#he's fuckign ruthless

[luckerie]

that post where it's like siblings come up with insults that cut deeper than any other so effortlessly is so real

bro came into my room and asked me if i'd sprayed enough axe

........ :(

#and then he asked if i wanted real fragrance for christmas #he's fuckign ruthless #will posts

[zellyrolls]

u guys have no idea what mfin SITUATIONS i put binxhera in w my brain. they’re crazy. it’s insane. they’re Such Situations.

#me and my binxhera spy in the midst of a war espionage au #where the unseelie is more directly involved in taking down the court of craft #and the court of craft is in the shadows as this dangerous and secretive mysterious dangerous court #and andhera is left behind to be a fake prisoner to them to gain intel for the unseelie #and instead finds unparalleled kindness and warmth behind the protective facade of an imaginary ruthless army #and struggles as he gains all the info that he could use to rise to a higher station in the unseelie court #but also a friend he has never had before and is unwilling to lose #shakes shahla #i got SO many situations in my head you have no fuckign idea

[pee-er]

#dog #animals #cute #cute dogs #ok now comes the real tags #looks at this stupid idiot in the face . he #knows nothing. he is unaware of the ruthless world surrounding him . #and he will probably never know. all he does is stick out his stupid ass tongue and give you that dog smile and make you pet him. and eat #all of your fucking meatballs. even if you wanted them.you wanted to eat them . but hes just so adorable. he is just a little cute little t #tiny ass dog and he only want s your food yore meatballs and your love. fucking useless ass motherfuckegnr . and after he eats youe meatbal #ls you still love him and want to pet him because hes jyst a . dog and cute #fuckign creature

[springcatalyst]

i just realized my rant under the club piece cut off at 30 tags even tho it let me write out more than that and i need to have this somewhere or i'll die so it is now yalls problem. alas

the fuckign. the way that the bosses each foil the main character in sifu. the intrinsic way their personalities and motivations are portrayed and told to us as the player is cool as balls anyway but their contrasts and similarities to the mc is. how u say. really satisfying

Kajar is, by all intents and purposes, a hermit. He has drawn dramatically inward in these 8 years, so much so that Yang is the ONLY one who is allowed to see him. He seems to spend all his time working, growing things. He never leaves that warehouse. Likewise, the mc is overwhelmingly alone- it's part of the pitch of the game, but really. We never get evidence that he has any friends, any family left, he doesn't really interact with people in a way that isn't violent. The most we get is indifference from the few non-aggressive npcs. A look around the wuguan shows that he just pours all his time and energy into this quest of his- finding his targets and training. There's not really room in that for a social life. The mc seems to look down on how oddly alone and holed-up Kajar is, but he does the exact same thing, just to less an extent. He's hypocritical that way.

Sean is FUCKING fascinating as a character, and even more so as a foil because he is a near-perfect juxtaposition. Both their fathers were members of the guardians... Sean took part in the thing that killed his own father. Chances are, Sean himself killed his own father. That's a far cry from the revenge we see the mc seek for his. But Sean also has people. He has built himself a community of sorts- it's imperfect and more than a little cult-like but it doesn't feel like it stems from a power fantasy of his because he abides by the same rules- he, too, is burned. Contrast this from the mc's crushing isolation, something that Sean doesn't seem to have a problem with.

Kiroki's museum is a fantastic segment and when I first played through it I stopped to read all the descriptors once I killed the enemies in an area because damn. But her art is all about duality and identity: her fight, too, separated into two distinct and opposing segments. The mc exhibits a sharp dissonance from who he is when fighting to who he is when not. It's something I really like about the game- all those small segments after clearing a level where you get to just sit alone in the quiet for a moment before continuing forward. They're very contemplative, something you don't typically see in fighting games. A fight is all ruthless motion and violence, but after the fact, he seems to be a more thoughtful person than you would expect, considering. He's clearly patient: biding his time for 8 years until he knew he could do it, until he had the ability and the knowledge to pull this off. This duality is showcased in a much sharper way in Kiroki- she goes from "I don't want to fight you" to "I'll kill you a hundred times over" in very little time. All her minibosses tell you she's past this, she's put it behind her, she doesn't want to fight. But when she gets to it, she's not only very good at it, but she DOES enjoy a fight. These two things are both true, not as hypocrisy, but as twins of each other. Speaking of twins (lol)- Kiroki's twin's death and her subsequent grief and regret, the destruction of her family and the way it follows her for years, chases her out of her home- that, too, is something that directly parallels the player character.

Jinfeng, I think, means well. Or at least, she did. She started her business and as well, her goal of killing the other guardians, to help people. But in the end she remains just another functionally useless CEO, up in her ivory tower, looking down at the people she began all this to aid. She, like the guardians she resented, keeps secrets hidden underground and uses her power to help herself, her acquaintances, and few others. Our character, likewise, began his quest with arguably honorable intentions. But he kills more than just the five that hurt him along the way, and hurts so many more. By the time he reaches his goal you have to ask: what has he really accomplished? All he's doing is continuing the same violence. All she's doing is upholding the same status quo.

Yang is the most obvious parallel to the player character. He is a direct line from here to there, from what he was to what he is- a line that the mc is following to the letter. Yang is, similarly to Jinfeng, a cycle of the same harm, the same violence. Yang was enbittered with loss and he used that to justify hurt- our character does the very same thing. He becomes precisely what he despises, and you see it coming from a mile away. But because of the different endings, he can also be a cycle broken. It depends on the choices you make. He is one thing, or the opposite. A parallel, or a juxtaposition.

