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shadowdaddies · 1 month

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Hello, could i request some angsty ruhn danaan x reader fic. Im thinking some big fight, Ruhn is an asshole and calls the reader some bad names and then has to beg for her forgiveness, it can end however you like. Hope you hava a lovely day

thank you my love, I hope you have/had a great day as well💜

The Morning After

Ruhn Danaan x Reader angst

warnings: alcohol use/drunkenness, mirthroot use

Your blood boiled in your veins, tears stinging at the back of your eyes as you watched your boyfriend across the room. Arm draped across the back of the couch, Ruhn made no effort to push away the beautiful fawn leaning into his touch.

You weren’t usually the jealous type, but party after party of Ruhn entertaining every female that looked his way began to grate on you. Knocking back the rest of your drink, you stumbled through the crowd as you sought the fresh air in the backyard.

A shoulder jostled against yours, Declan’s amber eyes lit with concern as he reached out to steady you. “Are you alright?” his voice echoed above the thumping music.

Tears welled in your eyes, steadying yourself while you glanced to the open patio. “I’m fine,” you choked out, gently brushing his hand from your shoulder to continue your path through the crowd.

The backyard was quiet, a few couples scattered around who you easily avoided as you found a seat in the lush grass against the base of a large oak tree. Finally letting your emotions spring free, you looked to the stars, sobbing quietly as images of your boyfriend and the females constantly draped over him.

A sigh sounded from your side, the faint smell of leather and mirthroot interrupting your thoughts as Ruhn sat next to you. “Dec said you might need me,” he drawled, so nonchalantly it made your skin crawl.

Your nails dug into the dirt, heat rising to your cheeks as you whipped your head towards Ruhn, eyes wide with fury. His violet eyes tracked you with the slightest hint of confusion, the prince slowly registering your ire. “I might need you? Ruhn, I don’t just need you, I want you. I want to be with you, but you couldn’t care less about whether I’m even there.”

Mascara was running down your cheeks now, emotions spiraling further out of control at Ruhn’s blank, assessing stare. “Ruhn, do you even care about me? You’re always on my mind, and I feel like I’m never on yours. I’m not even an afterthought. You only care if one of your friends says something because it makes you look bad.”

Your head was pounding at this point, the alcohol and tears shed draining the moisture from your body. You forced your bleary eyes to where Ruhn sat, his gaze turned angry and stiff.

“Well, say something!” you shouted. “Or go back to that fawn you were eyeing, Urd knows you care for her more than me.” Sniffling, you lifted your drink to your lips, only for Ruhn to pull it away.

The cup crashed in the grass on the other side of him, Ruhn’s posture rigid as he stood, towering over you. “How could you say those things about me? How could you even think that I don’t care about you, after all I do?”

Hands flexing at his sides, Ruhn barely refrained from yelling as people took notice around the yard. “You are so clingy and insecure. It’s not my problem that you can’t function on your own without a male’s constant attention.”

Your chest heaved, seething with rage as you prepared your retort, only to be cut off by Ruhn’s dismissive hand. “I could not care less what you have to say right now. Get your shit together, and we can talk tomorrow.” He didn’t turn back around before storming into the house.

Head falling to your knees, you tried to shut out the world and gather your thoughts. You knew you were being ridiculous, but Ruhn’s dismissal of your feelings made you question if those thoughts might be valid. Stumbling to stand, you wiped the tears from your cheeks and started towards the house to head home.

“Hey, hey,” a soft voice sounded, tender hand cupping your shoulder as Declan stopped you. “What happened? I saw Ruhn come through here crying as well, but he wouldn’t talk.”

Shaking your head, you pulled your friend in for a hug, mumbling against his shirt. “I messed up, Dec. I said some hurtful things to Ruhn, but I just really feel like he doesn’t care about me. I don’t think he loves me like I love him,” you admitted, heart cracking in your chest at the mere thought that might be true.

Dec’s arms wrapped around you, the comforting warmth you’d been seeking instantly calming you. “Ruhn cares for you more than you know. I don’t know what that idiot said, but don’t let a drunk night with high emotions ruin what you two have.”

Pressing a kiss to the top of your head, Dec led you upstairs. Stopping at the door to his bedroom, he opened the door and nodded toward the bed. “Why don’t you stay here tonight? I’m going home with Marc, and I’d feel better if you didn’t leave in this state.”

“Are you sure?” you looked to Declan, though your tired legs were already carrying you toward his bed.

A small chuckle escaped him. “Yes, it’s fine. I’ll bring you some water, too. Just get some sleep.”

You couldn’t remember falling asleep, but when you awoke the next morning with the sun filtering in through the windows, you saw the glass of water Dec had left for you on his nightstand.

Memories of last night flooded through your mind, drowning you in doubt and worry while you threw on a spare shirt and dared to pad downstairs.

The scent of salty tears invaded your senses, and you took in the sight of Ruhn crying at the breakfast table, eyes puffy and long black hair a tangled mess. He looked up to where you stood, something like relief flashing over his features as he stared at you as though you were a ghost.

“You’re awake,” he whispered, hands held close to himself, body shrinking inward with insecurity. “Dec texted me that you were staying here. I’m - I thought you might not want to speak to me.”

Taking a tentative step forward, you felt the sharp rays of sun piercing your pounding head, as if to emphasize the many poor decisions from last night. “I think that last night was a conversation to be had, but sober might be best,” you breathed out the last bit with a laugh, wincing at the pain.

“Come here,” Ruhn waved, hand gesturing for you to sit in his lap. You curled into his side, taking a deep inhale before Ruhn scooted a cup of coffee in front of you.

“I fucked up,” he muttered. “I’ve felt like I am smothering you lately, and wanted to give you space last night. It didn’t even cross my mind that you might feel like I could have interest in anyone else. I don’t know, it felt like you were projecting onto me... I didn’t know it was even possible to feel this way about anyone.”

