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haileybeehappy · 5 years
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I JUST WANT TO SIT IN ASHTON IRWINS LAP AND PLAY WITH HIS HAIR! IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK?!?
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haileybeehappy · 5 years
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Ashton Irwin - Oh baby!
Word count . 2,028
Warnings . Lil angsty
Summary . After Ashton completely cuts you out of his life you find out your pregnant. Nine months later you have a run in at your favorite coffee shop
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 You and ashton had dated roughly a year ago. The breakup was messy. Really messy, there was rumors of the both of you cheating long eachother and that you were sleeping with all the other members of the band. Small fights started everyday. Small fights turned into screaming matches and throwing things. It became toxic. So after the two of you broke up. And when you broke up everyone cut you out of there lives. They said it was for the better of both of you but you know its because they didn't want there to be any chance of you and Ash getting back together. 
Two months after you and Ashton broke up you noticed you hadn't had a period in a while. You took like a million pregnancy tests, all positive. Every single one. When you tried to tell Ashton no one listened. Thought you were just trying to get him back. Of course you didn't tell them why you NEEDED to talk to him because you needed him and only him to know. 
So here you were almost ten months later with a baby. He's only a few weeks old but he looks just like his dad. You named him Cash. A combination between His dad's name and your old best friend. You had kept in contact with Calum for a while, he said that someone in management found out and freaked at him. He kept talking for a while but slowly faded out. 
It was hard being a single mom with a minimum wage job. After the breakup no one really paid attention to you. Paparazzi stopped spotting you about a month after the breakup. You deleted all your social media and now you have become a little hobbit. You had a few work friends and a woman from mommy and me that you had coffee with once in a while but that was it. 
So here you were sitting outside of a coffee house drinking decaf coffee, because if you drank caffeinated Cash would be up all night.  Breastfeeding was hell sometimes. You were searching up daycares and daycare assistance when some familiar voices floated by. Ash. Youte head shot up. You watched as the boys walked by Ash was holding a woman's hand. She was beautiful. You stood up and grabbed the carseat dashing after them. You have no idea what you're doing but you were doing it. 
"Ash!" Nothing. "Ashton!" The boys must have not recognized your voice because they turned around with smiles. That instantly turned to straight faces as they saw it was you. You got the the group and faced Ashton. 
"I really need to talk to you," you say out of breath. He looks down at the carseat and there's an unreadable emotion on his face. 
"Um. Yea. Guys give us a second," the two of you walk back to the coffee shop not saying anything. You realize you left your purse, laptop and diaper bag there carelessly. You shut your laptop and set the carseat back in the table. 
"Well, hi," is all Ash says. 
"I know you don't want to be here so I'll make it quick. I had a baby, yes he's yours. And as much as it sucks. being a single mom I'm not going to ask you to be in his life. I won't ask you for child support and I won't tell anyone that THE Ashton Irwin is a deadbeat dad. I just thought you should know that you have a kid. Of course I would love for him to have a dad and for you to be in his life but we will be perfectly fine without you," you had tears running down your cheeks. Those last few words were hard to squeak out. 
He sighs. 
"I'm not leaving you in the dust. I could never do that to you. Or our son," he looks into the carseat. Cash is awake but content. Hes not perfect but hes an easy baby. Only ever cries when he needs to be changed or fed. "Can I hold him?" You nod and stand up, getting him out of his carseat. You rest him on your shoulder holding him with your right hand while grabbing his blanket. You wrap the blanket around him and hand him over to his father. Ash's large hand make the baby in his arms look even smaller. 
The boys and the girlfriends have made their way over. Some of them look at you with pity. Not Cal he's got his arms wrapped around you in seconds. 
"Hey princess," he just holds on to you for a second. It's what you need right now. He separates from you and sits by his friend. He looks at your small bundle of joy for a moment. His fingers run across your sons head. "What's his name?" 
You smile. Slightly embarrassed. 
"It's Cash. Wanted to name him after his daddy and my best friend," they both remove their eyes from the small baby and instantly to you. Calum has a huge smile. 
"I love it," Ash whispers. He looks back down at his son. "I love you," after a minute he hands the child to Calum and he heads over to the group. 
