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tears-of-boredom · 8 days ago
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TW for sexual assault Tumblr is showing me some comic app ads that show basically a trailer of a comic. I wouldn't really care normally but it's fucking really heavily implied that the "Handsome Knight" literally fucking raped the MC and then the Knight has the balls to come back from a battle or something and kiss the MC pretty forcefully. And by "fucking really heavily implied" I mean that they cut the scene at the moment where it would have to be rated R to continue. Also "When I woke up he was gone" really just implied it even further. I guess the MC doesn't directly ever say "no, dont" but her face shows pure terror in both scenes, so either this is a really disgusting story, or the drawers really fucked up with MC's face
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apoemaday · 25 days ago
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I Have Not Had One Word from Her
by Sappho
I have not had one word from her Frankly I wish I were dead. When she left, she wept a great deal; she said to me, “This parting must be endured, Sappho. I go unwillingly.” I said, “Go, and be happy but remember (you know well) whom you leave shackled by love If you forget me, think of our gifts to Aphrodite and all the loveliness that we shared all the violet tiaras, braided rosebuds, dill and crocus twined around your young neck myrrh poured on your head and on soft mats girls with all that they most wished for beside them while no voices chanted choruses without ours, no woodlot bloomed in spring without song …”
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So, i always knew that my grandmother's mom was called "a savage", and i also knew she was indigenous ancestry, and i always assumed she was called that bc of racism. Which, to be clear, i wasn't wrong, no matter the circumstances, calling an indigenous person or someone with indigenous ancestry a savage is fucking racist
But what i did not know when i first heard about this is that she wasn't "only" family of indigenous ppl. She was fucking indigenous and raise as such, and the main reason she was called a savage (not saying it was justified, still racist) was bc before she got married, she used to just. Up and leave to the desert for months at a time, living off what she could hunt and like
Ma'am what the fuck? I mean, I'm biased bc I'm useless in the wild, drop me at a desert or a jungle or anything and I'll starve to death or get poisoned bc i don't kmow how to survive, and obviously she did know, bc she was perfectly fine each time, but still THAT SOUNDS SO FUCKING WACK LIKE MA'AM WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT, bc like, she could've lived in the city or with her family but. She just wanted to go to the desert so she did!
And this just. Fucking breaks my head like what do you mean you lived on the desert on your own just bc you wanted to
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david-watts · a month ago
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I cannot live in this place anymore I’m going to go feral and live in the woods
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kunrengui · a month ago
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please dni unless youre nixx, this is a pretty sensitive rant for me. tw: loneliness and betrayal and self doubt and insecurities and friends leaving you and me bullying someone and me fat shaming someone and lots and lots of bragging so get out before i hurt you too. 
#im considered pretty acc to the standards here. i think im pretty too. im smart. i have an iq of 129 at the age of 16. which is remarkable.#ive never told anyone from school tho. theyd laugh at me because of the grades i get.#im charming. im disciplined. i listen to my mom without a word. im funny (pretty sure ive lost it tho. havent talked to people my age in so#we have strong political connections. were relatives of the ruling party here in my state. we know the cm.#im of noble birth. pureblood. my grandfather was the founder and co-head of his village. my other grandfather owns like 100's of acres of#land.#idk basically you get the point. ever since i was a kid#most people either stayed away from me or would follow me around. no in between. in 5th when i moved to a school#that didnt care about all this shiet. i met nice people. i had fun. temporary friends tho.#6th grade i had 2 best friends whod treat me like i was beneath them.#there was this one girl in our class who was...big. we'd call her fat many times behind her back. all 3 of us. yet when she found out...they#threw me under the bus. said i was the only one and they were forced to go along with it. and i agreed. i didnt bring up their names. becaus#theyre my bestfriends right? the least i could do was take the blame for them so theyd be happy. the girl left school hating me.