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General Headcanons Frisk & Chara

First, all frisks and Charas (and Asriels) are all aged up.

Charas are using they/them and she/her pronounces (except Storyshift Chara they are only using they/them pronounce) while Frisks are okay with any pronounces.

Charas are not the “villain”.

Classic Chara and Underfell Chara are the narrators.

All Charas love chocolate, but each one prefers a certain type of Chocolate.

Classic Chara prefers pure (with nothing in it but Chocolate), normal Chocolate, they do not care how sweet it is. But they hate white Chocolate. They are really picky with other sweets though.

Underswap Chara prefers white Chocolate although they do not really have a preference. She loves Chocolate in any kind of form (chocolate cake, chocolate ice cream etc).

Underfell Chara really likes bitter Chocolate they do not really like too sweet Chocolate. And they also like hot Chocolate, but without sugar. Chocolate is actually the only sweets that she eats…all other Sweets and Candies are too sweet for her.

Swapfell Chara likes sweet bitter Chocolate, and Chocolate Bars with fillings (nuts, fruits etc). They are picky with their Chocolate bar…it has to have the right amount of sweetness and bitterness. They would probably have one or two favorite Chocolate bars that they like, and they are gonna be very hesitating with other Chocolate bars.

Storyshift Chara is the definition of a bad Sweet Tooth. They like any kind of Chocolate and Candy. This Chara is basically a walking Candy dispenser they have always any kind of Candy with them. They are unhealthy obsessed with Chocolate. Once they actually mixed every singly type of Chocolate that they had with them together...and they were completely fine.

All Frisks are not picky with their Food at all. Even if some of them are kind of Jerks...but they are definitely not picky.

Classic Frisk: They are very friendly and extroverted although sometimes a bit shy. It’s very easy for them to make friends since they are very kind. They are also very flirty, and they are very good at making people flustered. And they love to give compliments, although they get slightly shy themselves when they receive them. They are good at cooking, baking, solving puzzles and riddles (thanks to Papyrus) and they love adventuring. They are very curious too. Sometimes too curios for their own good. Frisk cherishes and loves all of their friends and their new Family since they do not have their own. Their Hobbies are reading, hanging out with their friends, watching Anime and cooking/baking. There are days when they are feeling guilty over all the Genocide routes, and they sometimes have nightmares. But do not underestimate them and don’t hurt their friends, they have enough determination to kick your butt. Their Favorite Music Genre is probably pop music...I do not think they have one, they like all music genre. Their Hogwarts house would be probably Hufflepuff...I mean they are not reckless or stubborn (enough) to be in Gryffindor. Yes, they are determined and brave but that’s only to protect their friends. They are not very cunning or ambitious either. And a Ravenclaw would (probably) not fall in to the Underground...they won’t even go to Mt.Ebott in the first place. They are dedicated, hardworking and very loyal to their friends. Frisk is a great friend and they value everyone.

Classic Chara: they look cold outside, but they are actually very sensitive and emotional. A lot of the time they have trouble to express themselves without saying something mean, they really do not mean it that way....they try their best. They love the Monsters with all of their heart and soul, and they hate the humans with passion. Classic Chara doesn’t trust easily. Surprisingly they do love to give compliments they are very shy about it though. Just don’t compliment them back they get very flustered, and usually do not accept it. If they compliment you, you know that this is true since they are very honest, and sometimes blunt. They are good at baking, cooking, gardening and at playing the piano. Chara doesn’t have a lot of friends, but she is actually a very loyal friend, and she cherishes the few friends that they have. They are not really extroverted, but they are not very introverted either...it usually depends on their mood, and who they are talking/hanging out with. Since they are more Stoic it is usually hard to tell if they like something or not. While they do like Anime they are more of a casual fan. They don’t need to watch every single Anime that’s out there. Their favorite music genre is probably something like ACDC, but, again, they do not really have a preference. (Actually they really do like Lady Gaga and Pink) Their Hogwarts house is Slytherin...they are this type of Slytherin who is usually just minding their business...until you insult or hurt their friends. They won’t hesitate to avada kedavra you into another dimension (or another timeline/universe).

Underswap Frisk: this Frisk loves to mess with people. They could tease and prank everyone all day. Besides that, they are very polite and respectful. They also hate humans just like Classic Chara does, but they are more willing to give them a chance. They trust people way too easily. Just like Classic Frisk they are very flirty, but they do not get flustered as easily. The only reason why the flirt is because they love to mess with people...that’s the only reason actually. Underswap Frisk is way more extroverted and easy to make friends with. Although they are more careful and quieter around Humans. They are good at baking, Gardening and playing the piano. Underswap Frisk actually prefers cartoons to Anime. This does not mean that they do not like Anime they just like funny and more lighthearted cartoons. Their favorite music genre is... well Soundtracks (Disney Soundtracks, Cartoon intros, etc) they are not much of a fan of “normal music” because they think that some songs are way too serious sometimes. Their Hogwarts house would be Gryffindor or Gryffinpuff...they are brave and somewhat reckless. They are just as loud as a Gryffindor is...I think that Underswap Frisk is a very proud person, and they are not afraid to show it. They are basically like Fred & George from Harry Potter. They love to mess and prank people but also always ready to stand up for their friends.