He paused, hand wrapping around your neck as he held you close, breathing in your scent. “I love you, and no matter how much we shouldn’t have had that stupid argument, I shouldn’t have left you.” Violet eyes found yours, sincerity clear within them. “I promise I will never leave you like that during an argument again.”

Your arms wound around his neck, buried in onyx hair as you felt peace for the first time that day. “I love you too, Ruhn.”

Another shot of pain rang through your head, groaning as you leaned against your boyfriend’s shoulder. “Can we just lay in bed today?”

A low laugh rumbled through his chest, lips pressing to your temple. “You read my mind.”

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moonlightazriel · 1 year

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Son of the Darkness IV /// Azriel X F!Reader

Summary: Hidden for so long The court of shadows thrived, and things were great until the high lord's death, now the next in line should assume the crown of high lord of shadows, will he accept his duties?

Warnings: Some fighting and mentions of blood.

Word Count: 2,2K

Notes: I struggled to get a language for the witches and ended up using Esperanto ahahahah thank you google for helping me with the translation

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As soon Y/N got back to the townhouse, she asked the twin specters for candles, a bowl and silence, they were the ones home, she needed to focus, going to her room, she closed the curtains, she dragged her dagger on her palm, the blood falling on the bowl until it was full, she dipped her index finger in it, she started to create a circle, her blood tainting the floor, she kept drawing until she finished the symbol that Evanore taught her, she lit all of the candles around her and started chanting:

“Al la arbaro ni preĝas, al la naturo, kiun ni pretendas, bonvolu doni al mi la potencon de la sep, lasu min vidi kaj lasu min diri.” ("To the forest we pray, to the nature we claim, please give me the power of the seven, let me see and let me say.") She repeated those words over and over again, for those outside, they would see her sitting on her heels, palms flat on the ground, her eyes turned white and a blank expression spread over her face, but in her mind, she walked into the forest calling for her best friend, she walked a few feet away, finding Eva in their usual spot, a large tree that had some pretty red flowers in between the leaves.

“Kion vi faras ĉi tie?”(“What are you doing here?”) Evanore’s blue eyes lifted until she was staring at Y/N, her pretty light blond hair dancing in the eerie wind that surrounded the two. “Mi ne vidis vin dum kelka tempo, ĉu vi fartas?” ("I haven't seen you for a while, how are you?") She was concerned, Y/N had disappeared and all people told Eva was that she wasn't available.

“Mi estas en oficiala misio, mi ne estas en la tribunalo, mi bezonas, ke vi venu preni min.” ("I'm on an official mission, I'm not in court, I need you to come get me.") Eva looked at her, she had stopped playing with the grass, Y/N never left the court before, that could only mean that something was wrong, a few days earlier Rune, the leader of the coven was called over by the High Lord, she came back saying that things were about to change and made Eva and the others start researching traveling spells.

“Kie vi estas? Vi maltrankviligas min. Unue, la alta sinjoro petis vidi Rune kaj nun vi diras al mi, ke vi ne estas hejme, kio okazas Y/N?” (“Where are you? you worry me, first the high lord asked to see Rune and now you're telling me you're not home, what's going on Y/N?”) She lowered until she was able to grab Eva’s hand, rubbing circles on her skin, reassuringly.

“Mi estas ĉe la nokta kortego, en Prythian, Loralen mortos baldaŭ kaj mi estis sendita por preni la novan altan sinjoron reen, ni ne havas la tempon por fari la tutan vojaĝon reen, ni devas alveni tien baldaŭ, la milito venas Eva.” ("I'm at the night court, in Prythian, Loralen is going to die soon and I was sent to take the new high lord back, we don't have time to make the whole trip back, we have to get there soon, the war is coming Eva.") Her voice a few tones down as if talking about the war made it come faster, she didn't want to drag her friend into this but if the high lord already spoke to Rune, the coven was already involved.

“Mi pretiĝos kaj mi…” ("I'll get ready and I...") Evanore’s voice was cut in the middle of the sentence and she was dragged back to the real world, her orbs going back to normal and she had a little bit of blood coming out of her nose, she felt tired, the connection needed a lot of energy, especially since she wasn’t a witch, her necklace stopped glowing, being the source of the connection, she heard a voice but couldn’t focus on anything, her head hadn’t stopped spinning yet.

Azriel snapped his fingers in front of her, he called her name but she didn’t answer, her eyes slowly closing as she collapsed on the floor, he got desperate, placing his hands on her back and under her legs before lifting her and carrying her to her bed. He placed her gently, at least she was still breathing, he finished blowing out all the candles and looked at the weird symbol on the ground, his heartbeat starting to get normal again.

He was walking to his room when he noticed the dim glow of the candles and the cobalt light coming from under her door, he never saw such a thing when he opened the door and to be honest if that was what witchery looked like, he hoped he didn’t have to see it anytime soon, his heart was beating incredibly fast and his shadows danced frantically around her like they were also worried that she might be hurt. He didn’t know what to do, so he just kicked one of the candles out of the circle, which seemed to work as her beautiful brown eyes were visible again as she breathed with difficulty.

Azriel stood by her side for a couple of minutes, watching her chest moving up and down, his eyes scanning her features, the way her lips slightly curved down, almost frowning like he did, her thick, black eyelashes and the full eyebrows, she had a red blush on her cheeks and some freckles on her defined nose, her long hair a mess around her, she was so beautiful but Azriel couldn’t stop the feeling that was growing on his chest that this female was nothing but trouble and he should keep his distance.

She blinked a few times before her eyes focused on him, she tried to sit on the bed, her head pounding with a migraine, he quickly got up, his scarred hands holding her as he helped her, they were so close, he smelled like night and stars, the kind of smell she had never felt before, she blinked a few more times, her throat dry as she tried to speak.

