#giving my hand a break today

[mima-sama]

BOKTOBER 7th - Free day/rest day

Low-effort Garmr doodle but he's a fcukning PUPY

#mima draws things #boktober #boktober2023 #boktai #life-freezing silver wolf garmr #giving my hand a break today

[httpiastri]

no because like. how am i supposed to breathe after seeing this? knowing that this is what he would look like snuggled up in my bed?? this is not fair

#jesus christ #as if i wasn't distracted enough today #clemmmm :(((( #hi there baby!!! #he's so soft :(( my heart is breaking #it's so easy to imagine placing my hand on his cheek and like #letting my finger draw along his features #thumb stroking his skin #fingers playing with the hair in the back of his neck #oh what i would give to wake up to this sight every day #clement novalak #screaming meals

[omegalomania]

So Much (For) Stardust 10 Day Countdown Challenge ↳ March 21st: Favorite Album | Folie à Deux, Save Rock and Roll, & MANIA

#fall out boy #fob #stardustcc #*mine #*art #id in alt text #simpler one for today's prompt...in part to give my hand a break and in part cause i wasnt sure how else to do this #and yes this as far down as i can boil this one #i Cant pick a fav out of these three You Cant Make Me #they battle for dominance constantly and itll depend on the day. but its these 3 that hold my heart and soul the most

[eerna]

I just think that............. *gestures wildly to how Harrow experiences attraction* you know??????

#as you could probably tell by my fanart today i am having a Night #this funky repressed nun chose the object of her worship to double as her imaginary gf #she cuddles her she calls her beloved she tries to make a move on her #all completely imaginary of course. she doesn't feel any of that but likes to imagine she can feel it. #the object of her worship is also the death of god the monster he defeated once but couldnt defeat twice who resides in a tom under her home #a tomb harrow herself was conceived at the price of 200 innocent children to keep shut #she is the symbol of harrow's power as a necromancer she is the proof harrow deserves to live even if the price was so horrible #and then there's ianthe who is also a brilliant necromancer. who understands attraction at the level harrow does and uses it against harrow #how the only two times harrow even considered giving in to ianthe was when she was either at the end of her rope and insanely powerless #or when she felt at the top of her game like the powerful necromancer she is supposed to be and somehow isn't anymore #their touching is always threatening and uncomfortable and makes her feel on edge #and then there's gideon who just. has nothing to do with any of that. gideon exists on a completely different level. #she reduces alecto to ''ice lolly bimbo'' and ''big slut'' and ''bullshit dead girlfriend'' without breaking a sweat #she forgives harrow everything. things harrow had no part in and things she had. it doesn't matter she forgives it all #she holds harrow's hand she hugs her she kisses her she is REAL and the FIRST PERSON TO EVER PROPERLY TOUCH HER WITH AFFECTION #and it stuns harrow so much she is incapable of even processing it. she completely shuts down every time. we dont know how she feels aboutit #just. harrow and attraction and desire. holy shit #tlt liveblog

[goth-automaton]

TFW you want to reblog something so fucking badly to counter it, 'cause that post and the fact so many people agree with it is pissing you off, but know that you'll be fucked if you did.

#today in “shit that's supposed to decribe your morality”: music #“how can you hate jazz?!” because the sound of brass wind instruments makes me want to perform a lobotomy with a hand mixer on myself! #breaking news: people usually don't listen to certain music 'cause things characteristic about it don't give them pleasure! #not everything we do is supposed to be some moral/political/whatever stance ffs! #Hakanate once said #(sorry for complaining just needed to get this out of myself) #(probably 'cause my whole life I was taught that my tastes define my morality and values) #(catholic upbringing y'all)

[rubberbandballqueen]

favorite part of work today was when i told the kids to get into two lines, n this one guy was like "i don't want to" n then started talking to his buddy in mandarin, n so then in chinese i was like, "hey, come here."

n he n his buddy looked at each other n then looked at me with like that faintly displeased expression that means they've realized they can't get away with not being that good at english (or feel terribly isolated from n indifferent to the adults bc they don't speak their language) anymore

and then when i told them to line up in mandarin they groaned abt it for sure but they did drag themselves into a line