Underswap Chara: they are very Stoic and way colder than Classic Chara. They do not trust easily, and they are very tensed when Monsters or Humans are friendly to them. Their experience with Humans is...well, not a good one. So, they do not trust Humans at all they would need the longest to learn how to trust others. They are mostly very quiet, but not in a shy way, and more in a “I do not wanna talk to you” way. Underswap Chara can be very sarcastic tough. They are very smart, too. Their hobbies are reading, painting and gardening (although they are not very good at it). They do not like puns and get rather annoyed by them. On the outside they look always bored and disinterested, but they just have a hard time showing emotions that doesn’t mean they do not have them. They do not watch TV that often mostly because they aren’t used to have one. In general they like Books more, but they also like some video games. They are a very good listener but a not so great talker. Most of the time they do not know what to say which is why they like giving gifts to others. This is their way to show that they care. But they get flustered very easily, ever single time someone is saying something nice to them/or about them, they blush. They are not used to it a lot of the time people were very mean to them. And if someone gives them a gift they may also start to tear up....if you lucky enough they may also show you a small smile. Their favorite music genre is pop music, and they like more calm music...maybe sometimes a bit of emo music. Their Hogwarts house would be probably Ravenclaw since they are very smart and creative. Also, they are pretty wise...they do not often give advices, they just don’t like given them, but IF they do they always give the best advice. When you look them in the eyes you can see that there is so much wisdom in them...if only they could see it themselves maybe then they wouldn’t be so hard on themselves.

Underfell Frisk: somehow they are even friendlier than Classic Frisk, and also more determined. And that’s probably a good thing. Oh, and they are also very brave...not anyone would give these Monsters so many chances. Who knows how many times Underfell Frisk had to fight each of the Boss Monsters? But they never gave up. Somehow they always see the good side in Humans and in Monsters which is why they are very trusting maybe even naive. They're also very understanding and empathetic. Underfell Frisk does not really flirt...only a few times. They are very oblivious when it comes to flirting...they’re probably the only Frisk that can’t flirt. Even if someone flirts with them, they don’t get it until someone explains it to them. But they do not get flustered...they just nod.They are very generous, and love giving gifts, but they do also like receiving them. Usually they have a small, friendly smile on their face...it is extremely rare to see them angry or annoyed. They’re also very curious and smart. Their Hobbies are hanging out with their friends, meeting new people/monsters, going on an adventure and drawing. While they do not really have a favorite music genre they do have a favorite music band, and it’s Imagine Dragons. Their Hogwarts house is Gryffindor...they are very brave, but they are not the “loud” Gryffindors. They are a smart Gryffindor who is also very brave and reckless. Although their determination to make friends with anyone in the Underground could be a Hufflepuff and a Gryffindor trait. So, they could be a Gryffinpuff as well.

Underfell Chara: They are more anxious than the other Charas...,and way more quieter. Underfell Chara is more or less a lone wolf, they like to be by themself. This doesn’t mean that they don’t want any friends...in fact they do have a few friends. Although the most of them are Monsters. They just do not need to hang out with other people every single day. Both Humans and Monsters weren’t very kind to them, but if they have to choose who they would want to live with, they would choose Monsters since they never really hurt them. In some way she understands the Monsters because they also have difficulties being kind.They remember the time when Monsters weren’t that violent (and edgy). The Dreemurrs were all most of the time very kind and generous, even though Asriel loved to mess with them sometimes. They don’t trust easily, but they are willing to give someone a chance...only one. And they are very blunt sometimes they say things without thinking because of this humans often don’t like them. Humans have issuse exepting the truth.They are generous, and do like sharing things with others. Even though they have problem interacting with strangers, but they are surprisingly very polite despite that once they come out of their shell they always say very interesting things. They have a great memory and they are very good at drawing. While they other aren’t bad at drawing...Underfell Chara would be the only to become an artist, and they would also be very successful at it. They also like music a lot the only music Genre that they do not like is probably Rap or Hip Hop. Underfell Chara is very creative and intelligent. While they are not really a fan of Puzzles and Riddles, they are very good at them. Their Hogwarts house would be probably Ravenclaw due to their creativity, intelligent, and their also a quick-thinker.

Swapfell Frisk: the introvert Frisk. While the other Frisks are more or less an extrovert this Frisk is definetly an introvert. They are also very anxious. This Frisk has trust issues and they hate humans. They are not willing to give them a chance...why should they?. Well, you could say they are an introvert with Humans, and with Monsters they are an extrovert. They are very hardworking and a loyal friend. They always put others first and themselves second. Swapfell Friks is good at all ot of thing even though they don’t see it themselves. They are very insecure which is why they do not like hanging around Humans since humans are more judging then Monsters are. They love hanging out with their family the most...they do not have a lot of friends. But the few they have are the ones they trust the most. Also they are very generous, they are always donating food and money to the ones that need them. They also would risk their life for others without exepting anything in return. Their Favorite music is surprisingly hard rock and metal. Their Hogwarts house would probably be Huffelpuff since they are very selfless, and all-rounded.

