#i fuckin live for beartooth

[noah-nathan]

I have heavy metal poisoning..

By which I mean that my music taste is fucking sick!! 😎

.. and I also like to eat lead paint :)

#i fuckin live for beartooth #and corpse husband #and many more #too many to think of #aaaaaa

[fxckin-blackbeard]

Fighting Back

@avastyetwats || Israel "Izzy" Hands || Fighting Back by Beartooth || X TW: Flashing Visuals || Lyric Starter Post || X ||

Causing pain became the latest trend All the after effects, they might be permanent I won't let you in my head again Try to tear me apart, I'll just keep fighting back

ᒥ🐙ᒧ—        He was back, the monster he fought down for years. He was back and it was his mission to give Israel exactly what he wanted, misery. If he was to live this miserable life until the end of his days, he'd bring them all down with him.

A knife is thrown just mere inches from Izzy's head, striking the wall behind the man. Edward snarls, his grease covered features twisted into a ferocious expression. "I fuckin' say when enough is enough, mate." The knife marked the wall where there had been tallies, another successful raid passed. And now Edward was already planning the next.

"I'm marking our course, and yer gonna fuckin' steer this ship exactly where I say. We will be moving close to that ship, we will board, and we will take all their shit. Am I clear?" Edward spins on his heels, heading for his desk where the chart was spread out. He takes another dagger and stabs it through the chart into the top of the desk. "There, we'll strike there."

#arr or some shit (in character) #avastyetwats

[dragoneat]

I got to see Beartooth, I Prevail, and A Day To Remember live on Saturday and holy shit that was fun but exceedingly loud and irresponsibly blinding

#I got a fuckin migraine through Beartooth because the singer just kept going ''hey DAVE MAKE IT LOUDER TURN US UP'' and they got to ~120db #like they were okay but they could've been 10x quieter and wouldve sounded 100x better #I Prevail was good had a whole lot of energy and fun #and ADTR was inCREDIBLE to see live #WAY WAY more energy and fun than I was expecting tbh

[bthenoise]

We’re Starting To Lose It So We Made A Fake Music Award Show To Remember The Quarantine By

We are losing our minds and we aren’t talking figuratively like The Pixies. Every morning waking up in quarantine feels like an episode of Punk’d. 

Where is Aston Kutcher -- oh right, it’s 2020 -- Where is Chance The Rapper? we ask ourselves as we peel ourselves out of bed for what feels like the millionth time.   

Seriously, though. We know you guys are feeling the same way too. We read the tweets. We see the TikToks. Ya’ll are losing your goddamn minds just like us. 

The good thing is, to help with this sense of craziness as best as we possibly can (which isn’t saying much, we aren’t doctors after all -- shout out to all the amazing medical teams out there!) we have constructed the first and hopefully last 2020 Noise Quarantine Awards.

Featuring highly coveted awards such as Best Soundtrack To Fuel Your Hatred For The Government and Best Song To Steal Toilet Paper To, the awards below are meant to shine a light on all the positive things to come out of 2020. 

We know it sounds like an impossible task to put “2020″ and “postive” in the same sentence but somehow we did it. 

Check out the awards below.   

Fantastic Features Award

Silverstein - A Beautiful Place To Drown

Honestly, there are probably about ten different awards we could give Silverstein’s sensational LP A Beautiful Place To Drown. From start to finish, this is hands down one of the band’s best albums yet. However, for the sake of this very serious and very made-up award show, we are happy to present the scene staples with the Fantastic Features Award. 

Not only did the band include familiar favorites such as Beartooth’s Caleb Shomo, Simple Plan’s Pierre Bouvier and Underoath’s Aaron Gillespie, but they also went out of their way to include other artists such as emerging rapper Princess Nokia and Intervals’ guitarist Aaron Marshall. Now if that doesn’t deserve an award, we don’t know what does.  

Back Off Pit Daddies Cause This Song Slaps Award

A Day To Remember - “Mindreader”

But there’s no breakdown! How am I supposed to mosh to this? Would you quit your whining? It’s pretty much impossible for A Day To Remember to write a bad song. And sorry to break it to you pit warriors, they definitely didn’t start with their newest track “Mindreader.

Best Album To Eventually Soundtrack The Next Matrix Movie

Code Orange - Underneath 

Does this one really come as a surprise? Essentially creating their own genre of technology-influenced metalcore (computer core, maybe?), Code Orange’s Underneath is the perfect soundtrack to any type of action-packed, dark web-based, sci-fi thriller like The Matrix trilogy. Now would you like the red pill or the blue pill?  