And the thing about the bosses too is that the five of them together also prove something interesting, and that's that they are all so interconnected. 8 years later and their lives stay entwined, at least to an extent. Sean sends fighters to defend all the rest, particularly Kiroki and Yang, and is acutely aware of your killing of Kajar. Members of Kajar's gang are also members of Sean's club. Yang routinely checks up on Kajar, treats him for some illness that is never specified but is clearly chronic, or at least long-term. Jinfeng funds both Kiroki and Yang, and either has replicas of each other bosses' weapons, or gathers them after you kill them. Yang holds pieces of each member in his wuguan- courtesy of their talismans. They stay entwined even after their task is complete, aiding and defending one another. The main character has none of this. He is, as previously mentioned, remarkably alone. There is no evidence pointing to any allies, anyone at all on his side. He justifies and moralizes his revenge but ultimately who mourns for his death? The deaths he inflicts will cause far more ripple than his own ever would, because they are actually connected to each other. He is alone and so, as cruel as this sounds, his death would not be felt. Theirs will be and are as he stubbornly refuses to die. Of course, this doesn't have to be true: he can choose- not forgiveness, even, but nonviolence- and in doing so, chase away that isolation. But if he does what he set out to do, he stays alone just as much as they stay connected.

#uhhhhhhhhh #sifu game #guys i think im uh. really normal about it actually #but listen. #yeah i got nothing. don't read this actually i don't need to expose myself like this (do whatever) #i was gonna work on actual things but alas. the worms have consumed what little brain matter i began with #sifu

[cyberdragoninfinity]

oh! iii/trey/michael for the character meme!

TREEEEYYY MY LITTLE STARBUCKS PINK DRINK

First impression: when he first showed up in Duel Links in like. i think like late 2021?? I was like "oh ok so that puppet freak from earlier has a little brother, INTERESTING" <--*ominous thunder as i think about How Bad Yugioh Siblings Get Me* didnt think too much of him beyond that except maybe "oh i dont. know how i feel about. his deck archetype"

Impression now: OUGHH....TREY....TREY MICHAEL III MY LITTLE GUY. i didnt expect him to be my favorite Arclight brother but he's just. So good. He's 15 and he wants his family to be alright and he wants to be useful and he wants to have friends and his design is adorable and he has a SWORD. Sobbing crying pounding my fists on the pavement. He's like the embodiment of 🙃 as a person. Smiling but barely keeping it together. I would kill for him.

Favorite moment: HIS WHOLE DUEL WITH YUMA. IS PROBABLY MY TOP FAVORITE ZEXAL DUEL STILL but especially when he's just like "if i do this maybe I can be of some use to my father and my family *literally attempts a murder-suicide that almost ends the world*. It blasted my brain clear into the stratosphere. ALSO the moment in Zexal II when he throws a sword at Mr. Heartland. HOT PINK BITCH NAMED BREAKFAST.... ATTACK!

Idea for a story: I think a post-canon Zexal story where Yuma invites both Trey and Vector over for some kind of hang out would be, really really funny. They're gonna get into a fight about who's closer to Yuma and it's only gonna dissolve when Trey realizes Vector has Fuckign Biblical Times Era Memories and can ask him about 400 B.C. era art and architecture. They're talking about Persepolitan columns now. Yuma just wants to play duel monsters.

Unpopular opinion: IDK IF IT'S UNPOPULAR OR NOT BUT I STILL. DONT KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT CHRONOMALIES. ive said it before the concept is cool but WHY. DID THEY GIVE A DECK FULL OF INDIGENOUS ARTWORK TO A LITTLE WHITE BOY. AND MAKE IT ALL ~MYSTICAL.~ ERM. WELL !

Favorite relationship: I do absolutely adore his friendship with Yuma and how that's progressed over the course of the show, but his bond with his family makes me especially absolutely beastmode Hooting Hollering Crying. This kid is loyal almost to a fucking fault and he just loves the people he's close to SO much. HE JUST WANTED TO BE USEFUL FOR HIS DAD. HE JUST WANTED HIS FAMILY TO GO BACK TO NORMAL. GOD. shoutout also to his dynamic with Quattro, which I love. guy going freak mode and his baby brother watching the carnage like <:)

Favorite headcanon: autistic with the Ancient Civilization special interest Of All Time. In a few years time this kid's gonna come out as nonbinary and start messing around with neopronouns we can only dream of. Surprisingly ruthless board game player. Picks up slang from Yuma and can't stop. Likes fizzy bubbly drinks.

#THANK YOU I LOVE TREY. TOP FAV ZEXAL KIDDOS FOR CERTAIN #ygo posting #asks #blackfeatherdragon

[weenierufu]

The dnd campaign you've been drawin stuff for is INTRIGUING, would you be willing to share more about the story?

YEAH-- I can try my best to explain what I can remember. I would have to summarize everything, since this campaign has been going on for . I think two years now. KJSHDFGLKJSDFHG And I'm only a player, so I actually have no idea what the DM's are planning LMAO-- but it's still going on--

I also may be incorrect and a little vague with information, so like. Sorry-- KJDSHFGSD

Everything is under the readmore :3c

Couple years into the future, in Toontown, a grand banquet at Bossbot Headquarters is disrupted when mysterious bots attack, capturing the CEO, Robert, and attempting to abduct others, which were all the other Cog Bosses and what not. Faced with a dangerous situation, all of our characters had to fight off bots, discovering they are military-esque and being tracked. The bots belong to a corporation named MECHS. Realizing the severity, Ottoman instructs everyone to meet in Toontown Central in an hour without questions.

Toontown is in chaos, with toons and cogs coerced into working together for MECHS. In Toontown Central, suspicions rise, leading to conflict, but Ottoman convinces them to unite. In a private meeting, Ottoman discloses that MECHS, a ruthless corporation, took over a nearby town, Greytown. To stop the impending takeover of Toontown, our group had to venture to Greytown and find a way to thwart MECHS. We also were tasked on rescuing the other Cogs Bosses while going around, because Ottoman realized they were gone and was just. Help-

We met a lot of NPC's and seen different parts of this world, nearly dying a good chunk of times during the entire adventure. We specifically met two DMPC's named Egosi and Vossler, where we learned things about the two along the way.