Swapfell Chara: the grumpiest Chara. They are always annoyed. While they also are very determined to help the monsters they are less friendly and more loud about it. They won’t hesitate to simply yell at the Monsters. They do not fear anything as it seems. The moment they’ve met Swapfell! Alphys they simply scolded her for being so violent and mean. (Although Swapfell! Alphys face was priceless)They are also easily annoyed..(and they also have a short temper). Swapfell Chara has a cold expression but that’s only when they are not yelling at anyone. And this Swapfell! Temmie annoyes her the most. Oh, they are also very stubborn..they can argue for a very long time. They always need to have the last word. Swapfell! Chara is probably the loudest Chara. Their personality is like a light switch they get angry pretty fast, but they also calm down just as fast. Swapfell! Chara is good at sports, and at video games.They are always listening to music it helps them to calm down, and to relax a bit. Their favorite music genre would probably be something that helps you relax so, probably instrumental or classic maybe a little bit of pop, too. Their Hogwarts house is Gryffindor since they are very brave (I guess), and they have a very “fiery” personality. Gryffindors definetly have a short temper since the others houses are more calmer. And they are also very stubborn.

Storyshift Frisk (Shifty): they are very cautious and unsure. They have a shy side and a flirting side. At first they are very shy and do not talk much, but as soon as they get warmed up to someone than they are showing their firting side. They are a big flirt, but they are mostly an oblivous flirt. Sometimes they flirt without even noticing it. They get flustered pretty easily though. Usually they get very shy when someones compliments them. Shifty is also very friendly and polite, but also very open minded and curious. But they are not reckless, they often hesitate before making a decision or going somewhere. It’s very easy to make friends with them. While they do not trust that easily...they give chances...sometimes even too much. They are very determined, too. Shifty loves playing with their friends...they are bit more childish than the other Frisks. They love both watching TV, mostly Anime but also some Cartoons, and reading Books. Shifty is not much of a painter tough, they are more of a musican. They can play a lot of instrument and they listen to every music genre. Of course they likes some music genres more and some less, but in general they are okay with anything. Their Hogwarts house would probably be Huffelpuff or maybe Ravenclaw since they are both extremley loyal and very curious. They are a Ravenpuff/Huffelclaw.

Storyshift Chara: The ultimate tease. They just love to tease and mess with people. Out of all Charas they are the most flirty one. They are is a compliment in almost every sentence. They are always using nickname it is very rare for them to call someone by their real/full name. Also, they are very charismatic and calm. Despite their teasing, calm nature they getting easily offended. They do not like when people call them “cute” since it makes them blush. But they do not get flustered easily it just that they do not see themself as the “cute” one instead they see themselves as the “cool” one. Storyshift Chara also has a serious side, they know that Monsters are very delicate and they are determined to help them. They forgive way easily than the other Charas do. They are can play piano, and are actually verd good with it do despite the fact that they haven’t played it that much. Storyshift Chara loves pranking people with ketchup they considere it’s a hobby. They are very protective of their family (and Monsters in General). It’s kinda surprising that they do not have a lot more friends, but maybe it’s because they are just too lazy to find new ones. They’re not really good with changes and new things. Their favorite music genres are jazz and pop, but they do pretend that they like Rap just so that they can mess with people who do not like it. If they know a person that doesn’t like rap they will definetly play rap music near them. I think their Hogwarts house would be either Huffelpuff or Gryffindor, but I kinda wanna see them in Slytherin, too.

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the-eldritch-it-gay · 5 years

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📖 📖 📖 (For your Hawke/s or Inquisitor/s, please)

📖 - While Inquisitor, Badr suffers from a flare-up of their symptoms that’s severe enough that they can’t hide it. Their companions are worried about them, and eventually, Badr ends up telling Cassandra about the injury they suffered when they were younger- going into more detail than the passive “I fell out of a tree like a dumbass” that they gave a few of the others. It’s the first time they’ve actually told anyone about what happened (though their family and a couple members of their clan knew) and it’s the first time Badr is genuinely vulnerable after joining the Inquisition.

I really wanted to delve into more of Badr’s feelings about what happened, and their insecurities about their disabilities, as well as their fear of being treated differently if people knew (and touching on the way they feel they need to hide their symptoms).

I’ve actually tried to write some of this and gotten a bit down, and posted a thing about my analyses of the way Badr talks about what happened to them and a meme about how I can only write analyses x

📖 - After moving to Kirkwall, Joaquín struggles to get used to life there, especially with so many gotdam stairs everywhere. He eventually starts to look into learning Force Magic, and trying to figure a way to use magic to aid his mobility. It takes a bit, but he eventually figures a way that significantly improves his ability to get around Kirkwall. His blatant use of magic in broad daylight around the city draws some attention, esp from the Templars, but Joaquín couldn’t care less.

I really like the idea of Joaquín using magic to help with his mobility, especially in a wheelchair, and wanted to explore his trials and error of different spells. When I posted a doodle of him in his wheelchair I captioned it “templars hate him! every day local ferelden apostate in wheelchair blatantly uses magic in broad daylight while flipping off knight-commander” and honestly that’s just such a beautiful image I’d love to write something for it. Using magic to help living with a disability in fantasy settings is a favourite of mine, especially out of spite bcuz I get a lot of comments about how it’s unrealistic to have a significantly disabled person (esp as a main chara/hero) in fantasy settings.