The Welcome Back, We Fuckin’ Missed You Award

The Ghost Inside - “Aftermath”

A world without new music from The Ghost Inside is a world we don’t want any part of. Thankfully, for the first time since their tragic bus crash back in 2015, the metalcore maestros have returned with the hard-hitting and incredibly emotional track “Aftermath” taken from their soon-to-be-released self-titled album. So for that, the least we could do is present the band with the Welcome Back, We Fuckin’ Missed You Award.  

Honorable Mention: D.R.U.G.S (aka Craig Owens) - “King I Am”

Best Song To Listen To On Repeat And Realize You Successfully Killed Two And A Half Hours Of Your Quarantine

Loathe - “Screaming”

There is nothing made up about this whatsoever. We seriously thank Loathe for creating mind-altering music that transports you to a new dimension.  “Screaming” is a gem and the band deserves to be awarded for it. Oh, and also, I Let It In And It Took Everything is an amazing record everyone needs to hear ASAP.

Best Album To Get Drunk And Talk About Your Feelings To

Violent Soho - Everything Is A-OK

We’re not sure exactly what it is about Australia’s Violent Soho but they always seem to bring the deepest and darkest emotions out of us. Their latest LP Everything Is A-OK is no different. From track one to track ten, the band’s first new album since 2016 is an emotional magnet attracting feeling after feeling leaving us desperate for a drinking buddy and a good cry.

The If It Ain’t Broke Don’t Fix It Award

August Burns Red - Guardians

August Burns Red has been a prominent staple of the heavy music scene for years. Since bursting out of Lancaster, PA with 2005′s Thrill Seeker, the two-time Grammy-nominated act has been a constant source of inspiration with their bruising, top-notch musicianship. Fifteen years later, with the release of their ninth studio album Guardians, the metalcore vets are still as heavy and hard-hitting as ever deserving of our If It Ain’t Broke Don’t Fix It Award.   

Best Album To Eventually Soundtrack The Next Season Of Black Mirror

Enter Shikari - Nothing Is True & Everything Is Possible

Enter Shikari is easily one of the most unpredictable bands in our scene. One minute you think you have them and their eclectic sound pinned down, then the next they release their genre-shattering LP Nothing Is True & Everything Is Possible. With cinematic twists and turns from the rock-oriented opener “THE GREAT UNKNOWN” to the cosmic tornado that is “{ The Dreamer’s Hotel }” and circus-themed “Waltzing Off The Face Of The Earth,” Enter Shikari’s spellbinding LP is a perfect fit for something just as fascinating as the next season of Netflix’s Black Mirror.

Best Album To Get Your Medical Degree To

Vermicide Violence - The Praxis Of Prophylaxis 

We understand it’s not easy to comprehend deathcore lyrics. However, if you’re in need of a good study buddy while you prepare for the boards, look no further than Jarrod Alonge’s new parody album The Praxis Of Prophylaxis. Covering high-end medical topics such as vaccines, gingivitis, asthma and more, Vermicide Violence’s new LP is sure to help a lot more than those Grey’s Anatomy re-runs.    

The Tasmanian Devil Award

Rotting Out - Ronin

The Tasmanian Devil award is a highly coveted prize (possibly one of our most coveted) given to the album with hands down the most circle-pit-inducing tracks. While there have been some pretty good options this year, the record that stands out the most is Rotting Out’s first new album in over seven years, Ronin. Without going too far into detail -- because honestly, it’s pretty obvious why we picked this record -- if you’re able to stand still while listening to these fiery ass songs, you’re probably a cop.

Best Album To Get Drunk And Talk About Your Feelings To Part Two

Spanish Love Songs - Brave Faces, Everyone

Really? You’re gonna complain we used the same category twice in a made-up award show only created cause we’re stuck living fucking Groundhog Day over and over again? Instead, how about you put that same energy into enjoying Spanish Love Songs’ brilliant, tear-jerking album Brave Faces, Everyone. You won’t regret it.

Best Soundtrack To Fuel Your Hatred For The Government

Anti-Flag - 20/20 Vision

Regardless of if you’re really into politics or not, it’s practically impossible at this point to not swear at our so-called “leaders” up in Washington DC. So if you’re looking for the best album to fuel your hatred for the Head Cheeto In Charge and all his helpless minions, look no further than Anti-Flag’s powerful 20/20 Vision.

