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#fuckkkk this is an edited reupload csuse old blog was a secondary blog.
sludgge · 5 months
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Thinking rlly hard about heavily in denial gay Naoya (nsfw under the cut)
-It’s Naoya, of course he hates gay people and considers them disgusting. Doesn’t stop him from getting kind of hot and heavy at the thought of other men though
-starts off with admiring other guys, tells himself he doesn’t find all those muscles hot or anything, just admiring and comparing himself to another strong man.
-He’s not getting hard in his pants or thinking about it later, trying to just focus on whatever slut porn star he threw up on his screen while he pumps his cock. That’s nothing like him.
-Maybe jerks off to femboys once instead of women, just to try it out. But it quickly turns into only wanting to watch femboys.
-he tries not to think about how he always cums much faster now then when he was stroking himself to any random slut online before he found himself some real porn. These guys don’t sound annoying getting teased and fucked, those girls could learn a thing or two from them.
-It’s not that he likes men, he it’s just a coincidence all the male porn stars he sees are much better at their jobs then the women. Natural in his head really, of course men would be better cum dumps for him then useless women ever could be.
-eventually he fucks a guy. Maybe he’s drunk when he finally takes that step. But once he’s balls deep in some cute twink’s ass he doesn’t ever wanna pull his dick out. He’s not a virgin by any means but this is different, it just feels so much better.
-absolutely refuses to think of himself as even remotely gay. Any guy he fucks has to be dressed up all cute and girly, maybe in pretty lingere or a lacy skirt. In his head it’s not gay if the guy basically looks and acts like a woman already anyways.
-tells himself it’s not that he just finds men panting and whining adorable and hot but if a woman’s vocal during sex it’s ear grating and disgusting. He just likes having so much power over other men. It makes him almost embarrassingly hard to see another man splayed out under him with spread legs and a neglected leaky cock dripping all over such a pretty skirt.
-Naoya’s not gay. It’s just easier doing all this with someone who knows what they’re doing around a dick, something some useless woman could never do for him.
In conclusion Naoya is a gayass
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