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onetwothreefarkle · 2 years

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PLEASE go off about the parallel arcs in iCarly, I never noticed them and I am fascinated

Alright, so it took me some time to organize my thoughts here, so I’m sorry about the wait! It turns out I have a lot to say. You made the mistake of sending this ask to a former English major, so this has turned into a bit of an essay. To make it hopefully easier to digest, I’ve divided this up into three parts. Part one is going to be a more general overview of the parallels between them, part two is going to look at specific episodes that serve to emphasize these parallels, and part three is where I attempt to tie it all together and make some kind of point here.

Under a cut, because it got seriously long.

Part One:

This first bit is pretty obvious, I think, but I’m saying it anyway. Sam and Freddie both come from dysfunctional single-parent households. The show loves to point out their dysfunction whenever it can, to wringe comedy from it. It’s different for each of them, of course. For Sam, her father abandoned her, and she is neglected by her mother, and as we see in iSam’s Mom, Pam Puckett is verbally and physically abusive. For Freddie, his father is never mentioned, and his mother is controlling and emotionally abusive, restricting every aspect of his life and violating his bodily autonomy in the name of “taking care of him”—Marissa’s behavior may not come across as blatantly toxic as Pam’s, but trust me, it is.

Sam and Freddie also deal with their home lives in very similar ways. First, and most obviously, they both run away. It’s a running joke that they’re always at the Shays’ apartment. Just think about that for a moment. They both spend as much time as they possibly can away from their homes, at the end of the day, neither of them wants to go home. In this way, iCarly becomes an escape for both of them and in some ways a lifeline. The Shay apartment is a safe space for them, where they are free from their dysfunctional home lives.

The other coping mechanism they share is obbsessive behavior. For Freddie, it’s technology. For Sam, it’s food. They throw themselves into their respective interests/hobbies, building their personalities around them. I think for both of them these intense interests are reflective of their dysfunctional upbringings. Marissa is obsessive and controlling, and Freddie is interested in technology and videography—tools that can be linked to surveillance and control. On top of that, the internet is a way for Freddie to have freedom while trapped inside, given the scope of what one can do online. Sam, on the other hand, is obsessed with food, and it seems to me this comes from her mother's neglect. At one point, we see the lunch Pam packs Sam for school, and it’s a brown paper bag with batteries in it. Sam, who doesn’t always know if her mom is going to be able to feed her, eats as much as she can elsewhere.

But the parallels between Sam and Freddie don’t end with their parents. They also share similar social issues. Neither one is particularly well-liked outside of Carly. Freddie is a nerd and a geek, especially early on, and Sam is intimidating and aggressive. For both of them, you can count the number of friends they have on one hand. Sure, Freddie is in a lot of clubs, but we only see those characters every once in a while, when it’s convenient for the plot of an episode, so I doubt that Freddie is particularly close with them. They’re not the kind of people who would be popular if it wasn’t for iCarly.

And this affects their romantic relationships, too. Unlike Carly, who is shown easily flirting with boys and going on dates, Sam and Freddie seem to have worse luck when it comes to relationships. This is probably most exemplified by the reveal in iKiss that neither of them has kissed anyone, something that not only surprises Carly, but is presented as being embarrassing and shameful within the internal logic of the show. The expectation is that by their age, they would’ve kissed someone, and they’re behind their peers, behind Carly.

And this leads us very nicely into part two of this analysis, where I’m looking at specific episodes. (I put iKiss in part one because the other episodes are pairs, rather than singular episodes that parallel them)

Part 2:

I’m going to do this in chronological order, which means starting with season one, episode nine, iWill Date Freddie. In this episode, Freddie dates a girl named Valerie. At first, she seems to really like him, but by the end of the episode, it becomes clear that she is only using him. Valerie wants to create her own web show to compete with iCarly. It frames Freddie as someone who wouldn’t be able to get a real date. This episode is also important because it features the first moment where we see Freddie standing up for himself, when he feels underapperciated by Sam and Carly, which I will touch on more later.

Sam’s parallel episode is season one, episode fifteen, iHate Sam’s Boyfriend. Sam dates Jonah, who I think genuinely likes her a lot, and she likes him a lot, so much so that she begins to blow off iCarly to spend time with him. By the end of the episode, it becomes obvious that Jonah is kind of a tool, especially when he tries to kiss Carly. The episode frames Sam as someone who attracts obnoxious guys, and as someone who is always going to be in Carly’s shadow romantically.

Both of these season one episodes are about basically the same thing at their core: dating someone who turns out not to be what you thought they were, and showing Freddie and Sam as two people who have bad luck when it comes to romance.

I already talked about iKiss, but I think it’s worth mentioning again because it really does show just how much they have in common. The episode didn’t have to be written the way it was, and I think every choice they made was extremely deliberate. When Sam and Freddie talk on the balcony, once Sam has apologized, and Freddie realizes that Sam wasn’t lying when she said she’d never kissed anyone, they share a moment of complete understanding. Despite their apparent differences, they’re struggling with the same social pressures, and the same loneliness, if we’re being perfectly honest. And they both come up with the same solution to it, at the same time. It’s a really beautiful moment of vulnerability, and it comes from their similarities being made explicit.

I’ve talked a lot about their romantic relationships in this section, so it’s time to get back to those dysfunctional home lives, which we get some parallel episodes about later in the show. First, in season three, we get iMove Out, so named because Freddie moves out. He reaches his limit with Marissa’s controlling and overbearing nature, and he gets his own apartment. Sort of. The resolution of the episode is that he agrees to move back in, if she agrees to give him more freedoms. And in season 4, we get iSam’s Mom, an episode where Sam gets so fed up with Pam and her neglect and abuse that she moves in with the Shays. The episode ends with Carly taking Sam and Pam to therapy and trying to get them to work out their issues.

