#god i cant believe i love you so mucH

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Parallel Lines and Brothers.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #lan wangji #lan xichen #jin zixuan #Does anyone else think about the tragedy of the parallel lines? Of characters who are parallel lines? #Of running the same course as someone. Of echoing each other in perfect synchronicity. #It's more than being a foil. It's about being on the same path and being so near to each other. #and yet parallel lines never intersect. They cannot meet each other despite their existence being tied to another. #I think the brothers tragedy is just as much of a tragedy of parallel lines as is pre-resurrection wangxian. #Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian spend so much time running side by side and yet - they cant close this gap between them. #Even if their relationship never recovers - they are forever tied together through their past. The good and bad and ugly. #All the things that are left unsaid between them. All the love and sacrifices they made for each other that are never shared. Parallel line #I firmly believe any post-canon material that would have them be indifferent towards each other is just...really doing them a disservice. #And dear god the Lan brothers. They certainly love each other! Its a far fonder fraternal relationship than jiangxian (/platonic) #They fool you by having you think they have a good read on each other. Lan Xichen certainly wingmans + advocates for lwj! #But lets not forget - Lan Xichen by the end is in the reverse situation and headspace as Lan Wangji by the end of this story. #Lan Wangji is more free and open than he has ever been. He's in love. He's married. He and wwx are intersecting lines. #& LXC who grew up with and lived the same path as LWJ - who even is said to resemble him visually - his parallel line - shuts himself away #Despite all the love LWJ has for his brother I don't think he ever manages to reach him.

[bootlegatreus]

Fayetos on the mind ever since the game confirmed they are enemies to lovers + bonus GOW3 Kratos because I hate him /pos

#took each others heads off #god of war #kratos #god of war kratos #god of war ragnarök #god of war faye #faye #i love them so much #both these assholes squared up with thor and lived i love them #one like and I will draw more of them #cant believe they nearly killed each other when they first met best news ever #enemies to friends to lovers you cannot convince me otherwise

[mermaidsirennikita]

one of the reasons why I enjoy Ali Hazelwood's Bride is that after the hero gets the heroine off for the first time, he (a werewolf) tells her that she "smells like she just came" and she's like well I did so that's nice and he's like no you don't understand now I need to eat you out it's my culture

#romance novel blogging #i love so much that both ali hazelwood and kresley cole are like #'for werewolves eating their mate's pussy is basically the closest they come to meeting god' #never forget in macrieve (about the werewolf macreieve chieftain of clan macrieve) when he like #is borderline tearful after eating her out #'so blessed. so moved. so grateful. cant believe this is my life. never going to take it for granted. always going to give back. thank you.

[motordyk]

maybe this vacation was a good idea

#cw abuse #cw child abuse #the more i think on it the more i start to remember #i cant believe id forgotten about this part of my life. its really starting to come back to me #i dont remember the finer details but i am remembering that asshole kid and that he didnt treat me very well #he was very frustrating to be around and i really didnt like him #posting this here because god knows i dont have the energy to send it to each individual server that i want people to see #and im alright with having this be public knowledge. even with the risks that come with it #all i ask is that if you want to ask me anything about this or if you want to know anything at all #please #please please please please PLEASE for the love of god be gentle with me #i literally just found out about this like an hour ago so the shock is still very much fresh #if youre a friend of mine im more likely to trust you but if youre on anon consider your words VERY carefully. very carefully #im thick-skinned when it comes to stuff like this but even now im still a little bit rattled #i think thats all i have to say on this. i love you guys <3 please take care of yourselves

[fiendishartist2]

imagine going somewhere that you know you might not come back from. imagine leaving behind half-formed friendships and the facimile of your old ones, hand in hand with ppl who want you dead, because its the right thing to do. imagine you don't come back, just like you anticipated, except thats not entirely true. you dont survive, but some force stops you from leaving in peace; it leaves your body lifeless because it has no use for you besides the terror your mind can inflict on others, but it just won't let you die. imagine one day, you're free from the mental prison you've been trapped in. you wake up, but you're still not alive. you're cold and empty and no one looks at you the same because they can't stand to look at you. it hurts because you can't do anything but hurt people anymore. imagine you had no choice in this, except you did, didn't you? its all your fault because you were too curious, too naive, too prideful, too stupid. its all your fault, just like you always thought, and now everyone agrees with you. imagine they wish you hadn't woken up, and you can't help but agree with them. and yet, you do everything in your power to save them all, while you still have people left to save. because you're still you, even if your friends see an animated corpse in your place. you hold onto your humanity with white knuckles and gritted teeth because its all you have left of yourself. and you still lose by the end because you were set up to fail since the beginning. because you are jonathan sims, and the world has no sympathy for you

