#i cant hold on anymore

[alfazoings]

captain fish holy shit im a big fan

#she could stab me and i wouldnt complain #she could absolutely just destroy me and i would be yipeeeing all the way #i was already ill over both ahab and ishmael before this id #but pjmoon decided to give me the third lesbian awakening this season iguess!! #I AM UNWELL #EVSN GAY BABY JAIL CANT HOLD ME IN ANYMORE #JFJHULHLLIHH RAHH I LOVE INSANE WOMEN #limbus company #project moon #ishmael lcb #lcb ishmael

[averageludwig]

I need to get this out of my system or i will blow up. LIKE DAMN.. DAMN. LIKE OKAY. Like damn. Like. Tears in my eyes . fistful of hair . rocking back and forth . damn. He is ruining my life. Guys on the count if 3 throw the biggest rock at me. I need to be stoned there is no cure to this. goodnight cruel world.

#averitext #I AM GKING TO VOMIT. #IS SO LIKE #soft....... #I am gonna pop him into my mouth #this will get inappropriate very quickly i should hold myself back #ITS JUST GUYS?????? LIKE GUYS LIKE COME ON #like okay #like he is so handsome #i want. a 30 minute long sfm animation very human and realistic and smooth of him talking and chatting really softly and being really happy #and passionate and full of love and joy and oh god #cant even say my wife anymore this is just something else #mental breakdown in tags because this being in the actual blog will end me up in a hospital #please #lethal injection

[frogfan985]

pyo image like, 5

#honestly only made this cause i saw it as a sketch in my notebook #cant really say if ill make anymore tf2 art cause its hold is really loosening on me tbhh #maybe idk #for funsies #tf2 #tf2 fanart #pyro tf2 #tf2 pyro #fanart #frogfan.png

[lemonsiskull]

i want his face engraved on my headstone colt cattlemen belongs to @thelone-copper

#THE UPDATED DESIGN MAKES ME FUCKING EXPLDOE I LOVE HIM #i wanna give him a big fat smooch #i cant hold it back anymore #SAVING A HORSE #colt cattlemen #not my oc

[freckledjoes]

I know, I know. It's not Quinn, but it's KEERY.

The first Keery post on here, but won't be the last~

#joe keery #i cant hold myself back anymore #this is a joe loving page #or a j loving men page cuz jamie #idk #i just yeah nomnom or something #original photo by #quinn wharton #my-edits #jk-edits

[seung-mong]

chan in france!! and awhh look its the eiffel tower AGGRESSIVE WINK

#seung mong! #skz #skz smut #someone hold me down #i cant do this anymore i fear #binchan

[valarinde]

— he’s still there. still dreaming. BERSERK (1997) | ANGEL’S EGG (1985)

#berserk #angel's egg #myedit #ive reached my limit i guess i cant hold back from posting gifsets anymore even tho im in jail indefinitely #and theyll never be in the tag #anyway. this is berserk fic inspiration #berserkedit

[iho6hi]

isagis forehead is the best damn thing to happen in this manga

#I CANT BELIEVE ILL BE USING THE BLUE LOCK MANGA TAG 😭😭😭 #blue lock #bllk #blue lock manga #isagi yoichi #isagi #blue lock isagi #MY HANDSOME BOY #HOLDING HIS FACE N KISSING HIS FOREHEAF HE IS GORGEOUS I LOVE HIM TO DEATG #i lo veh im #hes MINE!!!!!....... #i cant gatekeep him anymore 😭😭😭 (my mental health is deteriorating)

[venear-tmblr]

w-what if Ven and Rae were ex band mates… and maybe ex partners…. in the band au👉👈

what if Ven got signed to a music label and Fengári was a producer/bass player for ven’s upcoming album, what then huh👀

#i cant hold this in anymore i need to scream about it #this au has become an obsession #fable smp #c!ven #fable smp rae #fengári #vengári

[daisythecomic]

Theyre kind of vile and disgusting in an endearing way .

#fionna and cake #fionna and cake spoilers #adventure time #Okay i cant fucking hold it in anymore i need them

[atlasnessie]

I NEED TO SHIT

#I NEED TO DECLARE IT TO THE WORLD #I. NEED. TO SHIT. SO FUCKINF BAD #IM AT SCHOOL AND I CANT. #I CANT FUCKKNF HOLD IT #I CANT FO THIS ANYMORE #IM ON MY FUCKED UP PERIOD WHICH MAKES ME WANT TO SHIT EVEN MORE #talking with atlas !

[hyah-lian]

General reminder to other scrunched up sitters like me. Please do try and sit with your legs out and stretch your hamstrings once in a while if you can.

Maybe now even if you are able and have time

Brought to you by the startling realization I couldn't sit up at a 90° angle again without my legs screaming

And a few nights of wondering what I did to get sore legs turns out I just hadn't stretched

#self care #self care callout #it thows me constantly because i am surprisingly flexible in most ways #except my hamstrings and maybe hips are ridiculously tight like all the time #can i fold my 5 ft 10 self into a locker or under a desk still? yeah mostly. #can i reach behind me at really odd angles and get things with either hand or even my foot? sure #can i sit in an L shape with my legs flat and straight in front of me? absolutely not #my core strength is weirdly sucky too. can i hold weird poses for gremlin reasons? ye #can i do anything useful? no lmao #i guess my one arm has slightly reduced range of motion too still from the break cause i didnt do physio #but its not awful and doesnt hurt nearly as much anymore. i just cant quite do bullshit like i used to

[momotonescreaming]

Thinking about a Steve who goes sober after the Russians

Once he's mostly recovered from his concussion, when the world still feels like it's closing in on him but his head doesn't feel like it's going to crack in two - Steve cracks open a beer.

