#havent felt a lot of joy from my creations foe uni bevause of this

[zan-77]

University really burned me good man jeez

#z talks #like #i realized why i havent been doing much art or liking the process #theres other factors sure but its mainly that i am required to do art to continue uni #being an arts major #even if I'm making something because i want to i still am only making it because i need to present it to teacher to get a grade to pass #ans that kills me man #havent felt a lot of joy from my creations foe uni bevause of this #now im doing my thesis and i gotta make a bunch of art but im blocked because i literally dont feel like it will be good #however thr drawing im making of a spidersona cuz i got excited to do it after watching spiderverse is bringing me so much joy #like its literally the idea that this art isnt solely because i want to do it but because i have to makes me feel bad and makes the srt bad #anyway spidersona gonna be posted in a while gotta finish some stuff first lol