#giving very much unfinished

[icewindandboringhorror]

Hrmm... Revising my game and I feel like there's still sooo much writing left to do, for something that probably won't even amount to much, so.. I do want to narrow my focus more (especially given my health problems seeming to get worse/less energy the past few years), but I'm not sure how would be best to...

I currently have 5 characters as the Main ones with full planned questlines and such, with each character having 6 quests you can do for them. But I haven't really started the writing for the 5th main character. So then I was thinking, if I were going to write 6 full quests worth of content anyway... is it better to allocate that time on just doing a Complete 6 Quests for ONE single character, OR would it be better to do something like.. choose THREE side characters and do 2 quests for each of them? So that people have a wider variety to interact with and sort of sample around (of course with the idea that, once the first version of the game is released, IF people actually care about it enough to make it worth the effort, I would then add additional content to complete those 3 characters stories as well)

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SO... If you were playing an interactive fiction sort of game centered around talking to & doing quests for a cast of characters (like there's no larger plot, more it's just about interacting with people, every character kind of has a self contained story, the focus is just learning about them and the world and exploring the area) --- Which would you rather have?

(and of course it would be stated up front which characters have only partial questlines, so people don't expect them to have full quests like the others and then get disappointed, or etc. etc.)

Basically, is it better to just focus in specifically on having one fully complete questline? Or for there to be a few stories that are not complete yet, but have more initial options available?

#I guess I just feel weird about investing too much into characters if possibly nobody will like them. so the idea of being able to sample #around a wider variety opens up the option of like 'hey even if neither of these 4 are your favorite - you have 3 other options soon too!' #or whatever. BUT I also am very anti-the trend of releasing half finished games or shit like that where people preorder and then #the game sucks on actual release and isn't fully playable or good until 5 updates later #HOWEVER.. those are giant companies with hundreds of employees and millions in funding. I feel like it's different for someone #if they're just like ''hey I am getting zero money for this and doing it entirely on my own in my free time and before I do like 50+ hours #of work on top of the 100+ hours of work that I already did - I would like maybe to at least see some proof #people are interested in this - so I'm releasing the game with like a small amount of the originally intended content removed #that I still have planned out and hope to add later and the game is still entirely done and completely functional #except for just a few quests I might add later.. sorry'' etc. etc. ??? like I think that's different. but maybe some people dont see #it that way and would still be like 'grrr.. how dare there be unfinished options..>:V" idk #And the nature of the quests is such that it's not weird to have it be partial like.. again.there's no major plot. it's not like the quests #are leading up to some dramatic thing and having them half done would make it feel like a cliffhanger. It's meant to be very casual just #chilling and doing little tasks and such. And last thing to clarify I guess - by 'side character' I don't mean taking some unimportant bac #ground character and forcing them to have quests. I mean like.. originally the game had 8 full characters and I thought that was #too much so I cut it down to 5. So I still had everything planned for all the side characters too. Id' just be like.. re-giving them #quests and focuses that were already planned from the beginning but that I got rid of.. former main characters banished to the side lol.. #ANYWAY... hrmm... hard to decide... It's just so niche I think. I feel more and more like I should just get it to a 'proof #of concept' state and get it out there to interest check rather than invest in it soooo much for nothing. Because I really do not have the #tastes other people do or interact with games or have interest in things in the same way. A lot of the stuff that I love (slow. character #focused things with basicaly no action or plot where its' just about getting to explore a world and learn about #people in a casual low stakes setting but ALSO not romance) I think people find very boring so... lol... #This year as I try to pick the project back up again after abandoning it for like 3 years I keep looking at stuff and going.. ough... #yeah... cut this maybe.. I should cut that too.. I should make them a side character.. remove this.. blah blah.. #Though I did ADD a journal and inventory system and other things that like People Expect Games To Have so.. maybe #that will count for something.. hey..you can collect items.. it's not just 'talking to elves for 600 hours simulator'.. are you #entertained yet? lol.... When I was making my other tiny game for that pet website and I gave it to the play testers and someone was like #''it should have achievements so I feel I'm working towards something concrete'' I was literally so blindsided like..??... people WANT that #in games..? is the goal not simply to wander aimlessly &fixate on world/character lore& make your own silly pointless personal goals? I did #do them though because it IS fun to make up little achievement names and such but.. i fear i am out of touch so bad lol..

[yuelun]

1) I'm never gonna be over the fact how they once said 'Morax' co-ruler was the God of Dust' very casually. And then you realize how they really always very specifically reference dust to be at the end of all life, including that of Gods, and even the Lunar Goddesses that aren't said to have been directly tied to Celestia at all. I don't even intend to preach this as a huge thing of significance, but also how could it not be indicative of something? How am I supposed to not question things even the tiniest of bits? Guili Assembly, you were something else, actually.

