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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 1

There are so many dramas on my to watch like that I don't even remember adding or why I added them. Did someone rec this to me? Maybe. Did I see some gifs? Equally likely.

Anyway, I've read the synopsis and it definitely sounds relevant to my interests. I haven't watched a Taiwanese gangster BL since History 3: Trapped which I watched in 2020. Hope this is as good

Tol and smol! I don't think these two are the leads but they are very cute. Maybe one of them is? Unclear.

He has piercings and a leather jack as well as what looks like a Hellfire Club shirt. I think this must be our gangster.

Smol and gangster seem to know each other so I don't think this is a legit kidnapping. If you have a smol friend (boyfriend?) you can pick them up and put them in your car.

Tol seems unconcerned that a kidnapping is happening right in front of his salad, and he smiled at gangster so I guess they also know each other? A lot is happening considering this has been on for less than 5 mins.

Okay, I'm not going to screenshot the credits because I'm sure we'll get to those scenes later but it looks like Smol and Gangster might be the side pairing. Ooh are they going to be like Jack and Zhao Lian from Trapped? I'm going to try not to compare these two dramas too much. And Tol is one of the leads and we're about to find out how he met his gangster boyfriend 4 years ago? Anyway, from the credits this drama looks quite whumpy so I think I will enjoy it :D

Many a hurt/comfort fic has started with one half of the pairing bleeding on the ground

Not so much with one threatening to frame the other for murder though

Oh my god is that Smol from the prologue? He's got blond hair! Or I guess he had blond hair 4 years ago!

Insulting the person who saved your life is just rude

Threatening to kill the person who saved your life is also rude

Oh. Oh no. Is this going to be another one where the side couple is more interesting than the leads. Look at him! He's wearing a collar and his face is streaked with the blood of the men he just beat the shit out of. How can you not love him?

Ooh gangster (not to be confused with side pairing gangster - I really need to learn their names) is secretly really smart!

Wow, okay. We have jumped very quicky from 'I'm only helping you because you're blackmailing me' to 'please tutor me and I'll buy you cake'

Oh no. This is a problem. The evil rival gang leader is hot.

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 2

Is the bad guy going to make a habit of seductively sucking on lollipops like this? Because if so that is going to be a problem.

Wow has it been 10 days already?

He is threatening this man with spicy food. God, I love him.

Right, I know my two faves are Ai Di and Chen Yi. I really need to learn the names of the actual leads. Fan Zerui made Bai Zongyi a cute smiley lunch!

Why does this rando student in the background have a giant plush dog?

I love that they have gone from blackmail to domesticity in 10 days

Okay, domesticity with bickering

Oh no is Bai Zongyi scared of storms? Are they going to cuddle?? :D

Oh shit the storms are a trigger that remind him of his abusive mother. Oh this poor boy :(

🥺

I mean obviously not

Wow, okay, that took a sudden turn

This man and his ego (affectionate)

I love that Fan Zerui is only injured when it suits the plot. That morning he winced after just tugging a blanket up over Bao Zongyi's shoulders and now he's putting weight on both his arms like it's no big deal

That looks like a really uncomfortable way to comfort someone through a nightmare but I appreciate the attempt

We all know what inevitably happens when there's only one bed. Love to see it!

This is why I have to alternate watching BL dramas and watching other things. Because if I only watched boys sharing a bed and gazing softly at each other when they wake up I would die of cuteness overload very quickly.

Wow okay that escalated quickly

And that ALSO escalated quickly. I can't work out if he's angry that Fan Zerui kissed him without his consent, or if there's some internalised homophobia going on. Oh shit did his mother abuse him for being gay?

Wow he's going to lose his scholarship because he was late to school one time? That seems harsh.

"If someone pissed you off what could they do to get you to forgive them?" "Bold of you to assume I wouldn't kill anyone who pissed me off." Ai Di is the personification of the kitten thinks of nothing but murder all day meme. I love him.

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 3

God, the subs on the recap of this scene are even better than the ones for the previous episode. I love him so much.

You've punched me twice that means we're married now

Man spoiling for a fight is surprised when he actually hits someone

Well.

Oh no are they on a spa date?

Oh my god he's got a skull and crossbones robe on. I adore this tiny murder kitten

Is everyone in this drama hot? JFC look at him with his lion tattoo.

Not quite sure what's going on here but Ai Di seems to have just realised that Chen Yi has a matching lion tattoo on his back

I feel like I've seen him in something else. Doesn't look like I have though.