Both of these episodes show the characters eventually forgiving their parents, because this is a sitcom, and the status quo must always be achieved by the end of the episode. But both episodes also showcase the toxicity of Marissa and Pam very well, and show that Sam and Freddie both want the same thing: escape. The difference is that Sam seeks stability (the shays) and Freddie seeks freedom at any cost (his tiny horrible apartment). It’s the balance of their similarities and their differences that creates such an interesting and complex dynamic.

But why does any of this matter? Who cares if Sam and Freddie have all these parallels? Why am I reading so far into a Nickelodeon sitcom from 2007? Well, it matters a lot, actually, and I really want to try to explain that as best I can. Hopefully it makes sense and I’m not just Charlie Day in IASIP in front of the conspiracy board.

Part 3:

Sam and Freddie are narrative foils. I don’t think this is a hot take to the people who know what that means. If you don’t know, foils are characters who contrast each other. Oftentimes this takes the form of a hero and a villain, or a hero and their sidekick. Arguably Sam and Freddie are both Carly’s sidekicks, and while you could say that Sam is a foil for Carly, I don’t think you can say the same for Freddie. The key purpose of a narrative foil is to highlight something about the other character—the name comes from foiling gemstones to make them shine brighter. Sam and Freddie do that for each other (Sam highlighting Freddie’s nerdiness, pragmatism, organization, and book smarts, Freddie highlighting Sam’s aggression, messiness, and street smarts), and Sam does it for Carly (Sam’s tomboyishness serving to emphasize Carly’s girliness), but Freddie doesn’t really do that for Carly.

And we could leave it at the very basic observation that Sam and Freddie are contrasting characters. But the whole point of this is about what they have in common, not the things that make them different. It’s a lot more complex than that. They aren’t just opposites, they’re paralleled opposites. Two sides of the same coin. They challenge each other, but they also understand each other on a level that none of the other characters can, and they know it, too. When they break up in iLove You, they acknowledge the special “connection” they have. And I think because they have the paralleled arcs, them being together makes the most satisfying narrative for them, the one where they could grow the most.

Now, remember what I said about coming back to Freddie standing up for himself later on? Well, it’s later. In my opinion, the crux of Freddie’s arc—or what should be the crux of Freddie’s arc—is him learning to stand up for himself. Freddie starts the show entirely under Marissa’s thumb, but he also lets himself be manipulated by Carly, and pushed around by Sam. And as the show progresses he doesn’t just learn to stand up to his mother, he learns to stand up to Carly and Sam, to respect himself, especially when his crush on Carly fades. In iSaved Your Life, we see Freddie choose to end his relationship with Carly because he knows she isn’t actually in love with him. Season one Freddie never would’ve done that. And it was Sam who pushed him to do that, it was Sam who made him realize that Carly loved him for the wrong reasons.

On the flip side, I believe that Sam’s arc should be about allowing herself to be vulnerable. She has had to fight to survive for so long, and has put up wall after wall to protect herself. She rarely lets herself be open with her feelings. Even when we know she must be hurt at the end of iHate Sam’s Boyfriend, she doesn’t show it. She just physically injures Jonah to get back at him. We see more and more vulnerability from her as the show progresses, with Carly, but just as often with Freddie. My favorite example of this is in iReunite With Missy, when she confides in Freddie about Missy trying to sabotage her and asks him for help. Before this, the only time she was vulnerable with Freddie was in iKiss. And Freddie does help her, giving the school at sea trip to Missy to get rid of her.

Going back to Sam and Freddie being foils, we can see that in both of these situations the show uses that to propel their respective development. In other words, they help each other grow. And I know what you’re thinking, you’re thinking, but these arcs are the exact opposite. Freddie is learning to stand up for himself, to be tough like Sam, and Sam is learning to open herself up, to be emotionally available, like Freddie. And yeah, sure, maybe on the surface. But both of their arcs can be traced right back to those dysfunctional parents. The reason Freddie needs to learn to stand up for himself is that his mother never let him, and the reason Sam needs to learn to let people in is that she could never rely on even her own mother.

And the reason they’re able to help each other grow is because they understand each other. For Sam, Freddie is a safe place for her to be vulnerable, the stability she seeks, as much as they fight, she knows she can trust him. And Freddie understands her insecurities and loneliness, understands that underneath the rage, there is hurt. Because he’s felt that same hurt. And for Freddie? Sam is the freedom he seeks. She understands what it’s like to be pushed around, to feel helpless. It’s why she works so hard to be tough and intimidating, so she doesn’t have to feel that way.

There are a lot of flaws with the seddie arc, but in my opinion, the biggest one is the decision to have them break-up because she’s too abnormal and he’s too normal. It’s just not true. Yes, they are very different. But they are also very similar. And the way for both of them to grow the most is with each other, because they can both understand each other and challenge each other.

#iCarly #seddie #Sam Puckett #Freddie Benson #reboot who? I don't know her #this whole thing clocked in at approximately 2.3k #honestly squidubus I'm sorry #this is insane #but you did ask me to 'go off'

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mingi-bubu · 4 years

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Watch “Flower of Evil” with Me!

Episode 4

oh oh ohhh ohhhhhh

we are back with episode four

i am so excited honestly like the DRAMA OF IT ALL

anyways, sake is sleeping on the floor, i have my water kind o- oh, nopei just looked i must go and gather thirst quenching liquids

rain

*rain starts playing in the background*

rain the singer, i hope that got across to everyone that that was what i was meaning

anyways

onwards with the show!

is this anotherOMG FLASHBACK

omgggg the young joongi with blonde hair is so cute

jiwon is so cute i lvoe her

this is the best kind of first date

oooohhhhh

thats

oooohhhh

bitch!!!

this is some cute shit

awwwww

O MY GODDDD

I DO FEEL EMOTIONALS IN THIS CHILIS TONIGHT

rock paper scissors i love

a;ldskjfa;lskdjfas he did play too im sick thats adorable

oh he

hes realizing hes in love

i am ;akfjaowierhfawrh;

