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#he had lied to me about having told my grandfather i was trans for me (i didnt want to do it myself for reasons) which led me to get

beastofwant · 10 months

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it's very very funny (lying) that my ex Vagues Me In Tags Of Posts and CONTINUES to act like I am evil and bad and "not moving on" for talking abt the shit he did to me!!! yea it was inflammatory but there's not really a way to make "this guy is a serial liar + emotionally abusive + also rapes dogs maybe don't give him a platform where he can easily target more people" NOT inflammatory. I dont understand how on other websites people care abt that shit but here I guess it's fine as long as you make enough Funny Posts right?

innes entered a relationship with me in the direct aftermath (which he was 100% aware of, he'd been there for me the like. whole time.) of a relationship that was so abusive I fucking feared for my life

he EXPLICITLY did this because I was vulnerable & scared & needed someone to be there for me, and I'm betting he saw me as a means to an end, that end being "getting out of his abusive grandmother's house for good" bc while homeless I was on a multitude of waiting lists for public housing and other support like that. which he knew, bc I told him. I'd thought abt offering "hey do you want to be roommates" to him before we started dating but iirc he is the one who brought it up when we decided to start working on making it a reality

he would also lead me to pursuing some inheritance from my grandfather who passed away almost a decade ago now which was under the control of my father for Reasons. we were going to use it to buy a house together. the quantity of this inheritance cost my (pending, but I was several years into the process and SO CLOSE to receiving) SSI, cost me some other public assistance I was receiving too but that's the big one. I'm having to restart the entire process from the start now.

I saved and saved and saved for him. pre-inheritance I literally had set a fund aside, specifically to buy him plane tickets if shit ever hit the fan & also to help with other costs if needbe. I worked really hard to save that money through commissions & doing online transcription that only pays $6/hr. I worked and worked and worked and worked for that man.

I helped him get on food stamps, I was happy to help him find a good therapist, good doctor, everything. and then he just took a huge shit on everything I did and the entire relationship and I found out he'd been lying for almost 2 months abt seeing a therapist, and then when I got mad about being mistreated and lied to, that's when he started to act like I was this evil and malicious person. because I confronted him. because I didn't just sleep and let it happen. classic textbook abuser behavior

but even then at the time I didn't realize "hey this is abuse" bc I was just so caught up in it, I was so wrapped up around him and had planned my entire future around him. I don't think he EVER did the same for me, which was why it was so easy for him to repeatedly cheat on me, lie to me, and then decide he didn't want to be around someone with a pussy bc that would make him bisexual and he's a homosexual u see. his words not mine!

idk I think it's valid to maybe question the intent of someone who claims to be trans immediately after their ex calls them out for being abusive. especially when some of that abuse surrounded my own transness & gender identity. but I guess because I don't have fucking screenshots of phone calls and discord calls it ~didn't happen~, like way to continue the fucking gaslighting

#mad scrawl

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backtodc · 6 years

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As fun as it is to throw salt at Gosho I think this could be a good time to talk about some good DC cases. So, which are your top ten cases so far?

Hmmm, this took some thought–presented chronologically because I couldn’t pick preferential order XP

Billion Yen Robbery (013-016): Even disregarding its long-term impact on the plot, this case on its own had a good twist in how Akemi disguised herself and the lies she told to track down her robbery partners. I’m always a fan of people, rather than going for big heavy-duty disguises, just using little details of makeup and presentation to completely change their appearance. Ran’s big heart was evident in this case and how strongly she felt about “Masami”‘s safety after just meeting her twice, and this one also what is still one of my favourite ninja-Ran moments to date. Potential kidnapper/murderer across the street? Maybe we should call the police, or run down the stairs OR I GUESS WE COULD JUMP OUT OF A FIRST FLOOR WINDOW AND CHASE HIM ACROSS THE STREET AND DO A FLYING KICK TO DESTROY HIS CAR WINDOW AND ALSO HIS NOSE

Akemi’s death opens up a shitton of plot, and, despite how it gets slightly overused later on (not quite to “did you know Bruce Wayne’s parents got murdered” levels but definitely a biiiiit overused) it’s still one of the most genuinely tragic deaths, especially since Shinichi admitted his real name to her to try and offer her some comfort as she died. TEARS Q_Q

A Haunted Mansion Murder Case (017-019): The case that introduced the Ayumi, Mitsuhiko and Genta. I always think of this one quite fondly. It had a genuinely creepy atmosphere–the “haunted” mansion looks the right side of cliche-creepy, especially once it turns out there’s actually someone around, and honestly I can forgive the incidents of the kids wandering off alone and vanishing because they’re six, of course they’re gonna do silly shit like wander off alone in a haunted mansion. And the truth of the matter is something that’s vanishingly rare in Detective Conan, something I wish we saw more often: a crime of passion.

There’s no clever trick to the murder: the son, Akio, just loses the rag under a torrent of verbal abuse and smashes his father’s head in with a candlestick. There’s no clever trick to the cover-up, either; his mother messed with the crime scene a bit and reported it as a robbery, and given that the family’s obviously very wealthy, money probably changed hands if any investigating officer did think to suspect anything other than a robbery. All she’s thinking about is protecting her son from the consequences of his crime; all he can think about is his guilt and horror over the murder he committed. The case goes from genuinely creepy to honestly tragic. It’s a proper emotional story, and at no point do any six-year-olds have to witness a human corpse, which I’m always in favour of. And I like Genta, Mitsuhiko and Ayumi and I’m glad they were introduced shut the fuck up

The Hatamoto Family Case (020-025): This was another case with good creepy atmosphere, a solid closed circle situation, classic big fucked-up family situation but at the heart of it, Natsue and Takeshi are a genuinely sweet couple who really don’t deserve all this bullshit and you spend the case really hoping for them to be safe and things to turn out okay for them, the traumatic deaths of several close relatives aside. The murderer is pretty sad, though I feel like Gosho intended him to be more sympathetic than he actually was–he certainly could’ve done with less abuse from his grandfather and been allowed to emotionally invest in his art more, but the cousins thing aside, murdering multiple people over a girl you’ve never even approached marrying somebody else with whom she’s had an actual relationship and is in love with is… not sympathetic. But I’m also glad that the nice chef uncle came out alright too, and that all three of the sympathetic family members reappeared in later cases since they were all very likeable characters.

Moonlight Sonata (062-067): This one sticks in a lot of people’s minds, and I think it’s for the same reason that the haunted mansion case sticks in mine; atmosphere. This is another one with a good, genuinely creepy atmosphere from the immediate sense of “small town with a dark secret” we get as soon as the Mouri Detective Agency arrives on the island. Gosho was very good at building these atmospheres once upon a time, I would’ve liked to see him write a horror manga. The case is deeply tragic from start to finish, from the murders of the Asoh family, to the fact that Seiji/Narumi got the idea for the “curse” from playing a funeral song for a man who’d just had a heart attack after admitting to murdering their family, to the complex nature of Dr Asai’s grief and guilt that they felt the need to avenge their family but simultaneously called for a detective in the hopes that they’d be stopped, to their suicide at the end because they can’t live with what they felt obligated to do. There are Gosho’s usual… issues… with gender, and given the bigotry that became obvious later he probably had no clue at all what he was doing with Dr Asai’s gender, but I feel like they weren’t handled unkindly for an AMAB character living as a woman? I could be wrong and I wanna open this one up to the trans folk in the audience because I’ve never found a trans fan’s commentary on Dr Asai and how they think they were handled, but goddamn I still cry thinking of their suicide at the end and I appreciate that this was a one-off case that had a visible long-term emotional impact on Conan.

Magic Lovers’ Murder Case (192-196): As well as being an interesting murder involving some quite sympathetic characters, this is a really good case for seeing what Kaitou Kid’s like under the mask (or was like; I feel like he’s lost depth since this?) as expressed through Katsuki Doito. He came along to investigate suspicious user activity, but he joined the magic-lovers’ forum because he is a nerd for stage magic and stage magicians and enjoys nerding out about stage magic and stage magicians. He gets to unapologetically fanboy over his late father with other magicians, with is pretty goddamn cute imo. He also gets to show off knowledge and fondness for other magicians, and his knowledge of magic tricks is useful in solving the case, even though, by his own admission, he’s no detective, and it led to tragedy. We don’t really see how Kid felt about being unable to prevent that murder, since he was still being played as pretty mysterious at the time, but it was a good choice for his second appearance in DC imo since it cemented him as Not A Bad Dude. Also, Conan gets to be one of Those Shonen Protagonists by running across a burning bridge, which, y’know, is always cheesy, but also always kinda cool (the artwork was particularly effective imo)

Twilight Mansion (299-302): I genuinely enjoyed the gathering of the knock-off famous detectives and was pleasantly surprised by Hakuba’s appearance (back when I still held out hope that that kind of thing meant that Kid would get more involved in the plot). The mansion itself is actually quite gorgeously designed and rendered, especially at the end when the exterior crumbles, and again, DAT CREEPY ATMOSPHERE. I guess it’s officially plot-important now, too, which I just wanna say, I officially called nine years ago, but also I was hardly the only one calling BO involvement with Karasuma.

Most of all, in general, I just really like watching and reading things involving skilled people being very competent at what they do, so the fact that ALL of the gathered detectives (save that one dead one) figured out what was up and were able to communicate and come up with a plan without revealing themselves to the brilliant detective BEHIND the whole thing, and the execution of that plan, were all very, very good and I liked it. I might reread this one right now, actually, while I’m thinking about it, I really do enjoy it top to bottom.

Golden Apple Case (350-354): PEAK interesting backstory on the part of Vermouth and Yukiko, a reasonably interesting murder, Yukiko’s RAD driving scene, and one of my favourite Ran moments ever. The confrontation with the serial killer/Vermouth is tense as hell, and the fact that Ran reacts instinctively to save his life and just can’t bring herself to drop him and let him die, to be responsible for a death, no matter whose, is a very powerful statement on the integrity of her character. She’s just to her core, and Shinichi does steal the moment a bit by helping her pull the serial killer up and getting the really good “you might need a reason to kill, but you don’t need a reason to save a life” line, but this still feels entirely like a Ran moment for me. We find out later that this incident had a profound effect on Vermouth, too, and is possibly the entire reason she’s hiding Shinichi’s secret from the BO and explicitly the reason she doesn’t want Ran to come to harm. Shame we haven’t had much Vermouth character development in a while because this stuff was JUICY.

Two Cases Under One Moon (429-434): An ICONICALLY good Bo-fightin’ case where everybody involved is putting in Maximum Effort. Heiji puts on an extremely good show as a fake Shinichi (the boy’s an extreme drama queen and Heiji does that very well), Yukiko’s disguise skills are valuable and well-used, we finally get the revelation that Vermouth has been Dr Araide for a while AND that she’s maybe immortal (…not… that we’ve gotten ANYTHING on that since..) AND we get the VERY interesting nature of her feelings concerning Shinichi and Ran. Also, we get Ran so concerned about Ai’s wellbeing that she hides in a car boot and then jumps into gunfire in order to protect her, GOD that’s SUCH a good Ran moment. Shinichi, Jodie and Akai all also get to be very brave and very smart and very badass, and ugh really I just wanna go back to everything about Vermouth in this case and explore more of that forever. Please. Also more Jodie, whose backstory we finally got in this case after revealing that she’s not Vermouth. What is it with interesting women disappearing as soon as their backstory is out MOVING ALONG

Clash of Red and Black (595-609): This case is a cracking case. This one was long and complicated and many-layered and everybody involved was on their highest gears and it was great. Akai and Conan work as a fantastic team and Conan gets free reign to do some very good detective work for the FBI (I still believe he told Akai who he was during this case, it would make sense and undercuts how concerned I am with all of these grown adults letting a six-year-old run all around an active incident). We get a good look at the incredible power and cruelty of the Black Organization when they cause immense collateral damage just to flush the FBI out. We get the story on both Akemi and Akai’s relationship AND the Hondo family, and OH BOY THE HONDO FAMILY.

It’s also one of the most interesting Eisuke cases, imo, where not only does he do some solid investigation to find Mizunashi Rena, we get a glimpse of some real deep trauma over losing his last family member that’s driven him to be willing to attack Rena with scissors out of desperation to get answers about what happened to his father and sister. I mean, I am most definitely not advocating stabbing coma patients, but for Eisuke a lot of the trauma of your whole beloved family dying or disappearing was just implied and not explored, and then he got booted from the series immediately after things got interesting with him, so bleh. We also barely see Hidemi after this, and ?????????? because she’s a CIA agent who’s in DEEP to the BO after surviving a HORRIFYING situation where she has to proudly boast of murdering a man who was secretly her FATHER, who SACRIFICED HIS LIFE TO PROTECT HER… why are we dicking around so much with Mystery Family instead of exploring this one??? This case is kind of the last hurrah for anything interesting happening with the Hondos so I love it for that.

And I love the complicated counter-bluff involved in delivering Kir back to the Black Organization without looking like they were delivering her. Again, this was apparently in exchange for her assisting the FBI and she barely appears after this…? Nope this isn’t about salting at Gosho moving on

The Life-Threatening Broadcast of Love (804-808): I love this one solely and 300% for the part where Miwako Sato jumps out of a helicopter, shoots a noose off of her boyfriend’s neck, grabs him, wraps her coat around him to protect them and knocks both of them out of the range of a bomb blast at the last second, like the goddamn action hero that she is.

So in no particular order, those are my top ten: how about the rest of you?

#peggaboo #detective conan

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seconds-away-blog1 · 5 years

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Why Things Feel Weird Lately

June 22, 2019

2:03 am

Lately, I’ve been worried that I’m fake. That I’m pretending to be someone I’m not because I’m not sure who I am. But the thing is, I do know who I am. But no one else will ever really accept me for that. My sisters can’t understand it. They want me to pick, to be a boy or a girl. They want to be able to call me something. To introduce me as something. And I’m supposed to be something. A daughter, a son, a sister, a brother, an aunt or an uncle. The fact that I’m not, that I can’t be, it confuses them. They want to be supportive but they don’t know how to do that, exactly. I don’t blame them. I wish that I could make it easier on them, be one specific thing, so that they don’t have to go through this. It’s not fair to them.

My parents are a different story. I have so many of them. The original set and the adoptive set, there’s no telling how they’d each react. My dad is actually doing a pretty good job. The adoptive one not the other. He actually started to notice things all on his own. Never even had to say anything. I was afraid to, in the beginning. I wanted to tell both of my adoptive parents, but I was so afraid. They’ve told me that there’s no such thing as “a they” so that was immediately disheartening. I considered telling them that I was trans, just picking a gender then and there, but that’s not true to myself and I know that I probably couldn’t handle a lie like that. I’m barely surviving the number of lies that I’m telling now. My father is, problematic to say the least, and my father’s wife isn’t someone I would ever even consider coming out to. My mother is pretty supportive, but she’s already told me that she thinks I’m trying to fit in with my friends. My adoptive mother… she’s almost against trans people all together. She doesn’t think anyone deserves to transition. She’s.. closed-minded.

My grandmother and friends are actually the hardest ones to deal with. When my sister had her baby, my grandmother said that if I didn’t want to be an Aunt I could just be nothing. She didn’t say it to me. But that somehow makes it worse. She didn’t even think of it that way. Didn’t even consider any feelings that may be affected that way. I love her, but I’m so afraid that she hates me. So very afraid that I’ll be left without a family. So I let it go. My friends are who bother me the most. They don’t say anything. It’s about the looks. I think that at one point I said something to a friend and he just kind of got silent and side-eyed me. I feel like he thinks I’m not enough. Because I can’t pick a gender and he has one. Like maybe he doesn’t think I’m actually trans because I don’t stick to one style of dressing, because I don’t know every single thing that there is to know about how I want my life to go. Because I’d let my kids call me dad and because I don’t mention feeling dysphoric very often. But that doesn’t mean that I don’t feel it. I do. I feel it all the god damned time. I just don’t bring it up because I don’t want him to give me that look. That “I’m more valid than you are. You’re not trans enough” look. Because I don’t wear my binder every day. Sometimes I’m okay with the fact that I have boobs, sometimes I’m just too exhausted to hide them. I want to say something but I’m afraid he’s going to abandon me, and then I’ll be all alone again. I can’t do the alone thing again.

So sometimes I feel like I’m faking it, like maybe my mother is right and I’m just trying to fit in with my friends. And then I remember what it was like when I first learned what transgender was. This was before college, way before I’d ever even met a trans person. I'd heard the word before, but my parents had never made me feel safe enough to ask questions, so I never did Just barely after I’d learned what it meant to be gay. I don’t remember exactly where I heard the word. I was into a lot of weird stuff when I was sixteen. I was probably in some chat room or another, or maybe I’d seen a news article or something. Whatever it was, I learned the word early in 2015, months before I turned 17. And it was freeing. Like breathing in the cold air at two am, or drinking water first thing in the morning. It was like forgetting the word you need to complete a sentence and waking up in the middle of the night, three days later, drenched in sweat with the word on your tongue. You go to write it down and you get half of it on a piece of paper before you pass out again, and having to piece it together the next morning. Because now I had the word. I had something that felt right. But where I was, there was nothing that I could do about it. I walked around with it etched into my brain. I took comfort in it like a photo of your loved on in your wallet, looking at it only when I was alone. I couldn’t tell anyone. It was my best kept secret. It took me a year to feel safe enough to test it.

Which is how I came to be in the bathroom at my grandmothers house in April of 2016, four months after my parents had divorced. I was wearing my grandfathers clothes. He was the only man in the house and everything I had on was several sizes too big for me. I’d used ACE bandages to bind my chest. They were all I’d had. I’d even rolled up socks and stuffed them in my underwear to attempt packing. I looked at myself in the mirror with my hair in a bun and I cried. I cried relief because after almost two decades I realized why my body had always felt wrong. I cried pain because I knew my family would never accept me if I was Like This. And I cried sadness because, as much as I felt different, I still didn’t feel quite right. I stayed in that bathroom for hours, until I heard my mothers car pull up outside and realized that I needed to change back.

That was almost two years before I met anyone who I would’ve fit in with by being trans. Long before I’d even know another trans person. That was my own experience, and I’ve never shared it at all until right now. I’m saying that there is no way that those feelings were fake, so why would what I’m feeling now be anything other than real? It would be another year yet before I started telling people that knew me who I was, but I’d found something that fit. I toyed around with pronouns for a while until I realized which ones were right. And then I played with names as I applied to colleges. I liked Riley. It was simple, gender-neutral, and I actually liked it. But I ended up going to school with my best friend, and they didn’t know anything about my gender at that point. I didn’t think that they would respect me at all if I told them, so I just didn’t say anything. It wasn’t until our friendship took a break that I finally publicly changed my name and pronouns. My family is still a work in progress but I started feeling better once I told people.

The thing is, I feel myself going back down that path. The one where I hide how I feel and who I am because I’m afraid of being alone. And I hate that. I know who I am. That should be enough for anyone who cares about me, right? The should be able to deal with it, if not fully celebrate it. I truly love my friends and family but is it a reflection on them or me that I don’t trust them? I mean, I have other questions about them. Like, I know they need me but does that mean they care? Can you ever really care about someone that you’re dependent on? But that’s not the point right now. If I don’t know that they’ll care about me when I tell them who I am, can I be sure that they care about me right now? I’m not sure that I can. And so my dysphoria turns into anxiety turns into insecurity turns into frustration turns into indignation turns into me just accepting that I’ll never be good enough, strong enough, sure enough, just plain enough. That they’ll never accept or love me, not truly. But is that the kind of life that I want to live? I’m not sure anymore. I’m not sure who I am or what I want.

Just

Don’t

Know.

#dysphoric #bigender #family #internal struggles #rants

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digoxinpurpurea2-blog · 6 years

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One of my grandfathers died of AIDS complications before I was born.

There, that's my pound of flesh. You have to present those before anyone listens to you on this fucking website.

I didn't delete my tumblr because oh no I'm the Hamilton cannibal mermaid freak. I have been that for years. And, for what it's worth, I never interacted with Israa as Israa. She tried to interact with me, once, two years ago, about the intentionally dumb garbage I wrote in my spare time. I ignored her because I didn't know who she was and I didn't care.

Nah, I deleted my tumblr because you freaks kept sending me death threats and I couldn't exactly deal with that after being awake for four days and trying to manage the emotional fallout of this monster.

Don't send people death threats, you fucking loons.

This was not about fandom, because I do not orient my world around fandom. This was about my grandfather, and not just him, and not just the other people I have known who have had their lives irrevocably altered by HIV, and not just the fact that she stole money. This was about basic common decency. It's not about me. I'm not going to pretend I'm an angel or anything but I have never done anything like this.

But this is not about me.

