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its-me-im-coraline · 3 years

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Regrets // Victoria De Angelis

words // 1557

warnings // angst, mentions of abusive relationships (not details)

pairing // Victoria De Angelis x GN!Reader, Ethan Torchio x Platonic!Reader

author's note // taglist here. please only let me know if you want to be tagged on that google form so i know what to tag you on, thank you

I KNOW I MADE HER LOOK LIKE AN ASSHOLE BUT MY ANGSTY ASS NEEDED SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO BE ABLE TO WRITE THIS FIC SOOO... I LOVE VICTORIA, I DON'T THINK SHE'S AN ASSHOLE AND THE WHOLE I BULLY YOU MEANS I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU TROPE IS STUPID IN EVERY OTHER OCCASION BUT IN FANFICTION ITS FINE

also i changed the original tittle because i didnt like it that much

request // yes

summary // Reader is Ethan's best friend and because of that they are around the band a lot. Maybe a hint of jealously, a toxic partner and a visit at the hospital will be enough to change their relationship with Victoria from hate to love. Or maybe the love was there all along.

The first time the two met each other was right after the band finally united. Y/N’s had been Ethan’s best friend for years now, making the fateful meeting inevitable - as well as the obscure amount of time they would have to spend around each other. If anything, the drummer was attached to the hip with his best friend, tagging them along to every show, many rehearsals (there was even a suggestion to come with him on Måneskin’s European tour - it would be a nightmare if they did).

Victoria did not take long to adopt a defensive mode against them, one that not even she could decipher. Maybe it was the way they were just always there, like leech attached to her bandmate, or maybe it was that annoying way they dressed, all out there and attracting her attention, or maybe it was that stupid girlfriend of theirs that just had to make it known they were a couple. She really did get on Victoria’s nerves a awful lot. She was nice, not going to lie, just maybe a little too nice - ickly nice, she’d say. She wasn’t sure why but that girl simply made Victoria’s gut drop every time.

For years, as that relationship lasted, Victoria and Y/N would butt heads, always at each other’s throat with something to say and complain about. What are they doing here again, the bassist would ask over and over again. Just here to piss you off, Y/N would say, walking to Ethan. Other times it’d be the opposite. It just always was… a mess.

Everyone could see the situation the two found themselves into but no one could do anything. No, not until they opened their own damn eyes.

The dislike between the two only grew stronger and stronger as time passed by, with their insults getting worse. Truth be told, no one expected it to get that bad, and now they just hoped to stop.

For a while, Y/N was facing some drama in the relationship, some that could end up pretty bad. Not few were the nights Ethan would get a phone call in the middle of rehearsal, sobbing heard even beyond his phone. Please, please come get me Ethan. I don’t think …. The rest was inaudible for Victoria, not that I care, she would remind herself, moving on with her work.

On occasion she’d joke about it to Y/N. What? Trouble in paradise, cucciolo? Oh well. Deep down she knew she should not say that but she could not control herself. Y/N was pretty put together some of those times, others they’d just snap with no regard to anything. Just shut your fucking mouth, they said once adding a few profanities to explain their anger.

After the fourth time it happened the blonde had gotten genuinely angry. “Ok, enough. Close your phone, Ethan,” she spat out, almost snatching it off his hand. “They can wait.”

“But-”

“No! They have cut short three out of our four rehearsals this week! This is the fifth rehearsal, Ethan, their fourth time! They’re a big kid now, they should not need you all the time.”

In time she would regret those words but in that moment they seemed appropriate. She had grown exasperated at their constant interruptions. Well, most of the time they were not really disturbing - they’d call on a break or just cuddle with Ethan on a break, at a time they had for the solemn reason of relaxing - but Victoria would not admit that. Not to herself and not to anyone.

“Ok.” Ethan whispered the words, silencing his phone with a heavy heart. He had a bad feeling, that he knew for sure, but he did not feel like fighting with the blond bassist.

The hours they worked passed by quickly, feeling more like quick moving water, their session was simply flowing. It was now quiet, maybe around three in the morning. 2.58 AM read the clock on the table. Ethan was sure his best friend was sleeping by now. He’d shoot them a text and then go to sleep as well - lord knows he needed it. Well, not everything always goes as planned.

Victoria was by him when it happened.

His phone started to ring while he was about to walk to his room. Y/N. If he was not concerned earlier that night there was no way he was not now. It was not common for them to call at hours like this, if anything they were usually asleep by eleven, maybe even twelve.

“Pronto. Che? A- cazzo, sì, sì. Sto venendo ora.” showing off my italian lol

“Ethan? What happened?” She was not sure of her feelings in that instant. Why was she even asking him? She did not care about them, right? But no, no, it was not worry. It was fear of guilt. And worry, but that she was not aware of.

“Y/N is at the hospital,” he breathed out, “they- uhm… Their ex hurt them - thank god their neighbor was there and heard what happened. Oh my- if-if-if he was not there Y/N-”

Victoria could not stand seeing her friend like that. She believes that she’s never once seen Ethan this emotional - not negatively emotional, that is. He always keeps his composure so well but this time it just was not possible. The blonde just stood there now, holding Ethan in her arms, whispering comforting things to him, hoping that he’d calm down a bit.

“I-I should’ve answered the phone Vic… It- I could have prevented this. Oh god, it’s my-”

“Ethan no! If it’s anyone’s fault here, it’s mine. I should not have snapped like I did.”

“I- yeah. Yeah, you know what, yeah, it is your fault.” He was sad, he was anxious, he was angry… A whirlwind of emotions really, and Victoria’s statement made him target it to her. “It is your fault Vic, with that-that stupid, stupid, conflict you two have. I’m leaving.”

“Where are yo-”

“To the hospital! Where the fuck else?” Ethan’s voice was rising by the second, as his blood started boiling in his veins. He knew he could not drive there, but he was not about to say it.

