#i saw this one today and it was perfect

[clov2r]

*     calling     ...     natalie,     @yellowjacket7​.

             ❝     all     alex     cares     about     is     soccer.     i’m     beginning     to     feel     like     i     have     to     be     inflated     and     round,     with     black     spots     on     me     in     order     to     get     her     attention.     ❞

#yellowjacket7 #i saw this one today and it was perfect

[waitineedaname]

pov you are any adult within five minutes of meeting the specialest little princess in the world

#fma #may chang #mei chang #I had to include the one where she's clinging to scar like a barnacle #AND the one where he's pointing at her #it's my favorite image #I unfortunately had to crop out the bit that says ''itty bitty!'' #i spent way longer on this one than the ling one lksjdfkljsdf #it had to be PERFECT #nothing but the best for MY daughter #saw someone call her annoying earlier today and I felt irate #so i had to finish this instead of doing my readings #fma posting

[1rabong]

Boros can’t cook

+) he woke him up

#he hongry #I was gonna post this yesterday.. but the new chapter dropped #then today I saw that news #but I’ll post it now anyways #i don’t think there’ll be a perfect time to post stuff like this for the foreseeable future lol #boros #lord boros #saitama #genos #borosai #opm #one punch man #art #my art #fanart

[runefactorynonsense]

Cozytober - Day 30 - Campfire

#Cozytober #Margot's RF Art #Rune Factory #RF1 #RF #I knew I wanted to do a beach fire when I saw the prompt and THEN my sister sent me gorgeous photos from her beach trip earlier this month #THANK YOU sister for the perfect reference #Background centric day because I wanted to just relax but also because... my poor doggo was all wound up #I have no children. I have a health condition that would make it dangerous to have children. So I have a big dog #who I joke is my actual 9 year old. And today he was... omg. Trouble. Dealing with him every 5 minutes #I got started SO late today. I still love that dog... but thank goodness it was a background day haha #also proud of myself as hair shape and shoes were the only bits I had to reference #Rune Factory Raguna #RF Raguna #Rune Factory Felicity #RF Felicity #raguna x felicity #ONE MORE DAY. ONE MORE DAY. #ALMOST THREE WHOLE YEARS

[kaeyaphile]

operation do not cry at my irl bestie’s wedding: FAILED

#kayleigh.txt #if the pets didn’t need to be watched i would’ve been one of the bridesmaids #she gave me the same giftbag she gave them and so we’re wearing the same jewelry but alas #but yeah uh. i cried. a lot. struggled hiding it lmao #my bestie looks so fucking beautiful and perfect and her now husband immediately started crying when he saw her #honestly same lmfaooo #she made direct eye contact with me when the officiant mentioned that this wouldn’t have been possible without their loving friends and fam #which. didn’t help stop my crying lmfaooo #i’m fine this is fine; the only other wedding i’ve been to was my sister’s and i was one of the bridesmaids so 🤷🏼‍♀️ #i was not emotional at all during that because idgaf about my sister tbqh #she and i stay civil and tolerate each other for the sake of our father but that is it 🤷🏼‍♀️ #good thing i didn’t wear any fucking makeup because it would be ruined 😂 #i am going to hang out eat dinner drink wine socialize and dance a bit #hug my bestie and her husband and cry some more probably #and thej hopefully head home before 10pm 😬🤞🏻 #the pets need their pm medications and also just like. attention and all that lmao #because i am their petsitter until tomorrow afternoon/evening #also i am chronically ill and mentally ill and tired and in pain from helping set up the venue yesterday #also also i desperately wanna just. vc with friends and play genshin impact/honkai: star rail/fallout 4 🥲👍🏻 #my social battery had been drained dry meeting everyone yesterday so today is. difficult

[shamera]

Keychains from @lightningstrikes-art came in today!! ٩(◕‿◕)۶ they are so so cute omgggg (no dmg, the bubbles are bc i haven't peeled the plastic layer yet)

#sctir #fan merch #WHEN will i stop buying fan merch i dunno #i couldn't get the stickers because two were sold out ^^;; #i need a bigger itabag now #hubby says just get a second one and pick and choose #but how can i pick and choose #(also he threw the package at me while i was making the bed today) #(but when i was looking up frames for the prints he also gave me another package that came in) #(it was a hooded winter cloak!! perfect for hanfus!! ombre and had butterflies!) #(he said he saw it and it was too pretty to pass up) #(i love him thiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis much!)