📖 - Saaraas joined Valo-Kas shortly after her parents died when she was just a teenager, and spent her life up until the Inquisition (age 35) as part of it. After being a part of it for over a decade, Saaraas earns her place as a commander of a small team within the company. Her first mission as a commander, though, goes bad, with Saaraas nearly dying (and getting the set of scars on her neck) and a number of her men also dying. While recovering, she reflects on whether or not she’s fit to be a leader and why she had joined the mercenary group in the first place.

I haven’t written anything for Saaraas, and I’m only 17 hours into my playthrough with them (just got to Skyhold a bit ago) and I very much see them as a strong, stoic, leader type. I’d like to write about her during the Inquisition, but I’m also a sucker for backstories and want to reflect on her before she became the person she is at the Inquisition and a time when she was younger and slightly less hardened. Perhaps I could weave into the fic some stuff of her in the Inquisition and her slightly hesitating to take up the position of Inquisitor because of her doubt that she’s a good leader/person.

Drop a 📖 in my ask box and I’ll tell you about a random story concept I have or have had in the past that I may or may not ever actually write.

#Eldritch IT Speaks #bless you friend for sending this it was really fun to do this #I'm so great at story ideas and writing analyses of my characters #but it's really hard for me to sit down and write #probably from my issues with perfectionism dshjkñfdkha #mocha--writes

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asahi-no-kagayaki · 5 years

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Rainbow 6 OCs

I!!!!! Finally!!!!!! Finished!!!!! My!!!! Rainbow 6 Siege OCs!!!!!!!!!!! I’m really happy how this kinda turned out jifjfi my new babies i love them. I’m gonna have so much fun implementing them in r6s universe lmao i’m gonna post my first (r6) fic about them soon lol

Also i cant draw shit so i made their (casual-look ofc cuz cant find military-chara sheet thing) character design using Picrew (this website is really great btw) so dont blame me if theyre looking too anime-y jdojofjfo

More info about OCs below!!!!

1. Beruang (’Bear’ in Indonesian) Real Name: Lukman Susilo Sanjaya Age: 37 (As of 2019) Organization: Kopassus Position: Attacker Birthplace: Tegal, Central Java, Indonesia Date of Birth: January 12, 1982 Height: 5'10'' (1.79m) Weight: 177lbs (80kg) Armor: Medium Speed: Medium

Appearance: He wears standard Kopassus uniform but his face is covered by black half-mask and shades. In his free time, he usually wears bland t-shirt and sport pants. He’s kinda hairy, has a little bit of stubble and scar under his right eye. (Casual look:)

Personality: Serious 24/7. Difficult to approach since he only gives necessary/short answers if asked. He never seeks company of other people, and sometimes can be oblivious about things not related to his job.

Appears stoic, but it’s not because he doesn't have any feelings. He just doesn't know or can't express his emotion to other people except Jasmine. Lowkey insecure about himself, like thinking he's 'not good enough' and people deserves someone better than him.

It's hard for him to have a close relationship with other people other than Kirana because of his insecurity as well his oblivious and stoic personalities. It's not impossible, just hard and take a lot of work before someone could call Lukman their friend or even boyfriend.

Special Gadget: Bear Knuckles - It's basically a pair of gloves shaped like bear paws, used to further increase the power of Lukman's fist (It should be noted that his punch is already strong before he put on the gloves), allowing him to break any surfaces (except steel, for now at least). Yes, it's technically like Sledge's hammer but it's his fist instead lol. Punching a person without holding back with this will likely put them unconscious or heavily injured.

Unfortunately, it's powered by battery and can only be used a few times before it runs out. It must be charged before he can use it.

Short Biography: As a son of the current Major General of Indonesian's Special Forces Kopassus, Beruang's life was revolved around how to be just like his father. With his incredible strength and agility, coupled with knowledge of various martial arts, a fight without a weapon is what he shines the most. Calm and obedient, Beruang is one of excellent soldier Kopassus had, a War Machine ready to serve under his country.

Psychological Report: Suffers from a condition where he can't express his emotion and low self-esteem where he claimed that he's never good enough. It is believed that harsh training and upbringings from the environment he lived in was the cause of those problems. While he's good at his job, his social skill is very lacking, and he himself appears to be distancing himself with his teammates other than one person.

2. Jasmine Real Name: Kirana Tunggadewi Pitaloka Age: 26 (As of 2019) Organization: Kopassus Position: Defender Birthplace: Malang, East Java, Indonesia Date of Birth: July 18, 1993 Height: 5'5'' (1.65m) Weight: 131 lbs (59kg) Armor: Light Speed: Fast

Appearances: wears standard Kopassus uniform and her face is also covered with black half-mask and shades. In her free time, she usually wears colorful clothes, along with this black-chocker thing she always wear. She has short, neck-length straight short hair. (Casual look:)

Personality:

She has two personas. A facade she used to manipulates others: Kind, supportive, and positive. And then her real self, which so far only Six and Lukman knows: Lazy, vengeful, manipulative, and cold. She loves gossip, and although usually lazy, she will put a lot of effort into works that beneficial/important to her (such as maintaining her face around other operators or learning 'perfect english' before joining Rainbow).

