#absolutely humiliated and receive a disgusting amount of transphobia from my grandfather when i called him on the phone once. because he

[catboyrightsdefender]

im so fucking angry

#part of my family lives in Switzerland so we dont see them very often #so everytime they come we have a family dinner at a restaurant #but these past years the dinners were 'adults only' (as in without the children aka me my sibs and all the cousins) #me and my sibs were always bummed but we could see our cousins on different occasions so it was ok #and i absolutely hate my grandfather so im not that sad about not seeing him lol #anyway there was a restaurant dinner on tuesday. my dad said its adults only and me and my sibs cant come. whatever. business as usual ig #but then yesterday i hang out with my cousins. and guess what i learn. they were ALL at the dinner. they always went to the dinners. #and of course i cant be 100% sure but i think i know why it's like this #i think we were always invited but my dad doesnt want us to go so he lied everytime. doesn't want ME to go in particular. #he had lied to me about having told my grandfather i was trans for me (i didnt want to do it myself for reasons) which led me to get #absolutely humiliated and receive a disgusting amount of transphobia from my grandfather when i called him on the phone once. because he #didnt know. because my dad had lied to me. and im fairly sure my dad just wants to like hide me away or smth because he's a fucking #spineless coward. that or my grandparents specifically ask for us not to come lol. #anyway. im so mad. me already don't get to see our cousins a lot and now i learn this. fucking hell #.txt