#he refuses to admit its him

[basu-shokikita]

The other day I was rewatching Dethclown and I realized that, when they're all lecturing Toki for hanging out with Rockzo, Skwisgaar specifically points out that drunk driving while shooting guns is not what a real friend would take you to do.

And then, guess who's drunk driving and shooting guns with Toki in the next season:

Just think it's funny that Skwisgaar took Toki to do the exact same activity he was judging him for doing with somebody else. It's almost as if it wasn't about the tour at all, just saying.

#metalocalypse #toki wartooth #skwisgaar skwigelf #skwistok #my jealous skwisgaar agenda prevails #he wants to be tokis one friend and mentor and buddy and model and #he wants all of tokis attention on him hes just like that #and this isnt even a explicitly shippy post i just tagged it skwistok cuz i be tagging all the posts abt them with skwistok #its about how skwis wants to monopolize toki like a totally normal person #he refuses to share his lil guy #but he'd never admit it out loud #basu post

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

do you ever just sit there thinking about your favorite ocs while violently shaking. god. clenches fist. They're So.

#every time a song from their Joint Playlist comes on i go fucking feral #the betrayal the refusal to Let Go the haunting the persisting love the renunciation the resentment the abandonment the resignation #the overwhelming desire to do good vs the fear of admitting you were wrong vs the two people you love most tearing each other apart #AGHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK IM SUDDENLY DEEP IN THE ORIGINAL SAUCE #five seconds i was Normal. scribbling welcome home #then One Of The Songs Came On and now im losing my fucking marbles #perceived betrayals leading to real betrayals.... #going too far and now its too late you're Committed you cant go back #he came to you thinking he could make you understand and you could work together to make things Better #and instead you ripped his heart out and left it bleeding on the floor for everyone to see #THEY MAKE ME MORE INSANE THAN LITERALLY ANYTHING #absolutely unprompted #the oc Unwellness comes and goes in waves but its the only true constant obsession with my life #god those three... my dearest darling Trio.... how old are they turning this year? #is it year eight of having them? year nine? #one of the two is for sure how long ive had My Specialest Boy Light Of My Life The Reason I Am Still Alive #the other two came after... maybe only mere months after but he was the first and he is just. i love him so fucking much #he is so so personal to me. he has a permanent place carved out in my chest #he sleeps on my ribs <3 #the other day i was reminiscing about his development over the years. his changes his different Versions #and fuck... he's really changed with me huh?? #his past selves are echoes of my own self over the years #like he is Very different from me but at the same time. i created him with little pieces of myself sewn in #we hold the same views the same beliefs. im not him and hes not me but we're Kindred yk yk #i think i need to go listen to his playlist.... how long is it now... let me check... 15 hours 13 mins... 228 songs... #my gay 5'2 powerhouse of a guy. him <3 #maybe 'them' too he's played fast and loose with gender over the years. holy shit wait #his development echoes mine... i characterized him as 'fucks with gender norms' long before i realized my own gender fuckery #god damn. i love him even more now. i didnt think that was possible. im going to cry. hes so important to me #he has been with me through my worst years... and will be with me through all the hard times to come <3

[videogamelover99]

what would chuuya and dazais "greatest fears" be ? i was thinking about it just because, and i can't really seem to come up with a clear picture

Oooh I like this question anon.

Let's see.

Dazai's greatest fear is pretty explicitly stated. "Everything I ever want to keep, I lose." He's scared of attachment, so apathy is his go-to strategy.

You could also argue his greatest fear is the loss of control. Current Dazai's biggest flaw isn't even his use of cruelty or violence, or his lack of empathy, it's his inability to give control to others at the expense of his own. He fails countless times to tell other ADA members what exactly his plan is, in favor of them doing what he needs them to do in order for his plan to work. He doesn't trust Atsushi, Akutagawa, Ango or even Kunikida to work with him, instead he manipulates circumstances so that they would act in a way he can predict. He lies to people's faces so that whatever he decides needs to happen, happens. It's because of this tendency that I think Dazai is scared of losing control, because when he can't control a situation, he might lose something important to him. Like, yes, his current goals are saving people and pursuing justice, but a lot of people fail to see that to do so he actively has to work against his worst tendencies. He can't be emotionless and purely rational like Mori. All of his decisions, at the end of the day, are hinged on personal attachment. Mori leads the Port Mafia for the sake of the city. He abused Yosano and her power for the sake of the country. Dazai doesn't do anything for the "greater good", not really. He does it because he wants to find the desire to live. Because it was important to Oda. Because there are people he doesn't want to lose. And ironically enough, he lies to those same people for the sake of their long-term safety, for the sake of what is "best" for them.