But, Kirana is loyal and helpful towards people she thinks as her friends. If they're in trouble, you bet Kirana will try to cheer them up or maybe even hurt those who hurt her friends. She can be easily stressed, which surfaced as paranoia and mild anxiety. She also has abandonment issues, but no one know about this.

Due to her upbringings and her job as a spy, she would do anything to obtain important information she ordered to. Like for example, if someone ask her for intercourse in exchange of information, she would do it as long that information is very important and worth the deal (if not, she wouldn't do it and if they lied about it, she would kill them on site). She doesn't believe in and sometimes even disgusted with people in romantic relationship (like dating/engaged/married/etc), especially those who is in relationship with their workmates, but she's down for one night stand and such.

(It's not impossible for her to be in romantic relationship, but it is very hard to tie her in it)

Special Gadget: White Petals - Five small gadgets shaped together to look like jasmine flower. There's two set of this, one that function like Kapkan's gadget: Putting it on the side of a doors/windows/any openings and watch as everyone that walk through it get electrocuted. It's strong electric surge could even renders someone unconscious. Unfortunately, people could just jumped over/crawled under the gadgets to avoid it when it activates. But the gadget itself is very small, so it can be difficult to spot.

The second set of White Petals is a gadgets that works kinda like smoke grenade, usually used by Jasmine when she have to run. When thrown, it filled the entire room with a special, thick smokes that not even drone could see through. Unfortunately, it last only for a couple of seconds.

Short Biography: Born and raised in a family where her parents worked as spies, naturally Jasmine herself was shaped to be one. Claimed to be one of the best spy her country ever had, she never failed to complete her mission in obtaining and gathering information. While her firearms skill is lacking compared to other operators, her skill of espionage, her cunning thinking, and her good self-defense skill prove herself to be a spy to be reckoned with.

Psychological Report: Her facade personality seems to be a defense mechanism she put up to make herself appears benign and easy to communicate with, which what she needed for her job so she would be least suspicious. On rare cases someone's grow suspicious of her, she would be stressed which resort to anxiety and paranoia. Regardless, she doesn't have any issues in engaging in large group of individuals and offers genuine help and advice to people she care about.

3. Angel Real Name: Florence Marie Walanda Tambayong Age: 31 (As of 2019) Organization: Indonesian National Armed Forces (Land) Position: Defender Birthplace: North Minahasa, North Sulawesi, Indonesia Date of Birth: April 29, 1988 Height: 5'7'' (1.70m) Weight: 143 lbs (65kg) Armor: Light Speed: Fast

Appearance: Wearing standard Indonesian Army uniform, also wears crucifix-necklace. In her free time, she usually wears long-sleeves black/gray/white/pink shirts with silly designs (like some Indonesian words or random bootleg characters) or sweaters and capri pants. If she's on duty treating operators in the medical facility, she wears lab coat, surgical mask, and white gloves. Also her skin is darker compared to the other two ops. (Casual look:)

Personality: Brutally honest but also cheerful and friendly. She likes to socialize/interact with everyone, joining any kind of 'fun' activities, and laugh the loudest at jokes that’s not even funny. She cares a lot about her teammates' condition, so much to the fact that if she ever see any kind of injury or sickness, she will 'fix' them. She doesn't care if they refuse her treatment, she WILL treat them with or without their permission.

She's very dedicated and focus on her works. Even if she lose her limbs, as long she's still has consciousness and able to move, she will try her damnest to treat injuries and sickness.

Special Gadget: Nightingale - A first aid kit she named after a figure she idolizes. Said kit is filled with numerous vitamins, boosters, bandages, medicines, scissors, needles, etc. It's equipped with every medical stuff you can imagine, people wonders how the hell can all that stuffs are stored in it. The gadget itself isn't very special, but Angel's adrenaline rush make her performs medical operations perfectly whenever she uses this kit on someone, so it's more like a mixture of a very-equipped first aid kit and Angel's excellent determination to save lives, just like Florence Nightingale.

In game, this could heals or revives operators to full-health with additional 30 health points. Unfortunately, it can only be used thrice before it ran out.

Short Biography: Her involvement in medical world began at University of Indonesia where she eventually got her medical degree. After that, she worked as a nurse in a local hospital before she joined Indonesian Red Cross Society and eventually served as medical staff in Indonesian Army. With her excellent comprehension of human anatomy, she vowed to erase sickness and pain from everyone.

Psychological Report: With her optimism and carefree attitude, Angel has no trouble making friends in every place she stay. However, trauma about her failure to nurse injured civilians back to health in 2009 Sumatra Earthquake took a toll in her mental state. This resulted in her strong dedication and commitment in her job, which usually would be a good thing to have but it made her force anyone with injuries or sickness, no matter how small it is, to be nursed by her. She doesn't take no for an answer, in fear of her past experiences. It is best for one to approach her in a healthy condition.

