#i can't even. fucking hell man.

[ptolemaeaea]

im so tired man

#it took a video from may coming out and becoming viral on twt for the administration to even acknowledge the gravity of everything that's #happening in manipur #someone on twt said that they shut down the internet in manipur not to maintain peace/control the situation there but to maintain and #control national apathy and they're so right #and when MPs bring it up for discussion in rajya sabha the day's session itself is adjourned #despite it being barely two. maybe three hours. since the monsoon session began #and also what a horrific video it was #i can't even. fucking hell man.

[alliekitaguchi]

i know that ahead of tomorrow's episode, we're all ruminating over the idea of there being no doppelgangers amongst them, but consider the idea that there are.

and they guess WRONG.

#i truly think that would break them #they can't even see a traitor in their midst? #and the person they accuse who's innocent? #ouch #i actually need it so desperately #personally i think liam and travis would be excellent doppelgangers #especially since everyone trusts orym #but travis and liam are so good at deception i think it would be brilliant #almost sam #because that man has more cards up his sleeve than a fucking magician #critical role #bells hells

[solradguy]

Whenever I see someone being transphobic on twt in a bridget thread i reply with three pictures of my mains: ky kiske from ac+r, ky kiske from rev 2, and ky kiske from strive.

it self selects for people who actually play the game. it’s canon that he’ll fight off transphobes with the blade. and if they actually played guilty gear they’d get the underlining messages

While it can be really funny to bully these guys back, please keep in mind that nothing you can say or do to these people will hurt them or waste as much of their time as what they say will stick with you or waste your time. It might be funny to send them a bunch of Ky pictures, but what they're doing is laughing that the only response the people they hate can give them is sending a bunch of pictures of anime boys.

The only thing that works is blocking them. They've turned being an asshole into a recreational sport and getting any sort of response in return is a victory for them.

#asks #Unfortunately I was an asshole on the internet once (not a vicious transphobe just a basic internet asshole) #I know exactly how these people function because I was there once... #When you don't take the person you're arguing with seriously it's very easy to laugh at every single thing they do #Which is what these guys are doing. It doesn't matter how well thought out the counter argument is. They don't care and they won't care #All you can hope for is that they're young and they grow out of it (I did) #I feel bad for them because I think about what led to me being like that decades ago. Are they going through the same thing? #I was like that because I was in a hopeless situation and hated myself and hated everyone else #People arguing back just proved my point that everything sucked and my hate was justified #It's an awful feedback loop. People being kind to me felt disingenuous. Why should they be kind? I hated them. They had no reason to be nic #I had to get to a point where I was willing to help myself crawl out of that pit before I let anyone else even get near me emotionally #I still remember the day when I realized I was being a fucked up little shit to everyone lol #Early June 2011. It was sunny with no clouds and there was a cool breeze. I was listening to In This Moment and I realized #'What the hell am I doing? Do I want to be like this forever? Get your shit together man' #It was a slow process from there but I did get out of it. Slowly. Very slowly. #There's a lot I did that I regret and can't ever apologize for because it was so long ago and the names and faces are gone now #Apologizing at this point would be selfish and only for my benefit anyway. I can only hope that what I did didn't hurt people permanently #Anyway. I've never talked about this on here before because it's the kinda shit that gets put on callout posts out of context #So. I am laying my naked soul bare and raw for the sake of underlining my original point: Internet trolls don't care

[haliaiii]

my ap bio teacher got arrested for sexual misconduct with a student 💀💀💀

#i was in her class everyday for the entire year this is INSANE #nahh I was wondering why she never talked or paid attention to me and now I know why 😭 #she wasn't even great at teaching too she'd just tell us to read the textbook- #dissecting hearts with a predator 😔 #what the hell is this fucking school man #i can't catch a break

[fromtheseventhhell]

"You don't have to mention disliking Taylor when supporting her fight against AI" Yeah actually I do cause I'm pro-Palestine and she's a prominent white celebrity who had her movie shown in Israel (which the BDS movement has specifically highlighted), she's friends with a woman who turned a genocide into a self-pity party and works with a proud Zionist, and she's never once used her platform to speak up on the Palestinian genocide (or any other ongoing genocide). As much as I hope she's successful in her fight and is able to heal, her being victimized in this instance doesn't prevent her from causing harm and people should still be able to hold her accountable.

