#get really unmotivated

[kysuguru]

I read all your work and loved them all 🥺 looking forward to more 🫶

tysmmmm!!!!<3333 i promise to try my best to update soon for all my patient peoole!!

#🫐.asks #i’m gonna be real here #i compare myself to other writers a lot and just… #get really unmotivated #forget tumblr is not the place to post long term fics!!!!

[lemongogo]

< 2023 trgnz

#not to get all sentimental or whatever #but im really happy w how trigun has developed / influenced my art these last few months #its jst made me feel overall more confident in what ive drawn #and that i can connect w my art in a way that i never have before ?? #LIKE THATS SOOO CHEESY BUT ITS SOOO TRUEEE #before trgn i was feeling soo dejected and unmotivated and like .. generally unsure if id ever really find my footing #and even tho idk maybe not much has changed frkm an outside perspective #but i just feel so happy w it . at least rn . SO IM ENJOYING IT RN☝️☝️☝️☝️☝️ #theres still so much i want to work on ykwim but its such a crazy feelign to like .. #actually using my art in pfps (not tmblr sryHAHAGA) or like . printing physical copies of my stuff bc i genuinely want to decorate my walls #w it or like .. Wanting to put in more effort in a way i never rly have before #its still so hard 4 me smtimes and like frustrating😭 when im artblocked or not sure how to progress w something #but its made me feel like i can Know that i will figure it out in time . and thats SOO crazy tew experienxe IDKKFFFKK #and its soo silly that trgns whats made me want to like ..push tht aspect pf my hobbies . SOO SILLYYYYY #anyways i wanted to see some of these side by side #its so jarring 2 me that i have all of these .. and that they r generally pretty consistent style wise . compared to before at least 😭 #ANYWYSSTYY #trigun #my art

[beys-cameras-action]

Could we see more of damian and jack pls :3

Damian: We get along great. He’s like a brother to me

Jack: I shouldn’t praise this kid as much as I do. It goes to his head

#mfb actor au #damian hart #jack beyblade #heyyyyyyy guys #sorry for the :checks notes: unannounced 2 year hiatus #I got really unmotivated to post on this blog out of nowhere but I wanna get back to it #I miss these guys they’re silly #also this is my official confirmation that Damian is one of the three British actors in this au

[relicfragment]

looking at maomao like ah. yes. adhd.

#lack of tone regulation. extremely hyperfixated. canonically faceblind. called 'eccentric' in her family. adhd is inherited. #recognizes people thru voice. #gets distracted by little details and really good at fitting things together but if she doesnt care shes unmotivated. #the apothecary diaries #i love her shes just like me fr

[corvikari]

Going to watch the dcamu Teen Titans movies again to gain more motivation for my fic,

It’s gonna be great 👍

#Dcamu #Marvel #crossover fic #wgp fanfic #update #get excited #not completely unmotivated but a boost would really help #also I need to get back in to the canon of how damirae works #damirae #yeah I tagged all this because why not

[autism-criminal]

you . uh , haha , you love me , right ? if I were to disappear , you’d be concerned ? if I had to leave , you’d miss me ?

#I can’t tell if this is a vent or not #I’ve just been feeling so alone and unmotivated #and I don’t want to lose you too #but I don’t really deserve you #and I get it if you want to leave me

[calkale]

guys ngl. i am at my limit

#i hate feeling like im stupid because i cant do online class for the third year in a row #and im not even in college or uni so it doesnt feel like im actually getting anywhere or doing something that matters #its just the same fucking thing every day and it has been for years #and there arent even little things that make it okay there is quite literally nothing good in my life rn and there hasnt been for months #i cant even go to school in the fall no matter if i get in or not and because of that im so unmotivated and tired #im trying really hard to stay positive but its hard when you have no one in your life #love my online friends obvi but its not what i need rn i need people i get along with and can be myself around in person #but im trapped here #and theres nothing i can do about it #and sorry for the personal rant but i feel like shit

[rexscanonwife]

When I can't draw anything else I know I can always draw in the Betty Boop style 🥲 always there when I need her!