SHUT THE FUCK UP THIS IS SO PRECIOUS FUCKING

kiss her ikiss her ksis kher

bitchc

if you dont i woill

oh no

thats absolutely TERRIFYING

demon man is back

is that rain or tears

whos to say

she’s really weird???

boy

oh wait okay i get it

nevermind

noooo jiwonnie nooo

dont cryeee

literally what is happening with his parents

i have many question

whe

she’s chugging that medicine

ohhh good she apologized

akl;dfja;slkdj he smileee

oh i didnt realize jiwon was in charge of the case

what is happening in this family like genuinely

i havent looked up spoilers yet which is weird for me

but

OH HE REALLY DID SAY ITS NOT JUST HIS MAMI AND HIS DAD

*eyes emoji*

like okay i dont know how i feel about the father yet but i do know that as mean as the mother is i do like her just the slightest bc i somewhat udnerstand ehr motivations

what is going on with

what

thats a rubix cube

this man is goin gto cause trouble in the future isnt he

not the dad though i wouldnt be overly surprised

but coma man

the original heeseong

hm i hate this actually

is that coffee?

in a can?

i do not understand what is going on

how long has heeseong out? like wouldnt his hair be longer?

anyways

dect. choi and i have iss

thtasts a dead man

tahts blood

mmm dont like taht

what

who??

what??

ma’am???

sir

what

WHAT

what the fuck is

oh its like a drama or someting christ

who is this lady

what

WHAT IS THAT JOONGI’S OLDER SISTER

WAHT

instincts??

oh shit

wow

the standoff

her

shes aid her hyunsoo

what is

is she going to cry

nope she skedooted on out

oh so he

joongi white shirt wet heari no one touch me

i really need to see him with earrings fuck

what is going on?

COMMERCIAL

why did jiwonnie put him in the coat

but babe deflection like that will make you a bit suspicous baobei

stop showing me b t s commercials i literally DO NOT care

af;lkfaoh nevermind hes just teasing her

the fact that we all know its not him bc of alibi....but he cant say anthing bc secret life...

shut up why is this so

he really said im going to sleep on my wife’s lap

JIWON UNNIE YOURE DAMN RIGHGT HE WAS INFLUENCED

the way that joongi was like oh shit let me run though the list of like four people i know

ew theyres so grosssss

htats so cute i cant

YES HE WAS ALWAYS THAT HANDSMOE

SHUT UP THESTS SO CUTSE

GET ME A ROMANCE LIKE THIS

she said i will SLEEP

yes

fuck i love how much joongi must be loving the fact he gets to play a romantic lead FUCK

let him do more like this god

what

whos this woman

yes reporternim fuck it up fuck up the information

oh shit

hes acting as reporternim

one day i jsut want to shake joongi’s hand for the acting of this scene specifically

who else could know

oh dear that old woman definitely knows something huh

what

oh my god

no thats jiwon pregnent?

who is this woman???

sl;akdjfpowieah step-sibling vibe im weak

aj;dsfkjawepao AS IF HE MET HIM YESTERDAY FUCK

god detective cutie looks so good im screamigninsdie

i simp for him and for joongi and jiwon

it be like that sometimes

detective im?

is that detc. cutie?

taxi man is literally right outside of the

oh my god???

he???

what the fuck is going on

who is this man

actor of the year

FISH MAN

KISH KEYCHAIN MAN

OH MY GOD

lmao his ‘tapes’

what a delighteful oldie

is taxi man someone whos been wronged by joongi??

i feel like i should state now that im never probably going to call him by his character’s name

and we cut back to my man

it was the same taxi

oh FUCK

al;kdfja;lwe that hes on hisside im sick

what is that

a recording device?

sir.

asl;dkfjasld;kfj they said we like to observe proper traffic things

akdfj;asld

wait theres a missing body still?

aiyah what is happening

ooohhha fijaweoih conspiracy time im very here for this jiwon unnie

who is sharing fuckin dead peoples fingernails with thier children jesus

wow they are going to get caught arent they

by some sort of speed trap

also why is do the car speak to him

sister’s necklace

bitch the FUCK

i KNEW HE RECOGNIZED THAT

HE DATED JOONGI’S SISTER

W H A T

al;ksdfj;alkdjf he said muttering time

oh shit

cop car?

dklfjas;l “im a cool guy”

oh shit

inchresting

a;lsdkfja;lke he really just straight up deleted things

wow

nice watch

god joongi looked hot while he was threatening reporter-nim

me: needs to stop simping for joongi

me: is going to do so anyways

oops its trauma time

oh i guess we the audience are going to expereicne it too

i wonder what happened with the sister you know

like....it was very obvious that she still holds some sort of postiivie feelings towards her brother

so are we seeing waht happened while hes telling it? bc i love when that happens plot-wise

akdfjals;d no that didnt happen

ok no this isnt going to go well

the reluctant friendship of sorts that theyre going thru rn is comedic in this tense show aldjfa;sldj

OH FUCK

WHAT

OH MY GOD

AHJUMMA

OH NO

THIS ISNT GOOD

awww eunha is is background thats so sweet

oh my god

is he gonna

what is who is that guy

TAXI MAN

JEONG MISOOK?

