#guys theyre so in my head i ????? helP????

[dizzybizz]

mingling memeing for today 🥰

#guys theyre so in my head i ????? helP???? #scum villian self saving system #svsss #sha hualing #liu mingyan #mingling #my art #doodle #for that last one teehee #honestly tho it could go any which way there #like... #both of them thinking biting? or kissing? shl thinking biting while lmy thinks kissing? #i kinda wanted to do full shoujo style for shl's but i went with the silly sloppy makeout instead #again IT WORKS wIT H BOTH #i was also thinking about keeping the veil for it but i didnt in the end ✋😭 #it might have been a mistake for me to learn how to draw the two of them. now there is no going back yknow. oh gods #anyways i love them and i think they could be so silly and good and aguuhhgooghgfhfghfhghghhg

[puppyeared]

fake ep idea + doodles

#i was thinking abt how funny it would be if there was a shiftythrifting blog equivalent in lmk. and half the stuff on there is #submitted by wukong. so i thought a yard sale ep would be funny lol #basically the hoard becomes problem one way or another and wukong figures the best way to get rid of his junk is thru ebay #somehow ends up selling world ending artifacts to random megapolis citizens so mk mei and redson have to scramble to find em #purposely meant to mirror the weekly shenanigans s1-2 style eps that are really goofy (dumpling ep noodles ep etc) #but it gets darker and darker because MK is not fucking ok after that whole thing with the scroll and some unchecked identity crisis #for me id want him to kind of. freak tf out because they have to find MULTIPLE chaos inducing items that could end the world while trying t #be sillygoofy and funny about it. so hes trying to mask his panic with “ohhh guys its just like the good ol days ^_^ remember that ^_^” #ESPECIALLY after that whole thing with the ink scroll. also mei doesnt buy any of it and is worried for him the whole time #as for the B plot it could be monkey king also trying to be very relaxed abt selling 4000 years worth of stuff and tang getting all huffy #like “these are priceless artifacts that could help us learn so much about the past!! wtf man!!!” #and maybe it reveals smth like wukong not wanting to hold on anymore bc his past weighs him down. and theyre all reminders #i think azure mentioned that wukong is sentimental (idk if that was genuine or lying to mk) so that could be touched on to #so basically. the theme would be some sort of conversation abt nostalgia. i think. im not a writer so its very fuzzy in my head #if anyone wants to add on or include their own spin on it feel free. also included undercut redson as a treat somewhere in there #myart #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk red son #lmk mei #lmk MK #lmk xiaotian #lmk xiaojiao #lmk sun wukong #lmk swk #doodles #lmk tang #lmk pigsy #lmk traffic light trio #yard sale ep

[brediest-littleguy]

Jed’s holding a little harmonica (song references is All I want is you)

(Credit to @night-at-the-musian for showing me the song )

Jedediah is the Wild West he’s never seen anything below the neck before

Octo stop stealing his bandana smh

Also hehehe Toga Boy riding so many critters (save a horse ride a cowboy amirite?)

Also close up of the coloured doodle

So silly, much fun to draw

#gaius octavius #jedediah smith #jedtavius #natm jedtavius #jedidiah x octavius #natm fandom #natm #IM SCREAMING THEYRE SO SILLY #im so normal about them guys look how normal I’m being they definitely living in my brain rent free 24/7 #I definitely do not have 3 AUs and 2 oneshots written in my head about them right now #I COULDNT go to sleep until I finished this help #shjshjshjshsjshjshj

[dexaroth]

also undecisive about a rodent sona.. as much as i love oh so dearly rats and mice i feel like a jerboa fits me best

but i could also just make them a shapeshifter. who give a shit

#theyre so jumpy. id be so jumpy if i wasnt disabled. well ive alwayss been jumpy before i got disabled #but im also a fat little guy scampering about in train stations too. #duality of man here #i also wish people talked more abt silly rodents.. the only like. sort-of-non-standard rat/mouse adjacent is the howling mouse #and that one giatn fucking rat that helps detects landmines i always forget their name #like the little guy in my avatar rn. thats me!! but a jerboa doesnt look like that. if i made a jerboa sona with a rat head that de weirdd #thatd be*

[googlein1942]

ive been so into rdr2 lately and i keep thinking about public nations verse where people making historical games/movies/shows/etc. consult nation people on historical tidbits and accuracy and whatnot, so queue Alfred “Favorite era of the US was the wild wild west” Jones finding his way to rockstar studios to help them out with the game accuracy/go on about whacky people he met during those days while the studio is just like write that down write that down