OH MY GOD IT'S MY BOYS FROM BE LOVED IN HOUSE! For those who are new here that is absolutely one of my comfort dramas. I am so delighted to see them again I may cry!

OH MY GOD ARE THE GANG BOSS AND HIS SECOND IN COMMAND IN LOVE AS WELL?? This episode is delightful!

Well, Ai Di's outfit is definitely A Look

Yeah, I bet you will. God I am legit tearing up seeing them together again. I am so pathetic. Don't even talk to me about how I sobbed through their scenes in Plus & Minus.

Well, actually...

Oh no! Right when Bai Zongyi was starting to like him and got grandma cake for him :(

I love him

Aww no Bai Zongyi has abandonment issues on top of everything else and he just got abandoned again :(

This is so sad! He's come home to a dark and empty apartment for the first time in weeks and is remembering how bright and warm it was when Fan Zerui was there 😭

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 13

I can't believe I'm at the end of this already. I did not expect to love this anywhere near as much as I do, and I certainly didn't expect to find a new blorbo but there was Ai Di being tiny and angry and pining

Wait, Chen Yi's BOSS sent the shooter??? WTF!

DUDE!!! They're already together and he's been pining for years! He doesn't need to learn the horror of loss! Wow, this dude is fucked up!

Noooo! Is gang!boss's boyfriend dying???

OH SHIT! I thought she was jealous because she was in love with Bai Zongyi! Turns out she wants vengeance for the dude that Fan Zerui killed, and she overhear Bai Zongyi and Ai Di talking so she knows it was Fan Zerui that did it and not Bai Zongyi

Okay, this is actually a really fun plot twist. I didn't see it coming at all

OH SHIT SHE STABBED HIM! I take it back this is not fun at all!

Okay, I see what this looks like but I don't believe that Fan Zerui is dead. There would have been a dramatic death speech if he was. I know how these things work.

There, see! I don't know why Ai Di has flowers like this though. Unless he's taking them to the hospital?

I'm not sure I'd call getting stabbed in the gut by the sister of the man you killed in self-defence 'an accident'

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

Aww Fan Zerui is crying because he now has a family who loves him and wants to take care of him 🥺

Haha! Ai Di is now snuggling the Chen Yi pillow he claimed to hate

As if anything Ai Di owns would actually fit Chen Yi. Although he does wear a lot of baggy shirts so maybe

God, I love them. Is Chen Yi going to pick Ai Di up one more time before this ends? I would enjoy that.

Oh my god there's a matching Ai Di pillow now too

Oh, god, I am sobbing. He's trying to remember his wedding vows but is struggling due to his memory issues

I love that Fan Zerui is the one saying 'we can't have sex in the kitchen it's unhygienic' and Bai Zongyi is the one who doesn't care

Well, I didn't get another Ai Di carry but holy shit Bai Zongyi just picked up Fan Zerui and I am just 😳

Ahhhh that was SO GOOD! That's like maybe a fraction of a point behind Be Loved in House for my favourite Taiwanese BL

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 9

Okay *deep breath* let's continue

Uh...who is this?

OH MY GOD! That's Bai Zongyi's university admission letter. DOES HE HAVE AMNESIA FROM HIS HEAD INJURY???

Look, usually I am all for an amnesia storyline but hasn't Bai Zongyi suffered enough?

Fuuuuuuuck! He hasn't just forgotten Bai Zongyi he's forgotten everything! Like even his own family (which they are totally manipulating him for because now he can't remember that he hates them)

I don't even know who this dude is and I already don't like him

God, this poor kid trying to drink away his pain. Ai Di needs to come and take care of him

Oh there he is

His shirt says best because he is the best

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH 😭

Oh, sweetie, no. Not when Chen Yi is so drunk he barely knows who you are

I'm not sure that's what you want to hear from a dude you're about to have sex with

Ai Di is crying. WHY IS EVERYTHING STILL SO TERRIBLE?

😭

God, is Bai Zongyi going to end up with amnesia too? THIS IS NOT FUN.

Why am I suddenly Very Concerned? If anything happens to him...

NOW we get the 4 year time skip? NOW???

He looks good, but god he looks so sad.

Okay, he obviously knows Ai Di and did he didn't freak out when Chen Yi showed up and carried Ai Di away so he probably doesn't have amnesia. He's even smiling. GO SAVE YOUR MAN BAI ZONGYI! God, does he even know about the amnesia?

Aww did he quit and go back to school?