WHO

who is that

god hes so creepy but the diaologue is so funny

dont look back

just go

just g o

G O

OK THAT WAS HOT JOONGI

THAT WAS KINDA HOT WITHT EH ONE ARM FLIP

RUN JOONGI RUN OH MY GOD

OH NO SHE’S CATCHING UP FUC FUCK CUFASOIODJFAPWEIO

AIYAH I DONT LIKE THIS

okay maybe the pause to turn on her phone’s flashlight gave him the time he needed to

nevermind hes still here

yah i dont like this

the tensity

my poor nerves

is that

sir

the light oh shit

is jiwon okay

oh no

jiwon

fuck his nose

as;ldfjaoiewhra in the knackers

yikes

man he is losing huh

her anlek

oh noOH NO

OH NOAIYAH

OH NO

doesnt she have the keys?

oh no her phone

i have so many worries and all of them have to do this show

OH MY GOD

WAIT

IS JIWON JEONG MISOOK

adkfj;aewikj if it is i’‘ll scream if its not i’ll look like boo boo the fool

oh he bleeding

oh noooo

okay detectivve cutie found her so shes safe at least

besides her ankle probably

so whos watching over eunha?

okay thanks to the guy fucking up, he at leat is no longer a suspect

oh its b&b time

oh that place is so cute acutally

did my man get played?

what

okay?

i love the seniors in this town

dfoajd this is so fun to see them gossip

taxi driver

im hojoon

im propiosng to him as we speak

oh misook was mr. taxi’s wife

oh shit now they realize that he be the scammer

omg

i like....vaguely want to feel bad for him but he is being so creepy and obsessive so like

can’t

also the old (now deceased roommate) was kinda handsome but i think that he should like have a scar going across his face personally

oh eunha is with mother in law

ohhh noooo eunhaaa

baobei

the way that the mil is trying to not laugh like wow

they really did this writing well

my heart aches to have eunha cry though

actor of the year award give it to my daughter

OH NO

OH NO HIS WATCH OH MY GOD

OH NO

oh fuck

OH NO

IT IS HIS WATCH

OH fUCK

WHY IS DO I WANT TO CRY NOW

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THATS THE END OF THE EPISODE FUCK

okay the end credit song is pretty metal ngl

OH IS THIS THE FIRST EPISODE THING THAT WE SEE OMG

OH MY GOD

YOOOOOOO

I AM NOT PREPARED AT ALL

anyways

thank you for reading!!!

stay safe and stay healthy <333

#flower of evil #e4 #kdrama #jae.txt #jae.wwm

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taexual · 5 years

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181 + 184 + 194 with Got7 jinyoung!

jinyoung | 600w.

“if you’re bored; wanna have sex?” + “can i touch you?” + “good boy.”

nothing that he offered to do this friday night seemed fun to you. in your defense, you were tired from school and everything jinyoung was suggesting included leaving the house and actually looking presentable which you were definitely not in the mood for – there were only so many times you could handle having to deal with your drunk best friend while wearing high heels and a short skirt.

“well, then let’s just stay here,” jinyoung gave up eventually, plopping down on the couch next to you. “we can stare at a wall since that’s what you’ve been doing all this time anyway.”

groaning after you heard his sarcastic side emerge, you shook your head. “no, i’m just waiting for you to suggest something that’s not boring.”

upset – and, honestly, offended – that you didn’t find his suggestions good enough, jinyoung frowned deeply but decided to regain his dignity by throwing you off balance instead, “alright. if you’re so bored; wanna have sex?”

he definitely succeeded as you nearly choked, trying to conceal it with a cough. “that’s funny.”

“i’m serious,” jinyoung replied, watching you turn to look at him with your eyebrows raised. he just shrugged his shoulders with a victorious grin, “you didn’t like anything else that i offered.”

the confident smile on his lips suggested that he was just trying to bite you so, always prepared to show him that you were on his level, you turned away before casually replying, “alright. but i’ll be in control.”

it was jinyoung’s turn to struggle to inhale as he shot you a confused look. “are you—”

“no, i’m not kidding. yes, i am serious,” you cut him off, answering his questions before he could finish asking them. “i didn’t like anything else you offered, right? so, you know, might as well.”

he narrowed his eyes at you. “i honestly can’t tell if you’re joking.”

“i’m not.”

“well,” he paused, ignoring the sudden rapid beating of his heart, “can i touch you, then?”

you knew this was only escalating because both of you had too much pride to admit that you hadn’t actually thought about having sex with each other – until the idea was right in front of you – but, at this point, you were more than excited to see what happened next.

“please do,” you said. “that’s the only fun suggestion i’ve heard you give me this whole night.”

“let me give you something else that’s fun, then,” jinyoung said, his smirk making up for the cringe-worthy words that left his lips. he shifted on the couch so he could bring his hand to your face. “there’s no going back after ikiss you.”

“i know,” you nodded, feeling his close proximity and realizing how natural it felt. “i don’t mind.”

“i don’t, either,” he said quietly and then leaned in closer.

his movements were slow, tentative, as if with every touch of his lips against yours, he was trying to test the waters. he pulled away after a quick peck to your lips to see if you’d back away but you didn’t. and thank god for that because, suddenly, he wasn’t sure if he was going to able to stay away from you.

kissing you again – harder this time – he pulled you onto his lap and, before long, your hands were in his hair and his on your back as the two of you forgot all about going out tonight.

once his hands had sneaked under your shirt and the kiss had grown even more heated, you slid your hands down his abdomen, capturing the ends of his t-shirt between your fingertips and tugging at the material; an indication for him to take it off.

jinyoung pulled away from the kiss, obeying your wordless command and discarding the material in one swift move.

it brought a grin to your lips. “good boy.”

“hmm,” jinyoung hummed, his hands on you again. “we’ll see about that nickname.”

“i thought i told you i’ll be in control,” you reminded him.

pressing a quick kiss to your lips again, he smirked. “we’ll see about that, too.”

#ask #anonymous #got7 #got7 smut #jinyoung #park jinyoung #got7 reactions #nearly 200 writing prompts

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charlieismyboysname · 4 years

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Oct 28 2020

I have this super weird dream kanina na akala ko talaga nanlalalaki na ko.

Ako yung tipo kasi ng babae na ang galing mag bigay ng kahulugan sa mga bagay bagay at madaling mafall lalo na kahit alam kong mapag panggap lang yung kasweetan na pinapakita sakin, hays. At dun sa dati kong trabaho meron akong nakasama pangalan niya Aldrin, I think ganun mga ideal type ko noong HS until such time, di ko madescribe pero may mga ganung lalaki akong nagugustuhan (crush lang) lalo na nung high school.

