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#hhhh... i should sleep. so my brain works at least a little tomorrow ๐
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#how am i feeling? i am not feeling good
#ok i feel better than i did 5min ago. itll b fine but Jesus
#so basically what happened is its supposrd to snow tomorrow night so i have to get some sampling done tomorrow morning
#and i do not like big short notice changes. there's like a 30% i will flip out
#and the sampling i have to do is at 3 sites that i would love to never step into ever again. i have so much bitterness and hate toward that
#study. it was the start of the end. and by the end i mean the epic downward spiral that was my 2022 experience
#so ngl i wish they would catch on fire. but not really bc theyre long term study sites that have been going since like the 80s
#anyway. i have to do that tomorrow. also also in sampling these sites im adding 80 samples to my list
#which means ill be taking measurements for an extra 5 days ๐คช thats gonna be at least 39 days of measurements ๐คช๐คช๐คช
#and last time i did this i starting losing my god damn mind. and i cant do that now bc i have to pretend ive got everything together
#so yeah im just at the stage of anticipating pain for the start of all that and ive gotta get up early tomorrow and its already late
#and i spend like an hour crying into an excel spreadsheet so my eyes r tired
#so ya kno its good. its all good. good good good. great. im soooo happy
#and i do not at all feel the urge to throw myself to the ground screaming like a toddler
#im just standing here in this grave ive dug myself over the past year and now its time for the universe to start burying me
#hhhh... i should sleep. so my brain works at least a little tomorrow ๐
#itll b fine. ill get to talk to a lab mate i dont usually see and itll be fine
#unrelated
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