#i just woke up timezones are a pain lol

[cookiiemancer]

trick or treat! 🎃

#asks #cacaocheri #🎃 #i just woke up timezones are a pain lol

[debinhas-bicycle]

Now that the World Cup is over, I'm reflecting on my personal journey that brought me here. Apologies for the long post, but there's so much I wanted to say.

On December 18th, 2022, I woke up in the afternoon and, upon opening Twitter, saw that the Qatar world cup final between Argentina and France was going into penalty kicks. I rushed onto my computer and managed to pull it up in time to watch Messi score on his shot, and a few minutes later, Argentina won. That was pretty fun, I thought.

I'd been hearing about this world cup for months. Despite never seeking anything out, the news was thrust in my face that This. Was. Happening! Given the time differential between here and Qatar, and the fact that I've never followed soccer closely, I wasn't very interested in watching, to say nothing of the controversies surrounding that world cup and its host nation.

I hadn't watched a game of any sport since the 2019 World Series, and I felt a pang as Argentina celebrated on the pitch, suddenly realizing that this was something I'd been missing. I was raised playing baseball and soccer, and sports has always had a place in my heart and my house, but it was something I lost when the pandemic stoppages happened, and I hadn't found my way back yet. This feeling began to simmer in the back of my mind.

On January 21st, 2023, I finally made the decision to start watching women's soccer. It was the culmination of moments and thoughts that started during that penalty shootout, as well as the long brewing determination that I wanted to follow some form of women's sports, and the coincidence that the USWNT happened to be playing against New Zealand on HBO Max at exactly the right time for me to see it. I turned on the game and I had a blast.

During the game, I learned that the women's world cup was taking place later this year (something that had not been made well known to me). The stars had aligned perfectly, and I was ecstatic! I was finally going to get back into sports, and I had seven months to acquaint myself with everything WoSo before July 20th.

I couldn't have imagined that 8 months later I would've gone to a Kansas City Current match (my first time at any professional sports game in four years). I couldn't have imagined just how much fun I was going to have following the NWSL or this World Cup. I couldn't have imagined that I would spent the better part of three weeks staying up past dawn to watch football all night long (okay, that one does sound like me, I would've believed it). I might've even believed all of those, but most of all I couldn't have imagined the friends I was going to make here along the way.

I thought I was going to watch the USWNT matches and nothing else; after all, the timezones were once again not in my favor.

But it didn't matter. It was too much fun. You all made it too much fun. I had to stay up and watch every match I could, because everything was just too exciting. Debutants were holding their own, there were upsets happening left right and center. I got invested in so many teams and so many players. I learned so much about the game over these past four weeks: about the rules (like Ted Lasso, I too would come to finally understand offsides, thanks VAR🙄), about the players and their histories, about the pains and gains that have been taking place in this sport around the world.

I learned all of this and more from you all who welcomed me into this community with open arms. From the anon in my inbox that first night on January 21st who kindly corrected my mispelling of Alyssa Naeher's name (Nair lol), to all of the mutuals I've made whose posts I found funny and informative and made it so easy to get more invested in this sport. I started posting so much that about a week into the tournament I finally made a dedicated sideblog, named after my favorite player, who I got to see score two goals when I was at Children's Mercy Park on April 30th! I was surprised when every one of you followed me back, after all I'm just some guy that just got into woso, surely there must be more to it than that right?

But there wasn't. You all saw me standing in the corner and moved over to make room for me. You said here, come sit down with us, there's a game on and you can't see it from over there! You handed me drinks and snacks and made me feel included like it was nothing. I've been looking forward to this world cup all year, and thanks to you it was the highlight of my whole year.

I cheered, I gasped, I cried, and I did it with all of you, which was more than I ever expected or hoped for, and I'm so grateful. If I stopped watching football today, I would take this experience with me for the rest of my life. And I certainly don't plan to stop watching it any time soon! This world cup might not have reached the conclusion any of us wanted, but the journey to get here truly was a life-changing one for me.

Thank you for including me in this wonderful community, I love you all so much, and I can't wait to watch more football with you. 🫶🫶🫶

#and I take full responsibility for the England/Australia match #wwc 2023 #woso #woso community #personal

[stephenjcmes]

HELLO HELLO!

NAME/ALIAS: Sami or Sam. Some people call me Sami Sweetheart ❤️

TIMEZONE: MST

RANDOM FACT: I’ve lost count of the amount of tattoos I have. My favorite drink during flights is a mimosa (or five). I haven’t had a natural hair color in at least 5 years. Bath bombs are the best. Literally. Treat yourselves! I’ve been on a Marvel kick thanks to Disney + lol.

TAGGING: @miamiintros​

OWEN LEWIS

BIOGRAPHY: Read Here.

––– chris evans, 34, male, he/him // in COCONUT GROVE, you’ll find OWEN LEWIS who’s lived there for THIRTY-FOUR YEARS and they spend their days working as FIREFIGHTER. They’ve been described as RECORD PLAYERS SPINNING B SIDES OF OLD 45’S, WORN JEANS, AN ALWAYS EMPTY FRIDGE, A MEDICINE CABINET FULL OF DOCTOR’S ORDERS by the people that know them. Which makes sense when you consider that they can be ADAPTABLE + COMPASSIONATE but also ALOOF + DEPRECIATING. –––

BACKGROUND: Born and raised in Miami he grew up wanting to follow in his father’s footsteps. The man was a well known and highly respected journalist, which Owen, who idolized his old man, would collect all the clippings of his articles and keep them in a book. It was around when he started playing sports and becoming very good that he had the realization that he didn’t really have the talent for writing. He pursued football and won championships with his high school team but after graduation he turned to public service rather than going on to university. It was a big fight between his father and himself because his father believed he could’ve gone all the way to the NFL and considered it wasted potential. They were at odds ever since that moment. Once he became a firefighter he went on to coach football at the local high school and eventually at a community college. He loves the sport and wants to help the youth succeed. About 3 to 4 years into his career his got stuck in an apartment building during a rescue and had to jump out of the 16th story window to escape the fire. The near death experience left him scarred and he suffered with night terrors for years. Owen would wake up thrashing and screaming sometimes and he nearly hurt his girlfriend at the time. It caused him to stay away from permanent relationships for fears of what could happen out of his control. Once whomever he was seeing would fall asleep he would either slip out or go sleep on the coach, and if he was ever questioned on his behavior he would become evasive and end the relationship. He didn’t want to lose his job so he kept quiet and started therapy and eventually things got a bit better. Currently he still struggles a bit and the night terrors aren’t very frequent at all anymore but he still has trouble connecting into any permanent relationship.

HEADCANONS: Here we gooo!

The relationship Owen has with his father is so strained and they haven’t spoken in years since he took a different path in life that his father didn’t want for him. They’ve avoided each other for years, mostly Owen avoiding him and spending time with his mother during holiday visits and. Or calling her once in a while to check-in. Whenever he and his dad do talk, his father is fairly engaging but Owen remains a bit bitter. What he doesn’t know is that his father keeps a collection of all of Owens successes, whether it’s from work and rescues he does with the firehouse or wins with his football team he coaches his father keeps a collection of all the news clippings.

When he ran and jumped out of the 16th story window, he had resigned to the fact that he was likely going to die because it was either going to be the fire that got him or the fall from 16 stories down. When he woke up in the hospital with nothing much more than scratches and a separated shoulder he was shocked and still doesn’t understand the second chance. It’s something he sometimes contemplates, wondering if he’s doing enough with his life. What saved him was that he landed on the roof of the building next door a few stories down.

