she drew out the word ‘gorgeous’,” You, HAVE, to get that dress. Tell me your getting the dress"she says, almost pleading me to get the dress, “Madds, calm yourself, I’ll get the damn dress, if you’d let me talk i was gonna get the dress anyway, but i don’t think i’m going to wear it tonight, it seems little to, i don’t know, formal for a party like the one we’re going to, ya know” i say, looking in the mirror, “it does fit my body rather well” i mumble to myself, quiet enough so i thought Maddie wouldn’t hear, i was wrong, she heard me, “Damn right it does” she laughed as she walked past me, i giggled a little. “So, where do you think we will find our outfits for tonight, this store is a little, ‘formal’, as you say,” haha, very funny"i laugh sarcastically, “we should try the store over there i suggest, pointing out the window to a shop across the mall,” Sure"is all Maddie replies, “Right, well i’m gonna take this off and go pay for it and then we will go check it out” i reply, walking back into the small room to get changed. I take the dress off, put my clothes back on and walk out to Madds, who is sitting on a little chair, on her phone.“Madds, i’m going over there to pay, you can wait outside if you want, or you could just go over to the other store, I’ll meet you over there when I’ve paid” i suggest, “KK, i’ll be in the store, come find me when your done” she says, “KK”, she just nods and walks across the mall to the clothing store. I walk over to the register and pay for my dress, i also saw a nice pair of heels that i got as well. I walk out the store and across the mall to where i can see Madds looking at shoes in the window, i step inside and walk over to Maddie, “Hey guuurll” i laugh, when i get to her, “sup” she responds, not looking away frome the shoes in front of her, “i’m gonna go look for an outfit, you coming” i ask, “yeah, i’ll get shoes after” she gets up and starts to walk over to the isle where there is loads of shirts. I follow behind, “Oh My God, Mack look at this” she squeals, “what” i walk over to her, she is looking at these to shirts for bff’s, “look, we could both wear one” she squeals, “Haha, oh god, your so cliche, we’re 20,not 10"i laugh,” ugh, i’m hurt"she places her hand on her heart and pretends to be really hurt, “ahaha, come on, we’re here to get an outfit for tonight, lets go” i say, taking her hand and pulling her along. We walk the isles of this clothing store for, around half-hour, and we cant seem to find anything, “hey, Madds, I’m thinking we go somewhere else, what do you say” i say after awhile, “yeah, i’m thinking the same thing.” she replies, “why is it soooo hard to find one outfit” i hear Maddie whine, from behind me. We’re walking through the mall,“ooooh, Mack, that looks like a good store, lets goooo"she squeals as she grabs my arm, and pulls me along. “Hey, this looks like the right kind of store for an outfit for tonight” Maddie walks off. I’m looking in an isle that’s full of really cool outfits, i don’t know where Maddie is, she walked off as soon as we got in here. “Hey, i found my outfit"i hear Madds say as she walks closer to me,“Me too” i smile, “Finally” she sighs, “lets go pay and get out of here, theres only a few more hours till the party” i say, “yeah, lets go”. We pay for our things and walk back to the car, “Well, its five now, the party starts at 9,we should have enough time to shower, do our hair, makeup, and get dressed, then we can leave at around, half eight, cause his house is kinda far from our apartment” Maddie rambles, i can see she is beginning to get stressed, she tends to stress about everything, “Madds, calm down, stop planning everything out when we’re not even at home yet, don’t worry, we have plenty of time” i calm her, “i know, lets get home”, she starts the car and soon enough we are driving home. We arive home at five thirty, to which leaves us with three hours to get ready, “quick, we gotta get ready, now” Maddie yells as she runs to the bathroom and turns on the shower, “stop worrying, i’m sure we will be fine, it’s not like we have to be there at exactly nine o'clock, it’s a party, it only starts at nine” i yell back. “Stop argueing and just get ready” she grumbles as she walks back towards her room, i follow her, “Madds, why are you so stressed about this party, i think ‘your’ the one who needs to loosen up” i mock, “seriosly, if we were going somewhere important i could understand, but we’re not, its just some stupid party”, “No, Mack, its not just some stupid party, its a huge party where so many people are going,in some super rich hot guys house we gotta get ready"she walks out the room and heads for the bathroom,” Oh, Mack, Luke’s gonna be here soon"she shouts from the bathroom, “what, why is he coming so early” i ask, confused, “i don’t know but he is” she replies, “okay. Can you be quick in the shower, i wanna take one before he gets here” i ask, “god Mack, don’t rush me”, she whines, “are you kid-” i stop myself, its no use. After about twenty minutes, i hear a knock at the door, i run to the door and swing it open, “Hi Luke” i step aside to let him in, “Sup, Mackenzie”, he says while he wraps me in his arms, “so, you excited for tonight” Luke asks, “i guess, i’m not really fussed” i reply walking to the kitchen, to grab some water, “Where’s, Madds” he asks walking into the kitchen, “She’s in the show-” i was cut off by Maddie walking into the kitchen, “speak of the devil” i laugh, “he Luke” Maddie says, “Hey Madds”. “Okay, so i’m gonna go take a shower whilst you guys do whatever"i say, walking out of the kitchen. Once I’ve finished in the shower, i dry my hair and do some lose curls, i get dressed in my new outfit, and i do some makeup, i don’ go over the top on my makeup, i just do a natural eye look with some winged eyeliner and some mascara, and i do my eyebrows. Once i’m done i look over myself in the mirror, and i walk out to meet Luke and Maddie. "Hey, you ready to go"i ask as i walk into the living room, "Yeah, lets go” Maddie cheers, we all walk to my car, because i’ll be the one driving us home, cause i’ll be sober, where as those to will be drunk as hell. We get in and drive of to the party. So, what will happen next. I hope you enjoed my shitty first chapter. Thanks for reading, if you even got this far.

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