Onto Chuuya!

Chuuya's mirror Dazai's in a very interesting way. He cares so much about people close to him, and there is also a sense for "the greater good" (saving the city) instilled in him that leads him to pledge his loyalty to Mori back in Fifteen. He keeps losing friends, over and over, to the point where the pattern becomes ridiculous. But Chuuya's not afraid of attachment, and while I'd also argue he's afraid of failure and losing control (specifically the agency to make his own decisions), I'd say his biggest fear is Dazai.

Heh, lemme explain. Stormbringer let us know that deep down, Chuuya is afraid his existence is meaningless, that he shouldn't have been born, and associates this fear very heavily with Dazai. "I shouldn't have been born? There's no way I'd think like that, like that bastard Dazai!" Chuuya is scared of becoming apathetic and nihilistic, because I think for him it is a very real possibility he has to fight against. He points out that he could have easily become Verlaine, a person who hates humanity and his own existence, who pursues indiscriminatory violence because of that, a person who finds Dazai relatable. But he had friends, people who could assure them, with their presence, that he matters in some way, be it because he's protecting them (the Sheep), or because he matters to them (the Flags, Adam). BUT he thinks becoming like Verlaine was a real possibility for him, and that speaks volumes in and of itself. (In the Beast Movie (spoilers), he arguably had). Chuuya doesn't just hate Dazai because he's selfish and manipulative and cruel (yada yada yada), he hates him because he looks at Dazai's apathy towards life and personal attachments and sees his own worst fears realized in another person. He doesn't want to fall into the same pit as Dazai, but he's terrified that at some point he will, and that's...damn. It's also why Chuuya shows very little sympathy toward Dazai. He can't let himself properly empathize because he's terrified of thinking like that! He's struggling to not fall into the same pit, he doesn't wanna get near it, there's no way he's gonna try and pull Dazai out.

#they are the same actually #more on chuuya and control: he is UNABLE to admit to himself that he had little agency in joining the Mafia #like even after he pledges to mori he's STILL being watched and the sheep are still being held hostage and YET #he claims he joined of his own free will #he refuses to let adam say the truth to shirase #which makes him surrendering control to arahabaki all the more interesting of a concept #he comes up with the plan on his own! after watching verlaines memory #he lets DAZAI dictate whether he lives or dies #which means he trusts dazai to not surrender to his apathy and actually care about something for once #its a lot #skk #soukoku #dazai osamu #nakahara chuuya #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd meta #bsd analysis #character analysis #asks

[frostwork]

Trailblazer giving one of their funny little answers to a simple question

Dr Ratio: I want to put you in a jar and study you.

#frostpost #playing honkai star rail #honkai star rail #dr ratio #every interaction with him is so funny #dr ratio be like are you familiar with debate lets discuss #meanwhile most of what caelus says is just #shrimp is bugs level response i love it #sorry dr this mans autism is too fire his swag is too different theyll kill him #dr nodding in genuine interest #like hes not even condescending the bast part is hes like this persons mind #i wish to comprehend it #but i refuse to admit that it wont happen #he likes to go through the trash dr its a special interest #his mind is beyond ou

[stephaniedola]

i know hes my childhood friend and like we def have fun talking about all kinds of things but also hes literally just sooo annoying sometimes about the stupidest things like i simply cannot relate to his level of insecurity and buying into societal rules