Honorable Mention: The Homeless Gospel Choir - This Land Is Your Landfill

The Album Most Likely To Get You Out Of Mosh Pit Retirement

Polaris - The Death Of Me

This record is the definition of “slaps.” From beginning to end, Polaris’ punishing new album The Death Of Me is a heavy-duty rollercoaster ride that will leave you with a melted off face and an endless desire to jump back in the pit and crack a few skulls.  

Best Album To Rip A Phat Riff To

Hot Mulligan - You’ll Be Fine

Hot Mulligan are a bunch of jokesters but there’s nothing funny about their new album You’ll Be Fine -- alright, maybe a few of the song titles are a little silly. The band’s latest release is a guitarist’s delight with ringing mathcore-like riffs that will leave you both jubilant and jealous. Case in point, give the infectious opener “OG Bule Sky” a spin and get back to us.   

Honestly, Fight Us, This Song Is A Bop Award

All Time Low feat Blackbear - “Monsters”

We know what some of you cool cats and kittens are thinking: But this isn’t pop-punk!? Since when does Blackbear get a scene pass? Listen up. No, this song isn’t “Dear Maria, Count Me In” but who cares? It’s 2020 and musical genres are dead. Enjoy the good music while you can before we’re all dead too, okay?

Honorable mention: PVRIS - “Deadweight”

Best Song To Steal Toilet Paper To

The Chats - “Drunk N Disorderly”

If you haven’t had the fear of potentially wiping your ass with a washcloth over the last few months, this award probably isn’t for you and your 30 extra rolls of toilet paper. However, for us regular folk who have a limited supply of TP, The Chats’ fast-paced High Risk Behavior track “Drunk N Disorderly” is the perfect song for stumbling into someone’s home and swiping a roll or two.  

Wow We Didn’t See That Coming Award

Falling In Reverse - “The Drug In Me Is Reimagined”

Ronnie Radke has never been afraid to push boundaries musically. Whether it’s rapping on a track or dropping an upbeat, synth-laced single like “Bad Girls Club,” the former Escape The Fate frontman always seems to have something new up his sleeve. This year, to help celebrate 2011′s The Drug In Me Is You becoming gold-certified, Radke and Co. released an epic piano-lead version of their fan-favorite title track. The results? A majestic dream-like experience worth repeating over and over again.

If You Hurt Mother Earth One More Time We Swear You’re Dead Award 

In Hearts Wake - “Worldwide Suicide”

There’s been a lot of talk about global warming over the past few years. Recently, while we’ve all been stuck at home, skies have become clearer than ever as wild animals roam the barren streets. This is a dream come true for earth-friendly metalcore act In Hearts Wake. 

Now as some cities start to reopen, let us remind you: If you even think about going back to your wasteful, pollution-heavy ways, we and In Hearts Wake will come for you with the same force and brutality as heard on their newest track “Worldwide Suicide.” Watch your back.

Sure It’s Different But Still Kicks Ass Award

The Used - Heartwork

This isn’t The Used you knew in junior high. Bert McCrackin and Co. have returned with a fresh-faced 2020 LP that is sure to make you feel some type of way. Featuring guest appearances from members of Blink-182, FEVER 333 and Beartooth, The Used’s latest is a heavy-yet-dancy addition to their beloved-and-never-stale catalog.  

Better Not Sleep On This Record Award

Charmer - Ivy

Look, you literally have nothing but time on your hands. Why not spend it discovering new music from bands who deserve your attention? Seriously, turn off Love Is Blind and Too Hot To Handle and give Charmer’s moody 11-track release Ivy a try. You can thank us later.

Honorable Mention: Big Loser - Love You, Barely Living

Holy Shit We Can’t Believe That Just Happened Award

Dance Gavin Dance - “Calentamiento Global”

Four words we’ve all been thinking since Dance Gavin Dance dropped their highly anticipated album Afterburner: Tilian can speak Spanish!?

Giving the entire Swancore community a jaw-dropping moment with their new experimental track “Calentamiento Global,” in the song, DGD’s brawny frontman shows a little latin flavor with lyrics like “Te adoro, mi reina. Eres la única que veo.” Unsurprisingly, like most Dance Gavin Dance (or should we say Baile Gavin Baile) experiments, the post-hardcore act totally nailed it. 