“I’ll drive you-”

“No. I can do it on my own.”

“Please. It’s the least I can do.” Victoria’s eyes were cast to the floor, unsure of what else to do. She knew that things were taken too far this time, the least she could do was drive her friend to the hospital.

The drive there was quiet. Neither knew what to say. Victoria was feeling guilty, afraid, and even worried about Y/N’s well-being, regardless of whether she could she tried to focus on the road. More injured people would not be helpful. Ethan on the other hand was fuming. He was angry out of his head; at his blonde friend, at himself and most of all that bitch, Y/N’s ex. She was the one to cause all of this, all of it, even problems he was not aware she was the cause of.

As they arrived there there was even more trouble on their way. He’s not family, he’s not a spouse, neither is Victoria. It was always like that. They would not let them pass if they were not either of those things but, god bless that man, the nurse that called him showed up, recognizing the voice and assuring the nurse, on the front, that he was indeed the only person on their emergency contacts, they had to pass. With a lot of complaining they were finally let to pass.

When they walked in the room Y/N was laying on the bed asleep and at first both their minds went to the worst case scenario. “I have given them some painkillers for now. They’ll be ok but some injuries cause severe pain -” he was walking outside along with Ethan.

Victoria was now left alone in the room with Y/N, although it felt as if she was looking at a photo of them rather than the real life Y/N. “I’m sorry,” was all she could say, the only thing that felt right to do at that moment. “It’s my fault -oh my it is! Ethan, he-he wanted to respond to the call by I-I got so angry!” She cried out, now grasping Y/N’s hand. “I can only hope he can forgive me. Hell, I hope you forgive me. It’s my fault you’re-”

“It’s not, Victoria.”

“You are awake?”

“It’s not your fault. I was already here when I called the first time. Neither of you could have changed a thing.” They were so calm - maybe it was the painkillers, she thought. “Thank you. For the apology I mean.”

“Yeah. I, uh, I’m sorry for everything Y/N. I-”

“Hey, stop! It’s ok. What’s by is by,” they laughed, never missing the opportunity to joke. (you know, bi - by… terrible pun)

“I, uh,” she paused, thinking of what to say next. She remembered a small chocolate bar in her pocket. She was about to eat it when the call happened. “I don’t know if you’re supposed to eat chocolate but I know you like it.”

“Oh my, it’s my favorite,” they gushed, prompting Vic to come closer.

“Come, sit, sit! We can share it.”

“Yeah, I guess we can.”

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gojoscloset · 3 years

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Stand Still.

Geto Suguru x F!Reader Angst!

Synopsis: Geto allows his insecurities to take over his mind resulting in him hurting your feelings when you show a little too much interest in Gojo.

Please read the notes at the bottom uwu ❣️

Warnings: ANGST! Swearing???? DIDNT PROOF READ LOL

PT. 2

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You stood in the living room you shared with your boyfriend, the usual loving and welcoming atmosphere was no longer there. The reds and oranges you felt when you spent time with him was now replaced with emotions that felt like muggy shades of blues and grays. *

Everything felt like it was slowed down, like you had just witnessed everything in slow motion.

You looked into Geto’s eyes filled to the brim with bewilderment. Chest heaving as the remainder of adrenaline rushed through him. You couldn’t tear your gaze away from him, You've never seen him this worked up. You have never seen him this...mean.

Every last word he spat out was Accusatory. Harsh. Unfiltered. All the words came from a place of insecurity, an insecurity even he didn’t know he had.

It took you a minute to process everything that was said, well rather spat, to you. It was like your mind couldn’t fathom the fact that your sweet boyfriend stood before you in the aftermath of an emotional bomb he just dropped.

You knew this would happen at some point. You knew that relationships came with obstacles that you would have to face together. You knew that, but you were so hopeful that you would be able to talk things through like adults.

You two were always so adamant about communicating, and speaking up when something is bothering you, promising each other to put pride to the side and speak up and compromise on whatever the issue may be.

All it takes is one to fuck it up.

You finally processed what he said to you, the weight of his words crushed you into a million pieces. The heat reached your face and the stinging in your eyes was what made you finally look away.

You plopped down on the couch giving yourself a moment before you looked back up at him.

“I...” You approached with caution as you spoke, afraid he would cut you off as he has been since the argument started. Spewing Words as sharp as a knife not allowing you to get a word in edgewise and raising his voice over your calm one in order to try to get his point across, and oh did he get it across.

“You……..it’s…….Uh….” You lifted a finger up. Silently asking Geto to give you a moment to gather your words. Quickly you looked away ,your tears beginning to flow, not seeming to stop anytime soon. But still, you couldn’t talk, the lump in your throat stopping you, words only coming out in hiccups.

You cursed yourself for not being able to hold them in long enough to explain how you felt about the situation. About his accusations. Cursed yourself for not being able to speak freely, or be upset without looking like a crybaby.

Getos anger diminished the instant he saw the tears roll down your face. His knitted brows relaxed and his eyes softened at the sight of you, shaking as you tried to speak your mind. Unaware of the weight his words had.

He has seen you worked up and upset like this countless times, but never because of him. To say the guilt hit differently was an understatement.

You took a deep and shaky breath and held it for a few seconds. You were quite surprised at the fact that Geto didn’t move or say anything to interrupt you the entire time.

How long have you two been here?

“I tried so hard to avoid this, Suguru..... I looked past my insecurities….pushed the doubts to the side and all of that so you could receive my love without obstacles….without me projecting my fears onto you and the relationship.” You somehow managed to speak shakily of course, voice cracking almost the entire time.

He internally cringed at the formality, the lack of pet names made his heart wrench in pain, reminding him how bad he really messed up.

“And to know that you feel this way about me...and to know that my efforts are evidently not reciprocated...hurts like a mother fucker..”

You covered your mouth, eyes on the wall beside you, still unable to look at him.