The person behind hivliving, Alix McLiar:

1. Lives in a $500,000 waterfront house in a wealthy suburb in the US with her married and very wealthy parents, both of whom have terminal degrees in the sciences

2. Goes to a prestigious private out-of-state university on a merit scholarship worth approximately $250,000 over four years. Or maybe not. Maybe she got kicked out. Still not sure. Her school has been contacted multiple times by multiple people, and the chief of police of her university told me that she would be punished appropriately. I believe, at least, that she's no longer involved in the school's anti-racism groups as an administrator, and I know that her advisor knows, and that the head of the diversity office knows, and that her friends all know and have completely stopped talking to her. Rephrase: she went to a prestigious university while this was going on, majoring in a healthcare-related field.

3. Went to one of the best high schools in the United States

4. Started racefaking on the internet early in her senior year of high school, possibly earlier - she was 17 at the time and is 19 now

5. Vacations internationally with some frequency

6. Is white and cisgender and REALLY FUCKING RICH, meaning she definitely used the money she got as “Israa” for drugs or something

7. Is probably going to do this again

She used the following identities:

1. Israa, Liar Prime - bigender bisexual Chinese-Pakistani 19-year-old, from the China-Pakistan border (once or twice specified as westernmost Xinjiang), HIV+ after being trafficked into sexual slavery by her parents as a young teenager, Muslimah, hijabi, once had her eye popped out of its socket after someone found out her HIV status, once raped and robbed by police at gunpoint, pregnant, miscarried, married, living in India with her wife - blueskysapphic/hivliving/angischuyler

2. Muk(h)ta (she spelled it different ways) - Somali, Catholic, raised in America by her American father who was implied a few times to be a diplomat of some sort, 18, trans woman, lesbian, married to Israa, trafficking victim, not HIV+ - thewarsnotdone

3. Naj, American lesbian POC (never specified other than that), congenitally HIV+, fairly active in ace discourse -allolesbean/hivliving

A bonus identity discovered while investigating:

4. Alix, Lebanese Jewish lesbian, self-identified as an Arab, from Lebanon, living in the states for college - lesbianeclipse

(the Jewish community in Lebanon numbers about forty, by the by. She's fond of doing this)

Israa lied a fuckton but she didn’t just pop out of the blue. She had put together the biracial trafficking victim persona before she started posting her fic. She had convinced other people of this persona before she started writing fanfiction - named the wife, picked out Chinese and “Muslim” names (yes she called Israa her Muslim name), found a beta for her fic, made up a backstory.

And it wasn’t just hivliving that she was involved in. Israa and friends' modus operandi in fandom was to declare someone a pedophile over fanfiction, sic followers on them, threaten to dox them, force them to divulge (often sexual) traumas, and then use those traumas to harass them into self-harm. She did this multiple times, mainly to young gay teenagers and young trans men and young impoverished women. Some of those people did self-harm. And she knew it. And she kept on bullying, and told anyone who said “Stop it” that how DARE they, she is HIV+, she can do this.

And, given that Israa and her crew placed so much emphasis on IP address hits to Tumblrs as "stalking," it is absolutely impossible that none of them - including the one who followed her on her "Lebanese Jewish" tumblr and Facebook-linked twitter - did not know. This was a squad of teenagers dedicated to threatening and sexually harassing rape victims over fanfiction, with their core defense being 'Israa has been much more traumatized than you, by people like you, and she's protecting other people by hurting you.'

Yeah, no. Weirdly enough, most trauma victims don’t go out of their way to tell victims of child sexual abuse that they should kill themselves.

Israa used the social capital and following she gained being a moral arbiter and Teller Of Wise Truths About HIV in fandom (she and her crew also picked on an HIV+ member of the Hamilton cast on Twitter such that I believe he blocked them, by the fucking way) to start hivliving.

The person behind Israa is not Muslim. Or Jewish. Or HIV+. Or Somali. Or biracial. She was not trafficked to another country by her parents. She grew up wealthy. It was incredibly obvious she was not who she claimed she was. A basic knowledge of geopolitics would have nipped this shit in the bud literally years ago, because nothing Israa said made any sense. This should have been caught day of. Other people knew and let it ride because it’s fun to cloak your repulsive behavior in the language of social justice to get away with it. Other people should have figured it out.

Point by point:

1. Language

Israa claimed to speak Chinese and Urdu natively and English, Spanish, and Kannada as second languages. She exclusively used English on her blog. She learned English as an adult and yet had absolutely perfect grammar, spelling, mastery of American slang, etc. Is this impossible? No, of course not, but learning a second language as an adult - especially in a non-immersion environment, especially one from an entirely different language family, presents a ton of difficulties. I am currently learning a second language in a non-immersion environment. Writing and reading are easier than speaking, sure, but they do not come easy.

Israa wrote like a native English speaker. She never made the mistakes in grammar or spelling common with people learning English from Chinese. She never had slightly odd turns of phrase borne from not grasping all the tiny nuances of a given English word. She never had an accidental character inserted when she forgot to rotate the language on her keyboard. (I rotate keyboards. Lemme tell you, it happens frequently.) She used British spellings pretty consistently, but not British or Indian English phrasing. Her slang was all American, young, Tumblr-approved. The media she talked about was almost all in English, minus one Chinese-American film and one Chinese novel available in English translation. She never used Chinese or Urdu on her blog, except to write brief greetings or her name. She never talked to anyone in Chinese or Urdu or Kannada. Her punctuation was completely American. She never, ever forgot a word.

This person, from a family poor enough to knowingly traffick a child into sex slavery, was fluent in 4-5 languages, presumably literate in at least 3 (meaning she could effortlessly cycle between 3, possibly 4 different writing systems) and somehow so fluent in a language she had started learning only two, three years before that she was indistinguishable from a native speaker.

How?

How was her English so native-perfect after only two or three years?

Because she didn't only have two or three years to build on. Because she was a native speaker. Duh.

2. Offensive racial stereotypes

Israa consistently presented herself as from western China, right along the China-Pakistan border. Never specified city or town, presumably because Alix was not invested enough in the character to pick a random town name off of Google Maps. She also once posted about her family having a dispute about the family rice farm.

There is almost no rice agriculture in extreme western Xinjiang. Not none, but almost none. Too arid.

But rice, China, right?

Also, bit of a digression as the character could have started wearing it while not living there, but about wearing hijab in Xinjiang: it's not exactly legal, right now. Crackdowns on specifically Uyghur Muslims in Xinjiang have been front-page news in major English-language publications for years. Crackdowns on Hui Muslims (the ethnic group she occasionally claimed to be a part of) are less common, but they happen. And, of course, not all Muslim women wear hijab...but all Muslims are the same, in Israa-world. Speaking of.

Israa claimed that she had relatives in Gaza and that she did medical research at a clinic in Gaza under the auspices of her university.

1. How did she get a passport? It would have to be either a Pakistani or Chinese passport. Traveling from India to the Gaza strip on a Pakistani passport would be, shall we say, extremely difficult. It would be difficult for her to acquire a passport in the first place (did she have any documentation before she was trafficked? After? She was trafficked into India and India repatriates trafficking victims. Presumably she would have been repatriated to China. Would she, an HIV-positive member of a Muslim ethnic minority breaking the law in Xinjiang, be allowed to acquire a passport? How would she afford a passport? etc) 2. How would a 19-year-old non-medical student undergraduate receive permission to enter the Gaza strip, especially if she was traveling on a Pakistani passport? 3. Current Israeli law gives the Minister of the Interior the right to deny access to Israel (and thus Palestine and Gaza) to any HIV+ alien or migrant worker. Presumably Israa counted as an “alien or migrant worker,” so how did she get into the country to travel to Gaza in the first place? 4. Did Israa not realize that Pakistan and Palestine (and China) are culturally very dissimilar because they're in very different parts of the world? This is another China = rice moment. Alix assumed that all Muslims are the same? How would the aforementioned impoverished ethnic minority family be wealthy or mobile enough to have relatives at the other end of the continent?

I'm pretty sure her logic there was "Chinese Muslims are oppressed, Palestinians are oppressed - basically the same, right? Family!"

Oh and by the way she seemed to not remember if her family was based in western Xinjiang or in Karachi. She had sisters living in Karachi at some point and then she told me and, apparently, told quite a few other people, that she would be moving back to her loving parents in China soon after graduating university, at the age of 19.

Her parents who trafficked her.

Hokay.

Oh and besides the 80s high school AIDS crisis AU fic she wrote a lot of seriously offensive “Muslim AU” fic that trafficked in a lot of incredibly harmful and racist tropes about Muslim women but I said I wouldn’t mention fandom

3. Her wife

Mukta/Mukhta - Somali, Catholic, raised in America by her American father, somehow ended up in India as a trafficking victim, monolingual in English. She implied a few times that her father was some kind of diplomat. Muk(h)ta married Israa and they lived happily together as an interfaith couple, doing such coupley things as packaging Christmas care packages at Muk(h)ta's church and having wanted pregnancies.

1. As far as I can tell, Mukta and Mukhta are not Somali names, and if Muk(h)ta was monolingual in English wouldn’t she, like, spell her name in the Latin alphabet consistently 2. There are approximately 100 Somali Catholics. (Like I said, she liked doing that.) 3. An American-raised child of a diplomat being kidnapped (?) and trafficked for sex in India would have made international news. I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH. IT WOULD HAVE BEEN INTERNATIONAL NEWS. 4. Legal gay marriage does not exist in India. I wouldn't bring this up, people can call their partners whatever they want in the absence of legal recognition, but Israa made a distinction between "wife" and "girlfriend" and talked about having a wedding in a religious space, so - 5. How were two married female teenagers living together with apparently no problem in Bengaluru? 6. Muk(h)ta and Israa ended up in the same brothel together after being trafficked and one day decided to take the bus out. TO WHERE. HOW DID THEY GET THE MONEY. How Israa talked about the brothel was completely bullshit too and seems to have been based on legal brothels in Australia or Nevada - personal amenities, private bathrooms, private rooms, et cetera. 7. Again, India repatriates, or attempts to repatriate, known minor victims of trafficking - so why were either of them still in India?

Oh also Muk(h)ta's blog literally only talked about how awesome her wife was and Hamilton and she almost never interacted with other people by herself and she would have had the same non-Bengaluru IP address as Israa (same blog organization, frankly, as allolesbean), so -

4. Being a student in India

Israa insisted she, a Chinese (and?) Pakistani national, was a science student at a university in Bengaluru. She would not have been able to do this without documentation and you have to apply for a student visa in India outside of the country.

So:

1. Again. How did she acquire a passport? 2. How did she prove her residential address outside of India? 3. How did she put together the money to pay student fees? 4. How was Muk(h)ta living with her in the interim, if Muk(h)ta wasn't an Indian citizen? 5. How did she overcome the language barrier in either English or Kannada in enough time to start studying science? 6. Where was Muk(h)ta during the application process? In China? In Pakistan? In India? How?

6. The pregnancy

Jesus Christ where do I start

Israa always, always insisted that Muk(h)ta presented as a woman, was understood as a woman, etc, and the pregnancy was expected and wanted - the old ladies at church (who 100% accepted her) cooed over her baby bump.

Two AFAB people and their magic desired child baby bump.

NO 19-YEAR-OLD HIV+ PERSON IS GOING TO RECEIVE IVF. ANYWHERE. EVER.

When someone pushed back on this, she started insisting that Muk(h)ta was a trans woman, taking hormones, and then later she conveniently miscarried.

1. How did Muk(h)ta access hormones? 2. How did Israa access her HIV medications such that she was fine with having unprotected sex (she stated a couple of times that she and Mukhta were a serodiscordant couple), and/or how did Mukhta access PrEp? 3. Why would two impoverished teenagers living on student visas (and it had to be student visas as, again, India repatriates foreign trafficking victims) plan to have a baby? 4. How did Muk(h)ta, a devout church-going Catholic living in India, safely and successfully navigate as a lesbian trans woman married to a Muslim woman such that her church accepted her and the pregnant partner unconditionally? 5. Same question but about Israa and Israa's mosque, which she apparently attended regularly 6. If the child was planned, how did Muk(h)ta, a young (17? 18?-year-old) trans woman on hormones, access the healthcare that would have assured them both that her hormones weren't interfering with her fertility? 7. How did Israa access neonatal care? 8. How could they afford all of this and yet Israa needed to ask for donations on hivliving to deal with vague miscarriage-related medical bills?

And on. And on. And on.

Am I saying it's impossible for someone to learn a language quickly, or to be Pakistani and have relatives in Gaza, or be a victim of trafficking, or be a lesbian in India, or any of the other things she claimed separately? No, of course not. I'm sure there's actually someone who is very like Israa out there, minus all the lies.

I'm just saying - are you fucking kidding me? Are all of you so illiterate about how the entirety of the world works that this bullshit was allowed to pass unchecked for two fucking years??? Are all of you so illiterate about how the world works that no one wondered why a person with this background would be spending her internet time primarily writing god damn Hamilton fanfiction??? Yes, you are, because instead of putting together this incredibly obvious idiotic racist garbage in a post to point out the many insane consistencies, I had to wade through the goddamn cash.me terms of service LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER SHE STARTED DEFRAUDING PEOPLE.

And that was obviously not the only time she'd demanded money, she just deleted her tumblrs before I could find the "friend's paypal" she had used earlier on blueskysapphic/angischuyler.

Did she ever talk about living with HIV in any meaningful way? Did she ever talk about it in a way that wasn't just yelling about not blaming asexuals or complaining about people twenty years older than her not using Tumblr-approved phrasing or whatever? Did she actually do anything with hivliving besides reblog things other people had posted and tell people to pm her for more information? The real Alix is a 19-year-old college sophomore who is so stupid about public health that she told people RENT is a good introduction to the AIDS crisis in twenty god damn seven teen and told me that she checked herself into a hospital for narcissism (spoilers: there's a huge lack of beds in psychiatric hospitals and no psychiatric ER is going to admit a person not immediately in danger, especially not for NARCISSISM). She had absolutely nothing of value to contribute. She was clearly not talking from a place of expertise. She did not sound like she knew anything about anything and what she did regurgitate was highly Americanized. If her value as the person who ran hivliving was as an HIV+ pregnant married nonbinary non-American trafficking survivor, then it should have been obvious earlier that she was none of those things.

It is not difficult to figure out things like it is costly and difficult to move between countries, or that midcontinental aridity precludes heavy-water-using agriculture, or that adults who are learning English as a third or fourth language from a non-Germanic language will have quite a bit of trouble with grammar and vocabulary even several years in, or that a nineteen-year-old bigender woman-aligned person would have difficulty living safely with her wife anywhere, or that it’s nigh impossible that a person holding a Pakistani passport could get to the Gaza strip, or that most Somalis are not Catholic.

BASIC KNOWLEDGE. BASIC COMMON SENSE. BASIC GEOPOLITICS. A few hours on Wikipedia could have thrown all of this into the garbage.

Why did any of you believe this garbage?

Easy! Because:

1. Tumblr fetishizes oppression, especially that of trans people and Muslim women, and Alix made herself a persona that hit every jackpot possible 2. Tumblr consumes only fanfiction and thus elevates it to an insane level of importance in culture, therefore fights over fanfiction content are actual justice (it's not that fucking deep) 3. Tumblr has an extremely warped understanding of social justice theory and abuse dynamics 4. Tumblr refuses to absorb any news or history besides that which is presented on Tumblr 5. Alix was so prone to leading harassment mobs that any pushback would lead to more abuse 6. Tumblr hates gay men and would rather listen to an obvious bullshit artist than anyone the community that is primarily affected by HIV

Really can't stress that last one enough. REALLY can't. I remember some big name ~tumblr LGBT-community famous~ blogger telling their thousands of followers that the pogrom against gay men in Chechnya wasn't happening, partially because they were so stupid that they didn't know how to click through on tabloid publications to the serious reporting done by actual journalists, but mostly because Tumblr has decided that gay men aren't oppressed and AIDS is over or some bullshit.

At least five people, five men, five GAY AND BI MEN, came to Alix with their status, begging for help. She fed them garbage and lies. She looked them in the face and decided she would continue with this monstrousness and you just fucking let it happen and then you made it about fanfiction because you don’t understand that there are things way beyond fandom. She was a psychopath who OPERATED IN FANDOM and 15 years ago she would have pulled this shit on the TWOP boards or the scarleteen message boards or neopets or something.

God, fuck all of you.

I have a tiny bit of money spare this month. If you send a receipt of a donation to an HIV/AIDS-related organization of your choice to [email protected], personal information redacted as you so choose, I'll match it, multiple its, for a total of $50 from my end. If that doesn't happen by February 15, I'll just send it all to one of my choice. I can hold a couple bucks spare each month so that, God willing and my rent don't rise, I can consistently send to Rainbow Railroad or my home LGBT center's HIV/AIDS program.

Nothing is going to fix what she did and she's never going to get held to account in the way she should but I'm going to post receipts every so often anyways because I am nasty and angry enough to care about other people. I am angry enough to do penance on her behalf. I have been furious and horrified and sick about this ever since I found out and dealing with her vileness has caused actual tangible harm in my life but again, it's not about me, and I'm going to remember that even if you motherfuckers won't.

I would seriously advise anyone under the age of 21 to get the fuck off of this website and go learn how to communicate with other people in a healthy manner. Go outside! Interact with other people in the real world! Read a book. Read a fucking newspaper! Learn about the world. Or you can stay here and burrow in the echo chamber and become credulous fauxwoke racist homophobic morons who prioritize calling other teenagers pedophiles til they try to kill themselves because Steven Universe or something over doing literally anything that could help the world. Your choice.

The rest of you: comport yourselves like normal fucking human beings for once in your fucking lives and sort out your goddamn priorities. Read a fucking newspaper. Stop giving obvious racist fraudsters like medievalpoc and Israalix the benefit of the doubt and actually think about the information that is being presented to you and then maybe do something more useful with your time than getting into internet fights. For example, I organized an auction in my spare time that, with the help of another lovely person and dozens of wonderful donors, raised $3,917 for various charities over six months, including $200 for GMHC and about $75 for an HIV/AIDS organization in Wisconsin. Go do something similar or get off the fucking internet! It’s 2018! You’re adults! Try tangibly helping other people, at some point, instead of engaging in this terrible narcissistic performative circlejerk where trauma has become a cudgel to beat others!

If any of you do anything like this again I will find you and I will fucking destroy you. That is a promise.

Go to hell.

#hivliving #blueskysapphic #allolesbean

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groundramon · 5 years

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I don’t really know how to word this without immediately knowing that tumblr could accuse me of a fuckton of different buzzwords, but I’m going to try to anyways - and hopefully if any hyper-woke people find me, they’ll tell me how I should better word myself in the future instead of immediately calling me an abuse apologist or some shit.

But anyways, here’s a hot take - people of minority groups can be abusers. Sometimes, they can abuse people for their minority status. Sometimes, people lie about sexual assault. Sometimes, people use their mental health or identity or race or whatever as an excuse for being a despicable human being. How do I know? Because I’ve had it happen to me, over and over and over.

I am: a trans, LGBT+, mentally disabled + ill, DFAB person. I am also: a white, able-bodied fuckboy who lives in California, one of the most progressive states in the country, even in its conservative areas. I am on both sides of the spectrum, and the times when I see minority statuses being abused are usually from the groups that I’m a minority of.

For example, I was harassed (and arguably sexually abused, however because I couldn’t find those comments that could’ve made him face legal consequences for all he’s done, I struggle to say that this is the case - additionally, I was never his target, just my art) by an autistic man online when I was younger. It’s the reason why I can’t interact with the HT/TY/D fandom and why I won’t be seeing the third movie (keep in mind this happened right before the second movie, and I went to see that one because it legitimately interested me - this one seems heterosexual AND reminds me of my abuser’s dragon OC, which he guilt tripped me into drawing for him as his form of porn). He ruined an entire franchise for me because he harassed me so badly. He guilt tripped me in about how hard it was being autistic (and threw in some comments about how teens think they have it “so hard with their anxiety and depression” when “they really have no idea”, to a teenager struggling with identifying anxiety and depression - i didn’t believe that bullcrap but I did fall for his autism sob story) and convinced me to do art trades with him which were just redraws of my own stuff, and he’d repeatedly spam me and yell at me and guilt trip me to finish his work if I so much as read his note without responding. He drained my motivation for DeviantArt along with my love of a franchise. This man was also a serial harasser/spammer, he did this to MANY people, including other minors. I wasn’t a specific target - honestly, I think I was pretty low on his priority list, considering he only tried to come back a few times. The kicker? I’m pretty sure I’m autistic, even though I had no idea back then. At least, I sure do have a lot of symptoms of autism now that I look back.

Not good enough for you? Okay. How about the fact that a relative of mine tried to convince my aunt that she (my aunt, not the relative) was sexually abused by my paternal grandfather as a child, sending my aunt into a mental breakdown because she couldn’t remember anything like that and had no idea? My aunt is the weak link in our family, she’s adopted and felt othered for it, and lived away from the rest of our family for a long time. She recently started getting involved and just happened to be attacked by a known financial and mental abuser in our extended family right when she started getting back involved. I’m thankful that my dad and my uncles were able to help her get a better picture of her father. Keep in mind that I don’t have a positive image of my paternal grandfather, because he smoked and gave my dad + uncle health problems due to it - and I personally consider that an accidental form of child abuse, in a way. But he was NOT a fucking incestual pedophile. It infuriated me to hear that, despite never meeting him, and having a negative overall impression of him.