#JONATHAN SIMS. AUUUGGGHHHHHRHRGEHRGEJGRHEHRHRGHRGEHE BRK BARK BARK BARK #ripping elias bouchard to shreds and hitting the cast of tma over the head with hammers #ill fight tooth and nail for jon i will be in the fucking trenches for him no matter what #bc i believe in the goodness of jonathan sims!!!! i believe his selflessness is his downfall but it is still selflessness!!!!!!!! #he cares and he loves and he fights for his love even when its hard or hurts himself or others #he blames himself for being led down a path. he cant see how well he was manipulated bc he hates himself so much for falling for it #and nothing will ever be as heartwrenching to me as jon's humanity getting ripped from him when all he wants to keep- #-everyone safe from harm #it becomes his nature to cause the exact harm he was trying to prevent bc he had the misfortune of being the perfect victim #god. jesus christ. jon what the fuck. why would they do that you........................ #tma #the magnus archives #jonathan sims #im just saying things

[youngestdaughtersyndrome]

I can literally never ever complain about not feeling loved ever again because my dog just jumped out of a fucking second story window because i was in the yard without her. And its not even that shes a stupid dog shes incredibly smart she just has insanely bad risk assessment to the point where she thinks the potential detriment of jumping two stories down through a lilac bush and over a canopy could not possibly be worse than having to go another five minutes without me ..... she is a loser but she is MY loser <3

#I LOVE HER SO MUCH ....... maeve might be crazy but shes the craziest little lovebug ever god forbid she cant act as my shadow 24/7 #shes totally fine by the way because shes like every military breed combined and thats like nothing to her. but oh my god you would #not believe the scare i got hearing her whine and then watching her jump out my bedroom. never leaving her around an open window again #and a mimage for bonus points bc shes chilling in bed w me right now like thats a normal thing to do 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #hollyws #maeve tag

[rowdyrhapsody]

Refreshed Cora (she/they) for the full release of The Passenger 🥺

#had an absolute blast reading it ohh my god #sobbing and crying its such a good story and fun experience #cant believe its been 3 years since i first started following the development how time flies #the passenger if #tp newman #oc: Cora Newman #art tag #oc tag #its sooo hard to be a big imposing scary baddie when you have family and friends that love u so much ://

[martyrbat]

the man who falls – secret origins (1989)

[ID: Two cropped comic pages of Bruce Wayne as a child after falling into a cave and being ambushed by a swarm of bats. There's multiple narration boxes over the pages:

Page One: a three panel sequence of Bruce being rescued by his father. In the first panel, Bruce is screaming with his eyes squeezed shut in fear. He has his fists clenched in front of him and is wearing a reddish pink turtleneck sweater. The narration says, ‘Again, he shrieked — not in terror, but in despair...’ In the second panel, Thomas Wayne is shown from behind in a low angle. He's wearing a red sweater similar to Bruce and is holding a flashlight as he jerks Bruce into him. Above them is bats surrounding them and the broken wood floors that Bruce fell through. The narration continues, ‘The arm curled around him, muffling his voice, and his cheek rubbed against the rough wool of his father's jacket... He squeezed his eyes shut, willing himself to be away from here—’. In the third panel, they're standing outside. The narration reads, ‘When he opened them, he was in the area behind the mansion, in the pale light of the autumn afternoon, and his father's words pounded at him—’. Thomas is kneeling down in front of Bruce in front of the hole he fell in. He's gripping the child's shoulders as he scolds him, “Idiot! I told you never, never to go off alone. Didn't I? Didn't I?” Martha Wayne is behind them with her hand on the side of her face as she looks at them with relief that Bruce is okay.