For a short time, somewhere between one and two years, after his near death experience he got hooked on pain killers. Owen was recovering from the injury to his shoulder and went on a bit of a downward spiral until a friend helped him get into therapy and ween himself off the prescription medications. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS: 

Siblings — I never specified in his bio about siblings because I wanted it to be as open as possible for plotting. I’ve envisioned that he has two younger siblings. The gender doesn’t matter to me, I would just love to have some family connections for him!

Best friend — I would love for this connection to be with someone he’s known most of his life, since high school or so, that way they could’ve gone through all the major things in life at each other’s side.

Childhood friends — People from his neighborhood, school, or from the football team.

Friends — Give him all the friends please! I love me some great brotps! Male or female!

Coworkers — Anyone that would work through the firehouse! Fellow firefighters, paramedics, or clerical staff.

Past flings — Since he doesn’t generally have any relationships that last more than a few months he would have had quite a few flings in his life. 

Current flings — Anyone he might’ve dated recently, within the past year or is currently in the mix of things with!

Confidant — This is a very very wanted connection because this person would be the one that he’s spoken with about his issues and they helped him in the past to straighten himself out. Such as supporting him as he weened off the medications and also helping him get into therapy. 

JESSICA WINTERS

BIOGRAPHY: Read here.

––– jenna dewan, 32, female, she/her // in SOUTH BEACH, you’ll find JESSICA WINTERS who’s lived there for THIRTY-TWO YEARS and they spend their days working as OWNER OF BODICE NIGHTCLUB. They’ve been described as CLAW MARKS IN ANYTHING SHE’S HAD TO LET GO OF, MISSED CALLS AND UNHEARD VOICEMAILS, RED SOLED HEELS PAIRED WITH JEANS, AND LAST NIGHT’S TAKEOUT CONTAINERS SCATTERED ON THE COFFEE TABLE by the people that know them. Which makes sense when you consider that they can be HARDWORKING + ADAPTABLE but also INSECURE + CLINGY. –––

BACKGROUND: Growing up in Miami, Jessica thought her childhood was pretty average and a bit boring. Her family had an image of being very clean cut and fit into the middle class neighborhood so well that they went unnoticed. With her father being the only member of the family bringing in an income, they lived a bit beyond their actual means. So in school she was unpopular because she didn’t have the latest looks or the fanciest things, her parents couldn’t afford them for her. It was only the start of the social bullying she faced, it got worse when her father’s affair happened and her mother seemingly disappeared from Miami and their lives after dropping her and her younger brother off at their father’s mistress’s house and then burning down the house she’d grown up in. It was a culture shock to go from struggling for a decent meal and a new pair of shoes to live in a mansion, thanks to the woman her father had been seeing. The mistress was a best selling author in the romance genre, she had an expensive estate complete with staff and being completely lost... Jessica took advantage. Eventually her father married the author but then also eventually ended up having an affair on her too. Jessica was out of the house by then and in college, attending the University of Miami too chicken to pursue her real dream in art and painting and instead majored in business. During college she met a man she would marry after they graduated, she started her own business, a nightclub on South Beach named Bodice with her best friend, and lived in a bit of bliss for a while. Eventually, Jessica’s insecurities and issues sabotaged her marriage and he filed for divorce, unable to put up with her anymore. She of course didn’t make it easy on him and prolonged the proceedings as long as possible, and even once it’s been finalized she still can’t leave him alone as they “try” to move on. 

HEADCANONS: Here we gooo!

During her teenage years when she struggled with first being poor and not fitting in, then with what happened to her family, Jessica found her escape into art. She enjoyed painting and visiting the art district, spent many days in Wynwood and dreamed of one day being an artist for a living. Often she would walk through galleries and speak with the curators to pick their brains, and sometimes she would be lucky to meet and talk with the artists themselves. When it came to actually pursuing her dream and talent she chickened out, her insecurities got the better of her, but she still very much supports the art scene.

The nightclub she co-owns and started up with her best friend is Bodice and she didn’t want it to just be another club on the strip. It’s got burlesque dancers that perform shows a few nights each week, two floors plus a large patio that offers a beautiful view of the beach and ocean. It’s a place thats a bit of a mix of lounge, nightclub, theater, and bar.

Once her marriage deteriorated and she ended up a divorcee, Jessica began drinking too much and partying too hard. She had her license taken away from too many DUIs and had one too many one night stands and flings to try and cure her loneliness and soothe the constant ache of her abandonment issues. Now she has to get around by way of driver and hates it because it makes her feel similar to her first step mother, the famous author. 

WANTED CONNECTIONS: 

Younger brother — I didn’t name him in her bio to give anyone interested a bit of freedom but he’s a couple of years younger and they were really close as kids. She used to look after him and they clung to each other through all their family drama and trauma. 

Friends — Honestly, give me all the brotps imaginable! I live for them!

Childhood friends — Before her parents divorce and she was dropped off at the ritzy author’s mansion, Jessica lived in an average middle class neighborhood and would spend the days running around with the kids in the neighborhood!

School friends — Anyone that she could’ve gone to elementary or high school with! They were friends and social while there but didn’t really live in close neighborhoods or near each other.

Petty drama — I didn’t want to label this as bullies or tormenters but these would be people she didn’t get along with at school. The girls that back then would give her shit about not quite fitting in or give her a hard time about the family drama. It was a scandal given that the author was famous, so it made the local social pages. 

Employees — Dancers, bartenders, DJs, manager, accountant, and really anyone that would be interested in working at Bodice.

Flings — Since her divorce Jess has been careless but in need of some kind of affection and validation. She had a few short lived attempts at trying to move on.

One night stands — Pretty much the same as flings. Basically she needed the arms and affection of someone for a night.

I tried to keep these short and reasonable! I’m always up for plotting and chatting so always feel free to message me at any time! I’m happy to share my discord with anyone as well :)

#miamiintro #jessica winters. #owen lewis.

[somedaytakethetime]

Lol here you go then: 🤢! Just this once tho, my big dark secret needs to kept under wraps. 🤐 :D

I hate timezones instead of just looking it up I got it completely wrong and woke up way too early for the match. 😅 Might as well of stayed asleep tho, I know I complained about that violent Juventus match but at least everyone tried! Milan reminded me of this stupid italy match where they should of scored like 20 times but never did and what kind of result is 0-0?! Its not only boring now its also really tight at the top of the table. ☹️ And they still managed to get some heads bleeding! 😩 The only good thing it was probably their most handsome team on the pitch. 🥰 That new kit is so ugly tho and for some reason it looks like theyre wearing alot more than they are and that sucks lol! I still wanted to hug them at the end tho because they looked so upset. 🥺 Although its there own fault! And this guy from Juventus now looks like hes been in a boxing match and lost big time...not happy with this matchday, bring on the next! 👏

~S.A.

No one here will ever judge you, my love, I wouldn't allow that. <3 But we'll keep your secret under wraps, don't worry. 🤫 (and thank you for that emoji, I love it xD)

I went the superstitious approach yesterday and didn't watch in the hopes they would do well but yet.... this is what I mean by it's now our fault: it's these clowns (general) fault! 😤 That Italy game... I can't imagine how everyone felt yesterday getting flashbacks to that.... That new kit..... the way that looks.... I mean... on brand I guess. A friend told me it looks like they're wearing extra long shorts, that design on the shirt... and then it all blends into one white long line... when I said I wanted the 90s shorts back I mean the booty short length not the high waisted look. 😭

Poor Manuel, his poor little face. My baby deserved better. 🥺 I'm already in pain for the next matches but... forever onwards we move on!