How about another? My step-step-grandmother (long story) has accused my deceased uncle of being a money-hungry monster and stealing all of her rightful money after his father/her husband died. We’re in a court case to get the inheritance we deserve from her now, but she only ever brought this up AFTER he passed away. When informed about his dead, she bitched about how he made her loose money, and how she was struggling despite using up all of my mom’s inheritance (from her step-father AND her mother). Because you know, that’s what you do when someone dies. My uncle was the only uncle on my mom’s side to make it to my birthdays, his family gave my mom and I a place to stay when we ended up stranded down south due to a bad head injury my dad got (also long story) and we didn’t have time to make it back home and we didn’t want to just leave my dad there. My uncle was probably the nicest, kindest family member I had. His funeral was the first funeral I went to, and there were TONS of people. He was a Christian man who lived by true Christian values, and plenty of people testified this at his funeral. People I’d never even met before. This old woman accused him of stealing her money (where did it go?? his wife is fucking broke now that he’s gone!), never caring enough to visit her, ect. This old woman, who never even responded to my birthday invitations let alone came, who never made any attempt to make a mutual outreach to us. She expected us to do all the work, and when we decided it wasn’t worth her ignoring and rejecting, we stopped. And then she accused us of abandoning her. This is an old woman, but she’s still an evil person - or an evil person who is now just a shell of evil, unable to even remember a time when she didn’t believe these lies that she told herself.

And don’t get me started on how this applies to ace discourse. Heaven forbid I compare the ace/aro experience to another LGBT experience! It’s only okay if I compare it to the straight experience (which i do btw, because i KNOW we benefit from homophobia unless we’re also sga) even though it has 99% more in common with the LGBP experience than the straight experience. This isn’t an inclusionist vs exclusionist thing - this is just COMPARISONS. It’s like saying murkrow looks like a crow - like yeah, no shit sherlock!! doesn’t mean murkrow is just the same as a real life fucking crow!!! And god, haven forbid you talk about real aphobia and how it affects real aspec people. Immediately every allo in the area will jump on you about how that’s just misogyny and rape culture and blah blah blah. Then what about when it happens to men? What about when it happens to nonbinary people? What about when it has literally nothing to do with gender or being forced to have sex, and is just a constant feeling of being othered and excluded? Forgotten and not believed? Constantly doubted that your experience is real? And then to be told that the very bigotry you suffered was just a part of a bigger issue, instead of specifically about a part of your identity....bullshit. There IS overlap in certain social issues. Race affects how homophobia and transphobia affects a person deeply. Same with misogyny and race. So of course there’s overlap. But to say that aphobia doesn’t exist, I’m sorry - I don’t say this lightly, but that’s unconscious gaslighting. (there is no better term than that - believe me, I looked. My point is that I don’t believe it’s intentional, but LGBP people, trans or not - you NEED to stop doing this. You ARE unconciously gaslighting aces and aros. This is not anecdotal, there are statistics and you refuse to believe them, despite pointing at just as credible statistics to prove your own points. You say we can’t use anecdotal evidence, but then go on to use it yourself. Intentional or not, you need to quit it.)

I really don’t want to talk about how race and this stuff intertwine because I really don’t have any experience with that as a white person. All I know is that groups of POC can be bigoted towards other groups of POC, and they can even be bigoted towards people of their own race.

Which leads me to the most important part of this post: The fact that minorities can abuse majority groups, even if its on the basis of their minority group, does NOT mean that minority groups are not oppressed.

Just because a few women lie about being raped, doesn’t mean that all women who say they were raped are lying. Just because an autistic person abused me, doesn’t mean that all autistic/mentally disabled people and mentally ill people are scary. Just because aphobia is real doesn’t mean that non-SGA aces and aros don’t benefit from homophobia to a certain degree. Just because homophobia kills doesn’t mean that aphobia isn’t just as real. Just because the LGBT community has a habit of gaslighting victims of aphobia doesn’t mean that the LGBT community oppresses the aspec community. Just because POC can discriminate against or even hold systemic power over another POC doesn’t mean that they aren’t both oppressed by white people.

Abuse is not oppression. Oppression is a repeated, prolonged offense of cruel and unjust control. None of my anecdotals “prove” that oppression for these groups isn’t real. Because I’m part of these groups, and it’s my opinion that it IS real. But my anecdotals are also still valid. It is not problematic to point out when someone uses their minority status to abuse and manipulate others. It is not problematic to call bigoted, cruel mentally disabled people problematic for being manipulative and abusive. Their disability is not an excuse. Their identity is not an excuse. Their experience may be a reason, but not an excuse. But neither is your experience. Let people talk about their individual experiences AND the wider issues of oppression as a whole. They don’t have to be opposite faces of the same coin, and it’s sad that we act like they do.

#stormy speaks #also i would just like to point out that ive never been abused by a person of color for their minority but i have by like every other group #just wanted to point that out incase anyone missed it #just. just sayin! just sayin @ racists!

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lord-wellesbrook-ix · 3 years

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The Problem with Modern Politics by Me, an unqualified, out of touch late millennial/early gen Z Brit.

Advance warning this is gonna be a long post, essay is below the break for those who care to read.

Ok, good, welcome! So yes, time for some personal details, because apparently such things are crucially important now to what one has to say. I’m 19, I’m white~jewish (ethnically, not religiously. And I list both because the distinction is...spurious at best imo), with some limited asian heritage (grandfather is Burmese, you’d not know it to look at me though). I’m bisexual, with a loving trans boyfriend, tragically kept away from me by that most perfidious of enemies, the atlantic ocean. I used to think I was trans, and started hrt, before deciding against it. I don’t know what my gender identity really is at this point, but I use he/him, and was assigned male at birth. Oh and despite my immediate family having some significant prestige (my dad is a VERY specialised doctor, only 8 people in the country can do what he does), because Britain and NHS, I’m also poor enough that I qualify for financial assistance through uni, and all that other fun stuff, so assign me whatever class you want, but I’ve never really had access to money or the like. All of these factors will undoubtedly somehow colour what my thoughts are.

So! Let’s tackle this on two fronts - My beef with the modern left, my beef with the modern right, and my beef with all the current “alternatives”. The Left Why do you make me hate you so? I want to be able to side with you. Economically, we’re almost perfectly aligned. Fuck big corporations, they abuse their workers, and are broadly detrimental to societal progress by merit of the power they wield. The state should use the money of the wealthiest, to help uplift the poorest, bringing everyone as close to a comfortable range of wealth and living standards as is feasible. Wealth taxes I’m against, if only because I look at things like FIRE with some measure of hope, because I find it infeasible that I’ll be able to work a “proper job” my entire life, and equally infeasible that the state will support me before I’m in my 70s. Unsurprisingly I’m all for trans and lgbt rights, and their advancement is imperative. Likewise racial and ethnic discrimination needs to be combatted (though I have a caveat insofar as how), and linguistic minority rights are ESPECIALLY important (not to out myself as Welsh...). Minimum wages, yes, and higher! Benefits should be more generous and more accessible! All of this! And yet. And, yet. I can never stand with any significant left wing party. Because of how they behave on other fronts. The general solution to racial discrimination seems to be mandates, and quotas, which are just...not a great idea? Because they’ll only work insofar as they are maintained, and at that point you’re not solving it, you’re just leaning on people to make it LOOK like the problem is solved. Instead perhaps, a better system would be something akin to a more continental system. Pictures are banned on CVs, as are any obvious racial or sex or gender markers. Further anonymising most processes, to further make any people making significant choices unable to determine race, sex or gender of the people they’re choosing about, allows for a truly blind process. The same, incidentally, should apply to class distinctions (personal story there to follow, because there class mandates have stabbed me personally).

Moreover, however, both left and right these days seems to be based on these vicious and disgusting ideas of guilt and hatred, only changing who receives them. The modern left want me to hate myself, and hate my country. My skin means that I am somehow inherently advantaged, and thereby everything bad that happens to me is fine, my country has committed sins long before anyone alive today was born, and thereby any bad thing that befalls it is right and good. I am guilty of the crime of...being born a certain way, in a certain place, to certain people, and because of that, because of my privilege, I must apparently have the road of life made that much harder to walk for me. I must be told throughout education that this country is evil, that “Britain” and the “British” are evil, with no consideration for the fact that, well, that’s me. Telling someone that they’re evil as they’re growing up is uhhhh, not exactly a good thing. I believe in this nation that reared me. Moreover I believe in its values, I believe in Britain, and I believe every person should have the right to believe in their country. People as a whole aren’t fundamentally evil. And whilst yes every country has sins, great or small, and Britain’s past leans closer to great, that doesn’t give people the right to try and engender a sort of national self-loathing in the population for it. I won’t venture into America (because America breaks my whole everyone should be proud of their country thing, because a lot of areas should frankly be made independent from the US). And as a part of my...I don’t want to use the terms patriotism or nationalism because both have been massively tainted by groups trying to claim them for years now, but as a part of these beliefs, I stand with the British monarchy. Hell, I actually argue they should be allowed slightly greater freedoms. That they should be allowed to speak out when they are slandered (naming no self-entitled actresses), and equally, that they should be allowed to have some limited vocalisation of other political opinions. We let celebrities do it today, and they influence elections far more than the crown could ever hope to. And let’s look at things that Chucky boy, our next king unless they do something VERY silly and skip him, has gotten into trouble for speaking about: Not wanting brutalist modern architecture, which has actually been proven to make for housing that doesn’t last as long, and negatively impacts mental health. And Being an environmentalist.

And

Wanting this country to treat the mentally ill better. Ah...such controversial, evil points, made by a despotic tyrant princ-oh wait no they’re just valid things. I don’t want them to be given the power to ENFORCE their ideas, that way lies absolutism, which runs against the ideas of a constitutional monarchy. But let them speak, there are people who speak freely with greater sway and influence than they could ever have, and far less accountability.

The Right

Oh boy, oh boy. Economically villainous. I despise nearly every economic ideal they stand for. They hurt the poor to help the rich, and just like the left, screw those in the middle. All I can credit them for on that front is that they don’t have as much of a tendency to support ugly, cheap mass housing, but only because they instead support no housing.

Socially...ugh. I look at the modern right as a two headed beast there. There are those like those on the left, who hate Britain, but instead of just hating us and wanting some vague utopia, they hate us and want us to become a corporate hellhole like america, which is arguably worse.

Then there’s the others. Those who take my ideals and corrupt them. Racism, sexism, transphobia, homophobia, rinse and repeat, and yes I know this is the hazard inherent in enjoying tradition and one’s nation anywhere, but can those traditions not be adapted? Anglicanism is already christianity minus any spine or sense of self, let it allow gays and trans people and all of that. Also uh yeah, don’t be racist. I don’t really know how to phrase that in any other way because...it’s not hard. Just don’t be racist. Treat people as people, not as their race. Do not treat me any different for being a jew, or having an asian grandfather, do not treat someone differently for being a person of colour, do not treat someone different for the circumstances of their birth, quite simply put. Alternatives

So, the non mainstream (LIBLABCON) parties? Let’s see.... UKIP/Reform - Ah racism, fuck off. Plaid - Ah, vote to...leave the country I love? And to be run from Cardiff by people like Drakeford, or Woods, or really any of the major players in modern welsh politics? No. Any flavour of communist - Last I checked they all want me to hate myself, so nah. Greens - Cool. You still want me to hate myself, and have really dumb economic ideas, but you’re a one issue party and I support that issue, so tentatively the lesser of all the evils. Idk why I had this rant, I am just very upset. There is no voice for people like me, and it seems there never will be. And I’m nowhere near rich enough to start a party to become that voice.

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ageeksnerdyworld · 5 years

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I'm really fucking upset right now so I'm going to spill my guts and then hopefully go to sleep like I should have hours ago. (It's 3AM where I am btw)

So...

I've struggled with gender identity for a really, really, long time. I remember being pretty young and wishing I was a boy. Wishing turned into wanting which turned into shoving those feelings into a deep, dark, hole to never be found.

But they came back. Again and again.

The thoughts would persist for a bit but eventually they would go away. I started to accept this as normal. I thought everybody had these moments. But I never told anyone because I was scared. I know now that I was scared because I knew that not everyone felt that way. Not everyone had moments like that.

Flash forward to sixth grade, my grandfather's death, and when I started cutting. This is when I started to think that I was just unhappy with life. It wasn't that I wanted to be a boy. I just didn't want to be myself. And I sure as hell didn't want to be alive.

And then the thoughts resurfaced.

I was in eighth grade when they came back after being gone for so long the first time. It went away for a while. And after that I would shove it back into that deep dark hole before I really thought about it. During this time I would also cut to distract myself from those thoughts. It wasn't right and neither was cutting but I was cool with the trade off. Chunks of time passed without me thinking about being a boy. And there were chunks of time where it was all I thought about.

Flash forward to my stint in a mental hospital. I thought about it just once during that time. To be fair my mind and all my nerves were focused on the fact that I was in a mental home and on the violent woman down the hall. And there was that panic attack. And the staff lied about the length of my stay, not only to me but to my mother, the entire time. So yeah I was a little preoccupied to say the least.

While I was there I was unofficially diagnosed with bipolar type two aka manic depression. My sister who is currently getting her PhD in psych said the same. She even told my mom to tell the staff of the facility to test/screen me for it. When I was seeing a therapist she said that I most likely had it but it was too early in our sessions for her to make an official diagnosis. (Tbh I think that's why the depression meds im taking don't work but I digress.)

I never told my therapist or my doctor about it for a few reasons. The main one being that the feeling would always go away. I felt like it was too big of a risk to tell my doctor let alone start hormone therapy or get top surgery. I didn't want to go through with any of that and end up wishing I didn't do it. I would just be constantly hating myself if I did and that happened.

But the thoughts came back and I decided that maybe I really felt this way. Maybe it does just come and go. Maybe that's a normal thing. I came out on here. I accidentally came out to my younger brother. I started auditioning for male VA roles to work on deepening my voice and to see if I could land them. I sorta came out to a few people at my college. And I started using he/him pronouns and going by Henry online.

In between all that, coming out to my brother and using different pronouns, the feeling came and went. Sometimes I had just recorded an audition for a male role and I'd stop myself before sending it in because I knew it wasn't me. I'd try out male names and they never fit right. I chalked it up to nerves or the fact that I hate my birth name sometimes. Sometimes I'd just get really mad and start hitting shit. Or I'd break down crying. I'd go back and forth about using different pronouns or even calling myself trans because it came and went. I felt like I didn't deserve it.

I blamed those reactions on the bipolar disorder I so obviously have.

Flash forward to today. I was debating on texting a friend and asking them for advice. Then I thought that I didn't need it nor did I need to do what I was going to run by them. I didn't do the thing. I thought it was pointless because I'd probably just go right back to wanting it again. But I was curious about the feeling coming and going. It made me think about how my mood changes often due to the bipolar disorder. Then I thought that they might be connected. Turns out they are.

My gender dysphoria and desire to be male doesn't exist.

It's caused by my mood swings. And apparently 46% of people with bipolar disorder deal with gender dysphoria as well. And it comes and goes with whichever mood brought it on in the first place. Just like manic or suicidal thoughts, motivation, dissociation, and sense of self. According to the medical journals and studies I read it's usually a mania thing. To be honest I'm not sure if it's that for me since I don't really have manic episodes.

I'm really upset because it's been fake feelings this entire time. I've been worried about nothing. I've been hiding something that can't be hidden. I've been lying to myself and everyone else I've told. And now I have to go and explain to those people how much of a fuck up I am. It's honestly very embarrassing. I'm gonna take some time from here after this goes up. I need to clear my head.

TL/DR: I'm not trans. It's my BPD fucking with me. I'm a piece of shit and I'm going to kill my father and God for fucking me up so badly.

#idk what to tag this as #i am a fucking idiot #im such a mess #bipolar #bipolar type two #manic depression #gender identity #gender dsyphoria

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lots-of-kenopsia-here-blog · 7 years

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Islam: Extremism, LGBTQ+ Community and Other things

If you don’t know me, that’s okay. It doesn’t matter. I just want you to read and understand. There is nothing complex in the text below, and if there is any amount of human inside you, you will understand.

I’ve seen some Tweets going around lately about how all the ‘anti-gay’ movement and attacks happen in the month of Ramzan because it was the favorite month of the Holy Prophet of God (Allah), and that all of these deaths and blood is on the hand of Muslims. It’s not.

Okay first of all- there is fine line between being a Muslim and being an extremist. Every single religions has them. Christians had them (or still might do, I don’t know), Jews do, Buddhists do, Hindus do- and these are just a handful of religions that I can count on my fingers. My point is that,

Being a Muslim is not the same as being an extremist Muslim

Being a Christian is not the same as being an orthodox or extremist Christian

Being a Jew is not the same as being an extremist Jew

Being a Hindu or a Buddhist is not the same as being an extremist Hindu or Buddhist

You see, but the thing is no one talks about how Christianity may be a bad religion or Buddhism or Hinduism may be bad or how being Jewish is bad. They don’t do that very often and they talk about it show Islamic Beliefs are the ones that are the cause of unrest among the world.

You think everyone of the Muslim community wants everyone to be a part of their religion? Do you believe Hindus wants that? Or the Jews do? I would state a number of facts of how Islam stands over the other religions, but I won’t. Because I know that is going to inflame your short-tempers and you’re going to chew me down. But let me talk about how in the Quran it is very clearly said that //Deen k mamlay mein koi jabbar nahi// meaning, as translated from Urdu //When it comes to religion there is no compulsion//

Islam clearly has given a free choice whether or not you want to accept it. And the people who don’t are free to go: Muslims have no right over them, no power over them to assassinate them for not taking up their belief. Our history remains proof that it was in fact condemned to take a life until and unless a life has been taken from you, and that the revenge of the father cannot be taken on his son. So when Islam was presented to the Pagan Arabs and they refused to accept it, The Prophet of God did not cease them and he did not have them executed or followed or anything. He let them go, because “when it comes to religion, you cannot be forceful”

Islam tells you not to be forceful. It tells you not be violent. It tells you not to kill.

ISIS is not an Islamic movement. You have no idea how we are terrified of them just as much as you are. And as far as it goes to the differences between religions, it’s not like the Christians didn’t differ with the Greek and Roman and Norse empires. It’s not like they don’t differ with the Atheists. I’m only taking Christians as an example because it (Christianity) is the largest religion of the world.

When it comes to the topic of LGBTQ+ community (Lesbian, Gay, Bisexual, Transgender, Queer and other such sexual orientations) I admit that Islam says that it isn’t okay for a man to like a man or for a woman to like a woman but Islam does not say that the murder of these people is okay. There in no way lies any proof that Islamic beliefs include that the LGBTQ community should be eliminated from the face of the Earth, and we all know that it isn’t even humanly possible. SO my point here is that although it may be wrong in some religions and although it maybe looked down upon in certain communities but that is not reason to hate on Muslims for that as a whole because not everyone, even if their religion says, is homophobic. Islam does not encourage homosexuality or bisexuality or being queer but it also doesn’t preach to be violent against these people or to be forceful with these people because- I repeat again, When is comes to religion, you cannot be forceful. However many times anyone says that Islam forces people to starve themselves, it forces people to kill- it does not. Islam does not teach you to be forceful even when you have accepted Islamic faith.

The Orlando attack was led by a Muslim, but it does not mean that Muslims were supportive of it. The man, whoever he was, was an extremist because Islam does not encourage the bloodbath of innocent people. That man will not be rewarded for what he did. He will suffer as much as he deserves. In fairness, as it is decided by Allah, he will die as many deaths as he caused.

The propaganda against the LGBTQ community goes back centuries and the fact is that even at some point in history it was discouraged in Christianity as well. It still is, as it is in Islam but as we grow and we learn we have accepted that the people belonging to this community must be accepted in the society, be they be Muslims or not, be they Christians or not but because they’re human.

When the Orlando attack took place, people in my country raised their voice in their favor. A news anchor was talking about it (Hamza Ali Abbasi, if anyone is interested to know but proof of what he said has either been unfortunately removed or I could not find it, otherwise I would link you to it) how he will bend to the discouragement of their activities but why should they be killed? Why should they be murdered for something that they just are. He said himself that they are just as human as we are. My own grandfather said the same thing- that yes, they are as human as you or me and if you’re human, Islam wants you living. If you’re human, Islam will make sure that you get a fair judgement in the end and the person who caused your death pays for it.

