#i feel like ive gone for a marathon yesterdsy except i have done nothing but sit up sometimes

[scorpiusmalfoylovesoscarwilde]

what do you mean my disabilities disable me 😟😟😟😟😟😟 what do you mean they aren't just funny little things that make me quirky and I can joke about 😟😟😟😟😟😟 what do you mean they're actually delibitating and prevent me from doing things 😟😟😟😟😟😟😟

#and at the most inconvinient times like please 🧎‍♂️🧎‍♂️ please stop i have so much to do #this is about my autism cfs and depression all ganging up on me at the same time #im struggling to get out of bed and stay awake let alone go outside #what do you mean time keeps going when im like this????? #wdym i cant pause time so i can rest for like a week and go at my own pace and there will be no consequences wdym thats not possible #im also recovering from covid #i cannot stay awake for more than a few hours and my entire body aches #i feel like ive gone for a marathon yesterdsy except i have done nothing but sit up sometimes #this is bullying my own body is bullying me #and my joints are fucking killing me i feel like im 50 #specifically my wrists and my neck #i wanna snap my head and hands off i feel like that would help actually #and i have absolutely no mental energy at all the thought of going outside is horrifying #and trying to do anything but idk watch tv is virtually impossible #BUT I HAVE SO MUCH TO FUCKING DO 😭😭 #autism #cfs (chronic fatigue syndrome) #depression #disabilities #wooo i love having a non functioning everything #doesnt effect me badly at alllllllll