[orcelito]

As for my post this morning. If anyone was worried. Me personally I'm okay (I guess) but my dad's in the hospital and things r still very up in the air. So.

#speculation nation #bracing myself for the possibility of Major Grief.....2!!!! #well actualy more like 3 or 4 or 5 (lol lol lol) #but likely the worst one bc it's. my dad. that's my dad. #i left work early to visit him at the hospital. hes stable rn at least (he wasnt this morning) #he wasnt conscious though. and i really really hope he ends up okay #but. i still saw my dad unconscious in a hospital bed hooked up to like a million tubes and #thats my dad. Thats my Dad. #im really trying to not do my processing until after i know for sure how things are gonna go #dont wanna start grieving until after he's officially gone #so im trying not to think about it. but it's still... yeah. unpleasant. #and theres a part of me thats so so resentful. if i have to have a dead parent why would it be the Good one? #take my fucking mom instead. hell my life would even be BETTER without her. horrible as that is to say. #but it's my dad. he's not perfect. he has his flaws. but he's still tried in a way she never ever did. #seeing him like that makes me feel so... small. makes me remember being picked up by him. #makes me remember riding on the back of his harley as a tiny little 10 year old with a helmet that was giant on me #we'll hope for the best. we'll hope for a recovery. even if not a full recovery. i just want to have my dad. #sorry. this is probably too real for my tumblr dot com. it's just been... a lot today. #negative/ #death/ #hospitals ment/ #idfk. sorry

[demo-ness]

i think this website may be allergic to the idea that most medications aren't for neurological stuff

#just saw a post that was an image with the text ''don't forget your meds!'' (this part is good) #next to the autism creature on top of a bottle labeled '''brain helpies''' #and i'm trying to parse my hatred in a way that spares the cringe. i am full of rage #but i will dabble in hating on the cringe a little. what medication is for the autism creature exactly?? #i thought the ''brain helpies'' for autism were universally dangerous and/or scams sold to horrid parents #it's comorbid with adhd but jfc it is SOOOOO inconsequential to forget a stimulant for a day #even compared to other quality of life meds. i'd rather remember to take my thyroid medicine and not be lethargic #and then. do i need to get into my health anxiety. please fucking GOD do not forget something that keeps you healthy #forgetting a stimulant makes you less productive in a day #forgetting something like a cholesterol medication will SLOWLY KILL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #is it REALLY health anxiety to think one is more important than the other???? #sorry i'm in a bad mood today. take your brain meds congrats on having a perfect body otherwise

[daz4i]

was looking at potential apartments and. one of them was straight up in a students dorm building????? is that even legal

#it was such a good location. obviously. but SO weird like structure wise #it was. 2 floors? but not really. and it's all one room #like the ''second floor'' was basically a doorless bedroom. i guess #i did not save that one for later. #but i did save 5 in my hometown + 2 in other cities! #one of the 5 is the one i already posted about lol. the suspiciously cheap one #my hometown is certainly the cheapest city i saw today tho. #oh the first place i saw tho looked so good. like perfect location. but for some reason it's huge #like it was more or less the neighborhood i was hoping for and it's so close to the central bus station + tram..... #but. 90 squared meters. hello? #ig i'll go see tho 🫡

[sunlightfeeling]

oh my god

the shirt that needs no reminder but…

(rescanned this btw)

The advertisement photos seem to be from May 2021, so both shoots were probably around the same time?

could see him actually owning these, so either he liked it and bought the shirt after doing the first shoot or these were/are both his lol