The Back To Basics Award

The Amity Affliction - Everyone Loves You... Once You Leave Them

The Amity Affliction caught a lot of flack for their experimental 2018 release Misery. While entirely unwarranted as the metalcore vets were just looking to expand their sound, for their 2020 LP Everyone Loves You... Once You Leave Them, the Aussie outfit returned to form with their breakdown-heavy musicianship and brooding lyricism. Still have doubts? How about you give “All My Friends Are Dead” a spin or two.  

Skankin’ Pickle Award

Skatune Network - Ska Goes Emo, Vol. 1

Here’s a fun one. Adding to the list of things we never thought we’d see in 2020, go ahead and add a ska record covering some of your emo favs like My Chemical Romance, Paramore and Blink-182. Already known for his creative covers, Skatune Network really outdid himself this time around with his Ska Goes Emo LP. Who would have guessed you could skank so well to “I’m Not Okay (I Promise)?” 

The 2020 Glow-Up Award

The Word Alive - Monomania

The Word Alive has seen a lot of change over the course of their ten-year career. From 2010′s hard-hitting album Deceiver to this year’s impressive LP Monomania, the band has really grown into who they are today. For the first time, instead of putting out the music they’re expected to release, the Arizona act really stepped out of their comfort zone and dropped the music they wanted to make resulting in one of this year’s freshest and best so far.

Chocolate Covered Cranberries Award

Four Year Strong - Brain Games

For five long grueling years, we went without new music from easycore noisemakers Four Year Strong. This February, that all changed with the release of the band’s killer seventh studio album Brain Pain. Bringing the guitar-lead heaviness fans have come to love over the years along with their infectious pop-punk-leaning songwriting, Four Year Strong’s new record is the perfect balance of sour and sweet -- like chocolate covered cranberries! Who’s hungry?    

#Vans Warped Tour #Four Year Strong #The Word Alive #Skatune Network #The Amity Affliction #Dance Gavin Dance #Charmer #The Used #In Hearts Wake #Falling In Reverse #The Chats #All Time Low #Hot Mulligan #Polaris #Anti Flag #Anti-Flag #Spanish Love Songs #Rotting Out #Jarrod Alonge #Vermicide Violence #Enter Shikari #August Burns Red #Violent Soho #Loathe #Code Orange #A Day To Remember #The Ghost Inside #Silverstein #interview

[8241991]

my near playlist and explanations for the songs under the cut 

1. amenamy by purity ring - very atmospheric, and the lyrics seem nonsensical but i interpret it as a song about freedom and undoing many of the things that stress you. i often listen to it when i’m stressed as hell and i can picture near listening to this song for the same reason. 

2. mine by bazzi - OKAY IT’S JUST HERE BECAUSE OF THE ‘YOU SO FUCKIN PRECIOUS WHEN YOU SMILE’ 

3. you are the moon by the hush sound - the piano is such a fitting instrument for near, as elegant and classy as it is and it’s the main instrument in this song. but the lyrics describe being alone, not understanding your full potential, and feelings of inadequacy. :( 

4. eh eh (nothing else i can say) by lady gaga - SIMPLY HERE FOR THE ‘i’m head over heels for this boy’ THING 

5. get free by lana del rey - if you know me then you know i link lana del rey and near very closely because her songs often fit him (as well as meronia) so well. this song is much more optimistic, but is often about finding freedom. i can see this as being similar to how near felt after the kira investigation was finished. 

6. titanium by david guetta feat. sia - near is SO STRONG to keep on going after what ensues after the kira investigation, losing many of the people he knew and cherished, as well as dealing with his own feelings of inadequacy and his lack of confidence. he is solid as a fucking rOCK. 

7. shape of my heart by sting - holy fuck. probably the most fitting song for him on this list. i love this song so much, and it’s hard to even describe my thoughts on why it’s so fitting for him because they’re so expansive. but it’s mostly about his methods, his relationship with L and Mello, his hatred of Kira, essentially the entirety of his character. i will make an MMV/AMV with this song for him in the future. just you wait. 

8. in too deep by sum 41 - a kinda happy, upbeat song for him. could fit for mello as well as him. a much more fun take on the kira investigation. 

9. headstrong by trapt - DON’T MAKE FUN OF ME THIS IS A GOOD FUCKIN SONG, again near is a fucking ROCK his emotional strength is insane. he has to push everything down in order to solve this investigation and i know it kills him slightly but UGH. HE DOES IT. 

