#from his supervisor and profs in dealing w it lol. so yeah yet again i remained in an uncomfortable situation in order to make someone else

[pepprs]

i didn’t quit my counselor bc i was so busy w the retreat and now im seeing him in 9 minutes ermmmmm

#purrs #i thought abt doing it on friday but i was busy and also i felt bad bc i didn’t want to just drop it on him w/o time for him to get support #from his supervisor and profs in dealing w it lol. so yeah yet again i remained in an uncomfortable situation in order to make someone else #comfortable and put (WHAT I PRESUME TO BE) their needs above my own. but im emailing him tomorrow to do it. or thursday. it’s more money Dow #down the drain which sucks but i did it to myself. i don’t want to hope that tonight is bad bc i was in a horrible place after we last #talked but i hope that tonight reaffirms that i need to leave and im gonna go thru it and schedule send the email for 7:19am on thursday so #as not to be suspicious. lol. dear god help me here we go #delete later