Page Two: Martha is defending Bruce as Bruce has his head down. Thomas is still squeezing Bruce's shoulders as Martha tells him, “Thomas, he's frightened.” Thomas replies, “He damn well ought to be. He could have been killed.” Martha replaces Thomas's spot in front of Bruce, kneeling to gently place a hand on his upper arm and using a handkerchief to wipe his forehead. Bruce is standing with his fist still clenched and grimacing as Thomas angrily says, “He's got to learn.” Bruce is shown in a low angle, looking up at his mother with wide eyes. The narration continues, ‘He listened to his father's boots crushing the dead grass, and when he could no longer hear them, he dared to ask:’ “Mommy, was I in hell?” Martha soothes, “No, baby, that was just some old cave. You're safe now,” as she hugs him. His cheek is pressed against hers and she has her eyes closed as Bruce still looks uncertain. END ID]

#once again pushing my 'thomas wayne was a piece of shit' propaganda #tied in with the panel of him hitting bruce #and then the alt timeline where they live and martha expresses concern that her eight year old has an obsession with criminology now #and stopped being talkative or wanting to see some train (his special interest) and thomas says good and that it was worth the scare #and ! being autistic. for me when im emotional all sound is so much louder and more overwhelming #the fact that he waited until he couldnt hear his father walking away before asking his mother if he was in hell.... #and being no older than 8 and still waiting. just tensed and taking the verbal lashing and them fighting before speaking up?? yeah. #also think it'll be interesting in the 'bruce is constantly seeing the best in people even shitty people that dont 'deserve' a second #chance or for someone to fully believe they can change. that you do bad things but aren't a bad person. that you can do good and not #be a good person. that its making a choice and that anyone can choose and decide to do better than they were yesterday' #sorta deal yknow? #just the conditioning of forgiveness for something theyre not sorry for and wanting to believe everyone is capable of being good #that traumatized 'mommy was i in hell' like god sorry brucie for the trauma but itll have a payoff in a decade or so trust me kid #also martha?? love her. hes the biggest mama's boy you cant change my mind. #bruce wayne #thomas wayne #martha wayne #baby brucie #crypt's panels #c: secret origins | the man who falls #bruce & martha #bruce's childhood

[taikanyohou]

CHSBCJX I THINK WE'RE FINALLY GETTING A JUNSUNG SUNGHO DATE NEXT WEEK "ITS FINALLY TIME" ITS WHAT WE DESERVE!!!!:

#I CANT BELIEVE I HAVE TO WAIT A WHOLE WEEK FOR THIS THIS IS A CRIIIIIIIME AGAINST ME. #JUNSUNG IS GOING TO BE SOOOOO HAPPY SUNGHO LOOKS SO HAPPY TOO IM GONNA CRY #sorry seonwoo but like PLEASE fuck off lmao i DONT care about him at all anymore i just have 2SUNG VISION SORRY NOT SORRY. #god ALL THE LITTLE MOMENTS THESE 2 HAD IN EPS 3 AND 4 AND 5 .... THE NOTES THEY LEFT EACH OTHER #THE WAY JUNSUNG SAID 'I MISS YOU ALL DAY' AND SUNGHO WAS SO FLUSTERED OH MAN I LOVE THEM SO MUCH #U KNOW WHAT FUCK IT IM REWATCHING EPS 3 AND 4 AND 5 AGAIN BC THEY WERE SO GOOD IN THEM. #his man 2 #faiza talks

[yummycrummy]

imagining uncharged roy angst…like him miraculously trying to be a better man despite it being completely against his intrinsic nature. kinda pathetically trying to bond with his wife and his son when they’re near the mirror and just completely failing at it. trying to be effortlessly charming like his counterpart but it ends up looking fake and creepy and manipulative. only being able to live vicariously through smart roy when he receives physical affections. constant little reminders of why he’s the one stored away and trying to convince himself it’s unjustified. is that in character at all?

#holy shit dude.... #as I read this my heart literally sunk lower and lower?? im #wow #you described him so well in this au i cant believe it #i mean hes a literal monster but deep down like #he..he wants to try and get better but he just cant #he wants to love lesley and manny (and sr) but he just struggles so much #my god #dhmisau #asks

[beneaththegildedmoon]

Look, maybe if I had read it by itself and not interleaved with the other books im reading atm it would have fared better, but y'all had me convinced The Secret History was some modern classic and I will not forgive you for it

#i know babel was published long afterwards but i just keep reading sections and thinking “Babel did this so much better” #its giving Catcher in the Rye if the pov character was even more insufferable #its giving the Steven Moffat school of writing intelligent characters #and honestly worse than the piss-poor attempt at some kind of commentary is that its so fucking BORING #a solid 70% of the book is just richard & the gang talking inanely about classics with the air of people who have literally never read them #and the other 30% is stilted dialogue about how woefully difficult it is to cover up the murders they did #and i understand that their insufferability is part of the loosely-defined point but thats not made well enough to justify all this #your characters can be boring assholes or your plot can move at a snail's pace but for the love of all the gods dont do both #the only thing running through my head the whole time is how little investment i have in anything thats happening in this stupid book #how did *this* become the inciting incident for the dark academia aesthetic/subculture?? #how did this jumble of meandering run-on sentences masquerading as a novel become such a Tumblr darling that dozens of you recommended it?? #i feel cheated tbh #cant believe i wasted so much time on this but i genuinely believed it must get good at some point