But also on that note, let me also add something else that I think speaks the massive unique circumstances of the Guili Assembly that includes the 'adepti'. Hi hello, yes, I'm slowly going to venture (post by post), into clarifying the real mystifying term of adeptus, even if ideally we should simply do away with it entirely and revert to using the four terms that the CN source uses, as we do have rough practical translations for them in EN.

2) If Cloud Retainer's story quest is accurate in how it explains the xiānshòu ("illuminated immortal beast") their origins, then the Guili Assembly becomes even more fascinating to me, let me share what the Vision story includes:

"The adepti of Liyue were born amongst the elemental energy that courses between heaven and earth. As pure elemental beings, they are closer to the origin of ultimate truth than ordinary mortals."

If I recall Nahida's story quest(s) accurately, in which we learn that all elemental beings are created from their respective sovereigns (by all means, correct me if memory fails me, I'd need to look through transcripts to be 100% sure), then can we make the assumption that the 'adepti' of Liyue, or rather, the xiānshòu of Liyue, to stem directly from the Geo sovereign, which I think we can quite safely assume to likely be Azhdaha at this point. If that's true, then that makes the Guili Assembly exceptionally interesting and fascinating, because we speak of the whole concept of 'Sovereigns vs. Celestia', but this would be an exceptional case where instead, they worked together to protect humanity, a direct creation of Celestia, and more significant still: they entered a contract/made a pledge to Morax to do so. And while one can entertain (and I did too for 0.5 seconds, just to try to poke holes in my own logic) the 'but what if they were forced to--', I'd direct anyone to look at any tidbit of Liyue's history starting from the Guili Assembly and tell me how likely you truly think that could ever be.

When I say that I love Liyue and the Guili Assembly, I mean it, I don't think I could love anything more.

#[ meta. ] her manuscripts still lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give one cause for contemplation on what might have been. #[ i just think-- that liyue holds so very much information that we /still/ haven't touched on. ] #[ ... okay now i gotta go get groceries <.< ]

[woulddieforloki]

I kind of want to write a fic where Odin is about to banish Thor and Loki's watching it go down and the guilt is eating at him and right before Thor gets yeeted through the Bifrost, Loki yells, "IT WAS ME!" and, because that's actually words (and interesting words at that), Odin actually stops what he's doing to listen instead of just yelling a keyboard smash out loud, and Loki explains that he manipulated Thor into attacking Jotunheim, but it was never supposed to get that far and he's very sorry and it will never happen again. and he thinks he's mitigating the damage but instead Odin just banishes him instead (and he'd banish Thor too but he needs someone to take the throne and tbh what would it say about him as a dad if he has to banish all three of his kids?)

so then Loki ends up getting hit by Jane's car, except he's not an idiot so he doesn't run around screaming at the sky about being hammered and Darcy never has to taze him so he never ends up in the hospital so they're off to a good start already.

and they get to talking (and they're all very confused and operating under completely different understandings of the situation) and Loki figures out he's in Midgard entirely because they don't know what the Nine Realms are and Midgard is the only realm stupid enough not to know that. Jane mentions that they're scientists and Loki just kinda scoffs at that because scientists on Midgard are like childrens' tutors in Asgard, and Jane is equally offended and impressed.

and I choose to think that Odin never takes Loki's magic away the way he did to Thor's because he can't take it away. if he could, he would've done that before they threw him in the dungeon in TDW. so Loki still has his magic so it's pretty easy to convince them that he's a god (and honestly they're more convinced than he is because he just found out that he might possibly be Jotun?)

so they end up taking Loki with them (against Selvig's better judgment) because he sounds like a know-it-all and he ends up pretty much being a know-it-all so that works well for Jane. and actually it kinda maybe works too well? because she starts to fall in love with him and surprise, it's a Lokane fic and he starts to fall for her and they have babies and live happily ever after!

no jk idk what would happen but I'm thinking Mjolnir would still be out there so maybe Loki would go to check it out and he'd probably have better luck with it because he's magic so it's pretty easy to get everyone out of his way but he's definitely not worthy so he can't wield it but it does get them both tangled up with SHIELD probably?

idk apparently I can only thing of Lokane fic ideas if they have no ending so that's all I got lmao

