#i powered through tda for 1. my married malecs 2. the polya fae cottage subplot i didnt expect to like so much and

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i feel like i have to explain myself

#i shouldnt really but yknow #maybe it’s because i’m an adult now #although tbh the things about tmi i dislike now are the same that i disliked at 13 so maybe not #but i have a vicious lovehate relationship w/ the shadowhunterchronicles #i powered through tda for 1. my married malecs 2. the polya fae cottage subplot i didnt expect to like so much and #3. tiberius fucking blackthorn my most beloved son #and thus kit by proxy #i hate. literally everything else #not joking it caused me physical pain to read sometimes #i didnt think anything could ruin parabatai for me #i love that kind of relationship dynamic ; chosen platonic soulmates #but fuck if it wasnt AGONIZING to read emma and julians stupid angsty pointless bullshit #truly i cant stand it #that emotion spell thing???? awful #someone should have told cc no #theyre much more tolerable in sobh #i almost like them when i forget what heterosexual nonsense they put me through #anyway but point remains: #i didnt read tda for the plot or the new characters #but some of em got me anyway! what do you know #and ty blackthorn to me is immeasurably precious #rowan chatter #this has been ‘justifying me losing my shit over kitty in my last reblog’ even though i didnt need to and i doubt any of you care #but. …. look…. in the same room…. what the fuck…….