#hoards them only for myself

[leona-florianova]

Felicity or just Foxtrot is a ghoul code breaker and an intelligence officer for NCR.

I made her about a year ago as a adoptable oc but then ended up falling in love with her and keeping her. But who knows eventually I might sell her. (at least not before I draw her some more.)

#fallout #fallout new vegas #ncr #new california republic #original characters #oc #felicity #fonv #fnv #ghoul #fallout ghoul #art #my art #me comes up with design for adoptable #falls in love with them #hoards them only for myself #im so dumb #i got about 3 more of those

[chaosordoffl]

Some Valyrian/Targaryen/Velaryon names. No expertise here, simply following patterns to see what sounds and looks nice + canon sources and Valyrian dictionary plucks. In chrono & thought order.

Canon — Rhaenys, Rhaena, Rhaella, Rhaenyra, Rhaegel, Rhae, Rhaelle, Rhaegar (All Targ)

Derived — Rhaenion, Rhaenelle, Rhaenella, Rhaegor, Rhaegon, Aenyra, Rhaelion, Rhaenyx, Rhaelyx, Rhaenar, Rhaenyar, Rhaenel, Rhaelys, Rhaevel, Rhaevis, Rhaevys, Viserrhae, Rhaenya, Rhaenior, Rhaenor, Rhael, Rhaen, Rhaejel, Rhaeqan, Rhaellor, Rhaemon, Rhaemond, Rhaenyron, Rhaema

Canon — Aenar, Aegon, Aerys, Aelyx, Aerion, Aethan (1 Velaryon), Vaegon, Aenys, Aerea, Naerys, Aegor, Aelor, Aelora (Rest Targ)

Derived — Aegar, Aelon, Aelys, Aelar, Aelara, Aella, Aelinor, Aeral, Aeron, Aelion, Aegys, Aegal, Aelia, Naera, Naeron, Naerion, Naerelle, Naerella, Naerea, Aethal, Aethelle, Aethys, Aethion, Aethar, Aethial, Aenor, Aethor, Aerelle, Gaelyx, Aenyx, Aeryx, Baelyx, Aelial, Aeliar, Aelior, Vaegal, Vaegor, Vaegar, Vaelior, Vaelor, Aerial, Aeriel, Aelan, Aevys, Aevelle, Aevella, Haelyx, Haelian, Aenir, Haethan, Haelan, Haelor, Aekor

Canon — Gaemon (T), Daemion (T & V), Daemon (V & T), Aemon (T), Aemma (T [Andal?]), Vaemond (V), Aemond (T), Daeron (V later T)

Derived — Daemyra, Daemys, Daemyn, Daemelle, Daema, Gaemar, Daerelle, Daerion, Aemys, Aemar, Aemor, Aemir, Aemira, Aemara, Aemora, Daemor, Daemora, Vaemon, Gaema, Gaemond, Gaemyn, Gaemion, Aemion, Gaemor, Aemior, Aemyn, Aemin, Aerona, Aemona, Aemia, Aeman, Aemal, Aemelle, Gaemia, Aemol, Aemil, Aemila, Aemilon, Aemilor, Aeminor, Daemyron, Daeminor, Haemon, Naemon, Haemia, Naema, Haemal, Haemar, Naemior, Naemor

Canon — Daenys, Daenerys, Daella, Daenaera (1 V), Daena, Daenora (Rest T)

Derived — Daenyra, Daenar, Daenor, Daenelle, Daenal, Daen, Nerys, Naera, Daenir, Daenyx, Daeryx, Daerys, Daera, Daerya, Daenya, Daenyron, Daenorion, Norion, Daenyrion, Daenarion, Daenaeron, Daellar, Daelar, Daelon, Daelor, Daelan, Daelana, Daelanys, Daelenys, Daelyn, Aenaera

Canon — Maegon, Maegor, Maegelle, Maelor, Maekar (All T)

Derived — Maegar, Maela, Maelys, Maegys, Maegera, Maegara, Maegerys, Maegal, Maegyn, Maegan, Maekor, Maekaera, Maegaera, Maegaela, Maekion, Maelyra, Maegyra, Maelara, Maelar