#it feels poetic tbh that my first lokane fic was in the TVA where we last saw Loki #and that this second Lokane fic would be in Thor where we first saw Loki #(and also that the other fic i have with them (platonically) is after Thor 4 where we last see Jane) #i honestly might write this #i shouldn't like if I'm gonna start something new it should be my Loki/Wanda HYDRA fic because I've been thinking about it for months #but i kinda wanna write this one #maybe I'll just start it tonight and maybe write some tomorrow and then throw it in my folder of abandoned wips idk #lokane #also i must add that my other lokane fic also was just a beginning premise and no ending (although i do have one more chapter of it i need #to write and i just CAN'T so i have no excuse to not have one last chapter before i give up) #so this is very much a trend for me lmao #lokane fics are unfinishable i fear </3 #fic idea? #back on my bullshit

[onekisstotakewithme]

sometimes you just have to read the entirety of the west wing through the eyes of a goldfish (and have it be one of the best damn fics you've ever read in your life)

#cj x danny #the west wing #it's unfinished but only by a chapter and very VERY much worth the read #it will give you feelings about things you previously hadn't cared about (like speakerphone)

[floral-hex]

It’s hard to make music when you have no instruments or software or skills or talent and also you don’t actually know how to play anything or make music and you’re dumb as hell

#hey it’s about that time of year where I get the urge again to try and make music before getting frustrated and quitting #don’t let your inability to do anything right get in the way of messing everything up forever and ever amen #every time I sit down to try and set up software and whatnot I end up wasting half a dozen hours before giving up #repeat once or twice every year or so for the last decade #how did I used to do this junk??? whaaaaa? I don’t understand computers. #I have an ooooold laptop buried in a box someone with sooo many unfinished songs. albums and albums worth. mostly just missing vocals #I used to sit and work on music for hours and hours #pretty much the only productive thing I did my first year of college was make an album #and now I’m just like… I don’t understand how anything works. I’m so old. #but I guess it’s… ya know… it’s been awhile and you can’t just expect to jump back in with the same skill and comfort #you’ve got get all the tedious beginning stuff out of the way. that’s just how it goes. it builds and builds. #it’s the opposite of eating an elephant. it’s frankensteining and elephant. gotta do it piece by piece. #basically I got another hand me down laptop. clean slate freshly wiped. #then I spent about 5 hours just setting it up and thennnnnn getting a bad virus bc I’m stupid as hell and don’t want to pay for software #I lost my software installer I already had so I rushed to 🏴‍☠️ the first decent one I could find #and then when I got warnings I said ‘meh the antivirus is probably exaggerating’ #ARE YOU KIDDING ME!? ARE YOU STUPID!? you trust the illegal file over your own antivirus!? whatttt!? #i am very stupid #at least the laptop is pretty much empty. just gonna do another clean wipe and start again. hopefully smarter. #I really want this. I hate HATE talking about things I want to do because I invariable always fuck it up #it’s so stupid and sad but if pressed I would easily say my old shitty music are the things I’m most proud of in my life. even if they suck #I stopped making music when I moved to NY to be with my ex and I haven’t been able to get back into it since #I don’t even like music. it’s stupid and I’m half deaf. fuck you I hate you. #okay I love you bye #you can ignore this #text

[silasbug]

fanart doodles for Crime and Remission by blatantblue, which is *chefs kiss* so good.

left from chapter 9, right from chapter 8.

looks a lot better if you squint at them from a distance.

#no time like exam time to feel the urge to draw ha #hence unfinished. tbf when have i ever finished a drawing proper in my life #much prefer doodles.. they give me an excuse #or a lot of excuses #my attempts at any kind of shade always just look like dirt so i give up #i don`t claim to be anatomically correct #in fact i claim to be very anatomically INCORRECT #let`s pretend that is a stylistic choice shall we #looks nothing like sebastian.. boy needed shorter hair and a slimmer face though #now that i look at it i think the nose in the right one is a tad too high but i`m not touching it or i`ll screw it up #looking at the right his body feels comically small lmfao #HE'S SUPPOSEDly very skinny let's pretend it's intentional #bug.art

[lottieratworld]

u know. considering the boomer shooter craze is dying and its being oversaturated with kinda shitass games, i wonder if anyone will even give a shit when ultrakill is finally finished

#kinda shot themselves in the foot releasing an unfinished game right when the trend started #that only had like a sixth of the game done on release and updates take like a year or two each #maybe a controversial opinion but as time is going on and i reopen the game every time new levels are added i kind of dont like it anymore #like its built around its high score system but its rly annoying and not very satisfying. and it doesnt have much else going on #im not saying this to be a contrarian or anything this is based on personal experience and realizing its not as fun as i thought #i dunno #i only rly give a shit about amid evil and quake 1 in regards to this genre so. my opinions probably dont matter that much lol

[eryanlainfa]

Me, planning to draw : I should take my time with this piece so I can experiment and maybe even improve my skills!

Me finally drawing : if I dont finish this piece in the next 2 hours I will throw it into the void and never finish it.