#i walked in n this one kid handed me a book to read like a big hardcover graphic novel type thing n said i could look through it #so for kicks i started reading it out loud with all the silly voices n sound effects n blocking #and so then obviously the other children started to swarm me and god. kids have so much body heat #n you can feel it bc they have no personal space qwq #n anyway so i led them all to a different corner of the room and ended up reading 15 out of the 16 chapters of the book #out loud to a big chunk of the kids for like an hour w/a 5 min break halfway through for water #and when i came back the kids were organizing the chairs themselves into a semicircle to give me enough space to perform #i was sweating more than i have in Quite A While by the end bc again. children are So Warm n also being dramatic takes energy #the same kid who handed me the book today last year handed me some pokemon cards n i ended up spending all of spring camp #drawing pokemon from cards as references for kids to color n stuff bc i didn't want to go to the computer n print out coloring pages #so! i should probably stop spoiling/“yes and--”ing kids at work w/my nonsense but it gives them smth memorable at least #but also i am so fucking tired today lol i had to leave class as soon as it was done dash home to drop off my jacket n backpack #i didn't even have time to take off my shoes before entering the house so I Did An Unforgivable Sin (walked around w/shoes on) #n then put on my work jacket n dash out the door again to go to my 5.75 hr work shift o(--( #i don't regret it!! i did tell my boss i was free for afternoon camp shifts specifically bc i wanted these shifts even tho timing'd be tigh #successfully taught a kid to tie his shoelaces today though!!!!! what's w/kids n always using the very tips of their laces to mimic you tho #when you are very clearly handling the parts of the laces right next to your foot. it did click for him tho eventually #the worm speaks

[hideitaway]

🙃🫠🥲

#ive had an absolute shit day today and that’s okay #it happens #but I come home and as I’m trying to make dinner I somehow manage to knock two of my favourite coffee mugs down #and they fall and shatter on my tiled floor and manage to break two fucking tiles #like fucking hell #give me a break #I’m hanging on a very thin thread as it is #for fucks sake #my hands are shaking I’m so mad it’s unbelievable

[smilesrobotlover]

Hey Guys! Don’t do a ton of push-ups one day unless you wanna feel like you got hit by a truck the next day!

#i am in PAAAAAAIN #i am also out of shape #but even then I didn’t do that many push-ups #i think I overdid it dbdkbdkdbdmsbsm #i def need to lower the number of push-ups later #today is leg day to give my arms a break but #i might spend my time stretching instead fhkdhdkdbdkd #i did the math and it was like #90 push-ups #dang bro #and they weren’t all normal push-ups #when I was in swim team we did different kinds of push-ups so that’s what I did here 😭 #so I got every muscle worked out yesterday #30 normal push-ups. 30 tricep push-ups #and idk what the last ones are called but your hands are far apart #it was hard ✨ #smiles rambles #wow I didn’t mean to ramble there BFKSBSKS

[trollbreak]

Ok I can have 1 emotional post abt it today. As a treat. Um. Ghosti would hold my hand so soft abt all this. So would a lot of my guys but ghosti specifically would have the. Maybe specific feeling to it I’m feelin

#vent #um. tw animal death in these tags. big heads up #gonna pad out the text a bit so u don’t have to see it without clicking the readmore #bc I don’t really touch on death and grief really beyond as passing as possible most of the time #bc that shit gets to me soso much like break me out of an anxiety attack to ask someone to tag it get to me #so #um #also um. abuse tw? not physical but still #my dads a piece of shit. and his wife is a piece of shit. and I can’t be around them without my fight or flight kicking in much less be at #their house where I was having weekly breakdowns and #like refuse to admit that maybe the trauma they gave me for the sake of not being embarrassed maybe wasn’t entirely my fault stubborn asses #um. they were rarely kind to me. and even more rare to the dogs. I’ve been nicer to my dogs than they have to their kids for years. #um. my dad texted me today that. the dog I grew up with. that was such an anchor while living with them. she died today. so um. im kind of. #dealing to the best of my ability. and that includes a lot of passive work to fill the periods when im too exhausted to think. and to keep #my hands busy when the pendulum swings the other way and im crying. god I forgot how much that shit gives me headaches btw. but um. she went #as easy as she could’ve dad said she went in her sleep so there’s at least that #but um. my god #80% chance im not sleeping in my bed tonight bc. my dogs im living with now. they’re gettin up there in years too. and I. can’t deal with #the spiral my anxiety is trying for on that front. but being with them feeling they’re still breathing is. helping. #so. that’s why I’ve been. in a state today. I genuinely can’t tell how easy or hard it is for other folks to tell but. yeah #I can’t do character stuff rn but I can draw every now and then and if I can’t work with pre-existing characters I can at least make some #for y’all. so

[rubbcrhosemoved]

I should work on threads, but honestly? I just wanna chill with my boi.

