#i love them so much i’m gonna be sick

[cloudyskiiees]

Summary: Alejandro feels that the time is perfect to ask his longtime friend Noah to be his boyfriend. The conversation doesn't go exactly how he expects, seeing as Noah thought they were already dating.

alenoah… save me alenoah…. anyways fluffy oneshot of the idiots <3 check it out!!!

#total drama #alenoah #tdi alenoah #tdi fanfic #tdi noah #tdi alejandro #total drama island #i love them so much i’m gonna be sick

[theythemmer]

‘our childhood’ and what if i just never woke up again, huh. what if i just burst into flames and disintegrated and ceased existing

#i love them so much i’m gonna be SICK #dnp #blabble #dan and phil

[showinalittlelife]

Alex turners letter to Alexa Chung but it’s actually James to regulus

#I’m not even kidding they’re eating away at my brain #this is so them argue w the wall idc Idc #I love them so much I’m gonna be sick

[glowsticcc]

she looks like her apa now and i’m so normal :’)

#qsmp #art #digital art #qsmp fanart #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #qsmp tallulah #qsmp chayanne #qsmp death family #death family #i love giving my designs canon outfits and then just never using thrm #i also spent way longer on this then i meant to #but in my defense i’m sick so :P #anyway this harkens back to my post saying that missas gonna ugly cry when he sees tallulahs new model #they’re so precious #i love them so much #also i love drawing missa my design allows him to look so silly

[fermentedgutz]

baking cookies w/ luigi, junior n king bowser! except bowser hasno idea what he’s doing!!!!

i mean, it’s the thought that matters

#bowuigi #bowser #luigi #mario bros #bowser jr #i’m going crazy #i love them so much #i drew this while i was sick i’m gonna explODE

[honkshoo-zzz]

@quazies AAHUAUAUAUUASYGDHAGGAHDHSJDFJSKXJSKRJENEFJKSXJJEKSKDBRJRODSKBDSKDLDMS

TY QUAZIES FOR THIS BLESSING UPON MY HOME I LOVE HIM SO MUCH HE WILL BE TREASURED FOREVER

#quazies #lil pootis #lil pootis plush #medimedes #cat #don’t mind natasha she’s just nosy #anyways i’m gonna go cry over this baby bird #for the next few years #thanks again quazies i love you so much #ur so talented and cool and if u don’t know who tf that is CHECK OUT HER STUFF #IT’S SO GOOD #I WILL EXPLODE IT’S SO GOOD #BOTH TF2 AND GODZILLA SILLIES #ANIMATIONS #ANIMATIONS DUDE #THEY’RE SICK AND SO WELL MADE AND POLISHED AND AAUUUAUAUDGH #cannot praise shordy enough #i love them they have given me so much happy brain juice #tf2 #team fortress 2 #scout tf2 #tf2 fanart #honkshoozzz

[spacerockband]

ooh ohh you love my ceramics work you want to look at my ceramic work so bad

#it’s pretty obvious mossworm is a big inspiration for my sculpture stuff!! #might share some wheel stuff too once i actually find the photos of them #ceramics #art tag #ceramic art #ceramic sculpture #dragons #dragon #the bottom two photos are not fired yet #and the top dragons got kinda fucked up bc they didn’t heat up enough and the blue glaze bubbled?? still not sure why that happened but #it looks sick so i like him. his name is gawain bubbles. and the other is rusty i believe. #rusty was supposed to be green but ??? might refire him this semester and see if i can get the color to come through this time #the vessel is based off this animal jug sculpture in uhhh the ackland art museum. i think it’s just called animal jug. i mimicked it to #try and figure out teapots and also bc i love that work so so much #i’ll tell you what it was a Learning Curve #and the bottom two are what i’m working on rn! not sure how i’m gonna glaze them yet

[theolddivorcedzukka]

very much would not like to be all “i’m retiring from full time tumblrina” and let the pipeline lead me to losing friends i’ve made here along the way but girl���.what is the way?

#because the thing is that i’m slowly growing out of atla (or rather im not as obsessed as i used to be but that excludes divorcedzukka i do- #-love them a lot still) #and i’m also realizing that ‘oh haha yikes i think a wide portion of my mutuals have turned into pr/oshippers #and i don’t feel safe’ so like. #like. i don’t know what my point is in here anymore #i’m obviously not leaving tumblr forever i still come here every day to check it out a bit #but yeah not gonna be in here that much anymore. and atlaposting will be rarer so #yeah 🩷 #it’s just a sick feeling i get whenever i come here no biggie no biggie at all #i’m rambling..