#and then Im never satisfied with my art because I know I could do so much better if only I'd give myself the time to actually work on it- #its very rare for me to go back to old projects :') the inspiration just isnt there anymore you know ? #so unfinished things stay forever unfinished #eryanbles

[oorevitcejda]

love being cringe (drawing spiderverse characters ponified)

#if you wanna know all Peters are earth ponies and so are most miles's and the main spiders (besides peni/margo) are ep #not that earth ponies (ep) are spider-beings but peter just ends up being eps a lot #both miles cutie marks mirror each other in composition the difference is one has a paint brush and the other has a sodering pen #both are making a sunflower but 1610's is unfinished while 42's is wilting. their stems are different up close #billie is a pegasus and miles loves her so so much he swings to 'fly' with her when shes older #peni is a nonflying pegasus- neir wings are too small to fly. mayday is a unicorn thanks to mj. margo is a pegasus #hobie is a unicorn but wasnt born as one so he doesnt use their magic often. her horn is deformed and gives him headaches #gwen is an earth pony but her mother was a unicorn so shes very dainty compared to her ep father (who looks like a draft horse) #ti talks #thats just them as ponies theres so much more creatures that have to exist lmao

[delta-piscium]

Re ur tags about worrying about having the perfect snippet for wip Wednesday/weekend: 1. Totally absolutely feel that, but 2. I literally posted a snippet the other day and realized I had straight up written the scene wrong based on my outline and realized I was gonna have to rewrite that but literally a minute after hitting post. Which DID feel very shitty, except then I realized that if the fic changes between the snippets I write and what actually gets posted, that means people get a glimpse into what some of the editing/revising process entails, which I also think is really cool!

Anyway, obviously it's still hard and scary to put raw/unfinished writing up on the internet for everyone to see, but at least for me I know I'm never expecting polished sentences from wip snippets, and part of what I enjoy about then is getting to see people in the process of creation, which is always gonna be a little messy!

(about my tags on this post)

first of all thank you so much for this because I got in my head about it all, like ridiculously so and this helped a lot!

I’m sorry about the scene you had to rewrite that’s annoying but you’re so right, seeing other peoples process and what they post for wip stuff vs finished fics is so interesting, like actually love seeing that

that’s something I’ve been scared off because some of the fics are so messy and discombobulated right now I’m not sure if anything will stay the same. But like you I don’t except anything polished or like a special scene from wip wednesday/weekends I’m just excited about people writing in general and I do love seeing the small little glances whatever they are. I think I just need to remember that these aren’t like previews or supposed to reflect the entire fic but literally just motivation

#thank you thank you thank you <3 #this genuinely was so great to get <3 #got told I was getting too in my head about this yesterday too and like yeah #I’m gonna calm down about it and just post what I have- tomorrow probably though bc it’s late and yeah #i just want to give something good for anyone who sent an ask but again not why they sent an ask and not what this is about ! #also I get super nervous about sharing unfinished things in general and that caught up to me #<- I’m being very negative now but genuinely I’ve written so much in the past 3 days because of this and made a lot of progress after now #not*** #working on any WIPs since April so this has been great for me #also just felt like whatever I posted needed to have the perfect vibes for how I summarized the story but like …no? ? #like for example the hand holding one is somewhere else entirly right now so #idk idk it’s good now tho I’m good about it again #amusingdisplacement #ask

[vyragosa]

Me and my friends have a gaming night on Sundays, so I started playing el shaddai on it (because of your posts) and I got one of my friends to pick it up and start playing as well and he really likes it.

#LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO #IM SO GLAD thank you for giving it a chance....don't forget to check the two manga adaptations if you can #it works very well to understand the current timeline #but yeah very much looking forward you thoughts on it #as unfinished as it ended up being

[lock-my-feelings-in-a-jar]

ah yes, making gifs first thing in the morning. just me, coffee and gifs. i missed this. AGAIN.

#me #so many breaks this year #for good reason of course #not that i need a reason but #anyway as long as i come back to it every time #i am happy #also have i mentioned that i love bruce lately? #i don't think i have #i love bruce very much #for all of the reasons #i'm also thinking of some other videos to gif for my queue #now that i've opened the option in my mind to venture outside of iron maiden again #not sure about doing that yet just because #when i think of making gifs it's always like 'oh i have to finish the things i'm currently working on which is all iron maiden and bruce' #because there is ALWAYS an unfinished video #especially with the concerts and things #so i have to figure out a way of doing something else somewhere in there #but it feels too much like iron maiden and bruce are the priority and other videos don't feel as important to get done #maybe i can get back to the concerts and then when i go around the cycle i'll do a video in between #just to give it a place in the routine #or something #i'll think about that for a while i guess #i still have many days to go before my queue is empty anyway #it's 100 days exactly #actually it says 101 but it will be posting one today so it's 100 days after today

[luvmila444]

SWEET RELIEF - C.S

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Chris sturniolo x fmreader

summary: Chris can’t help but get a bit worked up while on a tutoring study call with you, when you realise what he’s doing, you only pushing him further to the edge.

content warning: male masturbtion; dirty thoughts; praise kink

word count: 2.8k

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Chris was a little embarrassed with how fast he had picked up the phone call from you, not to mention the blush that had spread across his cheeks and his quickly paced heartbeat when he heard your sweet voice ring through the speakers. 