We visited three different M.E.C.H.S. Board Committee Headquarters: "TechBot Facilities," "Researchbot Laboratories," and the "Enforcerbot Base." Although "MECHS City Central" existed, we couldn't access the main part, only being on the outskirts during our visits to the other HQs and passing through a "Utopia" on a train in one of the last sessions before everything went wrong.

Our goal was to defeat the bosses of each headquarters, and we succeeded in all three. Enforcerbot HQ was challenging; we were jailed for at least two weeks with collars but managed to escape. We didn't kill the bosses but left the facilities in disrepair. We were menaced by the Board President of MECHS but never met him in person. We also worked with the many resistances that were scattered around Greytown and managed to help them a lot during our time working with them.

Researchbot HQ was the first we visited, and my character got impaled by an exploding trident. (he was fine) Two NPCs died in battle, affecting the main boss and pissed her off. After destroying her, we discovered we were perceived as dangerous individuals through wanted posters and propaganda in Greytown.

Techbot HQ involved psychological warfare, with the boss knowing our past. Some party members broke down, and we faced physical challenges.

Enforcerbot HQ was kind of funny though. Despite being captured and witnessing the Horrors that the MECHS does, and having to go through rigorous BASICALLY TORTURE, and losing a DMPC; Vossler, where he willingly left the party-- When we defeated the boss, he just kind of fell over and initiated a "Self Destruct" sequence that didn't actually work and believed he died. So, we were able to kind of walked out while literally everyone ran away from the HQ, because THEY believed everything was going to explode, so we're not entirely sure how long everything was shut down over there.

We found the cog bosses by the way when going through each Headquarters and rescued them. We did find them, and found V.P. in a cave in some mining town, and C.F.O in a cage in a corner in Researchbot HQ, C.E.O. flunkied at Enforcerbot HQ. but we killed the fuckign C.L.O. in Techbot HQ JKHDSFKLJGHSDF because she was being mean and betrayed everyone lmao-- After concluding at Enforcerbot HQ, we were able to get those collars off of each other and escaped on a train after speaking to a bunch of characters before going off. We traveled through MECHS City Central on a train, only briefly passing through it and being menaced by a giant bot and going into battle briefly before we escaped and went off BACK to Researchbot HQ, because the train just. Took us there.

We got off and wandered around and went into a sewer and found ourselves at some facility. We got cleaned up and was able to stay here for a short while. Our last task we were supposed to do was something related to an investigator, but everything went wrong when we left.

Suddenly, we were ambushed during our next journey by overpowering forces and unfamiliar bots. We faced a choice: fight or flee. Opting to flee required a roll above 12 for a successful escape into obscurity. Choosing to fight meant an unknown fate. If we escaped but stayed to assist others, both players needed a roll above 12. The situation was intense—do or die.

... EVERYONE LOST THIS ROLL. Which lead to capture and imprisonment, except for my character and a DMPC, Egosi.

Here's the text we were given.

If you rolled a 12 or above:

You manage to get away. Run. Run away and never return. Change your name and your appearance and disappear into obscurity. You will never be safe again as long as you live, so you must never come back. You hear your friends' cries fade into the distance behind you as your legs carry you you know not where - your battle is over, and you lost. But you can still live. If you can live with the guilt.

If you rolled an 11 or below: (I summarized this part, because it's long)

The friends who escaped left them behind, and everyone is subdued, handcuffed, and collared, losing their magical abilities. Transported for hours in a cramped van, they arrived at the imposing MCC headquarters. Gagged and surrounded by a military presence, they're all led to a grand boardroom where the Board President berates them for past mistakes, exposing All of our personal details. Despite wanting to kill everyone, he spares their lives in exchange for his beloved's return; Vossler. However, they're all sentenced to a maximum-security prison beneath the castle, with escape requiring a perfect Natural 20 roll. It's a grim fate, but they're alive, albeit in a cold, dark prison.

And I just... Man. There was a lot of in between stuff that happened in between everything, obviously, but this post would be SO LONG. KJSDFHGLKSJDFH

We all basically failed. Toontown is gone and we have no idea what happened to everyone we knew and saved. We were meaning to rescue even More characters and stop the MECHS, but we just... Never got to it. And never will get to it.

We had to roll for new characters--

So, now the new session starts at some point, 12 years into the future. Here's the last thing that was shared, it's basically a copy-paste from everything.

It's been 12 years since the events of Greytown. Since then, Toontown has been completely absorbed by Greytown, and become what is basically a new territory and industrial sector. The once lively and burgeoning town of Toontown has seen the color drained from its streets and buildings and citizens. Resistances have continuously been squashed over and over and over again. A few have popped up in the interim, but none would be as successful as your initial campaign. Your last characters are heralded as martyrs in some circles where their actions are still felt - but in others, where propaganda has taken hold and twisted and skewed the retelling of events, you are seen as pot-stirrers and criminals and terrorists who went out of your way to hurt people, kill innocent bots, and take several cities out of commission for months, and people's livelihoods with them. The Board President essentially used your failed coup as a launching pad to further scare his citizens into mistrusting outsiders - which extends towards the people of Toontown who have not yet "assimilated". His face is now essentially plastered everywhere, and in the years following the last campaign, he underwent a dramatic shift of being silent and mysterious and never seen, to becoming a public face advertised as someone the people could trust. He talked often about how he was scared for his life, and scared for the livelihoods of his citizens, and flaunts his swift restoration of industry and jobs. The people are further dug into their holes of misery and propaganda, and resistance movements nowadays are extremely few and far between, with minimal outward public support. This is where our new story begins. Your characters currently reside in Greytown - whether you are natives or not is up to you, but you live and work here now and cannot leave. Most people who enter Greytown do not leave, as the, now, country of Greytown has very strict border policies and does not openly communicate or accept the outside world - although it is very much out there. You are all located in Mechs City Central - the heart of Greytown, and where the Board President's presence is felt the strongest. Despite that, there is a very small underground resistance movement rippling throughout the city. You know this, as you will be a part of it. Please ensure to create your characters with this in mind. Despite somehow surviving in the most hostile of environments, the resistance knows they are not strong enough to ever realistically come out of hiding, and so there have been whispers that their sights have been set on brighter horizons. You've been summoned to a resistance meeting. Attendance is mandatory for all members. Secrecy is of upmost importance. Don't be late.