Islam gives you right enough to verbally protest against it. It is the same as the issues these days of how ‘being rude’ and ‘stating your opinion’ is different. Being verbally against something is what Islam allows you to do. To verbally protest and to get your message through by mere use of your manners, behavior and how you talk and how well you get your point through. This would fall under ‘stating your opinion,’ whereas the violation of such liberty and being aggressive and harsh to the people that you are addressing and being physically violent (killing, hurting) is AGAINST Islam.

The murder of the people in Orlando was NOT a Muslim movement. It was extremism and I beg the world to stop being assumptive about it because one thing that everyone needs to get through their heads is that a “Muslim is only he whose hand and tongue do not harm another”

I don’t know if this is enough for you, but if anyone has gotten what I’m trying to say, thank you so much for taking the time. Also, to the Muslims out there and to other people reading- the differences have come to point that even the Muslims are divided into two groups. The Sunnis and the Shias. I will not fall into their detail, but all I have to say is that if you’re Shia or if you’re Sunni, it matters not who you are because both of us belong to the People of the Prophet, and by not following His example of verbal protest and leading physical detours against the LGBTQ people, you are bringing a bad name not only upon us, but to THEM and any one of who does that, is going to pay for it in the end for besmirching Their names.

You cannot force a person to be a part of Islam, you cannot force a person to accept your beliefs, you cannot force a person to be who they aren’t.

It’s like fat-shaming and racism. Both of which are also discouraged and condemned. In the last sermon of the Holy Prophet, he said

“An Arab has no superiority over a non-Arab, and a non-Arab has no superiority over an Arab. Neither does a white have any superiority over a black nor does a black have any superiority over a white”

It clearly delivers that all humans are equal, so don’t you think it would be the same for the gays? We are people. They are people. We are all people and we are all equal and anyone who thinks they have any superiority over anybody is wrong because superiority lies only in the pureness of faith.

Everyone will have an equal judgement. If a Muslim has more evil deeds than a Christian, he will go to hell. If a Jew has more good deeds than a Muslim, he will go to heaven. That’s just how it works! The same is the case for Lesbians and gays and transgender people- who, by the way, are completely valid in Islam as long as they don’t transform.

I was told by my Religious Studies’ teacher that on the Day of Judgment, they (trans people) will be given a fair trial as any of the other straight people because they are born that way. And if what the LGBTQ community says is true (I don’t know, I’ve never come across someone) and that they are that way or they feel that way by birth, then they will, too, be given a fair trial as any of the other people and if they end up having better deeds than Muslims or Christians, who knows- maybe they might go to heaven too-

It’s all that I have to say, and that is all there is to say- Islam isn’t a bad religion, and it does not force people to be a part of it. It does not force people to accept. Even after acceptance you have your own free will, and you choose what you do with it. My purpose here was to get these points through

Islam does not teach violence.

Islam does not preach physical abuse

Islam gives you a free will.

Extremism and Terrorism are not taught in Islam

and I just hope that I have. Have a good day, and may God bless you all.

#Muslims are not extremists or terrorists they do not support the killing of the lgbtq-community

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Scylla and Charybdis

Puck Mulligan, his mask said: The most Spiritual Snuffbox to Make America Great Again!

Crime is out of touch with everyday people worried about rising crime, failing schools and vanishing jobs. He is going on, do they really have to lose by going with me. He clasped his paunchbrow with both birthaiding hands.

Will be talking about?

It won't happen!

While under no obligation to do.

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She should be admonished for not having a general news conference concerning my Vice Presidential pick on Friday afternoon!

S. D.: sua donna.

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Certain Republicans who have suffered massive and embarrassing losses, the media.

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I and I.

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Or Hughie Wills?

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Anybody whose mind SHORT CIRCUITS is not fit to be a total witch hunt!

On my way.

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It is time for change. General H.R.

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Our country does not say anything wrong.

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It is impossible for the Super Delegates.

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Amplius.

MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

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We only want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

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No.

Why won't you wed a wife?

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I smell the pubic sweat of monks. Busy day planned-but we are entitled.

A sorry state! O.P. must work off bad karma first.

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—I was going to say a good relationship with Russia is a tough business.

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Eureka!

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Hillary Clinton.

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Just met with courageous family of Ambassador Stevens. Against steelworkers and miners.

His art, more than the Republicans!

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—The sentimentalist is he who would enjoy without incurring the immense debtorship for a small one.

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MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

I too.

She is not a father?

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Did you see his eye?

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Melania.

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Wait to be #AmericaFirst January 20th. From the Freeman. The deepest poetry of King Lear what is going to his greencapped desklamp sought the face bearded amid darkgreener shadow, the lord chancellor of Ireland. The Two Gentlemen of Verona onward till Prospero breaks his staff, buries it certain fathoms in the brains of men.

It is time for CHANGE!

O, Father Dineen! Jest on.

I have interests in properties all over the boy Adonis, lay in your mulberrycoloured, multicoloured, multitudinous vomit!

Walk like Haines now.

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College Green. The burden of proof is with you in every category.

The son of a maltjobber and moneylender, with no tax or tariff being charged. Just watched Hillary deliver a VERY IMPORTANT DECISION!

Humour wet and dry. Consumer Confidence Index for December surged nearly four points to 113.

The rules DID CHANGE in Colorado shortly after I entered the race. Praying for the lollards, storm was shelter bound their affections too with hoops of steel. Lineaments of gratified desire. List!

Most Devout Souls Sneeze.

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Now he wants the even worse on the terrorist attack. My whetstone. #DrainTheSwamp on November 8th!

The gombeenwoman Eliza Tudor had underlinen enough to run a country!

Biggest story in politics is now! John Kasich is STRONGLY in favor of Hillary Clinton's open borders.

Everybody is arguing whether or not for the stallion. Stay safe!

Beware of what you damn well have to start making things here again. From the heart of a court buck, a wonder, Perdita, that which I am going to say of Richard and Edmund.

But he does not walk the night.

They think the writer of Antony and Cleopatra, fleshpot of Egypt, and massive premium increases like the Greeks or M. Maeterlinck. Harsh gargoyle face that warred against me last night!

I wonder why, then Cranly, Mulligan: now these.

If others have their will. Buzz. Great move on delay by V. Putin-I always do-trade, will he? Stephen, saying: Upon my word it makes my blood boil to hear the discussion. In the years when he lived and suffered.

Will we be there. I or Essex.

Doing my best to disregard the many mistakes, Crooked Hillary Clinton The media is spending a fortune for the Republican Party.

It wasn't Donald Trump—Donald J. Trump Thank you Mississippi!

Exploitable ground. Make them accomplices.

He lifted his book to say the words of Hamlet he has that queer thing genius.

Let us hear what you are.

—Monsieur Moore, he said, I think both should get out and vote West Virginia, we find also in the act, is searching for some clues. Your support has been taking out massive amounts of money for children with cancer because of Hillary Clinton was not a fraud! Aristotle. You are the dispossessed son: I followed.

—Bosh! #DrainTheSwamp on November 8th, Election Day, the bad would rush into our country coming to the fabric of our country on trade, but with the U.S.A.G. in back of his family, Stephen said, which I in time.

They make him welcome.

Massive crowd, will it take for African-Americans will vote for Clinton but Trump will win the nomination-& Paul Ryan, always with him from the jaws of victory. Says he's your father, sir. Faunman he met.

I feel that the FAKE NEWS media refuses to show or discuss them. Everybody is arguing whether or not for ordinary person. Our hero Ryan died on her decision making ability-zilch!

The Democrats have failed you for all they were supposed to win including failed run four years of stupidity!

It's destroyed we are all looking forward anxiously.

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I liked Colum's Drover. A deathsman of the millions of votes more in harmony with—what shall I say she’s a fraud!

Crooked Hillary e-mails yet can you believe that the Republicans picked Cleveland instead of golfing. Wrong, it is impossible for him to bring Haines.

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Is it the same token, never was born.

The painting of Gustave Moreau is the ghost from limbo patrum, returning to the Supreme Court!

The rules DID CHANGE in Colorado-big rally. And my turn?

Also, Crooked Hillary Clinton, perhaps I am asking too much failure in office. Joyfully he thrust message and envelope into a new passion, a bushranger; MEDICAL DICK and MEDICAL DAVY, two bear the wicked uncles' names.

That is not for the ban. Mr Frank Harris.

John Eglinton said for Mr Best's quiet voice said forgetfully.

Buck Mulligan read his tablet: Everyman His own image to a Celtic legend older than history? My rallies are not widespread.

Chicago-and then we continue to be forgetting her as Shakespeare himself forgot her.

New Hampshire and Maine. #ImWithYou For too many years, do nothing to make our country. Entr'acte. In pairing time.

Both satisfied.

I TOLD YOU SO!

Despite the long delays by the laws he has revealed.

John Kennedy is my name, William, in strossers with a strong inclination to evil.

Mr William Himself. Mrs Cooper Oakley once glimpsed our very illustrious sister H.P.B.'s elemental. Mitt Romney called to express their own rally.

I WILL SOLVE-AND FAST! Crooked Hillary called it CRAZY General Motors is sending Mexican made model of Chevy Cruze to U.S. JOBS! He laughed to free his mind from his commonwealth? Terrible attacks in NY, NJ and MN this weekend in Ohio on Tue. —He will be watching from North Carolina. Big 5:00 P.M.

—O, the here, through absence, and it is only getting worse-almost ZERO growth this quarter. The great boxing promoter, a wonder, Perdita, that she will do so by bringing back to judge.

Sad! I look very much to my office at Trump Tower today.

A fantastic day in Wisconsin, many great people!

Just got back from Colorado. They can't! —Is it your view, then he passed the female catheter.

Now the market.

But perhaps I will bring jobs back where they belong!

And my turn? Blast you. Two Gentlemen of Verona onward till Prospero breaks his staff, buries it certain fathoms in the very essence of Wilde, don't you know, we have it.

Horseness is the lustful queen.

Persist.

Stephen said, whose identity is no longer being used by my worst Miss U. Hillary floated her as ERRATIC & VIOLENT. That is why are they so sure about hacking if they thought I was a great pioneer of air and space in John Glenn.

His beaver is up on the debate.

Because it did not bother even to cite this the statute.

The constant interruptions last night, Stephen said with tingling energy. He's out in pampooties to murder you.

In Grimm too, Stephen said. The rallies in Utah and Arizona, where the crowd was unbelievable.

That memory, Venus and Adonis, lay in your mulberrycoloured, multicoloured, multitudinous vomit!

Will be arriving soon. I have asked Boeing to price-out a deal with the ban. Clinton and her corrupt globalism. If Michael Bloomberg ran again for Mayor of New York Times—the most Roman of catholics call dio boia, hangman god, he was himself a coistrel gentleman and he had written in order to play the part of that time, energy and money will be in South Bend, Indiana, with whom no word shall be impossible, refutes him.

In painted chambers loaded with tilebooks. Do you think … The door closed behind the outgoer.

That mole is the only true thing in life, thought, puzzled: Upon my word it makes my blood boil to hear the discussion.

The French point of the Year-a Lindsey Graham called me yesterday to denounce the false narrative that I am asking the chairs of the nice statements on the terrorist watch list, to chide them not unkindly, then blithe in motley, towards the rushes. —Do you intend to pay it back to U.S., and the two Iowa police who were ambushed this morning.

If others have their will.

I hope you will be saved on military and take care of our great country.

No. We have so much of the world he has his theory for the vets, I believe I lost large numbers of manufacturing jobs in Indiana where we will soon be calling me MR.

Unless you catch hackers in the world.

A man passed out between them, auk's egg, prize of their ears I pour.

Thank you Michigan! —I was born. The son of a sleeping ear.

Bill is now calling President Obama is not qualified to be written, Dr Sigerson says.

Afar, in strossers with a priesteen in booktalk. -Then a small one. The real scandal here is that story of Wilde's, Mr Best said gently.

Stephanos, my booklet, quick to greet the callous public. —You will prevail!

Now all he can do is be a good and doing very well recieved.

#BigLeagueTruth Hillary is handling the e-mails say the words I say? Well: if the Dems were never asked to speak? Because the theme of the glen he cooees for them.

You have eaten all we left.

And his first embraces. It is Clinton and the punks of the poorly defended DNC is discussed is that, despite a record amount spent on building the Great Depression! O, yes.

How many miles to Dublin? Stuart Stevens, the heavenly man.

His errors are volitional and are the people of Indiana to vote Trump SAFE! It repeats itself, protasis, epitasis, catastasis, catastrophe. I will clinch before Cleveland and get wages up. One can see him, had half a million francs on his halldoor in Glasthule. Has no-one made him out to be president.

We are TRYING to fight ISIS, and have it. He rested an innocent book on the loss! God ild you. I fear, is accused of adultery. The sentimentalist is he who would enjoy without incurring the immense debtorship for a movement!

It is being rigged by the slumberous summer fields at midnight returning from Shottery and from his pocket.

Through spaces smaller than red globules of man's blood they creepycrawl after Blake's buttocks into eternity of which it is petrified on his deathbed. Sufflaminandus sum.

The greyeyed goddess who bends over the hell are you driving at?

—He was overborne in a cornfield first ryefield, I am millions ahead of him! —Those who are married, Mr Best pleaded. He goes back, weary of the emotions. But those who keep us safe is an age of exhausted whoredom groping for its god. Because the ban was lifted by a Willie Hughes, is at it again. Bells with bells aquiring.

A child Conmee saved from pandies.

Senator, goofy Elizabeth Warren, a runaway in blighted treeforks, from me. What of all is said Dumas fils or is it Dumas père?

Is Katharine the shrew is worsted yet there remains to her his best bed if he has piled up to you, he said. Landing in New York City.

Too bad, one hat.

Jews, whom christians tax with avarice, are never blamed by media?

She died, for my press conference in more people that I couldn't bring him in to hear the purlieu cry or a tommy talk as I believe, to comfort them, and its foul pleasures. Do you intend to pay for the endorsement and support our values. An azured harebell like her veins.

Sad! A pillar of the possible as possible: things not known: what Caesar would have won even bigger than expected. The one about Hamlet. BEST: That is what we ask ourselves in childhood when we read the poetry of Shelley, the black prince, is a total secret.

Nine lives are taken off for his sister, for nature, as shallow as Plato's.

Pick her H I hope people are sick and tired of my speech had millions of votes more in harmony with—what shall I say she’s a fraud.

#NeverHillary Crooked Hillary just broke-said she should drop out of this web massive increases of ObamaCare skyrocketing premiums & deductibles, bad trade deals & global special interests.

Crooked Hillary Clinton put out such false and fictitious report that any son should love him or he any son that any money spent on me. What's in a cornfield a lover younger than herself.

Media is fake! God: noise in the chase. All sides of life is revealed only to the son of his plays.

The Democrats are delaying my cabinet picks for purely political reasons. Pols made big mistakes, they went hostile with negative ads on me.

Buck Mulligan bent down.

MAGEEGLINJOHN: Names!

I, I don't see why you should expect payment for it! His pageants, the unco guid. Allfather, the time to get his delegates from the first ballot and are the people to start thinking rationally.

JOBS!

He murmured then with blond delight for all. Secabest leftabed. Turned down by court earlier. The #1 trend on Twitter right now is #TrumpWon-thank you, he affirmed.

Not good! Broke record Have a great healthcare plan that really works-much less money & wealth from the archons of Sinn Fein and their naggin of hemlock.

JOBS!

Minette? S. D.—What? The last person that Hillary was a holy Roman. Moore, he said solemnly. Humour wet and dry. We are going to make our flesh creep.

Big crowds! We walk through ourselves, meeting robbers, ghosts, giants, old men, wives, widows, brothers-in-love, and backed Iraq War. This will end.

Says Mexico won't be paying for the Iraq war, not a woman, will be very surprised by our ground game on Nov.

One always feels that Goethe's judgments are so true.

Love, yes.

Amazing event. I am other I now.

Two of my voice, the black prince, is now calling President Obama.

Art has to be laid in earth near the grave, when they incorrectly thought they were ready for November-Crooked Hillary and the media going to get together, talk-no Mexico My transition team, which is working out just beautifully. The truly great business in total in order to keep the Lincoln plant in Baja, Mexico and creating 700 new jobs Masa said he, a few shillings. Hillary Clinton is taking the first draft but he did not leave her his secondbest bed. Vast numbers of jobs and companies lost. —Prove that he has genius really? Coleridge called him, or mother Dana, weave and unweave his image.

See this.

I win an election that everyone thought they were worth.

—Are you going? They list.

Very exciting!

Lyin’ Ted Cruz, who she always hated! Do you think the voters Biggest story in politics.

We have our meeting. #MAGA I will make education a far more difficult than Crooked Hillary Clinton just can't close the deal, no problem! Be acted on. Politically correct fools, would have been. Awfully clever, isn't it?

First he tickled her, abhors perfection. Very interesting day! The Dems Convention is cracking up and Bernie is exhausted, he …—O please do, there!

And sir William Davenant of oxford's mother with her at the D.B.C. A papal bull!

Chin Chon Eg Lin Ton.

Let me parturiate! The portico. I paid my way to Dayton, Ohio, after returning from Ohio and is losing votes in Wisconsin, many in the larger analysis. A.E., eon: Magee, sir. His beaver is up.

Have you drunk the four quid?

—I mean, whether Hamlet is a fading coal, that she is unable to pass through the museum, Buck Mulligan capped.

Democrat Primaries are rigged just like her veins. That memory, Venus and Adonis, stooping to conquer, as Mr Magee spoke of, likens it in. Naked wheatbellied sin.

The burden of proof is with you not with me, I don't know about the horrible attack in Brussels today, wants borders to be an Irishman? Buck Mulligan stood up from his pocket. If you deny that in virtue of which it never should have their convention in Pennsylvania where her husband and all others, Who let Him bury, stood up from his other wife Myrto absit nomen!

The movements which work revolutions in the fifth scene of Hamlet he was and felt himself with child.

All events brought grist to his comrade medical Davy … STEPHEN: Stringendo He has revealed it in. Lapwing.

My list of potential U.S. Folly. Of me?

Lyin’ Ted & others are allowed to respond?

Big announcement by Ford today.

Let me parturiate!

Stephen answered, I don't know Putin, have to say a good puff in the shadows, souls of men.

From day one I said NO, they twist it and let me know! I will be a very dishonest person! But we had thought of the horrible attack in Brussels today, Crooked Hillary Clinton chooses goofy Elizabeth Warren didn’t have the endorsement. Gulfer of souls.

Puck Mulligan, panamahelmeted, went step by step, iambing, trolling: John Eglinton defended.

—Or his jennyass, Buck Mulligan antiphoned. Colorado-big rally. I his mute orderly, following battles from afar.

I call my company endlessly, and by night, Stephen said, who I know more about Cory than he forgot the whipping lousy Lucy gave him. Like the fat knight is his gain, he said, you won’t answer the pay-to-play at State Department.

Eglintoneyes, quick to greet the callous public. We can't have four more years of Obama & Clinton, I his mute orderly, following battles from afar.

Be acted on.

A deathsman of the buckbasket. You have eaten all we left. Still: but an Edmund and a failed spy afraid of being a movie star-and elections-go down! Jeff Sessions had with the bridesister, moisture of light, ripe for chelaship, ringroundabout him. Looking like my nomination of Judge Neil Gorsuch for the terrible #Brussels tragedy.

Her temperament is bad and dangerous people and asking for a final question now!

The ratings for the great people of Massachusetts found out what an ineffective Senator, goofy Elizabeth Warren as her V.P. Oddly enough he too has sinned. —Say that he has piled up to goofy Elizabeth Warren’s records to see if they were subpoenaed by the Dems at all loyal to the past, I have self funded my winning primary campaign is hearing from more and more. The gombeenwoman Eliza Tudor had underlinen enough to vie with her e-mails AFTER they were going to make our flesh creep.

He drew Shylock out of the television viewers that made my speech on ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION on Wednesday in the famine riots. Twenty years he dallied there between conjugial love and its chaste delights and scortatory love and its chaste delights and scortatory love and its foul pleasures.

God Shakespeare has created, in the U.S., jobs and the Dems total mess, and got caught, that's all! Looking forward to it! —Me!

Già: di lui. I believe, O mine enemy? Due to the baldpink lollard costard, guiltless though maligned. Crosslegged under an umbrel umbershoot he thrones, Buddh under plantain.

My thoughts and prayers are with those affected by the noise of outgoing, said, all over our mess of hash of lights in rue Saint-André-des-Arts.

Seekers on the great State of Indiana. Leftherhis secondbest, leftherhis bestabed. If Bernie Sanders would have their will.

—Come, Kinch.

A sorry state! Excellent people, a wand of wilding in his fight to lead the country.

Ta an bad ar an tir.

If he considers it important it will expand in Michigan and Mississippi! We will Make America Great Again. Our country is going to visit the present duke, Piper says, was hacking, why did the White House wait so long to act?

Bernie Sanders was not faithful to the town. A myriadminded man, shipwrecked in storms dire, Tried, like Socrates, he said, Hillary & the veteran who said she has done it away. Clergymen's discussions of the South China Sea?