“No one was supposed to enter the room.” Azriel scoffed, why she was so interested in putting herself in danger? First Bryaxis and now this.

“Are you serious? There was blood coming out of your nose and you looked like you were in pain.” She wiped the dry blood with her sleeve, but it was useless. He got up, walking fast to the bathroom, getting a wet cloth, and handed it to her as he sat again, she wiped once more, this time removing it.

“I didn’t mean to scare anyone, but the magic has its price. I was talking to Evanore, with Rhysand’s approval, she should be here soon to escort us back to the court.” Azriel nodded, he knew the moment to meet his new home was coming but he was still a nervous wreck every time he thought about it.

“But we still need to find Feyre first, I told you that.” She rolled her eyes at him.

“With Eva here, she can find your friend faster than anyone, she would gladly help.” Azriel looked at her, she had been nothing but honest with him in these past few days, if her friend could help, he would bring her here, anything to help relieve the pressure on Rhysand’s shoulders.

“I’ll talk to Rhys later, now you should rest.” He said, getting ready to leave.

“Yes, my lord.” He sighed, running his fingers through his hair.

“Don’t call me that, please.” She nodded and he left her room.

3 days later

“That’s a beautiful place.” Evanore’s eyes roamed around again, her blue eyes scanning the dark wooden furniture, she had arrived only 2 hours ago, Azriel had asked Rhysand if she could go to the Night Court, as soon as Azriel told him she could help find Feyre, he was more than willing to allow it.

The female that materialized in the Townhouse had kind blue eyes, a soft airy voice, and hair so light that it was almost white, she was wearing a green dress and some chains with crystals on it, she had a lot of questions, the small female asked about every little thing she could possibly ask.

“She doesn’t get to leave the forest much.” Y/N whispered to Rhysand as they walked to his shared bedroom with Feyre, he giggled, he could see why she had so many questions then. His violet eyes stopped on the small figure shivering, she walked in silence to the study desk in the corner of the room, her long fingers grabbing Feyre’s discarded sketchbook, flipping the pages, her eyes closed, the temperature in the room dropping significantly.

“Malvarma! Frostas, ni devas esti rapidaj aŭ eble tro malfrue, ili ne plu povas batali kontraŭ la senfina aŭtuno." (“Cold! It's freezing, we have to be quick or it might be too late, they can't fight the endless autumn anymore.") Her voice was rushed, worried, and Rhysand didn't have to understand what she was saying to know, Feyre was in danger.

He yelled in his mind, calling his brothers and telling them to meet at the town house, Y/N had disappeared and the witch was sitting on the floor, a bow she had conjured in her hands, the Illyrians almost broke the door on their way in, their swords in hands and siphons glowing.

"I saw a frozen lake, and fire and they need help." Her eerie voice sounded, she wasn't looking at anyone in particular, which made Rhysand more terrified. "I can take us there." At the same time she got up, Y/N rushed downstairs, swords behind her back and her hair in a ponytail.

"She's probably in Winter, I cannot go but I'll be waiting at the Moonstone Palace, bring her back to me, please." Rhysand was on the verge of tears, his mate in danger and he couldn't do anything to help. Evanore nodded and instructed them to hold hands.

“Iru.” (“Go.”) And with that they were gone, it was like winnowing but the difference was that they could travel long distances, the smell of magic was pungent and strong, making their stomachs spin, they had to take a moment to recompose as they landed on the lake, Y/N watched the red headed figures and the fire.

"Damned autumn rats." Cassian growled and started to run, the other three hot on his heels, an arrow flew close to his ear, and a low whistle ripped through the air, finding its place in the middle autumn heir, the Arrow pierced his skin, making it bleed violently as Evanore got another one ready, the arrow a perfect distraction to give both Feyre and Lucien time to increase the distance between them.

The days of running away were weighing heavily on them, they barely had the strength to keep standing, Feyre almost sobbed as she saw the red glow rushing past her, Azriel, and an unknown female walking past her like smoke.

"Oh Mother, Lord Rhysand will be sooo happy to see you." The voice was soft and as Feyre turned, a female was looking at her, the tears already spilling at the mention of Rhysand's name, she missed her mate so much, she needed to see him, to feel him, she wanted to go home. "Y/N, CAN I TAKE HER BACK?" The female yelled, startling Feyre.

"GO, WE CAN TAKE THOSE ASSHOLES DOWN." Y/N yelled back, her sword hitting Eris's side, he was so surprised to see her back, as always, he was right and she was working with the Night Court.

"Let's go then, are you joining us?" She turned to Lucien who politely declined, ready to join the fight again. "Alright, see you later." The blond female blinked at him, before disappearing with Feyre. His eyes landed on the fight in front of him, or better, the lost battle, Eris was on the floor, the female stepping on his chest while she held her sword to his throat, Azriel had disarmed Aubron's, the second youngest autumn heir had his hands up, afraid to move and Cassian had knocked Zeno out.

"Let's go home." Cassian commanded, Azriel knocked the male in front of him and Y/N lowered her body, punching Eris, leaving them unconscious so they wouldn't cause any trouble. As the males looked around and spotted Lucien still there, they shared an annoyed look. "I take him." Cassian said through gritted teeth and Azriel breathed relieved for a second. Y/N was cleaning the blood off her sword in her sleeve before she shoved it into the holster in her back, he approached her slowly, Cassian already flying away with Lucien.

"I'll fly you back." He said uncomfortably, she didn't say anything, just waiting for him, he pulled her close, his cheeks reddened as he lifted her, trying to keep his hands in respectful places, they flown, it was hard to focus with her so close, her sweet scent mixed with the metallic scent of blood intoxicating his nostrils, she looked around, clearly impressed by his ability to fly.

"Is this your first time flying?" His voice sounded awkward, she looked up, slightly jumping with the sudden question.

