#god i am sooooo old

[katyspersonal]

G3hrman just go straight up bitch straight up morally black mode I promise it will pay well sdfkjhghsdgs

#soulsborne #elden ring #bloodborne #shitposting #me: oh i am finally feeling the will to live again! #world: hey kat guess what seluvis has hella unironic simps #me: nevermind just let this be the end #/j #good lord tho????? seluvis is straight up dimentio tho #yeah yeah as if anyone here but one person remembers what super paper mario is lol #god i am sooooo old #i know i talk garbage about localization team often (mostly because they can't fuckin translate shit lol) but like... #their voice casting? spectacular #seluvis in english voice acting sounds exactly as the person that he is good lord dshfhsd #honestly tho..... the fact that the girls hate the guy they decided to imagine being a creep but then love the ACTUAL creep? #this is all you need to know about what sells fdshdfsd #i hate everything! i hate everything!!!

[ramayantika]

It took me these many years to figure out that YES I am an introvert, and I can comfortably talk to anyone anytime if I WANT TO and make it seem as effortless than the general perception of introverts to be shaking at the thought of having a conversation with a new person or maybe even with a known circle of people

#samridhi speaks #sooooo people from my class ask my roommates that why don't I talk much #but I am plainly bored of the same old topics to discuss and I could care less about the latest boys hostel mischief #I do enjoy the banter but God not every conversation has to be about the couples in our class and their activities or what the boys did #after they were high #I still give out a mysterious vibe lol and I accept it #none of them will never know of the things I do #AMD THE BIGGEST SURPRISE TO THEM IS WHEN I ACTUALLY MAKE A CONVERSATION AND THEY FIND OUT THAT THIS GIRL CAN TALK #lAUGH ANC BE ENTERTAINING #BUT UH UH MY ENERGY IS NOT FOR YOU ALL TO EXHAUST WITH MINDLESS TOPICS #YEAH VERY LAAL JHANDA OF ME I KNOW I GUESS SO BUT YEAH I ANYWAY NEVER EVEN BELONGED HERE SO-

[shiftingexpanse]

DREAM DRAGON OBTAINED. IT'S A NOTN MIRACLE???

#the person was so kind for selling to me and also OTHER folks were so kind for keeping an eye on dragon search for me #surge talks #By chance I was awake and was sent the link when the dragon was only minutes old #I gotta sleep sooooo bad but oh my god I am so so hyped #I am going to make a custom accent for this fella <3 #scrying is gonna be so hard because there are no bad combos aaaaa #i don't even care what happens for the rest of notn. if i get zero eggs that's fine #as far as i'm concerned notn has given me everything <3 #flight rising

[kinstein-art]

tfw you finally get a physical body and your boyfriend doesnt let go of you for a week

#god this is SOOOOO old i am sorry #i just kept forgetting to post it lol #red dwarf #rimmer #lister #dave lister #arnold rimmer #rimster #fanart #red dwarf fanart #rimmer fanart #lister fanart #dave lister fanart #arnold rimmer fanart #rimster fanart

[themanwhowouldbefruit]

going to jerk off while fantasizing about apartments calling me back

#there's no way in hell im getting this apartment. the landlord flat out told me that the old tenant used to go out binge drinking with her. #like i did get the heads up that she would be selecting the tenant based on vibes and i also got the heads up based on that itself being a #red flag but. my poker face just slipped . i am sooooo not getting this apartment. #'oh making money off rent isnt a factor i want cool people to live here' <- absolute lunatic who bills utilities separately to the tune of #$250 a month more #god i hate old rich hippies so much #its fine i will just live in another slumlord apartment in this 'city' and commute 60-80 minutes total everyday🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬🚬

[sollucets]

i talked quite a bit with my host sister today :’> she is coming to the us in december and we are trying to coordinate a visit so we can see each other for the first time in. ten years. uwahhhh

#we talked in our usual odd japanglish mess and it was sooooo. god. i am sixteen again ;; im VIOLENTLY 懐かしい #ahhh. aaaaaa #its so strange. i was basically an entirely different person then #pre transition and using my birth name. like a hundred pounds lighter. sixteen years old #theyve never been odd about my name change or my gender #which i used to be so so afraid of. im very lucky #but basically my sixteen year old self is nearly unrecognizable to me now #and she just looks like an older version of exactly how i remember her #its so strange. #not necessarily bad but…. so strange #🥹🥹🥹 #rowan chatter