#i really really wanted to switch sections. i never told anyone but i requested my teacher to add me to the list o trouble students being#shuffled that year. i wanted to leave that class. i couldnt bear 15 girls looking at me like i was the reason why the girl left the school.#like i was the one at fault. i wanted to escape. thankfully i was put in your section. nixx. i was so happy. i cried on the ptm day.#yes i knew not more than 4 people from your class but new people means new beginnings right. i was happy you let me into your little squad.#you guys looked so happy and so close to each other. i wanted that so bad. the way you had inside jokes and the same sense of humour.#i never found any of yours. aan's. josh's. or shem's jokes to be funny. they were so so lame. but id force myself to laugh with you guys#because why would you want to be friends with someone who wont laugh to the same jokes. that was also the same year i started liking#V (im so sorry taetae pls let me borrow your stage name to refer to him. i dont have any other name that sounds right).#so eventually i told you guys. you thought he was horrible. he was a bully. idk why i liked him. maybe because i was told early on that im#only allowed to marry a pureblood. arranged yes but i ignored that part. ok so he was a pureblood. and he looked kind of okay. better than#most of the other guys i knew. so i had a crush on him. someone told me to confess. confess? it was new but exciting. so i told him one day.#and he walked off. i didnt understand. waited for the end of the day to confront him again. he said we could date. next day said he cant.#eavesdropped on his friends talking to each other. apparently he said no because i was ugly (i was at that time. i didnt have braces and my#teeth were like rabbit teeth. they were big and my messed up the shape of my mouth. also had these white spots on my cheeks cuz of puberty)#he even told me to get braces once. on my face. said 'hey you know you need braces right' and i said yea haha ik ill get them.#then proceeded to go home and beg my parents for braces. yes nixx. this is how i got my braces. my dad was against it. he said i was pretty#just as i am and said no. but i got braces. i pursued him for 4 years. boy rejecting me didnt get into my head. followed him like a dog for
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chuckhansen · 2 months ago
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me thinking abt how (2) of the most prominent mother figures in maeve’s life both died in order to keep her safe . . .
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xbabyxghostx · 3 months ago
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#i found a message from back when you were begging me to stay when all the cheating stuff came to light#in it you claim you love me SO MUCH that youd even changed your stance on starting a family with someone all because of me#yet here we are years later and im mourning all i could have had and all that was ruined by one night#im so tired finding lies i was stupid enough to fall for until it was too late#even today everything ive been promised just to get me to stay or stop complaining all lies#things you promised were true and turned out to be more lies#things you promised youd do and wouls happen and im still sitting here waiting like an idiot#im so tired and back at square fucking one#i cant stop thinking weve just been wasting both our times all these years#weve never progressed or when we did it was only temporary or the absolute bare minimum#id rather mourn the two events that ruined me so much alone at this point#nothing is sacred between us anyway and anything of significance that could be will never fucking happen no matter what i suggest#or how i hint or how fucking easy im trying to make doing things that would actually make me feel like its JUST us and its JUST ours#but i wont force you to do anything so maybe we just need to.... stop faking.#i dont think i can get over you and her anyway#and i know everyone just wants me to forget it since no one has ever even spoken to me about it but i wont get over my baby either#i should be completely alone. everyone just wants me to forget but i cant so i should just be alone.#word vomit#bad dreams make me not sleep but my mind fucking race#one day I'll shut my brain up forever.
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s4pphicuser · 4 months ago
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i used to be friends with this one girl who was, when i think back on it, homophobic. during our first year of friendship, i just thought she was not a touchy person. and then i noticed how she’d hug everyone but me, even before i came out, because i would always make gay jokes. and then when i came out she’d just would not touch me if she could help it. it did not help that i had to go over to her place twice a week for afterschool tutoring sessions. 