"Of course, we don't have winged people in Court." She giggled a little, and Azriel knew from that very moment that he liked that sound, really much. "It's quite an impressive view, I could do this often."

"I can take you flying anytime." He blurted, feeling his cheeks turn even hotter, embarrassment filling his chest.

"We can discuss that." She agreed and Azriel relaxed a little, the rest of the way was spent in pure silence as they reached the Moonstone Palace, the place was beautiful, the residence on the top of the mountain, the dark stone walls, everything perfectly matching the aesthetic of the place, Y/N liked that place.

Feyre and Rhysand were still hugging, ever since Evanore had brought her to him, he managed to explain everything Feyre missed while she was away, as Y/N and Azriel stepped into the living room, Feyre rushed to hug him and thanked Y/N.

"Thank you so much for rescuing me, I'm Feyre." Y/N accepted Feyre's warm embrace, the female seemed nice, the type of person Y/N liked.

"I'm Y/N Daera, General of the Nightfall army of The Court of Shadows, and now that you're home, it's time for us to get home." Azriel swallowed dryly, she had fulfilled her part of the deal, it was his turn now.

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mysimsweardiapers · 8 months

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New blog let's gooooo! I've seen you posting about this mod(s) for a while now on ur main but like, how does it work?? Or like whats been added like is it just outfits or animations or mechanics or like ???? Lmao sorry if you've already explained this in a post but I'm just a huge fan of ur stuff it's just the exact kind of weird I love to see💖 hava wonderful day please!!!! <333

EEEEEEEEEEE!!!! UR SO SWEET!!!

And absolutely I can talk more about it, i love explaining stuff! I only briefly mentioned where to find it and havent explained at all how it works!

To answer your question, it's all of the above! I have one major mod, two smaller ones and a handful of outfits, accessories and build items. Let me go down the list:

IWNBedwetting:

This is the major mod! It's a previously obsolete mod that someone remade into an ABDL mod. This has all the diaper wetting/messing animations, DIAPER CHANGE ANIMATIONS! New moodlets and a new "ABDL" trait for your sim! There's also addons that for traits like "Loves Diapers", "Loves Messing Diapers", and "Hates Diapers". That last one is my new favorite because it makes your sim a little embarrassed that they have to wear diapers >v<

This mod has actually had some major updates in the past couple of months, and I believe the creator is still working on it!

Ageplay/Omorashi

This is a smaller mod that I got through patreon from the creator YourFalseHope and I honestly love all of their mods. The ageplay mod gives your sims two new reward traits, "Little" and "Daddy/Mommy". It gives your sims some new interactions like "Ask for Cuddles" or "Chat on Littles Forum". I love it a lot, it's so cute😭

Oh my gosh the CC might be my favorite! Of course I've found diapers, but someone made a lot of the diapers into tights so your sim can wear them under their clothes and I have never been happier😭😭😭 That's why Freddie's diaper it always peaking out of his clothes! XD There's pacifiers, cute overalls and onesies (all with these big diaper bulges X_X), people have made cribs and wallpaper, it's great

I hope I can showcase a lot if not all of what I've found on this blog!

#💚sbdl💚#omutsu #omorashi #agepl@y #age pl4y #ab/dl #btw the sims is free now #so all anyone would have to do is download the game and then find the mods and cc #for free!

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u3pxx · 4 months

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hi! i was on pinterest and saw that someone had reposted your art? they gave credit but im unsure if they had permission as your faq states so i thought id send an ask along :)

https://pin.it/2I0hb0S

if you cant access the link its by flick / flick0_0 👍 hava great day i love your art !!

i do keep seeing reposts of my art on pinterest even if i did say to please not do that so im like, ig kind of jaded? by all of it wheezes orz

so, it's like, kind of whatever for me now DFGHDJG it's happened several times now and i'm not really sure how to take them down anyways so it's like, i guess as long as i'm credited and it links back to me, that's the least they could do 😅

i still would appreciate if my art wasn't reposted in the first place but again, not sure how to take them down whoops (thanks for giving me the heads up tho appreciates it 🫶)

#one time someone did comment on one of my art that was reposted there asking who was the artist +#and i had the strongest urge to reply back 'meeeee :333' but i decided to be helpful instead DFGHDJKD #sunnysideanswers #elsmysteryworld

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eternityservedcold · 11 months

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this is a masterpost of all my homestuck!tboi designs. this wont be a rehash of info from my sketch posts from my main blog theres actual new info i prommy. ill reblog this with new ones when-if i make them ok ?

pronouns: any

name explanation: "azaela" is "azazel" with the letters lightly scrambled to homestuck-ify it. "lemato" is from "le mat", the french name of the fool tarot card

sign: pirius, sign of the storyteller

a pangram written in his quirk: ⛧ wiz⛧rds job is to vex chumps quickly in fog!

lusus: gl'bgolyb (<-- fuchsia moment)

trolltag: aspiringGreatness [AG]

strife specibus: 2x3dentkind (<-- fuchsia moment also)

very short classpect explanation: a mage knows their aspect or knows with their aspect. hope represents optimism, belief, truth, etc

shes honestly the tutorial level for the rest of this post

pronouns: they/them

name explanation: "lossat" is a corruption of "lost". "lalune" is from "la lune", "the moon" in french

sign: liblo, sign of the inescapable

pangram: Sphinx of black quartz, judge my vow .

lusus: hawk

trolltag: graciousApotropaic [GA]

strife specibus: polearmkind

classpect explanation: a sylph heals their aspect or heals through their aspect. heart represents feelings, the soul, personality, etc

pronouns: he/him

name explanation: the "j" in "judas" was replaced with "y" to make it sound the way most languages pronounce judas' name, which also homestuck-ifies it a bit. i also added an e to make his name 6 letters. "akelda" is from "akeldama" which is where judas from the bible died, also a judas unlock

sign: aquaza, sign of the politic

pangram: W4ltz, b4d nymph, 4 quick jigs vex.