[killuaisaprincess]

Everyone always whines and cries how everyone ignores G//on

AND IF YOU DARE TO BRING UP KIS TRAMUA THEY ARE LIKE BUT WHAT ABOUT G

What about g KIS FANS ARE ANNOYING THEY SAY

Omg WHAT ABOUT G

MEANWHILE BACK WHEN I WAS ON A BLOCKING SPREE ALL I EVER SEE IS ANALYSIS POSTS ECT ABOUT G G AND HIM AND HIS TRAMUA AND THE BOTH TOGETHER MAYBE BUT KI ALONE MAYBE 1

SO I DO NOT EVEN WANNA HEAR IT

AND LET KI FANS CARE ABOUT KI

JUST LIKE U CARE ABOUT G

Stg these people wanna act like Ki’s life is so easy and CAA wasn’t hard on Ki CUZ WHAT ABOUT G

#personal #DONT CARE HATS OFF #KIDDIE GLOVES OFF #Damm if I could block every kg person and every G Stan in existence I would #CUZ GOD FORBID ANYONE WANNA TALK ABOUT KI #AND I DONT EVEN LIKE HOW MOST PEOPLE TALK ABOUT KI OR KI STANS #DONT LIKE EM EITHER BUT GOD FUCKING DAMM #THESE PEOPLE #vent #stg I am so cut off from fandom I don’t really see this dumb shit anymore #BUT I’m sadly still subjected from it from time to time #AND I CANNOT HOLD IT IN ANYMORE #there are no tags so it won’t be going in anyone’s tags and there are slashes so just let a girl vent #I hate this fandom so I ain’t #TRUST ME I avoid it #I’m a smart person I know better than to interact with shit I hate #I try so hard I forget it exists outside my two people #plus honestly I am too old to care #Idc if kg is popular I hate it and it isn’t canon #idc if people say u should love G and he’s sooooo underrated Ki will always be my fave #AND I WILL PUT KI IN DRESES AND I WILL MAKE HIM SHORT AND I WILL DO #EVERYTHING FANDOM DOESNT CUZ #who are they? I may have 2 followers and a dream but even if they all have 60k #they aren’t Beyoncé theyre just another human the end #Besides do I really care about people’s opinions with 60k tweets I don’t think so lol #and this is from me who is like OBSESSED #but even I know how to touch grass I may be to poor too #but I’ll play games and watch movies #KI WILL ALWAYS BE MY NUMBER 1 #but I try and touch grass sometimes

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

mac i am so sorry to enter ur inbox with more qsmp but oh my god. qcellbit update. so he talked to bagi. his sister. he still doesn't remember her. he still needs time to process everything but she said she's waited fifteen years so she can wait a few more days. i'm crying and sobbing rn. also he doesn't even fucking remember what he did to get thrown in prison, all he knows is that he was killing people to survive one day and another he was behind bars. i'm UNWELL!!! he got called in to talk to cucurucho (the fuckin THING that's kind of the federation mascot and it tortured cellbit with a chainsaw months ago FUCK CUCURUCHO ALL MY HOMIES HATE CUCURUCHO) and he was just. fucking tired. yesterday he messed with the feds quite publicly and cucurucho questioned him about it and he said "i don't care what you do to me, you can torture me, i don't care. i just want my family back, i want a future with them. just give me peace. let me rest." HE SOUNDED SO FUCKING TIRED. I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT HE WAS SAYING UNTIL SOMEONE POSTED A TRANSLATION BUT HE SOUNDED SO SO SAD. AND NOW CELLBIT HIMSELF IS GOING TO TWITCHCON SO QCELLBIT IS TAKING A WEEK LONG DEPRESSION NAP. MAC CAN U HEAR ME. I'M UNWELL. I'M LOSING IT. THIS IS ME RN

anyway. hows ur day. i might go watch some steven universe bc i have been meaning 2 rewatch it (or adventure time!!!! one of the two for sure) take a short break from binge watching hannibal 2 watch a silly funny cartoon :3 also still trying to make my way thru marble hornets again it's just such an insane series 2 rewatch u know but i'm getting there!!! sorry i am just currently lying on the floor in my brain thinking about qsmp i had 2 tell u what happened 2 ur blorbo in law today