[dollsuguru]

let it be known…. bestie!sukuna does a killer winged eyeliner

#sharp enough to cut a man and that’s his goal i just know he does the meanest winged eyeliner for you in class #you hand him the pen w/o saying a word and he’s immediately grabbing the back of your head to steady you #if suguru sees that he’s like What Thw Fuck Is going onnimm gonna be Sick #firmly believe that reader & everyone in school has a mini crush on sukuna #i say mini bc he is so fucking sexy but the moment he opens his mouth you’re like damn… i regret all my life choices why’s he yelling at me #anyways. reader is the only one who can tolerate sukuna and vice versa <3 reader is friendly so everyone loves them #but like. BEST FRIEND wise? it’s sukie & reader til death does them part 🤞🏼🤞🏼🤞🏼 i love them so much idk why their dynamic makes me so happy #okay i’m just talking to myself in the tags rn hmmm how do i want him to look #pink hair + black undercut OBVIOUSLY. face tatts/body tatts OBVIOUSLY. #ear piercings + helix + industrials + eyebrow piercing + nose piercing + snake bites + tongue piercing OBVIOUSLY #he’d also wear reading glasses. FKN nerd 😹😹😹 i have 20/20 vision i can’t relate 🤭🤭🤭 #immaculately dressed & insanely intelligent you can call sukuna a lot of things but you can’t call him ugly or dumb #i think he’d have reader’s birth flower tattooed on him too just as a nod to how much he loves/cares for them <3 #where should he work… maybe at the same tattoo shop as suguru? yeah maybe that could work #sukie’ll be a piercer while sugu is a tattooist yeah that checks out #maybe they’re in the same frat? yeah that could work part 2 #okay YAY cool i’m glad i’m fleshing him out :3 #snippets #personal

[floral-hex]

I just want to get blasted, either out of my mind or into the sun, I’m not picky

#not me looking into the shitty guidelines for getting approved for medical marijuana in arkansas #yeeeaaaah looks like the process is ridiculously convoluted and pricey so nah #but missouri is just a few hours away so who knows #I hate weed for real. I mean it’s cool but I’ve had some bad experiences #but my anxiety is getting pretty rough and it would just be nice if I could turn my brains to mush every once in awhile #whenever my hearing gets bad I start freaking out and panicking and feeling sick. it suuuuuuucks. #anyway I have about 10 ‘emergency’ klonopin left which I don’t like taking bc I’m a hoarder and hate wasting stuff #like in video games when you stockpile potions but never use them #plus that shit can be addictive and I’m not a fan of that idea #tbh tho I diiiid take one earlier and I’ve been feeling preeeetty mellow #I ate two bowls of ice cream and I’m feeling good #I thought I had a drs appt coming soon to talk about anxiety meds but turns out it’s actually next month 🙄 so gonna reschedule that #anyway this was supposed to be a post about wanting to get blazed but I kinda whined all over these tags #whoops #uhhh…. how are you doing? #have you drank enough water today? for real #god I love ice water with a little lemon juice. I drink so much of that a day. it’s the best. #this isn’t important #if you read all of this then I love you #or at least like you. a little. a little bit. you’re good. I appreciate you. #ok I’m gonna go make coffee now #you can ignore this #text

[princeofyorkshire]

tomorrow is the last day w my kids :((((

#i’ve been sick for two months but i wouldn’t change it for anything in the world….. i’m gonna miss them so much #today a mom got us a pencilcase w our names and chocolate and candy and it was so sweet i almost cried :((( #when they told us the kids mention us all the time at home… i KINDA SOBBED. OKAY! #they’ve only known me for two months but they love me and trust me and i just adore them w all my heart #saying goodbye to them is gonna be so hard #i hope i get to be w them again next year but idk #at least i’ll hopefully see them around the school <3 #effie talks to the moon

[askamnesiamoonjumper]

Concept stuff for possible designs for beta kid and janitor as Elias (electro kid)s family (already drawn him before but decided to still include him in the art why not lol)

#I know beta technically is already in the au as Beth BUT SHES more hat adult then anything so why not have two #I realized I’ve not talked about Elias much oof but yeah #Gonna name them bea and Jessie electro probably #(Electro is their last name lol puns but it’s sick as hell that too) #Love betas hat I’m very happy about that idea lol #Uh but yeah concept stuff #I might talk about the ideas for them more later but I don’t feel like typing much lol #a!au #amnesia!moonjumper au #amnesia!moonjumper #ahit a!au

[ghosts-and-blue-sweaters]

Thank you so so much @biathediamond @icyfox17 @salineroses and Pinestripe for sending in such darn lovely asks for the AU game!! I’m having a lot of fun with them :D