#obligatory /yes some of the hate she receives is misogyny/ but also people are just allowed to dislike her without a reason #she's a celebrity...just because swifties pretend stanning her is activism doesn't mean the rest of us have to #and this isn't even getting into the fact that she was /just/ dating a proud racist and never spoke up about it 🥴 #overall she's just a very nasty woman who weaponizes white feminism to shield her from criticism #and her stans eat that shit up and will defend her no matter what #I will never forget how some of them were actually attacking the BDS account for mentioning her movie being shown in Israel #/but if she was a man-/ please go to hell #if you can't even criticize a celebrity then your support of Palestine is preformative as hell #it's eat the rich until it comes to a celebrity you personally enjoy 🥴 #but I'm not suprised that people are more willing to hold Beyonce accountable for the same thing...sounds about white #and fuck Selena Gomez while I'm at it cause she's even worse but at least she's getting whacked

[silverselfshippingchaos]

hm.

#fucking hell. do you guys ever think about how normalized racism against indians is? I know i do #god.. why can't i just exist? why is it so normal to be so fucking disgusting about my people? i've spent my whole life thinking i'm #unattractive and ugly because of my body hair and my brown skin and the shape of my nose and the smell of my food #why can't i have all the sweet things the pretty girls have? will i ever be perceived as the same as them? will i always be unattractive? #my relationship with my culture is.. complicated. but still... it hurts so much. it weighs on me so heavily #sure i make jokes so often but i'm not exactly a shining beacon of peak self esteem. i think that how my people are percieved is a huge par #of why i feel that way about myself. it's to the point where i think my f/os would be better off dating someone else or wouldn't like me #because they'd think my culture is 'weird' #idk man. i've just been having a night #i saw some a.qua ship art and fell down a rabbit hole and spiraled. wow... would she even like me at all? or find me attractive in any way? #this is so unlike me y'all LMAAOOO you know how they say you should never listen to your thoughts past 9pm? yeah. it's almost 1am rn- #i should go to bed. i'll be okay. just been a lot going on and even more on my mind #sigh.. #vent #i'll delete this later gamers #goodnight pals

[messmerism]

am i the only one who is sick and tired of seeing shit like this like it's gross to me. and so annoying. if someone spoke to me as a trans man this way i would kill them and the fact that it's usually other trans people is like yuck.... what are you seriously doing

#clyde.txt #i can't explain coherently why it icks me out but it sure as fucking hell does #i was about to make a post making fun of myself for being trigger happy with the block button cause i already blocked like 10 ppl and then #this came up and i also blocked them.... 🥰👍 #i guess one easy thing to say is like u know trans men often want dicks right. right...? it's like a very common thing.... explode #and making light or even fun of women is never cute.... wanting all afab people to be men isn't cute.... & i for one also like cis man dick #it's so like uwu softboi tboys are all waifish and delicate and bottoms uwu ^-^ vibes #again it's my fault this is on my dash like what are YOU doing at the devils sacrament but i have unfollowed the blog who put it there

[monty-glasses-roxy]

I thought of this before in passing but it's really just hit me that oh my god if any of the current animatronics knew Foxy well enough before everything that happened, and Roxy didn't know about that stuff, then a good chunk of them would have been lying to Roxy by omission this entire fucking time

#you can't really blame them #but roxy certainly can and would #only applicable if they spent enough time with him to know what was going on #just. oh my god she'd be fucking furious #chica is completely exempt from this as she never met him #she's not much older than roxy after all. she never had a chance to know this stuff #but oh my god I've had monty be his friend for a while now and never realised this #if roxy doesn't know then he's lied by omission this whole time #so has freddy and possibly sunny and/or moon #maybe even bonnie too like fucking hell #I'm gonna say DJ didn't know the whole story despite knowing him #just oh my god??? i didn't realise I'd set it up like this??? #it's only just sunk in... like damn... I'm so sorry i did this to you roxy I didn't even mean to this time #oh my goddddddd what is. i just. roxy... they didn't tell her???? this whole time??? #maybe they thought it'd be better this way or it was too painful and they were waiting for her to ask about it #cause she clearly didn't wanna know beforehand!!! i dunno man this is. wow. crazy #fucking WILD

[bonestrouslingbones]

actually while im feeling sad about stupid bullshit (not being popular anymore oh woe is me) lets take a little summary of atbb's pre-hiatus inbox

someone trying to roleplay as sans because they didnt look at the blog for more than two seconds

someone saying the skeletons are cute and asking to hug them

someone asking to be friends with [Enter Skeleton Here]

someone asking what their brothers are like

How are you?

You're cute!

You're cool!

How have you been?