Trivia:

- Jasmine studied in Airlangga University and got bachelor's degree in Psychology, Angel studied in University of Indonesia and got (obviously) medical degree, while Beruang studied in military academy.

- Jasmine speaks Japanese to some extent, like she doesn't know proper grammar for each situation (Japanese has different grammars for any situation, like speaking in workplace or towards elders for example) but she can understand and communicate in it. She studied it all by herself, mostly because she's a weeb.

- As said before, Jasmine is a big weeb. She watches a lot of Japanese dramas or animes, also plays a couple of Japanese's mobile games like Fate/Grand Order and Love Live. This is what she mostly do in her free time.

- All of them like spicy food, although Jasmine likes sweet food a little more. As such, if they're cooking a meal you bet it will be spicy as fuck.

- Beruang loves coffee while Jasmine and Angel loves iced tea. Both Beruang and Jasmine doesn't like alcohol, although Jasmine might drink wine or champagne a little, while Angel is open to trying variety of alcohol drinks.

- Jasmine's hobbies includes cooking and gaming, Beruang's hobbies are reading history or watching documentary films, and Angel's hobbies are treating patients and jogging.

- Regarding their sexuality, Beruang is gay (still in the closet, only Jasmine knows). Jasmine's down to have sex with anyone so she’s more of a pansexual, while Angel is straight but dedicates her life to her work so much she doesn't care about romance or sexual activities.

- As said before in his special gadget entry, Beruang is strong. Literally strong, his fist could destroy wood in a second without him putting his gloves on. Although without his gadget, he can't destroy bricks and such (might leave a dent on it though). If angry (which is thankfully unusual), he can't control his power and might break something he hold at the moment.

- As mentioned in his biography, out of various martial arts' learned, Beruang is great at judo and silat. He would use Judo technique the most in a fight, though.

- Beruang thinks of Jasmine as his little sister, while Jasmine thinks of Beruang as either her best friend or a dad. They have close platonic relationship regardless, although Jasmine had a crush on him a while ago (before she knew he's gay).

- While regarding Angel, Jasmine and her dislike each other. Beruang is neutral with Angel, and Angel regards him as a friend.

- Beruang's favorite animals: German shepherd. Jasmine's favorite animal: any cats. Angel's favorite animals: Parrot.

#rainbow six siege #rainbow six siege oc #r6s oc #siege oc #beruang #jasmine #angel #r6s #everyone in r6 fandom: stop with the tags ho #OK SORRY #also im kinda unoriginal about their special gadget im doijdfojdfoifjof

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tsugamori · 6 years

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a little timeline of my alterhuman experiences

I called it little, but it’s actually fairly long so I put it under a read more

2008-9: introduced to My Neighbor Totoro by a friend. The film finishes with me feeling very strange but also very good, like I’ve just learned the secrets of the universe.

‘12-13: I have been consistently interested in totoro and studio ghibli for approximately five years to a lot of people’s surprise (and to some’s chagrin). I struggle with the words to describe it, but I feel I am totoro to some extent or other. I referred to myself in passing on more than one occasion as “totoro but in a human body and raised as a human”. I start making original characters and self inserts and nearly all of the latter draw inspiration from totoro in one way or other. I am frequently plagued by dreams and what feel like memories of being experimented on and being stuck underground in a massive laboratory of sorts. I refer to it as “the building” and frequently fantasize about escaping it violently and freeing the many creatures that are held there. An “origin story” of sorts keeps coming to me of someone managing to capture [a] totoro and splicing it with human genetic material resulting is something that I think is supposed to be me. These dreams confuse and disturb me with their violence but I relish and cherish them.

‘14-15: I learn words like “otherkin” and “transgender” and my understanding of my identity crumbles and reshapes as I try to make sense of who I am and who I’m not. The only thing that stays any semblance of consistent is my identity as totoro which I cling to, but even that comes into question as I continue to feel more and more comfortable with one of my old self inserts as an actual representation of me.

summer of ‘14: I lose time for the first time and learn what a multiple system is. over time I find myself more and more comfortable appearing as my aforementioned character in headspace than using my outward appearance.

september-december of ‘15: undertale is released and I’m faced with a flood of fan content and screancaps. I try my best to ignore it as I’m easily overwhelmed by repetition and I don’t see much of the appeal anyway (I also really can’t stand that one skeleton). As I learn more about it, it comes to grow on me and I start to seek it out feeling a vague sense of familiarity that I can’t place. I eat up fan theories and fiction and try to wrap my head around all the conflicting feelings I’m dealing with. A let’s player my roommate and I have come to enjoy does an undertale series and I watch it out of curiosity. I’m repeatedly filled with a sense of belonging and a sense of dread. The lab where alphys lives is uncannily similar to the lab I used to dream of in “the building”. By this point I am seriously considering that I might have a second kintype, but it’s the character I’ve outright disliked from the beginning and try my best to ignore/suppress those suspicions. I’m also going through some very difficult stuff in my personal life and don’t want to deal with this otherkin bullshit. But try as I might the feelings are persistent.

january-february of ‘16: the same youtuber who did the pacifist run I watched releases a playthrough of the no mercy run and I watch it apprehensively. I’m mostly stoic but the fight in the church leaves me reeling. It’s just phantom pain but it feels like I’m physically wounded. I try to pass it off as me being overly empathetic, but for one, I struggled with empathy for most of my formative years and still do to an extent, and for two, I really don’t like this character.

the rest of ‘16: poor mental health and unstable living condition takes a toll on me. I continue to try to repress my newly discovered kintype even though I feel it’s undeniable now. This proves to do more harm than good and with the help of some newly gained friends, I gradually begin to accept it. At some point I end up with a fictional introject of Chara and the two of us make peace on our past and try to remember some of the details of what happened the last time we were alive at the same time.