#sort of long post #my brain rot knows no bounds #also imagining alfred wanting to simp after arthur morgan so bad but hes like i cant i cant he has the same name as the guy who raised me #hes like trying to convince the studio to change the name and shit lmaoo #also a while back someone made posts about a post-reveal nations verse where tv studios would make like historical docs about the nations #(loved these posts so much) #and i think it would be interesting if nations got introduced to the whole thing with bc helping with games/tv/movies not about them #and then when some studio comes up and is like hey we wanna make a show about you guys #theyre like yeah fine cus we already help out with other stuff and maybe know the people we’d be working with on this #oh and they show up for like nonsensical things. historical plays. settup for local historical festival. historical parodies. you name it #i just love the whole nations being in the spotlight idea #and i have to take number 1 blorbo alfred f jones and spin him in my head like a microwave at all times bo matter what #also very obsessed with red dead rn im doing a 100% completion (story and compendium) run for my now 3rd play through #also i need to sleep 😣 #hws america #public nations #hws #hetalia headcanons #and yes that IS what the F stands for no complaints

[asummersday]

getting compliments on my writing always makes me go

#just in general #you guys dont get it #every compliment i get has me frothing at the mouth and slamming my head into a wall /pos #(i cant handle compliments. it makes me short circuit every time) #someone just told me theyre subscribed to me and?????? i would die for you?????/ #i struggle a lot with being nice to myself abt my writing so hearing so many of you really enjoying my stuff helps me a lot <33 #genuinely. im learning self love and all of u are helping <3 #summer post

[themyscirah]

Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will- #like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!! #i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!! #also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc) #anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify. #i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things) #like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there. #like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other. #which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

[qeyond]

One day I'd like to share my A oc with y'all but nervous but also I love him so dearly he's me, he's A, he's stubborn, and childish, and a smart ass but baby...

But also more than being an A oc he developed into just being my own oc and in non-death note universe, as a kid, he helps solve little mysteries around the neighborhood he grew up in with his besties Cole (originally my B oc) and Thomas (my friends oc who was a V oc) and they call themselves the Misfit Knights!!! They're all kinda misfits for one reason or another at their school and slowly become a found family type of friend group and eventually becoming the misfit knights really helps to reconnect with their classmates and community. They solve little mysteries for kids at school or in the neighborhood like "who took my backpack!!" or "the group of bullies are scaring me :(". Tho in that case they kind of just end up diverting the bullies attention to themselves, which in their opinion is a Problem Solved, even if it's Their Problem now.

Their biggest mystery and the one that jostles them all the most is The Missing Pets, which they're just kids and they haven't really interacted with criminal crimes before so they just think someone like stole them or something... ? It's very strange and they don't really realize it's like... Something that will put them in real danger until they're in the basement of the person, and close family friend of Thomas', they think is causing the pets to go missing and they See Scary Things Down There....

Anyway I'm rambling but I love them all so much and I love the idea of them all ending up in the Wammy house in some alternate reality but their bonds are shaken up and broken and weird now cuz they're older and Things Happened after/during the Missing Pets arc that really drew them apart and they either take the wammys house too seriously or it fucks their shit so bad.

#qeyond sucks #also idk how to do readmores on mobile anymore... girl help #genuine tho if yall know the code lemme know in a message or comment or something ; w ; #sorry im rambling but i just love anthony and cole so much... #i have ball jointed dolls based on them and art all over #theyre my babies born of death note but kinda took a life of their own #cole is a quiet fairy tail book worm but the kids dont like him cuz hes a bit weird... #he takes a lot of interest in learning about history and death and things and #he just doesn't make friends well #but thomas and anthony pick him up and he fits in so well with them #anthony is a high grades well off family kid with popular potential but hes a bit of a #butt head and a bit too serious sometimes and most kids didnt like it #but thomas and cole straighten him out and always bring him back to earth #like hey smart ass chill for a second #or make jokes about it and Anthony's like >:(( im being serious guys! and theyre like #yeah we know lmao its okay youll grow out of it pal :3 #and thomas is a big super hero fan and adores his older brother whos in a band #i dont know him as deeply as cole and anthoyn cuz hes my friends oc but they #wouldnt be the same without him #hes the one that gets anthony to chill out when hes being a butt #very found family and theyre all some kinda gay but im still not sure in what ways #thomas x anthony tho and cole is like their kid #idk ignore me im just rambling oooghh

[reikunrei]

wondering about how Kali’s doing...