“But honestly Geto… what hurts the most is that I already know you could do better…” you rolled your eyes upwards, dropping more tears and shook your head, your own insecurities laying themselves out on the table.

Geto’s eyes widened then immediately his expression turned to a pained one, remembering the words he spat in the heat of the moment. **

‘If I would’ve known that you would turn into Satoru’s little cheerleader, ready to kiss his ass whenever he came around, then I wouldn’t have asked you to be my girlfriend!! I could’ve and should’ve done wayyy better I swear!’

For someone who was talking so much shit five minutes ago, he found himself at a loss for words.

There was a lump in his throat , and when did his mouth turn dry?

Was it when he recalled the things he said after that? Mentions of how many opportunities he had in the duration of your relationship in order to hit you where it hurt most?

Or was it when he mentioned that ‘Gojo wouldn’t date you anyway’ in attempts to mask the underlying jealousy he had at the very thought of you falling for the man who could quite literally do anything.

Who could have everything.

Who had the world crafted specifically for him.

“and I always wondered…” he snapped out of his thoughts and his brows furrowed once again, creating a displeased look. He was disgusted with himself, disgusted that he selfishly ran his mouth without considering your feelings.

“Like….what I could have possibly done to have been chosen by you? Geto Suguru….chose me? Of all people.” You wiped tears away from your face, you looked so small doing so, Geto wished he was the one wiping those tears, but he couldn’t move. His feet betraying his commands. Knees weak knowing he did this to you.

“And for you to even think that I would betray you and break your trust.” It was your turn to speak now, holding in so much up until this point, however you did not raise your voice, nor did you cause a scene. You loved him way too much for that.

“Geto Suguru, a man the gods have blessed not just with looks but with a heart of gold..dating me? And you think I would throw all of that away to be with your best friend?” You choked on a couple of sobs, continuously wiping your tears away, seriously wondering if you have ever cried this hard in your life.

The fact that you still somehow managed to praise him while scolding him made his blood run cold. Guilt through the roof, enough to make his fingers cold and shake slightly by his sides. A stark contrast compared to his words.

‘What have I done?’

It was no surprise to him that you were still somehow being kind despite your anger. You were kind, not nice. ***

The love was there and he knew it, he felt it. Because if it were anybody else the results would’ve been different.

“I’m...sorry if I make you feel that way...but please know it was not in my intentions to hurt you ..” You finally looked at him while apologizing, you made sure he knew you were being as genuine as possible.

You pushed yourself up from the couch and made your way to the bedroom. Geto’s eyes followed you, but still he couldn’t not move.

‘Move you fucking idiot!’

A Switch in his brain went off as soon as you were out of his sight. He sped walked in your direction, but he was a little too late. You locked the door behind you just before he was able to put himself in between the door.

“Y/n! Please let me in! I’m sorry!” The knob shook as he tried the door. He knew it would be locked but he’d be damned to let you go through this alone. He already did enough damage, he was determined to at least try and fix this.

The knob shook harder and soon the whole door shook. He slammed his hands against the wood and called out your name desperately begging you to let him in.

You ignored the cries to the best of your abilities, stepping away from the door. The sounds of his voice begging for you made you want to throw up, it hurt so much.

“Y/n please...I just want to talk..” his voice cracked and you began to sob quietly just at the mere sound. You wanted to open the door, you really really did, but at the same time you didn’t want to see him.

He was adamant though. He could hear you try to muffle the sobs on the other side and that’s what put him into overdrive.

“Move away from the door!” He commanded, kicking it down easily, startling you in the process. Thankfully he gave you time to step away before doing so, and his heart broke again at the sight of you.

Your eyes were dull but still streaming tears, but the duffle bag slung over your shoulder full of your items made him feel so powerless.

“Hey hey hey……what are you doing..” his eyes desperately scanned your figure, moving from the bag to your eyes then to the room, noticing drawers were left open and things tossed around the bed.

“...W-Where are you going…?” His voice was small but he stood his ground in the doorway, blocking the exit unintentionally but intentionally.

You didn’t look at him, but more so past him. Your eyes were on him but they weren’t on him.

“I’m going home for a little bit, until I’m-“

“What do you mean? Home..is here..”he cut you off. Again his voice was small, not matching with his towering form that slowly began to deflate when he noticed how the love in your eyes was nowhere to be found.

You sighed and placed a hand on your temple. He cut you off again, and you didn’t want to do this anymore. You didn’t want to fight him anymore.

“Suguru. You know what I mean. I’m going to my paren-“

“No!” He yelled, causing you to flinch. “You’re not leaving me!” Geto snatched the bag from your grasp and unzipped the bag, he made his way into the room and dumped the contents into an already opened drawer, a majority of the clothes and items dropping to the floor but he didn’t care. He wasn’t going to lose you.

His breathing was heavy again, and tears threatened to drop. Oh how you wished you hadn’t seen the way his eyes looked at you.

“Suguru...please…” you cautiously approached the bag he flung on the bed, and repacked the bag slowly, afraid of him snapping again.

“Can we Please just talk about this?” He forcefully grabbed you by the forearms, pulling you away from the duffle bag and pushed you up against a wall, not in a harsh way, but in a way that felt desperate.

“Please let me explain myself, I didn’t mean anything I said I-“ he tried spilling out what he had to say before you tried pushing him away, but now it was his turn to be interrupted.

“I know, Suguru…I know..but before we talk about this...I really need to clear my head..Otherwise I won’t be able to do things in a rational way...and you know I can’t do that if I have you around to influence my thoughts.”

Your eyes searched for his and you regretted it, you were feeling so many things but your eyes held no emotion. However, seeing the way he looked down at you, hair messy and in his face from going awol earlier, his face flushed from the raw display of emotion brought life back into your eyes.

Tears dropped on your cheeks when you looked up at him. That was enough to get the waterworks going again.