“Hey, Chris!” You smiled as you spread your small pile of assessments and study papers across your desk to get yourself prepared. This had been a regular thing on Wednesdays and Saturdays for the past two months. You guys would set up a phone call together as you would help him study as Chris was falling behind in class…a lot. You guys had to do it over the phone as both houses were always so busy due to Chris’s brothers and your family always occupying your living spaces, making it difficult to have privacy and quiet to help him focus and bring his grades up. Therefore, you resulted in two easy phone calls across the week, which Chris always enjoyed a little too much. 

Chris loved that you could never see him and what he was doing at the sound of your voice over the phone. The sweet ring of it through the speakers. The way you ramble so passionately about the work. Yeah… he definitely liked having the privacy of his room for these calls more then he’d like to admit. Although he can never help but imagine what you looked like, what you were doing. Fuck… he’s been on the call for no more than ten second and he’s already getting himself worked up. 

“Chris…?” He heard you voice agin. Fuck that voice. 

“Yeah... I’m here, hey y/n.” He couldn’t help the smile that rose onto his lips hearing hear giggle at his slow usual response. 

“Okay well glad you're here,” you say readying the paper you had recently got giving by your teacher, on to the top of the pill of books you had been working on, “why don’t you fine the paper that mr Hudson gave us today and we will work through that one today, yeah?” You say cutely but trying not to talk so fast so Chris could take in the information. 

“Yeah, yeah sure…” he buries his way through his overflowing piles of unfinished homework to find the paper that was given to him today by his teacher “why did he give us the paper today, anyway?” Chris huffs, flipping to the first page that you wanted to start working on. 

“I have no idea, it’s not like we don’t already get enough work given to us on Mondays and Fridays, but now on Wednesdays too? It’s getting a bit intense at this point!”

Chris hums in agreement, loving the way you get worked up about things. However, once you were done with your small rant, you let out a sign that was so quiet only the most observant person would notice it, lucky for you, Chris was that person. As you made the noise Chris felt a familiar warm feeling in his lower stomach, just imagining you making that noise in a very different scenario…

“Did you see jenny today?” You interrupted his quickly drifting dirty thought, referring to girl who passes every class, not using her smarts but her body instead, fucking her way to good grades. 

“No, why? What was she doing this time?” Chris asked slowly, trying to calm his erratic heartbeat and suppress his dirty thought of you. 

“Woah I’m surprised you didn’t see her! She was practically pushing her tits out of her very tiny top to try and get out of this paper…. practically had all the guys drooling,” you huffed. You’d always been quite jealous of Jennifer. She could literally get any guy she wanted and could always get out of these stupid papers. It was irritating to people like you who tried their very hardest in their schoolwork and seem to go zero appreciation for it, when all jenny does is gossip, do her obnoxiously babyish laugh and pop a tit, therefore having the whole classroom wrapped around her finger. It was pathetic.

“Nah, guess i don’t really care that much about her,” Chris was very aware of Jenny’s usual inappropriate behaviour, yet he couldn’t pull his eyes away from you all through that class. He was sat near the back of the class, so he had a good view of his surroundings and could easily see you sat a few rows in-front of him, at the perfect angle so her couple see you left side perfectly. Chris simply couldn’t understand how anyone could pay attention in that class knowing that you were in there, not jenny but you. 

Your short denim mini shirt that accentuated you ass and hips so perfectly and highlighting your legs. However, to keep yourself warmer and seem more modest, you through a knitted sweater over the top, making Chris’s eager to rip it off and see what you hid beneath the layers of warm wear. God, if there was nobody else in that classroom, he would not hesitate you lift you up on the desk and kiss up your legs to your perfect thighs and up your body. He would make sure to take perfect care of you, bring his lips underneath your sweater and bring his hand to you perfectly round and covered tits. 

Full, he could barely take it anymore. He could feel his harder member quickly growing underneath his get sweats, but he didn’t want to stop. No… he couldn’t stop himself.

“Huh, thats surprising, i could’ve sworn that the guys next to me literally had dribble on his chin, it was crazy.” You laughed. 