So dun sa panaginip ko I am making out with Aldrin, ugh! I hate the tought na nanlalalaki ako but the experience on my dream of making out is kind of exciting. Lalo na syempre crush ko yung guy before, at sa panaginip ko I asked some of my close friend about sa relationship nung guy sa GF niya kasi we both have partners, so the guy was also cheating on his GF and then suddenly kumalat na yung chismis na we've make out kasi may nakakitang kaopisina, tapos di ko na maalala buti nagising na ko.

I really want those kind of kiss, not from him but from my Boyfriend Earl. Yup. Ugh! I hate to say this lately our sex life kinda' bores me. Andun lang yung urge, andun lang yung "Yeah, lets have sex!" but there's no more intimate time, romatic, making love ganun. Wala na din foreplay minsan.

We did have kiss last time, drunk making out ganun. Gusto ko yung kiss na yun as to be intimate, as to be romantic but it turns out he did have a boner right there, pfft! Biglang tinigasan si baliw, kakainis. Sweet making out lang sana yun e.

Ahh oo nga pala, lagi siyang ganon even before, I was just trying to be cute/sweet/pabebe sana na ikiss ko siya ng mga 10secs na make out, pero it always turns out na nagiging foreplay na lang bigla kakainis. Nagugulat na lang ako we are having sex already, nakakainis kasi siya humalik, ginagawa niyang mapusok lagi.

I'm just sharing... Thanks for reading. :)

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ennieminniemineymo · 4 years

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Hello, It’s me again.

Natawa ako agad sa bungad ko. Ang laki ah “Ennie, The great pretender” then the url: enniethebroken. Too much pain, huh? And I guess I’m still in pain but not in the same person kaya I’m here. Charan. Landi ah? Hahaha wala akong magawa kwento na lang ako dito

“It’s funny how we fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time.”

KLWKN - Bg music. Nakakalig ah hahaha maya maya huling hiling na ng gagong rapper ending hahahahaha

Totoo talaga yung may darating na mas better na mas worth it. Kusang darating yung love. Samin sobrang biglaan lang talaga. Di rin namin alam kung paano pero dinudugtong na lang namin nung magkaibigan pa kame. Na oo nga noh, para na tayong magbf/gf sa tropa dati pa. Lagi kame magkatabi. Magkakwentuhan. Pag may prob sya nasasabihan ko. Sya din alam ko lahat ng sakanya. Lahat ng kalokohan namin. Wala ng maitatago pa. Sobrang komportable namin sa isa’t isa. Trip nya. Trip ko din. As in muka kameng monggoloid pag magkasama, may sariling mundo hahaha mata sa mata, magtatawanan na agad kame. Akala ko nga lagi na kong ganon, Happy go lucky. Happy nga ba talaga? hahaha then suddenly he came. Akala namin wala kame sa timing. Akala namin sobrang gago ng mundo, yes sobra pa din talaga. Bakit kase hindi pa dati pa o kaya sana inagahan man lang ni kupido dba? Pwede naman nung mga November bat di pa kame nagkagustuhan non hahaha mga ganung bagay man lang. Akala ko hanggang April lang. Sandali lang. Kase nga may gf sya ang masaklap kaibigan ko pa tapos magkakababy pa sila at alam kong ikakasal pa sila. Sobra ko ba? I love her but I love him more ang peg. Saglit pa lang kame pero iba yung feeling sobrang saya ko. Yung dating di naniniwala sa kasal ngayon akala mo sure na sure na nanginginig pa hahaha biglang mahal na mahal.. Iba pala yung dating pag sa taong mahal mo, ay wait mali, sa tamang tao mo narinig yung tanong kung gusto mo syang pakasalan. Huminto yung paligid ko. Totoo pala yon hahahaha Ganon pala yung feeling ng sa proposal akala ko O.A lang ganyan hahahaha Iba pala talaga. Iba din yung feeling ng kiss parang nasa langit ka, ang lambot, ang saya. Ang saya ng paligid parang may mga butterflies hahaha Yung gusto mo lagi mo syang hawak, ikiss, ihug, titigan ng di nakakasawa. Ang sarap pala. Iba pala pag nasa tamang tao ka. Tamang tao na nga ba? Char. At biglang nagkavirus. Lintek na ncov to panira ng nagmamahalan.

Lockdown!!! Bawal magkita. 1 mnth. 2 mnths. Ang hirap. Pero nakatulong din. Nagkaron ng time para makpagisip. Daming pangarap na nabuo. Nakaplano na pano kame lalaban, kung ano gagamitin namin, akin yung baril, sakanya bato lang hahaha char. Hanggang sa umabot na sa kasal, nagkaron na ng chichi sa buhay, nangarap maging pornstar sa bahay, may 3rd floor na din kame, isasama ko sya sa AU, magiipon kame ng pangkasal, ikakasal kame sa simbahan December 15, 2022 Caluerega Church, dream wedding talaga hanggang sa ayaw ng paabutin next year March 15, 2021 1st anniversary, ikakasal kame sa civil wedding. Happy 1st talaga hanggang sa gusto na namin magkavegeta. Ang saya saya hahaha parang lahat ng mga sinasabe namin di malabong magkatotoo. Parang magiging ganyan talaga hahaha cute!! Pati sang school sila papasok, umabot na nga sa kasal ni chichi eh!!! jusq hahaha layo na ah :3

Hanggang sa miss na miss na namin isa’t isa. Yung dapat magkikita na kame. Hindi natutuloy dahil sa lockdown bwisit.Hanggang sa naisipan na namin magrent na ng bahay. Nangarap nanaman kame. Eto na yung mga bibilhin para makapagsimula na kame. May list na hahaha Kung ano yung mga gagawin namin sa bahay. Lagi ko sya pagluluto :) Gigising ako sya yung makikita ko hays sarap kayakap mo yung taong mahal na mahal mo sa ilalim ng comforter habang malakas yung ulan. Kahit gano pa katagal yung lockdown jusq. Bahay lang kame sobrang saya ko na non. Tamang netflix lang, fb sa tabi nya, minsan maglalaro kame ps4 batuhin ko yung controller tapos nakaen kame ng fries with bbq flavor. Sarap!! Pag may time gawa na kame chichi hahaha Sobrang taas ng imagination namin kase di malabong mangyare yon.