#my heart is pained in every way when i look at every table for every league i'm peeping on.... #i only pick clowns and it's one me... #it truly be me: the april fool... #my Sandro anonie <3

[crimsonrevolt]

Congratulations Carlos you’ve been accepted to Crimson Revolt as Andromeda Tonks!

↳ please refer to our character checklist

We were so pleased and excited to see your application in our inbox and we are thrilled to be able to welcome both you and your Andromeda into the roleplay. It was clear from both your questionnaire answers and the lovely para sample that you did that you have a strong vision of her and brought her to life. You showed the ties that she still has to her family  - even in the way that she acts - despite her decision and the conflict that she still feels over it The feistiness and determination that you showed so well will undoubtedly be great to see on the dash and we’re excited to see what you will do with her! 

application beneath the cut

OUT OF CHARACTER

INTRODUCTION

I go by Carlos, 25, and I prefer she/her and I am currently leaving in Hawaii – I just moved here so I think the timezone is The Hawaii–Aleutian Time Zone.

ACTIVITY

Probably 7-8 to be honest if not more. I am studying for the bar and have a job but I am on at last once a day.

TRIGGERS

None tbh. But if I do remember any I will send you guys a message.

HOW DID YOU FIND US?

Via a recommendation.

WHAT HARRY POTTER CHARACTER DO YOU IDENTIFY WITH MOST?

Lol I would say Hermione because I was in love with her when I was little. I know – everyone tends to be because of how smart she is and brave but as I have grown I have realized I truly do admire and identify with Luna the most. That was because she had such a wild imagination and didn’t let logic get her stuck in her ways so that she was able to believe in the impossible. She never apologized for being unique and she never thought of herself os strange or odd but just unique which I have come to realize is the truth about every single of us. Not to mention that she was the most legit Ravenclaw <3

ANYTHING ELSE?

None at all.

IN CHARACTER

DESIRED CHARACTER

Andromeda Tonks

FACE CLAIM

Jenna Louise Coleman

REASON FOR CHOSEN CHARACTER

I choose Andromeda because I love how she came from a family that believed in something so strongly but she was able to make up her mind when it came to right and wrong and was able to stick with it. She didn’t give blind loyalty and stood up for what she thought was right though it ended up costing her both of her sisters and her family. I don’t think that she turned her back on her family but rather on their beliefs and I don’t believe that it was all because of Edward, I think that Edward gave her the confidence and the push that she needed – the bravery that she had always had by giving her a solid ground to land on. I believe that she always knew that she didn’t have the same beliefs or common mindsets and I am sure that she would battle with her parents and family members during dinners and perhaps an afternoon talk and push her best to get her family to see her perspective and respect it but always ended up knowing deep down that the day when she would have to turn her back was drawing closer every day.

PREFERRED SHIPS // CHARACTER SEXUALITY // GENDER & PRONOUNS

Andromeda/Chemistry & Andromeda/Edward. She is heterosexual. She/Her. Andromeda looks at love as two independent people that enter into an unspoken contract to be there for each other – be each others teammate in life and love them unconditionally as well as respect them. She really believed in that when she left her family and even the moments that it creeps in that she feels like she did wrong because at the end of the day what kind of person turns against their family and not feel an ache? She doesn’t regret her decision and if she had to do it all over again it would be the same but that doesn’t erase the pain that comes from having to turn your back on people that raised you and you love not to mention seeing her sisters – especially her younger one – every other day and not being able to talk to them like before.

CREATE ONE (OR MORE!) OF THE FOLLOWING FOR YOUR CHARACTER:

( X ) & ( X )

IN CHARACTER QUESTIONNAIRE

♔ If you were able to invent one spell, potion, or charm, what would it do, what would you use it for or how would you use it? Feel free to name it:

“The spell for someone to stop asking idiotic questions? Imagine how much time we would’ve saved just now.” She replied without hesitation. Even though the question did not make it on the top ten stupid questions that she had ever been asked throughout her life there was still the need to not let an opportunity to sass the interviewer up. It had actually been a question she herself had thought about every now and then and the best she had come up with was a spell that open people’s mind to other opinions and perspective, but even that felt wrong to a degree.

♔ You have to venture deep into the Forbidden Forest one night. Pick one other character and one object (muggle or magical), besides your wand, that you’d want with you:

“Edward – and my motorcycle. I know I could probably just conjure one with my want – but vintage is something that one can’t just replicate. Food would be taken care of – I am sure that if cave man were successful that I will be just fine.”

♔ What kinds of decisions are the most difficult for you to make?

“Ones involving food – cause you know eating next is the most important decision to make,” Andromeda scarastically responded knowing full well that the real answer was any decisions relating to her family, especially the lastest of turning her back on them. Of course it didn’t take any idiot to realize that – any idiot that knew who she was and what she had done and anyone else didn’t need to know.

♔ What is one thing you would never want to be said about you?

“You act like I care what anyone says about me – but I suppose if this was some important interview in which I was forced to give an reasonable answer to then it would have to be that I lacked the courage and conviction to do the right thing – that I let my personal feelings get in the way – some sentimental thing like that.”

REACTION TO LAST EVENT DROP

The plot drop was amazing! I believe that Andromeda would do her best to push for the two groups to be brought together and get them to see that they’re stronger if they both get on the same track and work together than just scrambling around like headless chickens. Maybe she would’ve tried going to the engagement party to see her younger sister, since I imagine it had been a while since she had seen her.

WRITING SAMPLE

It was 3 am. No one was up. To everyone else a drop of a pin would wake him or her up but not to Andromeda. Not at all. Her thoughts were louder than London on its busiest day. The idea of going back to sleep was quickly discarded, she knew too well that was not an option. Once upon a time she had heard that was the time people that were not at peace with themselves woke up. In another place and time, she had once read that it was the exact time that evil was at its strongest. These were all muggle ideas and thoughts and even though Andromeda didn’t believe in them completely she couldn’t deny them either. Her dreams always managed to wake her up at the same exact time over and over. The dreams had gotten better throughout time. Actually, that was a lie. She had gotten better at handling them due to her fear of always waking up Edward. So there she was again laying in bed and staring at the ceiling above her. Playing over her latest dream in her head again. A dream that she didn’t need any interpretation for. None of her dreams did, most of them just had her standing in front of the graves of her sisters. Of feeling the unbearable ache of losing them and knowing that their last words had not been words of kindness.

Though all the years before should have prepared her for the destruction that had taken place it hadn’t. Logically she had done the right thing. Deep down the brunette knew that she would not have been able to live with herself if she hadn’t taken the choice she had and yet to a degree she was inconsolable. The look on Narcissa’s face when it became evident that Andromeda was turning her back on them was permanently ingrained in her head. How her actions had come across to her baby sister as a betrayal when it hadn’t been like that. Andromeda could not support her families belief but that did not mean that she didn’t love or care for them. She had turned her back on the pureblood thought of mind, not on her sisters, but it became evident all too soon that technicalities did not matter. Not to her family. It would have been easier on Andromeda’s spirit if by refusing to follow the certain beliefs of her family meant all emotional ties were erased, but it was not that simple. Though perhaps it was not as complicated as she was making it out to be. Narcissa’s disowning her was perhaps the one that cut the deepest. She had enjoyed a special bond with her younger sister. Both of them had leaned on each other, though Narcissa was a loyal to the pureblood ideology the reasons why they were close outnumbered that philosophy. Or so Andromeda had hoped so – and if she was completely honest she was still hoping. It was why she still reached out to her sister. Why Narcissa was the only person she allowed to insult her and why Andromeda kept going back trying to get her to see her reasons. To see that even though the rest of her family might never accept her or acknowledge her that Narcissa did not have to do that to her; that there was another option.

