ᥫ᭡ He thought about her as the pain gradually subsided. And more than once in his life, he missed her and remembered her. Having lost hope, he began his journey from the very beginning. He remembered her as his favorite failure. 💔
That moment when ………. during a pre-match warm-up, John could plainly see that something was definitely bothering Ruben …….. he was not his normal bossy boisterous self and was unusually quiet, refusing to make eye contact with him, even when he passed him his training tabard ……
......... Ruben was no different as they lined up with the opposition team just before the start of the match, still blanking John, and staring straight ahead ….. this behaviour continued through-out the first half and it was obvious to all that the 'dream team' were not communicating as they normally would ..........
……. at half-time, knowing this couldn't continue into the second half, John turned sharply in front of Ruben and challenged his team-mate head on as to what was bugging him …….. Ruben's reaction completely floored John as he watched his mate's eyes brim with tears, hanging his head, biting his lip, unable to hold in the hurt any longer, murmuring his choked response as to just what had happened ………
……… that morning you had tearfully broken the news to him that after much soul-searching and because you truly felt you were a major distraction to his career, you were leaving him ......... you, the girl he was hopelessly in love with ......... leaving him the day before he was planning to propose to you ....... leaving him the day before Valentine's Day .......... and he was completely heartbroken ......... 💔
....... Part 2 to be continued on Valentine's Day ❤️💋
i'm sitting here thinking about my main au ships and the effects of the dance on them. rhea is supportive because she knows daemon and even though she doesn't like the whole thing she's all do your thing. :I while myri is you go do that and i'm out like why would you choose killing "family" for the sake of your own family so when he's all i'm doing it, she's out the door too with the kids. :<
Unfortunately, sooner or later everything has the ability to end: passion can turn into ashes in an instant, seemingly eternal love can turn into a "mistake", "habit" or "memory"... Priorities are reviewed ... Patience ends... Illusions are dispelled… We are changing... and the biggest mistake is to think that what you feel now is forever..💔
crying into the wind (sadly playing pokemon) because my husband (my qpp) is leaving for war (playing skyrim again) and i dont know when hes coming back home (i am worried he is not sleeping)