Conflicted because I am not wild about Chen Yi dragging Ai Di back to the gang when Ai Di has made it clear he wants to leave, but also I really do enjoy Chen Yi picking him up and carrying him like this

Nooooo Chen Yi made him a meal of spicy food because he knows how much Ai Di loves it 🥺

He looks good with natural hair but I do miss the bleached hair and the choker

Nothing about this entire messy situation is straight

Well, at least he knows I suppose. That makes it marginally less painful, but only marginally.

Oh, shit, he DOES have a form of amnesia. Just not as serious as Fan Zerui. God, everything is terrible.

SOBBING! They had better meet in the bakery the same way he met Ai Di that time.

Of course he's got someone watching Ai Di

Wait, has Ai Di bleached his hair again?

Well, things are still terrible but fractionally less than the previous episode?

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 7

YAY! Finally! It's a bit worrying that we're only halfway through the drama though. Clearly Stuff is going to happen to take us to the 4 years in the future point

Look at this boy topping the first time he has sex because he read how to do it online. Oh honey.

I think this might be the first time I've ever seen someone talk about having a sore butthole after sex in a BL drama. Amazing.

HAHA! Holy shit!

I mean you miss 100% of the shots you don't take

I can't. They're too cute. Now I just need Chen Yi to get his shit together.

Wow Fan Zerui has gone from 'we can't be together because it's too dangerous and you're too young' to 'I love you please move in with me' after having sex one time. Good to see they are both as ridiculous as each other.

Okay, I know he said he was rich the day Bai Zongyi found him bleeding in the street but I don't think I realised that he's like rich, rich. Why the fuck did he join a gang? I feel like there's a lot of backstory that I'm missing.

Oh, here we go. Backstory time.

Well, they've both shared their traumatic childhoods. Now time for more kissing. Although neither of them seem very concerned that Bai Zongyi's dad and sister are literally in the next room.

Who could have seen this coming?

Oh shiiiiiit! It didn't even occur to me when they were talking about it in the previous episode that this is the drugs Fan Zerui is trying to investigate

I mean that would make more sense than what is actually happening

I love him

I am losing my mind! Ai Di's costume idea was for him to dress as Little Red Riding Hood and for Bai Zongyi to be the big bad wolf. Amazing. Every time I think I can't love Ai Di any more...

Oh that's just mean. Pretending Chen Yi is hurt to get Ai Di to come out of hiding.

Oh okay I take it back he actually is hurt

And now it's cuddle time

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 10

Have we had another time skip. In the last episode he had literally just got out of prison and said he'd like to open a bakery. Now apparently he has?

Crying again

Oh, apparently this part from the previous episode was also at whatever point in the future we're at now. It must be a few months, right? You can't just open a bakery overnight.

Oh my god is that the boys from Plus & Minus?

I am going to lose my shit when these two finally get on the same page

WAIT IS THAT WHERE HE WAS??? Did I somehow miss this entirely? Did they come out of prison at the same time? I was clearly not paying attention.

JFC like I do believe he 100% considers Bai Zongyi to be one of his best friends, but I also don't think he'd have gone to prison to protect him quite so quickly if he wasn't trying to get away from the guilt he felt for having sex with Chen Yi while he was drunk.

MY HEART

I really do love their friendship

We are all praying for this tbh

Oh shit! Okay, I did not have them running into each other while Bai Zongyi was delivering a cake order but it's happening!

Wait, does Fan Zerui remember him now? At least subconsciously? He's spending a long time staring at a guy who should, as far as he's concerned, be a rando delivery guy.

Who IS this dude? I thought he was Fan Zerui's brother but you do not possessively wrap your arm around your brother like that

2 photos wirh Ai Di, 186 photos with Fan Zerui. Even his own family barely has more at 202

He's totally going to sniff Chen Yi's jacket, isn't he?

DUDE!

Aww now he's sleeping snuggling it 🥺

The way I rapidly went from 'aww Chen Yi is going to carry him to bed' to 'oh shit! Prison really fucked Ai Di up'

God, this poor kid

Chen Yi has a literal stab wound in his gut and he's still able to pick Ai Di up like it's nothing

OOH ARE THEY ALMOST THERE NOW? Ai Di just needs to stop freaking out

I KNEW IT!!! Or, okay, I suspected

Wait, is possessive dude actually helping??

Look at him being all wise. LISTEN TO HIM AI DI!