#RAMBLES ➡ #i got to start sketching out some drawings tomorrow/later today anyways so wanna give my hands a bit of a break #especially they've been bugging me a lot lately aekgjaen

[oatbugs]

non-zero amount of swans and a non-zero amount of lakes.

#pretty pretty day #red leaves turning yellow the sun is so bright the breeze isnt too cold #i get to walk past all my friends houses on my way to a really cute study cafe . walk past a bubble tea place walk through tree lined #streets . sun against my friends window so i cant see if she could see me. today there was a double rainbow #in the sky from misty rain. so many squirrels and birds and rabbits and deer #i have a deadline soon and im massively behind bc im lucky enough to be able to do too much. need to #write an essay and do maths problem sets. smile + wave at ppl you know. last night i met a rly cute girl #and i dont think its gonna go anywhere but ill think abt her from time to time from now on #there is someone in front of me with bright blue hair. someone with their knuckles wrapped in bandages. two boys holding hands. #today people are dying but it is the 40th day of her death which means it is the 40th day of the revolution which is the 40th day of #not giving up. meanwhile the sun casts halos on a the wings of a magpie + a fresh pomegrante waits in the kitchen. #i have freshly cut watermelons in my fridge. there are so many flowers here. there are swans in the lakes. #my hair is a mess in the wind and forgetting a lot of things. my vision is declining and so i must remember the definition of leaves #before it's too late. one thing determinate from the other. #water reflects red. there are two girls feeding the birds. so many pretty people running into the same building. #youre cut from a different cloth. you especially are cut from silk. #you hate philosophy for its messy discourse and love maths for the clear consesus it produces. i only feel a little guilty #for laughing at that. last year two professors in functional analysis fought on blackboards until it became a team sport. a paper agains #a paper against. a paper against the paper for the against. on the walls for st joseph of cupertino we both pray for some mercy. offer up #some beautiful quantifier and i will drown inside it. break fresh chalk just for you.

[affectionatemeconopsis]

Nano day 6: 5068 words

Total: 8271 words

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

I wrote a lot and I'm very tired

The Nano website graph saying I should be at 10k rn is taunting me but I will be happy with where I am, soon I will surpass them

Ch 2!! And Ch 3!!! I missed my characters and I am appreciating my draft 3 more for fleshing them out, I love them

#maguayans is right i need to take breaks #I'm not letting my hands give up on me now #also my fritzy laptop took less time to turn on today #i owe it to its cooperation #nano 2022

[link-lonk]

It's called the Path of Pain because it's putting me in physical pain

#radiostatic.txt #hollow knight #my hand hurts #I'm getting really close I know that I can do this #I'm gonna give myself a bit longer and then I'm gonna have to break until tomorrow #I was hoping I'd get it done today. I can't quit and I really don't want to leave my switch on overnight #but like for someone who gets frustrated really easily and is awful at parkour stuff in games #I'm amazed I've gotten this far and if something happens during the night and I lose my progress #I'm happy with what I've accomplished. #unfortunately for me I'm the type of person who has to do all the things in games so I'll probably end up both attempting it again #and just looking up to see whatever is at the end of this #but seriously. the platforming/parkour sections of this game have been my least favorite parts. #I've almost had a real death in every area like that in this game #so even if I don't get this I can't believe I've gotten this close to it

[blacklight-shadows]

Tag Dump! (Characters/Verses)

