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#i hope the things i continue to put out are worthy of your praise !!!!🥺
willowser · 10 months
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I'm sure I could read anything about Touya that you wrote and deeply enjoy it. You just have a talent for writing him with all his contradictions and complexity. Thank you for sharing all of it with us.
I especially love step dad Touya. Given his situation isn't the most stable and enviable, plus his rocky past compared to your situation, maybe he becomes worried he could be a "bad influence" for your daughter ? Especially when he becomes more and more part of the family and a role model of sorts like parents are. He's probably self conscious about it. It's a big responsability ; he doesn't show it but you can tell it's hard for him since he has self esteem issues. Poor baby. He would be proud but also devastated if the lil' girl one day just blurted that she wants a job like Dabi's or tatoos when she grows up 😆
you're so sweet kashdkah i'm on the floor. rolling around. how dare you be so kind. i'm weeping 🥺✨
i definitely think he gets really insecure about it !!! 🥺 bc — he's certainly had his hardships, and while he knows it affected his family in a rough way, too, he's always felt alone in his own shit storm — and that was okay !! bc even if his family were hurt by it, he was really only bringing himself down ?? that's how he sees it. and so for him to go through it all and come out the other side, continuously working on himself, he feels kinda !! like he's doing alright !!!
and then enter you and your baby girl LOL
and as someone that had such a tumultuous relationship with his own father, he's very aware of how the actions of the parent can affect the child — and he's really grateful that he's not her real dad, and that things seem to be okay between you and your ex-boyfriend, but still. that lil' girl cares about him 🥺 and he can tell 🥺 and that really frightens him !! all of the sudden, he's in real deep with this and he can't just run away like he usually does, bc the little life he's destroying is just. too much. SAD
not that he wants to leave, whatsoever, but it's scary !!! and it doesn't help that the lil' bean's dad DOES NOT like him — not that he can blame him too much, because he looks like a criminal and actually IS A CRIMINAL and works in a bar and xyz. but still. hurts to know he has such a huge potential to leave a bad impact on her life somehow 🥺
i think he might consider leaving, when it all becomes too much, bc that's what he's always done !!! and maybe he even tells you, like, "hey, i ain't cut out for this kinda thing," and you're so secure in yourself because you have to be for you and your little bug, that you're like,
"okay, if you don't wanna be here, then don't. i don't want anyone in her life that doesn't want to be."
kggjaglajgjdsgja and it's so STRESSFUL TO HIM !!! i think it would take a good amount of time to feel like he deserves to be there, but every time she hugs him before going off to school or telling him she loves him before he leaves for the day or watches him with her big eyes as bed — it would all be worth it 🥺
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owlight · 1 year
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"making cookies with my love"
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Pair: Sanji x gn!s/o
AU: modern AU
Words count: 5k
Tags: Fluff ,Just sweet stuff, established relationship
Written for @onepiece-blorboexchange event , hey @tardiiart I'm your secret Santa! I hope you enjoy reading this,I tried my best fr🥺🙏 may u have a Happy December/holidays!
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You're standing next to Sanji wearing an apron with 'don't touch,too hot' while sanji Is wearing an apron with 'kiss the chef' written on it,both of you have just finished baking the fourth patch of Gingerbread cookies,it was a long evening of stirring and mixing but it was so Worth it as Sanji seem the happiest when he is baking or cooking specially when you're both doing it together ,you remove the gingerbread reindeers out the tray
"I think we made enough reindeers cookies sanji" You stare as you put the gingerbread reindeers aside " I'm not sure ,Luffy is Bringing His brothers with him and he alone eat at least a tray " he mumble and you can't help but chuckles "I am sure they aren't as bad as Luffy! " you tell him with a chuckle as you start decorating the reindeers with melted white chocolate
you're more excited about making the gingerbread house than these reindeers but Sanji told you that would be after you both finished the gingerbread reindeers and gingerbread people First
" Nope they all are the same Believe me ,They are just more polite about it" he mumble as he moves from the oven to stand next to you,looking at the reindeers who look like they been run over kind of decoration "these...look... lively" he praise ,you look at the cookies with a proud smile
" yeah I know,you should see the gingerbread men ,I gave them your eyebrows" you state proudly and Sanji shake his head with a chuckle " here let me make you as well,we can put them near the gingerbread house when we make it" he suggest as he start decorating a cookie to look like you
you smile with excitement " yeah that sound nice to do.." you mumble as you continue decorating the gingerbread reindeers ,you don't notice that sanji had turned the oven off and removed the last trays out of it ,You hum your favorite song and Sanji hum with you in Harmony, it's a quite domestic moment for you both for sure..
