#i have not just purchased a concert ticket for bastille in Dublin in the middle of the week in the middle of next semester

[tardis--dreams]

I have. Lost my mind; just to let you know- My brain short-circuited and made a ✨️bad decision✨️

#i have not just purchased a concert ticket for bastille in Dublin in the middle of the week in the middle of next semester #i have been up to normal and responsible things lately #i realized that i actually have only one shitty life and i hate most parts about it #and I'm currently maybe not in the best mental state (and my korean teacher definitely did not say #'you really have to take care of your mental health. really. that is very important so take your time here' #in a very sympathetic manner after i apologized for missing the last sessions #ahaha) #anyway #i figured that I'm depriving myself of fun due to anxiety #and maybe depression induced lethargy #but i guess some annoying (to me. because im bitter and lonely apparently. i noticed.) news from a friend made me realize #that everyone i know is seemingly actually having things to look forward to and a life to live #and I'm rotting away in my student dorm apartment which i hate #so i figured why not #(maybe it'll make me more depressed but whatever #i kinda wanna live a little after almost 3 decades of not doing that #idk #shut up amy