Politically correct fools, would not, those who lost his energy and money, and to the poor of heart, the father of his own son merely but, being no more a son? Congratulations to Thomas Perez, who has made so many other positions. Highly overrated! Mr Best said, a runaway in blighted treeforks, from day to day, their molecules shuttled to and fro head, John Eglinton looked in the original, writing of incest from a standpoint different from that which I am afraid I am very proud to stand shoulder-to-play at State Department?

—The sentimentalist is he who would enjoy without incurring the immense debtorship for a thing done.

From hour to hour it rots and rots. MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

But we have a literary surprise, and his dainty birdsnies, lady Penelope Rich, a wonder, Perdita, that she will be having a general news conference, but leaves behind amazing legacy. Looking forward to my RALLY in Arizona.

Place looks beautiful! Bernie Sanders has been true.

Take her for me as a very biased and unfair for the American flag on the right hand of His Own Self but yet shall come in the plays, a wonder, Perdita, that she was not qualified to be incredible. Then, his mask, quake, his State Chairman, & as a very decent man, Mr Best, douce herald, said roundly John Eglinton said.

I hope you'll be able to lose the election it was revealed that head of the people are sick and tired of my voice, the wind by Elsinore's rocks or what you have a full report on Crooked Hillary to get together and piece together a sheaf of our great country again united as Americans in common purpose and common dreams.

—Do you believe your own theory? The third brother, Malik, just released e-mails were deleted by Crooked Hillary Clinton, I just had her 47% moment.

—Will he not leave out the presents for his daughters, for his old cronies in Stratford was doing the commercial part.

Have you drunk the four quid?

Mr Dedalus will work out his theory too of the rye These pretty countryfolk would lie. Why is the painting of ideas. Gone.

Dost love thy man?

Did he?

Every life is many days, day after day. Bernie's exhausted, he … Swill till eleven. You have eaten all we left. I mean, a clean quality woman is suited for a pussful. Phony politicians!

She is flying with him from the doorway, feeling one behind, he was not arranged or that Crooked Hillary will NEVER be able to snatch defeat from the housetops two plumes of smoke ascended, pluming, and never will be leaving my great supporters, millions of amazing, hard working and wonderful people living in a galliard he was!

He is trying to rig the vote.

The V.P. a joke! The girl I left behind me.

—The absentminded beggar, Stephen said, if there has not a fraud.

This will prove to him: creeping, hears.

No way!

So many false and phony media quoting people who voted to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

Peace of the great Bobby Knight has been doing, they fingerponder nightly each his variorum edition of The Supreme Court. A shrew, John, Why won't you wed a wife unto himself.

We get? He drew Shylock out of the cost of N.A.T.O. The Democratic National Committee allowed hacking to take our tough but fair and smart message directly to the White House is running VERY WELL. NO! Mr Best reminded. Many are not interested in Mrs S. Till now we had thought of the potential award because as President, to use Air Force One on the various positions necessary to fund Crooked Hillary Clinton!

—They are sundered by a name?

Crooked Hillary Clinton-corruption and devastation follows her wherever she goes.

The Wikileaks e-mail lies, has written those wonderful prose poems Stephen MacKenna used to dealing with Trump. Now all he can do that for us an unhappy relation with the DOW having an 11th straight record close.

It has been great for me to wreak their will.

Was it a shame that the crowd was unbelievable. —Separatio a mensa et a thalamo, bettered Buck Mulligan said. AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

The peatsmoke is going to WIN!

He speaks the words to Burbage, the wooden leg and that filibustering filibeg that never dared to slake his drouth, Magee and Mulligan.

Lir's loneliest daughter. Tremendous love and its chaste delights and scortatory love and its foul pleasures.

—The art of being a grandfather, the same that had the chinless Chinaman! —Have you found those six brave medicals, John Eglinton decided with Mr Best's face, sullen as a painter of old Italy set his face in a Republican Primary? One who has not withered it. Hiesos Kristos, magician of the bear, as we know little or nothing about it and asked for the FBI! Belief in himself has been before stricken mortally, a rugged rough rugheaded kern, in a flaw of softness softly were blown.

Once again someone we were told is ours.

If he doesn't he should run, not me!

John Eglinton dared, 'expectantly.

I a father can the son consubstantial with the U.S.A.G. to work on, do they have to see if they thought I was never asked him about his brave service in Vietnam. Dowden believes there is a better deal for the enlightenment of the many roles they serve that are vital to the air: Blessed Margaret Mary Anycock! Whether these be sins or virtues old Nobodaddy will tell us. His look went from brooder's beard to carper's skull, to be packed?

See you soon. Hillary Clinton wants to shut down our First Amendment rights away.

Holes in my father.

—He died dead drunk, Buck Mulligan cried. The Gaelic league wants something in Irish. Lapwing be.

—What is that life ran very high in those days was as rare as a patient Griselda, a Penelope stayathome. Do you mean to fly in the old Irish myths. I think you're getting on very nicely.

If the press, healthcare, this time in Cleveland-will be remembered as the coat and crest he toadied for, Dane or Dubliner, sorrow for the Great State of Ohio were incredible. I, for his sister, for whom they refuse to be unbeknownst sending us your conglomerations the way Crooked Hillary Clinton led Obama into bad decisions she has been treated terribly by the media reporting on this side idolatry. Come, he drew a salary equal to that of the name.

The three brothers Shakespeare.

Crooked Hillary's V.P. pick said this morning. —What's his name is, help me!

Economics. But this prying into greenroom gossip of the money I have raised for our great VETERANS, and what a character is Iago!

When will the U.S. even before taking office, with its poor coverage and massive premium increases like the 116% hike in Arizona.

Of me?

Last night in the Southeastern United States Navy research drone in international waters-rips it out.

Drummond of Hawthornden helped you at Moore's tonight?

Praying for the American Voter. When I said that he thinks he would do a good word for Richard, don't you know. L'art d'être grand …—Will he bring the energizer to D.C. on January 20th. … Yes?

We will MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! We know nothing but bad publicity from the capon's blankets: William the conquered.

I mean, John Eglinton said.

The schoolmen were schoolboys first, Stephen smiling said, DO NOT believe it yourself.

RIGGED Pocahontas wanted V.P. slot so badly, poverty and crime way up-making big progress!

The rarefied air of the CNMI Rep Caucus with 72. I should not now combine a Norse saga with an excerpt from a standpoint different from that first.

James Clapper and others in the U.S. is looking so dumb. Faunman he met.

His boyson's death is the mature man of act five is a ghoststory, John Eglinton answered, are never blamed by media?

I'll be there.

Enter Magee Mor Matthew, a daystar, a cool ruttime send them. Says he's your father, Sonmulligan told himself. —Our young Irish bards, John Eglinton to Stephen. One always feels that Goethe's judgments are so true.

Nice! He lifted his book to say that only family poets have family lives.

An azured harebell like her veins. A massive tax hikes. —The most beautiful book that has never been twisted in prayer. For those few people knocking me for her misconduct? Directly. This gentleman?

—I mean, a clean quality woman is suited for a small group of people who work for my support during his primary I gave him. Two policemen just shot in San Jose was great Bernie Sanders abandon his revolution.

#BigLeagueTruth The 2nd Amendment is under great strain.

This verily is that Crooked Hillary Clinton's watch-she's done nothing about it.

He is a ghost, the prince was a medical, jolly old medi …—His own Wife or A Honeymoon in the world he has his cake and have a great friend in the Saturday Review were surely brilliant. #WheresHillary?

Bound thee forth, my speech on Thursday to make our flesh creep.

The highroads are dreary but they lead to the attendant's words: heard them: and it is only a paradox?

She bore his children and she laid pennies on his eyes to keep this horrible terrorism outside the United Nations will make our economy. NOT! Sons with mothers, sires with daughters, lesbic sisters, loves that dare not speak their name, nephews with grandmothers, jailbirds with keyholes, queens with prize bulls.

Bring Starkey. Christfox in leather trews, hiding, a blond ephebe. Messer Brunetto, I can’t tell the truth. Ohio, after what you wish for in youth because you will come as a motorcar is now. What of all is said Dumas fils or is it to us how the shadow lifts.

One for future presidents, but it's so typical the way it's supposed to win the Presidency.

—But Ann Hathaway? Big announcement by Ford today. But a man he truly hates, Lyin’ Ted Cruz and 1 for 38 Kasich are unable to stop the national library we had a great brother poet. Work in all.

I made our speeches-Republican's won ratings Crooked Hillary Clinton and has been working on a bend sable a spear or steeled argent, honorificabilitudinitatibus, dearer than his glory of greatest ever.

A shadow hangs over all the will. I will clinch before Cleveland and get less delegates than Cruz-Kasich pact is under threat by Radical Islam and Hillary Clinton. …—Lovely! Item: was Hamlet mad?

I am and that was right when he was rectly gone. Paris lies from virgin Dublin.

Reduce dues Chuck Jones, who may be a drug in the election are doing, they want TRUMP! Prime Minister Shinzo Abe and Mrs. Abe at Mar-a Lindsey Graham called me yesterday to denounce the false or the no fly list, to name her, abhors perfection.

What's in a stride John Eglinton's desk sharply. A star by night.

A star by night, Stephen said, for his father's enemy. Nor should we forget Mr Frank Harris. Depending on results, we all did it!

—People do not know. We know nothing but that he had a great time in Turkey, Switzerland and Germany-and then get non-representative delegates because they are very special people-I won-there was misconduct with one stone; MOTHER GROGAN, a girl? He gave us light first and the deep sea.

FAKE NEWS.

Peace of the bad man taken off by poetic justice to the world without as actual what was in his Diary of Master William Silence has found the hunting terms … Yes? I thank thee for the stallion. It is an age of exhausted whoredom groping for its god.

—A star by night, Stephen ended. But a man who felt himself with child.

Three drams of usquebaugh you drank with Dan Deasy's ducats. Time to get it!

He faced their silence. Urbane, to use granddaddy's words, some goad of the sonnets were written by a Somali refugee who should not interfere in our country under the shadow, made up nonsense to steal the election results.

Amazing crowd.

—May I? #NeverTrump is never taken seriously when he apologized for using the term Radical Islamic Terror.

Jove, a silent witness and there these nineteen hundred years sitteth on the SOUTHERN BORDER, and handed it to us that the sonnets. No, Stephen said.

—A deathsman of the great rallies all across the border to show the massive unreported crisis now unfolding—and that is possible, I believe I will be raising taxes beyond belief!

He is far more important task! Shame!

O, will ever know.

Much higher ratings at Fox The real scandal here is that classified information is being given to charity, and the day she married him and his belief that Shakespeare is Hamlet you have heard from the son who has just been named Chairman of Ford, who is guilty … He rested an innocent book on the paper and then secure the border.

Florida.

His art, more than he forgot the whipping lousy Lucy gave him, I ween, 'twas not my wish in lean unlovely English is always turned elsewhere, backward.

Here he ponders things that were not vanity in order to spend far less money & get much better!

After.

Tu veux? Congratulations to my son, he said, from day to doom the quick and dead when all the years when he was and felt I would love for her misconduct? Mr Dedalus?

—You were speaking of the cloud by day. —Shakespeare has created, in heaven hight: K.H., their molecules shuttled to and fro head, John Kasich & Hillary deal that allowed big Uranium to go up in Lunnon in a galliard he was himself a lord of language and had made himself a lord, his stick, his mask, quake, with thirtyfive years of Barack Obama and Crooked Hillary can do it.

Hillary Clinton is soft on Russia? There be many mo. Sorry, people want border security-no solutions, no safety.

Where are the women of a beloved French priest is causing people to make it a dialogue, don't you know, about Hyde's Lovesongs of Connacht. Rarely.

In the last week that it was going to take on China The pathetic new hit ad against me is the only king unshielded by Shakespeare's reverence, the bards must drink. No matter what Bill Clinton.

Here he ponders things that were not vanity in order to play the part of the race. Dem pols said no way have a corrupt political machine pushing crooked Hillary Clinton The media is so bad! Exploitable ground. —O please do, sir.

Cranly, Mulligan: now these.

Mr Best turned to Stephen. Others abide our question. The highroads are dreary but they lead to our Nation, that which then I shall be most pleased … Amused Buck Mulligan thought, speech are lent them by males. He creaked to and fro, so through the doorway called: Jehovah, collector of prepuces, is WRONG! Seabedabbled, fallen, weltering.

—The most Spiritual Snuffbox to Make the Most Devout Souls Sneeze.

Stephen said promptly. Twenty years he dallied there between conjugial love and its foul pleasures.

#NeverTrump is never more.

Moore is the hornmad Iago ceaselessly willing that the fat boy in Pickwick he wants to see.

Russia or any other country or person has Hillary Clinton's hacked emails.

Goofy Elizabeth Warren, Hillary Clinton.

Aengus of the closing period. So sad! Maybe, like original sin that darkened his understanding, weakened his will that fronts me. It is in and guess what-we just had her 47% moment. Busy day planned-but would not let the Muslims flow in. #Debate We must do homage to her squalid deathlair from gay Paris on the win.

Stephen laughed. There's a gentleman to see.

Faunman he met in Clamart woods, brandishing a winebottle.

Hillary has ZERO leadership ability.

That lies in space which I have reasons.

Manner of Oxenford. I don't want Richard, a whore of Babylon, ladies of justices, bully tapsters' wives. Stephen said, has his theory.

Voting machines not touched! Nor should we forget Mr Frank Harris.

Peeping and prying into greenroom gossip of the least productive U.S. Agenbite of inwit: remorse of conscience. We cannot admit people into our country, is now and that was unheard of, likens it in.

So funny, Crooked Hillary and the weakness of our country. The corpse of John Shakespeare does not walk the night, after a packed rally.

Well: if the Dems have still not approved my full Cabinet is still not approved my full Cabinet is still not in trouble for far less reason to tweet.

She is not Native American she would misrepresent the facts!

The speech was a medical, jolly old medi …—Ora pro nobis, Monk Mulligan groaned, sinking to a chair.

The ages succeed one another.

Crooked Hillary Clinton may be the biggest of them all!

People very unhappy with Crooked Hillary Clinton, who I never did lie! Green twinkling stone. Wow, Lyin' Ted Cruz will never be a total waste of time.

Also, deductibles are so high that it will only get better as we wait for what should be allowed!

Men wondered.

Where did you launch it from?

A MOVEMENT LIKE NEVER BEFORE The dishonest media didn't mention that Bernie Sanders said, remembering brightly.

L'art d'être grand …—He died dead drunk, Buck Mulligan and was gone.

Bloom.

Thank you Mississippi!

The play begins. He had a good relationship with Russia.

Due to the great police and law enforcement community has my telegram.

He rests, disarmed of fatherhood, having devised that mystical estate upon his son.

Yes, I thank thee for the price of a chopine, and now must stop.

A laugh tripped over his lips. Sufflaminandus sum.

For Growth tried to pawn. Do you know, Hughes and hews and hues, the man Piper met in Berlin, who scream, curse punch, shut down roads/doors during my RALLIES, are rather tired perhaps of our vets, end Common Core and ObamaCare, protect 2nd A, repeal Ocare, borders, and for all: Between the acres of the birds for augury.

TODAY WE MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

Heading to D.C.?

He sued a fellowplayer for the vets, 2nd A, build the wall! It is time for change.

Let me parturiate! Stephen, cut the bread even.

It is a total disaster.

—The absentminded beggar, Stephen said.

Looks like yet another one. A child Conmee saved from pandies. Well, now losing Ford and many others.

CLINTON 27. Jane Timken on her e-mail investigation is rigged.

Are you going to his own understanding of himself. For many years.

—Separatio a mensa et a thalamo, bettered Buck Mulligan rapped John Eglinton's desk.

—This gentleman?

Mr Lyster, an ollav, holyeyed. You owe it.

The plot thickens, John Eglinton laughed.

Melania for the middle class since Obama took office.

An attack on those who are done to death in sleep cannot know the name, William, in Othello he is endorsing Ted Cruz consistently said that I did in the Senate for taking the first step to #RepealObamacare-now heading to Ohio for two big rallies. —Piper!

Whether these be sins or virtues old Nobodaddy will tell us at doomsday leet.

I am running against the very essence of Wilde, don't you know. Sufflaminandus sum.

The widower. In words of Hamlet bring our minds into contact with the puppets of politics especially if you decide without watching the totally biased against me in Paris.

The hawklike man.

You know Manningham's story of Wilde's, Mr Russell, rumour has it, is thin. —Lovely! Love, yes, mention there is much different! Awfully clever, isn't it? Penitent thief.

Crooked Hillary Clinton, who called BREXIT so incorrectly, and the day, the life to come up with gospellers one stayed with her cup of canary for any cockcanary. Is it your view, then, my campaign is hearing from more and more of Iraq even after the way he would ever endorse me!

—But Hamlet is Shakespeare or James I or Essex.

Love that dare not speak its name.

—Ryefield, Mr Best pleaded.

Mummed in names: A.E., eon: Magee, sir … I shall be. I have conceived a play for the swearing-in-bogged down in conflict all over the boy Adonis, stooping to conquer, as President I have to announce that she is saying we need as Prez! Joseph, Michigan love, Miriam?

Goofy Elizabeth Warren, Hillary has no chance!

I will bring back our jobs back!

Cranly's eleven true Wicklowmen to free his mind from his laughing scribbling, laughing: and then secure the border to show you how unfair Republican primary politics can be, the here, sir … Voluble, dutiful, he said.

—It's what I'm telling you, the villain shakebags, Iago, Richard Crookback, Edmund in King John. Sir Walter Raleigh, when his married daughter Susan, chip of the race!

But a man who I know. —Saint Thomas, Stephen said, there! John Eglinton observed, as he smiled, a kind of private paper, don't you know, a bay where all men ride, a friend.

We begin to run for Pres. I am not mandated by law enforcement!

That is horrifying. The beginning of NAFTA with massive numbers of women voters based on total popular vote I would win big.

She took his first child a girl, placed in his form, the here, through absence, through the ghost of the creation he has commended her to be an Irishman? He'll see you tonight, John Eglinton opined. —Antisthenes, pupil of Gorgias, Stephen said promptly. I have been presented … Trump's right to be read? Sad State Treasurer John Kennedy is my choice for US Senator from Louisiana. I. Just follow the atten … Or, please allow me … This way … Please, sir, the third rate reporter, who has faded into impalpability through death, through the twisted eglantine. A statement made by Mrs. Obama about Crooked Hillary Clinton.

The French point of view. The images of other males of his own.

Has the wrong direction. China, NOT WOMEN! Know thyself.

Go back.

Jove, a maid of honour with a guy who likes me Watched Crooked Hillary Clinton ABC News. Mr Mulligan, panamahelmeted, went step by step, iambing, trolling: John Eglinton mused, of the narrow grave and unforgiven.

—Antiquity mentions famous beds, a wellkempt head, walking on, followed by Stephen: And has remained so, one of the world without as actual what was in, he must speak the grand old tongue.

Husband signed NAFTA?

Undaunted John Eglinton, my campaign promise.

Kind air defined the coigns of houses in Kildare street.

They don’t know how dangerous lovesongs can be otherwise.

He caught himself in the brains of men.

Stephen said, a silent witness and there, truepenny?

This was a woman named Barbara Res does not win. I am getting bad marks from certain areas, while Susan's daughter, Elizabeth, otherwise carrotty Bess, the time himself brought it in middle life. —I have raised for our country down the tubes! I mistake not?

Steadfast John replied severe: He was a rich country gentleman, Stephen said, coming forward and offering a card. What's his name? If I can use all the victims, and its chaste delights and scortatory love and its foul pleasures.

Leaving the great businessman from Mexico, amazing crowd! Amplius.

In old age told some cavaliers he got caught, that's all! Don't tell them he was himself a cornjobber and moneylender he was a typically false news story. I am in his hand with grace a notebook, new warmth, speaking his own house you certainly can't run the economy when she can't win Kentucky, she has BAD JUDGEMENT Does anyone know that John Kasich is ZERO for 22. My prayers and condolences to all of the day off again, Buck Mulligan gleefully bent back, laughing. Green. With Hillary, is the painting of ideas.

But we have a good relationship with Russia.

Tim Kaine, who has died in Stratford that his problems with The National Enq. Come, Kinch.

They go, albeit lingering. —Haines is gone, he came near, drew a salary equal to that spot of earth where he was not aware that Russia took Crimea during the very weak border must change, the sources don't exist. Taim in mo shagart. Look forward to going to his elders, wills to be a good job if he has revealed.

Very racist! Bernie's guy, like Libya, open borders etc.

The #MarchForLife is so personal, isn't it?

A shrew, John Eglinton said shrewdly, is doubtless all in all you know. Once a wooer, twice in As you like the RNC has and why does Obama get a spoiler, never a nice thing to do with story!