He never realized how afraid he was of losing you until now. It never occurred to him that this would even be something to happen in your relationship until this very moment.

He realized how much he fucked up, allowing his emotions to have snowballed into this big ass mess. You were always so open to talk about things, but he never took the opportunity because of his pride, and now the consequences of his actions are coming to bite him in the ass.

“I gotta go..” you whispered and easily got out of his grasp, he didn’t fight back, he knew he couldn’t change your mind once you had your mind set on doing something. Another reason he fell in love with you , another wave of regret.

He watched your form as you left, eyes never leaving your body.

You didn't look back and that was a sight that would haunt him in his dreams forever.

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**** notes:

* - in the paragraph where it talks about feeling colors

When I think of memories and how I felt, I associate them with colors, reds oranges, pinks, yellows green = warm/ happier memories

Shades of blue = cold, more depressive moments

So when it talks about y/n feeling the blue, gray atmosphere, it’s because the tension was so thick, the usual ‘red’ atmosphere was now ‘blue’ at the flip of a switch.

Lol super self indulgent

**- this fic is so self indulgent, I do this. Well used to, but when I used to get mad and things would get heated I won’t remember what I said or what I did because I was so upset.

***- to me, Being nice is superficial and being Kind comes from within.

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Hello! Welcome to my new blog!

I was GOJOSGLASSES

But something happened to my account and I think I’m being shadowed and I’m sooo sad cause I had a whole theme and master list (a short one but still) now I have to start over )^:

Anywho! Welcome! Requests are open and hopefully I’ll get around to moving the fics here or maybe just linking old ones but I think I may transfer them over here )^: big sad!

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Hello babies! Thank you for taking the time to read this!

This fic is super super self indulgent

I love Angst so much. I don’t know why LOL

Of course this is an Angst to fluff type stuff and I’ll get to part 2. When I feel like it

(Or if it’s highly requested) but I just felt like being extra dramatic.

Also LOLOLOL I love angst but please don’t leave your partner in the dark like this, communicate please. I’m just being extra dramatic because I love hurting myself with fics.

BAHAHA Also this Drabble thing was inspired by the song:

Stand Still - Sabrina Claudio

Very angsty and I feel like I’ll make more drabbles and stuff based off this song because I love love love it so much omg very sensual very sexy!

Thanks for reading!

#drabbles #fanfic #jjk headcanons #jjk x reader #jjk geto #jujutsu kaisen #jujutsu kaisen x you #jujutsu kaisen x reader #jjk x y/n #geto suguru #geto x reader #suguru x reader #saturo gojo

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liberolove · 4 years

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Testing the Waters (pt. 1)

Summary: youve finally graduated high school and now youre moving on to college. youve decided to go to sendai university. its summer and youve become curious about checking out the dating pool in miyagi, so you download a dating app. you figure you might as well have fun before delving too deep into your studies

Part: [part one] out of ???

Pairings: nishinoya x reader / kuroo x reader / oikawa x reader / kiyoko x reader

A/N: theres tons of ships here, just me living out my hoe phase lmao please dont judge me. let me know what yall think

Genre: fluff, smut, crack

Warnings: flirting, college shinanigans

even though you decided to stay in your hometown to further your studies, you moved out as soon as you could. your parents were smothering you and you were honestly tired of it. so, you got your own apartment and started to live on your own. everything was fine and easy so far but then you realized how lonely you felt. your friends had moved away to go to other universities, and you were never really good at relationships. the anxiety of not knowing what to do with yourself until classes started was consuming you. to deal with this, you figured you might as well download a dating app.

“Gotta check out all the hot singles in my area, I guess,” you thought.

it had been a while since your last relationship but you were sure you were ready again. or maybe you could try to find something different. maybe some hookups could be enough to help you during this weird adjustment period.

you downloaded the app and added whatever details were needed.

Name: l/n, y/n

Looking for: chat, relationship, hookup, anything

Bio:

it took you about ten minutes to finally decide on what you wanted to add to your bio. finally, you typed out:

Bio: just another single college student looking for genuine human connections. Interests include watching anime, reading nerdy shit, and getting to know you

you were never too good at coming up with bios but this should be good enough for now. time to see what kind of fish you could catch..

not even a minute after uploading a picture of yourself, a new message showed up.

Nishinoya Yuu: hey, beautiful! (;

Y/n: oh hi! how are you?

N: doing better now that I’m talking to youuuu. how about your lovely self?

Y: wow someone is really straightforward. I’m doing pretty well rn thanks. what are you up to?

N: just been bored as fuck on here and then BOOM you showed up (:

Y: lol youre silly. so hows the whole dating scene look like on here? any good ones?

N: nah it sucks honestly. But now you’re here so its a million times better!

Y: oh shush lol. does this site really work? like have you actually met someone from here?

N: uhh i actually havent met anyone yet, but ive had some nice conversations so far! ive still got high hopes

Y: have you been on here for a long time?

N: i just downloaded it like two weeks ago? idk but yeah. im hoping that maybe youll be my first??

Y: your first what? haha be more specific

N: OH sorry!! i didnt mean it like that omg. i meant like my first person to meet off of this app lol

Y: i mean if youre not busy right now, we could meet up for a coffee date or something? (cliche right?)

N: ARE YOU SERIOUS RIGHT NOW? like... right now rIGHT NOW?

Y: yeah (: sorry for doing this so fast. you’re just really cute and im bored haha

N: nooooo its fine i swear im just a little shocked. and WOW you think IM CUTE? you should look in the mirror because your gorgeousss *heart eyes emoji*

Y: so its settled? lets meet today at around 1 pm at XXX cafe?