Somehow this is even more heartbreaking than if Fan Zerui didn't remember Bai Zongyi at all. Even this dude, who I think is the same dude who threw away Bai Zongyi's university letter, is all 'FFS JUST GO AND TALK TO HIM'

HAS HE BEEN FAKING AMNESIA THIS WHOLE TIME??? Dude! I thought maybe it was real at first but then he got better. DUDE!

I am suddenly very concerned that this is a trap

GDI HOW CAN THE EPISODE END THERE??

Well, that was a rollercoaster of events and feelings

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 5

Oh no now Bai Zongyi thinks the person Ai Di was loudly pining over in the bakery was Fan Zerui when it was actually Chen Yi. So many misunderstandings

Look at the drunk snuggly kitten

AHHHHHHH! My absolute favourite thing in BL ships where there is a height difference is the tall one scooping up the small one and carrying them. Not enough dramas do it so thank you for catering for this very niche thing that I like

Oh, good. That misunderstanding didn't last very long.

God, Ai Di really is tiny

Teenage boys...

Aww look at them fighting back to back. Love me a battle couple.

Oh, gosh. Fan Zerui passed out from exhaustion and rather than sleep on the bed Bai Zongyi chose to sleep on the floor next to him. He's so far gone now I love it.

Chen Yi manhandles Ai Di a lot. I should have realised this when he casually picked him up and slung him over his shoulder at the very start of the first episode.

Oh, no, are they going to ask Bai Zongyi to date the awful rich girl who tried to pay him to be her boyfriend so they can find the source of the drugs?

Okay she just accused him of assault so I guess not

This is hilarious because the principal knows he's not really a teacher, but she can't admit she let a gang member go undercover in her school so she's having to just go along with Fan Zueyi claiming to be Bai Zongy's cousin

I thought this was going to be one of those dramas where the secondary couple were more interesting than the leads. And I am 100% here for Ai Di and Chen Yi but I am also now very fond of these two idiots as well

I can see why at some point they're going to have a 4 year time skip back to where the first episode started. How old is Bai Zongyi meant to be? He's still in high school so 17?

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 12

Look, I'm delighted that Bai Zongyi and Fan Zerui are back together but the last episode ended with someone holding a knife to Chen Yi's throat. IS HE OKAY???

Aww you'll be fine. They love Bai Zongyi, and Bai Zongyi loves you

Oh my god Chen Yi is wooing Ai Di with gift wrapped guns and Ai Di is genuinely delighted by this. They are both so ridiculous and I adore them.

Argh, he was so close. As much as Ai Di loves guns I think he's happy to be out of that life, mostly because of what happened to him in prison. Just let him run his bar. You can still be boyfriends without him being in your gang!

I actually really love the narrative structure of this drama and the way they just casually toss in a bit of missing story in the middle of a scene

AHHHHHHHHH! Finally they spend a birthday together and Ai Di is in prison. MY HEART 😭

Are those all birthday presents Ai Di got for Chen Yi and then never gave him? 🥺

OH SHIT HE LIED ABOUT HIS LIFE BEING IN DANGER? DUDE!

Okay, so maybe it was Ai Di holding a knife to Chen Yi's throat at the end of the previous episode. He is MAD and I don't blame him!

Aww! See they're a family now.

Ah, it was Ai Di with the knife. And here we are again with the spicy food torture. These two are such idiots (affectionate)

Chen Yi just thinks his imminent torture is cute

Oh my god! Has he built up an immunity to spicy food while Ai Di has been gone?

I love the ways in which Chen Yi picks Ai Di up and carries him are varied

Look at Chen Yi finally using his words. I'm so proud of him.

Yeah, you idiot, that's exactly what he was doing

God, Louis is such a good actor. The way in the birthday montage he's just visibly a little sadder each year until he's actually crying in the one he celebrated just before he went to prison. This is legit making me tear up.

And they say romance is dead

YAAAAAAAAAY! Finally no one is drunk or denying their feelings!

Aww, no, are we really introducing a jealous girl storyline one episode from the end?

Aww it's the other two boys from Plus & Minus

Because you were there to protect him

Of course Bai Zongyi wants to propose with cake. He opened his bakery purely because he hoped an amnesiac Fan Zerui might come in some time

I don't use the word babygirl very often but...

OH SHIT WTF DID CHEN YI JUST GET SHOT???

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 8

Sadness I'm over halfway through this now and am feeling the strong urge to ration it so it's not over too quickly. But also it's good and I want to binge it.

Such a good question

Just stroking your bro's hair the way bros do

He's so close to getting it

He's giving Ai Di an out because he wants him to be happy. I'm fine.