i always always think about that final shot of her, watching El turn around and run away, to go back to her friends and family because they need her, and how heartbroken Kali looks because of it

and you know that ate at her. that moment where El said “no, these people who you are saying are trying to suppress me. they need me. and i need them. i love them. i can’t stay.” you KNOW that ate at Kali. you KNOW that she thought about it for months and months and months and she thought “am i doing this wrong?”

i like to think that, because of that goodbye, she realized that she can’t be going down the path she has chosen. that maybe El is right and it’s better to have mercy, to forgive, to strive for goodness rather than sticking to revenge because of the temporary relief. love will always be the better choice

#kali prasad #stranger things #KALI MY BELOVED COME BACK!!!!!! #she and el are so fucked up and traumatized like. i love #how both of those characters have such loaded histories with love and family #and kali had to fend for herself with no immediate good support system #like her friends are good people. just maybe a little misguided #theyre behaving the way they behave bc the world has forgotten about them #and kali was forgotten. so she wanted the ppl who made her life hell to remember her #anyone who says kali is a bad toxic person im biting you im biting you im biting you #she and el are the SAME just like el and henry are the SAME it's all about CIRCUMSTANCE #she's just FUCKED UP like all the other kids and is deserving of wiggle room!!!! #anyway not to be like *guy who's only ever watched atla* hm getting lots of atla vibes from this #but kali reminds me very much of katara when she goes to find the man who killed her mother #and how in the end she couldn't kill him #and not bc she forgave him. but bc it wouldnt make her feel better #it wouldnt bring her mother back #i think that's what el taught kali. that the murder might feel good for a moment #but it won't help in the long run #that look kali has on her face as they drive off and leave el.......... i think that lesson is clicking in her head #ANYWAY #i say things

[dizzybizz]

al lsasints steret 🥺

i lvoe alll saints stereettttrahghghhhh

#guys help help help help hel #i feel like my fixations are tossing me around like im a ball #and also my sanity is the monkey in the middle n theyre bullying it #ive been mostly drawing momo.. #all saints street #ive been infodumping so fkn hard in the discord i feel crazy #can i infodump here too #can i just like ramble #wan sheng jie #wsj #wsj momo #wsj crystal #i ship them but idk if they have a shipname n their names dont rlly mesh well wehhhh #just casually been calling them the idols in my head ngl #neil bowman #ira blood #wsj damao #wsj abu #luis bite #nick hoult #lily angel #lynn angel #i think i peaked at the end there with him tbh #my art #wehhhhh i love ass (the manhua n donghua series) #send ask abt wsj if you want if you want if wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww ifor me maybe

[puppyeared]

people who do STEM or administration as a career full time and continue to do art as a hobby, I am scared of you but like in a hot way. youre like if we were allowed to have cold drinks in winter. i look at you and think of miles morales with his two cakes. do you want to make out sometime

#i say all of this positively bc i just! i cant help admiring it!! even if its mundane or not a big deal to you i seriously cant wrap my head #around it.. this is in no way at all meant to be condescending or anything. whenever i look at someones bio and theyre like oh im working #as a lab assistant biologist pharmacist realtor etc im like woag.... thats insane.. and then i peep your art tag and it knocks my socks of #how?? what lives do you lead??? im so curious. i seriously want a peek inside your brains someday. or at least shadow you at work lol #i cant help but feel sad when someone says smth like well i have to support myself and art cant do that for me. or maybe you were #pushed into pursuing a 'safe' career bc i hear it a lot. all of my relatives have the same story working as nurses and OFWs for the family #i think for me its not about missed potential but rather its being sad about making a decision to put your happiness aside to get by #ive tried so hard to do it but it didnt work out. i guess watching you guys do it is fascinating to me #or maybe youve made peace with your decision or actually like what you pursued but im still amazed!! it makes me wonder what made #you pick one over the other in that case.. is it like putting time for two different things the way you would for a schedule?? hmmm #im doing graphic design so i dont really interact with ppl in other faculties even humanities like sociology or childcare... so i cant help #wondering what it must be like as someone whos pursuing visual communication both as an interest and career #i seriously wish i could do smth like a desk job or even admin and maybe ill try that if this doesnt work. or i could look into trades #but dyscalculia already makes it hard to do things like cash and mental math so i get overwhelmed if i think about this too hard #yapping