Tilting her head on her pillow her brown hues laid Edward’s perfect silhouette lying beside her. He was the reminder that what she had done was something that was inevitable. If it hadn’t happened then it would’ve happened later. Edward had just managed to push her to face reality sooner than she had wanted to. The love that she held for him had made her stop running from herself. There was a peace of mind that overcame her – it was the unexplainable effect that he had on her. He made her braver than she had ever thought possible. Questioning whether she did the right thing was perhaps just a new norm that she was going to have to get used to. Even though she knew she did, the ache of the loss that came with it was a feeling demanded to be felt. Though Andromeda never held the conviction that emotions made individuals weak this feeling was one that she would have to control on her own. After all 3 am were not a sign that she was not at peace with herself or that it was the timeframe that another force won, 3 am was just Andromeda fighting her own demons and making peace with what was.

#accepted app

[sharkinlovewithadolphin]

Update

Hey lovelies.  Okay so it’s been over a month since my surgery, and I’m finally here with an update. Hold on tight ‘cause it’s going to get long.    I actually wanted to do some regular updates, but I just really didn’t have the energy or mood to do it.  I’ve also left out a lot, mostly because due to me repressing this entire thing, I can’t really put things together very easily (time, dates, details, etc). And because I’ve spend the last month watching and rewatching one show and movie after the other, my mind has chosen to focus on television rather than what’s been going on. Basically this entire experience is almost forgotten, even as it’s still happening. I’ll be updating this post regularly as time passes, so new info and more details will come, along with possible pictures etc. However I probably won’t be reblogging it more than once or twice (for my timezone struggling mutuals), unless I’ll decide to make phone updates, then I’ll be reblogging this post with the update, but I probably won’t, so I won’t be annoying anyone, so if you want to stay tuned about this, this post will be stored in my #updates tag. I’ll be writing down here whenever I update, so it’ll be easier to check for those interested.  Posted: 26/10 Update: 27/10

Monday 25th september I was as most of you may know, going under the knife again, this time for a jaw surgery. The day of the surgery wasn’t fun to say the least, it was early in the morning so there wasn’t many people awake and aware of my situation to send me off, but I did get some messages, and that was really nice. As I think I’ve mentioned in a previous update post, I got sick literally the day before the surgery, and that I figured that that would make them post-pone the surgery, ‘cause that’s like basic medical knowledge? Doctors very rarely choose to operate on a patient However my mom didn’t care and the nurses didn’t seem to either. Turns out they should’ve, and that in fact, I was right; I shouldn’t have had the surgery when having a flu, ‘cause not only does it make things worse, it can fuck up a lot.  Anyway, I got in at around 9am, luckily earlier than expected. I was being put to sleep through needle instead of mask which I am very grateful for, much less triggering. I was allowed to bring my phone in, so I fell asleep to the sound of music (fun fact: the OR had surprisingly good connection? not that I used it). The surgery took an hour longer than expected (so instead of 3, it turned out to be 4), the reason for that I either don’t know or can’t remember. It should’ve gone okay as far as I was told. I slept five hours afterwards, unlike the other times were I was forced to stay awake due to the blood and open wounds.  My mom told me later on that she had wanted to take a photo of me after the surgery, since I looked “so nice” compared to the previous surgeries. I didn’t have all that blood everywhere as I’ve usually had, and despite the swelling it didn’t look bad according to her. The red/blue/green/yellow/purple colors in my face hadn’t come through much then either.  I was brought to my room again late evening.  The second day was hell. Just everything. But I was out and walking at night. And I ate a little. But everything was just bad. The third day was when the swelling was at it’s maximum. Things weren’t much different from the day before, except I got more used to being in a hospital.  Thursday, the forth day, I had to walk down to the clinic (clinic at the hospital), in hospital gown and those blood-cloth-socks, which was all just.. yeah I didn’t like that. I had to walk through the cafeteria area and the hall and I couldn’t walk more than one slow step after the other and even without anxiety it was just.. very uncomfortable in every way possible. At the clinic itself, it was awful. They had to sluice(?) my mouth, it was so aggressively done I literally felt like I was being drowned. And also, hardcore stream of water directly against your newly stitched-together wounds is not a pleasant feeling in case anyone should wonder. My mom, who’d been staying with me at the hospital, insisted on going home that day. I personally didn’t want to. And the doctors didn’t recommend it either, due to the state of swelling I was in; the ear-nose-and-neck doctor was especially against it, fearing the swelling would increase around my throat. But home we went. Regrets arriving pretty quickly after. Not only was the walk from my room, down the elevator and out to the car, very uncomfortable, the wind made me feel sick af.  Doing the night, I started throwing up. And keep in mind, doing those first days I ate what all together would’ve made less than one regular one-person diner meal. So I didn’t really have anything in my stomach that could come up you know? So my stomach started cramping, trying to find something to get out. Mouth water, mucous and blood came up with stomach acid, causing my throat to hurt for days after (and when I say  hurt, I don’t mean the flu-hurt kind, I mean it felt like my throat had been turned inside-out, then polished with sandpaper, then run over and then put back in). And it just wouldn’t stop. My mom called the emergency doctor who came and gave me a shot of antiemetic. I feel asleep shortly after, for 3 hours until it was time for pills.  As for medicine and pills, I was prescripted to take daily: 8 pinemol (500mg) and 6 ibumetin (400mg). Then one laxative and 4 antiemetic.   Later on (around 2 weeks ago) I got a nasty infection around one of the stiches under my upper gums-ish. So then I had to take even more pills. Pencilllin for a week (3 times daily, to a meal), along with a stronger dosis of antiemetic (Ondansetron Aurobindo, 4mg, 2-3 times daily) pills (originally they wanted to give me a type of pill used for cancer patients treated with radiation, but since I can’t stand bad tastes, they decided on those instead. They taste like pineapple lol) and some lactic acid pills (once a day).  With the infection came a massive step-back for me. I woke up daily with gross taste and this grumsy looking stuff in my mouth, for a long time, way before I found out why. Then one night, as I was cleaning my mouth, I must have poked an even bigger hole in it, ‘cause then it just started coming out faster and more of it. I woke up at 2am that night with a massive swelling in my left cheek, and when I was woken up at around 7:40, my cheek had grown so big I could barely see out of my eyes, again. The swelling from surgery had gone down a lot, however there had been a slight difference between each sides; my left cheek have been bigger and way more sore than my right, already early on, so the infection has been there for a long time. We got an appointment at the hospital clinic and he could quickly determent that it was indeed an infection. I took my first pencillin pill the same day.  However. That night I started throwing up again and my mom ended up calling the emergency doctor again (fun story; the doctor who picked up actually previously worked for the clinic I go to, he’s even assisted to the type of surgery I had). He told my mom I threw up due to the pencillin (and that it was perfectly normal), hence me being prescripted stronger antiemetics. The next day when my mom called my doctor to get the prescription, it turns out the dosis of pain meds I’ve been given is way too much. Damaging much in fact. So my three weeks use of that can possibly have effected my liver. So that’s nice. Maximum is 8 pinemol and 3 ibumetin a day. That’s 3 x 400mg ibumetin too much daily for three weeks. That is not good. Now I take them based on need, which turns out to not be much. I take 2 pinemol in the morning, 2 at night, and then throughout the day it kinda variates. I often take 2 in the afternoon/evening due to my teeth being too sore. And that’s it. So the massive amount of painkillers was probably never even necessary.  I got the shine off tuesday, making me now able to chew in soft-only things. My first meal was fries (I literally just got out of the clinic when I asked my mom if we could go get fries onn the way home lol). I got homemade pizza for dinner. And I finally ate ice cream without having to melt it into liquid and then drink it. It’s nice eating instead of drinking. it’s nice getting to eat instead of drink my food, really.   The infection is now gone, and I took my last pincillin pill this morning, so that’s nice. However, when I got the shine off, they changed my rubberbands and the position of them, to a place where the hooks are so small and almost invisible, so when I put them on I’m scratching hole into my gums. I’m going into the clinic again tomorrow to have it checked, and hopefully fixed.  Anyway it’s late and I should go to sleep, so I’ll post now even though I’m far from done. I might get around to edit it tomorrow though, then also write how things went at the clinic.  I’ll end this by giving a giant thanks to everyone who’s sent me messages, all the encouraging few but important people rooting for me. Especially @hamykia for regularly asking me for updates and how I’ve been doing. It meant so much to me, ‘cause there’s been so many people who seemed to not give a shit or even forget what type of situation I’ve been in and still am in. As I’ve told you before, feeling like you legitimately cared for me has been one of the better things to keep me going through this.  And ofc also Meg for being the only one around every single day. Even when it’s shortly, I can always count on you being around. And also some of my mutuals who’ve reached out to me and given me their wishes and kind words, also those before the surgery. Thank you guys. :) And as an end, I’d like to just thank the nurses at the teeth-mouth and jaw surgical ward. They treated me better than the nurses did at the childrens ward has ever done, which was shocking. They were extraordinarily patient and understanding, and knew exactly what they were dealing with. I was in good hands. Thank you.  Update:  - I got the hook changed and it’s a lot easier now. Left side is still a struggle though and in the right side I've accidentally cut into my gums like once or twice. But the new hooks are adjustable so I guess it’s just a matter of testing and getting used to. - I found out today that they’ve kept from me yet another surgery detail. I won’t get the feeling back in my palate for around a year. And the feeling in my chin and lower lip still isn’t there which they say “is normal”. So that’s really nice. Fuck you doctors. :) (note: because I from the very first mention of the surgery told them very clearly that I did not want to go through with it, they’ve done everything to make it seem like nothing, something simple and struggle-less, keeping details hidden from me, sugar coding things, and so on. I didn’t even know I had to get the shine on until a couple of days prior surgery. I didn’t even know where they would make the cuts. Back when I asked, all they said was it was going to be inside my mouth; as if that wasn’t obvious. And I didn’t know that an effect of the surgery has done so my chin is 1/3 size of what it was pre-surgery. I’m very angry because of this to say the least. I feel like l’ve been unwillingly lead to pure hell all because I a. trusted them and b. they already planned the whole thing and because of my anxiety and personality I can’t let people down when they’ve spend weeks planning something. I should’ve never had this surgery, and the regrets just keeps getting worse and worse with every passing day.) - One of the four screws (which I btw hadn’t been told about either, and found out about days after as I was cleaning my mouth), has grown into my gums. I have a screw under my skin now, a screw I wasn’t even told was going to be there, now has to be cut free if they have to use them. And as a side note, I don’t know how they’re going to get them out after this whole shit show is over with, and they avoided telling me so now I’m stuck with this entire thing without knowing the end of it.   