Canon — Elaena (T), Valaena, Laena, Laenor (3 V), Helaena (T)

Derived — Laenys, Laenyra, Laenar, Laenelle, Helaenys, Elaenor, Elaenys, Laenion, Laenir, Laenyx, Elaenar, Laenora, Haena, Vaena, Alaena, Haela, Norys, Alaenys, Vaenys, Galaena

Canon — Visenya, Viserys, Viserra (T)

Derived — Viserya, Visenys, Senys, Saenys, Saenya, Saenar, Saenelle, Saenyelle, Saenyella, Serya, Serra, Serys, Saenir, Saenyx, Saenor, Viselya, Senial, Serial, Saerial, Visellan, Visarys

Canon — Baelon, Baela, Baelor, Balerion (Blackfyre), Valerion (Rest T)

Derived — Baelys, Baelar, Bael, Baelir, Alerion, Aleria, Aelir, Valeria, Valerys

Canon — Jaehaerys (T), Jacaerys (V), Lucerys (V), Jaehaera (T)

Derived — Lucerra, Lucerion, Jaehaerion, Jaerion, Lucerya, Jacaera, Jaena, Jaenelle, Jaecelle, Jaesir, Jaekar, Jaeron, Jaela, Jaelon, Jaelor, Jaerys, Haerys, Haera, Kael, Kaecion, Kaeciel, Kaecelle, Kaerys, Kaerion, Kaeriel, Lucarys, Jaeca, Nicerys, Nicaerys, Hecaerys, Nicerion, Hicaerys, Niceria, Nicae, Lucarya, Lucaenys, Lucaena, Nocorys

Canon — Lianna, Larissa (V [Andal? First Men?]), Alarra (FM [Massey]), Alyssa (V & T [Andal? FM?]), Alysanne (T)

Derived — Alysor, Lianys, Lianor, Sianna, Amanna, Alanna, Noranna, Narra, Nyssa, Anyssa, Alarya, Asenna, Norissa, Irenna, Orissa, Lysarra, Lisarra, Aranna

Canon — Valarr, Vaella (T)

Derived — Vaelys, Valarys, Alarys, Alarya, Valarya, Valarra, Vaellan

Canon — Gael, Saera, Shaera (T)

Derived — Saerys, Gaelys, Gaelor, Gaelon, Gaelion, Saerion, Shaerys, Shaerial, Shaerelle, Shaelle, Shael, Shaelys, Saevys, Shaerion, Gaela, Shaela

Canon — Corwyn (V [Andal?]), Corlys (V)

Derived — Corla, Corlia, Corlaenys, Cora, Corys, Corlenys, Corlea, Corlae, Corvan, Corvana, Corvys

Malentine

Rhogar(/Rogar?/Rogare? [FM? HV?])

Monford

Monterys (All V)

Derived — Terys, Teraea, Taeraea, Taerion, Monys, Monerys, Montys, Rhogel, Malentys, Malenta, Monterion, Monterra, Mona, Monae, Monarra, Malentina, Lentys, Lenta, Lenya, Taenys, Taena, Alentys, Malya, Malys, Malea, Malena, Malenna, Malaena, Amalla, Alenna, Marissa, Monassa, Monessa, Monerra, Mosarra, Malarra, Malenys, Amarys, Mantys, Malta, Maltys, Maltine, Maltina, Amalta, Amaltine, Alta, Altys, Altarra, Maltar, Maltarys, Marion, Maltior, Malerion, Mornys, Mortys, Morton, Omorr, Omon, Malenion, Malenior, Almys, Monissa, Montissa, Montessa, Omona, Omorra, Maltion, Malton, Almont, Almae, Maltorra, Torys, Garys, Garla, Galtys, Torrine, Tarine, Maltarine, Maltarra, Almerra, Almarra, Almorra, Alterra, Lamina, Monta, Monte, Montae, Taera, Taerine, Taerin, Taerys, Manta, Almina, Almine, Rhonal, Rhonior, Rhomys, Almar, Malar, Malarr, Malarys, Almarys, Maline, Rhomalt, Rhomion, Rhomior, Rhomia, Rhoma, Rhoton, Rhomine, Rhomal, Rhogal, Rhomina, Rhomon, Rhomar, Rhomorr, Almassa, Rhomys, Rhomyn, Torial, Malial, Rhovys, Rhowyn, Matarra, Atarra, Rhomond, Rhomorra