Thank you for making me feel so special. Sobrang surprised ko jan. Sobrang happy ko as in!!Lahat ng favorites ko binili nya :”) At kung pano nya ginawa yung suprise nakakabilib naman talaga hahaha sobrang effort!! A for the effort talaga. I love you.iSya lang magisa nagisip at gumawa non. Grabe namang pagmamahal yan!!! hahaha We really appreciate your effort. Sarap lahat tapos ganda pa ng poem napahanga mo si Balbs napakang yan!! Never and forever hahaha

Sabe ko nga ikaw yung pinakamagandang plot twist sa buhay ko. I always thank God for giving me a man like you. I am truly blessed. I am loving myself more because of you kaya lalo ko gumaganda char hahaha

Sobrang happy ko nakawala ka na sa past life mo. Pero eto tayo ngayon another dark moments natin to. Ayoko sana matulad yung dati na nahihirapan ka sino pipiliin mo. Habang tulog ka ngayon dito ko na lang sabihin para bukas ready ka na hahaha Thank you for choosing me. Ang sarap sa piling pag ikaw yung pinipili pero I’m not totally happy kase alam kong may masasaktan pero alam ko naman yun na ganon talaga yung mangyayare. Ahm actually nabobother ako talaga ko sa text mo kay Karla.

“ Sorry. Hindi ko na talaga alam ano sasabihin ko sayo. Sobrang gago ko na ulitin yung pagkakamali ko ng 2 beses. Ang hirap. Gusto ko lang naman magiging tatay ako ng anak ko pero tama ka, baka hindi nga ko deserving. Wala nga kasi kong kwenta matagal na. Sana di mo pagsisihan na magkakaron tayo ng anak. Mahal na mahal ko kayong dalawa. Sorry. “

2 lang kase yan you’re giving her a false hope or mahal na mahal mo talaga sya, silang dalawa. Ang gusto ko sana is compromising and decision. Compromise sa bata. Decision sa relationship. Sorry kung biglang lungkot o badtrip ang mararamdaman mo dito. :( Pero dito talaga ko nabobother eh. Tho sinasabe mo sakin na ako yung pinipili mo pero sa mga sinasabe mo sakanya hindi. Kung sasabihin mo sakin na di mo na alam kung ano sasabihin mo para mapakalma sya at kailangan mo sabihin yung mga ganon dahil di mo mapapatawad yung sarili mo kung may mangyare man sa bata. Sobrang unfair yon. Kase kung ganyan parang naexpose lang ako di tayo matatapos. Yes mahirap sa una. At alam ko sa personality mo mahihirapan kang gawin yon. Matagal na dn yung pinagsamahan nyo. Minsan napapaisip din ako kung ano ba dapat kong gawin, Igive up na ba kita? para di ka na din mahihirapan or yun talaga yung tama. Kase love natin sobrang ganda, buo, totoo pero baka palihim na tayong sinisira. Ayoko naman ng ganon. Gusto ko sana yung as long as you’re staying , im staying.Siguro naguguluhan lang din ako ngayon lalo pag di kita nakakausap pero pag kausap na kita nawawala dn. Wala lang gusto ko lang share yung feeling ko. Bukas ko sana to sasabihin kaso wala kong magawa eh. Sorry. I love you. I really love you. Don’t worry about me kung sila pala talaga. I can handle my pain naman. Alamoyan. Sorry ang haba hahaha

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etcetezine-blog · 7 years

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Implications of Child Abuse, Abandonment,Virginity, and Bisexuality in iCarly

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In 5,4,3,2..I’m Lil_Stephanie21! I’m also Lil_Stephanie21, and this is iCarly! I’m back again bringing you an over analysis of media meant for children. Without further ado, let’s get started with the show that made me realize I was lesbian, iCarly!

So I’m sure y’all know the basic plot of the show, and if you don’t, WHAT THE HELL IS YOUR PROBLEM?! Anyways, one of the overarching themes/plots of the show is the relationship between Sam and Freddie, two of the main characters. Now first of all, if you don’t ship Seddie you can cut yourself out of my life, and second of all, those two have a lot of hidden depth. Let’s dig deeper shall we? The first episode that addressed the two of them having some sort of relationship was the masterful episode titles iKiss. Now a couple things about this episode; One, this is easily the best episode of any tv show centered on a first kiss ever. Two, this episode was dramatic with a capital D. Now, not that first kisses aren’t super important for young teens, and the entire world knowing you’ve never been kissed before could potentially be embarrassing, it’s not a life-ruining event like it was portrayed to be. In the episode, Freddie is quite literally bullied out of school and harassed by his peers to the nth degree. This makes me think the “First Kiss” was a metaphor for something else…another milestone teenagers go through. That’s right. I’m talking about virginity. In the final scene of the episode, Sam selflessly admits to the entire world she has never been kissed, and then leaves the iCarly studio to go talk to Freddie on his balcony, where the two of them - you guessed it - share their first kiss. Now, this could be exactly what it says on the tin - two young teens sharing their first kiss. But I chose to look deeper and see this as two teens, who’ve been frenemies for a while, realizing their possible feelings for each other and losing their virginity to each other too, in their words “get it over with” (Freddie Benson, iKiss). If you think about it, it makes a ton of sense. The two vow to never talk about it again, and when it is brought up again 2 seasons later, it’s a huge deal. Huge! Something as small as a first kiss wouldn’t bring up nearly as many emotions.