* PLEASE feel free to ask any questions. You can send me an ask or hit me up with a message. I’ll reply through both, to anything you may have any thoughts on. I might add your question to this post, though unmentioned unless requested. 

#updates #surgery #long post #saving for later #this is probably so filled with typos i'm going to cringing the entire time i'll be editting it tomorrow

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Responses to {Part 20} I Won’t Stop You // Jeon Jungkook, Vampire!AU Asks~

Please ‘Keep Reading’ to find my response to your ask ^^ As always, I have copied and pasted all asks into this post in regards to last night’s chapter to avoid clogging up people’s dashboards and to avoid spoilers for those who may still wish to read the chapter. Thank you ^^ 

Anonymous said: About to go to sleep now! Can't wait to wake up tmr to your beautiful writing <3

Thank you so much! I hope you enjoy it when you get a chance to read it :D

@hemhings said: Oh my goodness it's Tuesday today! I'm super excited for this update! Thank you for writing I Won't Stop You💕💕💕💕

Yay I’m happy that you’re super excited! I hope you enjoyed it if you read it :D

@kookies-hoe said: OMG I JUST REALISED IT IS IWSY DAYYYY!!! I can't wait 😫😫😫💕

YAY! I hope you liked it my dear :D

@clara-licht said: In my timezone you always post IWSY on Wednesday mornings, and by mornings I mean like 4 or 5 AM. I usually wake up early on Wednesday just to read it 😂

Ahhh damn timezones, I’m really sorry about that! I feel bad that you’re waking up so early to read it :( But it means so much to me that you’re enjoying it and want to read it when I post it ^^ Thank you so much dear! I hope you manage to get back to sleep afterwords!

Anonymous said: It's still a mystery to me how you actually could make me anticipate Tuesdays

I don’t know how I do that either but I’m so happy that I can do that for you^^ *hug*

Anonymous said: It's 7:21am where I am right now and I have to get ready for school in 10 min so I woke up and was like 'fuck iwsy doesn't come out for another *checks world clock* hOUR!!' Now I have to wait till after school to finish it 😭😭 fuck you time distance -Tall anon

Hey tall anon! Ahhh that’s okay though because it’s still gonna be here when you get out of school! I hope you enjoy it when you read it and then you can relax after school :D hehe

Anonymous said: I live for you Jungkook fanfic, it's not even a fanfic, it's art, bless

Wow okay I’m blushin’~~~ you’re too sweet to me, honestly. Thank you so much..

@jynxy24 said: DID YOU SEE ABOUT JUNGKOOK RELEASING HIS FULL COVER OF WE DON'T TALK ANYMORE I'M SO HAPPY EVENTHOUGH THIS IS LATE LMAO  Charlie Puth even tweeted about it!! I cried, ARMYs really do a lot for BTS oml I'm so proud!! (Even if Charlie mispelled 'Jungkook' for 'Jungcook', atleast he acknowledged our golden maknae!!!) BCZ OF THIS, I was just reminded of you cuz' you wrote the best Jungkook series I've read so far! CHAPTER 20 IS COMING TOMORROW AHHHHHHHHHHH   Stay AWESOME as ALWAYS, Sara. Love ya!!

Yes I did! He sounds so beautiful, I love Jungkook’s whisper tone voice when he sings, it’s very emotional and sincere and I can really feel the emotion in his voice when he sings. And his pronunciation is perfect! And Jungcook LOL I saw all the memes of ‘Jungcook’ and it made me laugh so much (’: I hope you enjoyed the chapter my love! Thank you so much!!

@adoppelna14 said: Omg I thought my tumblr is betraying me cause there isn't the 20th chapter for I won't stop you yet but then I remembered that you wrote you gonna post it between 9 - 10pm and Germany is one hour later than the uk😂😭😭😭😭 ots already past 10 pm. I need to know what happens next though😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭❤

Ahh yes timezones can be so confusing! But yes! I update usually at 9.30pm UK time on the dot, but I always say between 9-10pm just in case some week I am unable to update at exactly 9.30pm haha :D I hope you enjoyed the chapter my love!!