"Why didn't you tell me?" He's now undistracted and confused. 
"I tried. But you blocked me and no one would let me talk to you. Granted I didn't tell them why I needed to talk to you," you look over at your old best friend holding the love of your life. 
"Was it hard?" You nodded. 
"When I was pregnant, he really didn't like food. Any food really. I'd have to take a shit ton of vitamins. If I got cravings I was lucky. I ate a lot of cereal. That's really the only thing I could hold down," you grabbed the diaper bag and pulled some pictures out. They were from when he was first born. You always kept them on you, it was the best day of your life. "Labor was hell, the nurses really helped me through it. He was not wanting to breastfeed. I was in the hospital for a week before he would latch," 
He listened intently. He hated that he wasn't able to be there for the both of you. That he missed one of the most important stages of his son's life. Being born. 
"He's a pretty easy kid tho," you laugh. "He's been sleeping almost through the night. Only waking up two or three times a night. He only really cried when he's ready to be changed or hungry. But that will probably change soon," You hear the soft cries of your baby and instantly stand up to see what he needs. Calum seems panic bringing the small bundle back to you. You can't help but laugh. You swiftly grab your son from his grasp and hold him to your body. 
You feel his diaper and he's wet. Knowing this coffee shop doesn't have a changing table you pack him Into his carseat. You live in a small studio apartment less than a block away. It's about time for him to sleep and you like feeding him in the privacy of your home. 
"I'm going to head home, he needs go ne changed and fed. Maybe even a nap. So I mean you can come with. You too Cal but my apartment is not nearly big enough for all of you. Ash nods. He relays the message to his friend. He hugs the woman I presume to be his girlfriend and him and Calum walk back to me. Michael waves and Luke has really been avoiding me the whole time so you weren't surprised when he just left without anything. You and Luke were close at one point, hell he was the one that introduced you and Ash. 
The two of you fought before you left. He said that you needed to stay, saying that you were still part of the group and that it wasn't going to change, it didn't have to change. He said that if you left he wouldn't forgive you. That leaving them all behind was a selfish bitch move. He wouldn't talk to you again. So you weren't sure if he was guilty or sticking to his promise. 
The three of you made it to your apartment. Cash still whining in the car seat but mild down because of the pacifier in his mouth. It only takes you a few minutes until you're punching the code into your building. The boys followed you up the three flights of stairs. Ash tries to carry the car seat but you do it everyday so it's no problem. You make it to your apartment and you quickly unlock the door and enter your small home. You gesture for them to sit on the couch (that turns into your bed). You make your way back into the sectioned off part of the living space where Cashes 'room' is. You quickly change him and make your way back to the boys. 
You hand him to Ash and start to clean up a little. 
"Wasn't really expecting company. Sorry," you throw some toys into a small plastic bin and fold up a few blankets. 
"Y/n please. Leave it. Come sit and talk," Calum says. You sit on the other side of Ashton who is sitting in the middle of the fold out sofa. 
"This is quite the place," Ash says letting his son hold onto his long fingers. He has them pulled to his mouth. 
"Yeah, it's not much buy it'll be good for the two of us for a while, when he gets a little bigger he's gonna need his own room and space," Ash shakes his head. 
"No, like I said I want to help. I want to be in his life. I know this is a big offer you could come stay with me. Please come stay with me. I want to be able to spend as much time with my little man as possible, don't answer yet. Let it sit for a few days? Please?" You don't give him a response because you're shocked. You just nod. 
"So, I get god father rights right? You didn't pick someone else?" Calum speaks up a bit later breaking the slightly awkward silence. 
"Of course Cal, as long as you stick around and change a few diapers definitely," you laugh. Cash suddenly begins to cry and Ashton tries to soothe him. You know what he's crying for and Ashton does not have the ... assets to give him what he needs. 
You shake your head and motion for Ashton you bring him to your chest and remove the flap from the 'maternity clothes' and feed your child. Calum looks slightly uncomfortable and is distracting himself with his phone. Ashton watched his son eat and you weren't uncomfortable with it. One, you have become used to it, people watching you as you feed your son. And two, as bad as the relationship was in the end you loved him and he made you comfortable, always. 