[hellhoundlair]

sam traumatic brain injury thoughts rn

#gmm voice. lets talk about that. #also back on my sam with epilepsy shit #anyway constant tbis is causing this guy to be half deaf and have regular seizures and migrains and shit #i think the weight of 'my GOD my brains been fucked' would only rly hit him once they move into the bunker and become more established #like their whole life theyre on the move always running to or from something so hes always got a distraction. something to keep moving for #and once he has a place to be and stay it kind of creeps up on him. #he cant research like he used to. cant focus or comprehend certain shit and even if he can hes prone to headaches and migraines and #he wants to keep going. to help out but the only way to help is to step away from any screens and just lie in a dark room for a while #and come back to it later. he doesnt really realise that ur head hurting all the damn time and his level of forgetfulness isnt just #a sign that hes getting older. hes been prone to nosebleeds and stuff his entire life so that doesnt register as weird either #and once theyre in the bunker and hes probably a little less stressed about being on the run for his entire life i think hed realise #that HUH thats weird i havent had a seizure in a while. i wonder why. #i DO this sam wuld have a lot of these things even before any brain trauma #like hes always had headaches and nosebleeds and the occasional seizure. but thats part of why he thought they were just like. normal #disablednatural

[abyssalpriest]

God I could and should write a whole fucking book by the end of this life here on Lev and his symbols

ill write it then burn it before anyone else gets a copy. or i wont. im supposed to be helping him this incarnation here to get a better anchor in this plane so maybe it would help more than itd be weird - im just getting from him the energy of "yeah no people already effectively have these things, people on my plane already know me inside and out to an extensive degree, may as well have it here too" you know. fair

#ramblings // #ugh god i love his tone saying that tho. i kept trying to prod to see if it was a ''ugh yeah people know me inside and out and Yes Its #Invasive But -'' but no #oh my god man. his like energy towards his people is..... BEFORE I SAY THIS #I HOPE YOU ALL KNOW IM ANTI PROPAGANDA. the biggest reason i dont work with Lu and others is bc theres this tendency to #be like ''we're darkness but also light! we're teachers we're enlightened we're pure in our own way and the kings are here to #teach you how to empower yourselves and they love all worshipers and they reject all tyrannical authority and they are the good guys #against the chrxstian god who (insert specific atrocity that actually was committed by the kings not the 'chrxstian god' - and #''demons'' should KNOW that because it was AN IMPORTANT PART OF THE WAR so either theyre LYING orrrrr) and we're actually #really down to earth and more holy than anyone else bc we're enlightened - i mean uh uh no wait that contradicts us being #against the love and light style of enlightenment chasing'' like. i will tell you that my boss has massacred a lot of people i will tell yo #im anti monarchy and i dont believe that the kings' peoples are any better than 'angels' and i will tell you a lot of innocents on both #sides have been lost bc of royalty and rich families the kings are directly tied to #so i hope you know that when i say the way lev treats his people in his mind is..... holy shit #i pick apart everything he does. ive seen sides of him that are dark af (and i love him for them lmfao) but as soon as his people are #involved... have you ever been w someone getting hot and bothered and a kid walks in that you thought was sleeping and you just switch #completely into parent mode like. he'll have complex fictions w me helping me write stories about corrupt monarchies and shit #and then no. he is like. hes very good at mindset switching and going immediately into different faces but i swear #his ''i am a king and a king is a head of a mass of people - a king is a servant to his people'' mode is like. impenetrable #he is so. fucking intensely single-minded and trained to be a king unlike anyone else. anyway what was i talking about #OH YEAH. his tone w what i wrote in the post. was so switched into that mode of ''my viscera is theirs to eat as Im splayed on their table #and this is divine ruling. this is my purpose with them'' type shit. PURE thought. there is no other energy i can find in it other than #pure ''this is my job and i do it''. pure as in distilled. a pure tone like a sine wave played on a synth as opposed to a string plucked #leviathan // #ive. im nervous about saying the shit ive said here lmfao but ive had his OK before to say it ALSO. AS I SAID. theres no way his people #dont know the massacre was done by the kings lmfao. like. yall were involved. and also you all have to know that one of the #people that pretends to be the christian god is. two of the kings actually and since lev commonly appears to people and lets them #decide who he is bc hes never arsed making a show of Being Leviathan and whatnot im sure hes been called God plenty of times #too but like. cmon. I dont know who started the ''oh the uh the invading heaven and killing off half the population was the #chrxstian god'' rumour but i was first exposed to it through lu and (his wife) worshipers so yall get the blame - that said...