Fuck that laugh. Chris brought his hand up to his crotch and felt where he had grown harder just thinking of you. He began to palm himself, trying to relieve the growing soreness between his legs. 

"We should get started now." You unintentionally break his train of thought, as he gulps, silently cursing at himself. "Because I you barely understood what was going on it that class."

"Uh, yeah." Chris coughed, forcing himself to focus. "What did you want to start with?" 

You voice begins to drift into an explanation of what was said at the beginning of the class, only worded in a simpler way, yet Chris could barely take in any of this information. You speak so innocently, brows furrowed, as Chris furrows his own for an entirely different reason. 

He continues to palm his dick through his pants while your voice was sending small electric jolts through him. All the way down to his dick, which has begun to strain painfully against his pants beneath his hand. Christ, i can’t actually be doing this right now-he thinks to himself. He licked his lips, quickly responding to what you were saying with a hum and an "ah, that makes makes more sense." 

Chris doesn't mean to drown out your words. Because he's listening. But more so to the hilt of your voice, and how it would sound much breathier, as you gazed up at him. One of his fantasies had you on your knees, teasingly licking at his cock, as your devious eyes held his. He had orgasmed extremely quickly, multiple times, when he found this imagine in his head. 

“So thats basically the first part,” you continued to explain, unaware and completely oblivious to Chris’s hand rubbing at himself on the other end of the line.  

He won’t do more. He can’t, this is just so wrong of him Just…relieve a hint of tension. You continued to speak, and your words began to sound like something he wished he could grab, as his hand tightened on his bulge, his rubbing growing messy. His breathing had grown heavier, but he covered it up by saying ‘yes’s and ‘no’s, answering your questions. 

“Sorry, I’m rambling. Did you have any questions?” You ask, feeling as if Chris wasn’t getting everything he needed out of your words. He had to spare a glance at his incomplete work, scanning to see if he’d written down any problems, trying to remember if he had any. Because the only problem he could think of right now is how his over-the-clothes rubbing was doing little to satisfy his need. 

His cock was now rock hard, it was torturous. His mind began to glaze over with lustful thought of you “I—I don’t think so.” He mutters out, his fingers reaching into the waistband of his sweats and briefs, pulling his cock, which was now leaking with drops of pre-cum and the tip was a bright rosy, red, much like his cheeks.

He imagined the way you would touch him. Would you be gentle and slow, or would you edge him and make sure he’s extremely overstimulated as you milk him dry. Chris’s breathing stutters as he strokes himself. The little hums you make when you think have begun to make his hips thrust up into his palm. His other hand had tightened around the sheet, praying that you can’t hear him jerking off to you. Chris becomes lost in your tone as his cock twitches. 

“Chris?” You slowly ask, making his hips jolt at the utterance of his name from your lips, but he tries to keep his voice of some composure. 

“Yeah?” He had to press his lips together after a needy whimper nearly falling. 

“Are you…okay?” 

Your question makes him halt, much to his cock’s dismay. “W-what?”

“You sound… i don’t know, out of breath?” You say, behind the line trying to think of why.

“Really, you think?” He hums with a small smirk on his face enjoying the uncertainty in your tone and how innocent you mind must have been.  You nod to yourself, but then you catch the smallest of sounds fall straight from Chris’s lips. You had to be mistaken, as it had almost sounded like one full of pleasure that could have only been as a result of one thing... 

Your mouth opened in shock as you realise. He’s out of breath because he’s…

“Chris.” You say again, hearing a stuttering whimper from him before he tries to cover it up by asking ‘yes?’ again.  

“What are you doing?” 

Chris curses himself because you sound suspicious. “I’m studying obviously. Being tutored s-so well... by you.” He says, really forcing down his cock’s wanting to just ask you to keep talking so he could reach his orgasm, attempting to stop himself from stuttering his words, but he just couldn’t help it. 

“You’re sure you’re good?” You asked unconvinced, as a small smirk rose to your lips.

“No. No, I’m all good, i swear.” He says, really forcing his words to sound normal, as he had slowly begun to stroke himself again, his cock angry. 

“Ah huh, yeah…okay,” you knew what you were going to do, this was going to be fun. “Did i tell you how good you looked today?”

Chris’s eyes opened, looking at his phone slightly trying to keep a steady pace of his raging cock but if you were going down this road of compliments, he probably wouldn’t be able to take it much longer.

“Uh, n-no,” he stutters pathetically, somehow unaware of the game you were playing. 

“Well, you did, your hair…wow. I could just run my hands through it! How do you always get it looking so soft?” You paused momentarily, hearing Chris’s surprised whimper. “Sorry thats kind of a goofy thing to say…sorry.” You were basically just teasing him now, the basic matters of the studying gone.