…or secret third thing: Tarzan and TBC had a hidden agenda..to convince people that Kimura is actually a foxy lady

eta: if you would like a post thread of me trying to fix my “2021” mistake

#kimura takuya #takuya kimura #scans #i mean or he requested the shirt after liking it in the first shoot #but my money is on him personally owning one or both of these #…probably before the shoot… #like dude just shows up in the shirt and the photographer thought ‘perfect’ and ran with it #but my fucking god i seriously thought i saw the blue shirts in a fever dream or smth #i found those weeks ago and then ‘lost’ them #(read: forgot about them the minute i turned the page in the binder) #so i was thinking that maybe i dreamed them because i couldn’t find them #and i had really only briefly glanced at them #im not joking i swear lmfao… #ive been posting sfm today omg #but this was an emergen-c #also this is gender he’s always gender right now idek why #best gender #best girl #you know what…i wrote 2021 and i really dont have the heart to change it… #(also it was already reblogged before i realized the mistake) #but i meant 2021 #i mean 2001

[artsysurvivor]

Don't Touch Me, I'm Scared

So, I've had this head-canon for awhile now and this prompt reminded me of it.

I find it highly doubtful that after being almost drowned Halt would get on a boat right away to sail to Araluen. No chance, nonzo. But I also think that his instincts would tell him to get to the docks as quickly as he could to get away from the guards and stuff.

So, he doesn't really let himself process what really happened, because 1, it would slow him down, and 2, it's painful emotionally, and frankly he didn't know how to deal with it. (Because he was never taught how to deal with emotions in a healthy manner)

Now, I also head-canon that Pritchard had trained him on the way there, and just generally did dad™️ things, or at least tried to. At that point, Halt was pretty distrustful of basically everybody, so he did what he was used to and shoved all his emotions down.

Until they actually got to the docks.

When they had entered the boarding area, the first thing they smelt* was fish and shrimp. Halt furrowed his brows and set his lips in a fine line. (Why let a little smell get to you? You're so close!) Pritchard asked if he was ok, and he replied by moving through the crowd. Pritchard sighed and tried to catch up to him, noticing that Declan was more visibly nervous than usual.

There were a lot of people hauling around supplies needed for their short and long trips ahead. Children ran, played, and screamed. Halt focused on the path ahead of him, trying to block out the people surrounding him. Before he had gone into the crowd, he got off Declan, leading him around by the reigns. While that drew less attention to him (the thought of being noticed was obviously pretty anxiety-inducing) it also made him feel more sweaty, and worse, more trapped. He grit his teeth and pressed onward, having to tug on Declan's reigns slightly to get him moving.

He finally made it to the boat, handing the captain a pouch of coins. He stared at the boat in front of him. He took in the rocking of the boat, and for the first time in a while he hesitated. He cursed himself and forced his feet to move. This time, Declan didn't, and instead neighed and kicked his feet (you know, the stereotypical freak out for a horse).

Halt paused on the deck and tried to calm him down.

As he did so, he could feel his heart pounding faster,

He smelt the shrimp, now a stronger smell than before.

and faster,

The rocking of the boat beneath his feet.

and faster,

Declan would not calm down for the life of him.

and faster.

The final nail in the coffin, so to speak, was when some of the ocean water splashed over him.

That's when he froze. His chest felt like it was going to burst open, his breathing was labored and he swore his lungs were closing up. The noise around him became blurred, as did his sight. His mind swam with disjointed memories from his past, and he was lightheaded.

Something—someone touched his hand, springing his body into motion again. He ran back to the woods.

Pritchard watches him run off, then grabbed Declan. He asked the captain for the refund, giving him a few of his own coins.

He had to do a double take when he saw him, deep in the woods, sitting next to a tree with his knees drawn up with his arms wrapped around them, his cloak almost completely sealing him from view. Pritchard got off his horse, Quinn, and knelt down beside him, hesitating. As much as he wanted to comfort him, he had no clue how to.

Hell, he didn't even know what exactly happened. Halt had gone far ahead, and he lost him among the crowd when he finally managed to get over to the ship that was heading towards Araluen, the boy's chest had already began to heave more frequently, and he seemed to become slightly more clumsy. Then, some water splashed on him, and he stopped moving, his hands resting on his chest and throat, and slightly hunched over. And, Pritchard didn't know if it was on purpose or not, but he had been staring at him. He pushed past the captain and tried to talk to him, but he didn't seem to register what was being said. He reached out his hand, making it brush against Halt's.

Panic lined his facial features, even more so than before, and he screamed something around the lines of "Don't touch me!" before bolting off.

The sun had been setting way too fast for his liking as he was trying to find him.