10. whatever it takes by imagine dragons - he’s not above using unsavory methods (though he’s much more humane than L, thank fucking god) and he’s determined as hell. 

11. the middle by jimmy eat world - after the kira investigation his confidence is diminished. i just wish i could have him listen to this and i want to tell him i believe in him and that he’s good enough. i love him. 

12. lithium by nirvana - he’s peculiar. that isn’t necessarily individual to him, but he’s got a special kind of weirdness. he likes his toys and this song also reminds me of his finger puppets. 

13. the hell song by sum 41 - a more serious sum 41 song that i really enjoy, it accentuates his growth during the kira investigation because his confidence and belief system is fundamentally affected by it. can also highlight some of his feelings on mello. 

14. when i come around by green day - near @ light. lmao. 

15. in between by beartooth - near trying to navigate life is hard. it just is. 

16. i can’t take it by tegan and sara - near @ mello. :( he just wanted him alive. 

17. tiptoe by imagine dragons - near did directly confront light, but he could also be sneaky and do some underhanded stuff. also, light never pictured near could beat him. ever. 

18. floorplan by tegan and sara - this song is peculiar. i’ve never really figured out what it meant specifically, but i feel that if near had to describe his emotional state and be more vulnerable, this is how he would go about it. “i want to draw you a floorplan of my head and heart” 

19. paint’s peeling by rilo kiley - whew. this song makes me feel ways about things all the damn time. but i often picture near with this song because i can imagine he’s suffocated by being a sensitive person who has to disregard his emotions for the sake of his work. 

20. sally’s song by amy lee - near about mello. kill me. 

21. comfortably numb by pink floyd - the atmosphere of this song is just very fitting to him for me. i also love the way it sounds. 

22. famous last words by my chemical romance - could fit with either near or mello, but i think the lines ‘i am not afraid to keep on living i am not afraid to walk this world alone’ fit near very well. 

23. gods and monsters by lana del rey - holy fuck. near lost any innocence he ever had after the kira investigation. and he was definitely caught in a land between gods (L) and monsters (kira) 

24. my blood by ellie goulding - how near tried his best to protect mello, as well as extend sympathy with it being not reciprocated 

25. change by lana del rey - ‘change is a powerful thing, people are powerful beings trying to find the power in me to be faithful change is a powerful thing i feel it coming in me’ just. lana del rey belongs to near. 

26. two-headed boy by neutral milk hotel - another way to accentuate nears peculiarities, but also this song is very melancholy and describes a person trying to navigate in the world or a situation alone

27. figure 8 by ellie goulding - this is a meronia vibe and bop for the ages. 

28. the good that won’t come out by rilo kiley - this is definitely in near’s depression playlist. 

29. down in a hole by alice in chains - ‘you don’t understand who they thought i was supposed to be, look at me now, a man who won’t let himself be’. fucking depressing. 

30. the sound of winter by bush - this is the newest one and i need to think it over more, but the lyrics ‘mind strong body strong try to find equilibrium head straight screwed on’ resonate with near to me. 

#im BORED #so take this

[falloutbutch]

Tag Game

rules: answer 30 questions and tag 20 blogs that you are obligated by this piece of trash to know.

i was tagged by @hxldmxtxghtxrdxnt, thanks ash!

Nicknames: jazz (its not my real name, just a nickname i use on the internet bc it makes me feel safer), randy, broodkin (my big brother’s dorky nickname for me)

Gender: gender and i don’t have a great relationship and i don’t have (or necessarily want) a label but i use she/her pronouns

Star Sign: virgo

Height: 5′8″

Time: 4:30 PM

Birthday: September 10

Favorite Bands: fall out boy (obviously), mcr, imagine dragons, beartooth

Favorite Solo Artist: don’t listen to a lot of solo artists, but i really enjoy patrick stump, gerard way, and ray toro’s solo projects

Song stuck in your head: my internal monologue is always andy, your a star by the killers (thanks for that one @giveemhelkid)

Last Movie: Ikiru by Kurosawa (for my comparative literature class)

Last TV Show: stranger things

Why you created your blog: i wanted to start over and have my main blog focus on fob

What you post/reblog: almost exclusively fob, some personal shitposts

Last thing i googled: who is in the i don’t care video

Other blogs: my personal is @believersneverdyke and i mod for @bandomisforlovers

Why url: fall out boy + butch lesbian --> falloutbutch

I follow: 58

Followers: 90

Amount of sleep: during rowing season, like 6-7 hours. I go to sleep at 10 and wake up at 4:45.