“I- no i don’t think its goofy. a-at all…” his words are broken up by that heaving panting.

“God. really? You’re so sweet chris…wow,” You hum, making Chris’s hips thrust up into his hand, his legs having widened as you spoke. 

“R-really?” His eyelids began to feel heavy again, wanted nothing more but to see the darkness and use it as a canvas to paint his dirty images of you in his mind. 

“Yeah, i mean you’re the literal sweetest” you hum lightly, “you always make sure i havea seat in class, you listen to me when i speak and when i help you i study, you defend me in-front of your friends! You’re so sweet! Such a sweet, good boy for me” you were practically grinning at this point.

Chris could have sworn that your words could have sent him spiralling over the edge.“I a-am?” He asked, almost to clarify that this was real, that you were actually saying this to him.

“Well of course, and you’re always so busy as well, yet you always make time for me in your busy schedule. You must be stressed a lot of the time. I could always help you…relax sometime, relieve some of your…tension.” You had lowered your voice now in order to have a more seductive tone to your voice now.

Chris chokes on a whimper as he places his hand over his mouth, still thinking you don’t know. “My tension…?”

“I mean, yeah… i could alway give you a massage, rub you down, you know I’ve been told I am very good at giving…massages.” It was becoming blatantly obvious what you were doing now but Chris must’ve been blinded and in a lustful haze because he still seemed to be completely oblivious to what you were doing. Continuously pumping his dick eagerly and chasing his release.

The thought of you sat on top of him, rubbing all down him in order to relax him was definitely doing the opposite effect and only working him up more. Fuck. He had almost come from the thought of you taking care of him. the tone you had dropped to makes his hand quicken as his hips had begun to grind into his palm.

“You’d do that for me?” Chris whined, only imaging what else you would do for him almost sent him over the edge.

“Of course, i would baby, you would tell me where it feels good before i drag my hands down your body…” Chris let out a pathetic whimper at not only the simple thought but at the nickname as well. Baby? Baby??! Oh, my lord he was going absolutely feral at this point, “however, through your clothes it mind be hard to properly get that tension out.” 

Chris moans through his teeth, as his hips pathetically thrust at your words. “No clothes?” 

“No clothes.” You confirm. “Would that be, okay? I wouldn’t want to make you uncomfortable— “

“Yes.” His answer was immediate, cutting you short. He coughs. “That would be fine.” 

You grin. “Good. Because that way I could really relieve some tension. I’d have to straddle you of course.” You pause to hear chris’s heavy breathing and the faint sound of his hand gliding along his cock. “You may even have to flip around, because I’ve heard that the most tension can be by your collarbones and neck.” 

Chris nearly orgasmed at the thought of you straddling him, as your hands wandered his body. “As in straddling..my front?” 

“Yeah, is that okay?” 

“Uh huh.” He hums, his cock twitching with a soon need to release. 

“I could give you that massage the next time we study.” You say, making chris’s breathing quicken at the possible reality of all that. “I could come over to yours.” 

At this point he couldn’t care how desperate he sounded. “Yes. Please, come anytime.” 

“Or maybe you should cum?” You ask, your innuendo strong, as pleasure began to rock through chris’s body. 

“W—what?” 

“Come to my place, i know yours is always super hectic.” You play it off, listening to the wet sounds his cock was making as you could hear how close he was to his orgasm. 

“Fuck…yeah that sounds good, i-if you’re happy then s-so am i…” he was no biting his own lip so hard he could’ve sworn he was drawing some blood. He now had his back so far arched up off of his bed and was practically fucking up into his own hand. 

“See, again, you are alway thinking…of me,” oh he was definitely thinking of you, thats for sure, “you are such a good boy.” And that did it. His orgasm wracked through him as quiet whimpers and moans left his lips his hips grinding into nothing. Wishing the air was you. He watched as the white strings of cum coated and stained his dark shirt. 

“Fuck” he let out a relieved groan, now not even hiding the action that he had just did. 

“Maybe next time we study i should just jerk you off instead,”

Chris’s eyes widened at what you had said, before realising how blatantly obvious what he was doing was. You giggled once again hearing Chris’s heavy breathes, pleased to know that it was you who had pushed him over the edge. 

“Fuck, you can do whatever you want to me,” Chris let out with a deep breathe. 

Oh, you certainly would…

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A/n : thank you so much for reading, this is literally my 3rd time trying to post this because I keep making mistakes 😭😭I really hope you enjoy and if there are any more mistakes pls lmk

ily my angels 💞 (especially @gamermattsgf)

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[werecreature-addicted]

Obsessed with a Vampire Prince who falls in love with a human commoner. Imagine him sneaking off to the village not to terrorize and murder but to hang out with his beloved. He's supposed to marry aristocracy or at the very least a fellow vampire. Not someone so weak, so powerless, and one whose life is so fleeting. However, the more time he spends with you, the more he can't imagine marrying anyone who's not you. He loves you, it's as simple as that. Even though you're human, and even though you don't equal his status.