#joey.com#you ever just kinda think back on it and just. oh that's homophobic.#i was talking about how i wasnt really friends with this girl it was just small talk all the time and our friendship was so shallow we never#ventured past boy talk from her and relationship advice from me yknow#i said to my sister 'sometimes it really felt....' and my sister said: homophobic right?#i was like ...yeah....#i just. life was so weird when i was friends with her because i felt that if i talked to someone else and became friends with someone#outside our 'circle' then she'd just abandon me and back then she didnt know but i was going through a hard time and she was like that one#piece of my old self that i was clinging onto. i dont blame her for my inability to let her go. but i wish i didnt hold onto her like that.#i lost a lot of time with people i actually liked to be around because i was so scared of not having that piece of my old self#anyway that was a lot of fucking introspection (is that the word im looking for?) and god i really shouldve spent time with people i love#this was spurred on by me seeing her instagram post where she was hanging out with people who i used to consider my friends like they werent#friends. i was the mutual friend between them yknow i was the bridge. its so weird how those two things just collided now.#life is so fucking weird if you think about it. is it bad and stupid of me if i said i was a little jealous?#because i wish i had the friendship with them that they have with each other
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wolfofwinchester-a · 5 months ago
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me, quietly to myself: yana I’ve worked hard on my phantomhive family headcanons in regards to claudia please dont take a wrecking ball to what I’ve made (yana will definitely take a wrecking ball to what I’ve made)
#(( apparently I'm in the mood to write family hcs before I do anything else and I just have these moments of realization#me: 'claudia & ut's parenting techniques were unorthodox. not bad - but not what you'd expect from parents at the time!#francis & vinny didn't have a traditional upbringing and weren't even aware their father's been present ever since they were born!#unconventional is the exact word you'd use to describe the little family of four + 8 canines! unconventional but wholesome!#a weird family!'#I mean I KNOW to expect it lmao. my take on claudia is so far out of the park I have no excuse for it#I am FULLY aware it's going to happen lmao. BUT SOMETIMES IM LIKE *BRACES SELF OVER HEADCANONS* 'PLEASE I LOVE IT-'#I think it fits very well that the kiddos didn't know who their daddo was until they figured it out for themselves when they were older#but never had it confirmed from either mother or father. The ambiguity fits UT just like the clever deduction fits Francis & Vincent.#and it just clicks in my brain to solidify how Claudia's time as Head of House was something no one's ever seen before -#especially from a woman. she was given flak and there were negative views because to the public eye her children#were bastards with no known father. but she is a high noble figure who has done so much and paved her reputation in deep.#so there's no chance to dethrone her. she's just a very controversial noble who - like I said - a lot hate but others have loved.#she was a hot topic of discussion who succeeded in what she set out to do; make a name for herself and be remembered for who she was.#and how she didn't bend even under the scrutiny of societal expectation. and she bore some hard HARD brunt for it.#but she wouldn't have it any other way. she was one hell of a woman and her children's upbringing just helped solidify how she was not#traditional. nothing was traditional.#love her or hate her this is who she was#but I am fully aware canon is not cool with that LOL. canon divergence xtreme. ))#【 ooc. 】 ¦   out of sight; out of mind; out of time.#tbd.
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leafeonb · 5 months ago
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this is the only evidence that his name is light i have 💀 i am thinking...
#lulu.txt#999 lb#*points to him* YOU. also help im so slow playing this game today bc i have to stop and do something else but#i will play now :-)#OKAY like seven said he remembered the names of three kids that were on that last nonary game#and one of them was lotus's daughter and then we have aoi and light and i suspected light was snakes name bc of this one dialogue bc.#man. i would freak out a bit too if this guy i just met on the ''u have 9 hours to escape or die'' game seemed to know my name 💀 its so....#and then i think im almost sure like almost sure like 95% sure i know who aoi is :-) my friend...#snake is just ''oh......of course....😶''#anyways. my friend snake i like you :-) youre nice#now its time to like get lost on this cabin i do that a lot the hallway is so confusing. so confusing. but i still havent investigated stuf#in this room so....hiii my friend snake :-)#much to think about. also wait i think snake and june are the only characters that never said what the hell or#something like that so far....theyre just too calm. please say the f word (fuck) its okay /j this is so funny#like no maybe june is not too calm. i like her shes funny and weird and my friend :-) i love her random facts even though they#scared me at some points in the game. its okay <333 but snake seems to be very calm but also#hm. many thoughts :-) i had to take a break but i will continue playing soon this post is actually from the#start of the afternoon and i forgot to post HI 💀#i have some thoughts about some characters but maybe they are a little bit insane so they will wait a bit </3
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nyctarian · 6 months ago
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also people desperately trying to pretend kamala harris wasnt doing evil shit as a prosecutor, i simply do not respect you
it got real long so heres a read more, but click thru for lots of reliable sources about why she sucks shit
anyways, here are articles to read from jacobin and current affairs, leftist publications that have generally good politics but can be cringe at times, but have very good journalistic standards, and an article in the guardian from the currentaffairs eic, bc i actually vet and have pre-existing knowledge of sources that i cite, instead of using,,,a medium article by a kamala supporter as a source, a twitter thread by a kamala supporter, and a private twitter account. if you dont know what the “khive” is (crazy kamala supporters who did actual online harssment like bernie supporters accused of) and werent on twitter to learn the nuances of what different signifiers on a twitter account mean for someone s politics during the primaries, dont try and use randos on twitter as sources
I could make a similar post about biden but i have to assume we all understand “guy who who literally gave a eulogy at “man literally only known for being racist” strom thurmond’s funeral isnt a good person
anyways, the kamala articles:
Article by briahna gray joy, a black leftist, about how kamala being a woc doesnt mean she was unable to uphold white supremacy
article about kamala laughing about jailing poor poc for having kids who miss school
article about the punitive measure harris used as prosecutor
article about every “””leftist””” thing kamala has claimed to support cant be counterbalanced w a conservative claim on the same issue (from 2017!)
