#i haven't been to a concert in a year

[mooodyblue]

rambling in the tags ignore me

#immm sooodisbsndjsidnn #friend bought me a ticket to see my favorite band who i haven't seen since 2019 #and i was devastated last year bc i couldn't go and it was their first tour back from a long hiatus #and then the prices for this years tour was too much for me #so now i was even more upset #and their tour started last night and i was like okkkk if this one specific song is on the setlist i will go #and it was on the setlist and i was sitting here trying to figure out how the hell imma get a damn ticket #and so my friend bought me ticket 🥹🥹🥹🥹 #and now i'm seeing them a month from today 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹 #i'm going alone and i have to make freebies but im just so excited ive been sitting here ugly crying even though they aren't the best seats #im still gonna be there and im just SOOOOOOOOO #WAAAHHH #sorry i needed to let this out im just SO excited OKAY this is a very big deal for me #i haven't been to a concert in a year #and im just #like yall november is such a hard month for me #i needed this so bad #okay anyway lemme shut up shshsjsjsxkssj

[zagreus]

my fiancée and i were lucky enough to be invited to go see Night Vale live tonight, and it was SO much fun! they really do put on a great show and have a wonderful rapport with their audience

#I haven't been to a concert since seeing King Crimson five years ago so this was WILD

[jakeperalta]

hello!! I am 24 today!!!!

#i've had a busy couple of days (a rarity for me on birthdays) so i haven't been online much #i'm at a concert now waiting for it to start #but just thought i'd say hi :) #also i always like to have at least one age based song to associate with that year #so i am taking recommendations of 24 related songs #talking

[theraggedygirl11]

I'm this close 👌🏻 to buy JO tickets for Padova, even though it's a Thursday and I don't even know what I'm gonna do tomorrow, let alone in four months

And I don't even know if my friend will be available that day to be my emotional support (she can't stand them, she's basically doing me a favour)

But, it's close to my bday, so it would basically be an early bday present 👉🏻👈🏻

#i really want to see them live #i haven't been at a concert in years #send help #i might cry #joker out

[stairset]

Mom went to Starset with me and when we got home we showed dad someone else's video where they recorded their whole show so he could experience the Whole Ass Movie they were playing in-between songs so even though they already knew there was a story now they actually wanna know what the story is so now I gotta figure out a way to explain the entire plot of The PROX Transmissions in a concise manner.

#i haven't even read a brief history of the future yet #like i have it. cause i pre-ordered it. #but i haven't read it yet #cause i'm still catching up on the books i already had and haven't read yet #which it should take me like maybe another month give or take to cstch up on all of those #but i'm not reading any new books until i'm finally done with those #that's the goal i gave myself at the start of this year and i'm sticking to it #so blame dustin for coincidentally releasing his new book at an inconvenient time for me #anyway i'm finally uploading my concert footage on youtube #and while i'm at it i might upload my breaking benjamin and three days grace footage from like 2019 #cause that's just been on my phone for 5 years now #i've seen other people upload concert footage several years after it was recorded it's not that weird #so yeah if you wanna see that shit just look up stairset on youtube or whatever #shut up tristan

[khathastrophe]

in 2024 we break Anna's concert curse!!

#I haven't been to a concert in years because they all got cancelled #I am talking like five of them in a row #This year I will see whatever I wanna see #for now that is #The Rose #in Krakow #and the #music bank antwerp #hmu if you going lmao

[yohankang]

i'm seeing mahmood tomorrow 💞💞💞

#this will be my second mahmood concert <333 v excited abt hearing new songs live #like stella cadente 😭💗 #i'm so so happy #i haven't been to a concert since june last year #good thing i work until 3:30 pm so i can queue early and get close to the stage <3 it's not a v big place but still #aaaaaaa i'm excited #k.txt

[scarletcomet]

guess whose therapist thinks she could benefit from inpatient treatment

#got really depressed and a bit suicidal during my session today #im not actively suicidal rn but i feel so hopeless and i just want to give up resulting in some suicidal thoughts #the thoughts of hurting myself are getting louder and more overwhelming #so im not at a point rn where i think i need inpatient but im worried about getting worse #im going to nyc this weekend and seeing 2 shows and some of my favorite broadway actors but i do not feel excited #i want to feel excited but i just dont. i should be excited. if this doesn't make me feel something #then i doubt anything will. #reminds me of late may/early june when i wasnt excited for my birthday or the taylor swift concert because i did not want to live anymore #im worried that this is a warning sign. i feel like ive made so much progress with treatment in the last 10 months #but i feel like i haven't made enough progress and i feel like ive hit a wall and there's no improvement to be made #because I've tried like everything. i feel so hopeless. ive been in treatment for almost a year. #even inpatient i doubt would help me. like ive been there and done that. i spent nearly 20 days in inpatient last summer #only benefit would be seeing my doctor sooner but that's assuming i could even get a bed in the 11 person unit she works inpatient at #what benefit would seeing my doctor even do? we've tried almost everything and im on the max dose of most my meds #idk what to do #i feel like im running out of options. the only depression treatments i havent tried are ketamine and ect #i guess my options are ketamine ect suicide or continuing feeling how i feel now but i dont know how much longer i can live like this

[bandzboy]

bro i am crying my dad and i the other day were listening to pearl jam music together and were like it would be crazy to see them live because it's one of my dad's fav bands of all time and i was like i have a feeling they will probably come here next year and lo and behold they were just announced in this festival and my dad just texted me like "i bought tickets to see pearl jam" AND I WAS LIKE HUH??? KDJFGKFDF

#so yeah i am seeing pearl jam next year wooo #great stuff #i haven't been to a concert or a festival in like years so i'm excited #and knowing it will mean a lot to my dad means the world to me too #i do also love pearl jam my dad got me into their music growing up #so this will be a nice day 👍 #tris.txt

[jamdoughnutmagician]

GONNA SEE MCFLY IN OCTOBER YEAH BABEY!!!!!!!