#making this post because I’m not too sure when I’ll actually post them #(if you know me than you know that my stories are never Short. they are going to be longer than three sentences lol) #bia I actually had a little idea for a fic a couple days ago that fits your prompt! so that’s fun :D #no spoilers but Wilbur ends up in jail multiple times #and Techno is probably gonna be there too (not in jail just in the fic) #Phil is a single dad and he is Trying #foxie your prompt is very interesting! I never really write in that genre so this’ll be a fun change of pace :D #I already have a few ideas for worldbuilding and stuff and WILBUR IS GONNA WEAR A COOL OUTFIT #I’ll probably give him a sick hat because why not #it’s very lord of the rings-esque if I do say so myself #SALINEROSES!!! #I JUST GOT YOUR PROMPT LAST NIGHT #AND USUALLY #I NEED TO THINK ABOUT IDEAS FOR AT LEAST A FEW DAYS BEFORE I ACTUALLY WRITE ANYTHING ABOUT IT #BUT YOUR PROMPT FILLED ME WITH SUCH INSPIRATION THAT I STARTED WRITING RIGHT THEN AND THERE #AND I WROTE OVER ONE THOUSAND WORDS #!!!! #it’s seriously such a fun idea and it’s been so EASY to write and I love it yes yes yes thank you soooo much #and Pinestripe!! :D #your prompt has become my Beloved #I am holding it to my chest like a baby bird #my beloved #all this to say I really really appreciate you guys sending in the prompts! #it’s been such a blast to work on :D #my post #oh and if anyone wants to send in prompts just check the pinned post

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

Things I have learned tonight: I am much better at taking care of myself than I was able to in the past, I have absolute faith in myself that I can do things if I set my mind to them, and forgiveness is not always the right answer nor am I a forgiving person

#i was one of those people who got taught to always forgive and forget live laugh love issues away #and I’ve been feeling like oh I have to move on from this so we can go move cross country together #like bestie red flag alert why are you moving cross country with someone who broke your trust like that??? #ur gonna resent them forever if u move in with them!!! #also like. yeah it’s more helpful to move to an expensive place with more people but 4 total is fine #considering I’m moving for career reasons I think I’ll be able to have the energy to pull the weight of 1.5x people if needed #maybe 2 but let’s not go there until absolutely needed #and man. i am so glad I can look out for myself in this situation #my exact nightmare scenario is my parents finding this blog. genuinely a debilitating fear throughout my last 7 years #I’d have nightmares about it whenever I got hit with waves of anxiety I’d start deleting things off my phone #but then I couldn’t do anything but hide. hope for the best. and I did hide for 8 years going on now. thankful for every day of peace #i loved this thing so much and I was so afraid to lose it. I don’t know how I didn’t crack under the amount of strain I was under #i don’t need to deal with any of that ever again. I’m in college now if I want my blog I keep my blog #even if it means losing a friendship #Yknow. when I cut off contact with my best friend I realized in a post very similar to this one #though that was more I’m sick of feeling worthless and this will hurt a lot but I need to take care of myself type #this one. well we’ve never been emotionally close ever. so. it’ll more be irritating when I want to do something I’d do with her #then I’ll have to go with someone else #this one I don’t think I’m going to completely cut off all contact tho. we have common friends and they don’t need to be dragged into this #but 1 on 1 we will not be seeing each other again #and I am only extending the invite if absolutely necessary #soup talks

[bo0zey]

boys be mad asl when i don’t giggle n tehe n show cute emotions like bitch my wounded inner child just got done drunk sniveling begging for daddy not to yell n hate her while her intoxicated narcissistic father screamed n gaslit her until she dissociated to euthymic plane 🙄🙄🙄