article about her problematic ties to silicon valley
general overview of her neoliberal politics
article about how she completely failed at reducing mass incarceration in cali
article about her fucking useless “loan forgiveness” plan
article about how shes a warhawk on foreign policy
article about her flip flopping on m4a
and an article about how bad her health plan was
and a conversation about how, despite all that, she ended up the vp pick anyways bc of dem disdain for actual leftists
#long post#politics#saltblogging#these people are like#sure real journalists did real research during the prims and harris herself has#made it clear where she stands on the idea of restorative justice (she is against)#but what if i did a 3 second google search and spread some dem propaganda a#and accused anyone who speaks out against harris as being a conservative using 'leftist rhetoric to spread discord'#like..what were not gonna do is russiagate 2.0#also for basic stuff. she is ust a shitty dem like#her debt forgiveness plan was pell grant bullshit#during a debate she pretended she was pro abolishing insurance agencies then walked it back in a statement#a move she pulled multiple times: pretend to be left during debate. claim she misunderstood after#'republicans use leftist rhetoric to smear leftists'#alright socialists much the way we had to give up progressive#if kamala is being touted as a leftist its time to give up the word#one of the link threads included sources from someone who changed their name to spanberger was righ#spanberger being the woman who said aocs rhetoric is why she didnt win by as much#and thats why the dems have to pivot to the right#anyways if you dont know what donut twitter is#dont use random tweets as sources to prove neolib politicians are actually lefties#sorry for everything about this post but seeing kamala called a leftist genuinely broke me#not to be the asshole who says words mean things but some words really do mean things#one of the sources in the post this is a response to called her the most lgbt friendly candidate in history and i nearly died
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oattdustt · 7 months ago
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Holy moly I slept for so long
#and i had. a dream abt my friend coming back to us........#it kinda made me think that i forgot to respons to my friends in the server because ot felt. WAY too real#like mt dream somehow perfectly replicated how they would sound when sending messages#and it got their pfp's right....qns the layout of discord...and just? it felt...too real. thay was way too real#i like woke myself up ajd was like SHOOT I FOROGT SHE CAME BACK I GOTTA WELCOME HER BACK!!!! but then#i woke up ans rememebeed it was only a dream and i got sad :(#i still...cant get over just how weirdly real that dream felt. like the way I thought in the dream. my friends ans rhe way they ttyped. and#then my genwral surroundings....it was all...so weirbd ans steangely real??? maube thise means I'm one step closer to lucid dreamin#id love to be able to do that!!!! i heard from someone that if u flip a light switch in a dream and it doesnt do anything thays jpw u kno ur#dreaming and idk how true that os but im gonna try it anyways (and prolyl scare myself when the lightswitch actaully works in my dream)#...oj the topic of dreams a bit ago i had. really terrofying dejavu. we went for a drive by visit to my cousin for his first communon and#we had 2 get out (masked of course). and my grandma was there. and at one point like we wwre standin off 2da side and she was infront of me#and we began talking about SOMETHING i think it was school and whtvr but at that moment the Strongest dejavu ever hit me#lile id never truly felt it b4 but that. was STRONG. like i swore id experienced thay exact moment. down to the last word. in a dream#and frankly? im like...intruiged but in a more excited way#like if thise means something???????? amazibf great very cool. but also terrifying just how vivid ans real my dreams have become#like they used to...not be so real. lile yeah they almost always tooo place on my hpuse (dream got my house dpwn to a T) but there were#things in the dream thst were never real!!! so thwyre was somethinf there to tell me it was a dream#or. maybe. Mmm i gotta stop im creepin myself out#but. i went off really long but point is...i really miss my friend and i hope shes okay and not. like....hurt or something..#tori if you can see this...i hope youre alright. and i hope you come back soon.#....hooh.......#i dont even know whaf 2tag this as bc its not really...a vent? yea sure im not .... particularly happy but its not..vent#maybe just....#dreams#bc im sure theres more to come
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loupettes · 7 months ago