I'm not sure I knew same-sex marriage was legal in Taiwan but look Bai Zongyi and Fan Zerui happened to walk past two same-sex weddings just in case you weren't sure

I'm just waiting for the shoe to drop because there's still another 6 episodes and they are far too happy for that amount of remaining time

Oh shit here we go it's about to happen

I love them

God is all of this gang rivalry going to come down to the fact that evil gang dude has a crush on Fan Zerui

Oh, god, he does!

Shiiiiit! I should have known when they made a big deal about the fact that Fan Zerui has never killed anyone that it would end with him killing someone to protect Bai Zongyi

JFC Bai Zongyi is not having a good time of it. His boyfriend is in hospital with a potentially life threatening head injury and now his dad has a life threatening heart condition

Oh no...I think I see where this is going. Is he going to ask Bai Zongyi to take the blame for killing Zhang Teng in exchange for payment to save Bai Zongyi's dad? Oh no.

Yep there we go. I knew something terrible was going to happen and yet here I am still shocked and saddened because everything is terrible

And now Chen Yi is getting punched and yelled at by the man he loves. Look, I was expecting things to be terrible but I wasn't expecting it to be this terrible

God, now I'm actually crying

Did Bai Zongyi learn about biting the man you love from Ai Di? Bai Zongyi's is more romantic though

I have no idea why Bai Zongyi's sister thought sending his recipe book to him in prison would make him feel better. Surely that would have the opposite effect. Here's a list of things you can't bake for the boyfriend that you can't see.

Jesus fuck as if things weren't already as bad as they could be someone just tried to kill Bai Zongyi in prison

Well, that was awful. Hope things start to improve in the next episode or I'm just going to curl up in a ball

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 6

Oh my god he baked Fan Zerui a cake even though he doesn't like sweet things himself. It's too cute. I can't.

I love that wiping food off someone's mouth is a drama classic but I've never actually seen anyone do it irl (I mean apart from to little kids)

OH NO! Because the reaction you want when you confess your feelings is a spit-take of beer in your face and then the person immediately leaving

Abandoned again and left alone with a face full of spit beer and a barely touched confession cake. It's too sad.

Sweetie, you ARE a teenager

Liar. Also, it's unfair how hot he looks in those glasses.

Ah, so I was right about his age. I wonder how old Fan Zerui is meant to be.

Ah, we have to establish that Fan Zerui is a noble gangster who has never killed anyone. I'm curious how he ended up injured in the beginning of episode 1 then. I'm assuming at some point we'll find out.

I love that this family dinner is two gay dads and their three gay sons

God, I really want hotpot now

This is so delightfully messy. Ai Di loves Chen Yi, Chen Yi loves Chen Dongyang, Chen Dongyang loves Zhou Minglei, Zhou Minglei loves...idk, his job?

More dramas should have elder gays

Aww, sweetie, no. Still learning how to make cakes for the boy who says he doesn't like you back.

Okay, so we know Bai Zongyi is 17 and we know Ai Di and Chen Yi are 18 and 21 respectively because we saw the candles on their birthday cake. So Fan Zerui is older than them but he can't be much older, right? I mean he's old enough to pass as a teacher but he's not obviously older. Maybe mid-20s?

Words to live by

Ouch. Asking the boy who loves you how to win the man you love.

Ai Di might be an impulsive murder kitten but I'm starting to think he's the only one of the younger generation with a braincell

Oh no. I was hoping their first kiss would be once Chen Yi sorted out his feelings. Not when he's drunk and openly admitting to being in love with someone else. Ai Di deserves better.

OMG! Ai Di bit him! He's such a feral little gremlin I love him.

Oh my god now Ai Di is also undercover at the school. I'm not sure inviting multiple gang members to your school to stop a different gang from dealing drugs is the way to go about it.

Poor kid probably didn't have much if anything of a school experience. Let him take part in a stupid contest if he wants to!

Ai Di is determined that if he can't be happy and in love then at least he can help someone else be

Oh no there's a storm and Bai Zongyi is alone. Which I think Fan Zerui has just also realised.

Aww now the tables have turned and Fan Zerui is taking care of a hurt Bai Zongyi

Son of a bitch I can't believe the episode ended here! And I have to go and do stuff now so I can't watch the next one until later.