Lucky number: 3 and 13

Instrument: cello (10 years), oboe (three years but i stopped after middle school), and ukulele but i’m absolutely shit at it

What are you wearing: adidas sweatpants and a sports bra bc i have no idea what the hell a shirt is apparently

Dream Trip: i mean i’m living my dream trip right now so

Favorite Food: pasta

Favorite Song rn: pavlove by fob

Last Book I read: the plague by Albert Camus for class, What Made Maddy Run by Kate Fagan for personal reasons. I highly recommend the latter, it deals very respectfully with the death of an american college athlete and the resulting impact on how mental illness is viewed and treated in athletes across the country.

Edit: I totally fuckin forgot to tag people so: 

@shamfriend @believersneverdie @truantwavevinyl @punkwlw @pmvstump @wentzman @yuleshootyoureyeout @themightyfall @wishingwellsandmagicspells feel free to do this if you want, no pressure if you don’t!

#about me #tag game

[alrenee]

whaddup i’m al i’m 25 and i finished all my homework in a timely manner for once so my vyvanse was like “yo why don’t rank the concerts you’ve been to this year” so HERE WE GO

5) Elton John

“A L WHAT THE FUCK WHY ARE YOU PUTTING ELTON JOHN LAST” listen. elton john is a legend. he put on an absolutely phenomenal show. i’m so happy that i can say that i saw him live. BUT i only fully knew a few of the songs, and nobody stood during this show and it bothered me lmao

4) Jonas Brothers

if 25-year-old al went back in time and told 12-year-old al that she would actually get to see the jonas brothers live, she probably wouldn’t believe her. jobros put on a damn good show as well, and i knew a good chunk of the songs. my biggest gripe was that i paid $200 for my ticket and couldn’t see the whole stage but we were close soooo 

3) Breaking Benjamin/Three Days Grace/Chevelle

IT ONLY TOOK MY COUSIN A WHOLE ASS DECADE TO TAKE ME TO SEE 3DG BUT HERE WE ARE. IT HAPPENED. EVEN THOUGH IT WASN’T WITH THE ORIGINAL LEAD SINGER.

this was my second time seeing both breaking benjamin and chevelle (saw breaking benjamin in 2016 when they toured with disturbed and chevelle all the way back in 2010), so i knew it was gonna be a good show. breaking benjamin and 3DG are two of my favorite bands of ALL TIME, and i knew every single song. i love rock music so much, you guys. rock concerts are the best. would see all of these guys again in a heartbeat.

2) Panic! at the Disco

do i need to say more lmao i would literally pay brendon urie to punch me in the face

1) A Day to Remember/I Prevail/Beartooth

this was my second time seeing beartooth since they opened for fall out boy last year in columbus and they were just as good as i remembered but HOO BUDDY LEMME TELL Y’ALL ABOUT MY LOVE FOR I PREVAIL

so i knew of i prevail from their cover of “blank space” but i didn’t start listening to any of their other stuff until this year, and when i did i was like “why the f u c k did i wait this long”. their music is amazing. this year was a pretty tough one for me mentally and their music really helped me through a lot of sleepless nights. 

you guys. i have never cried at a concert in my LIFE. i was pretty much in hysterics before they even walked out on stage. i knew the setlist by heart. i screamed along to every single fuckin song. plus we saw them with their VIP group through the windows while we were waiting outside to for doors to open and i lost my shit.  

and while i was mainly there to see i prevail, a day to remember was fuckin INSANE. like before this show i only knew, like, 4 ADTR songs. now i have their setlist in a spotify playlist. both of these bands are amazing live. i would go see them 10000 more times. like seriously. hands down the best concert of the year for me. it’s been 5 days and i’m still not over it.

#al rambles

[greyson--matthew--sixx]

Greyson’s Character Playlist

1. Glass House - Machine Gun Kelly feat. Naomi Wild

“Sometimes I wanna fuckin' scream or run away, I don't know”

2. Death In My Pocket - Machine Gun Kelly

“Don't know, why but it feels like my world is crashing down”

3. I Think I’m Okay - Machine Gun Kelly feat. YUNGBLUD and Travis Barker

“Drown myself in alcohol, that shit never helps at all. I might say some stupid things tonight when you pick up this call. I've been hearing silence on the other side for way too long. I can taste it on my tongue, I can tell that something's wrong but I guess it's just my life and I can take it if I wanna, but I cannot hide in hills of California because these hills have eyes, and I got paranoia. I hurt myself sometimes, is that too scary for you?”