Quinn reacted before he did, sniffing the top of Halt's messy hair.

Halt looked up at them at the sensation, red surrounding his deep brown eyes, the source of the tear stains on his cheeks. He looked so small against the world, and Pritchard was reminded of how young he really was.

A broken voice came out of his mouth as he tried to speak. Pritchard knelt down beside him, looking up at the sky as to not stress him further. Halt swallowed and tried again, to avail. He squeezed the fabric of his pants tighter in frustration.

"It's alright, Halt. Unless you need something," Pritchard said, turning to face him. "Do you?"

Halt bit his lip and looked away.

"Listen, you're not bothering me if you do. I want to help you, I really do," Pritchard said. "So... do you need something?"

Halt shook his head.

"Are you sure? You've said this before, and-" he gestured vaguely. "It didn't turn out so well."

Halt thought for a moment, squinting his eyes. His brain was still foggy; it was hard to think straight. He nodded.

"Alright. I'll be setting up camp, so if you come up with anything, you can..." He felt pressure and warmth around his waist, the force of those things knocking him back. He had to catch his breath before putting his hand on the back of Halt's head, combing through his hair with his fingers, his other hand a securing weight among the boy's back.

After a couple of minutes, Halt pulled away slightly, taking a deep breath and swallowing.

"The boats," Halt said, his voice cracking. His eyes filled with exasperation among the already present fear. "Ferris, the guards..."

"We'll worry about all that once you've rested. For now, though, I promise you that everything will be ok."

Halt raised his eyebrow. "Promise." he said sarcastically.

"Promise."

"Over optimistic."

"What, do you doubt my skills?"

"Sometimes," Halt teased, pointing at him. "You're old with creaky joints."

Halt yawned as Pritchard stared at him. The old man sighed good-naturely. "What am I going to do with you?"

#ranger gathering 2023 #pritchard #halt o'carrick #panic attack tw #yes the title is based on that one thing (replace touch with hug) #I've never watched it but I thought it was kind of a perfect title nsdfjn #Also I wrote this in one sitting today so sorry if there's some understanding/grammar issues. #if you saw any fault in the panic attack side of things please PLEASE let me know. I did research but I've never had one #Pritchard: Therapist/Dad Mode Activated #he's. Not perfect by all means but he's trying his best #fanfic #artsycan'twrite

[queenlua]

shitpost-y idea:

there should be a March Madness-style tournament where you have all the most contemptible/batshit internet subcultures throw down against each other. get the narenda modi stans in a brawl with mumsnet terfs. put all of voltron fandom in a cage match with the pro-Putin tankies. etc

with any luck, by the end of it, they’ll have all eliminated each other, and the internet can enter a golden age of peace. Pax Internata

#saw one of the above in a feed today and ugggggh i feel like i need a shower #(not here. my tumblr feed is curated perfection. but elsewhere...)

[lr31o]

i'm gonna sound like such a hater but i was watching the craving (single version)'s music video, where it's basically about tyler's feelings towards scaled and icy's reception.

and i do feel for him, you spend so much of your time and you give so much of yourself to make art only for it to be discarded and hated. but there's a more cynical part of me that's like... it's not my fault the album was bad though lol stop trying to guilt trip me

i genuinely believe Scaled and Icy was twenty one pilots' darkest moment. i don't just mean because of how the album was received critically, or the content of the songs themselves, but i think people forget that a huge part of the vitriol towards SAI was because it was fresh off the heels off of Tyler's platforms tweet incident.

it was kind of a big deal. people were getting their tattoos covered/removed and shit. tyler couldn't even apologize initially and doubled down on it

and so, charged with this momentum of infamy + the album genuinely just being lackluster compared to their other works, scaled and icy was devoured by the crowd. and honestly i feel like the backlash they received for it was lowkey deserved. it was just karma for weird behavior

anyway. my point is that i don't feel bad about thinking scaled and icy isn't up to snuff. it sucks. it's okay if you like it. it's okay if you don't. at the end of the day, the album was a financial success and they're still millionaires. from an artist's point of view, i know it hurts when people shit on your art. but i don't feel bad for thinking it's bad.