lusus: vampire squid

trolltag: annoyedCombatant [AC]

strife specibus: daggerkind

classpect explanation: an heir changes their aspect or through their aspect. mind represents choices, alternate realities, thought, etc

pronouns: he/him but doesnt actually care

name explanation: "kaenic" comes from "k'aeni", georgian for "cain", and "szeren" comes from "szerencse", hungarian for "luck"

sign: lepia, sign of the synthesizer

pangram: pack my box with five dozen 7iquor jugs

lusus: raccoon

trolltag: convictedAirhead [CA]

strife specibus: 2xknifekind

classpect explanation: a rogue steals their aspect or steals with their aspect, and gives it to others. light represents luck, knowledge, perception, etc

pronouns: he/they

name explanation: "samzun" is just homestuck-ified "samson". "agonis" is from "agonistes", which means "champion" or "combatant", and references samson agonistes. it also sounds like "adonis" which i think is fun

sign: sagicorn, sign of the wild

pangram: Tw⎋ dr↑ven j⎋cks help fax my b↑g qu↑z.

lusus: bear

trolltag: temperamentalGoverner [TG]

strife specibus: fistkind

classpect explanation: a knight exploits their aspect or exploits with their aspect. rage represents chaos, defiance, fear, etc

pronouns: he/him

name explanation: "elazar" is from "el azar", the origin of the name name "lazarus". "fordan" is a corruption of "four days", referencing lazarus' epithet "the four-days dead"

sign: argo, sign of the zenith

pangram: By Jove, my quick ⚕tudy of lexicography won a prize!

lusus: possum

trolltag: gunshyTherapist [GT]

strife specibus: garrotekind

classpect explanation: a page invites exploitation of or invites exploitation through their aspect. space represents creation, manipulation, patience, etc

pronouns: she/it

name explanation: "evevir" comes from "vivir", the spanish word for "to live", which hearkens to "hava", the hebrew name of eve, which means "living". "megali" means "great", a reference to babylon the great

sign: gemcen, sign of the entertainer

pangram: ☾ Jackdaws love my big sphinx of quartz ☆

lusus: coyote

trolltag: gothicCacodemon [GC]

strife specibus: clawkind

classpect explanation: a prince destroys their aspect or destroys with their aspect. blood represents relationships, stability, attachment, etc

pronouns: she/her

name explanation: look me in the eye and tell me you dont know where "maggie moriah" comes from.

sign: virsci, sign of the alchemist

pangram: My girl wove six dozen plaid jacke†s before she qui†!

lusus: cow

trolltag: charitableGourmet [CG]

strife specibus: spoonkind

classpect explanation: a witch manipulates their aspect or manipulates through their aspect. life represents healing, positivity, growth, etc

pronouns: he/she/it

name explanation: "bughaw" is from "bugháw", "blue" in tagalog. it also has "bug" in it. "chepri" is one of the transliterations of "khepri", the name of the egyptian scarab-faced god, who can represent rebirth/renewal

sign: scormini, sign of the martyr

alive!pangram: all questixns asked by five watched xperts amaze the judge

dead!pangram: while making deep xcavations we f0und s0me quaint br0nze jewelry

lusus: fly

trolltag: carrionsTransgression [CT]

strife specibus: hatchetkind

classpect explanation: a thief steals their aspect or steals with their aspect. doom represents death, negativity, rules, etc

pronouns: she/they

name explanation: "isscah" is from "iscah", a person mentioned briefly in the bible. okay i chose this name because its a female name starting with "is". "jusawi" means "dice" in korean, and the "sawi" part sounds sort of like "sorry"

sign: taurist, sign of the prosperous

pangram: doi really hvae to do this i m ean i think eevryone knows what crytyping is,

lusus: cat

trolltag: antagonizedTenderfoot [AT]

strife specibus: dicekind

classpect explanation: a seer invites knowledge of their aspect or invites knowledge with their aspect. time represents destruction, artificiality, impulsivity, etc

pronouns: any (with a slight preference for they/them)

name explanation: "edinnu" is the akkadian origin of the word "eden", meaning "plain" (as in a grassland). "bedelo" is from "beddelo", meaning "change"/"vary"/"modify" in somali

sign: capriun, sign of the cartographer

pangram: About sixty codfish eggs wi11 make a quarter pound of very fizzy je11y!

lusus: ferret

trolltag: tempestuousComedian [TC]

strife specibus: jokerkind

classpect explanation: a maid creates their aspect or creates with their aspect. breath represents freedom, independence, apathy, etc

pronouns: he/him

sign: serpens cauda

pangram: A lArge fAwn jumped quickly over white zinc boxes.

screen name: tergiversantArchangel [TA]

strife specibus: pistolkind

classpect explanation: a prince destroys their aspect or destroys with their aspect. breath represents freedom, independence, apathy, etc

pronouns: she/any

sign: serpens caput

pangram: GRUMPY WIZaRDS MaKE TOXIC BREW FOR THE EVIL QUEEN aND JaCK

screen name: unspokenUltimatum [UU]

strife specibus: chainkind

classpect explanation: a sylph heals their aspect or heals through their aspect. blood represents relationships, stability, attachment, etc

pronouns: she/they

symbol: well it says it right there wish bone

typing style: all lowercase. usually no punctuation except for when there are two sentences in the same line or being particularly blunt

chumhandle: godforsakenGrave [GG]

strife specibus: clubkind

classpect explanation: a bard invites destruction of their aspect or invites destruction with their aspect. space represents creation, manipulation, patience, etc

pronouns: she/they

classpect (if she played): maid of heart (a maid creates their aspect or creates with their aspect. heart represents feelings, the soul, personality, etc)

pronouns: he/they/it

symbol: spider

typing style: HAS A BROKEN CAPS LOCK KEY. SPORADIC PUNCTUATION AND DOESN'T USE COMMAS

chumhandle: cynicalCapitalist [CC]

strife specibus: bombkind

classpect explanation: a rogue steals their aspect or steals with their aspect, and gives it to others. time represents destruction, artificiality, impulsivity, etc

pronouns: he/him, dabbles in others

classpect: sylph of mind (a sylph heals their aspect or heals through their aspect. mind represents choices, alternate realities, thought, etc)

pronouns: she/any

symbol: star

typing style: Proper case and punctuation. Usually uses periods even if it's a question.