N: yeah! thats not too far from here! i CANT WAIT

Y: same here (:

as soon as you sent that last message you hopped in the shower and started getting ready. you debated whether to put on makeup or not and then eventually decided to do it. you wore that one red dress that greatly accentuated your butt and your curves. you checked the clock and it was 30 MINUTES UNTIL 1 so you finished up by brushing your hair and adding on a spritz of peach scented perfume. “Hopefully this impresses him.”

the cafe you guys agreed to meet at was only a short walk away from your apartment. you were almost at the cafe when you noticed the time again and it was already 10 MINUTES PAST 1! you were so scared that he thought you stood him up but as you got closer, you noticed a cute boy sitting by himself outside. you stared at his backside for a little, unsure if this was your mystery boy. so you messaged him on the app

Y: heeeey are you the one sitting alone outside with a tan shirt and some ripped black jeans?

your phone lit up with the answer to your question: “yes”

as you looked up again, you noticed the stranger you were staring at had stood up and was looking right into your eyes. once you locked eyes, he grinned the biggest smile you’d ever seen and he chuckled.

“Hi there!! L/n, right? Nice to meet ya, I’m Nishinoya Yuu. Wow, you’re even more beautiful in person!! Do you want anything from the cafe? I’m buying”

You were kind of shocked by his beautiful smile and his spiky hair. It took you a while to respond as you tried to take in the wonderful sight in front of you. He was simply breath taking. You could tell he was the athletic type by the way his shirt hung onto his broad, toned shoulders.

“Ummm... L/n? Are you okay? Do you want any coffee or sweets from the cafe?”

“OH, oh my god, I’m so sorry! I got distracted..” you said as you looked away from him, getting redder by the second. you hadn’t even noticed his compliment or the way he kept eyeing you up and down and licking his lips. “Yeah, I’d love to get a coffee, if you don’t mind. Please..”

His eyes snapped back up to yours. “Awesome, I’ll go order inside. You can just sit your pretty little self here while I do that. Don’t run away! I’ll be right back!”

now that you had some time to reflect on what the heck just happened.. you breathed a sigh of relief. You couldn’t believe that he was real and so goddamn gorgeous. His little tuft of blonde hair at the front of his head was so cute and his smile.. goddamn. the way he looked at you.. and his friendly demeanor. it was all so much to take in. you didn’t really know how to react. as soon as you had relaxed, you tensed back up as he came back and sat down with you.

“Here’s your coffee hot and ready just for you, hun”

“Thank you so much Nishinoya” you blushed a bit as your mouth pronounced his name

“Hey, just call me Noya! Or Yuu...”

“On a first name basis already?”

“Only if you want to..”

you giggled as you noticed that he was getting bright pink too. “Okay, Yuu.”

as soon as you said his first name, his eyes lit up and that bright pink hue on his face soon turned into a passionate red

“Soooo..” you said as you tried to break up the silence.. “what do you do? do you go to school?”

“Yeah! I’m going to start going to Sendai University in the fall! I’m going to be playing on the volleyball team! How about you?”

“No way.. I’m gonna go there too! I guess I’ll be seeing you around probably. And wow! Volleyball huh? That’s hot.”

when you said that last part, Noya almost spat out his coffee. you laughed at the look on his face. he was blushing so much he couldn’t keep still. you were almost afraid he would just run away from you and never come back.

He just tried to regain his composure and laughed. “You really got me there oh my god i almost choked. But yeah I can’t wait to play again.”

The rest of the afternoon you guys talked about everything from anime to your favorite season, to your least favorite horror movie. The more you two bonded over common interests, the more he let his wild side out. He became more rambunctious and fiery and this did things to you, to say the least. you checked your phone to check the time and it was already 6:45 pm. You had no clue as to when the sun had started setting, but it didn’t matter because you hadn’t felt this warm fuzzy feeling in your heart in a while. it felt so nice. you didn’t want it to end. but then noya interrupted your thought by saying,

“Hey, (y/n)..” you two were on a first name basis already and it was just the first date. “it’s getting pretty late and I have to go home and help out my family with some stuff. I hope you don’t mind. Sorry! But we can definitely go out again if you want. i know i sure do..”

“Yes, of course! I totally get it. But first can I get your number?” you look away as you say this because this was the first time you’ve ever asked a guy for their number.

you two exchange phone numbers and hug goodbye. you let the hug linger for a little longer than you should and plant a quick soft peck on his cheek and say,

“I can’t wait to see you again, Yuu.”

He just smiles and replies, “Me too, Y/n. I’ll see you again soon, babe.”

You freeze up and don’t know what to say as he walks away. you think to yourself, “did he really just call me babe?”

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Caleb: They'd all been at nicky's again after their swim meet. He made sure to pick up Maddie as they all had burgers and were just chillen sitting around listening to music. "I told you not Reid. We've been over this." Caleb is clearly annoyed. "You can't keep doing that! You're making a bad example to baby boy too. Why don't you ever listen to Pogue or I? You think were just what --- talking out of our asses huh?" He felt bad, arguing like this in front of Maddie like that. She didn't need to see this. But, from the time she's been living with Caleb she could already tell he and reid didn't always see eye to eye. There goes Reid, standing up and shoving his chair out of the way. "Where are you going?" Caleb stands as well turning to watch him. Blonde hair bright eyes turn to look back at Caleb. 'You wanna go let's settle this outside!' Reid calls with a wave of his hands. It doesn't take Caleb long before he's weaving his way in and nout of chairs. "Pogue, Baby boy, stay here. Make sure Kate and Maddie are okay." Clearly, they didn't listen to him,

Maddie: Maddie clearly had seen the whole thing going on between the two of them. And their opinions, their thoughts, were on completely different sides of the spectrum. She hadn't said one word, considering the only one she really opens up to is Caleb. He had seen a completely separate side to her no one in this room ever has. Their arguments or spats didn't make her uncomfortable, it was actually comical. They can't keep going rounds like this all the time, can they? She thought as she followed "Nuh uh, you," She pointed, "Don't tell me to stay, move or I'll pick you up and make you." She said, almost playfully, with a smile still on her face. None of these people have ever done a thing wrong to her, so she has no reason to be malicious. But she followed Caleb, weaving around chairs, but keeping a pretty healthy distance between him and her. She wasn't going to let him out of her sight considering she was nosey and wanted to know what they were going to do now.

