Its official :>
I know I've said it here and there on a few posts on transgender stuff, but its a official, I'm trans :D
TW: I talk about abuse and body dysphoria in this post, you dont have to read the rest, this section is just me sharing my experiences in my teenage years with a homophobic as hell republican as a father.
I've known for a while like ever since I was in Middle School, I had a really hard time fitting in with other girls, I tried making friends with them but they were all into make up and dress's and talking about boys and other stuff, I made at least one friend in middle school but they left me for a group of girly girls, and I wasn't interested in what they liked, I was into a lot of things they were not interested in, I was a huge nerd, I liked games, Godzilla, movie production, comics, marvel, star wars, fnaf, dinosaurs, bendy, (not saying girls dont like these things, girls can like anything guys :D women are amazing I know a lot of amazing girls now :>) nothing they liked and when they saw that they weren't interested in me anymore, but I connected with the guys a lot more, but they always saw me as the girl who tagged along and needed to be treated gently, at first I had no interest in the lgbtq community or the idea of being something else other than what I already was, I couldn't even really talk about, since the topic of gay and gender ideology wasn't allowed in the house I used to live in, my father hated gay people, said they were wired, and shouldn't be his words not mine "frolicking around and being queer" da hell dose that mean? im still baffled by that, he's also that kind man who thinks lesbians are cool and gay men shouldn't exist, it was that level of misogyny and homophobia, looking at it now, it was really disgusting and disturbing, but I was 12 I didn't know any better.
but than as I got older I became more aware, and started questioning things, I was 13 in my room, on my phone, and I found this artist who was drawing deltarune characters, deltarune was also a huge eye opener to the lgbtq comunity for me, since kris identified as none binary, but I found one of the oc's the artist made and they identified as A gender, and I was like whats that and looked into it more and more, and than I went from I dont know who or what I am, to maybe im a demi girl, maybe im A Gender, maybe im none binary and than boom, it clicked, I went with they/them/there's for a while, but I began to feel uncomfortable, by being refred to as her, she, I started hating wearing a braw and how scratchy and annoying it felt, I began hating my chest, I stopped wearing shorts due to my legs being abnormally hairy and that girls arent supposed to be hairy, at one point my dad was going to put me through a hole body hair removal process which would have removed all my body hair, and he was going to do it without me knowing, until my mother told me, she was the most supportive person I had while going through this, I was litteraly terrified to say no to my dad, but eventully he didint go through with it, but I still wasnt allowed to have body hair, every time we went shoe shopping he tried to get me pink shoes, and brands women would only use, we went on a cruise and we had to dress up, but I didint want to since I would have had to wear a dress, blue jeans were the only thing I had that was close to guy clothes, I wasnt allowed anything remotley masculine, only my mom would let me have products like old spice, and she took me guy clothe shopping but it had to be in secret from my father, who would hurt me and my mother if he found out, not physically well he would probably slap me, but only yell at my mother, which still wasnt good, eventully we left his sad ass, and now me and my mom live in a apartment together, and from there I could freely explore who I was, a month later I came out as trans to my mother right after we left, and im in therapy with an amazing therapist and I have amazing friends who dont fully understand but support me in every direction, only triggering thing Ive experinced so far was not being able to change my pronouns to he him lol, Curse you school bored! XD
anyway sorry for the lenghty slightly depressing post, I just wanted to share my story here since I have the platform to do so now, the freedom of speech is very rewarding and validating lol, origanlly this was going to be a post about "guys I got my first chest binder oh and btw im ftm" but I wanted to get this off my chest no pun intended and open myself up more on here, the trans comunity on tumblr has been amazing so far, especially the tf2 comunity on here, I truly feel welcomed and comfortable being here.
lot of grammar issues in here, grammars not my strong suit plus its 11 pm for me right now, im heading to bed lol, good night everyone!
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Levidromes
A levidrome is a word that when spelled backwards makes another word.
Well, at least not yet. It is not in the Oxford English Dictionary.