I ALSO WANT TO NOTE THAT MY CHARACTER ONLY KILLED TWO PEOPLE THIS ENTIRE FUCKING CAMPAIGN AND I FIND THAT EXTREMELY FUNNY KDSJFGHLSKDJFGHSDFGSDKFG

He helped, but good lord man, he was just never able to actually Kill someone because my kills kept being stolen, which is okay-- I just find this fact really fucking funny KJSHDFLKGJSHD

But, uhhh. Yeah. That's all I got that isn't me going on a long tangent on every little detail besides the big things I can remember. Redd was there and now he's in jail for the last 12 years--

And my character has just been Out There for those last 12 years, and he's like. 40 when we start up again LMAO--

#long post #uhhh. yeah #I want you all to know I was listening to Caramelldansen the part of the time I was writing this

[justfor2am]

ONE LAST ASK .i cant sleep so i finally read the first ssk i sent tsht u answered and i want u to go in2 more depth w the songs n playlists n shit u mentioned in there .this is separate from the other music ask yea 👍 gn for real probs. btw its so sad that my parrot emoji used to be mostly red like whatever the coloring people draw grian w idk names of any birds but owls but they changed it

🦜

^ idk what kind of phone u have but i have android .before my ohone updated he was a lil red guy n now hes GREEN .i had this fucker in my old discord theme thank god i changed it before it changed for me bc this HURTS goddamn i want my red fuckign bird bsck

ok gn 4 rral the whiplash of my music going from stray kids to stevie nicks is enough to make me pass out (do not let my listing of artist names fool u i only know one stevie nicks song n its edge of seventeen .the skz song was sunshine tho Btw)

AOUGH what did they do to my parrot boy.....

i don't know any songs by stevie nicks so tbh you've got me beat either way LMAO OKIE so analysis time uhhhh lemme see the post

It's Never Enough by we are the dirt: this song is thematically about an individual with rapidly declining mental health, seeking out a gruesome end to escape the bottomless emotions associated with a terrible breakup. it's melodramatic, it's way over blown, it's delightfully obscene in its depictions of bodily gore, it's soooooooo scarian.

as far as a fic goes, i would want to lean heavily into the vex cannibalism aspect that's canon to scar, with the setting being third life. a rotted corpse walking around the living with red in his eyes and barely contained inhuman hunger roaring in his ears? held only at bay because of "he" whom is now indebted to that corpse? who pledges him his first life and watches scar fall into insanity and in the end, strikes him down himself, that love which was the only thing keeping scar alive, not enough to save him in the end? sounds like a good hurt/no comfort fic to me.

some lyrics that i think especially apply: "‘Cause if I can't taste your lips just let me taste blood and nothing else." "They'll be with me in life and death and after I take my final breath, they'll crawl in through my rotting flesh and eat away my skin." "He said “don’t trust your eyes they always lie they always lie, only trust what you feel” but I feel you in my dreams and you're next to me and you're never real."

now, actor au!

grian: Don't Assume What You Don't Know by Grace VanderWaal -a song about being blindsided by an industry that promised you riches and fame, only to be cast aside at best, taken advantage of at worst jealousy, jealousy by Olivia Rodrigo -a song about being jealous of people who aren't competing with you, nor are they trying to make you feel inferior, but letting yourself get carried away with self-inflicted negative emotions You Stupid Bitch by girl in red -lightly tsundere grian my beloved. this is what he wants to scream at scar, if only he could admit to himself that he actually cares about him beyond a superficial, physical level.

scar: SCOOP by Lil Nas X feat. Doja Cat -a song about constantly being one step ahead of a ruthless industry that is just waiting for you to fail. Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High by Arctic Monkeys -a part of grian and scar's relationship that i haven't been able to explore yet, but i definitely will be making space for. -in short, grian's deadset on the rules in their "arrangement", but scar's already in love with him. being told that their private meetings are primarily contingent on them hooking up, and nothing more, isn't exactly easy for scar to process. Boyfriend by Dove Cameron -the person he pretends to be: suave, charming, a smooth-talker. while scar is capable of being all those features, in truth he wants to be this person to grian only. he wants to sweep grian off his feet and be able to say that openly.

#justfor2am #justfor2talks #one day i will be able to answer asks at a reasonable pace #and not at 11:30 pm LMAO

[sugasplug]

EPISODE 3

tw: discussion of suicide

- lim is so fucking funny the way he does a complete attitude 180 when ryeon says "so i can use [jun-woong] how i want" 🤣🤣👌 top tier

- jun-woong can be such a bootlicker sometimes lmfao

- OKAY FULL NAME TIME LETSGO very grateful that he gave us the characters unprompted: Lim Ryung-gu, ryung as in "high" and gu as in "to rescue". wonder why thats considered a teaseable combo

- "MR. TEMP" "MR. CONTRACT" HES SUCH A BASTARD IM IN LOVE WITH YOU SIR

- god they cut jun-woong down so quick. "you look like a rag doll", ryung-gu's mean little snicker, "keep looking forward (newbie bitch heavily implied)" yall are fucking ruthless lmfao

- damn ok this show is so good at getting me comfortable in the flow of bullying jun-woong and then punching me in my kidney with some nuance. the scene with his fathers shrine grabbed me by the balls even as i called him an idiot for going home in the first place and almost getting caught. "i wanted to fill your shoes better...still, this is...a pretty big company. i dont think theres one as big in korea" please sir im begging you to shut the fuck up my heart cant take it 😭😭

- TLDR; jun-woong can have a little depth. as a treat

- "you know how our family is unnecessarily frank and objective, right?" ok dialogue exposition go off. thanks 4 this peek into the psyche of why jun-woong is Like That

- damn that shit on why the dads missing from all the pictures hit ngl

- jun-woong you bystander trash its all "dont get involved" til its YOUR shoes got fucked up. but hes too charismatic and funny to stay mad about it. also every time its shown him doing this he gets involved anyway so as far as we know hes not even bystander trash. hes....wannabe bystander trash ??