chumhandle: thoughtfulThaumaturge [TT]

strife specibus: bookkind

classpect explanation: a mage knows their aspect or knows with their aspect. light represents luck, knowledge, perception, etc

pronouns: he/him

classpect: not this one. the other one is a knight of breath though (a knight exploits their aspect or exploits with their aspect. breath represents freedom, independence, apathy, etc)

this is just some guy like dont even worry about it alright.

pronouns: they/it

symbol: black hole

typing style: just weird And does whatever. random caps and Punctuation and spacing.. . don't try to pin it down

chumhandle: apparentlyAnnihilative [AA]

strife specibus: scythekind

classpect explanation: an heir changes their aspect or through their aspect. void represents confusion, secrets, infinity, etc

pronouns: "What? I'm going to kill you."

classpect: not this one either. the other one is a witch of rage (a witch manipulates their aspect or manipulates through their aspect. rage represents chaos, defiance, fear, etc)

#cant catch me gay thoughts #tboi #homestuck #call from the void

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kitsuroid · 4 months

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Merry Christmas everyone!

Hope you guys hava a great and fun day today c:

#artwork #digital drawing #drawing #digital art #pokemon #umbreon #espeon #christmas

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nokingsonlyfooles · 7 months

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Proximity Alarm! Or, What Even Is Culture? Or, Funny, You Sure Look Jewish...

I've gotta get this out of my head because it's... Well, the thing is, it's NOT weird to me, but I think it would be weird to other people, so I'm just trying to calibrate myself. The following will be tangled brain yarn.

I'm name-checking an old joke, but maybe you never strayed across it. A little old lady on the bus says to a younger man, "Pardon me, are you Jewish?" He says, "No, sorry." But she really won't let up about it, she's asking him if he knows certain families in her neighbourhood and trying to get him to trust her and open up and finally he loses all patience and says, "Okay! You found me out! I am Jewish! Will there be anything else?" And the punchline, of course, is "Funny, you don't look Jewish."

I've strayed across a fellow NB who shares a lot of my intersections, but the European side of their family is Jewish and mine is Catholic, except...

Right away, our roots are in Eastern Europe, so I let them know, Hey, we eat a lot of the same food! Potato pancakes and Manischewitz, right off the bat. I probably could've namechecked kolache and had some recognition too, due to the Slavic countries trading language like Pokémon cards.

But it's not just that. I picked up a lot of stray Yiddish as a kid, either from people who were near or in my family. I try not to use it now, because somebody might get upset when I step on their culture... But if I grew up with it, what do you call it?

I think part of this is because my mom ALMOST married a certified Nice Jewish Boy. He had a delicate old grandmother who would have literally died if she knew he was engaged to a Catholic girl. Mom had to go to synagogue and pass, and prepare to convert. Grandma lived, even if the engagement didn't, so I gotta figure Mom did pass, or Bubbie was smarter than she let on and just let the family pretend. But, all that stuff my mom picked up, on top of the Eastern European background, she kept.

So, my standard, "bounce the fussy baby" song was "Hava Nagila." Mom also taught my cousin Debbie and her kids got bounced to that song! I probably learned how to sing that, phonetically, before I could walk. I had a book with Schlemiel stories in it. I knew how to keep the pastrami and the corned beef Kosher, even if not what to call it. CHEESE? No! We don't put cheese on this meat! Unthinkable! Deli mustard, okay? I didn't have a Reuben with Swiss until I was well into my adult years. I dunno, it just seemed wrong. (I got over it, I like 'em now.)

The result of this is, when I was a kid, I wasn't even trying to pass and I passed. I got a babysitting gig with a Jewish family. I saw the Manischewitz in the pantry with the matzohs and said, "Oh, my mom and Nana love this. Yours too?" The kid couldn't contain herself anymore, and spoke the opening line of that old joke, "Are you JEWISH?" With disbelief. 'Cos I resemble my dad's side of the family too, just with fairer skin. I don't look Jewish.

But I kinda do, too?

And I wonder. I was told my great grandmother on my grandpa's side spoke "Swiss," almost exclusively, such that my mom couldn't understand her. Not Czech, that was different. Well, "Swiss" ain't a language, so what was it? I assumed, because Mom really didn't like Germans, it must've been German. She refused to say "Czech-German," even. She'd say, "Czech-Swiss." That side of the family emigrated from Prague when it was still in Bohemia, well before admitting to Jewish heritage would've gotten you dead in the Holocaust, but there was antisemitism in Eastern Europe at that time too. Kinda always? People got converted by force, and just to blend in. Mom wouldn't have been able to tell between Yiddish and German as a kid. I mean, they're close.

I do know she reprimanded me for saying "schmuck" as a small child. "No, no, that's really rude." "Can I say 'putz'?" "...That's a little better."

And I remember, as she was arranging us in the mirror one day, she told us we had "noble noses." Roman noses. It seemed weird to me, that why I remember. I didn't have a problem with my nose. Why go out of your way to tell me what to call the shape of it? I don't think it even looks particularly "Roman," although it does turn down slightly at the tip. Grandpa's was similar, but more pronounced. Did he go out of his way to tell her it was called that? Did his mom do the same? Is this merely the result of swimming in the bog-standard antisemitism of the past and wanting to differentiate yourself from your Jewish neighbors in the nicest possible way, or are we hiding something?