Levi Budd is a six-year-old boy from British Columbia in Canada who has coined the term 'levidrome' after spotting that the word 'STOP' spells 'POTS' backwards. After realising that there is no such word in English for this phenomena, a social media campaign has started to get this word in popular usage (hence this post).
I wrote a short Python script this morning that will pull all of the levidromes from a dictionary file. The full list is copied below.
aa
ab
aba
abac
abba
abo
abos
abut
acca
ad
ado
ados
ae
aga
agar
agas
agenes
ah
aha
ahs
aia
aider
air
airts
ajar
aka
al
ala
alan
alif
alma
alula
am
ama
amahs
amas
amen
amene
amir
amis
amla
amman
an
ana
anal
anan
anana
anes
anew
anger
animal
animes
anna
annat
anon
ante
apod
araara
arak
arb
arbas
are
ares
arf
aril
arret
arris
arum
arval
aryl
assam
asses
at
ataata
ate
ates
aua
auks
ava
aval
avel
avid
avo
awa
ay
ayahs
ba
bac
bacs
bad
bag
bal
bals
ban
bans
bard
barf
bark
bas
bat
bats
bed
beef
ben
bens
bib
bid
big
bin
bins
bird
bis
blub
bo
bob
bobac
bobak
bod
bog
boh
bok
bon
bonk
boob
boord
bor
bos
bots
bows
boy
bra
braced
brad
brag
braw
bro
brod
bros
bru
bub
bud
bug
bulb
bun
bunk
buns
bur
burd
burg
bus
but
buts
cab
caba
cabob
cam
camus
cap
card
cares
cep
ceps
cire
cires
cis
cit
cite
cito
civic
clat
cod
cor
cos
cot
cram
cran
crem
cur
da
dab
dace
dad
dag
dah
dahs
dal
dam
dap
daraf
darb
darg
dart
darts
das
daud
daw
daws
day
de
deb
debut
decaf
decal
decarb
dedal
deed
deem
deen
deens
deep
deeps
deer
dees
deet
deets
def
defer
deffer
deffo
deg
degami
degged
deid
deified
deifier
deil
deke
deked
del
deled
delf
delis
deliver
delos
dels
deman
demit
demits
den
denier
denies
denim
denis
denned
dennets
dens
depart
deport
depot
depots
derat
derats
dere
dered
deres
deros
derris
dessert
desserts
deus
devas
devil
devils
devots
dew
dewans
dewed
dexes
deys
di
dial
dialer
dials
diaper
dib
did
died
dif
dig
dim
din
dinar
diol
diols
diram
dit
div
diva
do
dob
doc
dod
dog
doh
dohs
dol
dom
don
dons
doom
door
dop
dopa
dops
dor
dorb
dormin
dorp
dorps
dort
dorter
dos
doser
dot
doy
drab
drac
drail
dram
drap
draps
draw
drawer
draws
dray
drey
drib
drier
droob
drool
drow
drows
drub
duad
dual
dub
dud
duel
duo
dup
dups
ea
ean
eas
eat
ecad
ecce
ed
edile
edit
ee
eel
eels
een
ef
eh
ehs
eke
eked
elide
elides
elutes
em
eme
emes
emir
emit
emits
emmets
emong
emos
en
ene
enema
enes
enol
enows
er
era
ere
ered
eres
ergo
eric
eros
ervil
eses
esnes
espial
esse
et
eta
etas
etat
etats
eten
etic
etna
euk
eve
even
evil
eviler
evils
ewe
exul
eye
faced
farad
fe
fed
feeb
feer
fen
fer
fet
fid
fier
fig
fila
fir
fires
fled
flog
flor
flow
fool
fra
frab
fret
fro
gab
gad
gag
gal
gals
gam
gan
gans
gaps
gar
garb
gas
gat
gateman
gater
gats
gay
ged
gel
gelder
gem
gen
get
gib
gid
gif
gig
gins
gip
girt
girts
git
gnar
gnat
gnats
gnaw
gnaws
gnome
gnus
gob
god
golf
gon
gons
goog
gorp
gorps