‘16-present: My memory has always been foggy/selective at best, so sometimes things from years ago surface randomly with seemingly random prompting. We’ve come to the conclusion that our version of things took place in a simulation, and that I was likely a hybrid of a similar variety as what I dreamed about when I was younger. There are still a lot of “who’s” and “why’s” we’ll probably never figure out, but that I still like to speculate on from time to time. I’ve also come to identify not just as these two fictotypes, but also as that nameless character. I’m fairly certain now that he is who was the product of all those dreams I had when I was younger and is who was eventually put into the simulation where the event of ut took place for me. I could, of course, be wrong, and I’ll admit I second guess/re evaluate that bit a lot, but it feels right and I like it, so I’m sticking with it.

#whispers #my alterhuman timeline #more or less. there are probably some gaps. but this is pretty solidly my 'alth backstory'#that sounds silly #I avoided using the second kintype's actual name because I'm STILL somewhat ashamed of it and also I try to keep out of those tags

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My 10 Fave Babes of All Time

Tagged by @faecakes. Thanks! (I loved your selection btw~).

I think I did this one a while ago but I took the chance to make this my first drawings of the year :pp to start warming up again ww. These are in no particular order.

1. Horokeu Usui (HoroHoro) / Shaman King.

Horo was probably my first masive 2D crush. I obsessed over him like a psycho lol. I learned every single little thing about him (and I mean trivial stuff like... the exact numbre of frame, page and volume for his first appearance xd), the meaning of his name, the name of his techniques (which were in Ainu). Oh, and also, SEIYUUS! Horo started my obsession with making seiyuu connections x) (I was never really fan of Ueda Yuuji, tho). And I really admired Horo... I felt he was like my soulmate, my perfect husbando. So, based on priority right, he should be like my #1 bae :')

2. Hinata Hideki / Angel Beats! & Kuga Aki / Kamisama Dolls.

I'm putting them together because they're both special characters to me for the same reason: I knew Kimura Ryouhei because of them, and I loved him from the very beginning. Coincidentally, I started watching Angel Beats and Kamisama Dolls at the same time, and the contrast between these two characters, voiced by the same seiyuu, made me fall in love completely. They're both so different. Hinata is a bright, loyal, energetic boy while Aki is this manipulative, rude, meticulous, violent guy (though he's also super calm and indifferent about certain things). Hinata had me loving his voice changes whenever he was put into ridiculous and funny situations while Aki got me melting becasue of his manic laugh. I love Hinata & Aki both as characters, not just because of Kimura, but they're the perfect examples of why KimuRyou is my fav seiyuu <3 <3

3. Kise Ryouta / Kuroko no Basket.

Oh boy..... my love for this man burns like a thousand suns bursting, ISTG. He's too pure too good to pretty too shiny too precious for this world. Ok, I admit... Kimura Ryouhei is partly at fault here lol. Kise actually reminded me a lot of Hinata and I liked him from the start too, but soon I started loving every single little thing about him. He's introduced a little as an arrogant dude but soon enough comes to change after his loss against Seirin (I loved it when he cried sddsffg). He's like the cheerful, carefree member of the group, but he also shows so much determination, strength, and even selfishness. But I really think he's the most admirable of the Generation of Miracles. And he's so pretty I wanna cry everytime I see him, sob.

4. Judal / Magi.

Yes, the Kimura Ryouhei syndrome continues... but I swear it's coincidence(?). Judal caught my eye since I saw him in the opening (that sequence when he's falling, grabs a white rukh and turns it black it's mesmerizing), but when he was finally introduced in the show, I WAS DOOMED FOREVER. Goddamn, I loved his personality. Even if he's a little bit of a psycho, I loved his childish arrogant attitude. He's like my twisted son ♥ Except... not really a son, because... he makes me feel things 6//6 (???). Aahaahgsdjhk yes yes ok, I love his design, really, L O V E I T ♥ ♥. His long braid, those beautiful ringed eyes, the makeup on them, the necklace and bracelets, that crop top, those abs, DAT WAISTLINE aksjdhjkashdkjhgasgasd ⁄(⁄ ⁄ ⁄ Д ⁄ ⁄ ⁄)⁄ He needs his own manga, there's just never enough Judal in my life.