[lzrdprsn]

It's really weird when you know someone in a context different from how everybody else knows them so you look at them and you still kind of see that person they used to be

#this post is about the boy i dated my senior year who was so incredibly sweet tbh wouldnt be the person i am today if i hadnt met him #but he was so fucked up he had so many issues it was really hard so it didnt work out but i loved him and i think he loved me too #but hes in a moderately successful band now which i just found out about do i looked them up and theyre good #but its so weird because its like i know that when you were 17 you wanted to be an underwater welder #i helped you clean your room at your grandmas house because you were so sad you couldnt do it yourself #i ditched 5th period AP English to sit on the steps behind the auditorium and listen to you talk about whatever #you pushed me on the swings and we took the bus to the movie theater and you liked cherry wraps and you played me my favorite songs #i havent REALLY thought about that guy in years and we were only together MAYBE 6 months but its so weird what you remember about people #and especially how you remember how they made you feel because he made me feel so good like i was in control #all my previous relationships was me trying to desperately please someone who wouldnt do the same for me #and honestly a lot of my relationships since have been the same especially in college and with the one girl who honestly if she called me #today i would drop everything and go be with her again no questions because i cant get her out of my head #but stuff witj him was never ever like that it was so easy it was like breathing even though it ended messy i have 0 regrets #and its nice to know that things are going well for him because honestly he changed my life a little bit #the way i dont give a fuck now is something i learned from him #ill probably delete this later but you know

[robocops-a-christ-allegory]

Alright Im still stuck on the fucking new doom patrol issue. I think Rita shouldve just found a big tarp or something and threw it over Metawoman and carried her away. Come on

I'd make friends with her

#body horror #emetophobia tw #I dont know why Im so hung up on this sorry. The art in this miniseries is also like #crazy mean like it being made a point that Metawomans conventionally attractive and then her powers start #acting up and theres a big almost splash page of her being gross #it feels so weird for the tone of this miniseries? #Like I dunno. thats part of why Im thinking about this so much this miniseries like #wants to be edgy and mean but also like Nice and Soft it feels like? I might be being too mean thats #the only way I can think to explain it. Like this is happening while Niles is being like #'if only I got help for my trauma sooner...' #anyway if I was there I would've made friends #Rita where is the blob solidarity girl #it is also more like hit you over the head like well metawoman thinks shes better then the doom patrol #because shes NORMAL but now shes NOT and shes getting BLASTED BY PEACEMAKERS BIG ROBOTS NOW #I THINK PEACEMAKER MADE FRIENDS WITH HER I THINK- #I THINK IT WAS FINE I THINK THEYRE FRIENDS NOW- #ok actual last post about this fucking issue im a week late on sorry guys. #ok last thing I know its like a #like theyre not obligated to help someone who was trying to kill them type of thing right. I get that. but I think this is part of why doin #allegories for this kind of shit this much isnt good. she is turning into a massive blob monster against her will after being experimented- #on. the doom patrols thing now is helping out metahumans and people considered 'freaks'. Rita scoop her up. Ok im done.

[snailfen]

the gourmand experience thus far: rotundness

#rain world downpour spoilers #rain world spoilers #FINALLY MADE A DENT OF PROGRESS IN DIRECTION. holy shit #but um most of my grocery list is done! a lot of stuff i needed was in shoreline. i also ran into an orange lizard in shaded citadel..??? #im guessing it was a lineage step. cus i killed and ate a mole lizard for the list a cycle earlier. iirc orange lizards dont normally spawn #in shaded #ALSO MIRAHEZE UPDATED. thankfully you dont HAVE to kill a red centipede for the list! its either that or an aquapede. whew #so anyways i just went for that in shoreline #got a cyan in industrial #decided to make a quick stop at sky islands before heading to fp??? for some reason. took forever to find an eggbug jesus #its so funny what pebs says to gourmand. Gluttonous Beast..... rotundness. hehe #anyways i unlocked slugpups early through the cheats menu but never found any on survivor/monk. i ran into one at a karma gate shelter help #ITS FUNNY CUS I SAW PIPE LIGHTS INDICATING THAT SOMETHING LEFT WHEN I ENTERED THE SHELTER. IM AT THE TOP OF CANOPY #fucking NOTHING gets up there. so i popped back out. saw nothing. figured it was just a batfly. went back in. boom. baby jumpscare #so um. i have a baby now!!! im on my way to subterranean and i have two items left. so smooth sailing from here #still need to come up with a name for the little guy.... i wanna do a title like the campaign slugcats? theyre a white slugpup #oh god i have to be responsible for them the entire way. if i run into another one ill cry cus i wont be able to leave it there #but dear god the difficulty will Not be Fun. why am i like this. #mossball.txt #nebi gaming moment #the gourmand