#artfarts #self insert #self insert art #mha self insert #mha oc #ahfjgkgk idk what to tag solo s/i stuff usually #might draw smth of the two of them in this style soon #i just havent really been drawing lately tbh #ive been doodling here and there!! #nothing serious. im just like tired and unmotivated #idk maybe ill get inspiration or have some more shippy feelings soon #been thinking about toshi today obviously!! 👉👈 #❤️ scars and stripes 💙

[secretly-larry-daley]

I need to rant about The Great Kazooy, so here’s the basics of the main characters. And oh man— strap in. There’s a lot to go through. I’ll make a list of the secondary characters later because there’s just SO MUCH

Nick (Or Elise)

Bro is struggling

Not only is he trying to keep the sanity of his half alive best friend who he is desperately starting to fall in love with, but ALSO is facing the age old question of gender.

So, like any rational person does, he buys himself a wig and dress and pretends to be someone completely devoid of himself!!

And when I mean that, I don’t mean “oh haha, look, man dressed up as a woman funny.” I mean “this is the only way he can truly express himself without being A. Publicly Ridiculed or B. Shot on site

The 20s were a wild time man.

How Nick/Elise gets away with it? Still a mystery to this day.

Probably something to do with everyone being hella drunk most of the time

Also bc— she’s just a riot.

Gatsby, Mr. Desperate himself

He’s…a little oblivious to most of the shit that happens

How he doesn’t noticed Nick was Elise all along or when/why Nick sneaks out is baffling. I couldn’t answer you if I tried.

But we need to cut him some slack

Bro got literally SHOT

Though tbhhh, throwing more parties isn’t exactly the best idea—

I think that’s just his coping mechanism atp 💀

also surprise✨ he needs a cane now

Keep this in mind, it’s important later

Imagine falling in love with your friend twice, dude

Couldn’t be me.

Ann

A girl who knows what she WANTS

Literally picks Nick/Elise from their feet, throwing them over her shoulder and getting work done

What a girlboss

She owns a wig shop :))

That’s how Nick/Elise acquired one for FREE

And helped with their…not so good women’s fashion sense.

But can Ann really blame them? No

All of this was an exchange for sneaking her into one of Gatsby’s parties.

I love her

Matthew

Definitely nonbinary

Though, uses mainly He/Him pronouns in public

Because come on— it’s the 20s.

Dresses androgynously most of the time with sweaters and stuff.

But they do wear suits for fancy occasions. Their favorite being their red and white stripped one

Relates to Nick/Elise a lot when it comes to identity

Even though they don’t completely understand it?

#some may ask #‘Percy why are you posting this?’ #‘shouldn’t you just write in a Google doc?’ #well my dear mutual #this is a new method for me #I usually get really unmotivated to write and watching y’all interact feels really nice #it makes me know people are interested! #besides… #there’s only so much time I can keep all this in before I burst lmao #the great kazooy #the great gatsby #crack fic #ah taking crack to seriously #my fav hobby

[the-insanity-of-mojiru]

 ʙʟᴏᴏᴍ, ꜰʟᴏᴡᴇʀꜱ, ꜰᴏʀ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴᴏɴʏᴍᴏᴜꜱ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ɪꜱ ʙᴜᴛ ᴀ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛ ! 咲かせよ華を　無名世界は刹那   !  

Happy 3rd year Anniversary to the Anonymous World! And thank you for sticking with me all this time!

#I'll post the individual collection later but boy was this the biggest thing I've ever drawn #I want to do Hanami too why am I like this? #Anyways this really took months for me to do because coloring is so unmotivating for me sometimes #And I ended up doing other ideas so I wanted to have this done before NaNoWriMo but it ended up happening after #I was thinking about drawing them all in their human forms but I realized I get more variety if I do it in their OG forms #I'm just glad I got it done in time for the anniversary! #This is so old that the draft is saved as the Legacy format LOLOL #Insanity Draws #Insanity of Mojiru #透明な無名世界

[httpiastri]

how about if... i just... don't do my work.....