~Time skip to after you both finished decorating the cookies~
You both started building the gingerbread house, each one of you start working on one to save time and perhaps because Sanji want to make one that he can show off to his followers on his cooking blog later
with carefulness as Sanji is trying to make it look Pinterest Worthy but You are trying to have fun with yours " Yo Sanji ,it's okay if you just had fun you know" you mumble as you put some rock chocolate on the side of the gingerbread house,Sanji hum as he looks at you with a questioning look " what do you mean love? I'm having fun " he state as he put the smallest deatil known to man kind on the side of the gingerbread house
"ah ha, that's why you didn't want us to make one big one together yes?" You pout and Sanji shake his head " no! Here you can help me with putting....The trees on the side?" He asks bit guilty and you sighs with a smile " would love to" you tell him as you put a tree cookie next to the gingerbread house that Sanji made "here let me add my touch to yours" he mumble as he kisses your cheek and add a red heart shaped chocolate on the front of the house ,you look at the add and snort " sappy " you tease and sanji hums "only for you my love" he says with a smile as you both continue putting together the gingerbread houses
Time passes and you finely finish the decorating of all the cookies related things ,you walk out the kitchen to the living room and you throw yourself at the couch "one task finished, thankfully,if you're done with taking pictures of your gingerbread house,come here and cuddle me ,I need my energy recharged by youuur love" you mumble tiredly as you stretch yourself on the couch ,Sanji chuckles at your dramatic self" I'm finished beloved,I hope you don't mind I took pictures of yours as well,and anything for you my love!" he chuckles as he walks into the living room with two mugs of Hot chocolate
" Here you go sweetheart, I'm here to recharge you all way up" Sanji tells you as he hand you a mug of hot chocolate,you sit and take the mug from him,Sanji sits next to you cuddling your side " feel recharged yet?" He asks as he kisses your cheek ,you smile warmly as you cuddle yourself into his side "might need bit more ,thank you for the hot chocolate baby" you thank Sanji as you sip from the hot drink ,Sanji blushes slightly " hm it's nothing Sweetie, anything for you" he tell you as he cuddle next you
You both cuddle each as you drink hot chocolate.. it's peaceful and such a good way to end a long evening of making cookies together..you can only hope that everyone will love the cookies when they come for the Christmas dinner later...But at least you got one thing off the things you both need to prepare for the dinner...
"Hey love ,have you started making Christmas cards?" Sanji break the silent as he asks you ,you hum " not really ,I gave up after making one truly, cutting the edges got on my nerves and I never realize how many people we know..till I had to make all these cards..I still have few to do" you sighs deeply
Sanji hum in understanding"would you like if I helped you with making them?" He asks you and you nod "that would be Lovely,but aren't you tired from all the baking?"Sanji shake his head "hardly my love , Beside the more work we finish doing ,the more free time we will have together later this week,come on , let's make these cards!" He state with determination,You chuckles as you put your cup on the coffee table "alright if you insist..."
And just like that ,the two of you started making Christmas cards for the rest of the evening, trying to make a meaningful card to each of your friends ,you had to stop Sanji from putting a dick on Zoro card...sighs,still a good way to end...you surely can't wait for the Christmas dinner....
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