#thots et al #'wearing the same shirt for 2 days in a row around the house makes me feel sad and lazy' #im a disabled autist i have been wearing the same rick and morty shirt around the house for the last week and i have zero feelings abt it #but like that alone wouldnt bother me so much but its coupled with CONSTANT bitching and moaning about shit idgaf about #like his stupid ideas of what he wants in a girl or how girls act and why hes still single #and his refusal to just listen to me when i tell him hes being stupid and he even admits i tell him the blunt truth #[screams in aromantic] #i literally just can't. i've always thought he was obnoxious even tho we were family friends but as adults it died down a bit #we've been getting along more overall but idfk man i feel like his therapist im so tired

[eliza-makepeace]

So I've written the first part of a short Anakin & Padmé fanfic. As a bit of an A/N I feel I should state that I have a deep dislike for how in most fanfics I read about this pair, either they don't like each other, or she treats him like a kid and has a very condescending or maternal/older person tone with him, or they make it about other characters, i.e. Ahsoka or Obi-Wan.

So this is just a little thing I did for myself, where they're just a cute young couple of 20-something-year-olds who are crazy in love with each other. I thought some of you might enjoy it.

Sweet Nothing

Chapter One: Morning

It was early morning, but Anakin was already awake. He wasn’t one for oversleeping and he liked the feeling of a brand-new day, especially if his night hadn’t been plagued by worry, or dreams. Mostly, he loved waking up before she did. He never took it for granted, opening his eyes after the first ray of sunshine had crept through the window, and seeing Padmé lying next to him, breathing slowly with a soft smile playing at the corners of her lips.

She changed every time they came to Naboo together. It was as if Senator Amidala was another role for her to play, just as Queen Amidala had been, an act she did everywhere she went, with everyone she went with. For the most part. Anakin knew he was the only one she could be “just Padmé” with. She was still strong, and fierce, brave and intelligent, just as she was when she carried out her duties, but with him she wasn’t a Queen, or a Senator… she was a girl. He felt the same way about himself when he was with her. He suddenly wasn’t the Chosen One, or a Jedi, or anything else but the boy he never was really allowed to be. Together, they were young and, perhaps, foolish. But they were freer than they ever had been.

She moved, still in her dreams, to lay on her side, her face so that, if she opened her eyes, she’d be staring directly into his own. One of her brown curls covered part of her face, and Anakin raised his flesh hand to move it away, so carefully that anyone seeing it might have thought he was afraid she would shatter if he touched her too soon. Once that was done, he stared, marvelling at her soft features, and thinking to himself that he hadn’t been wrong when he’d asked her, so many years before, if she was an angel.

Padmé slowly blinked, not accustomed to the light, and smiled warmly when she recognised him. She hid part of her face against the pillow, flustered.

“Good morning” she greeted him; her voice muffled.

Anakin laughed softly and kissed her on the forehead. “Good morning to you too”. He knew she was staring at him intently, just as he had with her mere seconds before, as if she was soaking him in.

“You know,” she said, moving to properly look at him. “You look really handsome this morning.”

“I thought I always did.”

Padmé wrinkled her nose, in such a playful manner that made Anakin want to kiss her and…

“Well, that’s true. But more than usual.”

Anakin came closer, first placing a kiss on her hair, then her forehead, then her nose, and, just when he was close enough to kiss her lips, he stopped midway. “How so?”

She tried coming nearer, but he backed away with a cheeky smile. Padmé huffed, a feigned frustration in her eyes. She raised a hand to Anakin’s face, and traced the lines of his cheekbone and jaw with one finger. “You look happier than usual.”

Anakin looked up, pretending to be deep in thought. “That’s because I am.” He finally relented and came close enough to her that Padmé could lean in and kiss him. Her lips were soft, and he wondered if anyone could ever feel for someone like he did for her. He figured not. “It’s no short of a miracle to wake up next to you.” He said, breaking the kiss. “I don’t know what I’d do with myself if I couldn’t do this.”

Padmé smiled, her cheeks becoming bright red, and looking down before raising her eyes to meet his. “You make it sound as if you’re the only lucky one.”

Anakin raised an eyebrow. “I’m not?”

She kissed him again, this time more passionately than before. He wrapped her in his arms, her soft nightgown flowing underneath, as she put her arms around his neck, her fingers playing with his dark blond curls.