5. Nozaki Umetarou / Gekkan Shoujo Nozaki-kun.

I've said this before, but it me. Nozaki is me, I am Nozaki (except I'm not tall and handsome lol). Looks cold, mostly serious, suuupr dense in some subjects (specially about love and romance), zero experience in love... but somehow still makes love stories! His shoujo manga is terrible haha but he's surprisingly popular as mangaka in spite of that x) I bet if I were to draw a manga it would be as ridiculous as his (or if my comics serve as an example... well, there ww). He has this stoic aspect, but he makes the most idiotic faces when he gets excited too~ I think Nozaki is more socially skilled than me but we're both awkward anymway(?) xD. He's my spirit animal ♥

6. Netherlands & Finland / Hetalia.

Ah, my time in the Hetalia fandom... feels so distant :') Italy was my fav at first but then I started roleplaying Fin (the first chara I ever roleplayed) and my love for him kept growing from there. He was just too adorbs <3 I got to know a lot of super nice people, both on the internet and irl, because of him. Also, back then I listened to lot of metal music, and I always pictured Fin as a secret metalhead xD And then Netherlands... I don't remember exactly how I started liking him, I remember they released the chara design, stuff happened, and then there I was cosplaying the dude. Hahaha ah, even though I loved Fin, I couldn't identify with him cause he's super cute, happy and lovable; but Netherlands was more like me~ Stoic, cold, tsundere. Over time, Netherlands became my favorite over Fin, but they're both special.

7. Furukawa Nagisa / CLANNAD.

My precious child. The purest girl ever created. A National treasure, istg. She's not the type of female characters that I usually like, but somehow she got me from the start. She's too adorable, sweet, innocent and good. She's just too good!!!!!!! She's always caring for others, always supportive of her friends, and tries her best even though she's phisically weak and lacks confidence. She's so strong and admirable, she makes my heart melt. CLANNAD made me cry rivers and hit me hard when... well, when After Story happened. She's the type of character that I want to protect from all evil. I also LOVED Nakahara Mai's performance as Nagisa, btw. I kept watching her scenes over and over just to listen to the cutest voice akjshd <3 I really love this child ;//;

8. Licht Jekylland Todoroki & Lawless / Servamp.

Well, as you would expect x) It's probably obvious that I love them both so hard. And I want to clear up for the records that it's not just because I love them together, or the homo hints flying all over the place between them. I love them both as separated characters. I really admire Licht. His resolution, his unbreakable spirit, his attitude, the hard worker he is, his strength, his pure innocence about the things he loves, his vision, his badassness, his frankness, his creativity... He's a gem, the type of person I could never be :') ALSO, HE'S HOT AF. Lawless is so beautiful. He deserves the universe. I feel him more in a spirital way. How he lost faith in everything, how meaningless lives seemed to him, the vicious cycle he was in. But the fact he's able to change that (with Licht's help) is truly touching and praiseworthy. He made a deep impression in me. Ah, and of course, his flamboyant personality! He's such a dork ahah xD I love his nerdy side, his energy, even his bragging. And the fact that he can literally go from hotdamn vampire to cute hedgy in no time is amazing xD ♥ Also, his voice.... yeah, you know this by this point, but the fact he's voiced by Kimura Ryouhei makes him even more perfect than he already was (everytime I listen to the Drama CDs, I literally have to go back and listen to his lines again because kjahsdjkg perfection in my ears). So yeah, I love my boys ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

9. Morgiana / Magi.

Ah, Morgiana ♥ ♥ The ultimate example of the type of female character that I like. She's strong, kind, determined, tough, has a strong sense of justce, needs no one to do shit for her, BUT she's not arrogant, aggresive or extravagant herself. She's quite, starightforward and helpful. But she's also soooo adorable and cute!! The way she puffs up her cheeks when she's mad, her smile, the little tears on her eyes when he was encouraged by Hakuryuu, her happy face, the way she dances around wearing that exotic outfit... man she is gorgeous, she's amazing, she's a goddess. And dem kicks, THE KIIICCCKKKS, god she's a BADASS. She seriously became like a prototype of my perfect gurl. No kidding, after her, everytime there's a badass fem chara that I like, I call her "a Morgiana". And I know she's probs being "controlled" by Sinbad in the manga right now, but I cried when she said she has come to love herself because of all the time she's been with Alibaba. I'M SO PROUD OF HER <//333

10. Special mention to: EVERY KIMURA RYOUHEI CHARACTER.

Agh, I just.... it's amazing how without a miss, characters voiced by Kimura always become my favourite. I always love them, for one reason or another. I mean, I have other seiyuus I love too (Kaji Yuki, Nakamura Yuuichi, Ishikawa Kaito, Sugita Tomokazu, Kamiyan....), but I don't always like their characters. But with Kimura, I ALWAYS do. I don't know all of his roles, obviously, but here's some that I absolutely love:

- Special mention 2: Jorah Mormont, Eddard Stark, Jon Snow. Because I love GoT, and these are my favs, but I can't draw real people ww.

I’m tagging @pastenaga, @stars-glow-for-you, @adeslowmoqueen, @rhomilch & @reimeijennoir~ Feel free to do it if you want uvu/ Don’t worry guys, you don’t have to draw the charas to do this www Actually, you don’t have to write anything about them either lol my hand slipped(?)

#Personal note #meme #long post #sorry about that #didn't feel like putting everything under the Read More tag #tl;dr #horohoro #hinata hideki #kuga aki #etc....(?)

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