@kpoperinthehoody123  said: Can't wait for vampire jungkook to come out @#%*£*+(%-££*''-;%;; Aiishhh I love your blog

Thank you so much! I hope you enjoyed it if you read it :D

Anonymous said: Wow. You are amazing. Your fanfic I won't stop you is the first that i read on tumblr, and the first that i loved. Thank you for your hard work. Thank you *bowing*. Stay hardworking but take rest too. Thank you again.

I’m not amazing, but I am so happy that you are enjoying the series ^^ Thank you so much for reading it and messaging me to tell me that you like it! *hugs*

@jungkookbangtaned said: Hey! I'm waiting for the update and I'm sooo eager to know what happens next!! Like I'm so curious!! One question: do we have to expect Y/N to get angry at Jungkook when she discovers he's a vampire? I love you and your story, you're amazing!  Kisses

There’s no point in asking me questions like that my love, I won’t ever answer questions that will spoil the story so I’m afraid you will just have to wait! :D I love you too and I hope you enjoyed the new chapter if you got a chance to read it :D

Anonymous said: I hate you. You get me all excited with an update and there's so much comfort it makes my heart melt, even when you consider the circumstances. But then you end the update before any sort of explanation is given and I'm left without closure, impatiently waiting for next week because you have me crawling back for more every time. And I wouldn't have it any other way.

Aw I’m sorry you hate me, because I love you very much c: But! In saying that, there was (as always) more  lore that is important to the story in this chapter. Also, more background information on Jimin and Taehyung~ But I am glad that you will be back next week to read more! Thank you so much for reading it my dear, it means a lot to me ^^

@animeimmortal said: GAAAAAAHHH YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT I WANT TO SAY BUT OTHER THAN THAT I EFFIN LOVE THIS STORY AND JESUS YOUR WRITING IS FABULOUS HONEY THOSE CLIFFHANGERS WILL KILL ME ONE DAY ❤ ily ❤  ^^

*winks* ^^ Thank you so much for reading it and I love you too!! *hugs*

@mocking-butts said: I'm literally screaming at this chapter I need it to be next week oh my god~! Like I hope she stays I don't know what to do with Yoongi I'm oh lord and namjoon ahh!

Only 6 more days to go! c: hehe~ Thank you for reading the chapter sweets!!

Anonymous said: are you going to post i won't stop u pt. 20 today ?

I posted it last night, as always - 9.30pm UK time on the dot, as I have done so every week ^^

@kookies-hoe said: AGHHHHHHHH!!! Cliffhanger 😭 I WANT TO SEE THE REACTIONNNNN 😭 Can't wait for next week! Also, really Tae, pussy 😂 and Jimin is sooo cute I can't 😭😂💕 love your writing, have a good night!

Taehyung and his little pussy c: heh~ Thank you so much my love and I hope you have a wonderful day!

@adoppelna14 said: NOOOOO!!!! THAT'S SUCH A PAINFUL CLIFFHANGER!!!😭😭😭 WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO ME?!?😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Because, that’s the way the story goes! ^^ Thank you so much for reading it! :D

Anonymous said: Omg the things you do to my heart!! I'm probs gonna die before it gets to next Tuesday 😂❤️ plz keep writing, your work is beautiful xx

Please don’t die! I’d be very upset if you did that :( And of course I will keep writing! Thank you so much for reading the new chapter :D

Anonymous said: I JUST READ THE LATEST CHAPTER OF IWSY AND IM SOOOOO EXCITED FOR NEXT WEEK

YAY I’M SO HAPPY YOU LIKED IT and I hope you will like the next chapter too c: Thank you so much!

@audreymv said: This is about to get intense. Like Mom is about to reveal alot of things and Jungkook might just lose her. I hope everything goes good. SUCH SUSPENSION MATE. I AM NOT READY. As usual. How long do you think this story is going to be, Sara?? Really loving it

I think the next chapter will be a chapter that everyone will have to read carefully and closely as there will be a lot of information - and that’s all I can really say on it :P I get asked a lot how many chapters IWSY will be or how long it will be and I just don’t know! There is still a lot to happen, so it won’t be ending any time soon. If I had to guess...maybe 6-7 more chapters? But I honestly don’t know. I have NO idea lolol You guys will know as soon as I do! Thank you so much for reading it dear, I hope you’re having an awesome day!

@ohheyitsebonyrose said: SARAAAAA OMGGGG I CANT WAIT ANOTHER WEEK FOR IWSY. It's captured me so much and has hit me in the feels. You're an amazing writer!

Only 6 more days to go! I’m glad it has hit you in the feels ;D hehe, thank you so much!

Anonymous said: holy crap i almost forgot why tuesdays are so special and i'm very happy now, thank you

That makes me incredibly happy to hear, thank you so much for saying that :)

Anonymous said: You know what. I'm not gonna read this story anymore until it's fully finished (I'm lying). My heart can't take all these damn cliffhangers😭 and then having to wait a whole week. I'm crying. Pls why do you wish to hurt me so?

If you wish to not read the story until it is finished then that is completely fine and it’s your choice to make! Cliffhangers are an essential part to writing weekly for me. It’s my technique I guess, and it always has been. ^^ Thank you so much for reading it thus far and I really appreciate it!!

Anonymous said: I have this feeling I'm gonna be terrified to learn Jungkook is a vampire but the naive part of me hopes that everything will be fine. ALSO CAN'T WAIT FOR SERRENA TO EXPLAIN WHY I AM VAMPIRE CATNIP! VAMPNIP!!

Vampire catnip...oh my god I love you so much? AHHHH xD That’s amazing lolol! Thank you so much for reading it and making me smile with Vampnip hehe :D

@doubletroublesince1994 said: You know, I always read vertically, but when it comes to you, I can't help but read every single word, trying to enjoy the moment while it still lasts :')) Seriously man you're the only one who ever made me do that (apart from Freud's 5 lessons lol)

I think it’s important to really read what I write sometimes tho because you might miss important lore or information that is essential to the story! I get some questions sometimes and I think to myself like “did this person even read the chapter?” cos I clearly explained it during the chapter haha xD But I’m glad it can hold your attention like that! Thank you so much for reading it because it means so much to me :D

@deangetoutofmyspleen said: sARA YOU NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME EMOTIONAL AF I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK

AHH THANK YOU SO MUCH BABE AND I’M SO HAPPY YOU’RE ENJOYING IT! *hugs*

@mysr3 said: Saraa my heart break at the end TT JK character developed so much and Y/N is his everything. Y/N character also developed strong yet fragile. OMG I could feel the pain he was in when he begged for her love to remain the same no matter what happened. Also the parts where Jimin hugged her and his concern thought is touching. The pain in Taehyung thought where he afraid Y/N will hate him is so sad. Aww sweet Mugsy and little Jimin Taehyung moment is sweet. Well written, Thank you Sara ❤❤❤

I’m really happy that you’ve loved the character developments throughout, I really wanted to create a story with real depth and I’m glad it can be seen! Thank you so much for reading and enjoying this chapter cutie! It means a lot to me ^^ I hope you have a great day!

