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kayah16 · 6 years

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An: Caleb and Benny talk

Benny didnt fear much. He feared the unknown. He fears his Mama. He feared going to jail. He faired his brother Cameron. Then their was his Step Father Caleb. Their was something about the presence of Caleb that sent a shiver down his spine.

Benny stood 6'1 and over 200 pounds. Yet, he feared Caleb who stood the same height as him and weighed less than him. Why did he fear this man? I mean if Benny wanted to he could take Caleb out like that. He seen the way Caleb looked at his Mother and he seen how she looked at him.

He seen how Cameron looked up to him. He seen how Melissa and Lainey always went to him for advice. He felt a little jealous especially when Mama Hanna would either go to Caleb or Cameron for favors. Hell Mama Hanna hasn't asked Benny to do shit for her.

He felt like he was being replaced by two men who weren't there for her when the tough shit was going down. That irked Benny because yes he was stupid, but he meant well. He was there for everything from her old house being burned down to Little Quincy dying.

He felt that he should be respected more by Mama Hanna. Benny was sitting in the kitchen eating a fruit salad when Caleb walked in.

Caleb placed a bag of clothes in front of Benny and put the rest of the bags on the floor. Benny looked at Caleb then at the bag of clothes and went inside the bag. Benny took out a white dress shirt and some black slacks with some black dress shoes.

"Those are the clothes you need when going for a job. I know you have your tow yard business, but start looking for other jobs."

Benny looked at his step father and back at the clothes again. No man has ever done this for him.

"I don't understand."

Caleb rolled his eyes of course Benny didn't understand. Just slow for no damn reason.

"You are about to become a father. A Baby cost a lot of money. Pampers, Onesies, Formula, things like that. You wont be getting that with a Tow Yard worker salary. Especially when you don't get calls like that."

"Oh. I dont know where to go for job searching."

Benny admitted.

"You are going to be working with me. All my jobs range but with that outfit you are going to Katheryn Cryers house. Let her know you know how to fix a few things. She pays good."

"But that woman was going to cover up her son hitting me."

"No, her husband did that. That woman paid your hospital bills and had you moved to one of the best hospitals when the other one was going to let you die."

"Mommy told me that. When Candace wanted me to sue them."

"Let me ask you something?"

Benny nodded his head.

"Do you love your Mother?"

"Of course. Why would you ask me that?"

"Your actions show and prove different. You turned on your Mother for your sister who has done nothing but stabbed you in the back. You would argue with your Mother about Candace and Candace would give you her ass to kiss."

"I mean that's my sister."

"Okay and? Does that stop the fact she is a shitty person? I mean this girl was going to have the police arrest your Mama for kidnapping when she decided to put Lil Q in foster care."

"I mean yea, but...."

"See, this is why I cant fuck with you fully. As a man you a shitty ass man. You watch your Mama die and come up with some dumbass excuse."

"You nor Cameron were around for the really hard battles though."

"You mean the hotel shootout? Let me explain something that hotel shootout was your fault. You had no business bringing Candace to the hotel room when you knew War was after her. You knew and you still brought her to the hotel room. I could have lost your Mother. Do you know that?"

"Yes, I was there!"

Benny replied raising his voice.

"Check ya tone. I punch all that bass out yo ass. If you knew you would be doing better by here. Their is no reason why she cant confide in you. No reason why she doesn't trust you."

Benny felt like shit. For his own Mother not to trust him stung.

"How about when your Mother told you to leave Mrs. Harrington alone and you kept fucking her? Matter of fact didnt you fuck her in your mother's old house? In which she covered it up trying to protect you."

Benny thought back to when Mama Hanna walked in on him and Veronica. How she was put in the middle because he couldn't keep his dick to himself.

"How about when Candace fucked you over with the house. Ya Mama went to Candace and told her to call you, but she didn't. Ya Mama tried to stop you from being arrested. You sat your dumbass in that seat and got dragged in front of her and Little Quincy."

Benny remembered that day. That day Candace was suppose to bring him the money and she didn't.

"See, I know I wasnt there. I know. See I can apologize and always do better. Cause she knows if I had of been there I would have done anything to protect y'all. I would have taken a bullet to protect y'all. Your sperm donor didnt teach you much about being a man. I promise you before Melissa gives birth you will be a better man."

Benny let his words sink in. Tony didnt teach him much about being a man. Benny thought that having a dick made you a man.

"The only reason I am tolerating you is because of your Mother. Truly and honestly as soon as I met you I wanted to put you 6 feet under for putting her in dangerous situations. I'm taking you in as a son because of her. Go take ya ass upstairs. Wash up and put those clothes on and go to Mrs. Cryers house. Let her know you be her handy man. You also be working with me. So you have 3 jobs under your belt. Dont make me regret this."

With that Caleb picked the bags up off the floor leaving Benjamin with his thoughts. He really was a horrible son and a fucked up man. Caleb willing to take him under his wing meant a lot to Benny.

An: sucks. Sorry.

#haves and have nots fic #Benny Fic #Caleb Fic #Kayah writes a mess

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omgmicheal01me · 5 years

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