#i only talk loud and joke around with my cousins and soemtimes a bit with some irl friends

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why is it so hard for me to jsut like. be comfortable and open up more

#i mean thats normal ig #but it feels like im limited from a lot fo thigns bc of it #ill be honest no one on the internet i am 100% comfortable with #even if ive ''knwon'' you for years here now #which some of you yea #i mean. none of yall have ever heard my voice #thats on prupose agufg #i only talk loud and joke around with my cousins and soemtimes a bit with some irl friends #idk i wish i could be more like that to my online friends but typing thigns out is different then in voice #and even in voice it scares the shit out of me #ramble #its hard to explain ig #idk its grown moer bothersome to me over time #feels like im mising out on a lto fo thigns bc of it #negative #feels like ill never devolpe past surface friendship bc of it #sorry about that