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#frenetic energy i guess? and i KNOW that's just the anxiety brain responding to stimulants but like
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constantly worried that the medication i take for my ADHD is actually hurting me bc i’m faking having ADHD and if it’s not acting in a very specific way, and if i feel certain side effects i’m faking and abusing stimulants :///
#win rambles
#like.... it doesn't necessarily make me calmer.... it clears my head and helps me focus but sometimes it does give me a bit of like....
#frenetic energy i guess? and i KNOW that's just the anxiety brain responding to stimulants but like
#i'm just like shit this means i'm abusing them bc i have these side effects and they make my insomnia worse
#it's why i stopped taking the XR version but i might go back to it bc it was really nice to have it working more
#but it did make it really hard for me to sleep so idk
#idk like sometimes i can REALLY FEEL the meds working like i can feel it in my brain and kind of in my body and so i'm like shit
#idk there's so much gatekeeping i saw a thread about it on twitter that at first made me feel better
#bc ppl were tlaking about how they respond to meds in some similar ways that i do
#and one person was like oh for me it just makes me calmer and kinda tired and i can focus more
#and someone responded to them and was like yes that's because you REALLY have ADHD unlike all these FAKERS in this thread that are just
#abusing stimulants
#and it doesn't help that i had multiple people tell me to be careful not to be addicted
#including a friend with a caffeine addiction and i'm like wow you're one to talk asdoihasfoihasdf
#but like idk i went back to a really low dose for the past couple days and like.... i didn't have like withdrawal or anything?
#i just had less executive function and it sucked
#idk part of me wants to try different meds but these help me and they make me happy bc my brain seems to be working better
#but then i'm like what if it's not
#idk i overthink it so much
#hence me typing out this long ass post and the other posts i've done today
#THAT'S THE THING LIKE. I'M ON MY MEDS RN AND I'M WRITING BUT I'M ALSO TALKING ABOUT A LOT OF STUFF
#AND I'M LIKE SHIT I'M NOT SUPPOSED TO BE JUMPING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN STUFF LIKE THIS I MUST BE FAKING ADHD
#i hate it
#anyway if any of my followers who also take adhd meds (i'm on adderall) wanna chat about their experiencesf
#or just like idk remind me that this is fine and normal and side effects don't mean i'm faking???
#that would be really nice
#i literally have a professional diagnosis hence the fact that i'm ON medication
#but like i still worry about it
#adhd stuff
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