Caleb: It was almost immediate. Reid shoving Caleb out back of Nicky's. No one and nothing was there besides a warehouse of barrels of some kind and glass bottles. It was just them. Caleb stumbles back quickly catching himself. He hadn't heard the door open that lead Maddie and Pouge as well. "You REALLY want to try this again tough guy? Go on!" Caleb retorts moving to shove Reid back forcefully once again. Nothing out of the ordinary, not yet at least. They were just...normally fighting. But Reid speaks up again, saying something about power and how Caleb wasn't anything. "My power is stronger then yours reid!" Caleb calls out, the winds are picking up by then, their voices rising to yell at one another. Reid, keeps his distance a good few feet away from Caleb, but his eyes soon change. Turning black as night before a dark ring of fire encircles his orbs before vanishng back to black. He sends something towards Caleb, a push of energy or something Maddie would see as Caleb's face too changed. Eyes widening quickely, his pupils black as he steps forward, a hand lifts as Reid's force push disappates and Caleb pushes forward. Sending out a much stronger, much more powerful blast towards the thin blonde sending him flying backwards into the gate. "I told you!" Neither of them had noticed the others had come out of the bar. Caleb hadn't knowing Maddie was standing there over looking the situation.

Maddie: Guys fight, she knows that nothing surprising there. So a typical brawl between the two she was used to it. She seen it a lot in the orphanage before staff got involved. She leaned along the door frame her arms across her chest, just watching the scene unfold, power ? Do they mean strength? She wasn't going to ask Pogue, that wouldn't make much sense to do, if she kept her mouth shut she'd get the answer. Her lips spread slowly, the dryness from her lips causing it to be difficult. Suddenly she felt her heart racing, she everything that she thought she knew about Caleb go straight out the metaphorical window. She blinked, to make sure she wasn't seeing anything, no what she saw it was true. No, no, no... She thought, her arms falling to her side quietly. THAT is not normal! She felt a sudden memory lapse of what happened with Kevin, the fear in his eyes, what HAD he done to Kevin? Was it what he just did to Reid? She shook her head, "I shouldn't have came out..." She said quietly retreating back into Nicky's to the table where her purse was, letting the door slam behind her, What...what was that? What IS he?! He hid all of this...for so long... Sling the purse over her shoulder, she began walking towards the door

Caleb: "Shit" Pogue speaks up, quickly telling Caleb he didnt know she had followed him. It wasn't his fault and Caleb knew that. no, t was Reid's fault for not being able to control himself. Calebs turning quickly and running up the stairs. "Maddie wait! Maddie!" He calls out moving in between tables and dancing couples.

Maddie: She heard his voice calling behind her, and she tried so hard to push his voice aside. Continuously telling her that wasn't him, it wasn't him, but it was. She was more than half way to the door when she turned around, "No! Don't 'Maddie' me! That what you did outside it's not normal!" She screamed, trying to make sense of everything, but it was like censor overload; there was only so much she could take, "You've been hiding a part of who you are, what ever the hell that is, while I've been spilling everything about me." She shook her head, she gave up her own house, even though it wasn't essentially the greatest of them all, it was somewhere that was hers, for him. "That...the look on your face... the... that's not normal. That is not something that happens in MY world, Caleb -- and you've been lying about who you are this entire time...so no, don't 'Maddie' me like you're actually concerned." Granted following him out was entirely her fault, if she never went out, she would have never seen it, she'd still think Caleb was her Caleb, not her possession but the memory of who he was would still be in tact.

Caleb: He pulls back to stop as she calls back out to him. The other people in Nicky's were slowlystartingto stop and peerover at them wanting to know what was happening, what was going on. Caleb was.. the perfect poster boy in town. No one thought he was even capable of doing wrong. So when someone barks at him they were all more than interested. He doesn't say anything at first, letting her get it all out. She just didn't understand. No one was supposed to know it was their greatest and biggest secret. The four of them were supposed to make sure no one EVER found out. She shouldn't have seen it--- mind you they shouldn't have been so open outside. "Damnit reid" He sighs under his breath. He's quick however, to exit the bar moving to catch up with her. "Maddie---" He stops. "You don't understand. Let me explain. Look---there are things just stop it for two seconds!" He's trying to get her to stop walking so she'd listen to him. "I have been honest with you, I swear. I just, kept some things from you."

Maddie: She felt a laugh fall from her lips, unamused and lacking emotion, one that showed clearly she was done. Whatever she good felt had completely checked out, "Oh that's great. I just kept some things from you." She shook her head, that smile, that laugh quickly vanished as fast as it came. Maddie was still trying to process what this was, more importantly who he was, and who else is like that. And in all sincerity, she felt partially afraid. "You know what, when you're done hiding things, and lying by omission, let me know, until then... just... go away. Now I know why Kevin looked so genuinely afraid of you, and to be quite honest..." She paused and nodded, "I am too. He was smart to run with his tail tucked between his legs, because if you can do that? What else can you do? You sent him flying"

Caleb: No no, this wasn't happening. This was going to get out of hand, people would find out about them. They had ONE job. There's a sinking feeling inhis stomach. Caleb, he'd never hurt anyone on purpose. He wasn't like that.And to hear her of all peopletalk about him like he was some---some sort of monster. It made him sick. "It's not like that. Maddie, please." He's trying to reach out to her. She was reacting perfectly normal, like any sane person should act after seeing something so...traumatizing? "He was fine! I was trynig to protect you. I wouldn't hurt you I wouldn't hurt anyone!" He's moving finallyin front of her. Hands held out in defense to stop her fromwalking anywhere. Babyboy, reid and Pogue finally leaving Nicky's as well.

