#i enjoy it all as one big gay joke but i also enjoy the fuckjng crazy implications of all of this for watanukis two closest besties

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say what you want about various things but clamp were kinda cooking when they were like 'if ur not around your gay love interest for like three hours you may just simply eat shit and fall out of a window and die' 😭

#i also enjoy the inherent angst of 'your other crush is actually the death girl' even if hima is sadly not explored much #i enjoy it all as one big gay joke but i also enjoy the fuckjng crazy implications of all of this for watanukis two closest besties #i also just find it sweet that their weird kid hangouts every day kinda mitigate their shit they all cancel each other out #like the universe brought them together to get to be friends.... #im not a douwatahima truther but its very cool for those shippers too #im also not a watanuki hima crush denier i just think its funny to laugh at him being in denial of all of his feelings but that #i feel like his feelings for either of them are definitely romantic but to very different extents and natures #i also just rly heavily relate to shoving all your feelings in one direction to not have to explore the elephant in the room #i used to do that a lot #i like the idea that in a minimal drama au his feelings for hima fizzle out to be like the closest friendship like even closer than before #this is also from irl experience. i have a long sordid past of tripping over myself for crushes that become friends or vice versa LMAO #the strongest homies are the ones you wanted to date 5 years ago #i also enjoy the inherent comedy of him calljng his bestie babe and darling and his boyfriend dipshit and dumbass #anyway #i love holic so much but if there was a way they could explore the whole push n pull of having one repel friend vs one danger magnet friend #i would eat that shit up #the fanfic urge strikes yet again #this would've been a twitter post but twitter isnt letting me TWEET!!!!!!!!goddamn #what if himawari was real and she touched elon musk on the arm and he suddenly really wanted to go see the titanic #***explore even more i mean #i ran out of space #the amount of tags i use and how i use them probably gives me away as a tumblr elder #xxxholic