The next thing I’m gonna talk about is the implications that Sam is being abused at home. Its no secret to anyone that Sam is a rough, rude, brash girl with an affinity for beating people up and being an all around dick (not that that makes me love her any less). Now, she could just be a shitty person, but I don’t think that’s the case at all. The reason Sam acts like this is because she is being abused at home. This fact is practically outright stated on multiple occasions. Sam often brings up how neglectful and dangerous her mom is, and we get to see just how abusive she is to Sam in the episode iSam’s Mom. In the crossover episode iParty with Victorious, Sam confirms that her dad walked out on her, her mom, and her twin sister. Sam has grown up in a neglectful, verbally, and possibly physically abusive household. The reason Sam acts tough, lashes out at other, and uses physical violence and insults against others is because that is how Sam has been treated her entire life. In the episode iOwe You, Sam screams in Freddie’s face to get him to leave so he doesn’t see her cry. Not only is this prove that Sam cares what Freddie thinks of her, this proves that she does not want people to see her cry, because maybe, just maybe, it’s something she’s been punished for. Sam puts up a wall, a guard that no one but Carly, and later Freddie, break down. In many ways, Sam and Freddie are a lot alike. They both have fathers that left their family, borderline abusive mothers, and a wall that no one but each other can break down. Sam and Freddie complement each other, and are clearly meant to be.

The last thing I will talk about here is how Sam is bisexual. I don’t have a lot of evidence to back this up, but I believe it in my heart that Sam is bi. Number one, she’s pretty butch and wears a lot of flannel (I know that’s a stereotype get off my ass). Number two, she has, on many occasions, checked out girls on the show, and agreed with other boys when they say a girl is attractive. Now, I know I don’t have a ton of information, but do some digging, watch the show, and see for yourself how right I am.

That’s all I have time for in this article, but If you wanna talk to me more about this, please do. Just scream my name into the wild, I’ll find you.

#lil stephanie21 #fun stuff #march

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mineabledairy · 5 years

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First Kiss

June 3, 2019

This is the day pinapunta ko siya sa bahay namin actually kinakabahan ako cause this is my first time magdadala ako ng guy sa bahay namin na mahal ko pa, pak san ka pa? Haha but anyways we went to the rooftop ayuun puro aso nanaman na kakainis abala sila haha but its fine to him kasi dog lover din siyaaa. Everything seems to be fine nung naka upo na kami sa may higaan ayun I saw something that shouldn't look at it but I just can't keep looking even tho tuloy tuloy parin siya sa mga kwento niyaa haha. Bandang gabi na sinayaw niya ako which is the most sweetest thing ever talagaa mga ganon kasi nababasa ko lang sa novel at ako kinikilig lang ngayon totoo na this the reality sana di panaginip to. That moment sobrang clingy na siya and he keeps kissing me sa cheeks, forehead and chin and at the same time I'M FUCKING MELTING NAAAA parang gusto ko na rin siya ikiss SA LIPS WALANGYAAA KASI ANG CLINGY AS FUCK I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!! ARGHHH. So ayuun I keep kissing him too I just fucking can't resist naaa kaya kinikiss ko na rin siyaaa, sa cheeks haha ayun di niya na rin ako mapigilan kinikiss na rin ako sa cheeks haha. Paulit ulit yun ginagawa niya, So the time kiniss niya ako sa cheeks, forehead and sa chin di nanaman siguro napigilan nagkatinginan nalang din kami and ayyuun that was my first kiss not once but twice hehe hayyyy kinda wrong at the moment kasi i duno kung ano label namim right now kaya I got confused pero nung umuwi na siya I just can't avoid thinking over and over again it keeps me looping inside my brain but I realize it felt good but the same time I just got mad at myself I just can't fucking explain that time hay but now iniisip ko I didn't regret it I think its part of our lives to spend someone and experience that kind of romance. I cannot believe I did that kasi first of all wala talaga kaming label eh and it just like that tangina ang rupok ko tas sa bahay ko pa ginawa yun Fuuuuccc hahahahahaha but who knows.

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babyawacs · 5 years

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#hellomrpresident @humour @theonion @uniladtech #subtle #humour 1 "Ikissed him" 2: "Then whathappened" 1: "Then he had to attack libya" ///// "is we did (soiree reception) a couple of times recently with the king of japan,then he died, so we stopped it f

#hellomrpresident @humour @theonion @uniladtech #subtle #humour 1 “Ikissed him” 2: “Then whathappened” 1: “Then he had to attack libya” ///// “is we did (soiree reception) a couple of times recently with the king of japan,then he died, so we stopped it f

#hellomrpresident @humour @theonion @uniladtech #subtle #humour

1 “Ikissed him” 2: “Then whathappened” 1: “Then he had to attack libya”

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“is we did (soiree reception) a couple of times recently with the king of japan,then he died, so we stopped it for awhile just in case”