Matarys (T)

Derived — Matarya, Matara, Matys, Tarys, Tarya, Atara, Atarys, Tarial, Tarhael, Matarr

Canon — Orys, Borys, Orryn (Baratheon)

Derived — Orial, Ora, Orya, Orra, Borya, Boria, Boryl, Orelle, Orianne, Orael, Orrael, Orhael, Borion, Orion, Bora, Orian, Oryal, Oryas, Orias, Orios, Oryos, Rys, Ryssa, Ryssal, Orlisse, Rysla, Ryn, Rynel, Rynella, Boryn, Borryn, Rynal, Dorys, Orella, Dorella, Oryl, Orgillac, Orgyll, Borella, Borylla, Bolia, Bolas, Orlas, Ollyn, Olys, Olya, Orianna, Lorys

Canon — Maelys, Haegon, Aeryn, Calla, Rhalla, Shaena (Blackfyre)

Canon non-Westerosi Valyrians:

Jaenara Belaerys, Aurion

Canon Dragons:

Urrax, Terrax, Balerion, Vhagar, Meraxes, Vermithor, Caraxes, Meleys, Syrax, Vermax, Arrax, Tyraxes, Tessarion, Shrykos, Morghul, Viserion, Rhaegal

Unknown — Gaelithox?, Aegarax?

Original & HV Derived (some more suitable for dragons) — Aelsior, Qaelys, Qylys, Vhenys, Vhenya, Vhinyae, Vhanir, Vaenir, Vaenyx, Baelykos, Lykael, Lykaera, Raqael, Raqel, Raqys, Raqyssa, Raqissa, Raqar, Raqir, Raqor, Raqora, Raqior, Kionar, Malkion, Malkios, Vhaltir, Malkior, Vaedys, Vaedar, Elenys, Elenia, Elenar, Elenarys, Elenarya, Elenara, Kostys, Kostir, Kostior, Pelarys, Pelonia, Pelonys, Eledrae, Eledrys, Eledryn, Peria, Perza, Perzys, Zysa, Amisor, Amisa, Aexior/Aeksior, Aexion/Aeksion, Raenion, Raenior, Qana, Qanys, Qantys, Ebrior, Ebrion, Jelmys, Jelmarys, Jelmazys, Jelissa, Tessarys, Tessara, Tessarae, Dessan, Dessenae, Hārys, Tōmarr, Tōmarys, Tōmasyn, Tessarax, Syrion, Syriel, Jēdarys, Jēdaria

Possible High Valyrian roots for names:

Rhaen — to; meet, find, encounter, discover

Bael — to help, to aid, to assist

Jael — to want, to wish/to store, to house

Jaelarys — hope (possible name)

#I was just hoarding these for no reason and then I realised oh I have a reddit now #but then I also realised that I don't despise myself so I remembered I still have tumblr #look I even kept the “common” names :D #I just want folks to realize we got options 😭 #enough with throwing a bunch of consonants in the blender #let's respect the convention of AE #and -ys #and George might have had burnout when it came on to names but we're better off aren't we?! #yeah! #he got Rhaena from Rhaenys we can work with these We Have Options! #but yes as you can see I still had limits #house targaryen #house velaryon #house blackfyre #house baratheon #dragging them back to their roots by hook or crook >:( #it's bandoleros or nothing #therefore I guess it's only right to tag #house celtigar #FUCK didn't even show up in recommended tags this is so sad 😭 #valyrian names #sometimes I compare a name's pronunciation in Common vs High Valyrian and my head hurts #Syrax what's happening w u bb 😭 #is the y in Visenya a rounded vowel or actually an i *sleep-mussed contemplating Jungkook meme* #I'm good at names?? #that's crazy

[todayisafridaynight]