#‘trauma dumping’ eat my shorts loser assholss #so funny he said if my narcissistic sociopathic insane brother killed himself then it’s ‘goodbye to the rest of y’all too’ #like ohhhhh so ur eldest daughter n youngest son don’t mean jack fuckjn shit to u right??? lmfao lolll #yeah just go rot with that selfish egotistic psycho while ur 15yr old son who lost his mom at 7yrs old #i want to strangle my fuckjgnf dad sometimes he’s so cruel n said so many mean things to me #he always has to defend my middle brother ‘he’s depressed what if he kms’ like??? #my middle brother literally manipulates tf out of my dumbass emotionally unintelligent father he’s tearing this family apart #meanwhile i never planned on seeing 18 nor living past 22 n now i have to go exist n find a job when i never thought i’d have to do this sh #shit ever b. i was supposed to #be dead 4 years ago lololllll #god forbid i tell him that or my plan to kms at 27 lollll #so worried abt a fucking LOST SOCIOPATH SEFISH NARCISSITIC CAUSE ur gonna make me and my baby brother suffer?? as orphans ?? #my dad n i used to get breakfast every sunday in middle school n talk abt life n drive around after n those days meant the world to me #i never realized how much i missed them. how much i looked forward to him saying he’d call me while i’m away at college #but my middle brother egosticizl fuck is like ‘lolyh i just nod n say what dad wants me to hear’ when my dad is trying so hard to save him f #my dad admitted to neglecting my lil bro lol it makes me so fkcing angry he doesn’t give af abt us #says ‘im worth more im the ground than i am alive’ n my inner teen bursts into tears bc she experienced that already #yeah moms life insurance money was so fun!! until it ran out bc of college n impulsive manic spending n the materialistic thrill never laste #i want to hate him but i can’t even deny i love him so much he hurts me and everyone i love and disappoints us all n we still care for him #he’s letting my brother fuckjgn kill him literlaly my dad is physically sick bc of my sociopath narcissistic bros drama #he blames me for not going to him n telling him abt my ‘’mental issues’ as if i didn’t have to grow up n become mom the day after my 16th #i am my mothers child he didn’t know anything abt our childhoods until she died and he had to step up n parent us himself #he doesn’t know what it means to be a parent he shouldn’t be a parent but oh fuckjgn well oh my god WE ARE YOUR KIDSMWE NEED YOU WH #WHY CANT YOU SHOW US YOU CARE WHEN WE ALL HAD TO LEARN ALL WE HAVE IS OURSELVES #i am so angry he tried to throw me under the bus abt not having a job as a new grad nurse instead of my brother for dropping out everything #ur son wants to drop his ap classes bc he procrastinated n doesn’t wNna do the work so now he’s manipulating u to let him quit #i am just not exiting the identity crisis coming to terms w the fact that i’m 22yrs old n alive n need to start living n working #tonight was a shitshow but the ending calmed down but i couldn’t stop crying sniveling whimpering when dad yelled #yelled n accused n attacked me n chose to defend my middle bro over me like..he’s trying to kill u n i freaked out bc stepmom said u cut #ramblings

[yuribalisms]

So I’ve vaguely talked about my family situation on here a few times (mostly that it sucks and I hate them) but… ugh… so all my siblings are either half siblings or step siblings. My half siblings’ dad was a guy my mom married when I was about four. He was a piece of shit and was physically, mentally, and emotionally abusive (that me and my mom got the brunt of but especially me). Eventually he started cheating on her when I was 12 I think? Idk but he planned to divorce her. Right before this all came out he “randomly” decided he wanted to legally adopt me. I always hated him so I refused and it wasn’t until he left my mom we realized he knew I would never willingly come stay with him in the event of a divorce so he wanted a legal claim to me so a judge could force me to stay with him (concerning for a number of reasons). Anyways this man fucking sucks is my point and my younger siblings all had their designated weekends with him and stuff. Bad but he was never nearly as abusive towards them as he was towards my mom and me. However, my sister recently turned 15 and I’d known for a while she’d been having some issues with him, but last night my mom called me and apparently she’s started refusing to go stay with him so as retaliation he’s been shutting her phone off and demanding his side of the family never speak to her again and my mom kept saying she “really wants to talk to me about things” and aaaahhhhh I hate this. I hate this so much. I hate that she’s going through this but also I hate that it’s somehow my responsibility to deal with this. I mean, I threw together some quick plans to go down for two days next week to actually see her in person but I hate that I even have to do that

#i feel so shitty my feelings shouldn’t be the priority here #but it upsets me that I spent so much of my childhood putting myself in between these kids and abuse #both from this guy AND my mom AND on rare occasion the guy she’s married to now #and the fact that even though I ‘got out’ I still have to do that in a way #ofc I’m not gonna leave her to deal with this on her own even though we don’t even get along and never actually talk #but god GOD I’m so sick of this #I’m sick of my family I’m sick of these kids I practically raised that I never asked for I’m sick of my mother pawning these #responsibilities off on me #but mostly I just feel gross that I feel this way if I love those kids I shouldn’t hate helping them #i just…. nnnn…. mostly I wish I actually had a good relationship with my siblings but ik I’ve treated them like shit since I moved out and #i feel terrible for it and they’re little fucking kids ik they’ll forgive me cuz they’re kids #but they shouldn’t and I still feel bad and I hate this so much #anyways I’m shutting up now this is just consuming my thoughts idk #maybe I’ll feel better after I talk to my sister next week but I doubt it #kaz rambles