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jewelalalala-blog · 7 years

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March 20 - The beginning

So he was waiting for me sa jabee, matagal nga syang nag antay non kase nasa relans ako non, saka nahihiya ako on how I look kase nga jack ako. Then nagkita kami, at first sabe ko sa sarili ko “pwede pwede, payat lng talaga pero matangkad so push na” and syempre cute naman ako non saka malakas pabango ko perp jacky ako kaya nahihiya ako then sumakay kami ng jeep tas he kept on telling me na abg cute ko daw (kinikilig ako slight tangina) kaso wala syang pabango huhu, sana malakas pabango nya para dagdag pogi points hihi kaso ewan ko ba, nung nasa mcdo kami nabobored ako tas sumakit pa ulo ko, gsto ko nalang matulog nun sa dome sa pup. Tapos narealize ko parang mali ata na mas pinili ko sya kay justin, kse ang boring. Like ang boring talaga. Then sbe nya nga kng gsto ko bang bumalik nalang sa pup non pero for some reasons na hndi ko maintndhan ayoko dn bumalik sa pup non. Tas he suggested his friend’s dorm na matulog ako don tas papasok sya ng class. G naman ako kse shelter din yon dba? Kaso nung papunta kami don bglang nasabi ko sakanya na wag na syang pumasok (hindi ko rn alam why, puta gsto ko pla kasama to dinideny ko lng HAHA) So dumating kami don, pinakilala nya ko sa mga bestfriends nya na kabababata nya since kinder. Then eventually ewan puta nagka spark. Ewan ewan yung ewan nagwapuhan ako sa buong sya, the way he talks, acts. Ewan tangina na love at first sight ata ako. Ewan basta biglang ayoko ng umuwi non nagkukulitan kami, nilgyan ko pa nga sya ng lip tint and damn! He’s so fcking hot. Like “ikiss moko, okay lang HAHA” umiiral pagiging malandi ko non shet pero pigil na pigil yon kase sbe nya ayaw nya sa ganon. Ewan bsta ayokong mahiwalay kami nung araw na yon, ayoko matapos yung araw, tas nagluto pa friends nya. Ayoko na talaga jojowain ko na to. Kaso gusto ko syang grumaduate, kagaya ko, saka kilalanin muna kse gwapo nga expected na maraming nahahahatak na baby girls toase Kung ako nga nahatak agad hahahaha Well kung seryoso sya edi magsumikap sya pero ewan tangina gsto ko talaga sya landiin non e. Pero basta big NO sakanya yon, isipin nya pakangkang ako. So yea nagdinner kami don tas hinatid nya ko sa lawton. We we’re actually clingy na but not that much, we didnt held hands naman. Pero nung hinatid nya ko sa central station he kissed my forehead and I hugged him goodbye. That’s the time na narealize ko na magririsk nako. Na sana sya na po, na sana hindi na pang landian. Masaya ako non, masayang masaya

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incognitoooooooo-blog · 7 years

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January 26-27, 2017!!! (27 @ 2:34 FIRST KISS SA LIPS!!)

YEEES! You read it right! >___< Perskiss namin kanina ndjsjtjkr uuuugghh grabe. Sobrang magical. Napapikit na lang ako. Dhjsjejfifkdjg kakaiba talaga sa feeling ang halik ng pinakamamahal mo noh 😌 grabe talaga soooobrang snjsjrjf dnsjjdjdkfkfkfosospdkfkfktk UUUUGGGHHHH BASTAAAA! Eto nga kasi... Sinundo niya ako sa school. Mga 20:14 na. Kasi late na uwi namin tapos siya, late na pinalabas tapos bumiyahe pa siya and hinintay ko ng very light. Ahahahahahahahaha tapos ayun, sumakay us ng bus lamig nun, grabe. Tapos ang bango bango pa din talaga niyaaaa. Di ata nabaho ang nilalang na ito ewan ko baaa. Tapos inaamoy amoy ko siya. Tapos siya naka O.O lang. hahahaha. Kinikilig yun fosho. Hahaha. Tapos hug lang us the whole time sa bus. Hihi. Binigyan niya ako ng strawberry mint na TicTac. Tapos nung makauwi na kami, sabi niya bili daw us ng fries. Tapos bumili kami fries namin at burger(for him lang kasi gusto ko ng food sa bahay) sa McDo. Mga 22:30 na ata nun. Eh 24 hours open naman yurrrn. Tapos paguwi, kumain kami. Napakain siya ng madami. Ahahahaha gusto niya daw kasi yung fish steak. Lahat naman gusto >___< hahahahaha cute taba takaw >_______< bsjsjekdkdodofof gigiiiil. Tapos naglatag na din kami. Inaantok siya ng sobra. Kahit tinimplahan ko ng kape di naging effective eh. Hahahaha. Pati sakin. Inantok pa din kasi ako pero mas grabe sa kaniya. Hahahaha. Cutie >___< tapos nakakatulog tulog us nun. Kiss pa lang sa cheeks. Tapos kwentuhan eme eme. Tapos nung mga bandang 2 na nga, eto na! Hejwkeksloorogogofkg dahan dahan niya ako kinikiss sa upper lip tapos tinitingnan reaksyon ko sjsjdjkdt napapa-o.o kasi talaga akoooooo! >___< kasi namaaaan. Tapos ayun, @2:34 kiniss niya ako sa lips. Mga 5 seconds? Hsjsjejrjekekr grabe. Sawap. Yun. Di na natapos. Nagkaron na ng endless kisses sa araw na yun. T.T ang cute :( grabe saraaaap sa feeling. May time na siya yung nalapit, leaning for a kiss. May time na ako. May time na hinihila niya ulo ko, or ako nahila sa kaniya or both. May time na pinapasok niya dila niya, or ako. Tapos nagpapakagat siya sa labi >___< eh nanggigil ako. Pagkita namin kaninang morning, nagsugat! Nakakaloka ate mo gurl. Hahahaha. Konsensya to the max ako. Hahahaha. Sorry talaga love T.T wawa baby. Hahahaha bunga ng panggigigil talagaaajjskskf uuurrgghh. Tapos may time din na I pinned him down. Hahahaha. Nakao.o nanaman siya. Nanginginig ulit just like the first kiss. Hahahahha. Sawap ikiss grabeeee lambot kasi. Kainis haaayyy. Hahahaha. Tapos kumain lang siya, konting kwentuhan, alis na :( 9:00 na ata ng umaga? Dami pang nakaw na kiss bago siya umalis eh. Wet kisses yung iba. Grabe nsjskdkdkdkfkg ang sarap frieeeend >____< grabe talaga. Hahahahahaha. Sorry pero naaarouse ako nun sa sobrang pagmamahal ko sa kaniya. Normal lang naman to pero di dapat. Hahahaha. Pero controlled naman so... yeah. Sobrang mahal na mahal ko si Neil. Yun pa din ang bottom line. Gusto ko maging parte na siya ng forever ko. Gustong gusto. Lagi ko yung pinagdadasal. Mahal na mahaaaaaal kita loooove! 😍 I LOVE YOU!

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