MOM WAKE UP NEW RGG PLUSH ANNOUNCEMENT

#rgg #ryu ga gotoku #snap chats #HHHFLEKAHLKCHEHEHA #DAIGO AND MINE PLUSHIE REAL ALSO BABY HARUKA IS SO CUTE !!!!!!!!! FUCK #theyre so.... THEYRE SO..... #im going to eat themim literally going to eat them #rgg heard about those fanmade plushies being made and said 'fuck we have to act NOW' #anyways stealing all the daigo and mine plushies and hoarding them like a dragon in his lair #dunking daigo in milk and throwing him against the wall #i love how mine is only ever mentioned in the series through merch now like fuck it ill take it. give him to me #//screaming crying yelling// #sorry i cant finish this post without addressing haruka and her big ol eyes..... Perfection....she's so cute 😭😭 #recently i was talking to myself about budgeting better and putting my financial priorities towards My Priorities #so it looks like. so it looks like im poor now !!!!!!! #reminding myself i should start my holiday comm sale this weekend tho....

[onewomancitadel]

RUNNING AROUND EXCITEDLY HIIIII HI SERAPHINA I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!!!!! IM SO HAPPY TO SEE YOU AGAIN!!!!!!

Yippee! I missed you too! You are such a delight and I hope you are doing well and taking care of yourself. I am psychically mirroring your energy/running around in circles as well

I didn't have any appropriate .gifs saved so I had to go find a suitably kitschy one (it claims to be the Missed You Teddy Bears) however I fear that this message is not appropriately conveyed, so I am noting this here.

I hope we can have some fun again on Tumblr now my self-imposed exile is over.

#seraphina's asks #user: rubyneo #seraphina party hour #flashing gif #writing these tags in glitter gel pen btw #I cleaned out all my art supplies and found out that like 8+ year old pens were all still perfectly working #because I'd stored them correctly. The only ones which weren't were the glitter gel pens #I have a hoard of supplies now I'm letting myself use (I was 'saving them') and it's basically like home shopping

[dandelion-wings]

Okay, I fed all my 4-star artifacts (with some select few exceptions I raised a couple levels to keep them out of the carnage) to Ayaka, Ayato, and Fischl's unleveled artifacts.... It was incredibly painful to do ;o; but I am down to 715 now! Which means that I can just keep accumulating artifacts from Ridge Watch (which I'm going to burn most of my stockpiled fragile resin today on running) without burning any off as fodder, and when Eula comes home next week, I hopefully will not only have a good Pale Flame set for her, but will be able to immediately chunk it up to level 20 so that she will be completely built in one go. *fingers crossed*

#god the agony of watching them go though #only reminding myself over and over that i saved the best ones helped #and even that didn't help that much... #i hate inventory management so much in any game #just let me hoard everything. please. just let me keep it

[sleepdeprivationandcoffee]

If any of you plan on having kids, please for your sake please have a good support system. I mean people who will take kiddo for a few hours so you can sleep/clean/relax without stressing, people who will help with chores and help pick up the slack when you start feeling worn thin, and people who will encourage and remind you that you’re doing great. It’s so so so hard when you can’t get the help you need.

Future parents, please do this for yourself. Please ask for help and build yourself a safety net of people you trust to care for you like you would care for them.

#I’m am not great and it’s not my kid’s fault at all #I just physically have not been away from her more than 2 weeks (collectively) since she was born #I have had little to no babysitting #my partner daughter and I share a room with our dog #while cleaning his parent’s hoard so we can have more space in the downstairs #my family has been so weird going between actually loving to cold/rude/critical when I don’t let them treat me like a doormat #my CPTSD and bipolar have been ripping me apart mentally #I’m so so so tired and sad and upset and guilty for everything I’m feeling #for little outbursts of yelling/slamming stuff down/shutting down entirely/feeling disdainful towards everyone around me for short periods #none of this is okay #I’m trying so hard to get the help I need and I’m getting there I’m so close guys I’m so close #but I’m breaking under the weight of it all #if it wasn’t for my partner I would’ve certainly killed myself in the past couple years #he’s been my rock and best friend from the moment I met him #and he’s the only thing keeping me together #uuuugh long rant uh #just please take care of yourself before you lose friends and find familial relationships stressed/broken