Anonymous said: SARA. AGAIN????? YOURE PROLONGING THE INEVITABLE! I NEED TO KNOW WHAT Y/N IS ALREADY OMG 😂 nah nah but in all seriousness, great work as always~ this should seriously be made into a book. Or a movie. Hot damn. Idk how you can write so well T.T I'm so jelly!  - 7:45 Anon

What?! c: Did you expect him to just bring her home and be like ‘yo bitch I’m a vampire and my cousin slaughtered your parents’ ? hehe xD Thank you very much for liking the chapter, and I hope you’ll enjoy the next one too. And I’m sorry for the frustration it’s causing you but...that’s just the way the cookie crumbles! (or Kookie, whatever you wish :P)

Anonymous said: OH MAI GAWD!!!! The FEELS in IWSY part 2!!! (y/n) don't leave Jungkook! omo Sara you're such a good writer I can't even anymore! I'm both scared and excited for the next part because I think I might know what happens but at the same time, I hope what i think will happen won't happen. Just wondering, have you heard Jungkook's full cover of 'We don't talk anymore'? Anyways ily and you're one of my favorite writers!

Yay for giving you all the emotions and feels c: eheh thank you so much for reading it my love! And YES I DID! His voice is so beautiful and he did such an amazing job, I’m sure all ARMY is so proud of him for doing so well ^^ I love you too and thank you so much for thinking that about me :) It really makes me smile more than words can describe!

@ineffabl-y said: AAAAHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I HAVE TO WAIT ANOTHER WELL FOR THIS PERFECT, GODFORSAKEN STORY 😭😭😭😭😭 IT'S SO GOOD ❤️❤️❤️❤️

I’ll take that as a compliment ;D hehe, thank you so much for reading it this week!! ^^

@jynxy24 said: I SWEAR TO GOD I SCREAMED WHEN IWSY CAME OMG SHIT JIMIN AND TAEHYUNG'S WORDS AT THE END THOUGH WHY YOU GOTTA MAKE ME SO EMOTIONAL WITH THEM WORDS AAAAARRGHHH   Okay, rants over lmaooo The chapter was great, Sara!! You did another amaaaaazing job at blowing me away :3 As always, stay awesome and wonderful at writing. Love ya, Sara!!

*BLUSHES* you’re always too kind and wonderful to me Jynxy ^^ Thank you so much for your words that never fail to make me smile! I hope you’re having an awesome day and taking care of yourself c: I love you too!!

Anonymous said: LIKE WHY CANT EVERYDAY BE TUESDAY? I NEED TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENS. GAHHHHHHHHHH IM SO ANXIOUS!! Mom I'm not okay with your sorcery. Like what if Y/N leaves bae?? What if Yoongi snatches Y/N by her edges? WHY IS THIS VMIN FEELS PUNCHING ME IN NY THROAT WITH THE FULFFY GOODNESS. This story gives me heart palpitations cuz it just shakes me up.  I'm so confused BUT Love will prevail and min motha freakin yoongi better back off Jungkookies girl or I'm coming to throw hands. I love you 💜~ LilKookie Anon

I wish I could make every day Tuesday for you!! Do you really think she’ll leave Kookie?! WILL YOONGI KIDNAP HER?! hmmm so many questions but mean author will not answer them! :3 heheh~~ Thank you for reading the story and enjoying it, it makes me so happy! I love you too my lilkookie anon c: I hope your day is going great!

@coppertopging said: You are killing me with these cliffhangers, Sara. Killing... me... slowly... *clutches chest dramatically*

Don’t lie, you’re secretly a masochist and you love pain. Am I wrong? *wink* Hope you’re having a wonderful day beautiful ^^

Anonymous said: Istg every single time a chapter ends I'll have a little rage quit (your cliffhangers kill me) and my parents are like 'wtf is wrong with this child?' But iTS WORTH IT. Chapter 20 was... absolutely amazing. You have such a talent for writing and I hope to write at your level one day. -Tall anon

LMAO ‘wtf is wrong with this child’ your parents are gonna throw hands at me if you don’t stop that xD lolol thank you so much! And I’m sure you write beautifully, so please don’t ever doubt yourself or anything like that! I still have so many things I need to improve on, so I’m not on any level or the likes haha ^^ Thank you so much Tall anon! Have a great day!

@wonderful39530 said: Y are you doing this to me? Everytime you put out the new chapter of I Won't Stop You I'm thinking this would be the chapter that she would at least give me a hint as to what makes her so special, then it gets snatched!! Uhh I feel like Jackson everytime they play what he considers cringe worthy. Y must u torture me so good like this?!! Stop it, no keep going, no stop, no keep going...ahhhh!!!!!!! So same time next week?! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

You’re just going to have to learn how to be patient my dearrrrrr! c: I think you secretly enjoy the pain. If I just gave you everything in one go, it wouldn’t be any fun now, would it? ;D hehe~ YES SAME TIME NEXT WEEK AS ALWAYS OF COURSE C: Thank you for reading it my love :)

Anonymous said: I lovee youuuuuuuuu💞💞💞 you're a great authorrrr😍 Love your JK fanfic thoooo (i wont stop u) u hve never dissapoint me in every chapter 😭 Waiting for a week is like waiting a month ☹️👉🏻👈🏻 Work hard author-nim !! Love from Malaysia 🤞🏻<my hearteu

I love you too! I’m so happy that you love the series and thank you for reading it :D Yay for never disappointing you c: That makes me feel really really happy :D Only 6 more days to wait so it’s not so bad eh? ^^ and wow hello anon from Malaysia! I’m always so curious as to where the people who read my fanfic are from c: Have a great day!

@deboracorrea25 said: OMG!! Do you want to kill me from curiosity? I dying to know what she is and what will be her reaction. You're such an amazing writer, and I'm so anxious. Hope that this week passes very fast. Thank you for writing this marvelous story.

Well, my intention was never to kill anyone. Maybe just seriously injure? c: huehue^^ Gah, thank you so much for saying such sweet and lovely things to me.You’ve no idea how much you made me smile :) You’re welcome and thank YOU for reading it every week my love.

@noceurash said: I forgot yesterday was Tuesday so when I looked and saw the next part of I won't stop you I was so excited omg. Your chapters just keep getting more interesting omg. Ily!!! <3

Thank you so much for seeing it and remembering it was Tuesday! ehe~ I’m glad that it keeps getting more interesting for you and I’m so happy that you’re enjoying what I post ^^ I love you too and I hope you have an awesome day!

@koreaisanaddiction said: SARAAAAAA!!!! I WANNA KNOW HER REACTIONS!!!

Then...I guess...you’ll have to...wait...for next week. *winks* muhaha~ *hides*

@theninjachan said: I personally think that at this point of the story, the reader is already smart enough to think critically and objectively about the problem that's ahead of her and Jungkook's family. I really do hope they stay together. I think it's natural for her to feel betrayed but I think she's going to think past that. Love really is the strongest force out there huh. Great job on Chapter 20! Your chapters come out 5AM in the morning in my timezone! I don't really mind though.

Words cannot describe how much I smiled when I read your message. Thank you for thinking like this, and that’s all I’ll say :) And yes! People have this mentality that hate is so powerful - and it is, of course. But love is MORE powerful in my opinion. And we all need a lil bit more love in our world I think ^^ Oh my god, 5am x.x I’m sorry that I comes out so early in the morning for you, I wish timezones didn’t exist agh! Thank you so much for reading it, and thank you so much for sending me this message. Have a wonderful day beautiful ^^

Anonymous said: Can your jungkook fan fic end up with a hapoy ending because I hate sad and unhappy endings pls I really love this fan fic I don't want it to go to waste

I’m sure you didn’t mean for your comment to sound harsh or rude, but by you saying that if it were to have a sad ending that my entire series would ‘go to waste’ is a little bit of an insult. I won’t be mentioning whether it will have a happy or sad ending; as I have said many, many, many times before, I never give spoilers or the likes. However, I appreciate that you like the series and that you are enjoying it, so thank you from the bottom of my heart for saying so. I hope you have a wonderful day.