- the delivery of him and jae-soo becoming friends in this moment was 1 of the funniest things i seen in a long time i dont even know how many times i played it back. theyre both so ridiculous who does this shit

- the creation of kim woong-jun ahjussi = petty bitch lim ryung-gu confirmed

- THE ROOSTER CROWING IN THE BG WHEN JUN-WOONG SAYS THEY NEED CHICKEN AFTER JAE-SOOS DEPRESSION MONTAGE WAS SO UNNECESSARY I HATE KDRAMAS OMFG 🤣🤣

- lmao they rly spooked the fuck out this man he ran like an olympic gold medalist was chasing him with a knife

- ryung-gu seems to be developing a habit of holding jun-woong back from shit and im interested to see where that goes

- "a temporal error will occur if your temporary body gets close to your real body" sorry but what does going tachycardic have to do with time glitching ?? anw i really thought mr sexy grim reaper did all that shit to prove a point but it turns out he didnt and also kind of saved jun-woong's life by getting him away from his own body?? granted he didnt have to choke-throw him but yknow

- ryung-gu's energy is very matchy in the scene about the contract. jun-woong raises his voice, he raises his back. jun-woong speaks quier and with deliberation, so does he. gonna have to see if thats a pattern during a rewatch sometime

- OH NO THE STRAW 🥤😭😭

- damn my mans jae-soo rly said nah this nosebleeds gonna have to wait til im done studying

- "like im the only one standing still" [meme oof audio]

- "dont cry" [cries] "nevermind. cry it out" [stops crying immediately] why is this guy so relatable

- duality of man: jun-woong is smart enough to snag his shoes from the entryway before hiding so hes not caught out and able to argue his way onto jae-soo's case by citing his usefuleness as someone who grew up in the neighborhood but also dumb enough to forget his face will change to anyone in the land of the living that knows him and not even skim the contract before signing it. YOU ARE WORKING FOR THE MF JADE EMPEROR READ THE FUCKIGN CONTRACT

- LMFAO THE DIRECTOR WAS SO IN AWE AT THE GALL OF ASKING FOR A FORBIDDEN PRACTICE TO BE ALLOWED FOR THE SAKE OF FRIED CHICKEN SHE JUST SAID YES THATS INCREDIBLE

- jun-woong really stuck his head out the window just for the reverb on that "ANDWAE...!"

- damn this kid got kicked out of school, harrassed while alone by weird strangers who lied about knowing his name without ever meeting him before, watched his mom cough up both damn lungs then try to say she was all better because of the hospital bills, and became homeless all on one day which happened to be his birthday

- say bruh i dont think ur dads comin back w that chicken. FUCK AND HE LOST HIS DAD ON HIS BIRTHDAY TOO. SHIT. FUCK

- when jae-soo woke up from one (1) PTSD nightmare and went "hm yea i need to step in front of a moving vehicle immediately" i felt that 😔😔✊

- nah im with ryeon on this one jun-woong is painfully slow on the uptake

- idk whats funnier, the fact that mr sexy grim reaper got scammed just as hard as jun-woong or the fact that jun-woong damn near dove into the other room to avoid being seen. ngl tho id be pussybaby too if some guy choked me out and tossed me ten feet while my physical body was busy being defibrillated

- ok at the risk of sounding callous idk if trying to save jae-soo's dad is the right option here?? like sure he'll be alive and jae-soo might be less fucked up, but that money was assumably what kept jae-soo fed and allowed his mother to continue treatment at the hospital. if his dad doesnt kill himself for that money theyll still be homeless and broke, and shit, maybe his mom dies instead once shes kicked out the hospital and he's just got different trauma. and you know whatever bills his dad wracks up in the hospital after his car crashes is gonna push him futher in debt, not to mention the cost of repairing the car itself, or possibly getting sued by the driver of the semi (assumung s. korean road law is similar to the usa's). fucking with time is always so riskyyy how about just get the man a support system and some therapy idk

#lu watch #lu watch: tomorrow #tomorrow kdrama #tomorrow #suicide cw #wondering if all their cases will be 2-parters like this

[cassyapper]

very sick and tired of people saying kakyoin is the less violent one between him and jotaro and that he needs to stop jotaro from resorting to violence all the time. just because he kept jotaro from indirectly killing joseph in the steely dan arc doesnt mean kakyoin isnt ruthless and vicious and fierce with a mean streak of his own. did you even fuckign watch the tower of gray fight. the death 13 fight. his snippy and snarky remarks in the hanged man fight. kakyoin was literally an ASSASSIN for dio. fuck off theyre both crazy idiots

#cass cries #jjba

[convenientalias]

The biggest bait and switch My Country the New Age pulled on me is that the first episode completely convinced me that Seon-ho was going to be a Suave, Manipulative Noble while Hwi was going to be the Dumb and Honest But Determined Protagonist. Bc they have the right goals for that (Hwi wants to eat rice, Seon-ho wants to rule the world) and Seon-ho pulls rank on Chi-do at Ihwaru while Hwi just fought ppl off with a sword. The second episode kind of reinforces this impression bc Seon-ho does a little ruthless betraying (though, I mean, he’s kind of forced into it) and Hwi’s very tragic. But then basically every other episode, the dynamic is almost the opposite.