He's tense, and paranoid, and it's all too much, and he swears he keeps seeing the silhouette of one of the Russian soldiers in the woods. So he turns the TV up loud, sits on the couch, and has beer with dinner. Take the edge off. Distract himself.

Except the beer just makes everything worse. What once would have been a nice buzz - just makes his stomach churn and his head spin.

The walls of his house are too pale and the lights are too bright and his vision is tunnelling and he's alone and he starting to feel that buzzed floaty feeling he felt when the Russians stuck that needle in his neck and oh god he can't handle this he doesn't want to lose control of himself he needs to be prepared he needs to be ready the floor is rushing up to meet him it's too cold everything echos he can't do this again he just works at scoops ahoy please

Steve throws up in the hall bathroom. He drinks water as he pours the rest of his beer down the sink

#stranger things #steve harrington #momo.txt #yes i saw that post about how scared steve looked during the torture #and got thinking about season 3 #and consequences #(bc the duffers wont bring it up again) #this is a headcanon ive been quietly holding on for for a while #a steve who cant stand the out of control feeling drugs and alcohol gives him anymore #because he got drugged against his will #and that would fuck you up #even though it was pkayed up for laughs #also robin tbh but im in my steve feelings rn

[ilynpilled]

from 2010

the thing with george and fanfic is that i think hes a lil confused

#not hack ripoff publishing absgjdgwj #i genuinely dont see how his argument isnt nonsense here sorry #‘not as i understand the term’ #which is???? #like he wont sue anybody he just doesnt want u to send it to him atp #does he still argue that it doesnt fall under fair use??? #like idc if he dislikes it but his argument here is rooted in ‘it’s infringement so i must act so i must protect my copyright’ #‘if i am aware’ #‘so there is no slippery slope with hack fraud publishing’ #but it isn’t infringement bc it falls under fair use #so he can dislike it all he wants but that concern doesnt hold anymore #like he cant make that jump w nancy and paul to hack fraud publishing making bucks or whatever bc its two very different things #i just don’t understand this argument like u being aware of a fanfic and not suing doesnt mean ud have no ground to protect ur copyright #from for profit publishers

[northern-passage]

Hi kit! Any books recs or your favourite ones? I’ve been having a thought time at uni and I need a break

hmmm well not sure what you're in the mood for, but i just read what we fed to the manticore and i cannot recommend it enough!!! it's not exactly lighthearted but it is really touching, approaching environmental conservation and even military oppression through the perspective of animals. i also finally just finished pageboy, which took me some time to read but i recommend it if you're interested in celeb memoirs (emphasis on celeb memoir; while i liked page's stream of consciousness about his experiences, it's very raw and lacking introspection, imo. but still worth a read if you're interested).

otherwise i don't have much to recommend that i haven't already before, i'm trying to really get back into reading consistently this year (and reading books that are actually good lol) a lot of the books i read last year weren't really good enough for me to want to recommend.

but i did really like minor detail, but if you're looking for a break maybe skip it for now as it's a very heavy read. if you're looking for a quick and weird extreme horror book then i'd recommend to be devoured.

i'm now reading i shudder at your touch which i linked a few days ago, i'm about 3 stories in and i've really enjoyed the second and third one (sea lovers was like right up my alley), but the first one is kinda a slog to get through (or not, if you like stephen king i guess)

#im also like 4 pages into house of hunger so i cant really say anything about it yet. but i am reading it #and im reading cobalt red but ive been put in time out by spotify and ran out of audiobook minutes so. i cant read anymore of that #for like 8 more days lol #like i said unfortunately most of the books i read last year simply. were not very good #aside from the few ive already recommended before #its hard for me to say any favorite books bc its been so long since ive read some of these #who knows if they hold up.... #i used to be obsessed with the night circus by erin morgenstern tho. i should reread that bc i dont really remember much #i also always recommend the southern reach trilogy #ask #anonymous

[rakkuntoast]

i swear if qforever doesnt get a nice and healing reunion with richas and tallulah i am exploding that server myself

#txt post #cw caps #a shit ton of caps in the tags #HOW HARD IS IT TO WISH THIS CUBITO SOME FUCKING HAPPINESS #EVERY TIME I REMEMBER ABT FOREVER CUBITO I FEEL AWFUL MY LITTLE GUY HASNT HAD A BREAK IN SO LONG #MOSTLY CUZ PEOPLE CONSTANTLY GIVE HIM SHIT AND ISOLATE HIM SINCE HE'S THE FUCKING PRESIDENT NOW AND DONT EVEN TREAT HIM AS MUCH OF A FRIEND #ANYMORE AND JUST HOLD HIM AT ARMS REACH. HE FEELS ALONE AND HOPELESS #LITERALLY THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT STILL TREAT HIM LIKE THEY TREATED HIM BEFORE THE WHOLE PRESIDENT THING BULLSHIT IS HIS DAMN FAMILY AND PHIL #AND MAYBE BAGHS TOO I CANT REMEMBER #man feels like no one trusts him anymore cuz hes “part of the feds” when he's not actually as involved as people make it seem #literally the only official mission he has ever done for the feds was the whole go to the nether get lost lmao L bozo #his position in the federation can literally just be reduced to the one who represents the islanders as a whole in the eyes of the feds #like god every time someone refers to him by his actually name instead of “the president” an angel regains its wings #cuz yeah he has to carry the burden of his position but that doesnt mean im not allowed to complain that everyone is pushing him away for i #like fuck. phil telling him that he trusts him and cares about him before forever went to the nether meant the fucking world to him #“phil nailed it down in the minute what was happening. im glad i can rely on him” <- not verbatim but like. cmon