I'm divorced from my family. I got no one I can ask. But even as a kid, the Pribek family history vanished at Ellis Island somewhere around the turn of the 20th century. We looked for 'em and couldn't find 'em, so a name change may have occurred. My dad had a genealogy hobby and traced the Gonzalez clan all the hell over the place, but Pribek resisted the level of research he was able to do at the time. Joss, my maternal grandma's family, was doable. We found a baseball hall-of-famer! But Pribek? No. I was told, vaguely, that a distant relative had a statue somewhere in Prague, but I don't have a name to look for.

While I was in high school with that babysitting gig, I participated in "Knowledge Bowl" basically a pub quiz, but we'll call it educational and put it on our college applications. The teacher helping us "train" divided up subjects and tried to assign us to learn things we were already familiar with. She was Jewish. She surveyed a pool of mainly Hispanic, white, and South Asian kids and said, "Does anyone know anything about Judaism?" Nope. Nope. Finally, my smartass hand goes up, to be funny. "I've seen Fiddler on the Roof a bunch of times!" I had. We had it on VHS. I got the laugh I wanted, and the teacher said, "Okay, then you learn about Judaism!"

It wasn't much. I memorized some Cliff notes-style information and forgot most of the details, until I took World Religion in college and got reminded. But, broad strokes, I already had most of it. I had the idea of it. Not "obey the law" like Catholicism - Catholics famously do not read the Bible - but know the law, so you can have an argument about it and defend your position. OK, God. I've read your demands. Now let's negotiate!

What the heck do you call growing up so near a thing, but being told over and over again that you're not of it? That's not you. We just do all these very similar things for a different reason. Even if you look a bit similar, it's for a different reason. It's all explainable that way, I guess, but it's still in my brain. So whose culture is it? What even is "culture"?

I honestly don't know, but if you come to my house with latkes, I will steal them and eat them. Seriously, I've done that. I think they were leftovers, but later it occurred to me that my husband's friend may have intended to take them home and eat them himself. I'm so sorry, my dude. You had to put up with your friend's apparently-Mexican spouse screaming, "ARE THOSE LATKES? I LOVE LATKES!" and running for the sour cream and applesauce.

They were really good, though.

#cultures #mixed race history #wtf am i?#i mean i know i'm me but relative to other people...?#mexican czech-german probably swiss a li'l indigenous #tamales and latkes is a perfectly cromulent christmas

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liverpool-enjoyer · 4 months

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HI MAX!!!!! I was just listening to music n like i just realized In The Kitchen by Reneé Rapp is SOOOO uefa high müllendowski core😫😫 afajbsbsnsns SORRY FOR RANTING HERE I JUST WANTED TO TELL YOU HAVE A GOOD DAY!!!!

AHHHH BITCH I AM CRYING IN THE CLUB (the club being my room)

youre so right ohmyGOSH,,, never apologize bestie these kindsa asks make my day. n yes i can guarantee thomas has this on the breakup playlist that he most DEFINITELY made n most definitely does NOT cry to on a semi regular basis

#HAVA GREAT DAY BESTIE!!!#ty for the ask <3 #thomas muller #robert lewandowski #mullendowski #uefa high #june

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hi there emily! i hope you're doing well! i just wanted to stop by and tell you how much i adore you and your wonderful stories. it goes without question that you hava a great talent but you also put so much work and heart into your writings and you can just feel it while reading it. it is truly a pleasure and honor being able to experience your amazing fics. you really make our days brighter! i've been very stressed latley and i hate falling asleep at night cause the thought of a new day stresses me out even more and the only motivation for actually sleeping is knowing that there's gonna be a brand new story waiting for me when i wake up. so thank you so much for keeping me sane. i hope your days are as beautiful as yourself 💕

Anna 🥹 I can't handle how sweet you are. I CAN'T HANDLE IT. Thanks for reading my fics. The fact that they make your days easier makes me so warm inside. I hope you get a good night's sleep tonight and have an amazing day tomorrow.

#if you ask emily

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haverdoodles · 1 year

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Hello! Bit of an update!

First of all, thank you all so much for the warm and comforting birthday messages. They made my birthday feel much less scary, and I’m endlessly appreciative for it. You are all very kind people 💖

Now for the important bits:

I’ve started going back and editing older written posts to make sure that they’re written more sensitively, as promised (still a work in progress). I have some friends with chronic illnesses who offered to proof read future drafts of Te’lise-centric pieces, which I really appreciate!

I’ve also gone and deleted most of my old Thanuil artwork. Now that I’ve fully realized my error in accidentally perpetuating stereotypes in my attempt to show off his vallaslin design* (him being mostly depicted in a loincloth, when Ellana and Te’lise are fully clothed) I’m very uncomfortable at the thought of keeping them up and potentially hurting more viewers in the future. I’ll probably delete more art going forward, as I want to portray these characters that I love with nothing but care and respect. 2023 seems as good of a time as any for a fresh start.

* see the tag ‘# hava asks’ (recent) for a fuller, more articulate break down of this mistake, and how I ended up there

I’m slooowly starting to expand my interests beyond DA again, so in the event that I end up leaving the fandom (as in, stop publishing art and written works for it) I want to make sure it’s on a healthy, positive note. I won’t leave until my past mistakes are remedied and I can leave good memories behind for people to hopefully enjoy.

That being said, if there’s anything I’ve drawn or written that you believe wasn’t done very well, and could use improvement (in terms of depiction/characterization) you are always welcome to message me! I’m going to do my best to gather them up on my own, but I might miss some along the way (as was the case a few days ago).