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

Nice outfit!

someone who does not understand the concept of dramatic irony who wants very badly to explain the full plot so far to characters who would never know that in any context otherwise as if that wouldnt be lame as hell for them to suddenly know

why is [thing that was a very big plot point]

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

YOU'RE CUTE

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

#AHHHHHHHHHH #LOOK. NONE OF THESE ARE INHERENTLY BAD. BUT WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THEM #IF I SCROLL FAR ENOUGH I CAN GET TO THE ACTUAL PLOT RELEVENT ONES. BUT OF COURSE THEY WERE SENT IN AFTER THE TOPIC CHANGED #ohhh and i didnt even MENTION the ones that i would always instantly delete #the “*walks in and smiles* well whats going on here?” just LOOK!!!! READ!!!!! FIND OUT YOURSELF #IT GOT TO A POINT WHERE I WOULD GET MORE OF THOSE THAN ACTUAL QUESTIONS #just. ugh. no wonder it stopped being fun #i get it. make art for myself and all that. i try to. #but i fucking hate being alone here man. #i know what its like to have other people have fun with it with me and it feels like thats so fucking rare now. i dont know #doesnt help that i can't form connections over the internet. especially since every time i've talked about this irl i've been laughed at <3 #this is all dumb as hell whatever. going to bed #probably just PMS tbh none of this matters who give a shit

[marklikely]

harrowing experience yesterday where my friend and i debated whether or not "Closer" was a good song and it went on for like. way too long before we realized that i was talking about the nine inch nails song and they were talking about the god awful chainsmokers song.

#like . nightmare scenario: someone thinks i was defending the chainsmokers. #avpost #this is still like really funny to me. i was going to bat for it so hard bc i thought it was the nin song #i was like man what the hell its not bland with bad singing its a good song the singing is interesting . i like it #i can't even fully remember anything i said about it i just know i was like. thinking that it was a bad criticism. #yeah its a good song sure its not pretty dance music but the ugliness in it is what makes it good its similar to like why i like punk #like i know i definitely brought up punk music as a comparison which. if it was abt the chainsmokers wouldve been so fucking funny #all i know is when i finally said the words nine inch nails and they were like 'wh?? im talking about the chainsmokers song??' i like #physically turned away and almost fell to the ground i could not handle it. i felt like 5 seconds from going orz on the floor. #*through tears while cracking up* 'oh. yeah closer by the chainsmokers is a really bad song'

[shadowphoenixrider]

I am *trying* to romance Karlach in Baldur's Gate 3, but Gale is Right There being a sweet guy with Sad Wet Beast vibes, and my need to adopt him is overwhelming.

#spr rambles #my types are big strong woman who could throw me like a javelin #and also a sweet nerdy man who may or may not be able to call down the wrath of the gods if he's pissed #they're both in my party #can you imagine the hell i am facing #gale standing in the corner like: 'please can i have a magic sock to eat it hurts so 🥺' #and i'm like: 'your honour i can't not fuck him' #NO I WILL RESIST #i'll roll him a paladin #'but shadow you aren't even out of act 1-' SILENCE MINION

[crowyobroyo]

I like horror and gore and gross scary weird stuff but at the same time I can't even handle it anyway </3 would I let my partner drink my blood vampire style? absolutely. did I pass out when I pricked my finger and squeezed out a few drops? yes.

#i love meat but sometimes i can't even stand to eat it anyway?? #like sometimes fuckin chicken is? like fuckin icks me for whatever reason. can't even finish a breast #i don't often enjoy meat on the rarer side even #spooky stories and ahit work on me i get freaked out #graphic descriptions and even sometimes just mentions of like gore or just smth specific internal body thing make me feel weird or even - #-queasy a lot of the time #I've tried leg of lamb before and it relatively consistently straight up makes me gag? #eating smth like heart feels weird too #i scare easily irl. multiple times someone has walked by me in broad daylight and said hi and it made me jump just bc i was looking away #i like? have some sort of mental barrier preventing me from even being violent or breaking things? even when I'm mad and want to? #yeah theoretically i could punch a hole in the wall but even if i really want to i dont think i could #90% sure i wouldn't even like bruise my knuckles or anything #like idk man i wanna be more of a freak but I'm like too fucking normal as default #like dude! this fucking sucks! let me be normal about even slightly abnormal things please! what fuck! #crow talking #horror #werewolf #blood #vampire #fuckin hell man

[idiosyncraticrednebula]

Do you guys ever feel slightly unwell and you overthink about it to such an extremely unhealthy point that the thing you were feeling got 1000x worse and won't leave you the fuck alone precisely because you kept overthinking about it, jumping to the absolutely worst conclusions and now you feel like absolute and utter shit?