Cash made these cute little noises whenever he ate. He'd clench his fists until he was full and then he'd slowly release them. He only ate for a few minutes until he was content and pulled away. His little eyes opened and they were just the same as his fathers. You put yourself away and grabbed a burp rag from the coffee table and throw it over your shoulder. You bring your son up to your shoulder and begin to burp him. He gets fussy so you stand and walk him around the room. 
"Can I help?" Asks Calum. 
"Have you ever burped a baby?" He shook his head. You motion for him to come to you and show him how. It's not rocket science. "Bounce a little as you walk to," he nods and begins to walk him around the small apartment. Humming to him as he does so. You sit on the couch next to Ashton. 
"So how are we going to do this?" He asks. 
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haileybeehappy · 5 years
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Ashton Irwin. House Party
Warnings. smut (second? time writing smut)
Word count. 3.1k
Summary. You and Ash have some fun in the middle of a party.
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Inspired by this picture.
Ashton being the 'boss man' he is, as Calum calls him decided to throw a party. He was not drinking of course, but decided to get everyone else he knew drunk. You being the amazing girlfriend you are decided to stay sober with him. He said that it was fine and you should take a shot or two but you turned that down and stuck with your soda. 
An hour and a half into the party even more people piled through the doors of Ashtons LA home. Some carrying cases of alcohol. Ash greeted them all and showed them where to place their beverages. You mingled around the party sticking with the boys of the band most of the time, well more so their girlfriends. 
"Hey sweetheart," Ash had come up behind you grabbing your waist and moving his hand to your ass. You smile and lean into his side. You continue to talk with your close group of friends until there's a crash and the music cuts out. The boys set down their drinks and head to the 'DJ' station. 
"So how do you like LA?" Sierra asks. 
"it's absolutely amazing. So different than New York. I miss home a lot but Ash makes that homesick feeling go away," You smile. You swirl the ice around in the cup with the carbonated liquid. 
"Yeah I get that. I miss home a lot too," Calums girlfriend responds. They had met just before You and Ashton. She was so sweet. The perfect, ideal woman for him. 
"Ash has been talking about heading to see my family, Meet them Properly. Hoping to get there before the big surge of holiday tourists," the girls nod. Then Michael's voice comes over the speakers. 
"Dirty Cliffo in the HOUSE!" a roar of laughter surges through the party of people. Crystal just shakes her head and smiles. 
"I'm gonna head up there with him," We all nod at her as the music ques up. You move through the croud and to the back of the living room and find a spot on a sofa. You sit back and listen to some stories being told, well screamed, over the load music. Every once in a while a laugh surged through the small group of people and you laugh along pretending to know what they're talking about. 
As much as you loved music and the boys band you don't feel as if you fit into this world. As you sit and catch a few words here and there Luke approaches you. 
"Hey Shrimpy," you raise your eyebrows as if to say 'yes?' you'd think the nickname had to do something with size. Nope, the first time you met him you threw shrimp up all over his new red suede boots. And the name stuck.
"Ash is looking for you, He's over by the patio doors I think," you nod at the tall man. 
"Thanks Bull Dozer," another nickname you'd think would have to do with size but no. That's another story for another time. You make your way to the sliding doors on the other side of the large room. You shift your way through groups of people. 
You see him leaned up against a wall talking to one of his gym buddies. He looks around whole talking to the man, making sure to make a respectful amount of eye contact. He then spots you and excuses himself from the conversation. You meet him halfway and he wraps him arms around you. 
"You know I don't like it when you wander baby girl," he almost growls. He was, aroused to say the least. You could always tell, by the way he holds you and the way his voice changes. He pulls out his phone and shoots a text to Mikey. "Music up pls." and fee second later the volume rises to almost too much. 
He has one arm wrapped around you, and he takes your hands and places them in the waistband of his pants, securing your fingers around his belt. 
"Don't move your hands princess," he says in your ear. You look around and no one seems to notice you two. If they do no one is saying anything. You nod. "Use your words,"
"Yes sir," you say barely above a whisper. He still manages to hear you. He keeps one arm wrapped around you, he pulls you as close as he can to you. His free hand makes it's way down the front of your skirt. The one he picked out for you earlier that day. 
