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#i am not beating the delusional allegations of being a character in a badly written story where the author whos writing me
ankhisms
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i dont want to be brave about it all any more i want to scream and cry but i must continue on somehow
#i am not beating the delusional allegations of being a character in a badly written story where the author whos writing me
#is just being super heavy handed with their symbolism and metaphors and keeps having bad things happen or has me fuck up
#in a way thats like hey wink wink nudge nudge dont forget about the metaphor and themes with reys character and its like great thanks you
#suck at this. why do you love making things go wrong for me. its almost comical at this point.
#i keep thinking that i kind of wish i could just turn off all my feelings because i feel things so much but on the other hand
#there have been plenty of times when ive been hollow and havent felt anything or havent been the person in control and have been
#unreal and not in my body. but its like god this sucks why am i so bad at everything. why cant i get anything right. why am i
#never good enough both at things i try really hard to do and also just never good enough existing in general. there will always
#be something inherently weird and inherently strange and offputting about me. anyway im stopping now before i spiral more
#i just need to sleep and bottle it up and just make it thru
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