i'm glad we have Clancy to usher in a new era of songs. he can mark a new point in time to start fresh. tyler has long since apologized, and honestly? it's just a fantastic reminder that everyone you look up to has the capacity to fuck up. everyone fucks up. it's what makes us human

#twenty one pilots #scaled and icy #thom rants #the craving #i saw an instagram comment today saying that tyler joseph is a perfect human being #it lingered in my head and pissed me off lowkey #how do you miss the point of his songs so bad

[torgawl]

the more we discover about dion's father and anabella the more i'm happy dion impaled the shit out of that motherfucker and the more frustrated i become anabella got an easy death by killing herself. not that i expected clive or joshua to do anything because i don't think they're those types of people but it would have been satisfying to me

#how can two people be so fucking cruel #they really are perfect for each other #now we discovered they both planned rosaria becomes part of sanbreque a year before the events at phoenix gate??? #holy shit she really had no ounce of respect for her kids not even joshua #the fact her reactions to her beloved son holder of the phoenix 'dying' is oh well time to make another one is so sgsjdhdb fuck you bitch #imagine being disappointed your son is too weak instead of actually morning his death 😭 #i hate her so much its undescribable and now dion's father gets to join the first spot they can share it and die in hell #rest in piss as they say #anyways can you tell i saw another tweet about ultimania agsjshs sorry #i promise i will not make another post about this game today (i think) i just need to release my anger somewhere #okay but on another hand support women's wrongs i guess ✌️😭 #i can't help but to think of the way his own traumas from the way he was raised influenced dion though :') #he seems to think anabella corrupted his father but he also acknowledges he doesn't love him for being a bastard child #i am letting the thought ruminate a bit more because i don't know if i can be coherent about it but!!!! he makes me so sad. he deserved so #much better :') #final fantasy xvi

[bangcakes]

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#the more it sinks in... the more surreal it feels. like HDJDJDJDJDJDJ #the Way i doubted whether he wanted to keep in touch with me when literally..... said he would... how he always answers me... #messages me when he has news kr something to say..... hangs out with people he doesnt like just to have like.. moments with me.... #i really cant handle it OYXKYDKYTKDDO #its so fuckin weird. like even if we end up just friends... the experience has been so wild..... #like lmao this time last year we had had like. 1 conversation JDJDJDJXJZJZ #literally sat a seat away from each other an entire semester and dint talk til the last day. oh its so funny #god i cant believe we're friends.... #i havent talked to him since i saw him last week at that dinner.. i cant really think of anything to say BDDNDDNNDND #been focusing on job applications #i handed a second one in yesterday and started a third today. hoping to have it done tomorrow but... its not due until feb so... i have som #time to perfect it :)))) #i really hate this stuff. like god it takes so much out of me..... #i'll probs update him on how many ive applied to idk. trying not to overthink HDJDJDJDJDJJ #im not really the type to message unnecessarily and neither is he so hhhhhh lmao #itll be fine.... #personal #have i mentioned hes my favourite :p

[raksh-writes]

I really shouldn’t have made my current (and general second) run of BG3 as a tempest cleric/storm sorcerer combo, because it's so damn fun that now I won’t want to play as anything else 😂🙈

#personal #Raksh's gaming adventures #baldur's gate 3 #I wanted to do a lightning focused build for my Sasuke-inspired mc #and now Im having so much fun I dont really wanna play as anything else xD #I have an idea for a durge character when I will maybe be able to get to it #an Eris inspired one for a chaotic playthrough and maybe even evil endings ^^ #and she's a goddess of chaos so -- perfect ^^ #a drow sorcerer would prob be *chefs kiss* on her #and it'll prob be a Very similar build to my current one but maybe I'll manage to do some small changes #like maybe just a multiclass into a wizard instead of cleric #or a different type of cleric hmm #I mean I saw in universe Talos is the god of chaos so that'd fit! #(Nd I can whisper to myself *by Talos not again* while I make the exact same character) #my current drow is lolth sworn and Im kinda regreting I couldnt go with Talos so I might do that small change #we'll see #I might as well get tired around act 3 again and leave the game for some time before coming back to it #I wouldn’t be surprised if that happened again xD #anyway it's a bit too hot today to game #but then again Im obsessed and in a couple weeks will need to focus on studying so #might as well use the time now xD