He plays with the hem of the underwear you're wearing. A black lacey uncomfortable thing. With a matching bra. His favorite set, that's why you have four or five pairs. He just plays with the hem, every few strides of his fingers down the lace he Grace's by your heat. You start to try to rub yourself into him but he pulls away. At this point you're soaked. 
"Please Daddy," You whimper. He smiles and pushes the wet cloth aside and gets to work. As he pushes into you, you go to grip his shoulders. when you do that his hand shoots out from your skirt and places your hands back on his belt. 
"I said don't move, if it happens again I'll have to punish you. Understand?" He growls. His voice sends a shiver down your spine. You feel a mix of pleasure and fear. A feeling you welcome. 
"Yes sir," you nod and he pushes his hand into your skirt and back into you. You whimper and lay your head on his chest. he pushes one finger in and out of you while playing with your clit. you try to keep yourself quite. Scared someone would hear you over the deafening music.
As he continues the other arm wrapped around you rubs up and down your back. He raises it to the base of your neck and makes you look up at him. At this point you have tears in your eyes and are wanting to finish. He pulls you in for a kiss and you moan into his mouth. 
"Do you wanna come princess?" 
"Yes, please. Daddy please." You moan out. Your head rests against his chest. 
"Okay, let go. Come for me Baby," He presses harder into your core. His fingers as far as they can go. Curling, reaching the perfect spot. As you come around his fingers your legs almost give put on you. His arm wrapped around your torso keeps you up off the ground. "Good girl, do good for me," he praises you. All you can do is nod. 
After a few minutes you have calmed down and Ashton had shoved his fingers in your mouth and had you clean them. kept them in until he was satisfied. You could feel him hardening in his black skinny jeans. 
"Daddy, calm down. someone might see your not so little friend," he just laughs. He adjusts you in front of him so he can reach and fix himself. You both end up wandering around and mingling with people for another hour before the party gets shut down. Ash kicks everyone out very nicely and they all leave peacefully. Mike Cleans up his DJ station while the rest of our crew cleans up the mess was left behind. 
Not too much this time. Quite a few glasses, only two broken. Some empty alcohol bottles laying around. A cellphone left in the couch and another under the bar. After sitting and talking for another twenty minutes everyone calls it a night and heads home. You and Ashton sit on the couch and he pulls you onto his lap. You were surprised it took this long. 
"Tonight was amazing Princess," you nodded. You lightly threw your head back onto his shoulder. "Especially that little adventure huh?"
You can't help but bite your lip. "Yes Daddy," He let's out a light groan. 
"You liked getting off in front of all those people huh?"
"Yes Daddy," you both pause for a moment. "Can I help you now Daddy?" You could practically see him smirking. 
"Yes princess. He runs his hands from the tops of your thighs and to your breasts, grasping them in his large hands. "On your knees," He whispers as he kissed your neck. "Suck Daddy of like the good little girl you are,"
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haileybeehappy · 5 years
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Ashton Irwin (Luke Hemmings) - Best Friends
word count - 995
summary - You and Ash are dating after an on and off again relationship with Luke
warnings - fluff...
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“I want you to know that I never meant to hurt you. Ever, I really hope that you know that. What we had was something I didn’t want to mess up but did,”
    “So you liked the way it was going?”
    “Yeah, didn’t you?” You shake your head.
    “I hated it, so much,” You stand up and try to look him in the eye but he was to tall. You waited till his gaze locked yours. “I was in love with you Luke, so in love and I didn’t realize till you were with Sierra. And I love her, and you. The two of you are so happy and I wish I could be happy for you. But everytime I see you two together my heart breaks and I hate it. I wished so hard that it would never happen but it did,” Your hands were shaking and your voice was breaking, on the verge of crying.
    “Why didn’t you tell me?” he reached out for you but you backed away. Realizing now that it only took you a week. A week to get over him. That those feelings of love would always be there, but now that you have Ashton that you could really, truly move on.
    “Because I don’t feel that way anymore and that I have someone that I absolutely adore and love, and he doesn’t hurt me,”
    “Ashton? You two have been dating for like eight days. How could you love him? And I never meant to hurt you. How did I hurt you?”
