#forever weepy

[massivewaffle]

Something that has stuck with me all day while watching the QSMP event is how close so many of the server members have become. There were so many times when someone would see something and immediately tear up, and whoever was with them would commiserate that they felt it too. There's a little beat of silence when Tina immediately cries upon seeing the Techno ofrenda and jokingly says she doesn't know why she's so emotional, but before she can be too self-deprecating, everyone chimes in saying they feel the same.

Charlie says, "it's just genuinely really sweet that this is here." Tina says how she wasn't expecting it. Mouse and Baghera having to walk off after putting down flowers because they got teary. Fit giving Techno's ofrenda a salute before quietly saying how he wished Phil was here to see it. Bagi and Etoiles wandering around and Etoiles goes a bit quiet when he sees it and explains to Bagi how he played with Techno before and how cool he was. Bagi says it's a beautiful tribute and then gets visibly emotional when Etoiles talks about how he knew him.

Bagi had never met an egg until now, but she was teary for a lot of the event. Tina only had so many interactions, same with Mouse, but everyone was totally understanding in them crying too. I just really love this server and everyone being able to read each other well enough to tell when someone needed to be told, 'Yes, I get this feeling too; we can be sad together for a few minutes,' or if they need a laugh to shake them out of that headspace. Charlie's voice drops when he talks to Mouse and Baghera at the memorial and when he explains who Techno is to Juanaflippa. You can hear Bad's voice breaking every once in a while, and he and Fit discussed how they weren't expecting the event to be like this, but it is so beautiful.

I'm just sad and rambling now, but I just love how these people from all over have met via this server, and even now, whether they're sad over fictional egg deaths or the real-life death of a colleague in some cases, they're not alone in their grief because everyone on this server just gets it.

#qsmp #technoblade is forever my favorite creator #i have so much merch and i wouldn't have gotten into MCYT without him #i am a weepy fucking mess today #o7

[allyriadayne]

ok enough about whatever people keep sending you asks about. you should talk about aegor rivers. for me

been thinking a lot about the period when barba & aegor where in stone hedge after missy became mistress. ok this is more about barba but imagine how resentful she must have been about it, expelled from court and with an icky baby that doesn't stop crying (always for her....). he probably doesn't see her much between barba & lord bracken plotting to make bethany the next mistress and his lessons or whatever brackens do to become one with horses. and i bet he was so lonely and angry and probably told to act certain way because he's still the king's son even if aegon already had daeron and daenerys *just* the same age as aegor. barba parading her son around during EVERY dinner to show bethany she's still relevant even if they are preparing her to bed aegon too. and lord bracken clapping at barba's bitchy remarks like otto saying "good" at helaena during ep 8. and aegor silently stewing on his little chair wishing to be back on the field with his pony.

#ask #elcctra #that's when he started hating women. barba too waspish & bethany too meek and weepy. also his grandfather. and his stupid cousins #and then he's back in court. which means barba left him. forever. at least he knew his mother #cant_be_tamed.mp3 #aegor rivers #sorry to the people who track this tag besides me

[cntmtrarts]

Crybaby 💖

#I haven’t drawn anything in like forever #but here’s my baby #he doesn’t look as weepy and puffy as I want #but I’m done working on it #daryl dixon #twd daryl #the walking dead #twd #twd art #art #fanart #digital art #artists on tumblr

[the-bi-space-ace]

Sometimes people are going to leave mean comments on your fics. It’s not a fun thing to experience. It’s not nice, it’s not funny. It hurts and I’m not afraid to admit that. But for every mean spirited comment there are ten good ones. For every person who tried to make me feel silly or stupid for my writing or my choices there were ten more leaving sweet messages and emojis and trying to pour positive energy into the world.

So it hurts. It hurts and it’s hard and it makes me feel like a failure on my worst days. But seeing all the positive things, the kind words, the excitement, the joy. That makes it better. That makes it something worth continuing.

So if you’ve ever thought your kind words don’t matter or that your heart emojis and exclamation points don’t make an impact please know that they do. Every heart and smiley face and keyboard smash and comment makes my world a little lighter.

#fandom stuff #the bad batch fanfiction #not everyone is going to like what I write and that’s totally fine #I’m just forever grateful that so many people are so kind #this world can be cruel but you aren’t #and I think that matters #this is really just about my overall experience writing and posting fic tbh #overall people have been kind there are people who haven’t been #your kindness outweighs the negativity in my opinion #wow I am REALLY WEEPY this morning huh? #something has come over me and I can’t stop 🫠

[bluesidedown]

This sure is a week of my life huh

#aka saying goodby to every single person I cureently interact with irl possibly forever #and everywhere i go and everything i do is a Last Time #and as a cherry on top. period. so im an extra 50-75% weepy #i cried not even exaggerating like 15 times today #oh well i must keep firmly before me that in a week i shall be on a beach in asia with my friends. #this does not reduce the heartwrenchingness of goodbyes but it is good to remember that there is something nice on the other side of it all.