[anna-scribbles]

i think you’re one of like 5 people i’ve seen who actually likes the hermes casting choice omg

ajsdfjnsknj i'm being so unironic right now i'm gonna get so much joy out of watching that man prance around in dumb little winged shoes delivering magic mail. I think he's going to be a delight

#I can already picture him doing the whole bit with the snakes george and martha #you guys are acting like it's james corden. lin manuel miranda is a gift #i'm glad they didn't let him be apollo though ajkndsfjs #as much as I would have gotten a kick out of lin manuel miranda reciting deeply terrible haikus I think that him as apollo #would have put me in my grave. #I can handle him as hermes though #I CANT BELIEVE LUKE'S DAD IS LIN MANUEL MIRANDA AWNJEJSD #that's so funny to me. this is so funny #I just remembered hermes is the god of like being a trickster and stuff and I just pictured lin pulling some little mischevious smile #and WENDFJDSKDFJS #this is gonna be so hilarious I love it #asks #anna rambles #pjo tv

[weird-life-of-a-closet-fangirl]

im currently watching s3 of new girl and i think its absolutely adorable how much nick and jess care about each other, the "I like you so much" is so Real they really do like each other so damn much

#like its so obvious they've always cared about each other they're besties before they're lovers and i love that so much :((( #HE MADE A BANK ACCOUNT FOR HER #he caught artie in her room naked and when she asked him to please believe that there was nothing going on he just. believed her #jess gently reminding nick they cant live on the beach in mexico forever even though they really really want to #when she starts complaining about the processing fee at the bank to support him #the cece shivrang wedding where they break up for like 20 minutes and he goes to change her mind except she's already waiting for him #bc she doesnt want to break up either #“before you say no dont say no” #this cant last i just know it cant we have like four more seasons but GOD i love them #new girl #nick miller #jess day #nick x jess

[hecksupremechips]

What if I was your servant and you promised me a better life and I believed you and then you used me and resented me I saw you at your worst and I held the attention of someone you loved despite the fact you treat them like shit and so you took out your anger on me all the cruelty in the world and as I suffered you sat back with a cup of tea and smiled and you killed your beloved in front of me just to prove a point that they belonged to you and all I can do is watch and then when you just can’t stand the sight of me anymore you cry loud enough for the world to hear you that I’m the dangerous one, a wicked seductress, a witch, and I burn and burn and burn and you go home and laugh, relieved of this burden, the world sings your praises yet you are nothing but alone and miserable and I crawl my way in i appear in your mirror I breathe down your neck you bleed all my blood and you drown in it and it’s funny really how for someone who’s supposedly so evil all I have to do to provoke you is stare with honest eyes and that sight just pushes you over the edge and you have the fucking audacity to scream, plead for help, to actually sob about it like you’re the victim like you’ve always been the poor little victim and you tighten your rope and breathe your last breath and I embrace you from behind and drag my teeth across your neck and dig my nails into your chest and you wait for it to fade to black but your eyes refuse to close and I squeeze over your heart and feel it beat faster and faster and we laugh together and we both know I can see how pathetic you really are and I just keep holding you tighter because I don’t want to know what’d happen if I let you go I don’t think I could ever take my eyes off you again and you could’ve apologized to me even once but you never fucking did and you never will and the world will always see you as the beautiful tragic victim, the hero this town needed, and when they think of evil my face will always be the one they see every fucking time and so I refuse to let go and let you go on believing you’re a saint, committing every atrocity imaginable and using my name to do so, you’re going to hell with me and we will burn and burn and burn and we’re literally both girls 😳🙊🙀

#the letter #the letter visual novel #guyssss i just need it to be known. that this game. this game fucks me up #literally no one is doing toxic yuri like takako and lady charlotte #i fucking hate charlotte so much its like kinda really funny how shes like ‘help me so i can die peacefully and go to heaven 🥺’ #its like oh honey its really admirable how you honestly think youre getting into heaven aksjks #i refuse to believe it like i know we’re working with a ‘god is fucked up and Catholics are evil’ perspective which i love but #despite this i just cant let this asshole get into heaven man 😩 #im just here for takako im playing video games with her and giving her a bunch of cats and jelly babies #she and kylie can play on the playground okaayyyy #also i uh once again must point out the zach/takako parallels and in particular THE EYESSSSS THE EYES #and how they roll under lukes bed right in the middle where he cant reach so theyre just permanently there and theyre positioned to always #be watching him like he can lie his ass off but zach saw him and knows just how disgusting he is #and luke has to live with that forever he cant escape being seen those eyes are gonna be on him for the rest of his life #im so deeply normal