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#louptagged#doctor who#ten x rose#when you think of a person you don’t always have to think of their name or say the word in your mind#that person just has a certain presence within you#they spark a particular feeling that is completely unique to them#its derived from experiences you shared with them and the opinions you formed#now Rose had always brought wonderful memories to the Doctor and that feeling inside him that was his version of her was one of love#a woman who saved his life in so many ways and laughed with him and got excited when he showed her the universe#someone he joked about first dates with and got dressed up silly with and held his hand when he was scared#that was up until about two hours ago#now that particular feeling he felt in his body no longer brings any warmth or comfort or love or feelings of home at all#it just brings this unbearable pain and sadness#and then Donna#sweet wonderful beautiful Donna knows him enough already to know that when she asks this question she needs to ask it gently#and for just one moment he’d met someone who could make him smile even if it didn’t quite reach his eyes#and she asks him her name and he has to finally bring that name to the front of his mind and attach it to this new feeling#I always think this is his way of thanking Donna#he gives her this piece of information and an insight into his life that he wouldn’t normally share because she’s literally saved him#not just from wanting to die but by asking for her name she’s helping him into the next stage of grief that he knows he needs to face#and he doesn’t want to do that because she isn’t supposed to be gone yet#he was supposed to associate that name with that other feeling for a hell of a lot longer and it was only going to strengthen with time#now lets remember that he said goodbye to her only a few hours ago#I imagine hearing somebody ask about her in the past tense must have been extremely jarring for him#and he finally struggles through saying her name out loud and he closes the doors behind him and suddenly he’s back in that room again#the one he was in a few hours ago when he was saying goodbye to the woman he loves and for the first time he’s alone and it hits him#and he’s devastated because from this point on he can’t say her name without only feeling pain and loss and grief and overwhelming sadness#when before it used to be a word that filled his hearts with joy and love and strength#and isn’t that just the most devastating thing to have to put your hearts through
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olympicfated-a · 9 months ago
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i’ve still got more tags to do for people but i’m mostly done thank gracious
#🌲  ❝ never feel guilty for starting again ❞ ⸢ main verse ⸥#🌲  ❝ you are your own lighthouse ❞ ⸢ carlisle cullen ⸥#🌲  ❝ the saddest word in the whole wide world is the word almost ❞ ⸢ plotting call ⸥#🌲  ❝ milk and honey dripped from my lips as i answered ❞ ⸢ meme ⸥#🌲  ❝ becoming your own savior sometimes means knowing when you need to ask for help ❞ ⸢ starter call ⸥#🌲  ❝ and you say you are broken ; but broken mirrors like you create the most beautiful patterns of light ❞ ⸢ edward cullen ⸥#🌲  ❝ when you kissed me I left a poem in your mouth and you can hear some of the lines every time you breathe out ❞ ⸢ desires ⸥#🌲  ❝ i had a big smile on my face as i burned the bridges to all the things i could not repair ❞ ⸢ wishlist ⸥#🌲  ❝ it isn't blood that makes you my sister ; it's how you understand my heart as though you carry it in your body ❞ ⸢ alice cullen ⸥#🌲  ❝ but her heart was so cold that she could hold ice in her mouth and it would never melt ❞ ⸢ rosalie hale ⸥#🌲  ❝ he did not teach me how to love myself ; but he was the bridge that helped me get here ❞ ⸢ charlie swan ⸥#🌲  ❝ to be soft is to be powerfull ❞ ⸢ esme cullen ⸥#🌲  ❝ some days I am more wolf than woman ; and I am still learning how to stop apologizing for my wild ❞ ⸢ aesthetic ⸥#🌲  ❝ a mess of beautiful contradictions make her whole ; she wears fire for skin but a storm lives in her soul ❞ ⸢ vanity ⸥#🌲  ❝ he opened me up like a book & poured the poetry back into me ❞ ⸢ jacob black ⸥#🌲  ❝ i am made of water ; of course i am emotional ❞ ⸢ queue ⸥#🌲  ❝ i hope you can find it in your heart to be proud of the woman i have become in spite of you ❞ ⸢ renee dwyer ⸥#🌲  ❝ there is nothing more alive than a tree that learns how to grow in a cemetery ❞ ⸢ drabble ⸥#🌲  ❝ some people are born with tornadoes in their lives but constellations in their eyes ❞ ⸢ headcanon ⸥#🌲  ❝ you are a bear hug ; chaotic wonder ; and a brother all rolled into one ❞ ⸢ emmett cullen ⸥#🌲  ❝ you are far better than you think ❞ ⸢ jasper hale ⸥
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