“No, you idiot.” She replied, out of breath. She bumped his nose with her own, smiling cheerfully. “I’m pretty lucky myself. You should have that in mind.”

He chuckled, placing his hands so that he was cupping her face. “I’ll try my best to remember.”

After another short kiss, Padmé stood up, suddenly energetic, and jumped out of the bed. “I’ve been thinking” she said, as she swiftly braided her long hair, “we could do something fun today.”

Anakin stared at her from the bed, a big smile on his face. “Fun? I thought that’s what we’ve been having these past few days.” His smile crooked, suddenly becoming mischievous. “Personally, I thought last night was more than fun.”

Padmé smirked and threw a small cushion at him, that he managed to dodge easily. “I meant actually going out, Anakin.” She walked through the room and opened the drawers. “Have you ever been to the summer solstice celebration in Varykino?”

Anakin passed a hand through his hair, putting it in its place. “I think you know I haven’t.”

“Yes, I do know.” She nodded, placing her hands on her hips. “Which is why I think we should go.”

He arched an eyebrow. “That does sound…entertaining.” He paused for a second. “My love, have you perhaps forgotten it’s a rather public endeavour?”

“I haven’t” she replied, shrugging. “No one will mind, Ani. This isn’t Coruscant. We just need to make sure we blend in with everyone else.”

He laughed a hearty laugh. “Well, that might be easier for some than for others.”

Padmé had been looking over her many dresses, but stopped mid-action when she heard her husband. She looked over at him. “Yeah, alright, fine.” She said, “So what if I occasionally take my clothing seriously? I can adapt!”

“Can you, really?” Anakin said, laughing as he stood up and walked to her. Suddenly she seemed so little, compared to his tall frame, but his height – and force sensitivity—weren’t that helpful in protecting him from her smacking him softly in the stomach. “Well,” he added, “Let’s accept that, for the sake of the argument, you can adapt your clothing choices. The real question, rather, is whether or not you could keep your hands off me there.”

Padmé looked him up and down, playing with her braided hair. “Wouldn’t you like to know?” she stood on her tiptoes, and placed a soft kiss on his jaw, mere centimeters away from his chin. “I guess you’ll just have to wait and see, Jedi.”

He bent to kiss her on her neck, closing his eyes as he inhaled her scent. "I thought we'd agreed not to talk about work, Senator."

She closed her eyes and placed a hand on his head as he pressed his lips right on her skin. "You're right. My deepest apologies. I... I don't know how I could forget." He raised his head and they pressed their foreheads together. "The truth is, Ani, I become slightly lightheaded and forgetful when I'm with you."

He smiled. "Well then, my love, I'll help you remember."

Padmé mirrored his gesture. "I bet you will."

#anidala #anakin skywalker #padme amidala #skyberrie #fanfic #my fics #also i REFUSE to fall to that thing ppl do in anidala fanfics where anakin keeps calling padme 'angel' #like. no. i'm sorry. he's never used that as a nickname for her #i'm a bit radical about that lmao #he calls her either padme or my love and i think that's neat #i have to admit there was one time where i thought *she* could call him babe #but then i hesitated and I didn't #anyways. #enjoy lmao #i have a couple more ideas for this so i'll add to it #its going to be a few short stories about them in Naboo having fun in the solstice celebration. nothing too crazy #also. padme is a weird feral 20 something yo girl and that's how she's in this #i refuse to see her any other way #he's completely batshit crazy but so is she

[mydemonsdrivealimo]

love how i could give jensen and bryce a happily ever after. love how i refuse to do it anyway