    “By leaving,” You reached behind him and opened the door. “And I do love Ash, maybe not the same way I thought I loved you but I love him. He makes me so happy and I hope I make him happy. We didn’t feel the need to hide it from anyone because it didn’t feel wrong. Not like it did with you,” he just stood there in shock. You walked into the kitchen where Ashton was. He wrapped you in his arms the second you were close to him.
    “What did you guys talk about?”
    “Our relationship, or I guess our not relationship. You and me. Him and Sierra,”
    “What are you gonna do?”
    “What do you mean?”
    “Are you gonna go back to him?”
    “No,” You lean back from his chest and make sure he is looking in your eyes. “You’re stuck with me, for now and forever.” You had regretted waiting so long to move on from Luke. You helped him bring the food into the TV room. Cal and Michael pounced on it.
    “You two still act like teenage boys,” You scoff and shake your head. You tuck yourself into Ashtons side and watch the movie on the screen. You could feel Luke’s eyes on you while you watched the TV. To make his stop you turned to Ashton and kissed his neck and whispered.
    “Luke won’t stop looking at me,” He just looked down at you.
    “Just ignore him,”
    “I can’t, I can feel his eyes. I hate it,” He just gives you a quick kiss, he only takes side glances at you, trying to watch the movie.
    “Just watch the movie,” you lightly groan and pull the blanket from off the back of the loveseat. You throw it over your lap, you may be in the hot LA heat but you have always been cold blooded.
    “I’m cold,” you whine.
    “You are really begging for attention huh?”
    “No, I’m just cold,”
    “Fine,” He rolls his eyes jokingly and brings the blanket over himself and basically pulls you onto his lap. You push your face into his neck and pull his arm to your chest, cuddling it. “You’re so weird,” he chuckles and continues to watch the movie.
    You end up falling asleep in his lap. He stays there and bids everyone a goodbye from his seat on the couch. All except Calum who Ash made stay at the house do to the amount of alcohol he consumed.
    “Y/n, sweetheart, time to wake up,”
    “No, go away,” He laughed and kissed your forehead.
    “Come on, lets go to the bedroom,” You just nodded but didn’t move. He chuckled and pulled you up and carried you to the bedroom. He set you in the bed and you went to move under the covers.
    “Aren’t you gonna undress?” He asked and you just shook your head.
    “Too tired,” You only had the covers pulled over your legs. Ashton moved over to your side of the bed and uncovered you. “Hey,” you tried to put in the effort to retaliate but just laid there. He then began to undress you and you let him. He got you down to your shirt and underwear somehow getting your bra off you even though you were laying down the whole time.
    “Goodnight beautiful,” He kissed your forehead and covered you with the thick comforter. He did his nightly routine and slipped into bed next to you, before he was even completely settled you were wrapped around him like a koala. This was not the first time you had slept over at Ashtons house but this was the first time you had spent it in his bed wrapped around him like there was no tomorrow. “You really like to cuddle huh?” you nodded.
    “Luke never let me cuddle him, after.. You know,” He just gave a quick nod which you felt atop your head.
    “You can cuddle me anytime you want,” you smile and kiss his bare chest.
    “You shouldn’t have said that, you have no idea what you just signed up for,”
    “I know exactly what I just signed up for. You’re never gonna leave my side again huh?” You just shook your head. He laughed and wrapped his arm around you tighter. He had thought you had fallen asleep. You hadn’t.
    “Please don’t ever let go,” You just smiled. You could feel your heart skip a beat.
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haileybeehappy · 5 years
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Ashton Irwin vs. Luke Hemmings, Best Friend
Everything in the following writing is a work of fiction.. except that Duke is adorable, that’s a fact.
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Word Count . 947
Summary . You and Luke had a thing going before he was with his girlfriend and your best friend Ashton helps you through the heartbreak. 