#I'M SO EXCITED I HAVEN'T BEEN TO A CONCERT IN ALMOST 10 YEARS #jammy blogs #mcfly

[diathadevil]

I'M GOING TO SEE JOKER OUT LIVE ON JUNE 15TH!!!!!!

So heads up I won't have a Thursday stream then. 😂

#joker out #dia talks #i cant freakin WAIT there's like 5 or 6 of us going to that concert!!! #WOOOOO YEAHHH BABYYYY #im so happy AAAAHHH I haven't been to a concert since the Lord of the Lost and Iron Maiden concert last year #which made me ugly sob for the nostalgia dskjafnjk

[david-watts]

I want to off myself

#seriously might've had time had I not been afraid of being beaten up by a fucking eighty-five year old #and she would've. last time she screamed at me like that she did hit me. #now? it seems silly #but hah. #she spent all the way from when I was about eleven (combined with my m*ther) forcing me to dress too formal going places #like impractical and not classy. #and then the second that I actually want to wear something fun to a special event that hey I may never get to see another concert again #no. wear your disgusting jeans that you wear everywhere. #like she actually said that I should wear my jeans and the next thing she said to me was 'those are disgusting' #and now I feel stupid for wanting to wear something different. just like she has been calling me all week #stupid stupid stupid #just wear what you wear everywhere because you don't have an actual wardrobe and can't find any of your clothes #and because you're a fat ugly bitch you need to feel bad about yourself #hell I'm in trouble for wanting CLEAN clothes. #hell I didn't really even think I'd have to finish these but if every. fucking. retailer. we could think of doesn't have anything #that I can fucking wear without fucking feeling actual pain #I doubt anywhere we haven't thought of will! I mean sure it's possible but

[roboraptor]

thank you geddy lee, alex lifeson, and neil peart (rip in peace) for creating the canadian rock band rush and touring for the 40th anniversary in 2015 so i could cop a shirt with my dad's money before the show and have it lead to multiple instances of me getting correctly gendered in public while wearing said shirt both pre and post T.

#getting gender euphoria for being called big guy by a middle aged white guy in grade 9 should've been a learning experience #but i ignored it like a fool #is it the lines of the 2112 album symbol that produce a masculinizing effect? #is it only possible for men to like rush? #if so. my dad getting rush concert tickets for my 15th bday was gender affirming care. #anyways life is beautiful i love rush and i love stupidly large drum kits #(i haven't listened to rush in years) #i jokingly told my dad i would get married in that shirt cause it was 50 bucks and honestly i just might #shoutout to the cashier that called me sir today #sam.txt

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

I thought I was going to spend all day playing The Sims 4, but it turns out that there's a free event going on downtown today and an artist who I love and have never gotten to see live is going to play there! I'm going to try to go!

#crystal visions of lilies in the valley #thank you to this beloved artist for posting about it on IG because stupidly I would have NO IDEA about it otherwise!!! #I've been wanting to see her live for at least two years now so IT LOOKS LIKE TODAY'LL FINALLY BE MY CHANCE! :D #I haven't been to a concert since early May - IT'S FUCKING TIME FOR ME TO GO TO ANOTHER SHOW!

[wildermouse]

vent.

#apart from 3 weeks in germany this has been a complete fucking waste of a year #even then i was stuck inside with covid for 2.5 of those 3 weeks #i've seen my only irl friend maybe three or four times this entire year #she only lives 20 mins away from me #nearly all of my family is estranged from us so apart from my immediate fam i've only seen my grandparents and aunt a few times #all i've done is work myself into burnout making wares for my shop and then take too long breaks bc i'm burnt out but feel overwhelmingly #guilty about it #i've only made just enough money to pay my dad rent and other bills and i'm running out #i haven't ridden or even been around any horses this year #that's maybe the worst bit #i miss horses so much #especially myrna #i went to 2 or 3? concerts and a drag show and those were great but they also aren't as great as they used to be #because i'm a shell of a person and i'm so riddled with anxiety i can hardly function at all outside my room #or even inside my room #where i lay here in the dark wasting away #because i'm not built for this world #and i have no friends #and i need love #but i'll never have it again #because i can't leave my room #even though i want to so badly #also my living situation sucks and my dad has intense mood swings sometimes and tells me to move out when i do nothing wrong #it's exhausting #i'm not struggling with severe depression i haven't self harmed this year (apart from punching myself once or twice bc of my dad) but #TW i haven't... yknow the other kind of self harm in like 2 years #and i haven't partaken in any eating disorder behaviours this year and no bulimia in 2 years #and yet #the years just keep getting worse and worse somehow #at least when i was all mentally fucked up i had goals... i had things to do things to focus on ways to keep busy ways to feel something

[waffulaa]

please check out this longya ai original.

#i wanna see this performed at vsinger live or smth #i haven't been on weibo in forever i don't even know if they're doing one this year #it's the only concert i'd wake up at 4 am for #waffula talks