#no bc listen #at one point jensen accidentally hospitalizes himself bc he just is not taking care of himself #like it gets nearly as bad as undergrad l #its when hes going back and forth from the west coast to chicago #bryce hasnt seen him in a month bc hes finally trying to fully convert one of the teams in a way where he doesnt have to be there anymore #but he cant decide which one #and on top of that he is just killing himself w stress #he has regular patients on the west coast and diagnostic patients and in chicago he has just diagnostics patients but at least 3 at a time #he is literally going to kill himself from over working #and then he gets sick and refuses to admit it so keeps working through it and ends up Not Getting Better #flys back to the west coast then stops at work to grab something before going home and gets a super bad dizzy spell and passes out #bryce is like bro we are NOT doing this shit again #but shows up anyway to take care of him #but he is genuinely not there to be nice bc he TOLD JENSEN. FOR MONTHS. THAT HE NEEDED TO STOP. #but noooo why would jensen listen to him l #he literally lost like 30 lbs in less than 3 months. it wasnt good. #n e ways its okay they get to live out their lives traveling and vacationing and only working on like 3 community things at a time <3 #but it takes a while to get there #bryce lahela × jensen valentine

[knox-enden]

Imagining what it would be like if Asy and Dust were besties.

Like, here me out. I think they'd be great friends. Asy is so talkative and chatty, that Dust would just sit there and listen. Asy is the adhd to Dust's autism alright. Like.

They both see the ghosts of their dead brothers, and that's something I feel like they'd bond over.

They're both traumatized, which they could be trauma dumping buds. Best way to start friendships lemme say. But also, personality wise, opposites do attract. I think they'd be good buds.

#im just imagining Asy asking his Pap to keep an eye on Dust #since Asy knows Dusts pap isnt very nice #i love Asy so much #hes one of my favourite Sanses #hes just such a guy #traumatized beyond belief #but i love him ever so #plus him being friends with Dust makes me weep #Dust refusing to even admit he likes hanging out with Asy #but he still goes over every weekend when hes not working #dust would bring games and new bandaids #and its not like Dust hides what he does from Asy #i just love them a lot #asylumtale #asylum sans #asy sans #dust sans #dusttale #knoxtalks #undertale #undertale au

[reunioninn]

bro some ppl are fucking wild tell me why i argued with a guy who refuses to admit that hes bad at fighting games while continuously blaming the game for his lack of skill. "they should add a block button" are you fucking stupid

or rather, he DOES admit that hes bad, but he still blames the game for the areas he personally struggles with and tries to call the fighters "bad" bc he personally doesnt know how to fight them

respectfully, but also disrespectfully, skill issue. if you know you dont understand and you refuse to practice/learn, you dont get to complain that the game is bad because you dont know how to play it. you can just stop. uninstall. leave. this isnt the game for you.

#bramble rambles #also this guy would ping the matchmaking role but would gatekeep people from playing with him if they mained a character he didnt like #dead serious hed be asking people who they main and if he didnt like it hed be like 'sorry i dont want to play with you' #he deadass ruled out like half of strives roster this way #and so everyone was like. no we dont want to play with YOU because you refuse to play with us #also he admit to purposely picking characters that were too hard to understand for him #so we were like 'ok just pick someone easy' #>refuses to play any of the 'easy' characters #like. theres nothing else i can say except Skill Issue #its not our fault or the games fault that youre a whiny pissbaby who hates losing #another thing he admit to. he hates the characters bc he loses to them. thats literally why #bro tried to say 'sol hits too hard' have you considered blocking? oh wait. #he announced that he blocked me and called me a prick bc i said Skill Issue to him #like what else could i say while you were throwing your tantrum about how much you hate strive bc youre bad at it #just stop playing. leave.

[catboyithaqua]

MIU BECAME THE THING SHE HATED...... AND DIED BECAUSE OF IT.....

MIU BECAME THE THING SHE HATED AND DIED BECAUSE OF IT..............

MIU BECAME THE THING SHE HATED AND IT GOT HER KILLED AND KAITO HESITATED THE ONE TIME BECAUSE OF HOW HE ACTUALLY RESPECTS HIS SISTER AND CARES ABOUT HER

THE ONE FUCKING TIME HE HESITATES IN PROTECTING HER....... THE O N E TIME..... THE ONE TIME HE LISTENS TO HER. SHE DIES.

GAH FUCKING HELL THIS GAME!!!!!!!! FUCK THIS!!