NEVER APOLOGIZE TO ME ABOUT PUTTING STUFF IN MY INBOX I LOVE GETTING MAIL I LOVE LEARNING THROUGH OSMOSIS I LOVE LISTENING 2 PPL TALK ATBT THINGS THEY LOVE

that sounss aboslutely DEVASTATING btw. oh my god. so the whole thing is like.. she remembers him but he doesnt remember her ?? GODDDD thats so upsetting. im glad hes getting 2 take a nap even if it is a depression one sigh. oh man oh man i love this.

my day was! good i think! i have not had a day to reat since my whole job shadow debacle last week so im kimd of running on fumes BUT . i have off work tmw so im gonna get a haircut and feel all good about everything. and maybe work on some art bc im now caught up to my pre prepped invertober images and i have a couple other time sensitive things like that. ougah. we keep truckin. ive got a huge backlog of youtube videos to watch from last week + beginning of this week i cannot Wait to get thru those and also watch more adventure time !! bc i have offically gotten to Stakes (a marcelone centric mini series) and it is one of my favorite eras ever. i love you vampire lore!!!

#im like... skooo tired rn. i dont have ANY more words left in me. #but like i also dont want 2 sleep yet #i didnt shower this morning bc our gas lines have been down for like 3 days and we ran out of hot water #BUT theyre back up now. but also its like 11pm and my family is asleep and i dont want to wake them up #but i feel soooooo gross and greasy #+ my hair is at that point where its like. Uncomfortably Long. getting back into oh fuck i look like a girl territory. eugh #but its FINE bc im getting it CUT tomorrow. my favorite place had one (1) opening tomotrow afternoon so i snatched that shit up RIGHT away #uhhh what else. i watched some scary movies today those r always fun. #every day i yearn to be a) a man covered in blood or b) a vampire bite victim but like in a fun homoerotic way #those two things are not mutually exclusive but you know what i mean. i need 2 look like will graham #asks #friends!!! #anachronistic-falsehood #i am also revisiting an old blorbo rn and the nostalgia is hitting sooooo badly #i will not name this blorbo bc im not into public humiliation like that but ohh my god. favoritest guy ever. #fundamentally changed my life type character. #category 7 insane person moment. we stay silly !!! #im like. sooooo sleepy and rambly but also i feel a little bit like an oyster rn

[wantbytaemin]

i gotta stop looking at pics of margot robbie or im going to lose it completely

#she.. i mean HER… i mean oh my dear god she’s so beautiful and so charming i literally was mesmerised throughout the movie #the way her face moves is so truly beautiful like the under eye bags and the way her forehead wrinkles it’s so refreshing to see a 30+ year #old woman aging in a normal way and i am just sooooo.. like im literally ken rn though everyone calls me barbie #also that one scene in the movie (slight spoiler ahead) where she’s crying over not being as beautiful as the original barbie anymore and i #had JUST rolled my eyes bc yes she is and the #movie stopped and they broke the fourth wall like #‘note to directors if you want to make this line work do not cast Margot Robbie’ LMAO so real so true

[kimmkitsuragi]

"if i finish this i will watch a horror movie" thing kinda backfired it's 9pm lmao

#will i still do it. yes. probably. #it would probably be more fun in the night too so yeah #but god fucking damn it can i please just finish this thing #i cant even be properly mad at myself because ive been Actually Working in these last days lol #at last!!! #it feels like i can actually finish the whole thing next week :') #i started this at the beginning of September goddddddddd 😭😭 #if i took it more seriously from the start it would've been done by now lol #but i guess at least im making progress #i am kinda getting nervous thinking abt deadlines and actually applying even tho i still have like a month for one school #and 2+ months for others lol #there's one in italy that's earlier than that but not sure if i wanna go for that one tbh so........ idk #but since it's wayy cheaper and i dont have many cheap options and i fear the same thing (aka not being able to go bc #of money) will happen again this year lol #so yeah just. not sure in general. #if i think too much about any of this i start to question everything anyway lmao so i shouldnt <3 #i gotta visit my old uni to talk abt some letters too which i Know for a fact they would write #but it's so nerve wracking to think about butttt i gotta do it this week/early next week so..... #(this week means actually the next week in this case i guess lmao since it's friday rn) #bc they said 2 weeks notice sooooo im guessing that would be okay but u knowwwwwww ugh #okay. my goal is to just do this thing today #then finish the whole project tomorrow #then do the other readjustments for the other projects in a few days hopefully #then go to school #yeah. doable. perfectly doable #i gotta arrange the (redacted) and (redacted) meetings too lol buttttt yeah #🗒 #wow i didnt intend to write this much tbh anyway