The vampire king and queen know about his little love affair and decide to let it slide. give him a few decades to grow up, you'll die and he'll marry someone respectable and settle down. This love is cute, but they're sure it'll fade soon. you'll grow old, you'll die. he won't get to keep you. Monsters don't get happy endings.

And you do die, sooner than anyone could have dreamed of, still young, a whole life robbed from you when a horrible accident closes your eyes forever. Your Vampire lover is, much to his parents' surprise, gutted, heartbroken, and crushed in a way that no one could soothe. But with so much unfinished business... it's almost unsurprising when your spirit stirs, rises from your grave, and wanders back to the forest where you and your prince lover would sneak off together, translucent and silver in the moonlight. a ghost. The queen and king were right, you did die, but they were wrong when they thought that meant he couldn't keep you. Togeteher you and your love are imortal in death.

#monster imagine #monster fucker #monster #monster boyfriend #teratophillia #vampire #vampire x reader #monster x reader #vampire boyfriend

[yuelun]

Tag drop #2: Character things and dynamics (more will be added).

#[ visage. ] maybe a long time ago; there were gods gentle by nature. those who protected their people and walked among them. #[ meta. ] her manuscripts still lie unfinished in her abode. the blank pages give one cause for contemplation on what might have been. #[ mini study. ] she always sought to make everyone happy and one must say: she had quite the gift for it. #[ essence. ] although she did not live to see the splendid sights of today: she was as much a hero as any other. #[ mortals. ] at their full potential; they could be her equal. a human who could have as much to teach an adeptus as to learn from them. #[ guili plains. ] as guizhong once said: “it takes every blade of grass and every flower to make a homeland.” #[ liyue. ] perhaps she will look at the liyue of today and steal a smile when she sees the prosperous land that it has become. #[ sea of clouds. ] “whether anyone tends to it these days; i do not know. -- alright then. that is where i shall go tomorrow.” #[ mechanical arts. ] in one's heart; i knew that she was indeed the superior talent in the mechanical arts. #[ glaze lilies. ] they were far more abundant back then. entire fields of them would appear to the eye as a veritable sea of flowers. #tag drop #[ morax. ] whoever it was that revered her so much was very clever indeed. #[ guili: archoniic. ] with shortness of breath; i'll try to explain the infinite. how rare and beautiful it truly is that we exist. #[ osial. ] she would disrupt the silence around them with a hum; as if to sing along to the harmony of the water. was this his song? #[ marchosius. ] who would dare snub the stove god and his wondrous creations? at the sight of him: we would all drop any argument. #[ streetward rambler. ] it almost felt like she was back again. sitting right there on the stone stool next to me; chatting away. #[ cloud retainer. ] we each had our ideals; and neither one of us would yield to the other. #[ sea gazer. ] he could be quite the braggart when it came to those collectibles he was so fond of; he always loved to show them off. #[ skybracer. ] to who lived by the mountain; he was their savior. in fact; they thought higher of him than they thought of the lord of geo. #[ ganyu. ] if we planted flowers in the guili plains; do you think that one day we'd be able to recreate the sea of glaze lilies? #[ adepti. ] until the moon set and the sun rose; and only then would the banquet finally come to an end.

[headspace-hotel]

Withdrawing from school was probably one of the best individual decisions i've ever made in my life, for reasons too numerous to list here, but I have obtained vital wisdom that I will share here:

Log off and talk to old people

Your brain is being microwaved by exposure to almost exclusively under-30s who don't get outside very much. There's nothing inherently wrong with being young or indoors, but it's really starting to click for me that your 20's are a garbage fire, and no one in their 20's knows shit (including me). We are all just so unfinished and terrified and confused.

You need role models that are older than you. If your role models are all your age you're admiring a lot of people that have fewer challenges than you, and not very many people that used to be like you and bloomed.

It won't click for you until you make friends with "boomers" who are the most blisteringly self-actualized people you've ever seen, actively involved in their communities, cool and thoughtful and full of stories, and 80% of the things that seem important to you burn away. You Will Be Okay.

Let me tell you a secret: The bigger part of the fight for good in this wretched world is invisible to the internet, rippling past without surfacing on Twitter or Instagram.

I'm organizing right now to launch a "re-wilding" project around my hometown, and joining forces with a lady who runs a native plant giveaway sort of thing, and she [coolest person ever] [gives off the powerful aura of a level 999 human] doesn't have a cell phone let alone the internet