It’s like:

Hwi, trying to get a job with Bang-won, enacts a complicated scheme involving poaching, faking an assassination attempt, sarcastic flirting, and completely throwing Seon-ho under the bus with the arsenal situation. Seon-ho, trying to get a job from Yi Seung-gye, just marches into the palace and says “I know my dad’s on shaky ground with you right now but what if you made me your right hand man??”

(Somehow this works out for both of them.)

Hwi, recruiting his squad/making friends, slowly builds people’s trust in him by rebelling against his commander and generally being terrifyingly competent. Seon-ho, recruiting his only sidekick, stands in the middle of a fire and says “I know you tried to kill me but what if we were friends??”

(Somehow this works out for both of them.)

Hwi, trying to get revenge on Nam Jeon, tries a complicated scheme involving secrets bought from Ihwaru, faking Bang-won’s red arrows, playing Nam Jeon, Bang-won, and the king himself against each other, and like eight other steps I can’t fuckign remember (oh yeah, and faking his and Bang-won’s death, that was a thing). Seon-ho, trying to get revenge on Bang-won, storms off to gather some Jurchens and attacks both Bang-won and his brother head-on.

(Somehow this DOESN’T work out for either of them.)

Just consistently Hwi’s out here with his complicated social maneuvering and Seon-ho’s out here going, “What if I just told people exactly what I wanted? And attacked people with swords?” I mean obviously there are exceptions to this rule but it’s a trend and I love it.

#my country the new age #seo hwi #nam seon ho #this is why hwi's an archer and seon-ho's more of a swordsman #hwi is more calculating; seon ho more improvises

[blookmallow]

i read the jurassic park novel recently (its SO good) and i didnt remember the movie that well so i watched it again and... the stakes are SO much higher in the book its legitimately like. horror novel levels. i thought maybe i just didnt remember a bunch of shit but no most of this just doesn’t happen 

- its like, “so dark you can’t see shit” levels for the first part, tim can only see whats going on because he has the night vision goggles. i understand why they changed this for the movie bc it would’ve been a mess trying to do a scene you can’t.... see, but it does ramp up the tension in the book

- after the first tyrannosaur attack we briefly don’t know if lex is even alive (and the ages are swapped, lex is the youngest, so its even Worse) (i do like the age change for the movie though bc then lex gets to be the one who knows computers and gets the system back online which is a really cool role to see a young girl in) bc she gets knocked out of the car and ends up hiding somewhere so badly traumatized she can’t talk for a while 

- tim wakes up stuck in the car in the tree completely alone while its still pitch black. grant doesn’t show up to help him get down. he has to figure it out by himself and doesn’t know if his sister (or anyone) is alive (grant does find them and helps them get to safety shortly after but for the car in the tree thing tim is completely on his own. it takes a considerable while longer to get back and is much harder on them. they also get attacked by very, very territorial pterodactyls at one point) 

- malcolm’s injury is so bad he’s actively dying. he’s vaguely delirious and steadily worsening for most of the novel. it’s clear he’s going to die if they can’t get help, there’s no medical staff on the island (poor planning/oversight/Cutting Corners Because Money i think) and they can’t get the phones or radios or anything back up. raptors are trying to get into the room through the fucking sunlight. he holds out for a while but he does not make it in the end 

- nedry gets fuckign gutted. the dino that attacks him slits his entire abdomen open. he vaguely realizes he’s holding his own intestines as they’re spilling out onto the ground before he dies 

- muldoon is basically shooting raptors apart by the end of it all

- i got the impression there’s way less staff around/the ‘we literally cannot fix this mess without nedry what the fuck do we do’ stakes are way higher. its basically all malcolm’s chaos theory thing, every single time they think they have control back/they think it’s going to be okay something else completely unexpected happens and fucks it all up again

- the kids see a supply ship leaving the island that has escaped raptors on it and the ship workers are unaware and nobody can get in contact with them bc the radios and phones are fucked up. the raptors are going to get to the mainland and nobody can do anything about it (they manage to stop the ship at the last second but BARELY) (i dont know why the raptors didnt kill everyone on the ship but nevermind) 

- henry wu (the scientist you see for like 5 seconds at the lab) is a major character and also eventually gets murdered by his own dinosaurs 

- the tyrannosaur is after them for like the entire way back through the jungle, they keep thinking they escaped it and it keeps coming back. tim just BARELY avoids getting eaten. they find a raft and think they’re finally safe but then realize it can swim 

- when they get to the visitors center at the end there’s several dead security guards around. lex finds an ear. they never find the rest of whoever that was. also instead of dino skeletons there’s a life size animatronic t-rex which has been destroyed by the time they get there so its just lying on the ground spasming with its robot wire guts all hanging out

- hammond is way less “well meaning old man with a Dream who did not think any of this through” and way more “ruthless capitalist who views a few deaths as just minor problems to work through/people will pay Anything to get into this place :)” he wanders off into the jungle and breaks his ankle and then is eaten by dinosaurs too 

- the entire island is destroyed seconds after they escape it, they just fuckin bomb the whole thing 

[im-catching-feelings]