[todayisafridaynight]

cant wait for y8 to give us flashbacks of arakawa Back In The Day so i can be bludgeoned in the brain with the fact he was In Fact a scary yakuza and not just my favorite silly geezer who loves his family that lives down the block

#snap chats #imagine its only like. one scene ID LAUGH #god i wanna know what the flashback scenes are gonna be SOOOOO BAD PLEAASSE WHAT IS IT #//rattling the bars of my enclosure// HOW FAR BACK ARE WE GOING I WANNA SEEEEEEEE #Point Of This Post Time this is a spiritual sequel to that post where i was like 'is he really that moe or' #because so many times i Do wanna portray arakawa as a Scary Yakuza. or at least like A Cool Old Man. or a Cool Man circa 1980 #NOT OFTEN but yk... at least once... One Cool Arakawa a month ideally..... lol #but i just cant see it.... its so hard to see..... hes just a silly dude to me.... a silly dude who gets the girls going gaga for his swag #Realistic Expectations i truly am not trying to hope for a lot or anything huge but i mean lbr ANYTHING would make me happy #i just wanna know.... fym i have to keep going until next year... UGH FINE WHATEVER anything for peepaw #speaking of peepaw ima go draw him. and jo. as expected. maybe. ok bye

[eggphcbe]

   i log onto here after a million years and see 99+ notifs owo

#DFGHFDFG HI @ THAT ONE PERSON WHO LIKED AND RBED A BUNCH OF STUFF #u probably know who u are :3 but if not; i am very glad to be a source of All Things Felix since so many kg art blogs deactivated lol #i sincerely don't mind and it makes me incredibly happy to see u enjoying my content and the content i rbed <3 <3 #this is genuinely why i never delete anything bc i Love archiving shit for people in the future including me to see it again literally #whenever they want #i miss this blog sooooo much and i miss writing here and i think about my old rps here every day #i mean technically i ''moved'' to cainxtwin but i Also don't write there anymore or interact with the kg fandom #ANYWAYYY i miss rat toddler but good god i physically have no time in the day to maintain any of my rp blogs #but regardless i love u random citizen and i wish u more juicy new felix content <3 <3 <3 #|| Drinking That ‘I Love Everyone’ Juice || OOC.

[bibleofficial]

girl … the way ppl age when they hit their 50s 😭😭 insanity like bro looks totally different from last year it’s like puberty 2: make or break

#stream #ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLAJLSJALAJAL #he’s still sooooo hot idk #like get that ozempic queen whatever but still jesus christ #like when i first saw a pic of him again after a while i was like 😦 #& now there’s a new 1 😭😭😭😭 #like jesus CHRIST #at least he looks healthier in this 1 the other i was like oh my god he’s on meth #i’m wondering abt the old man that gave me chlamaydia & gonorrhea at the same time that 1 time & went into heart failure a few year ago lik #is he still alive like AKSKAKSLSKLSKSLAKSKLSLSK #i’m going to google his name now deadass #literally i just keep tabs on these old flings to see which die first as if we’re from the same yearbook like girl no ur literally a third #some of their ages #anyway #i love being crazy #ALSKLAJSKAKSLAKSLAKLSKAKLSJKAKDALSJALSKAL #NOT IT BEING 5 AM #UPDATE: HES STILL KICKIN #GOOD FOR HIM #WONDER IF HES STILL DOIN THE METH BC IF HE IS ???? legend #literally that man had weed older than i am in his freezer #also he’s fully a lawyer like he has an exceptional practice like that needs to be stated ALSKALSKLAKSLAKSLAKSLAKSLA #straight up he’s nearing 70 at this point