#txt #guys i've been feeling like this #i've been trying to relax but my ass just can't #and i'm basically fucking myself up like nobody's business #and i didn't want to call my mom this time who i always ask help for when this type of stuff happens to me #and holy fucking shit does it show that i have ZERO idea on how to handle these type of things #holy shit 💀💀💀 #it's precisely because i tend to overthink to incredibly unhealthy levels #and i damage my health and i start thinking about worse outcomes again and THE CYCLE NEVER FUCKING ENDS #i mean it hasn't 100% left but i'm feeling a bit better #man i really need whole courses on how to handle this type of stuff better #i try to but my ass won't fucking let me #jesus christ i need more therapy in my life #and the emotional therapy not the academic one i'm going to #anyway yeah venting really does help but only by 25% #the key is to STOP FUCKING THINKING AND I'M ALREADY AN OVERTHINKER ON THE REGULAR #SO HOW IN THE HELL IS THIS SHIT GONNA GO AWAY IF I EVEN FEEL A BIT FUCKED UP??? #i'm not even joking when i say i need a second therapist. that part is not a joke at all trust me

[hauntingblue]

Hiyori is the most effective person to complete their kill so far

#kid is having flashbacks over struggled breathing and silence its so over.... omg that was so good..... #nvm kid has TWO women on his crew... he is on par with luffy now... law... 👁👁 #omg her arm is broken..... THE BONES???? jesus #good technique but what is law cutting..... now thats something else big mom..... damn... cant law shambles kid out of there.... poor man #oh that was a good one law.... but kid is OUT also WHERE THE FUCK IS THAT SWORD GOING????? he is getting haki punched all over the body... #and what does that do law.... what the hell.... oh i was thinking that..... goodbye big mom.... funny how all of the big guns have been yee #ed of the island.... also wdym to be continued.... goddamn. well next episode then #talking tag #watching one piece #episode 1066 #i have been saying kid should have repelled her out of the island 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️ can't help it if my brain is so big..... well nvm... #big mom saying they like her.... jusg like kaido said to luffy akdhsk #oh jeez soul pocus.... oh nvm CORA INSPIRED ATTACK???? #yamato be careful omg.... fuck it kanjuros fire thing is dying hell yes.... BIG MOM OUT!!! HELL YES!!!!! 67 children orphaned just like tha #also who was the brave soul that asked roger about hia treasure..... absolute legend..... #wdym you can find the one piece in wano... what the hell is big mom spewing....ohhh i get it i get it.. she found it... #it really is the friends she made along the way.... but she can't see it..... too focused on the lava pit she is falling into... #omg and no one notices because of the silento..... that was such a slay..... #PAUSE. zunisha was a joyboy friend who commited a crime??? how does momo know about joyboy.... the diary?? oden knew??? i forgor #episode 1067 #franky got zoro.... no izo noooo....... why..... PRIORITIES!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO WHYYYYYYY!!!!!! IZO WHYYYYYYYY!!! #marco saying he is tried of helping people and will just chill there.... IZO IS DEAD!!!! MARCO????!!!!! if big mom is dead how is zeus stil #drake you better kill that man take izo and run.... why are you playing in a moment like this akdhaksj... girl she is going to kill you #YEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!! SHE GOT HIM!!!!! SHE GOT HIM!!!! FUCK YES!!!!!!!!! HELL YEAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!!!! FUCK THAT MAN!!!!!!!!!!!!! #FUCK YEAHHH HIYORI!!!!!! THE SONG!!!!! #episode 1068 #YEAAAH DRAKE GET HIM!!!!! oh shit in the neck.... #luffy got eaten again..... oh jesus.... #NOT EVEN KAIDO LIKES THE CP0 BUT HE GOT LUFFY!!!! KAIDI REGRETS IT EVEN!!!! EXACTLY!!! izo died trying to get them to stop #episode 1069

[scorpius-rising]

The last decade of my life hasn't been the greatest, but fucking hell was 2023 Not Good

#like I've been cycling in and out of burnout since I finished high school #but I got Covid and then a Long Covid tail at the beginning of my final semester #and it fucking destroyed me #i'm so tired #I've been the tiredest I've ever been for a year #and now that my sister mainly works from home i can't even unmask here #how am I supposed to keep acting like this is all fine #how do I remember that i used to be a lot happier #how I do make myself remember that I'm not inherently unlikeable #fuck man #i was already weird but now being vigilant about covid is making it even harder to get to know people #but I sure as hell don't want it a second time

[tiredhawks]

I just want. a plain, forest green, area rug. That's it. That's all I want. Where. Are they. Is green dye being held at gun point somewhere. You're telling me thirty different brands can make blue, light blue, purple, light purple, red, burgundy, pink, yellow, white, black, rainbow, sage green- but NOT forest green? I've been looking for two weeks. I'm about to snap. I am the joker

#im going insane #this is my descent into madness #no rug #the only options are bath mats and runner rugs #im in hell #'oh just get a different rug color weirdo' #I CAN'T #i already committed to the bit #my room is forest themed #i got plants everywhere and black furniture and a dark brown comforter that's light brown on the inside #my desk is wood i got leaf shaped pillows on the way #I NEED THIS RUG #i even got a cat platform that looks like a fucking bush #this shit is mesnt to be great wold lodge level #all i see is the ugliest green color known to man #borderline neon