[raredrop]

thing about people on TH who are like “i dont want my ocs to go to people who dont post a lot/have a lot shared about them” is that...at least in my case....not a lot of things i do with my ocs ends up on there...

old stories (and slowly new ones) i dont feel ready to share or ....even sure if i CAN share them

sometimes i have silly lil doodles i rarely even post to tumblr (theyre mostly just scattered around my discord server or dms)

or i just kinda talk about them with friends

#like if i could just superpower put everything ever about my ocs (granted its stuff i havent retracted in their lore looking at u hs ocs) #i would..... #also the whole hoarding ocs thing is weird....granted like every single one of my ocs ive made myself (i havent bought/won any designs) #*minus one but i havent posted her...and it was via imvu so #i have over 200 ocs posted there and thats not even all of them #then again its only when it comes to people who want to do adoptables and such so #shrugs #i do feel bad for the artists whos characters get used for fodder only #like if im getting a design from someone else u BEST believe im loving them no matter how much i have posted on them

[biohazrd]

not having. a very good day.

#my tummy has been in Nightmare Mode #and i went to the store w my mom. walmart during after school hours. so sensory and anxiety nightmare. #and then ended up having to pay for half of the groceries even tho i got maybe $20 worth of stuff for myself #so now we have no money #and then when we got home and i brought the groceries in i hit my fucking EYE on the storm door handle #so now my brow is gonna be bruised as fuck tmrw and my sight is blurry #and then the second my dad got home (he witnessed my injury) he complained abt me not doing tbe dishes #like bitch. i did 2 loads of clothes 1 load being urs and also #my brother fucking hoards dishes until ppl leave or go to bed so he doesnt have to put them in the dishwasher himself #(he is 21 and does absolutely nothing around the house) #like. okay. #then my dad made fun of me for showering the second i got home like dude i have ocd u are aware of this bc u PASSED IT DOWN TO ME #and me n my mom were the only ones wearing masks. superb. #clown 2 clown communication #no rebloggy

[lowasfound]

I JUST FIGURED OUT HOW TO MAKE THINGS LOOK ALL COOL AND VINTAGE

Bye my art will never be boring again I'm never gonna stop drawing now it's all over for every one of yall

#so excited #lo's art #i can finally get some actually good pieces up on this app #instead of hoarding them for only myself to see #so many folders and sketchbooks of art #no longer held back by the shackles of my sad sad tumblr portfolio

[hivepixels]

.

#i actually do have a super ulti top best most fave most fond most beloved piece of slkt fanart its this one 🫴 #im just devastated op only ever made the One #but its a total banger of a piece. punches ur stomach drinks ur grub then adds 20yrs to lifespan #mumblings #this is them to me sighh. the pose the expressions the personality the setting the love the longing the melancholy. so much woe so wishful #ive been greedy hoarding it for myself to wring out every last drop of enjoyment LMAOOO okok sending it out into the wild

[armafidelium]

if y'all like tales of i revived my old magilou blog yeah

#● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( ooc ) #// the only post i'll promo her on here bc idk i always feel awkward promoing myself #// just a warning she's chaotic and nowhere near phel in personality #// still thinking of smth to do up on phel but i have very low spoons today #// magilou seems to be hoarding them #// won't even lend ma a spoon rood #● ☾ ⭑ 𝗠ᵒᵒᶰˡᶤᵍʰᵗ ᵛᶤᵍᶤˡ ( tbd )

[oscill4te]

visiting family is always ouch in some type of way, but uh. this gets easier as time goes on!!!! Wow. i always tell myself: "this parent is more scared of you than you are of them"... this mantra makes it easier.. sometimes courage is the meek voice that says "i will try again tomorrow"... .. neuroplasticity is truly beautiful.

#im going back to fawn me which isnt good but... if i only do this every few months maybe it will be okay. balance.... #im so tired thougu now we were declittering my family has always struggle badly with hoarding :( #it hurts walking in there. made me want to cry #“leave things a bit better than the way you found them”. but when i left for good i didnt... #man. family stuff is never easy.. #but at least i can self soothe myself and i know im gonna be okay and it went okay today it was good #txt #im just so sleepys mostly

[a-passing-storm]

Not to be a fountain pen person on main, but Geez! This is the second day in a row that I've needed to refill my pen. I guess that makes sense, because I've almost solely been using this pen in my classes, and I'm taking about 6 pages (front and back) of notes each day, but still!!! I haven't done this much writing in ages.