#Now life goes on/But I’m stuck in December | Writer/Etch #No more golden weather/All war and no surrender | Macaque/Blacklight #I’m either numb/or feel too much/and there is no in between | musings #So I close my eyes/and lose myself/not doing like it’s only today | ship musings #We gotta party for a lifetime/and we don’t care about the bad nights/and for a second I can feel like this | Blacklight Shadows #successor of my beloved’s/you’ll be strong/just give it time | goldenpathtotheheavens/Monkie Kid #Descendant of the dragon/ring of fire without end/daughter of fire/of ash/of ends | goldenpathtotheheavens/Mei #Successor of the shadows/inner darkness never fathomed/friend from another time/chaos forever on the mind | goldenpathtotheheavens/Mike #I’ll do better (this I swear)/so you never have reason to fear | goldenpathtotheheavens/Guanyin/Lotus #I’m gonna live loud/until there’s no breath left in me/I’m gonna live through hell/so I’m left with no regrets | Sun Wukong/Glow #These scars won’t define you/rise above the Hell that made you | sharpshooternomoremoxxie/Moxxie Devoe #break the chains/prisoner no more/we’re on our own/what could the future have in store? | Mainverse #pull a story from the stack/just make sure it doesn’t crack | Unspecified Verse #haven’t we made it obvious?/we’re not going away without a fight | Season Three Verse #An eye for an eye/window to the soul trapped inside | Soulmates Verse #I know some people/they would die for me/we run together/they’re my family | goldenpathtotheheavens #Follow me/take my hand/sailing the same course/wild and free/waves and sand/what’re we waiting for? | Neon Shadows and Arcade Lightshows

[7000f1]

I just remembered how I once went to twt and finally said that Jyushi would probably be a monster hunter enthusiast and then like, 2 weeks later or so ARB announced the monster hunter subjugation event

#I voice my thoughts and then hypmic delivers it's nuts #also that event 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕💕💕💕 #okay I'm going to ramble here I am chatty today #OKAY SO Jyushi stating that he was waiting for so long for the new monsub game and getting his hands on it as soon as it's released #also that's ma boy!!!! buying a physical copy!!!! #and he then thinks he hopes Kuko doesn't show up like last time so he can play AND THEN KUKO APPEARS #so Jyushi runs away like NOOOOOOO NOTHING'S HAPPENING BYEEEEEEE #JYUSHI BEING A LANCE USER I HAVE SO MUCH RESPECT I'VE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO USE LANCES #Jyushi being yeeted by a monster is such a mood #AND FAST FORWARD TO KUKO BREAKING INTO HIS ROOM #CAUSE HE WAS DEAD WORRIED SOMETHING HAPPENED LIKE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 SUCH A SWEETHEART #and when Jyushi apologizes Kuko then says that the punishment is to play together #hold up give me a second I'm crying #that makes me so incredibly happy 😭😭😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕 them both playing monhun- ahem monsub together and probably laughing #MY POOR HEART I LOVE THEM SM #do you think they try to get Hitoya to play too sometime? I do #they all would have so much fun together even if Hitoya thinks he won't enjoy it at first cause why does he have to play #just like that let's play! arb card in which kuko is ar first dragging him to play and then he is enjoying the game a lot I #I love BAT way too much man I can't hold my own thoughts shdhhshs congrats if you reached this far into my love dump #every hour is BAT loving hours #ramblings #I'm so happy I made my mhr character Jyushi really

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

My coworker and I are both enjoying Adderall today but we're also dealing with starting a project and concentrating so hard that you can't stop, even though it's taking so much longer than you thought you just gotta keep concentrating and concentrating until your coworkers are worried because you've been scrubbing the rack that holds fry baskets for at least thirty minutes and refuse to stop even though it's really not an important task, you gotta finish. You have no choice in the matter.

#this morning i arrived and he was cleaning up the line #like the place where we keep all our bins of food to make the sandwiches and stuff #he took out all the bins and cleaned under them and reorganized and refilled foods #and took out the sauce bottles and cleaned the container and everything #i arrived an hour after he did and he was still working on it #then i started scrubbing cupboards and stuff. i plopped myself on the floor and cleaned the lower parts #where stuff had fallen or there were crumbs. forgotten cubbies #when i finished that i turned to the fry basket holder #its a bunch of metal bars together to throw the baskets on and it gets covered in grease. i mean covered #today i made it my personal mission to clean it up. then i realized how hard it is to clean up months old grease #but i couldnt give up. i got spray. a rag. a scrubbie pad. and just went to town #for like 45 minutes. and my coworker laughed at me because he saw i was stuck with that same problem as him #my manager put me on break a bit ago which is good #because my right hand has given up. i can't properly hold the scrubbie anymore. ive been cleaning for 3ish straight hours now #this restaurant is going to be so damn clean #next im going to clean the side of the fry freezer. its a little freezer we keep in the front to hold our fries and other fried products #its right next to the garbage can so its filthy #see that wouldve been a more useful project than the fry basket rack but whatever #i wish my doctor wasnt a pos and believed me about ny symptoms and gave me my own damn adderall #because i recognize that i shouldnt be using other people's medicine #but its making my life easier and rn I'll take anything that helps