Chapters: 25/? Fandom: She-Ra and the Princesses of Power (2018) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Adora/Catra (She-Ra), Adora & Catra (She-Ra) Characters: Shadow Weaver | Light Spinner (She-Ra), Hordak (She-Ra), Bow (She-Ra), Angella (She-Ra), Micah (She-Ra), Skeletor (He-Man), Glimmer (She-Ra), Adora (She-Ra), Catra (She-Ra), Octavia (She-Ra), Scorpia (She-Ra) Additional Tags: undercover cop, Mob/Cop au, Gang warfare, Alternate Universe - Modern with Magic, Hurt/Comfort, PTSD, Anxiety, ASL, Deaf Character, Sign Language, Abuse, Child Abuse, Trauma, We are gonna get pretty dark here, I'm sorry for being 'gritty reboot' trash, Also I liberally stole characters from the He-Man Universe, fight me about it, Emotional Manipulation, Memory Alteration, Drugs, Recreational Drugs, You know what we'll say M, but there will be smut, ACAB, this fic is a desconstruction of a corrupt legal system, Cops are NOT THE GOOD GUYS HERE Summary: Rookie detective Adora is fired after she refuses to stop investigating the mysterious death of criminal kingpin known as Hordak. But Adora has never been one to give up easily. With the help of her former boss, Angella, she is able to begin an independent undercover operation. Now she has to find a way to join the ruthless gang known as the Horde. Fortunately for her a certain feline hybrid presents her with the perfect opportunity…

NOTE: Adora is deaf in this AU.

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GUYS PLEASE PLEASE GO READ THIS FIC BY @seasinkarnadine IT IS FA B U L O U S !!! I can’t get over how brilliant it is, the writing is pure gold and Deaf Adora is perfect and Catradora is so strong and its just so good I don’t have any words and I love it so fuckign MUCH

#catradora #spop catradora #catradora fic #adora x catra #spop adora #spop catra #deaf adora #catra doing cat things #adora being a dumb jock #Catra using the sign for a literal baby kills me god never change

[submissivekillers]

can we get poly Billy and stu relationship headcannons? if u dont write for poly it's fine!

gonna focus more on gen headcanons since i think a lot of what i wrote for the nsfw male reader request would still apply, but there’s still a lil spice at the end ;)

y’all have three (3) brain cells - depending on personality, it’s usually either you or Billy holding all three while the other two just go fuckign hog wild, but Stu occasionally holds majority (mostly when you and Billy are fighting)

EXTREME PDA. you are Their Partner and Everyone will know whether they like it or not

Billy at least plays it cool most of the time - an arm around your waist, a kiss pressed to your cheek or forehead during a lull in conversation. Stu will just stick his tongue down your throat no matter the occasion if you let him

note: Billy becomes just as intense as Stu if he wants to make someone jealous

you're all tired students trying to cope with life and murder, so cuddle puddles are a must. Stu is surprisingly the most sedentary one out of you - he falls asleep fast and doesn't move til he wakes up, sprawled on his back so you and Billy can curl around him

Billy sleeps lightly and fitfully, tossing and groaning unless weighed down by Stu. if you're also a fitful sleeper then the three of you can end up in some wild positions

Stu, waking up with Billy's knee in his stomach and you somehow turned upside down: wow I love them so much 😍😍😍

Stu can easily afford to take y'all out for a night on the town, but the ideal date will always be a boatload of greasy food, some good booze, and a horror marathon with lots of pauses for discussion

they're both gross murder dorks so if there's a particularly gory kill scene there's a 90% chance that's when they're going to try and take the night in another direction 👀

they're an absolutely ruthless team - Stu tugs you onto his lap, sliding his hands under your shirt and using that filthy mouth to scatter bruises and bitemarks over your shoulders and neck, and Billy draws you into a kiss while he unbuttons your jeans, smirking when you jerk and groan and sinking to his knees to get you really worked up

#billy loomis x reader x stu macher #billy loomis x reader #stu macher x reader #nsft #just a lil but its There #i love stu's dumb face uGH #also want to clarify that when i say students i mean college! yall are all Grown Ass Humans in this verse

[teitais-blog]

i feel like its bcs in hiruzen’s eyes bcs he isn’t in charge and he doesn’t know they can do things that he doesn’t allow and if they get found out he can cut them off like a festering root but ? ? ? ?? maybe it’s seen as a good place to make use of nin who are simultaneously too ruthless to be used in every day life and  ? ? ? ? id ont kno w  ? ?? ? ?? im so confused like having an independent entity in the village that supercedes and challenges your own authority and flat out disobeys you ? ?? so deeply rooted in your fucking secret service thats supposed to be under the hokage alone ?? ?AND ITS DANZO ? ?? THE FUCKIGN WARMONGER ? ? ? ?WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH U HIRUZEN YOU FUCK HEAD

[lairofsentinel]

Pathfinder: Kingmaker opinions: [Spoilers ahead] At least, spoilers until the point before reaching Pitax. A place you can’t never go in because bugs. Yay.

Meh, the Lore and the main concept of the game is not my cup of tea. “Becoming king/queen and destined to rule lands”, meh, too overused in games... it’s something soooo colonialist to my taste now. I prefer to be part of rebel groups and punks (which are also overused, but what’s not at this moment in the videogame industry?). But well, the narrative was nice, and I was not so bored with the game after the first chapter (the first chapter was horribly slow and you need to endure boredom at deadly doses). 

The resource management got my nerves. So I got some mods to cheat it, because it’s super annoying to lose a loooot of quests and missions just because you are spending time with one of your advisors.  And everything takes so many days to be solved, that you forget completely. And you spend more time in front of a fucking table than playing the RPG. 

That Amiri, omg. She is like Cassandra Pentaghast but completely savage without fucking Andraste and churches and Makers. She’s wildly perfect.... except, she is non-romanceable for my Baroness. Of COURSE!. Never let me get my perfect lesbian couple in any fucking game!. Why games keep doing this to me?, first Aveline, then Cassandra, now Amiri. Let me romance a fucking butch!. Anyway, I took another try with my Baron. I was looking at Tristian, and of course, the cutest softest cuchicuchi priest in the game is straight. He is not even human! for fuck’s sake, why he needs to be hetero? He is willingly to fuck a lesser creature than himself, what would he care about the gender?. It’s the same nonsense that in Mass Effect. Tired, I check the only 2 possible gay options.... and BOTH are bisexuals in a relationship with each other. Which is horrible. Like... seriously? I need to destroy their relationship to have my gay content? Or I have to end up in a polyamory relationship which is not my cup of tea?. [though, I have to praise, this is the first game I play where polyamory is actually a decent option (probably a better option than any gay option) but only with these 2 characters]. In fact, it’s not my cup of tea, but... the hell, probably I will head into it. 