#dante dicit #fountain pens #i'm kind of enthused by this #i am really weird about finishing pens (whenever i use up a gel pen i add it to my Things That Make Me Happy jar) so this is great #also it means i might actually be able to justify my ink hoard (it's only 3 colors it's not that bad) #i've even added my Shitty I Hate It fountain pen back on rotation just to have a back up (which i didn't need at all last year) #so it's kind of strange #kind of nice though #it's like... a marker that i'm trying hard at my classes this year and a reminder to myself that taking notes really does help me #even if i never look at them ever again

[fabulouslygaybean]

it's official, im no longer allowed to have anything as my own unless i hide it deep within my room

#this is so fucking petty but im pissed #i bought five energy drinks yesterday only because it was 5 for $5. im broke as shit but i wanted to buy myself something as a treat. #i never buy myself anything anymore and i never really ask for anything either because my mom has to buy a fair bit for my friend #so this was the one and only treat ive allowed myself to get in a long while. #i drank one yesterday and put the rest in the fridge with a sticky note on them that had my name on it #and this morning i found my friend took from it without even asking. when they literally had my NAME on it and everything #im sorry. maybe id be fine with sharing if she had bothered to ask. but for the love of fucking god im pissed #she has a job!!! she has the money to buy herself nice shit!!! #i spent my last fucking $5 bill on this one fucking nice thing for myself after not buying myself anything for well over a month #and i can't even have that. #i took the rest up to my room and i gotta find somewhere to put them #i have snacks up here too because she tends to eat all my snacks before i even have the chance to try them so i have to hide them #ive struggled with some degree of hoarding tendencies for a while now and i thought i was getting better but over the past two months it - #- feels like all of my progress has been reverted #i know it's stupid to get worked up over fucking energy drinks. but its not even the drinks themselves that are the problem. #its just the fact that in my own home the only way im allowed to keep anything for myself is if i hoard it in my room and keep it hidden - #- because otherwise it'll be taken or used in some way #all without anyone even acknowledging me or the fact that these things are mine

[nix-that-rad-lass]

You don’t know true love until you have waited a decade to taste the sweet concoction that is the (prepackaged probably carcinogenic chemical filled) boxed Hershey’s chocolate milk beverages of your childhood and immediately, despite having been desperate to experience this nostalgia in excess for a decade, set one of your precious few little boxes aside to gift to someone in a silent vow, a silent hope telling them “I care for you and I am willing to share something that brought me comfort that I thought was lost to me forever in hopes that even if you are not part of my forever you too will someday bring me comfort and I will do the same for you”

#that is my emotional support choccy milk #mmm choccy milk #but yes I literally got Hershey choccy milk boxes for the first time since I was like eight years old #and despite only having a few and wanting to hoard them for myself to consume in excess #i set one aside to share with the person I have grown to care for #it hit me that that is as close to true love as i will ever come #I would legit fight to the edge of death over these choccy milk boxes #it is so significant that I would without prompt set aside one to give away to someone #idk maybe I’m just insane #I just have never shared these and the notion I would even consider it for this person. #... it’s mind boggling and surprises even me #personal but ok to reblog #hopefully relatable to someone out there

[lgbtsea]

i was feeling so good about my gender earlier and now i'm feeling bad again

#now im doubting myself. am i really nonbinary am i really- #like. yes. stfu. you have chest dysphoria that might i add is only getting WORSE you love when people accidentally use they/them on you #you are not cis. shut up ohmygod. #look at your massive fucking pronoun hoard and gender hoard. do you really think you were faking all of that. you were not. #yes its normal to love being grouped with “the guys” this is normal. yes its normal to genuinely like masc terms for yourself #(if anyone is reading this i like both masculine and feminine terms you don't have to stop using anything for me /gen. in fact please don't #-i love the variety) #anyways. gender crisis go awayyyy