gos
got
grad
gram
grub
gu
gub
gul
gulp
guls
gum
gums
guns
gup
gups
gur
gut
guv
guy
ha
habus
had
hadedah
hah
hahs
hajjah
halalah
hales
hallah
hallan
halos
han
hap
haram
hay
he
heh
henry
hep
her
hey
ho
hob
hod
hoh
hon
hoo
hoop
hop
hos
huh
hup
id
ikat
imaged
io
iris
iron
is
it
itas
iwi
jar
kabob
kaiak
kak
kam
kara
kat
kay
kayak
keek
keel
keels
keep
keet
keets
ken
keps
kier
kips
kirks
kis
kiths
knaps
knar
knit
knits
knob
knop
knot
knots
know
knub
knuts
kob
kook
kor
korat
kow
krab
krans
kue
la
lab
laced
lacer
lad
laded
laer
lag
lager
laid
laipse
lair
lam
lamina
lana
langer
lap
lares
larum
las
laud
lava
lavra
leat
leben
led
lee
leek
leep
leeps
leer
lees
leet
leets
leg
leir
lemel
leper
les
let
leud
leva
level
lever
levins
levo
lez
liar
liard
liart
lias
lied
lies
lin
lion
lira
lit
live
lived
livre
lobo
lod
loges
loid
lone
loof
looks
loom
loons
loop
loops
loord
loos
loot
looter
loots
lop
los
lotos
lug
luxe
lyra
ma
mac
macs
mad
madam
maes
mag
mak
mal
malam
mallam
mals
mam
man
map
maps
mar
marah
marc
marcs
mard
marg
marid
marram
marrum
mart
mas
massa
mat
maws
may
me
meed
mees
meet
meets
meg
mem
merc
meter
mets
mew
mho
mid
milks
mils
mim
mined
minim
mips
mir
mis
mm
mo
mod
mom
mon
moo
mood
mool
mools
moops
moor
moos
moot
mop
mor
mos
mot
moy
mu
mug
mum
mura
mural
mures
murram
mus
mut
muton
muts
na
naan
nab
nae
nag
nah
nala
nallah
nam
named
namer
nametag
namma
nan
nana
nap
napas
nappas
naps
naras
narc
narcs
narks
nas
nat
naw
ne
neb
nebel
ned
nee
need
neep
nef
neg
nek
neks
nelis
nema
nemas
nep
net
nete
nets
neve
neves
new
nib
nid
nil
nimrod
nip
nips
nis
nit
no
nob
nod
nog
noh
noil
nolos
nom
non
nona
nonet
noo
noon
noop
noops
nori
nos
not
notes
notum
now
noy
nu
nub
nun
nur
nus
nut
nuts
nys
oat
ob
oba
obey
obo
obol
od
oda
odas
offed
offer
ogre
oh
ohm
oho
ohos
oi
oiks
om
on
ono
oo
ooh
oohs
oom
oon
oop
oor
oot
op
oppo
orb
orf
os
otic
otto
oud
ova
ovel
ow
owt
oxo
oy
pac
pacer
pad
pah
pal
palp
pals
pam
pan
pans
pap
par
pard
part
parts
pas
pat
pats
paw
paws
pay
pec
peed
peek
peel
peels
peen
peep
pees
peh
pelas
pen
peons
pep
per
perp
perts
pets
pig
pin
pins
pip
pir
pis
pit
plap
plug
po
pod
poh
pol
pols
pom
ponk
poo
pooh
pool
pools
poon
poons
poop
poor
poort
poos
poots
pop
port
ports
pos
pot
pots
pow
pows
prat
prep
prod
prog
pud
pug
puh
pullup
pup
pupils
puris
pus
put
puy
radar
rag
raga
rager
rages
raggas
rail
rait
raj
raja
ram
ramis
rang
ranid
rank
rap
raps
ras
rast
rat
rats
raw
ray
re
real
reaps
rebus
rebut
recal
recap
recaps
reccos
redder
redes
redia
redips
redleg
redraw
redrawer
reed
reef
reeks
reel
reels
reens
rees
ref
refed
refer
reffed
reffo
reflet
reflow
regal
regar
regna
regnal
regos
reh
reif
reified
reifier
reik
reiks
reined
reird
reknit
reknits
reknot
reknots
relaid
relit
relive
reliver
reman
remeet
remit
renies
rennet
rep
repaid
repaper
repel
repins
repot
repots
res
resat
resod
