#i have realized im just in fuhken denial about that huh

[bitchfitch]

I Need To Stop Writing my fics out of order. Like, I can post oc bullshit whenever bc nobody is actually trying to read that crap like a full story, but the fanfics? I'd be drawn and quartered if I published a fic on AO3 bits at a time and out of order.

Like I write for Me, but I make myself feel too many emotions and need to inflict my shit on other people too or I will die.

#'hey arnt you literally part of a writing group with channels for sharing writing?' #yeah but ! #I have discovered i do not like sharing things directly #I like putting it on a plate and leaving it in the middle of a street for someone to find on their own time #instead of like. Making someone have to look at it. #That feels Rude. #Especially when the thing i am trying to show is problematic elden ring fanfic. #Anyways I told my shrink im coping with my anxiety pretty well these days at today's appointment and after typing up those tags #i have realized im just in fuhken denial about that huh