#maxposting #digimon survive #digimon survive spoilers #MIUUUUUUUUUUU :( #hits that much harder bc i relate so so so hard to miu #her trauma is almost the exact same as mine...... her family 'looked at her like she did something wrong.' exactly the same as mine. #the poor girl thinking the overprotectiveness is kaito turning against her..... its not baby its not... his problem is his secondhand ptsd #from almost fucking killing a man. for her. because shes his sister and god forbid anyone hurts his sister. especially like that. #man.... ill admit that when he slapped her i was about to smack him myself but their story felt so so so real to me.... #and i remember at mius age. when i was punished in the same way #with that overprotectiveness and isolation. even if it wasnt meant to be a punishment it still fucked me up more. #but kaito just wants to stop his sisters suffering. thats all he wants. thats why he cares so much and why hes so so protective like that. #because last time his sister was on her own. she was raped. so he refuses to let it happen again.... #fucking MAN #this GAME #holds the cast sm #whoops the tags got SUPER PERSONAL let me just #rape tw #child rape tw

[lunarsapphism]

my little brother needs to be severely humbled i swear to god he is the most cocky and egotistical little kid ever and has recently developed this "tough guy" persona and it makes me want to fucking punch him ❤️ i fucking hate it here he did not used to be like this

#this bitch is afraid of the dark and afraid of being alone etc etc but he literally refuses to admit either of those things #and wants to watch a horror movie but the ones we showed him the trailers for he didnt think looked scary enough #like are you fucking serious. we just showed you the most scary movies we could find that arent rated r #you wont go in the fucking pool by yourself and you think those look boring? #you turn every single light downstairs on when its night and youre walking to the bathroom #and youre telling me that none of those movies looked scary enough for you. #fuck off you stupid little fuck i hate you sometimes. #we literally had to take away his stuffed animals when he was like 7 because he was afraid of them bc his bio mom let him watch annabelle. #there have been soooo many instances of shit like that i swear to god that kid is afraid of everything #but no. apparently hes big and tough and unafraid now. (he isnt) #god. #13 year olds fucking suck i hate them i hate them. #i know that being 13 is hard but holy fuck. good fucking god. #also im never mean to him pls let this be known. i am always kind and considerate even though hes a dick to me constantly #holy fuck though. #aiilov-personal

[fruit-colored-ninja]

normally try to be a big believer in people being allowed to have different opinions and stuff but also i’m about to start blocking wu haters for real

#just. like 90% of the stuff people hate him for is bad writing on the shows part #got pissed and made a post about this on my main last week but like. its just openly admitting that you refuse to look at nuanced characters #WITH nuance. taking everything a character does in the worst faith possible. it's so boring and so exhausting #sorry i've seen Several things in the last few weeks that have made me want to punch a wall #like ninjago is a bit of a mess! but one thing they really do do their best at is acknowledging. this is wu he's been under a lot of pressur #his entire life he's made a lot of mistakes but he also cares so much and seeing people erase the fact that he Does care makes me feel batty #okay. rant over

[mobs-99]

Ok. Ok. Prev post (edit: link to the post) bc like its making me have thoughts but I know its just a silly joke so im not gonna put that on ops post. But like to me that is never how reigen would interact with mobs parents and its like almost funny that we never see reigen interact with them but I almost think thats intentional bc its another way of mob separating himself out and trying to be acceptable to different people???

But anyway I do think reigen just acts the utmost respectful and like a model citizen around the kageyamas and thats both bc he wants to make a good impression bc he knows how useful mob is and he is not going to jeopardize that w mobs parents. But also because reigen wants to be seen as responsible bc thats something he personally values. He wants to be seen as a responsible adult and I think esp considering his relationship w his own mother that would be something he would try his absolute hardest to come across to the kageyamas.

This also got me thinking about ritsu and reigen and what ritsu meeting reigen for the first time would have been like. And I absolutely dont think ritsu would have known reigen was a fraud from the get go and I dont even think thats the main reason ritsu dislikes him. Bc first of all if mob came home and said this man is a psychic and hes going to teach me about my powers. There is absolutely no reason ritsu would not believe mob was 100% correct. Bc of the reverence (and also fear & envy) ritsu had towards his brothers powers he would take mob as the authority on this.