Maddie: It's not like that. She rolled her eyes. That wall that he tore down, she just rebuilt. She didn't trust him anymore, he hid this, whatever this was, he hid it from her. When she was spilling about her brother, the deepest parts of her, that she never let anyone see, she let him in. She let him in. "Then what is it like? Because that looked like some demonic shit, Caleb. No one is supposed to be able to MOVE someone like that! You sent him flying through the air like he was a piece of paper!" She seriously had no idea what was even going on. "He was fine? He was fine?! He was scared of out his mind! He is NEVER afraid of anything and you put the fear of God in him!" That same smile came back, that emotionless smile, "You know what's funny? I trusted you. I trusted you so much I let you in, Caleb. I let you in, and you didn't even think of letting me in. Excuse me for being so goddamn stupid. Move, Caleb...Move now."

Caleb: She could see the others behind him. Move forward, or attempt to try to calm her down but he quieted them all. This wasn't their fight it was his. "Get in the car, and I'll explain everything. Maddie, trust me just --- just a little longer. Please" He's pleading with her. Unmoving, he's trying to reach out for her wrist. Caleb wasn't a violent person, that simply wasn't who he was. He knew better then to use like that, the power was seductive, it was difficult to stop once you knew what you could and could not do. It happened to his father, and he could see it happening to Reid. "It's not my secret to tell you. I wanted to tell you I did." No one else can hear this, they need to get away from Nicky's. "Let me explain and ---" A pause. "And you can leave and never have to deal with me again. Just hear me out I never meant to hurt you"

Maddie: She didn't want to get in the car, not with him, with someone who she doesn't even know anymore. "You touch me, I'll ruin you." She didn't know how she would, but she'd figure it out when the time came. The moment he reached out for her, she pulled her wrist away from him. She's seen what he can do with his hands, the thought of touching them, scared her more than anything. "Don't touch me.." She whispered, and shortly after she shook her head, "It's not your secret? So I guess that wasn't you out there? Moving a human across the way?" She sighed, "Fine. Explain. But don't freaking touch me. Don't touch me."

Caleb: He didn't like that. He didn't like hearing her so frightened of him, so terrified of him. You could see it in his features, in his body language. Swallowing hard he pulls back hands moving up in defense again. He wouldn't touch her, he'd never touch her again. His chest hurts, his heart is racing. He doesn't understand why she's made him feel like this. He cared so much suddenly and wanting to do nothing but to protect her, to be there for her. And now---now this happened. This is exactly what his mother warned him about. Pogue had Kate, and she didn't know what they were capable of. But the eldest of Ipswich, caleb. Knew it was simply too good to be true. "Then talk a walk with me. And I'll explain. No, you don't--It's not mine meaning It's the four of us Maddie, it's our families. No one's supposed to know! I didn't hide this from you on purpose!" He barks and turns away from her. "I'm sorry okay?"

Maddie: She wanted to trust him, but that old image she had of Caleb, it was like a canvas painting that someone took a knife to and shredded it to pieces. She wanted to see Caleb, the one that she saw before, the one that made her laugh and baffle like an idiot, but when she looked him, all she saw were those dark eyes...those terribly dark eyes that looked like a demon. "You did, Caleb! You freaking hid it! Who the hell am I going to tell!? I don't have anyone!" She said, "..not anymore." For some reason, when he apologized it struck a cord, she almost felt bad, but she didn't know how to process it. "You want to show me something, tell me something, whatever -- tell me. Walk." She said gesturing even though she knew he couldn't see her.

Caleb: She just didn't get it. When it was something that had been hidden for decades...centuries. It wasn't his secret to tell. It was Reids, Tyler's Pogue's their family. As much as he wanted to tell her he couldn't. And now that the cat was out of the bag he had no choice. She'd run off expose them even. He didn't know. He felt terrible. She was right in the end. She opened up to him, told him things no one knew about her. And as much as Caleb had done the same, because he had! He talked to her as well. But there was that one secret....the biggest thing he had. Caleb nods telling the others to just head home as he turns to walk with her through the forest. It was eeire, but they often held parties in those forests all the time. There were trailes and tire tracks they were following. "It's complicated. I just --- I'm glad you're hearing me out. Maddie, I really didn't do this to hurt you."

Maddie: She clung onto herself like she did the day he decided to let her live with him in the huge house he had. She sighed, she didn't want to feel the way she did. How she crawled within herself around him when she used to blossom into someone she didn't know she'd become. But now, she reverted back to who she was originally. She followed him keeping away from him, but close enough to hear him, "Caleb, don't make it seem like I had a choice. I'm doing this because you don't know how to give up, so tell me. It's not that complicated."

Caleb: "But it is. It is that complicated. I've never, we've never told anyone about this, about us about what we are capable of. It's ---it sn't what you think. it's a curse" There was really no limit to what they could or couldn't do. "Were witches. We were born with these powers. Were not demons, were not evil. But, there has been a time where there were others like us. They wanted more power, they wanted to use what we can do for terrible, bad things Maddie. So we kept ourselvs a secret." The air was nice, cool and crisp. "Since the witch trials back in Salem." Caleb turns to her. "But oyr magic, it's seductive. It entices you to use and use and use until you can't anymore" He finally stops. "Let me show you something, when you trust me. I need to drive you somewhere so you can see for yourself." He'd show her his father....an elderly man barely holding on. He looked to be in his eighties late ninties even. But he was only fourty five.