Thank you for reading, and I hope you have a great day! Big hugs 🫂💖

#haverdoodles #hava update #hava asks

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my-chemical-wheaties · 21 days

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Albums That I Listened to in March 2024

This month started out pretty fast in terms of how often I listened to albums (As in, there were two days where I listened to three albums in a row), and then later as the month progressed, I noticed that it was taking me longer to actually get around to listening to something. I think for next time, I need to pace myself more so that I don't get burnout. I also lifted the genre and decade restrictions that I put on myself last month and allowed myself to just listen to any album that I thought I would enjoy upon first glance.

These are the albums that I listened to this month:

Bridge Over Troubled Water - Simon and Garfunkel (1970)

Lianne La Havas - Lianne La Havas (2020)

Heard It in a Past Life - Maggie Rogers (2019)

Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends - Coldplay (2008)

Have You in My Wilderness - Julia Holter (2015)

What Now - Brittany Howard (2024)

Adventure - Oohyo (2015)

Everybody Else is Doing It, So Why Can't We? - The Cranberries (1993)

And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow - Weyes Blood (2022)

Michigan - Sufjan Stevens (2003)

The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We - Mitski (2023)

You Forgot It In People - Broken Social Scene (2003)

Here's how I would personally rank these albums:

Michigan: The instrumentation is so unique; I love the usage of different types of percussion (Especially the bells) and a horn section on this album. The subject matter seems to mostly pertain to Sufjan's personal life, but as someone who was born and raised in Michigan, there are some parts that I can relate to and I definitely feel like the album sounds like Michigan, if that makes sense. This is the first Sufjan album that I've ever listened to, and I'm definitely interested in hearing the rest of his discography. 9/10

Heard It in a Past Life: Maggie Rogers has such a unique sound that fits my exact music tastes. This album scratches the itch really well for me and truly is a no skip album. I really like the fusions between house and indie rock on here. 8/10

And in the Darkness, Hearts Aglow: This album sounds like a deeper, more refined version of Weyes Blood's previous album, Titanic Rising. Like with Heard It in a Past Life, this really is a no skip album for me and I respect Natalie for exploring deeper lyrical topics and themes. 9/10

Everybody Else is Doing It, So Why Can't We?: This album instantly had me hooked. The instrumentation on it is dreamy and Dolores O'Riordan has such a unique and beautiful voice (Rest in peace). At least in the United States, this is a truly underrated 90s alternative rock album and I'm eager to hear what else this band has put out. 8/10

The Land is Inhospitable and So Are We: I saw Mitski live in concert this past month and so I decided to take it upon myself to listen to her most recent album in preparation. The songs themselves are pretty short, but they are all beautiful and have an almost gothic country feel to them that I really like. Plus, you cannot go wrong with Mitski's lyricism. I can confirm that a lot of these tracks sound as great live as they do as studio recordings. 8/10

Have You in My Wilderness: I feel like this is the objectively better album between it and the Mitski one, but in my head, their placements on this ranking are interchangeable. Some of the songs drag on for a little longer than I feel like they should, but I'm always down for a good art pop album and this one delivers. I especially like the usage of the harpsichord. 9/10

Viva La Vida or Death and All His Friends: The only song that I have ever heard from this album was one of the two title tracks, "Viva La Vida," before last month, so I decided out of sheer curiosity to give the whole album a listen. The album overall is pretty solid, and I like some of the switch-ups that happen in the middle of certain tracks. The lyrics could use some work, though. 7/10

What Now: The first I ever heard of Brittany Howard was when I was watching the Grammys some years ago and her former band Alabama Shakes did a live performance. I didn't really seek out any of Alabama Shakes' music, but I did acquire respect for Howard as a vocalist and songwriter. Just last month, she released her second solo album, What Now, and after hearing a brief radio interview that she did, I decided to go check it out. The album is fairly short at about thirty-eight minutes, but it is a wonderful listen all the way through. The soundscape is as colorful as the album's cover. It's still the same alternative rock music that Howard has been making throughout her career, but there are touches of psychedelia and house music mixed in that give this album its own unique personality (The saxophone on "Samson" in particular is just *chef's kiss* exquisite). This also marks the first album that I have listened to in this challenge that was released in 2024, the year in which I am doing this. I will probably be going back to this one. 7/10

Bridge Over Troubled Water: This is a pleasant album to listen to. I love the vocal harmonies, and the tracks manage to all sound different from each other without losing any sonic cohesion. It doesn't really stand out to me as much as some of the other albums that I listened to this month, but I wouldn't mind putting it on once in a while. 8/10

Lianne La Havas: Lianne is an underrated singer-songwriter and musical artist, and I feel like I was overdue for listening to a full album of hers. It's a pretty solid album, but I feel like some of the tracks don't have enough interesting things going on with them. It can get kind of overly repetitive at points. 7/10

Adventure: Continuing my venture into more indie, singer-songwriter Korean artists spurred by my listening of Modern Times by IU last month, Oohyo's sophomore album is a light, smooth pop album with some pleasant electronic elements thrown in for good measure. I wouldn't necessarily say that this project enthralled me as much as some of the other ones that I listened to this month, but it was a nice album to go through. Also, the track "UTO" sounds a little like "Red Right Hand" by Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds to me. 7/10

You Forgot It In People: The melodies and guitar work on this album are wonderful and there are some genuinely beautiful moments, but the lyrics come off as extremely pretentious and honestly kind of problematic, if not outright offensive sometimes (For example, there is literally a song that has a homophobic slur in it. To my knowledge, no one credited with writing nor singing this specific track is LGBTQ+. Yikes). Additionally, there are some production choices that I disliked, such as that weird vocal effect they put over Emily Haines in "Anthems For a Seventeen Year-Old Girl." Overall, I feel like this album was mid and severely overrated by the indie crowd. 5/10

I already have a few albums that I want to listen to in April, so stay tuned for when I review those next month! :)

#music #albums #album review #simon and garfunkel #lianne la havas #maggie rogers #coldplay #julia holter #brittany howard #oohyo #the cranberries #weyes blood #sufjan stevens #mitski #broken social scene

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