I do think, however, that if mob came home and said "this man is a psychic and hes going to teach me about my powers" that would cause immediate resentment and also fear in ritsu. Bc not only is that a part of mobs life that ritsu inherently feels left out of its also a part that he has his own trauma about. (Which is of course the reason mob was so desperate to separate that from his family life in the first place.)

Of course the kageyamas are very respectful and have taught that to their kids, so I'm sure even at what like 10? Ritsu would have been very respectful to an adult, even if really he really really didnt like him. But I also think that ritsu picked up on the fronts reigen was constantly putting up. Im talking abt the acting like a model citizen w the kageyamas specifically, bc we know he had plenty of ways he acts but specifically that is the thing ritsu would see upon meeting him. But the reason he would see that, is not because reigen is obvious with his attitudes, we KNOW hes a good liar and a child isnt ready to just see through that, but because ritsu would unconsiously see himself. And the things that he does, acting like hes nicer than he feels, acting like he only wants to get high grades and function in society as he has been told to function. Acting just like a model citizen and i think reigen is a bit too similar to ritsu in a lot of ways. And I think thats what ritsu dislikes the most about him....

#sorry im having thoughts #as always my meta is barely coherent #it started about being about reigen then abt ritsu #also i dont think ritsu developes all these feelings just from meeting reigen for the first time #but that his first impression is resentment bc hes basically getting a ton of mobs time that ritsu cant be part of for multiple reasons #and then he starts to really dislike him personally bc i think unconsiously he sees that hes putting up a front #i do think ritsu probably realizes reigen is a fake around when mob starts to but the difference mob refuses to acknoweldge thst bc reigen #is so important to him and his idea of h #what and who he can bc #(btw i do think mob unconsiously knows reigen doesnt have powers before the first ep even its just not somthing he will admit to himself #but ritsu has no reason not to. bc he already d #hates reigen #but also i think it might take ritsu longer to realize just bc hes not around reigen as much and bc mob wont admit it #but yeah idk #reigen #ritsu

[jeffysatur]

anyway kinn is So embarrassing for just letting tawan in again after all that like babes u deserve a coup for that

#kinnporsche #kinn defenders dont do this to yourselves like dude is letting tawan do whatever he wants already smh #shoulda just shot him outside the temple 😴😴 #admit it if this was real kinn would be dead like 20 times over by now #anyway idc if kinn is 'pretending to trust tawan' what hes doing is once again hurting porsche bc he refuses to communicate #if he really does wholly trust Porsche still and its performative to protect him then TELL HIM FFS #bc in the end it is just more reasons for porsche to not trust kinn #would you trust someone who is constantly pulling a 180 on you every few business days?

[ghcstofutopia]

months old tweets from a private acc where i was thinkin about 🍐 <- you know who and like.. something was brewing here

#a couple bits censored bc i changed my mind on things but you get the gist #dude has not personally seen his family in Years. at LEAST ever since you know what he's completely refused to #its been like 3+ years? a little more? and he still never even told them he retired #he just. doesnt want to admit it. he doesnt wanna admit he made mistakes or acknowledge that its truly completely over #the incident is basically an open secret anyway‚ he never outright confirmed it but people can connect dots #i hate him i hate him

[posts-from-employee-427]

We got too close to what exactly with the Skip Button ask, Stanley?

Anyways I'm getting asks after than I can answer them for some reason so I'm gonna go stand in the broom closet and stare out into space for a bit, later.

#absolutely nothing #not an admitment of guilt or regret #i am confident and concrete in all of my decisions and that is final #guilt is for the weak #i have no complex thoughts beyond anger towards the narrator and finding it funny to get reactions out of him #there is no sense of reluctant comradery deep down #i am stuck in the parable and he is free to leave and we are not both trapped #anything that says otherwise is a carefully placed trap so i let my guard down #there is a way to beat the parable and its by wearing down his patience till he lets me leave #he can absolutely let me leave whenever and is just refusing to and we are not stuck here #he removed the skip room door himself to play on some guilt so i wont escape #there is an escape from the parable and im certain of it #anyways ignore all that you didnt see it