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 11

I found it a bit annoying at first but actually I quite like the way that the start of an episode reveals that what you saw at the end of the previous episode wasn't the whole picture. The last episode made it look like he got the text and then just left but nope he had a chat with his dad first

It can't be that simple. There's still another two episodes to go plus most of this one

Okay, so maybe it's not a trap but I knew it wasn't going to be Fan Zerui. I still don't know what this dude's deal is.

Why is this making me so anxious? Can we go back to Ai Di and his pining please.

Oh, I think he's testing Bai Zongyi to make sure he does actually still love Fan Zerui

Well if that doesn't pass his test I don't know what will

Of course he's drunk himself into unconsciousness because he's so sad 🥺

And now Fan Zerui thinks this is a dream 🥺(I do love that as a trope though)

Apparently Bai Zongyi has decided to just not bother to tell Fan Zerui that he's really there.

Oh I guess he figured it out on his own

He knows exactly how many days they've been apart even though Bai Zongyi doesn't because his memory is messed up. I'm fine 😭

Chen Yi has sent Ai Di a pillow with a print of Chen Yi's photo on. Presumably for him to cuddle. I see now that he's realised he likes Ai Di he's going to be totally ridiculous about it. Where is my popcorn?

I can't believe Bai Zongyi is sat making nice with the dude who tried to have him killed multiple times while he was in prison for a crime he didn't commit.

I know this whole section has been about not dwelling on the past and focusing on the future, and I'm delighted Fan Zerui has been able to blackmail his way into freedom, but I'll be mad if the old dude gets away with repeatedly trying to have Bai Zongyi murdered

OH SHIT! I don't think that's Ai Di either. He wouldn't fuck around with a knife at Chen Yi's throat no matter how annoyed he is. Or maybe he would???

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Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me - Ep 4

God. someone hug this poor lonely kid and his abandonment issues

AHHHHHHH! Ai Di has just come into the bakery where Bai Zongyi is working! Now I begin to understand why they were friends in the first episode before the flashback started. I don't ship them but I am 100% invested in them being besties.

Noooo he got stood up on his birthday. See, this is why he needs to be friends with Bai Zongyi. They can bond over being abandoned by the boys they like.

RIP that cake

Please don't die

I don't even care about all these silly coincidences. Fan Zerui is undercover as a substitute teacher at Bai Zongyi's school and I am here for it.

You're gangsters not the cops!

Of course Chen Yi showed up just in time to stop Ai Di from kissing another man's stomach as part of a drinking game

Oh! Apparently Bai Zongyi has a dad and a sister. I don't know why but I just assumed that when his mum left that he didn't have any remaining family

Aww it's like the first time they met only this time instead of being injured, Fan Zerui is drunk and lying in garbage

Well, his vow be a stranger as far as Fan Zerui was concerned lasted, what, a day?

And didn't Fan Zerui leave in the first place because he didn't want Bai Zongyi to be in danger? Neither of them are doing very well at this

Now they are both eating terrible food so as not to waste it. They are such idiots (affectionate)

Please don't leave me again 🥺

He just insisted you drink another 5 cans of beer so I'm going to say that he probably doesn't

Love it when characters accidentally fall on top of each other

God, these episodes feel so short! I'm on my own in the house tonight so I'm going to watch another one while I eat dinner a bit later :D

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I occasionally make gifs which can be found on the My Gifs tag.

You can also find me on Bluesky.

My TV/Drama liveblogs can be found on the Hils Watches tag. If you’re interested in a specific country’s dramas or just a specific drama here’s a breakdown of what I’ve liveblogged so far:

South Korea - Hils Watches Kdramas - Hils Watches Tale of the Nine-Tailed 1938 - Hils Watches Love Tractor - Hils Watches Goblin - Hils Watches Strong Woman Do Bong Soon - Hils Watches Taxi Driver

China - Hils Watches Cdramas - Hils Watches The King’s Avatar - Hils Watches Mysterious Lotus Casebook - Hils Watches Cross Fire - Hils Watches Fairyland Lovers - Hils Watches Love Me, Love My Voice - Hils Watches In Blossom

Thailand - Hils Watches Tdramas - Hils Watches My School President - Hils Watches Moonlight Chicken - Hils Watches He's Coming to Me - Hils Watches Enchanté - Hils Watches Cooking Crush

Taiwan - Hils Watches Twdramas - Hils Watches Oh No! Here Comes Trouble - Hils Watches Stay By My Side - Hils Watches Kiseki: Dear to Me

Movies - Hils Watches Movies - Hils Watches Conjuring Curse - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 - Hils Watches Misty Creed - Part 1, Part 2, Part 3

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