#hate it here lol

[intermundia]

the thing that i don't understand about how most people's brains work is that, like, for me, making prolonged and repeated eye contact is an unbearably intense, invasive, and intimate experience. the sensation is like putting your hand on a hot stove lol idk like each time i make eye contact i'm immediately flooded with so much painfully detailed emotional information about the other person, i can't help but process it at the same time as i am trying to do something else. it takes conscious effort to not get overwhelmed with that much information, and during an interaction where you're supposed to be answering a question that takes recall and explanation, it's just super distracting and triggers so much anxiety. i get plenty of emotional information from reading people's body language and voice, i don't need direct access to their soul to have a conversation lmao. i know that's not at all how most people experience social interactions, and i just wonder what it's like to actually enjoy or seek out eye contact. how is it not distressing to people lmaoo i can't even imagine

#feeling autistic on main today sorry lol #i wish it wasn't such a strong social norm #like it's not everywhere in the world #hate it here lol #actually autistic

[angstyastro]

Why these pornbots dming me? Get out of here

#hate it here lol #I see those accts constantly #tumblr get ur shit together

[coffeecupandcorgi]

#me to myself today #🫠 #a forever mood #one of the top 5 gc mantras #I was so productive doing private px stuff this morning now I just want to nap and hate watch Gilmore girls #but I still have tasks for my two real jobs #covid day 11 report ughdjj #at least it is the weekend I guess and I can emerge from isolation?? tho to what end lol #neo yokio #hate it here lol

[luzclarita57]

Yay! No pregnant <3 but fuuuuuck these cramps bro....

#hate it here lol #personal

[james-stark-the-writer]

uni started back up today and i suspect i'm still gonna be the inky person in class wearing a mask lmao

#james talks #hate it here lol #but we are literally still in a pandemic and rates have been surging and now we're gonna be forced to be in the same room #y'all are just stupid for not masking #yup just got to class. not a single person with a mask in here.

[crowned--corvid]

me when i remember you created Rain World- :D

me when i remember you created Homestuck- D:

WE DONT TALK ABOUT MY HOMESTUCK PHASE

#crowasks #CRYING #i used to mimic the panel's styles too #hate it here lol

[asexualbookbird]

sorry i cant do any of the things i wanted to do today because theyre cutting down trees full of protected birds on protected lands right outside my window and i am angry about it <3

#bookbird babbles #nvm the noise but #I know for a FACT at least three tobin families have nests in that brush!!!! #KNOW BECAUSE I HAVE SEEN AND WITNESSED THEM #reported a Wildlife Crime but :( #cant stop the damage theyve already done :( #hate it here lol

[testosterogna]

they should invent a job that is fun and fulfilling while also sustainable and livable

#hate it here lol #julian talks

[bisexual-slime]

the chefs in my work are all huddled around a mobile phone waiting for the verdict and I'm in the corner filling sauce bottles grimacing at their reactions

#theyre joking abt her being bankrupt and calling her names #one is male 2 are female #hate it here lol

[nightlyponder]

i've decided to do only vegetarian meals while im at home, to give this try again for like the 2nd-3rd try and went to order some groceries online thinkin i'll find some vegetarian or vegan chili cuz ive been wantin chili and they're fuckin sold out of the one i wanted -___-

#how do you veggie friends live like this #hate it here lol #jericho.txt #and no i dont wanna make my own i have time for that please i work 2 jobs and go to grad school #i need microwave food

[run2thesky]

I drank makgeolli for the first time last night and it was so freaking good! too bad nowhere in my town sells it 😢.

#hate it here lol

[saveitlikesasuke]

Cole starting to look like a real Chelsea player 💀

#hate it here lol #poor kid

[uncanny-tranny]

This might seem like an "old man yells at cloud" situation, but it's just wild growing up and being told how dangerous distracted driving is - how, at highway speeds, you can traverse the length of a football field (100 yards, 91 meters) in a matter of seconds - how one split second sending a text while driving could result in a potential fatal crash, and then getting on the road as a driver and being surrounded by billboards. Their entire purpose is to catch one's attention, so they're lining major roads, which tend to be highways. How is it that you're told how important it is to never be distracted while driving, but still being advertised to?

At best, this type of advertising is an eyesore to pedestrians and motorists and a general waste of electricity to light it, and at worst, it is an active danger considering they are there to advertise and therefore, must catch people's attention.

I'm not even against advertising in theory, but this particular mode bothers me so much and I hate how pervasive it is - especially in large cities or highways.

#politics #i don't know much about são paulo banning marketing billboards but on paper i want that here in the USA #as a motorist it at best just makes me more anxious driving in those larger cities because i want to FOCUS ON THE ROAD #and passing 5000 billboards per mile isn't helping actually! #i've gotten good at filtering that out of my FOV but it's still fucking exhausting lol #i especially hate those modern electric billboards. despise them actually #i am aware that advertising is a critical aspect to business management in some cases... #...but it shouldn't risk the safety of the populous for you to advertise to them and i see things like billboards as risking safety... #...i feel similarly about online advertising in that so much of it risks internet user's safety... #...such as flashing ads online which risk triggering epileptic seizures in light/photo-sensitive folks #distracted driving (texting): NO >:( || distracted driving (being advertised to): YAYYYY :D #i've been driving on my own for a few years now and i've been thinking about this for ENTIRELY too long

[softinvasions]

DIRECTOR'S NOTE • Nov. 2023

You can't go home. This play has a particular care for and interest in its victims. The resident

inciting event is endless. tragedy is much more concerned with footnotes than it is with gods.

well acquainted with what happens afterward, storytellers claim they can't diverge from what's

written: resist. rage against what must be. tell a story about war without talking

about love. survive its aftermath. fail to find resolution. make this suffering

a home. There's no breaking this chain— fate, as always, gets its way.

Poetry assembled from the program of an Oresteia production. Nov. 2023.

#p #analog #oscillating wildly between liking and hating this but you have to get the gunk out to get going again #the last line...the rest of the poem has to be REALLY solid for it to work and im. not sure it is. but its here lol #bad 'scan' quality too but i am too impatient to wait to get to a real scanner #what i do like about this one is the enjambment #i think its some of my best

[starlightrans]

500 posts!

Omg I'm so ill bc I post so damn much

#500 posts #tumblr milestone #Hate it here lol #random babbling

[rolybug]

funny purple dog you get endless health issues

#character wise i see it as being kind of quietly pissed off most of the time from all the bullshit fuckery it has to deal with #hates being a messenger and just wants to go home to its creator for head pats and pain medication #dont look too hard at that ''skull'' it doesnt make much sense #rain world #rw spearmaster #art #2024 #not super satisfied with the way i drew it here i might iterate (lol) on it some more if i draw it again