[softersinned-arc]

like here's the thing growing up a catholic girl is just being told over and over and over again that you are inherently lesser not only physically but spiritually. you're a thing to be used (to please a husband, god included - the 'bride of christ' language isn't wholly metaphorical; to produce children) but you're still missing something vital to make you a person in your own right. your mother was raised to feel the same way. you'll raise your daughter that way too. sex should be perfunctory and never for pleasure. you should feel the pain and shame of all the women before you for all of their sins. if you love yourself you're committing an unforgivable sin. the best-case scenario has you hearing god and ending up martyred because suffering brings you closer to god and your role models are all dead women who were brutalized beyond belief and still died with a smile on their faces. and when you want to live and you want to thrive and you want to feel pleasure in all things because pleasure! is! the! point! god stops talking to you.

and it's not a perfect metaphor or an exact comparison but that's the inspiration behind it. she comes back "wrong" in the eyes of god except what she's actually coming back as is herself: selfish and built to survive anything and willing to do just that. she drinks blood to survive but she drinks her lover's blood for intimacy, for that overlap of desire and hunger, because it's about taking your god into your body to become a holier version of yourself (this is my blood, the blood of the new and everlasting covenant, it will be shed for you and for all so that sins may be forgiven, do this in memory of me). she refuses to give herself over to death and place herself in any god's hands, because she would rather be in her own. the vampirism is never a choice she makes but it's an identity she comes to love and it's one she'd have chosen for herself if she'd been asked, but it wasn't about her, it was about fulfilling a purpose, it was about someone else's plans. and maybe she's an affront to god but that's not enough (now or ever) to make her stop, and if god cares so little that they won't save her then maybe she doesn't give a shit about god, either.

#i. she had a marvelous time ruining everything. ( about ) #(ask to tag further) #(to be clear i grew up verrrrry catholic. sooooo fucking catholic.) #(my family was very liberal so i came out of it much better than a lot of other people do) #(but there's something so??? much abt old school catholicism) #(and i am not really catholic anymore but it is & always will be a major part of me) #(and this is not a criticism of god or jesus it's a criticism of the church) #(this is also about fangs sexy AND blasphemy sexy)

[c4rr10n]

Ummmm so it was my roommate’s birthday yesterday and I met his friends dad. Apparently this dad is a director of our local lgbtq registry foundation and he writes grants for people and I’m like…. Oh my god? Firstly, just plainly - that’s incredibly cool. Secondly!!! Between the death doula trying to establish a green burial location and my friend working for the city and this director as peers or even??? Friends??? Maybe??? (That would be amazing) I am beginning to feel like not only could I really ACTUALLY make something happen with this trans burial rights protection deal, but idk… I just really feel like things are coming together and I’m really excited. Even if things don’t go exactly as planned I feel like I’m being handed the tools to make something amazing. I feel like something is going to happen

#feeling very excited for the future #things got postponed bc we were hit by a hurricane Thursday or Friday (don’t look at me) and our power finally returned today #but like!!! fr fr I feel like my roots are being set in the BEST way possible. I’m so so glad I moved here. oh my god #mr dad said that the foundation was having a fundraiser via an art show until Wednesday and I am sooooo gonna be there and hunt him down #I walked into the room and he said ‘’hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii’’ for quite the duration #and he bought everyone drinks #he is also very handsome but he is old enough to be my father and he is my (technically?) friends father and potential business partner so #I’m gonna be good. #but yeah good things are happening and I feel that better things are coming and I’m really excited!

[emile-hides]

Actually today seems like a great time to post this. A very Happy Birthday to @ask-chef-teruteru who for the first time in 2 years has been confirmed not super murdered by the Look-See (yet)

This is a Redraw of This piece, which itself is a redraw of this one

#Emile's Arts #Sense the first one was done in June and the second one on Halloween #This feels like a good middle area #Two straight years of art progress good Lord. #Trying not to be too 'OH MY GOD LOOK AT MY PROGRESS' about it this time but like. #Actually. #Also this is the year I finally realize the Look-See's pocket watch is gold #It's 1:30am I did NOTHING actually for Teru's birthday even on the self ship blog I am ashamed #But I did this and it's PRETTY cool looking if I do say so myseld #I actually don't know how long this one took me I didn't have a time stamp but recently stuff's been taking me 2 hours #So I'll just assume that much and leave it as such #I'm so incredibly excited for Ask-Chef-Teruteru to possibly be back in action and I'm trying so hard to be normal about it #but I cannot I cannot #I'm going to continue to pretend to be chill while I finish my welcome back comic wip #The wip itself is old and semi old artstyle-ish sooooo #It'll take me a bit to actually get myself to edit it kdgfkdjfgkd