#ohhh right i was supposed to connect my phone! i totally forgot about that!! and i didn't read that par #of the email you sent me... just all other parts... and even though you told me to do it this tuesday and also last week i just forgot... #pls i'm so unmotivated #i speedran a lot of my work stuff but now it's like #my job computer has freaked out and i should go to the like it services help but i just can't be bothered #idk the guys working there are kinda sketchy (and they're probs on lunch break rn) plusssss i don't have a like access card (????) so like #if i leave the office i cant really get back in so i'll have to knock on the door and hope someone lets me in lol i just don't wanna #the only assignment i have left for the day is something i need the work computer to do but i just don't wanna talk to people to get help.. #also none of my bosses or coworkers in my department are here... its just me and this one lady from the economy department so no one knows #she either listening to really loud music in her headphones or she doesn't even have headphones?? either way i can hear her music clearly 😶 #also!! the n1 thing i should do but just cant is #im supposed to go to the front desk and like connect my phone to my boss's number so i get her calls because shes on holiday or whatever #but like... i still really really *really* can't talk on the phone #there's just no way im doing that #i just don't know how to fake like #sounds believable? #much more fun to rant in tags than to work 👍 #and to think of how obsessed i am with lando norris #OMG PAUL F2 ANNOUNCEMENT RN AS IM TYPING AAAAAA #HELP

[tardis--dreams]

Gonna go running tomorrow!!!! Gotta hype myself up because i know once my alarm goes off at 6am i will not be as excited anymore ((((: BUT I'LL GO RUNNING!!!!

#i just #need to get some actual exercise #where i can completely exhaust myself #i mean. i get some pretty exhausting 10 minutes every morning on my hike to class #but i want something a bit longer and something that will end in a nice shower and not in a seminar room #I'm just a bit scared of how it'll go because so far the paths where people exercise are also occupied by other people #and then there's bikes that might kill you if you don't watch out #so i wanna go early so i hopefully avoid random people taking a painfully slow walk in the middle of the path #so you can't pass them #but I'll be moving!!! fast!! i cannot wait tbh #i should have gone tonight #(watch me oversleep and be too unmotivated to go tomorrow morning... istg if i don't get up at 6 #I'll still go at 8 or 9 or 10 am and have to live with the consequences of the paths being crowded #I'd go to bed early but my neighbors keep me up until 2am every night so that's fun #but the running will be worth it #(I'm not even a runner ㅠㅠ i just need to substitute my usual high intensity workouts with something other than pilates and yoga #i mean it's definitely not bad to be forced to do something out of my comfort zone but i really miss my jumping around time) #void screams

[wereh0gz]

The problem with having a whole fictional world in your head is that no one else will make art that makes you go insane for it and you're too tired and unmotivated to do it yourself

#ramblings #yes this is abt #eterna #i'm planning out the lore book/zine thing i wanna make for it. and #it looks like it'll take over 50 illustrations to get everything i want out there. and. god #but i'm gonna do it i'm gonna do it maybe probably hopefully #i just. if i give up on it i'll do it in the planning phase and won't subject myself to all that work only to give up half way #but if y'all notice that i'm not posting a lot of art and whatever i do post is just simple doodles and stuff over the next few months #you know why #no guarantees. but saying it jic #really i'm only planning rn bc i'm unmotivated to draw anything. i'm just working on how i'm gonna set it up #figuring out how many pages and what each page is gonna be and stuff #but it's really. REALLY fucking intimidating #hhhhhhhhhhh #also i'm worried abt my art style changing half way and it being inconsistent. lmao #hoping it won't #and hoping i'll have enough time energy and motivation to do it

[shiinsei]

finally sitting down to study japanese again after the big fail that was the jlpt n4 exam

#i don't have the results yet but even if i passed it was purely by luck and i still failed lol #but yeah i was unmotivated not because of the exam but just idk... studying in japan was so much fun and my classes in germany are... #not the same to say the least #also i needed to tidy my room and i had job interviews and friends stuff and then there was christmas #so i didnt really get around to sitting down at my desk and self study #butvi'm trying to get back on track! #i want to finish the genki 1 and minna no nihongo 1 books by june and then start the second books

[elderscrolls4]

I wont be surprised if i lose a leg in the future at a youngish age, im a bad diabetic i suck at this just shoot me please

#as soon as i get back into the city i immediately start feeling like shit #it really sucks feeling stuck here #i feel like it makes me so unmotivated with everything especially my illness #i cried as soon as i got in my room and locked myself in i hate it here

[catmemer]

I need to start writing + drawing my webcomics so I can get popular enough to get paid to do them so I can quit my job lol

#joking. mostly #dont really care about getting popular but i do wanna draw them #but augh. too tired and unmotivated #delete later