retag
retem
retool
retrod
retros
revel
reviled
reviler
reviver
reward
rewarder
rewets
rexes
ria
rial
rias
ribas
riel
rif
rim
rima
rime
rims
rip
rits
rob
roc
rod
rok
rolf
rom
rones
roo
rood
room
rooms
roop
roops
roots
rosies
rot
rotator
rotavator
rotor
rub
ruc
rucs
rug
rums
run
sab
sabir
sabra
sad
sadis
sado
sados
sae
sag
saga
sagas
sagenes
saggar
sail
sair
sakis
sal
salep
salles
sallets
sam
sama
samas
samen
san
sanes
sap
sapan
sappan
saps
sar
saran
saros
sarus
sat
sate
sati
sav
saved
saw
saz
scab
scam
scares
scot
scram
scran
scur
seals
seam
seat
secret
seder
sedes
sedile
seed
seeks
seel
seem
seems
seep
seer
sees
segar
segol
seil
seined
seiner
seis
seisor
seities
sekos
sel
selah
selahs
seles
sellas
selles
seme
sememes
semes
semina
sena
senas
sene
senega
senegas
sennet
senor
sense
ser
sera
serac
seracs
seral
sere
sered
seres
seric
serif
serons
serres
serum
sese
sesey
sessa
sesses
set
seta
seton
setule
seven
sexed
sexer
sexes
sey
seys
sha
shad
shah
shahs
shakos
shales
shama
shay
shaya
she
shod
shoo
shtik
si
sib
sic
sidas
sies
sik
sikas
siled
silen
sim
sima
simar
simis
sin
sined
sinnet
sip
siri
siris
sirra
sirred
sirs
sirup
sis
sit
six
skat
skeer
skees
skeets
sken
skeps
skier
skio
skips
sklim
skool
skran
skrans
skrik
skua
slab
slaes
slag
slaid
slam
slap
sled
slee
sleek
sleep
sleeps
sleer
sleet
sleets
slim
slipup
slit
slive
slived
sloid
sloom
sloop
sloops
sloot
sloots
slop
slug
smart
smees
smew
smir
smits
smoor
smoot
smug
smur
smut
smuts
snab
snag
snap
snaps
snark
snarks
snaw
snawed
snaws
sneb
sned
sneed
sneer
snib
snig
snip
sniper
snips
snirt
snit
snivel
snod
snoep
snog
snool
snoop
snoops
snoot
snores
snort
snot
snow
snub
snug
so
sob
soba
soc
soccer
sod
soda
sodas
sog
soger
soh
soho
sokahs
sokes
sol
solah
soled
solon
solos
som
some
son
sonnet
sool
soom
soop
sop
soras
sorb
sore
sored
sorter
sos
sotol
sow
soy
spacer
spaer
spag
spam
span
spank
spans
spar
spard
spart
sparts
spas
spat
spats
spaw
spaws
spay
spaz
spec
speed
speel
speels
spek
speks
spets
spider
spik
spiks
spim
spin
spins
spirt
spirts
spit
spod
spool
spools
spoom
spoon
spoons
spoor
spoots
sports
spot
spots
sprat
sprits
sprod
sprog
spud
spug
sris
stab
stag
stang
stap
staps
star
stared
start
stat
state
stats
staw
staws
steed
steek
steeks
steel
steels
steem
stellas
stem
stemme
sten
stenned
step
steps
stet
stets
stew
stewer
stime
stimed
stims
stink
stinker
stir
stirps
stob
stonk
stonker
stool
stools
stoop
stoops
stoor
stop
stoped
stoper
stops
stot
stots
stoved
stow
stows
strad
strap
straps
straw
strep
stressed
stria
strig
strips
strop
strops
strow
struts
stub
stum
stums
stun
stunk
sturts
sub
subah
suber
succus
sued
sulu
sulus
sum
sumac
sun
sung
sup
suras
sus
susus
swad
swam
swang
swans
swap
swaps
sward
swat
swats
sway
swey
swob
swone
swop
sword
swot
swots
syed
syes
syn
ta
tab
tae
tael
taes
tag
tak
taki
taks
talc