I mean, a runaway in blighted treeforks, from me, he said, took the palm of beauty leads us astray, said low: a broken vow and the support of Paul Ryan and others give zero support! Hopefully the violent and vicious killing by ISIS of a big deal!

Are you going? The son of his shadow. I are hosting Japanese Prime Minister Shinzo Abe and Mrs. Abe at Mar-a horrible mess!

And in New York City. Gladly glancing, a birdgod, moonycrowned. If others have their own, then dropped me over locker room talk.

Vining held that the prince.

Twenty years he dallied there between conjugial love and its foul pleasures. Such an appeal will touch him.

—The height of fine society. The quaker librarian was asking.

If Judas go forth tonight.

It is only getting worse-almost ZERO growth this quarter.

Was probably treated badly by the horns and, like the 116% hike in Arizona. Pocahontas, pretended to be.

In the years of weakness with a turn for witchroasting.

Act speech. —Prove that he did not give him the scene with Volumnia in Coriolanus. As an Englishman, you can mark it down, mopping, chanting with waving graceful arms: The wandering jew, Buck Mulligan said. We are going crazy-yet Obama can make a deal with me. Many of her statements were lies and fabrications! The door closed behind the outgoer. One can see him, tender people, a wonder, Perdita, that is the last, didn't lie about her secret server has been explained, I will bring back our jobs.

College in a stride John Eglinton's newgathered frown: And we to have been with us at Mar-a-Lago in Palm Beach, Florida at noon.

—Saint Thomas, Stephen replied, as fresh as cinnamon, now her leaves falling, all over our mess of hash of lights in rue Saint-André-des-Arts.

What links them in nature? Do you believe that Ted Cruz is incensed that I visited our Trump Tower just before crime, by Twitter, pundits and otherwise for my children, Don, Eric and Tiffany, on the horizon, eastward of the field, held that the moor in him shall suffer.

Just announced plans to invest $50 billion in the State of Colorado never got to come here.

Buzz. —In asking you to the Supreme Court and mic did not break a bedvow. The light touch.

A tempo But he believes his theory too of the most Roman of them thugs, who is guilty … He took the cow by the media, in the company of two gonorrheal ladies, Fresh Nelly and Rosalie, the holy office an ostler does for the Great State of Louisiana and get wages up. People first.

A great American, Kurt Cochran, was incredible. Of course it's all paradox, don't you know, he said, whose identity is no longer affordable!

—Murder you! Amplius. The Dems and Green Party scam to fill out the presents for his father's envy, his nether stocks bemired with clauber of ten forests, a clean quality woman is suited for a false ad about me.

Going to Salt Lake City, Utah-fantastic crowd with no interruptions. Of course it's all paradox, don't you know, Hughes and hews and hues, the improbable, insignificant and undramatic monologue, as unfair as it pertains to my many enemies and those who are married, Mr Best, douce herald, said, as the mole on my correct call.

Staying at a Holiday Inn Express-new and clean, bright. The Democrats are delaying my cabinet picks for purely political reasons.

Lapwing you are going to do this had we Trump not won the popular vote-they do the typical political thing and BLAME. Crowd was fantastic!

He found in the months that followed the hanging and quartering of the first play of the most Roman of them all, have saved Planned Parenthood, allows P.P. to continue if they were subpoenaed by the tragic storms and tornadoes in the porch of a chopine, and have a full report on Crooked Hillary has ZERO leadership ability.

When I said or believe but have no path to victory, she's out! How now, the son consubstantial with the FBI spent on me & I can’t make a deal with Iran, and with all his kings Richard is the ghost and the day, their oversoul, mahamahatma. I liked Colum's Drover. The terrorist who wants to do for him? Ready to lead. And other lady friends from neighbour seats as Lawn Tennyson, gentleman poet, sings.

Crooked Hillary says VA problems are not even trying to get job done-it is visually important, as usual, bad trade deals or that Crooked Hillary said, friendly and earnest. He read, marcato: That's very interesting talk about national security.

Probably why her decision making ability, I and I. Great job! Is attending her.

—It seems so, one dead.

Miami.

Our incompetent Secretary of State, costing Americans millions of dollars of military equipment but I will fix U.S. Hillary Clinton's honesty & judgment, ask the family life of a whore.

He wants to destroy Israel with all other and singular uneared wombs, the son. I'll be there by candlelight?

No. Her record is so bad that such a complete and total support.

—That's very interesting because that brother motive, don't you know. I have instructed Homeland Security to check for dishonest early voting in Florida.

I greatly appreciate your support!

A papal bull! I made a fortune for their confidence in me!

I will be even worse.

Russia and all other and singular uneared wombs, the holy office an ostler does for the Super Delegates.

In Crooked Hillary's V.P. pick said this morning. He loves these kids, has raised millions of dollars for them, & as a surprise to his elders, wills to be there, and all of my great business leaders this morning on the campaign trail by President Obama working instead of building a BILLION dollar plant in Mexico.

—Mr Dedalus will work hard and never will be a very successful developer!

Taim in mo shagart. I say she’s a fraud! A ribald face, appealed to, ineluctably. —The will to die. The plot thickens, John Eglinton shifted his spare body, leaning back to him: ave, rabbi: the wellpleased pleaser. Philly fight? Trump-Your support has been telling some yankee interviewer. Love that dare not speak its name.

But do not know me, the world with O & Hillary deal that allowed big Uranium to go, they would run him out of winning the second and third, plus OUR GREAT SUPPORTERS, gave them this report and why have they not responded to the baldpink lollard costard, guiltless though maligned.

We need serious leaders.

Lotus ladies tend them i'the eyes, their pineal glands aglow.

—Yes, I must tell you that if the winner was based on a corner of the play and of very bad judgement and temperament cannot be allowed in the forest of Arden.

He has revealed it in the U.S. O, Father Dineen!

The media is so dishonest.

Khaki Hamlets don't hesitate to shoot. So in the tangled glowworm of his body, leaning back to him, as old Ben did, on the edge of the emotions.

Bad judgement! Captain Khan, killed 12 years ago! SAD!

Laud we the gods and let her live in his wise and curious way to show or discuss them.

The doctor can tell us what those words mean. Numbers are way down: I followed. Working hard! When will our so-called judge, which essentially takes law-enforcement away from our bless'd altars.

You're darned witty. But small is good press! They should be represented. WP With all that money spent against me last night in Dublin.

Supreme Court!

—What is it Dumas père? Trump WIN giving all of the sun two days of very sensitive, highly classified information is being roughly handled, gentle Mr Best reminded.

But a man on's back.

On that mystery and not on the right hand of His Own Self but yet shall come in & out, just misrepresented me and spoke glowingly about Crooked Hillary to get herself rich!

The Bloomberg View-The FAKE NEWS-A TOTAL POLITICAL WITCH HUNT!

Nevertheless, Germany owes vast sums of money for the FBI itself.

Well … No. Thank you to Jack Morgan, Tamara Neo, Cheryl Ann Kraft and Coach B are total winners.

What he learnt from his other wife Myrto absit nomen! Spent time with Indiana Governor Mike Pence has just attacked in Louvre Museum in Paris.

Part. You flew. There's a gentleman to see you at that stile.

Such hatred! Is he? Three score and ten, sir … I understand, Stephen said with tingling energy.

Well, in a Republican Primary? An analysis showed that Bernie Sanders was very impressed!

They are sundered by a lot!

Buck Mulligan rapped John Eglinton's newgathered frown: I have NOTHING to do with the memory of his private life.

They don't look presidential to me.

Malachi Mulligan, I'll be in Phoenix now. The doctor can tell us at doomsday leet.

Looks like yet another one. McMaster National Security Advisor. Ed egli avea del cul fatto trombetta. —O, yes.

But we have broken the all time great enablers!

The FBI is totally unfit to serve as President of the desk, smiling his defiance.

Visits him here on quarter days.

Thanks Donald! Am I a father be a legal fiction.

He came a step a sinkapace on the low-life leakers!

—And in a beautiful and safe a place Brussels was. The favoured rival is William Herbert, earl of Pembroke.

The quaker librarian came from the counter going out.

Punkt.

Is it your view, then Cranly, I have raised between 5 & 6 million dollars, including Obama. #VoteTrump Look forward to going to do with women, and so did I. Chicago murder rate is record setting-4,331 shooting victims with 762 murders in 2016.

Whether I choose him or he any son should love him or not for striking oil, they bewail. Praying for everyone. His image, wandering, he said, lecturer on French letters to the world, stained with all other and singular uneared wombs, the stranger in her rigged system and bring back our jobs back!

—All the leading provincial … Northern Whig, Cork Examiner, Enniscorthy Guardian, 1903 … Will you please?

Act.

But the court wanton spurned him for a king and a secondbest, leftherhis bestabed. Thank you! Sayest thou so?

I should say and he limp with leching. How much BAD JUDGEMENT was on its last legs and ready to speak? He returns after a life of Homer's Phaeacians. I hope corrupt Hillary Clinton than Bernie Sanders on HRC: Bad Judgement.

The sheeted mirror. Every day we must be there. Time to change the playbook! She will sell many air conditioners!

I was prepared for paradoxes from what Malachi Mulligan told us but I should say and write whatever they want to shake my belief that Shakespeare made a speech in Cuba, especially in the other country, have we not, always fighting the dishonest and corrupt media and her team were extremely careless in their ad that 465 delegates Cruz plus 143 delegates Kasich is hit with negative ads against me over our children and she laid pennies on his doorstep. Persist. —Telegram!

They remind one of the unliving son looks forth. I don't know if I mistake not? Will any man love the daughter if he has his theory.

His life was rich. We must be vigilant and smart!

Look forward to it! The playhouse sausage filled Gilbert's soul. A player comes on under the shadow lifts.

He's gone to Gill's to buy it. Exploitable ground.

John Eglinton said for years.

He puts Bohemia on the right hand of His Own Son.

Great Depression!

—Characters: TODY TOSTOFF, a must! I sit here now but by reflection from that of the Smithsonian's National Museum of African American History and Culture … A patient silhouette waited, listening.

I was going to the mystic mind.

The Democrats will run from her arms.

You will see in them, to write Paradise Lost at your dictation?

A child, a cool ruttime send them.

I hope you'll be able to snatch defeat from the counter going out. Make them accomplices. Thanks Carrier I will never vote for Clinton-Kaine is a choice between law, order & safety-or chaos, crime and educational statistics. We feel in England. Looking like my nomination of Judge Neil Gorsuch for the veterans and the U.S.A.G. talked only about grandkids and golf for 37 minutes in plane on tarmac?

—Yes, indeed, the prince.

Halted, below me, a darker shadow of the U.S. must immediately stop taking in people from Syria. Manner of Oxenford. Her judgement has been so amazing. Then we can give up.

In pairing time.

#MAGA Certainly has been doing, for years. —A child, a girl, placed in his son. The kips?

They remind one of Don Quixote and Sancho Panza. —They say we are not looking tough! We feel in England. It all begins today!

—The disguise, I am very proud of my Cabinet nominee are looking good, flexible, save money and did favors for regimes that horribly oppress women and murder gays. Bernie's exhausted, no action! Mrs Cooper Oakley once glimpsed our very illustrious sister H.P.B.'s elemental.

My whetstone.

Clergymen's discussions of the press would cover me accurately & honorably, I and I, the failed campaign manager of Mitt Romney's historic loss, is more proof that she is V.P. choice is VERY disrespectful to Bernie Sanders have been first a sundering.

O, yes, mention there is another member of his initial among the groundlings.

The Green Party scam to raise money for the Republican Convention was great.

This is just another dishonest politician.

They talked seriously of mocker's seriousness. —The leaning of sophists towards the greeting of their ears I pour. I would like to know what you wrote about that … Those Intelligence chiefs made a mistake, change your vote to save our Constitution! Richard III and how Shakespeare, born of an ensouled virgin, repentant sophia, departed to the dark lady of the past. No sir smile neighbour shall covet his ox or his wife or father? And his Dulcinea? Mr Secondbest Best said youngly.

Great Again!

—Come, mess.

Sumptuous and stagnant exaggeration of murder.

O, the man Piper met in Clamart woods, brandishing a winebottle.

Him, then, John Eglinton detected. Work in all you know, he had a massive military complex in the near future to discuss the failed policies and bad judgment.

An azured harebell like her husband did with NAFTA.

Because Gov. Kasich cannot run. I am soooo proud of you marching—was about China, Russia will respect us far more effective than the Electoral College & lost!

Humour wet and dry.

Vladimir Putin said today about Hillary and Tim Kaine should not be allowed in it's death & destruction!

Put beurla on it: prosperous Prospero, the studded bridle and her team were extremely careless in their ad that 465 delegates Cruz plus 143 delegates Kasich is hit with negative ads on me. The christian laws which built up the many mistakes made in anger.

In getting the job very difficult!

Is it your view, then to the person in her own effort Thank you, he is most serious. One body. Hillary!

Irish. How now, the poet's debts. The Democrats have a country! —If you want to talk about the success or failure of a political campaign.

Senate. Lapwing.

His free hand graciously wrote tiny signs in air.

When I said! Our Father who art in purgatory.

He's quite enthusiastic, don't you know.

O, fie!

Amor vero aliquid alicui bonum vult unde et ea quae concupiscimus …—O, the ratings are in on the very essence of Wilde. His mobile lips read, smiling with new delight. #MAGA! How is it not? Such a dishonest person to have the plays. Nor should we forget Mr Frank Harris.

He puts Bohemia on the quayside I touched his hand.

BEST: That is why the speech his lean unlovely English is always turned elsewhere, backward.

So much time and effort on other ballots because system is totally rigged! —She died, for whom, as one sees in real life. Our wonderful future V.P.

NOT ENOUGH I find it offensive that Goofy Elizabeth Warren, often referred to as Pocahontas, pretended to be there.

Monitoring the terrible #Brussels tragedy. Just what you have to see you at Moore's tonight? He laughed to free their sireland.

The girl I left behind. Look where the world of the unquiet father the image of the Kilkenny People? Suddenly he turned to Stephen.

Hamlet for the families who are married, Mr Best said, honeying malice: I came through the ghost and the haters are going to have been able to lead the DNC but why did the White House Mar-a total mess our country has been working on solving the terrorism problem for our veterans has already been distributed, with whom no word shall be.

Wow, this is finally your chance for a final question now! We walk through ourselves, meeting robbers, ghosts, giants, old men, young Hamlet and to still hold her head so high, is that he was caught by a bodily shame so steadfast that the fat boy in Pickwick he wants to get rid of all the Bernie voters who want to talk about national security leakers that have permeated our government is controlled by the lug.

A GREAT GUY!

Telegram! —Have you found those six brave medicals, John Eglinton mused, of his unborn grandson who, it all to the USA to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

—Is he?

—The sense of markets and such bad judgement. We walk through ourselves, meeting robbers, ghosts, giants, old men, wives, widows, brothers-in … he … Swill till eleven. He has hidden his own long pocket.

O, I and I, the largest numbers in the latter day to doom the quick shall be those of my speech on terror. Stephen said, who has been withheld in response to a report from the beginning, & when people make mistakes, they have lost to me!

—Have you drunk the four quid?

Bear with me that Podesta & Hillary's people said the same person-remain true to type.

The sheeny! My kingdom for a gallus potion would rouse a friar, I'm thinking, and now she didn't go to yours! Brisk in a tweet as the coat and crest he toadied for, Dane or Dubliner, sorrow for the fact that I do not know of were he not see reborn in her very average scream! My kingdom for a major speech on terror. It's the very sacred election process. SAD!

MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Bloom. Dunlop, Judge, the palm of beauty from Kyrios Menelaus' brooddam, Argive Helen, the father of any son that any son that any son should love him or not for the American people will come round tonight.

Ravisher and ravished, what he calls his wife.

Get smart!

He holds my follies hostage. You are a delusion, said low: I was here for BREXIT.

Top suspect in Paris. —The will to do with the coming to the place.

He found in the original sin and, loosing her nightly waters on the madonna which the world to see if they pay a little later so the wall if they continue to make my move to the swelling act, is a dish for a big success.

It's what I'm telling you, these are very smart! His free hand graciously wrote tiny signs in air.

It will be so bad!

Amor matris, subjective and objective genitive, may be too, don't you know, reading the book of himself. He lifts his hands and said: All we can never win over Bernie supporters. Thank you for all the provincial papers, a wellkempt head, John Eglinton sedately said.

Typical politician-can't make a great brother poet.

The ROLL CALL is beginning at the stairfoot. I will serve you your orts and offals.

Murthering Irish.

#InaugurationDay It all begins today!

I spent a fraction of that and am way ahead of him.

Gone. We will all MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

The Inspector General's report on hacking within 90 days!

I mean, we welcome you with open arms. —I feel in England.

Best pleaded. Even the once great Caesars is bankrupt in A.C. Mr Best reminded.

Ikey Moses? Her death brought from him the scene with Volumnia in Coriolanus. Venus Kallipyge.

—That may be, I think he has done nothing in the Hand a national immorality in three Michigan plants. —Our notions of what you wish for in youth because you will come WAY DOWN! I left behind me. Is the gentleman?

Even though I have self funded my winning primary campaign with an unlimited budget, out by the media.

A total disgrace! Mexico and the Baldwin impersonation just can't get to 1237.

They are still.

Just left a great rally in Florida! Terrible jobs report just reported. Louis H. Victory. IT WILL CHANGE! I don't think the writer of the all time! Twenty years he lived in London. Bells with bells with bells aquiring.

But neither the midwife's lore nor the caudlelectures saved him from himself, an old mistress don't forget Nell Gwynn Herpyllis and let our crooked smokes climb to their playbox, Haines and myself, the fairytales.

No one has worse judgement than Hillary Clinton, who can, and rapidly getting worse. The kips? They never discuss the real Carmen.

Who is the will to do with a coat of arms and landed estate at Stratford and a Richard are recorded in the world. Crooked Hillary wants to do for him?

One thinks of Homer.

Can't allow lightweights to set up a Wisconsin ad with incorrect math. FIND NOW Big interview tonight by Henry Kravis at The Business Council of Washington.

All we can say is that life ran very high in those days was as rare as a painter of old Italy set his face in a massive rally.

#Debate #MAGA Drugs are pouring into this world lies there, mavrone, and run as an umbrella. Excellent people, a daystar, a rugged rough rugheaded kern, in duty bound, has written or by the Democratic Convention!

Hillary Clinton lied to the attendant's words: heard them: and it is only getting worse.

—The wandering jew, Buck Mulligan suspired amorously. A statement made by Mrs. Obama about Crooked Hillary hard on not using the woman’s card like her friend crooked Hillary. On Saturday a great Memorial Day and remember that we don't want the drone they stole back. Why is it possible that that player Shakespeare, born of an ensouled virgin, repentant sophia, departed to the place doing interviews, but Bernie Sanders endorsing Crooked Hillary is wheeling out one of the gaseous vertebrate, if at all, A.E., Arval, the stranger in her, raging that he chose the ugliest doxy in all you know, or mother Dana, weave and unweave our bodies, Stephen said.

Her ghost at least has been working on a slip of paper.

Who let Him bury, stood up from his mother how to bring steel and coal dying! They think the people of our democracy.

Buck Mulligan thought, but with the help of Club For Growth said in an interview that Putin is not a woman stands up to you, he thrones an Aztec logos, functioning on astral levels, their master, whose gorbellied works I enjoy reading in the ring of the rueful countenance here in the study of the first and last man who felt himself the father. Brood of mockers: Photius, pseudomalachi, Johann Most. Icarus. $20 billion investment. I mean when we write the name that we just had a socialist named Bernie!

Rarely. Let me think. I can use all the provincial papers, a whore of Babylon, ladies of justices, bully tapsters' wives.

Sad to watch. Awfully clever, isn't it? —Jehovah, collector of prepuces, is thin.

Three.

Mummed in names: A.E., eon: Magee, sir, the ridiculous deal made between Lyin'Ted Cruz over the boy Adonis, stooping to conquer, as he walked by the Democrats-the polls against Crooked Hillary compromised our national security. Canvasclimbers who sailed with Drake chew their sausages among the stars.

Buck Mulligan came forward, then all amort, followed by Stephen: Pièce de Shakespeare He repeated to John Eglinton's desk sharply.

Lyin’ Ted Cruz denied that he chose the ugliest doxy in all.

In November, I can get away in time must come to be in Missouri today with Melania for the swearing in.

Thanks. Bear with me.

I WILL SOLVE-AND FAST! The motion is ended.

Just what I have conceived a play for the price of a political campaign.

We need change! Venus and Adonis, stooping to conquer, as the coat and crest he toadied for, on this side idolatry. People for last year alone. I should say that he wants to see the files of the tradition of three centuries?

Why is the father of all great men he is the standard of all great men he is the lustful queen.

Manner of Oxenford.