Maddie: When he started spilling about his kind, if she could even call it that, she didn't know what to call it. In her eyes there was no magic but a magician pulling a rabbit out of his hat. There was no magic that could actually cause a man to be terrified of him or the ability to just send someone flying like a paper airplane. Since the Salem witch trials...that's been ages ago, centuries... She learned about that in school, history lessons, breifly passing over it but she dug more into it one her own. The fantasy world fascinated her and that's exactly what this should be -- a fantasy world. Nothing real. "So... what happens if you...lose control of it?" She finally was able to speak, but it wasn't a breath of fresh air. Her chocolate brown orbs looked down at his hands and the thought of what they could do scared the living hell out of her. If their..magic seduced them, then how is it not seducing him now? How does he know at one point he won't lose it? "How do you know at one point you won't do something that you think you're not capable of? I'm not like you. I'm nothing like you actually. But I do know a little about Salem. Who they thought were witches were burned at the stake or thrown into a body of river with heavy weights attached to their ankles so they couldn't escape and thus they drowned." She knew the old Caleb was far from scary, he was like a huge teddy bear, but this one - she wasn't sure what he was capable of. "Are there more of you? Then just...just the four of you?"

Caleb: Well she wasn running away that was a plus. He's surprised at her question though it was well warrented. She had every right to now now. Now that she had seen it. "It's complicated. It's not that we lose control over it. It's ---" A breath. How would he describe what the power did to them. "It's Seductive. It makes you want to use more, and more until you're overwhelemd and the power consumes you. See" He stops and turns to face her. "When we use our magic it ---it drains our life. It kills us. In a way that we can't come back from it." He'd eventually show her his father that is IF she ever trusted him again. "It eats away at you slowly, the mosre you use, the faster you deteriorate." Caleb shook his head and continued to walk. "No, that would never happen. I chose not to use. Ever --- sometimes it happens someones we need to. Little things are okay but they eventually all add up. I've got control over it. Better then others but it's Reid who has the worst problem with it." The boy sighs. Talking about this isn't easy. "It's just us, and my father. No one else is like that" Until Chase comes along.

Maddie: Why would anyone want a power like that? One that complicated takes away your reasonable and responsible choices. She couldn't imagine what that type of power could do to someone, even though she was still completely processing it all, she did want to know. She felt she had the right to know, "So.....Reid is just reckless with it? And chooses not to have control of it instead to let it have control over him?" Maddie wondered if something like this ever had a beauty factor to it, but she wouldn't ask that would require Caleb to show her those...eyes, those endless black pits for eyes. It was like she was staring at nothing, definitely not Caleb. She doesn't know if she could ever fully trust him again, and the only reason she was still standing with him was because at one point, she trusted him more than she trusted herself. She wanted to give someone the benefit of the doubt regardless of how wrong she may or may not be, "One last question, completely unrelated, why do you care if I stay or go? You have your whole life here, your friends or brothers whatever they are, school..so why? And you know it's not like I'd tell anyone..people would think I was crazy." She paused, "Guys with eyes as dark as demons, with the ability to use a force that should be in a fairtytale."

Caleb: "Reid is just....reid. He doesn't get it. I can't talk for him" There's alight shrug. Hes kicking up sticks and leafs as they walk along the path. "Why do I care? Maddie ---" He doesn't quiet understand. Does she not realize that he cares about her, that he cares for her? "I --- well " He cringes some. Eyes as black as demons. They weren't demons they werent...bad people."I trust you, I know you wouldnt, you wont tell anyone. But we still have to keep it a secret. And I care if you stay or go because I like you here. "

Maddie: She's quite oblivious to some of the normal interactions that come with opposite sexes. She has this tenendency of completely staying away because of the entanglement that comes with them; the emotions and every other thing that surfaces she has to find a way to deal with. She looked down, realizing since the incident she hasn't been able to look at him because it's like a flash to where she sees those eyes, his eyes aren't his eyes anymore. Maybe the adjustment period would begin, and she'd learn to accept that part of him just as he's accepted worse parts of her -- the damaged parts. "I'm not going to tell anyone. It's not my story to tell." She said, her hands moving to her back pockets, "You know, I thought Kevin was right, that you'll eventually see me for some damaged girl, too damaged, too much baggage. But for some reason you haven't, and I think I see why...that part you hide of you." She took a deep breath in, "Look," She said facing him, completely stopping in her tracks, "I'm not sure what this means, or if I'll wake up and this will all be a dream. But, for right now...I'm willing to try to see you as you the way I did before. It's just hard because that you back there isn't the you I've seen for so long."

Caleb: "I'm not any different Maddie. There's no---no Demon no bad entitty it's just me. Whether...you see that or not. I can't force you to stay. Especially not with me after----all of that." He sounds embarrassed almost? His gift wasn't a bad thing, sure it had the potential to be dangerous but only when it got out of hand. "Everyone had baggage. I think people who judge people on their past --- on their lives it's not worth it." There's a low sigh as he stops along with her. "So I can do things...things normal people can't. I'm no different Maddie."

Maddie: Not any different, she scoffed. He's so different and he doesn't even realize it. He's not just Caleb the human, he's Caleb that can put a guy in the hospital without even actually touching him. "I'm not saying you're a demon, Caleb. Your traits, what we're taught about all these stories as a kid, your eyes..." She said as she brought her hand up to hover over his cheek bone to his eyes before bringing it back down, not once touching him, "I've--I've never seen anything like it...and the only way to describe it to you from me, is to give you a picture. Mental image." She kind of felt bad for reacting the way she did, but how would any sane person react to seeing that back there unfold? "You are different. And not just different because of that. You've been different and there's something about you that I---..." She shook her head, if she was going to understand him, she had to understand it all. She was either black or white, there was never any grey, and there was one thing for certain, "When things got tough, I ran. When I felt the slightest bit of a hell storm, I ran. And trust me, I want to run, I want to, but I can't. I don't know why, I don't understand why, but I just can't." Maybe one day, she will understand why, why she felt drawn to him in particular. "So are you going to show me what you want to show me or not? I need to see it all. I can't see just that and think I'm not going crazy. I need concrete things to connect the dots with you."

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