 4. Beverly Hills - Weezer

“Where I come from isn't all that great. My automobile is a piece of crap. My fashion sense is a little whack, and my friends are just as screwy as me.”

 5. Kick In The Teeth - Papa Roach

“ What doesn't kill me only, will make me stronger in my head.”

6. Shoot ‘Em Down - MOD SUN feat. Machine Gun Kelly and Blackbear

“Only two things I will not do. Watch my back and watch my language. Fuck with me”

7. My World - Metallica

“Not only do I not know the answer, I don't even know what the question is.”

8. I Don’t Wanna Stop - Ozzy Osbourne

“I don't need another savior.”

9. Let You Go - Machine Gun Kelly

“Since you left, I've been holding onto a memory. Since you walked out that door and you said I changed and you're so damn sick of me.You're not mine anymore.”

10. Bad Mother Fucker - Machine Gun Kelly feat. Kid Rock

“I be rolling stoned, yeah I should be on the cover with my middle finger screaming, I'm a bad motherfucker.”

11. The Dirt (Est. 1981) - Motley Crue feat. Machine Gun Kelly

“More sex, more tats, more blood, more pain. More threats, more theft, torn jeans, cocaine. Midnight ride down the Sunset Strip. New bike with the plate, read the 666. Give me more sex, more tats, more blood, more pain. More threats, more theft, torn jeans, cocaine. More pretty strippers with the big red lips, making big tips, showing off their nice big tits, ha!”

12. Girls, Girls, Girls - Motley Crue

“Girls, girls, girls. Long legs and burgundy lips. Girls, girls, girls. Dancin' down on the Sunset Strip. Girls, girls, girls. Red lips, fingertips”

13. Riot - Escape The Fate

“I can't think straight, can't hear shit. I'm a motherfucking savage baby, no regrets.”

14. Empire - Escape The Fate

“One more time doing one more line. One more shot till we all ignite. Spend all of my money and more. It's blurry in the moonlight, I'll never see the sunrise, I'll drink until I go blind, drink until I go blind.”

15. The Good Life - Three Days Grace

“All I want, is a little of the good life. All I need, is to have a good time.”

16. Come Back For You - Elephante feat. Matluck

“Doesn't matter where I'm goin', 'long as it's you I'm holdin' honey. You are the only one who knows me, the one who can expose me.”

17. Villain I’m Not - Three Days Grace

“Go on, take it out, take it out on me, cause you know I'm the only one who knows what you need. You want me to be guilty, to be the one who's wrong. So easy to blame me, it's been that way for so long.”

18. We Roll - Shallow Side

“Living a life underneath these lights, watching the stars in the sky align.We got our hearts bleeding crimson and white. Cause you know what we do (We roll, we roll) Cause you know what we do (We roll) Just like the tide, we roll.”

19. Meltdown - Love and Death

“I think I'm having a meltdown”

20. Bad Listener - Beartooth

“You say my vision's not a vision at all. There's no degree in rock n roll. Say it's a waste of time. Say I'll never get a real shot. I'll be bangin' my head 'til my brain rots”

21. Over My Dead Body - Blind Channel

“You can have it if you want it, over my dead body”

22. Not The Only One - Papa Roach

“I was screwed up, I was angry at the world. I felt like I was a loser. I had a chip on my shoulder then. In a low place, wishing I was anywhere else but there. On a California highway, I was broke but I always had time to spare.”

23. Another Level - Hollywood Undead

“Yo, what the fuck can I say? I'm losing my mind today. Dipped up in that mosh pit, elbows up, let's bust some lips. Acting like I give a shit, roll it up, take a hit. Smelling like that Mary J, hands on that champagne, champagne. Maintain a bad habit like the cocaine. I'm on another level, a level you can't pass. I'm on some other shit, who knows how long it'll last? My heart is beating out, this shit just creeps up fast. I'm on another level, a level you can't pass.”

24. Why Dance With The Devil When You Have Me - William Control

“I feel so alone, in a state of depression, at an all time low. Closed in, in deception, where nobody would know.”

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