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Congratulations Tasha! I would like to say THANK YOU!! Skylar is one of my favarite pre-written characters, he is so interesting and has the amount of plots you can develop with him are endless! The connections you wrote are super interesting, and i kinda wanna claim them all (i won’t because i want you to be super involved and plot with everyone... but i want to...)

Please send in your account soon! And I hope you enjoy your time in elementum!

OOC Information

NAME/ALIAS: Tasha

PREFERRED PRONOUN: She/her

AGE: 19!

TIMEZONE: GMT-8 (I think?? I’ve never done that before, I always just say PST)

ACTIVITY LEVEL: I usually get on every day, but if not then I’ll get on the next day for sure. I do have two 12+ hour days a week though, so those days I’ll only be on late if at all.

HOW DID YOU FIND THE RP (NEW MEMBERS): I was just scrolling through the next gen rp tags, I think. Maybe the harry potter rp tag, one of the two.

Character Information

NAME OF THE CHARACTER: Skylar Sheehan

DESCRIBE THE CHARACTER IN YOUR OWN WORDS:

Honestly whenever I write these things they’re super casual so I hope that’s okay. Anyway, Skylar’s the biggest sweetheart in my eyes, but basically has what I like to call a stranger-phobia. As a kid, he always had these weird abilities, and felt like a complete outsider. After discovering he was a wizard, as it says in the bio, he was excited but when he got to Hogwarts and found out hardly anyone shared his abilities, even hated him for them, his self worth started spiraling. The fear of people only grew with every attack. So now, when he’s around muggles he’s surprisingly more comfortable than in the wizarding community.

He was always really close with his parents, especially after leaving Hogwarts. But now that he doesn’t have that safety net of living with them, he’s become more fearful again. I imagine now that he’s back, he’d try and avoid people recognizing him from their previous years, and would try to be hiding the fact that he’s a spirit elemental. He’s very loyal and sweet and would hardly say a bad thing about anyone, but it takes getting to know him to get down to that soft core. Once someone is close to him, he automatically thinks that they’re worth more than him. Even if someone has managed to be in his comfort level though, he tries to pretend that he’s alright. In his mind, he’s not worth the time that someone might spend worrying if he told them everything. So instead, he tells them nothing.

I also have this headcanon that he’s really into music, and though he isn’t in the orchestra or choir, he’s been asked several times by his roommates why his guitar never comes out from under his bed (unless they’re not around.)

ANY CHANGES YOU WISH TO MAKE?: If I could change his faceclaim to Devon Bostick, that would be great. And maybe his birthday so he’s still 17 instead of 18?

DESIRED SHIPS, IF ANY: Nothing specific. Chemistry, lol

TITLES: I don’t think he’d have any tbh :P

RELATIONSHIPS:

Muggle Cousin: Skylar has a cousin who knows he’s a wizard and about his magic. She just so happened to be at his place for a family dinner when an owl came flying in his living room window and dropped the letter on his lap, and read it before they even showed his parents. She’s the only family member outside of his late parents who know about him, and sends her letters once in a while to lie about how great school is. (Obviously not playable, I just wanted to write something about her.)

Friend: Honestly someone that can make Skylar stop feeling worried all the time when he’s around them. Someone that sees him for the ball of fluff that he is behind all the two-word conversations and avoided eye contact. They’d probably need to be willing to push him, but given he’s a bit of a pushover already, that shouldn’t be a problem.

Someone from the Past: This can be a pleasant or unpleasant relationship. When he attended Hogwarts in the past, he was picked on a lot and even if he tries to hide who he is now, I’m sure he’d still be recognizable. This could even just be someone that was in one of his classes that knows who he is, to be honest.

Any of the Potters: Though Harry probably didn’t tell any of his kids about Skylar’s elemental abilities, he feels like he’s not in as much danger from the Potter children than he does with everyone else. Something about their dad being the last person he had to depend on meant a lot, and though he doubts they know anything about Harry helping Skylar, they may be the people he could go to in case of a real emergency.

FAMILY RELATIONSHIPS: Before they passed away, Skylar depended a lot on his parents. They really were the only people he could talk to, even if they didn’t know what it was like having magic. Other than whatever tutor he had or Harry Potter, they were the only people he really hung out with much. Now that they’re gone, he can’t explain how much he misses them, and avoids the topic so he won’t break down in front of others.

PARA SAMPLE (I used this as a muse thing for when I played Lorcan Lovegood)

Stillness. That was all someone may see if they were to walk into the room… and light. Light everywhere, in the colours of the sheets on the beds, on the aged stone walls, all over the floor that was constantly being cleaned. It was everywhere, and it was the cause of why Lorcan had to squint when his eyelids fluttered open, stillness broken. It was a shame, he thought, it must have seemed so peaceful, until he woke up. But what had happened to land him in the hospital wing? He’d barely pondered it for a moment before he sat up, and remembered instantly as a pain shot through the back of his head.

“Ouch.” The brunet murmured under his breath, slowing down as he finished sitting up.

It was just a moment later when the nurse was rushing out of her windowed office and in to help him, pouring him some water and handing him a pill.

“Take it, Sweety. It’ll make you feel better.” But then she looked at him funny, watching him examine the pill.

“It’s a lovely colour.” He told her just before popping it into his mouth, drinking the water to swallow it with.

Ah, yes. Falling down stairs was a painful thing to endure. Probably not as painful as what some of the Quidditch players ended up in there for, but the headaches still weren’t the most fun of things to deal with. It wasn’t bothering Lysander much now, not now that the pill was starting through his digestive tract. Magic was lovely, he told himself as he stretched. It was a lovely morning… or was it afternoon? It was slightly warm for morning, so it must be a little later than when he normally woke up. Then again, the hospital wing was in the middle of the building, whereas his common room was in a tower. It was much colder up there. Louder too.

“Have you ever considered painting the ceiling?” He was still in that dreamy state from just waking up, his mind being even more in the clouds than it was most of the time. The most wondrous things came into his mind when he’d just woken up, or even while he was asleep. Usually he kept a notebook under his pillow, lest he forget later in the day.

“The ceiling, Dear?” This was when the nurse started fearing there was something more wrong than just a headache.

“It would be lovely, then patients would wake up and see the paintings and be able to experience the beauty of it right at the beginning of their day. I know it would definitely make me feel better.”

“We’ll consider it.” And that was enough to get Lorcan to stop talking.

“It would be quite astonishing though.” He said after a minute or so, looking at his bedside table curiously. There was a chocolate frog, and then the typical jar of flowers that the nurse left beside each patient. He was sure that they were there for the same reason that he would love to see art on the ceiling, but he supposed, to most people, flowers were a more more ‘normal’ form of adding beauty to a room. Sitting beside the bedside table was his bag, which he quickly reached into, grabbing his little white sketchbook and starting to doodle the shape the ceiling, just with little designs coating it: something he’d be able to spend hours working on, if he had more than just an average sketch pencil with him.

He drew silently for a good half hour, before he looked towards the doors because of voices on the other side. Voices calling the nurse’s name. As a Quidditch player on the Hufflepuff team and someone in the yellow and black scarf walked in, his eyes fell on the girl in the middle, limping. Oh, so he’d missed the game. He figured that would happen. At least he knew about what time it was. Ah, well. He supposed he’d have to ask Lysander about the game later… but now, he figured it was time to head out of the hospital wing.

#accepted