Pairings . Ashton Irwin + Y/N      Luke Hemmings + Y/N 
Warnings . None, maybe angst 
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You and Luke had been together off and on through the years. In between his few serious girlfriends the two of you got together as friends and something more. You had gotten to know the boys and everyone behind the scenes. You loved being around them and hanging out. The five of you were like family. They never made it feel like you were intruding in the four of them but made you feel as if you had known them forever. But one thing that they didn’t know was that the two of you were kinda sorta together. Ash liked to jokingly flirt with you like he did everyone, Luke hated it even if he was in a serious relationship with someone else.
Your relationship changed when Luke would get a girlfriend. He wouldn’t text or call you. He would only really talk to you if the boys were around. That was fine with you, until you developed feelings. It was somewhere in between Arzaylea and Sierra. You hated it, but it was bound to happen. Now that he was finally in a happy and healthy relationship you had to catch feelings. It couldn’t have happened before. At any moment in time but they surfaced as soon as they got serious. So you went to your best friend and told him everything.
“How in the world did I not know?” you just shrugged.
“We hid it pretty well I guess,” You were sat next to Ashton at a small diner on the edges of LA. You had told him the whole story beginning to now. Almost every detail, just not the dirty ones. He just sat and listened. Listened to how guilty you felt and how bad you wanted to not feel this way. He held your hands while you cried and moved to your side of the booth when you couldn’t stop. So now he was just holding you while you sniffled and answered whatever questions you had.
“Why did you guys hide it from us?”
“Because it wasn’t anything serious. Just some fun when we were both single,” the waitress came and set your food down and said a simple,
“If you need anything else just holler,” and walked away. He moved back to the otherside of the booth and you ate in silence. Ash seemed slightly uncomfortable with the whole thing but wanted to help. When you finished he just sat there.
“What do I do Ash?” He looked up at me.
“There’s only one thing you can do Y/N move on. I think that we all know that they’re forever. Just like Mike and Crystal,” I just nod.
“She makes him so happy and that's what I want for him, but everytime I see them together I just hurt. I can’t do it. I can’t be around him. It just, hurts” You just buried your face in your hands and cried quietly to yourself. You don’t know what hurts more, not seeing him or seeing him. Ash just sat there.
“See if you can make him jealous,” Is all he said.
“How?” He doesn’t care.
“Be with me,” You look up at him.
“You don’t want to do that, Ashton. You, why?” You just couldn’t get the words to come out.
“You are the most clueless person I know woman,” he just scoffs and shakes his head. “I have liked you since the first day Luke brought you into the studio,” You looked at him with wide eyes.
“Why?” He looked at you with a wide smile.
“You don’t see it. You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Not only physically but mentally. You are so intelligent and so kind. I don’t know what Luke was thinking when he left you in the cold,” He grabbed your hands from across the table and squeezed them. “You have the most incredible heart and the best smile. I could go on for hours and hours.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?” He just shrugged.
“A girl like you wouldn’t go for a guy like me,”
“A girl like me?”
“Perfect,”
“I am far from perfect Ash. So far from perfect,” He shakes his head.
“That’s not true,” So you sat there. Thinking. “Let’s do it. Let’s see if we can make the tree jealous,” You both laugh at the nickname you gave him when you first met.
You and Ash had been… dating for a week now. When you told the boys Michael and Calum didn’t seem surprised at all but Luke was shocked. You are all currently sitting in Ashton’s TV room. You had your legs thrown over your boyfriend’s lap. The boy’s had their significant others with them. Cal had Duke, which in your opinion was better than any person you could bring. You had probably spent most of the night cuddling that dog than Ashton, which he was offended by. You were now sitting outside on a lawn chair waiting for not only Duke but the other dogs to go potty. You were scrolling through instagram and someone stepped out of the house.
“Y/N I think we should talk,” a voice said. A very distinctive voice that belonged to Luke Hemmings. You turn around.
“About what Luke?” he was standing, leaning against the door and playing with the rings on his hands.
“Us,”
“There is no us. We ended a long time ago,” You whistled at the dogs and they all started racing towards you. “Hey babies,” You leaned down and picked up Duke. He may be Calums dog but he’s your baby. Sometimes Calum jokes that Duke loves you more than him.
“Please, I just need to talk Y/N,” You sigh. You open the door and let the dogs inside.
“Five minutes,” You sit back down on the lawn chair and face him.
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