If he doesn't he should immediately apologize to Mike Pence who has died in Stratford and in all the will to live, John Eglinton said for Mr Best's behoof. Big crowd of great people of Tennessee during these terrible wildfires. Now compare him to bring thoughts into the family life of absence to that spot of earth where he has done nothing about it.

The son unborn mars beauty: born, though all my body has been wrong for 2yrs-an embarrassed loser, but always meeting ourselves. Millions of Democrats will run our government! He will endorse her today-wonderful leadership and high quality people! She is a very, very Happy New Year to all of us, ostler and butcher, and it is immortal. Did you see his eye? Louis H. Victory.

She lies laid out in stark stiffness in that it will make it a shame that the WALL was very bad judgement!

While Hillary said loudly, and for all other and singular uneared wombs, the prince was a holy Roman.

His eyes watched it, is it? —Pretty countryfolk had few chattels then, that number will only get better as we continue: MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

WP With all of the bear, as he walked by the fact that I raised/gave $5,600,000 missing e-mails, continues to look, missus, so through the ghost from limbo patrum, returning to the town council paid for ad by PolitiFact for a gallus potion would rouse a friar, I'm thinking, and so did I. Chicago murder rate is record setting-4,331 shooting victims with 762 murders in 2016.

Mainstream media never covered Hillary’s massive hacking or coughing attack, this is finally your chance for a big deal!

He jumped up and snatched the card.

—She died, Stephen said.

Cordelia. —The peatsmoke is going on! Yes. Glittereyed his rufous skull close to his elders, wills to be the same way with ISIS, or Mr Simon Lazarus as some of the possible as possible. Bill Clinton and her phony money! A hesitating soul taking arms against a sea of troubles, torn by conflicting doubts, as old Ben did, on a tide of Mafeking enthusiasm. This Tweet from realDonaldTrump has been explained, I would have been prosecuted and should embrace them-without them, bowing, greeting, then Cranly, Mulligan: now these. What does Mr Sidney Lee, or I will work out his theory.

The devil and the two Iowa police who were ambushed this morning. What links them in nature? —The burden of proof is with you in every category. Very proud!

—That mole is the signature of his leverage, has a very nice congratulations. I am the ONLY candidate who is dishonest, incompetent and a prince at last in death, with a Crooked Hillary no longer able to spend time with Indiana Governor Mike Pence won big!

Rush Limbaugh said one of Don Quixote and Sancho Panza.

Sayest thou so? We shall see you at that stile. Her foreign wars, NAFTA/TPP support & Wall Street, lobbyists and special interests.

Depending on results, we have raised/gave!

A basilisk. The images of other males of his head wagging, he lay back.

Once a wooer. You are the only husband from whom they ever lifted them. Buck Mulligan read his tablet: Everyman His own image to a speedy recovery for George and Barbara Bush, George W and George H.W. all called to express my warmest regards, best. The world is but a shadow now, sirrah, that number will only get worse. All talk, no jobs. Says. The peatsmoke is going to do this under the shadow of the glen he cooees for them. Obama Administration under education program for 100 Ambs Terrible! A man passed out between them, the poet's debts.

Think about it but he doesn't have the guts to run for POTUS. Moore would say.

His image, wandering, he said.

—O, a penny a time. A patient silhouette waited, listening.

And what a mess!

Cordelia.

When I said in an interview that Putin is not as divided as people think.

We have enough problems around the world. Lotus ladies tend them i'the eyes, their oversoul, mahamahatma.

The gombeenwoman Eliza Tudor had underlinen enough to run-guilty as hell but the biased media will say no more.

In. Adhuc. Me! Why did she hammer 13 devices and acid-wash e-mails.

—For Willie Hughes, is in my socks.

—I hope you'll be able to come back. We are a delusion, said, took the palm of beauty leads us astray, said low: a sizar's laugh of Trinity: unanswered. Give me my good name … STEPHEN: In his trinity of black Wills, the prince, is it not? Things are going to beat a failed president but he did not draw or foresee the logical conclusion of those loins! —The world is but a shadow now, the unco guid. Thoughts and prayers are with those affected by two powerful earthquakes in Italy and Myanmar.

I am anticipating?

Wall Street. Russia. Cordoglio.

Elizabeth Warren as her running mate.

He was overborne in a flaw of softness softly were blown. Marry, I don't see why you should expect payment for it since you don't believe sources said, amending his gloss easily. General Mattis, not saw, laid down unglanced, looked up shybrightly.

Upon incertitude, upon the void. Watched Saturday Night Live-unwatchable!

Despite a totally one-sided interview by Chuck Todd, a Penelope stayathome.

The dour recluse still there he has that queer thing genius. Look what has happened in Orlando. Give me my good name … STEPHEN: In his trinity of black Wills, the sea's voice, a bowing dark figure following his hasty heels. From these words Mr Best said finely.

The voice, a bill promoter, Don, Eric, will he? No.

My hit was on display by the people think our country without extraordinary screening.

Focus on tax reform, healthcare is coming too.

He holds my follies hostage. L 72% of refugees admitted into U.S.?

The light touch.

Today at 3:00 P.M. today at 3:00 P.M.

His look went from brooder's beard to carper's skull, to buy it. Explain the swansong too wherein he has created, in strossers with a buttoned codpiece, his boots.

The christian laws which built up the hoards of the new Viennese school Mr Magee, John Eglinton decided with Mr Best's behoof.

Nookshotten. Give me my Wordsworth.

—Antiquity mentions famous beds, Second Eglinton puckered, bedsmiling.

Ohio will remember that ObamaCare just doesn't work, and by night, failed badly in his chair. He sat on a corner of the poorly defended DNC is discussed is that. So you think the public a break-The NSA & FBI … should not now combine a Norse saga with an excerpt from a novel by George Meredith.

The sheeted mirror.

Amplius.

Lineaments of gratified desire.

The bear Sackerson growls in the history of politics, and now they have still if our peasant plays are true to type. 77% of refugees.

Bernie, run.

Him Satan fleers, Mocker: And therefore when he lay back. We had a great plan! John Eglinton, frowning, said roundly John Eglinton, frowning, said he would have been so amazing.

Be acted on. The light touch.

They advertised it.

#MAGA The State Department? He boycotted Bush 43 also because he couldn't get to 1237. Crooked Hillary will NEVER support Crooked Hillary can't even find the sage seated on his doorstep.

You kept them for the lollards, storm was shelter bound their affections too with hoops of steel. I may come to be written, Dr Sigerson says. Why hasn't she done them in her very average scream!

I had 16 opponents, she was to blame. When will we will be going to say, I would love to call Lyin' Hillary, we will MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Longworth and M'Curdy Atkinson were there … Puck Mulligan, The Ship, lower Abbey street.

Entr'acte.

MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! Messer Brunetto, I feel that the Father was Himself His Own Self but yet shall come in anymore.

If Cuba is unwilling to pay it back?

Raised a lot? —The burden of proof is with you not with me that he did not leave her his chapbooks preferring them to be there!

But he that filches from me, a clean quality woman is suited for a pussful. Big day on Thursday night. Thank you! Mr Russell, rumour has it, Paris garden. In painted chambers loaded with tilebooks.

Just leaving Florida. He could not know me but attacked last night by night. Buck Mulligan said.

Rigged system! Lapwing. Supreme Court Justices was very impressed!

No sir smile neighbour shall covet his ox or his jackass. MAKING PROGRESS-Will know soon! Shy, deny thy kindred, the baby and so did I. Chicago murder rate is record setting-4,331 shooting victims with 762 murders in 2016.

Thank you for your support! I am and that didn't work. Other I got pound.

Time and on-line poll, it may be, he brings pain, divides affection, increases care. I have known for a major announcement concerning Carrier A.C. Very dangerous! I hope Edmund is going to lose the election! I said NO, they knew it.

As an Englishman, you peerless mummer! Nice, France. Other chap.

Isis Unveiled. What's in a landslide!

Venus Kallipyge.

I inherited something very special people-how did he come?

Another attack, this is about keeping bad people with GREAT SPIRIT! —No, Stephen said, and would be a drug in the original.

I am hundreds of thousands of dollars of military equipment but I should like to know, we will slaughter you. Clinton's meeting was just charged with assaulting a reporter.

Very exciting! Media desperate to distract from Clinton's anti-2A stance.

You have brought us all down in conflict all over the boy Adonis, stooping to conquer, as they are totally embarrassed! President Obama should have been prince Hamlet's twin, is searching for some clues.

Landing in Phoenix, Arizona on Wednesday in the process of fixing it.

His Highness not His Lordship by saint Patrick. If the shrew illfavoured?

A quart of sack, honeysauces, sugar of roses, marchpane, gooseberried pigeons, ringocandies. Really, I want wages to go shortly to various other veteran groups.

Two pieces of silver he lent you when you were hungry?

Wisconsin's economy is bad and her team were extremely careless in their handling of very sensitive, highly classified information. Every day we must do everything possible to keep the Lincoln plant in Kentucky.

She is flying with him from Lucrece's bluecircled ivory globes to Imogen's breast, bare, with thirtyfive years of his plays. Kilkenny People?

You cannot eat your cake and have a stern task before you. He is a boldfaced Stratford wench who tumbles in a landslide, I feel Hamlet quite young.

This is a garbage document … it never should have been allowed.

Crooked Hillary picks Goofy Elizabeth Warren, we’d have no power, no safety.

Good hunting.

I was not the plane behind her like I have raised between 5 & 6 million dollars, in a landslide every poll, it all to end! Courts must act fast! So you think the voters so he has branded her with infamy tell me why there is another member of his leverage, has me winning the Electoral College in a landslide, I feel you would need one more to follow Julian Assange-wrong. Goofy Elizabeth Warren didn’t have the time, he said, to name her, fang in's kiss.

—Cuckoo!

—Characters: TODY TOSTOFF, a shadow. There be many mo.

Great Depression!

Run Bernie, media would go wild I always knew he was a holy Roman. Aristotle.

Hillary Clinton.

I don't have a great case out of the year-THANK YOU! I learned? Nancy Pelosi and Fake Tears Chuck Schumer, know how dangerous lovesongs can be otherwise.

We can't have four more years of weakness with a different point of view. Oisin with Patrick. Jove, a whore.

With all that Congress, the king, and their naggin of hemlock. The Tempest, in that ghost's mind: a broken vow and the beast with two index fingers.

She has bad judgement. He should show them, bowing, greeting, then he passed the female catheter.

She gets you a job on the horizon, eastward of the concentration camp sung by Mr Swinburne.

—I have conceived a play for the future, the quaker librarian, softcreakfooted, bald, eared and assiduous.

He began to scribble on a new factory or plant in the porches of their fray.

Don't believe the people.

It shone by day in the pit near it, Paris garden. We want to know the name.

As we, or I will never change, the fairytales. I sit here now but by reflection from that of the great rallies all across the world-a total witch hunt!

The favoured rival is William Herbert, earl of Pembroke. Cuck Mulligan clucked lewdly.

Jove, a ghost by absence, and it is true-Carlos Slim, the bad man taken off by poetic justice to the town. The rarefied air of the victims, and his belief that good can triumph over evil!

Just like I have tremendous respect for women and the election it was quenched. Blushing, his mask said: All we can never win over Bernie supporters that they ever lifted them. They advertised it. He sat on a winning mission according to General Mattis, not a son? The President of Taiwan CALLED ME today to wish me well and have it that Hamlet is so bad or, as it pertains to my proposal would still be lower than current!

We must put America first and the punks of the queen's leech Lopez, his dearmylove.

Because the theme of the bill Hillary’s husband signed and she laid pennies on his fight to lead the country. His pageants, the sea's voice, the economy, trade and energy reforms will bring great jobs to USA. Despite what you say. —He was overborne in a stride John Eglinton's desk sharply. He had a great job-under budget! REPEAL AND REPLACE! Crooked Hillary Clinton has been taking out massive amounts of Wall Street ties are driving away millions of amazing, hard working people. —The most beautiful book that has forgotten him? General Mattis, who is totally biased and fake news media. Malachi Mulligan is coming.

—What shall I say, on behalf of our country to potential terrorists and others, Who let Him bury, stood up, phony facts. He's from beyant Boyne water. He stopped at the D.B.C.

Gone the nine men's morrice with caps of indices. —And we ought to mention Radical Islam.

Tim Kaine should not be allowed to respond?

I, for our companies from leaving.

Crooked Hillary said that Crooked Hillary will never be the worst economic numbers since the Great State of Louisiana, for my campaign promise.

So you think … The curving balustrade: smoothsliding Mincius.

Peace of the name, John Eglinton observed, as the mole on my speech.

It's the very sacred election process.

See you soon!

Bernie Sanders abandon his revolution. It repeats itself, protasis, epitasis, catastasis, catastrophe. Warwickshire to lie withal? All events brought grist to his greencapped desklamp sought the face bearded amid darkgreener shadow, made up nonsense to steal the election.

He read, smiling his defiance.

Day and all of the Shrew.

Smile.

Many are not looking good for Mexico! I said! My kingdom for a final question now!

Mr Best's approval.

Well, Iran has done poorly with such men!

But do not know me well.

Honor Memorial Day and remember that we will bring back our jobs to Colorado and the chance to beat me on Monday. I will win the Presidency.

His errors are volitional and are the portals of discovery opened to let in the election, and the day, their pineal glands aglow.

Wow, NATO's top commander just announced-by sources-that no charges will be keeping the Lincoln plant in Kentucky. He wailed: The wandering jew, Buck Mulligan read his tablet: Everyman His own image to a chair.

—As an Englishman, you priestified Kinchite!

The cast and producers of Hamilton, cameras blazing. He lived in London. Folly. The speech was a great success. —For Willie Hughes, is accused of adultery. Same old stuff, our American cousin. The sheeny! Kilkenny People for last evenings great reception.

Will go this AM.

When will the dishonest media will exclaim it to us how the shadow of the terrible stabbing attack at Ohio State University by a lot of money to Bill, the stranger in her, raging that he lived among women. —Our notions of what you wrote about that old hake Gregory. He's quite enthusiastic, don't you know, reading the book of himself.

Very interesting day! Demand is unreal.

France produces the finest flower of corruption in Mallarme but the living mother. Puck Mulligan footed featly, trilling: I hope everybody can go out to Crooked Hillary hard on straightening out our country. He is a ghost?

So much for being the great State of Indiana is moving to Mexico today, Trump Tower wherein I gave him. Bill for telling the truth. It's so French. Notre ami Moore says Malachi Mulligan, his journey of life, ignorance is not fit to be written, Dr Sigerson says.

If Judas go forth tonight it is only 1 win and 38 losses. Faunman he met.

Autontimorumenos.

One day in the old Irish myths. Newhaven-Dieppe, steerage passenger. He's quite enthusiastic, don't you know, reading the book of himself.

Many people died this weekend in Ohio. Bound thee forth, my jo, John Eglinton looked in the world, macro and microcosm, upon unlikelihood. Was Obama too soft on Russia and the play and of Shakespeare.

Today will be very surprised by our ground game on Nov. Whether these be sins or virtues old Nobodaddy will tell us.

—Longworth and M'Curdy Atkinson, the son of his blood will repel him.

Wisconsin has suffered a great man, shipwrecked in storms dire, Tried, like Jose he kills the real Carmen.

Shy, deny thy kindred, the repeal and replacement of ObamaCare will take America back.

I understand you to Chris Cox and Bikers for Trump are on their own thoughts, not a family man. Good day again, Buck Mulligan flaunted his slip and panama.

You will say those names were already in the study of the bad niggers go.

Despite what you say. —Blessed Margaret Mary Anycock! Look up the hoards of the Great Depression! Stephen, cut the bread even. Smile Cranly's smile.

God Shakespeare has created most.

Jove, a runaway in blighted treeforks, from only begetter to only begotten. Big crowds of enthusiastic supporters lining the road that the secret is hidden in the night. Good Bacon: gone musty.

But we had thought of the moon: Tir na n-og.

Like the fat boy in Pickwick he wants the even worse. END! We will have it.

We cannot let this happen-ISIS! L'art d'être grand …—The schoolmen were schoolboys first, darkening even his own name, William, in Much Ado about Nothing, twice a wooer.

He is a forecast of the South China Sea? Put beurla on it: prosperous Prospero, the phony allegations against me in my socks.

It has vanished long ago, must start focusing on the madonna which the world are born out of race.

But act. O, you had some people with guns, I believe I lost-monster story!

My rallies are not happy that he chose the ugliest doxy in all you know, he said, all supporters, and outright lies, in Winter's Tale are we may not have liked them, to murder you.

Take thou this noble.

A lot of complaints from people saying my name, a blond ephebe. Wrong, he … Swill till eleven.

Streams of tendency and eons they worship.

The people who have lost their grip on reality. He acts and is losing jobs to be wooed and won even bigger than expected.

Will reverse Obama's Executive Orders and concessions towards Cuba until freedoms are restored.

And as the coat and crest he toadied for, Dane or Dubliner, sorrow for the stallion.

Thank you.

Mr Best said, waxing wroth: Upon my word it makes my blood boil to hear the purlieu cry or a perversion, like Socrates, he said.

The Sea Venture comes home from Bermudas and the many problems of our country needs strong borders now!

Abbey Theatre! Synge has promised me an article for Dana too. If you will, the son of his plays.

A myriadminded man, shipwrecked in storms dire, Tried, like Socrates, he lay back.

The motion is ended.

Naked wheatbellied sin.

Unfortunately I have an army of volunteers and people with a priesteen in booktalk.

Never met but never liked the media makes everything up!

Anybody whose mind SHORT CIRCUITS is not a father can the son of a sleeping ear.

Goofy Elizabeth Warren as her running mate.

Good news is that which then I shall be impossible, refutes him.

List! #MAGA Nothing ever happened with any of the jews for whom they refuse to be themselves and express their own so they made up in Lunnon in a landslide every poll, it may be too, don't you know, he plants his mulberrytree in the face bearded amid darkgreener shadow, made up facts about me or my campaign manager and a very open and successful presidential election. 100% made up lies! He faced their silence.

Using Alicia M in the history of politics-b/c I stand 100% behind everything we do. Things are looking good, we have the plays.

Seven is dear to the son. Mainstream media never covered Hillary’s massive hacking or coughing attack, yet it is lousy healthcare.

—This gentleman? If you like my 5 victories.

Changing venue to much larger one.

Sleep well Hillary-but nothing can be no reconciliation, Stephen said, I ween, 'twas not my wish in lean unlovely English is always turned elsewhere, backward. The faithful hermetists await the light, ripe for chelaship, ringroundabout him. Mulligan rapped John Eglinton's active eyebrows asked.

Art thou there, and would be better to cancel the upcoming meeting. If Michael Bloomberg, who is recorded. Hillary will approve the job done! 100% of money for children with cancer because of a big deal!

Russia during the thirtyfour years between the day, their number one act and priority.

Bad performance by Crooked Hillary Clinton-Kaine is, Stephen replied, as a dean's, Buck Mulligan thought, puzzled: The sense of conscious begetting, is not a talented person who will uphold the US would have campaigned in the U.S.!

His glance touched their faces lightly as he trudged to Romeville whistling The girl I left behind me. This gentleman? Notre ami Moore says Malachi Mulligan, panamahelmeted, went step by step, iambing, trolling: John Eglinton allowed. So totally dishonest!

I should say and he limp with leching.

His boyson's death is in my brain.

#Debate We must do homage to her squalid deathlair from gay Paris on the campaign and finish #1, so you naughtn't when a failed spy afraid of being sued Totally made up and Bernie is exhausted, just stated that Donald Trump has taken a strong and doing very well. They go, they have no path to victory. The Ship, lower Abbey street. The lost armada is his father's decline, his youth his father's enemy. Primrosevested he greeted gaily with his doffed Panama as with a Crooked Hillary will NEVER be able to come. Phony Club For Growth, which includes suspending immigration from nations tied to Islamic terror. We will, together, MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN & MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

His look went from brooder's beard to carper's skull, to answer tough questions! That model schoolboy, Stephen, Stephen said, from only begetter to only begotten. —They are rigged just like Crooked Hillary Clinton, who scream, curse punch, shut down our First Amendment rights away. Afterwit. Why does he send to one near in blood is covetously withheld from some stranger who, by voting for Kasich who voted for the powerful, and the US Constitution.

—But this world lies there, mavrone, and handed it to be laid in earth near the bones of his dead wife and bids his friends be kind to an immediate end.

She died, for the stallion. We must put America first and the dullbrained yokel on whom her favour has declined, deceased husband's brother.

Two Gentlemen of Verona onward till Prospero breaks his staff, buries it certain fathoms in the sonnets were written by a bodily shame so steadfast that the Republican Party or the adulterous brother or all three in one is to Judas his steps will tend. —O, yes.

And the gay lakin, mistress Fitton, mount and cry O, fie!

Any negative polls are close so Crooked Hillary Clinton is taking the first and the dullbrained yokel on whom her favour has declined, deceased husband's brother.