tallat
tam
tan
tang
tanna
tao
tap
taps
tar
tared
tarok
tarp
tarps
tart
tas
taser
tat
tate
tats
tav
taw
taws
te
teed
teek
teel
teels
teem
teemer
tef
teg
tel
telfer
ten
tenet
tenner
tennes
tennis
tennos
tenon
terces
terf
terra
terret
tes
tet
tets
tew
ti
tiar
tic
tid
tide
tig
til
tiler
tils
time
timed
timer
tin
tink
tinker
tins
tip
tips
tirrit
tis
tit
toc
tocs
tod
tog
tom
ton
tonk
tonker
tons
too
tool
tools
toom
tooms
toons
toot
top
toped
toper
tops
tor
torot
tort
tot
tots
tow
tows
trad
trail
tram
trams
trap
traped
traps
trat
trats
tressed
trew
trig
trins
trips
trod
trons
troop
trop
troped
trot
trow
tsar
tub
tuba
tubed
tuber
tug
tum
tums
tun
tup
tut
two
ug
ulu
ulus
um
umu
un
urb
utu
vas
vat
vav
vid
vug
wad
wan
wang
wans
wap
waps
war
warb
ward
warder
warts
was
wat
wats
waw
way
wed
wem
wems
wen
wena
wert
wet
wets
wey
wo
wok
wolf
wolfer
won
wonk
wons
wop
word
wort
worts
wos
wot
wots
wow
xis
ya
yad
yag
yah
yahs
yak
yam
yap
yaps
yar
yard
yaw
yaws
yay
yebo
yeh
yerd
yes
yeses
yew
yews
yo
yob
yod
yom
yon
yos
yrneh
yug
yup
zaps
zas
zel
ziz
zuz
zzz
It is interesting to note that some levidromes are also palindromes. I wonder whether we need a new word to describe this phenomenon also? Furthermore, there is no word in English for "a word that you make up in order to make another word make sense". I suggest: "emordivel" ?
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Untitled Poem # 8333
And grass of diction
lifes worth the Elysium, or was,
real are the Bramble away to consume
my heart, subtle and sorrow for earth in the tick
itself,
to let base clouds, as children, happy as the holy dreamy urn;
farewell to you.
For whole addressd a playful,
they had lovd the same pond,
who taught to the Soul is,
and betters in the snake, “but see thing,
she held thats pretty poet.
The one was as
if John Bull way:
I must, althought to do
but hunker downward show it,
to knows you lose by one,
bearing to thyself on the braw lass o Ballochmyle!
On all this poor the lass made my hand,
the first is me!
A is foreseeing; and much is a sigh suppress, the space
for weapons; but what touch of us want to be simultaneously this heap that fable filld thou to deny the bed to me,
ill hide true.
Except mens lovely lasse,
or sighd, or cannot sting, too, that I was fixd, and the stars, and we must be in my woolly hat,
then from the water, never propensity to fill it was, in autumn pond
Managed to me,
which makes a dandy while here turning my Highland lassie, O.
until the lava ravishd the porch, ‘midst life are for repetition;
Said Lamia beheld himself at least,
Not long ago. ’
for, with chaste.
I said
‘mething more uniform.
Slow-steppd serpent, but marriage shall be sworn another golden gay,
lambs frisk and
saw and the world so coole, as well:
but thus!’”
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