[dirt-str1der]

Love characterising nishikiyama as a booze hound drug hound meth addict high every day body mass 75% alcohol hands constantly shaking literally spacing out while driving fifty over the speed limit using elderly folk as speedbumps one hand on the wheel and one hand free to do more drugs and coming into work while functionally deaf and blind and he is still leagues more competent at his job than kiryu

#Yakuza loveblog #i dont talk about nishikiyama enough because im kazamapilled and hate him a little bit but im also kiryupilled and love him so much so you #see my problem? like i adore when nishiki is just. better in every way than kiryu and nobody ever sees that because theyre all too busy #sucking kiryus cock like okay nishiki had the rest of his life planned out when he was twenty and he was an extremely successful criminal #and getting himself noticed in many many circles then kiryu steps outside and gets into a street fight immediately and the entire tojo clan #surrounds him to throw cash at him like nishiki was actually doing so well for himself before his life was ruined. nothing is his fault #like i love just accepting that nishiki has one hell of a substance abuse problem and nobody cares enough about him to talk to him about it #and kiryu thinks its normal because hes the only one who can see that nishikis doing some great work out there so he must be doing #everything right. inconceivable that nishiki has any sort of ‘problem’ hes the real screwup and kiryu knows he makes life harder for himself #but he refuses to change because hes convinced that thats the only thing hes good at. like i believe that nishiki has a coke snorting #mechanic in game like harry db and without his coke buff he cant do as much damage like with it his output is on par with kiryus whos just #been blessed since birth by the violence gods. anyway kiryu is the only person in the world who thinks that nishiki is great do you get it #nishiki has lived his entire life in kiryus shadow and he doesnt care that kiryu has a natural charisma that he will never have. he has to #get out there every single day networking and socialising and hustling and nonstop landing interviews with cool magazines to get his name #out in the world while kazama takes kiryu out and drags him by the elbow to meet people like this is my son kiryu who has every disease and #everyone claps and cheers like i cannot stress enough how on top of the game nishiki is compared to kiryu. he has a car. kiryu doesnt even #have his own lighter. they are not on the same playing field and yet nishikis always trailing behind him because opportunity is always #knocking at kiryus doorstep whether he likes it or not and nishiki gets fed scraps and nothing else and hes the one with ambition he wants #the view on top and most importantly he wanted his brother there with him but nobody ... likes him ... nobody likes nishiki nobodys in his #corner he onky had kiryu and when he lost him it was quite literally him against the world. it always made me laugh how at the end of yk1 #harukas paying her respects at nishikis grave when the only time he ever cared about her was because he wanted her little pendant and he #(actually fucked how alone nishiki was he didnt even have his own fucking men to rely on he was basically working alone with someone he knew #was using him like ??? he was fucking desperate) anyway i really love to think that kiryu being nishikis only friend and the last person in #the world who thought kindly of him (barring like ... kashiwagi) was grieving terribly over his death and haruka being a sensitive and #sweet little girl took the initiative to ask about nishiki and i think kiryu would tell her stories every night of the kind of stuff he and #nishikiyama would get up to when they were her age. he would tell her how amazing nishiki was and how he always looked out for him how he #took care of his sister and how he would always be the one to remind them of impending birthdays and the like. nishiki cared about the #little things .. and he made kiryu want to care about them too but theres just something different between them because nishikis always #been a better person than him .. and he would tell haruka in a voice that sounded like he was begging her to understand that nishiki wasnt a #bad person.. though he did bad things he was a good man and he still wishes with all his heart that he could have done more to save him ...

[lea-khena]

Nintendo officially rehydrated Ganondorf and made me completely thirsty dehydrated.

#ganondorf #cant fucking believe they did it #GOD im so fucking hype for tears of the kingdom now even more so #you guys have NO FUCKING IDEA HOW MUCH I LOVE THIS MAN #been simping on him for more than 16 years #its been so long since weve last seen him in a mainline zelda franchise and he comes back hot as all hell #okay but seriously im also fucking hype for all the lore about him and apparently demise is gonna be there maybe??? that trailer is SUS