i am in misery thinking how gojo is an overly clingy boyfriend bc of his past. how he was too careless and only realized geto was spiraling downward when it was fait accompli. and how he sickeningly clings and holds onto you now out of fear that the same might happen again
now that stream has ended I will be thinking about That pomme & q!bad lore for a while gosh, really got me in my feelings. by that I mean emotionally wrecked me and made me cry. T-T
just realized city of stars is so azi + crow coded.
look in somebody's eyes to light up the skies; a voice that says "i'll be here and you'll be alright"; crowded restaurants; all we're looking for is love from someone else.
The finale was good. The pacing was off, obviously, but it isn't the writers fault.
I am devastated. I cried like a fucking baby. But it makes sense. There was symbolism. Don't mistake me, I am pissed about him dying. But I don't believe in any way that it was malicious of ill intended. Come on guys, that's being delusional.
I loved Zheng and Stede's kind of friendship.
Obviously, I am delighted that Ed and Stede got their inn (unlike some others that didn't get their cottage). The reunion was wow. He said "I love you"?? I cried when he said it.
Buttons! I was happy to see him back. But, I don't actually want Izzy to be ressucited by the sea witch. He died. It is devastating, but it is done. No backsies for me.
I love that Jackie and Swede stay together too!
Lastly, I kin Izzy and Ed. So for a while, a part of me will be dead.
being bi/multilingual sucks because your stats are distributed across two languages and they're never equal. in one language i can summon eldritch horrors with my cussing. in another language i am the funniest and wittiest person alive. and you may be able to translate the words, but not the vibe. never the vibe. it is a curse.
i just finished reading manacled and i feel so defeated like this is something i don't think i can recover from. when i tell you my entire soul was crushed into a million pieces after reading the last line...
she was a non-active member of the order of the phoenix and DID. NOT. FIGHT 😭😭😭😭