When you check the studio’s explanation of this situation (why they did not offered gay options), they say that they did it in this way because “they didn't have time”. And sure, we can’t have more content because **time**... but it’s always gay/bi content which is cut off. I never fucking heard once “no, look, we could not make more hetero chars because we lacked of resources”.  No. Gayness is just a DLC, always.

It’s funny because, man, they didn't have time to finish the last chapter either, lol!. I’m fucking stuck in Pitax. There were a terrible amount of bugs that prevent you to follow the main quest. So I’m there, unable to play because I always get my kingdom destroyed thanks to the bugs.

Also, the whole design, the style of narrative, the interactions... everything tastes to me to Pillars of Eternity. There are a lot of spell icons that are from PoE. I was surprised. They had no time to even redesign the icons?. Wow. why this game was released then? After chapter 4 it’s a pain in the ass with the amount of bugs. You can’t continue the main quest, nor the companion quests. It breaks the narrative so horribly. 

Regongar is so traumatized. I was not expecting to like him. Even though he is Evil neutral, and I don’t like any kind of “evil” alignment usually, this char gets you. His mind is so fucked up due to the tortures, and still yet, more or less, he tries to be kind of... a decent person. Considering circumstances, of course. 

Octavia was meh. Maybe too coquettish to my style, but I can’t see her background because Pitax is bugged as fuck and I can’t follow her quest, so, I don’t know what’s her true background.  However, the way she and Regongar interact is so cute. And thinking about it, how they could not be that way?, they kept their sanity through years of slavery and torture thanks to their mutual support. Encouraging them to break is really evil. Making Regongar a bit less fucked up with his “my Octavia” thingie would be better.  But I don’t know where that goes. Thanks horrible bugs.

Now, the char that completely got me without even realising about it was Jubilost. Like... the asshole was an annoyance, and make you infuriate most of the time with his attitude of being high in a horse, and now I totally like him to the point to wish a romance with this asshole. Because he is an asshole, that has a lot of material to show off and being a “proper” educated asshole, but at the same time, he is an asshole to himself. He doesn’t go easy when it comes to criticize himself. He sticks so much to the truth that applies it even against him. I totally love those ruthless chars that give a shit about their own emotions in pos of the truth. Jubilost got my complete attention now. Besides, he is a brilliant economist. The kingdom is so fuckign efficient with him. I want to romance this asshole gnome.

#pathfinder: kingmaker kind of negativity #I thought this was a good game #I mean #but the game is kind of boring... you spend hours in your table doing *kingdom administration* #i want to kill shit and do quests not to waste all my time in how merchants are predators over the poppulation.... I'll kil them all.... #never played so chaotic in my life like in this game because boredom #thanks the mod that allowed me to cheat on this because otherwise my kingdom would have ended into a hell for everyone

[tickleraptorss]

just tickly oumasai things

i cant get these two out of my head today this is mostly just lee ouma stuff fuckign

before saihara found out about ouma’s little secret, he would often get ambushed by ouma randomly throughout the day

there would often be times where saihara would just be trying to avoid ouma for hours because he just knew that gremlin was planning something

not to mention that ouma’s methods were often very... ahem... creative at times 

after about a month of these ruthless attacks, saihara decided it was time for revenge

the two of them were just cuddling peacefully, watching tv, when saihara decided now was a good time to experiment, since ouma wasn’t focusing on him

saihara just started tracing circles around ouma’s sides and ribs, and ouma almost immediately caught on to what saihara was doing

although, that didn’t prevent him from squeaking the moment he felt saihara’s fingers tickle him

ouma didn’t really make any real attempts to struggle against saihara, as he was kind of conflicted between knowing that if he tried to escape saihara would know he was ticklish but. fuck he was dying and he really wanted to just curl up into a ball

at this point saihara just kinda knew

he stopped for a bit, before continuing after whatever show they were watching ended, except this time he was going for full-on revenge

at that moment there was nothing more satisfying than knowing ouma was more ticklish than him

bonus points because ouma has very exploitable spots (aka neck and belly) 

saihara finds this ridiculously adorable and kisses his neck all the time now (which is beyond what ouma can handle. you’re killing the poor boy shuichi)

the detective also discovered that ouma is especially weak to nibbles, it makes him hiccup and giggle and blush uncontrollably and it’s. so cute

saihara also likes to nuzzle ouma’s neck while just gently tickling his stomach and ouma’s just. he’s just dying.   

ouma’s also very vulnerable to teasing, saihara learned, so now it’s a must for every time saihara decides ouma deserves tickles

he likes teasing ouma about how ticklish he is or where he’s the most ticklish, and ouma finds this kind of teasing the worst because it forces him to focus on the sensation of being tickled and it makes everything worse

saihara’s personal favourite tease is how it’s very uncommon for an evil surpreme leader to be this ticklish

“it’s a little embarassing for an evil leader to be this ticklish, don’t you think? imagine if others found out. you wouldn’t wanna be interrogated like this, would you?”

it gets ouma every time, especially because saihara does interrogate him with tickles sometimes

saihara will never go too far though

and he’ll always cuddle ouma afterwards, just listening to his little after-giggles and patting his head

ouma would never admit it, even in death, but he actually loves moments like these

despite being an ultimate surpreme leader, he’s quite adorable

#kuma's hcs