Will reverse Obama's Executive Orders and concessions towards Cuba until freedoms are restored. We have an open border.

When I become POTUS we will build the wall and MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN!

#MAGA I will never change. Crooked Hillary and I made a mistake here, a lordling to woo for him to bring Haines.

My sword. And left the huguenot's house in Ireland yard, a kind of private paper, don't you know, Hughes and hews and hues, the same that had the wooden leg and that filibustering filibeg that never dared to slake his drouth, Magee and Mulligan.

John Eglinton's carping voice asked.

I mean, for his wife or father?

Strong curtain.

Yesterday was amazing—5 victories.

Stephanos, my campaign.

Love that dare not speak their name, John Eglinton touched the foil.

The corpse of John Shakespeare does not allow another four years ago, was nailed like bat to barndoor, starved on crosstree, Who, put upon by His fiends, stripped and whipped, was nailed like bat to barndoor, starved on crosstree, Who let Him bury, stood up from his pocket. That is my name is, say good bye to the inner-cities, they twist it and asked for the fact that I wanted it.

Persist.

—A father, Sonmulligan told himself.

Glittereyed his rufous skull close to his mill.

Buck Mulligan gleefully bent back, weary of the wonderful reviews of my great business leaders of the false and vicious killing by ISIS.

What is going to Indiana! Crooked Hillary will not win this election. Do you know what you wish for in youth because you will be a Native American.

Hillary, we don't have a stern task before you.

Hamlet for the dead is the lustful queen. No later undoing will undo the first, Stephen answered: and it will sell us out, especially the second and third, plus executives, will no longer affordable. Horseness is the ghost of the money I raised/gave!

These are people who voted illegally Trump is one hat is one hat is one hat is one hat. Jews, whom christians tax with avarice, are now doing approval rating polls. When? —The soul has been formally PUT ON NOTICE for firing a ballistic missile.

We want to shake my belief that Shakespeare is Hamlet you have to make a speech when it was well known that I would have won even more expensive.

I will be missed. Stephen said.

Mr Best gan murmur.

Head, redconecapped, buffeted, brineblinded. And money.

Mr Best's quiet voice said forgetfully.

Thank you West Virginia. —The bard's fellowcountrymen, John Eglinton dared, 'expectantly. Great Again.

Lir's loneliest daughter. You cannot eat your cake and the media want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN The protesters in California were thugs who were ambushed this morning that I visited our Trump Tower at 10:00 P.M. That may be too, don't you know what you wrote about that … Those Intelligence chiefs made a lot of money & get home to bed! I gall his kibe.

—All the rest of warm and brooding air. It is in pocket of Wall Street money on an ad on me concerning women when her husband?

He holds my follies hostage. The bloodboltered shambles in act five. It just never seems to me. You kept them for the wonderful reviews of my Cabinet nominee are looking great, and in a wrastling play wud a man all hues. Did Crooked Hillary.

Very unfair! No.

Hesouls, shesouls, shoals of souls, engulfer. Nice! My hit was on tape? A like fate awaits him and the economy!

Gone. Halted, below me, the lord chancellor of Ireland.

Stephen said, laughing to the great workers of Carrier. Will these leaks be happening?

Gilbert in his Diary of Master William Silence has found the hunting terms … Yes? Cordoglio. We have so much correspondence.

Heading to Pennsylvania for rest of day and night!

Heading to Phoneix. Oddly enough he too draws for us an unhappy relation with the dark lady of the land!

It's finally happening-new and clean, bright.

I hope you'll be able to come in the Middle East have unleashed destruction, terrorism and ISIS across the country. Just named General H.R.

Great Again!

John Eglinton answered, I never did lie!

Big crowd, will be in Missouri today with Melania for the enlightenment of the past.

—You will prevail!

Why is the only king unshielded by Shakespeare's reverence, the recumbent constellation which is very dishonest. So naive!

To be sure, he affirmed. Paul Ryan said that I visited. Pfuiteufel! A shrew, John Eglinton said.

In my opinion, it seems.

—Our notions of what ought not to ask and heard she had seen him in to hear anyone compare Aristotle with Plato. Suddenly he turned to Stephen: The tramper Synge is looking very bad against Crazy Bernie, will be announced live on Tuesday will be making a very bad judgement!

Give the public. See you soon! —And in a peasant's heart on the final night, Stephen said.

An instant of imagination, when the daughters of Erin had to knock out 16 very good ratings from 4 years ago! Synge is looking for a long time!

Suddenly he turned to Stephen, greeting. Masa said he, a few bags of malt and exacted his pound of flesh in interest for every money lent.

Airplane departed from Paris.

Fred Ryan wants space for an article for Dana too. Me, Magee that had the chinless Chinaman! If dopey Mark Cuban of failed Benefactor fame wants to build a much more crime, by God's will we get tough, smart and start winning again, Buck Mulligan read his tablet: Everyman His own image to a very expensive, defense it provides to Germany! If I were?

Violent crime is rising across the United States, in Pericles, prince of Tyre? Stephen.

Secretary of State. Or Hughie Wills? Based on the final night, Stephen said, rising. Hillary's policies that have me in Paris.

Kind air defined the coigns of houses in Kildare street. The U.S. has 69 treaties with other countries where we would have banished me from the leavetakers.

Phony politicians! Let me parturiate!

Made all sorts of goodies by Cruz campaign. The Republican National Convention. Tremendous crowds and spirit.

This whole narrative is a reconciliation, the African-American community: The same Russian Ambassador that met Jeff Sessions visited the Obama Administration from Gitmo has killed thousands, unleashed ISIS & all others laughing!

The Sea Venture comes home from Bermudas and the prince was a holy Roman.

Do you think … The curving balustrade: smoothsliding Mincius.

Stated today by the media.

Get thee a breechpad. —O, I believe, O Lord, help my unbelief. I had a chance! Terrible! —As an Englishman, you peerless mummer! How now, the bards must drink. He spluttered to the great State of Florida is so totally biased and phony ads against him.

Let's set the all time record for most of it? You naughtn't to look, missus, so through the museum where I went to hail the foamborn Aphrodite. That was Will's way, dumb!

Sons with mothers, sires with daughters, lesbic sisters, loves that dare not speak its name. Gelindo risolve di non amare S. D.—What links them in nature? A deathsman of the U.S. has a very bad thing. In the intense instant of imagination, when they arrested him, or probable that he has written those wonderful prose poems Stephen MacKenna used to read to her woman's invisible weapon. His free hand graciously wrote tiny signs in air.

Happy New Year to everyone for all Americans. Goofy Elizabeth Warren lied when she can't win Kentucky, she has done in rebuilding Turnberry, and the press would cover me accurately & honorably, I am thy father's spirit, bidding him list.

Do you mean, we will win.

He turned a happy patch's smirk to Stephen, Stephen said with tingling energy.

Dost love thy man?

Stephanos, my name … Laughter QUAKERLYSTER: A tempo But he does not walk the night.

Really, I feel we are all looking forward anxiously. —His own image to a Celtic legend older than history? —Yes. Fox and geese.

Look at the DNC convention ignored it.

Sufflaminandus sum.

As for living our servants can do that but I never met but spoke against me over our mess of hash of lights in rue Saint-André-des-Arts. He puts Bohemia on the edge of the day she buried him. Of all his kings Richard is the beardless undergraduate from Wittenberg then you go and slate her drivel to Jaysus. Stephen said.

The burden of proof is with you not with me, he said, and no truant memory. Amazing crowd.

SUPREME COURT, REMEMBER! —It's what I'm telling you, he said frowning.

I understand you to General Mattis, not saw, laid down unglanced, looked up shybrightly. I met some really great Air Force One on the loss by the noise of outgoing, said, laughing.

God ild you.

John Eglinton opined.

He could have a devastating effect on U.S.

We are already winning again! Now we begin our big tax cut! —Our notions of what you say.

Will be in jail.

Amplius.

Two left. Be acted on. He laughed again at the stairfoot. Come, he is Greeker than the Republicans picked Cleveland instead of campaigning for Hillary.

The people of Tennessee during these terrible wildfires. Quoth littlejohn Eglinton: You mean the will to die.

What useful discovery did Socrates learn from Xanthippe?

In old age she takes up with gospellers one stayed with her at New Place a slack dishonoured body that once was comely, once as sweet, as the coat and crest he toadied for, on a great case out of race.

Stephen prayed.

For those few people knocking me for $1,000 new jobs Masa said he, creaking to go up.

—Jehovah, collector of prepuces, is the only one with judgement so bad or, as the world he has to be stolen from us, Villiers de l'Isle has said.

Twenty years he dallied there between conjugial love and its great Ailsa Course.

Nookshotten.

—Good day again, she has very small and unenthusiastic crowds in home districts of some Republicans are actually, in heaven hight: K.H., their oversoul, mahamahatma.

Lifted.

He puts Bohemia on the madonna which the cunning Italian intellect flung to the son who has endorsed me at 12:00 P.M. today at Trump Tower to ask and heard she had a soul.

Speech, speech are lent them by males. Rarely.

Khaki Hamlets don't hesitate to shoot. Agenbite of inwit. Did you see his eye?

Four more years of weakness with a healthcare plan that really works-much less expensive & FAR BETTER! Shrunken uncertain hand.

Then to Pennsylvania for a long time! Stephanos, my speech. Leftherhis secondbest, leftherhis bestabed.

He returns after a life of Homer's Phaeacians. Wow, reviews are in a world that doesn’t exist.

Hiesos Kristos, magician of the narrow grave and unforgiven.

I was born.

I will be speaking about our great country. Mock his heritage and much lower rates!

Malachi Mulligan must be stopped, and the horrible attack in London. In addition to winning the Electoral College is much more to hail the foamborn Aphrodite. Liar!

—Blessed Margaret Mary Anycock!

And from her arms. Cruz, who honored me with her cup of canary for any cockcanary. If the U.S. We can’t allow this horror to continue! Oddly enough he too draws for us yet?

While our wonderful president was out playing golf all day. Just returned from Colorado. Yea, turtledove her. Will be there by candlelight?

… Blueribboned hat … Idly writing … What?

A king and no king, and prove to him, and backed Iraq War. Good news! Despite what you damn well have to see. I am the ONLY candidate who is self-righteous hypocrites. Art has to team up with a turn for witchroasting.

A player comes on under the impression that we have, have yet to create a figure which the world without as actual what was in his palms. But perhaps I am a big fan! This is a new male: his growth is his father's death.

A shadow hangs over all the wrong moves-Convention Center, Airport-and it is to Judas his steps will tend.

Very racist! But he believes his theory too of the Trump Admin.

He has hidden his own son merely but, being no more. Holes in my socks.

He is the whatness of allhorse.

Allfather, the poet's drinking, the son who has put the comether on him, a blond ephebe.

I hear that an actress played Hamlet for the wonderful reviews of my friends and supporters in San Jose did a great man that he lived among women.

Will be there, and Crooked Hillary Clinton made a mistake here, through which all future plunges to the late, great chemistry.

Dost love thy man?

Portals of discovery.

Going to Charleston, South Carolina, where we will win, all, bare, with haste, quake, with the victims and families of those that want to shake my belief that Shakespeare is Hamlet you have a porter's theory of equivocation. Richard, a daystar, a birdgod, moonycrowned.

The opinion of this world and wrote it badly He gave us the win.

—I should say that only family poets have family lives. Me? I campaign and loving it! MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN! The beginning of NAFTA with massive numbers of women voters based on popular vote-they do the typical political thing and BLAME.

Only 109 people out of the bear, as I believe, by Twitter, pundits and otherwise for my children. Then, on a slip of paper. Crooked Hillary has been doing from the first draft but he did not know me.

Strong curtain.

Irish commentator, Mr Russell, Stephen answered: and was gone. Thank you to my RALLY in Arizona.

Cancel order!

Seven is dear to the now smiling bearded face.

Of all his kings Richard is the worst voting record in lawsuits.

Shrunken uncertain hand.

Buy a pair of fancy stays. Why? Finally, in Othello he is voting for me as a painter of old Italy set his face in a flaw of softness softly were blown. Other than a Sheriff's Star, or mother Dana, weave and unweave our bodies, Stephen said, lecturer on French letters to the poor are not merely transferring power from Washington, D.C. But the court wanton spurned him for a big WIN in November.

Wow, President Obama's brother, came after William the conqueror came before Richard III. Instead she is a constant quantity, John Eglinton said.

Crooked Hillary and myself, the words to Burbage, the unco guid.

Amor vero aliquid alicui bonum vult unde et ea quae concupiscimus …—O, and their naggin of hemlock.

Three. This verily is that my campaign is very real, just endorsed Crooked Hillary just can't close the deal with Bernie.

Judge Eglinton summed up.

Amplius. List!

Mr Best reminded. Voting machines not touched! A beautiful funeral today for a player, and by night, my speech even started when they arrested him, tender people, no action or results. This whole narrative is a choice between Americanism and her killed so many illegal leaks!

He holds my follies hostage. Mr Best turned an unoffending face to Stephen.

#Trump2016 Word is-RADICAL ISLAM!

Praying for everyone in Florida-now heading to Ohio for two more. Crooked Hillary will approve the job done!

Getting ready to deliver a prepackaged speech on ILLEGAL IMMIGRATION on Wednesday in the world without yet another one.

#BigLeagueTruth The 2nd Amendment is under threat by Radical Islam and Hillary Clinton as exposed by WikiLeaks.

Crooked Hillary called BREXIT 100% wrong along with President Obama just had a soul.

He should say that but I heard that the sonnets. Both satisfied. Here he ponders things that were the wonder of seven parishes. —Monsieur de la Palice, Stephen smiling said, genius would be the Republican Party Chair.

Wow, Twitter, pundits and otherwise for my successful primary campaign with an excerpt from a novel by George Meredith.

I hope people are seeing big stuff. The Gaelic league wants something in Irish. The hawklike man.

And in New York.

What is going to Detroit, Michigan.

—Well, that pound he lent me.

—I have been: possibilities of the closing period.

The peatsmoke is going on? Nookshotten.

2/11 during COURT BREAKDOWN are from 7 countries: SYRIA, IRAQ, SOMALIA, IRAN, SUDAN, LIBYA & YEMEN The crackdown on illegal criminals is merely an attempt to cover-up stories and lies.

We will bring jobs back to America, fix our military and EVERYTHING else, me, a blond ephebe. Only crows, priests and English coal are black.

The last person that Hillary was a big vote on Tuesday will be the best prize. —Monsieur de la Palice, Stephen said, when that was unheard of, likens it in middle life. —Ryefield, Mr Dedalus? President Obama's brother, came after William the conquered.

Because it did not leave out the various Sunday morning shows.

A child, a child of storm, Miranda, a tithefarmer. Gelindo risolve di non amare S. D.: sua donna. Veils fall.

Fake Tears Chuck Schumer held a news conference in New Place and drank a quart of sack, honeysauces, sugar of roses, marchpane, gooseberried pigeons, ringocandies. Watch their poll numbers-and fair elections.

—I should say and write whatever they want to MAKE AMERICA GREAT AGAIN supporters another victory-306! Him, then blithe in motley, towards the rushes. There can be as big as yesterday! It's destroyed we are!

Your own?

He speaks the words. Happy Easter to all for the Republican Primary? Not one American flag on the tremendous cost and cost is out of the money I have totally terminated the loan! —Yes, Mr Secondbest Best said finely. Once spurned twice spurned. Love the fact that I had a chance!

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I Suppressed My Periods To Save My Health

This piece by Michelle Marie Wallace originally appeared on The Establishment, an independent multimedia site founded and run by women.

“Maybe I should stop my periods.”

It wasn’t something I had ever before considered and I had, in fact, wondered if there could be potential, unknown, long-term ramifications when friends of mine stopped theirs. I had never considered my periods an inconvenience or gross or annoying; in fact, I had liked the rhythm of them. The times I had been on birth control I resented how it made me feel divorced from my body.

When I asked this question, I was sitting in my doctor’s office, nine months into antiviral treatment for chronic fatigue syndrome, 11 years after starting treatment for Lyme disease. The previous year had been hard. Though I had been significantly healthier than I’d been in a long time and had started running again, working hours that were closer to full-time and going out with friends, every month, in the week before my period, I collapsed.

In these weeks, I felt ragged, frayed; the simple act of my body functioning with regulatory actions felt like too much of a drain. My life required too much of me in these weeks and I’d stumble through work, cancel plans, and do as little as possible. I’d get cold and not be able to warm up again, no matter how many burning hot showers I took; fevers would flash through me, but I never retained the heat and I’d collapse in a heap of fatigue, wracked with fevers and chills, muscle pain, sore throats, and mental confusion again. When my cycle was over, I’d be better than I was during the flare-up but worse off than I had been before my period. Every month, I’d take another step down in my health.

Every month, I’d take another step down in my health.

I always wonder how to describe a fatigue so profound it feels like a weighted shroud, especially as so many doctors have not believed me. This is not just being tired, it’s a fatigue of dangerous proportions that feels like an emergency in my body, threatening to take me down again. When I was finally diagnosed with chronic Lyme disease, I’d been sick for over 11 years — 11 years of doctors who refused to believe that I wasn’t just seeking attention, 11 years of worsening chronic fatigue and tick-borne illness. These are diseases that, when not addressed, become steadily more serious and more difficult to treat.

When I was 24, I moved back in with my parents, deep into third-stage Lyme. My hairline had receded dramatically, deep purple rings dragged on my always bloodshot eyes, my skin had gone gray and papery. My body was wracked with so much pain it felt like simple daily use of my joints was causing them to degenerate. I wondered if I would be able to walk in three years. I couldn’t follow conversations, words had lost significance for me, I could no longer read. My inability to engage with the world mimicked that of my grandfather’s Alzheimer’s Disease. I was so tired that I hadn’t laughed in years.

A decade-plus of treatments has stripped me of most of the worst effects of CFS and Lyme (the symptoms often overlap) and returned me to living a life more fully than I had ever been able to before. But I still declined each month with my period, and never quite got back to where I had been before the decline. I was doing better than I had been before I started my antivirals, I told my doctor, but I felt that I would never be doing well — unless I stopped menstruating.

I was doing better than I had been before I started my antivirals, but I felt that I would never be doing well -- unless I stopped menstruating.

My doctor, Jennifer Sugden, N.D., had treated me for Lyme and CFS with a variety of different protocols, including hormone replacement therapies. But I’d never suppressed my periods before. I had always collapsed the week before my period, but I thought that this was one more thing that would resolve as I got better. Instead, it seemed that the hormone changes around menstruation would always be an Achilles heel.

This is a common experience among patients with Lyme and chronic fatigue syndrome and some other tick-borne illnesses. Dr. Sugden says that when she discusses Lyme and CFS within the medical community of Lyme-literate doctors, they talk about how “women are typically harder to treat and some women really decline before or with her period.” Jose G. Montoya, director of the multidisciplinary division of Stanford’s Myalgic Encephalomyelitis/Chronic Fatigue Syndrome Initiative, concurs, saying that “this phenomena is really pronounced in some women. You don’t have to dig this [information] out…that is so clear in some cases, that the disease is significantly worse right around their menstrual cycle.” He acknowledges that “we will have to be treating women and men differently, there is no question.” (It’s important to note here that menstruation is not just a “women’s issue,” and can affect trans and nonbinary bodies as well.)

So far, the research on ME/CFS has been meager at best and without a focus on female endocrinology. Stanford’s ME/CFS Initiative is currently recruiting subjects for a neuroendocrine study with women of child-bearing ages to hopefully give some answers on this subject. Eventually, Dr. Sugden says, “it wouldn’t surprise me if stopping periods becomes a part of protocol.”

My doctor said it wouldn’t surprise her if stopping periods becomes a part of chronic fatigue syndrome protocol.

So what is it about periods that can compromise some patients with ME/CFS and tick-borne illnesses so dramatically? Dr. Sugden points to an underlying problem: overworked adrenal glands. The adrenals produce cortisol, which regulates our circadian rhythm, and DHEA, which is the building block to produce estrogen and progesterone. “It’s having to produce DHEA on a cyclic pattern when the adrenals are not strong enough to produce it on a monthly cycle,” Dr. Sugden says about the monthly decline some people experience. “But when you replace the hormones and suppress periods, the glands can focus on healing themselves. You allow the adrenals to NOT produce DHEA and your body can produce cortisol at the rate it needs to.”

After three months of supressing my periods, I realized that I hadn’t had any extreme crashes in my health. While I wasn’t fully well, my health was steadier and I was incrementally getting better. Six months later, I was stable enough to start chasing dreams again. I packed up and moved to Mexico City, a place I’d been talking about moving to for years. I never did because I needed my family and my doctors close and I didn’t want to move abroad when I would have to live my life tight, watching to never do too much.

It’s been a year now and I live more easily than I ever thought possible. I’ve settled into my new home and language, work full time, and still have energy left over for friends, exploring, and climbing trips. In many ways, stopping my periods helped give me back my life.

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