#grieving him isn't going to do anything if they cant *fix it.*

[sage-is-in-fact-very-tired]

It's been 4 months already. 16 weeks - 112 days. They're almost numb to how long its been, now. Its just a repetitive cycle of anger and fear and despair, that at some point they're bound to become numb too it.

Everyone knows whos side Icarus is on - they're scared of them; again. They're *scared* of Icarus again - scared of the person Icarus has always been. (But thats a lie, isn't it? They're just scared of the person *Fable* wants them to be. If they were the person everyone else wanted them to be (the person they more resemble at heart), then we wouldn't be here right now.)

There's not much more to be said that they haven't already said before. There's blood on their hands, again, but that seems like a repetitive cycle that just keeps happening. Icarus can't escape hurting people - can they?

They're always going to hurt the people they love - the people at some point they considered a family. (The people that *were* their family - because Icarus never really had one of those; not properly.) They're always going to hurt. It's just how the cyvle goes - why would they try to break it? It's not like there's a point anymore - they're in too deep, and its not like anyome is going to try and bother to pull them out.

(They've had a week, 2 months, *4 months* to just *simmer* - and they're not sure how much longer it's going to take for them to boil over; but they doubt it'll be very long.)

#this one isnt as sad as much as it just is angry #because i think Icarus is just so fucking *done* - mourning him isnt going to help anymore ; is it? #grieving him isn't going to do anything if they cant *fix it.* #sherbertquake56 #icarus morningstar #fable smp #fsmp #a tag to help find my own posts