[boxylic]

I drew a lot more this year than last, and with less pressure to finish things or even share them and while I wanna.. get back to sharing them and having that confidence I am. So genuinely happy that I haven't been as downtrodden when it came to art and creating this year

#my friends have been such an insane help in that regard i cannot overstate how lucky i am to have the people i do #harvey and noah and frei especially.... youve always been such big encouragements in my life and its always meant #so much #that their are people out there that care for the stuff i create #THERE'S MORE THAN JUST THEM ..I KNOW... AND IM SO INFINITELY GRATEFUL TO EVERYONE #anyone #if youve said nice things to me or to my art just know that i am in ur debt forever for this kindness #im feeling weirdly mushy rn . im just #so happy i got into drawing again. i was so scared id lose it with everything else happening . #.txt #weepy

[iron-bundle]

I just finished the Discovery finale and I’m gonna go cry about it for like a week I love this show so much I’m so sad to see it go but it filled my heart with joy and gave me new friends and experiences and that’s all I can ask

#Pike says stuff #I’m fucking weepy and teary and its half past midnight and I’m tired and god I love you disco #I love you so much disco I hope you get a little more down the line but just know I’ve loved you from the start #I think disco will always truly be my Star Trek. It’s just. The one that’s impacted me most. Been there through my worst #Star Trek discovery I love you forever

[xoxoemynn]

kind of hitting me tonight how if I could live one day over and over again, it wouldn't be a Big Moment or Major Life Milestone, but a simple day with friends. where it didn't matter where we were or what we were doing, but just that we were together and being.

like you get these flashes of a memory and you can feel the warmth and comfort and security and fun. and at the time it's all that matters, just this little bubble of joy and shared experiences.

but they can vanish so quickly and suddenly you find yourself desperate to hold onto the sound of a friend's laugh, and it's those simple moments that feel so precious and you wish you could live in them forever.

#this is maudlin but this week was the 5th anniversary of my friend passing and it's been hitting me unexpectedly hard #and I can't stop thinking about all those times we had together before she got sick #when it never occurred to me she wouldn't be in my life forever #and as more time goes on and those memories get further away...... #idk where I'm going with this and I'm weepy again so just tell your loved ones how you feel #and bask in every moment you have with them because they are the most beautiful #and fuck cancer #personal

[maggotwithanf]

karlach's romance hits different if you're chronically ill and were given a second chance at life via medical aid, huh

:'))

#bg3 #bg3 spoilers #i am going to give you the best life #i am going to play you music and we are going to go on adventures #“i never said I wanted to live forever. i just want to live good.” #ME TOO BESTIE #I'M CRYING #KARLACH #YOU AND ME BUD #life might end up being shorter than it's supposed to; maybe not; but every day is a fucking gift #can't believe she used the “eternal life? no thanks i've seen enough” line i use on myself (positive) #i #wow #anyway i should take my meds before i get all weepy or whatever and start having FEELINGS

[cynicallyscorned]

its no secret that i'm biased towards jason griffith. ryan and junichi have both also super grown on me over the years and are delightful to hear. i used to hate rodger's sonic back when he first started out though he's also grown on me a little over the years (i love him in sonic boom)

also? i think jaleel white is super underrated. AOSTH / SATAM sonic is adorable to me, idk. i'm a sucker for the old cartoons.

i haven't heard a whole lot from sonic prime's voice actor (i still need to actually watch the show) but i liked that he kinda sounds like a cross between rodger craig sonic and ryan sonic tbh.

#🚫 — this is only a minor threat. ❪ ooc. ❫ #i'm a JG sonic stan forever though. i always get weepy when i hear his sonic ;-; i miss him

[howthesleeplesswander]

𝐒𝐎𝐍𝐆 𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐆𝐄.

Share at least 5 songs that you associate with or remind you of your muse!

XIAO

Song of the Abyss - Aviators

Ghosts - Nathan Wagner

Meet Me On the Battlefield - SVRCINA

Never Ending Nightmare - Citizen Soldier

Answer the Call - Hidden Citizens

FINN

Raise Hell - Dorothy

Youth - Daughter

Reckless - Valley of Wolves

Talk Too Much - COIN

Tattoos - Citizen Soldier

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#《⭒✩⭒ || dash games 》 #《⭒✩⭒ || hc: vigilant protector (xiao) 》 #《⭒✩⭒ || hc: road warrior (finn) 》 #I could do this for literally every muse but I'll spare you all the spam XD #buuut I couldn't pick just ONE kiddo tho either so have song vibes for two lol #fun fact: i am physically incapable of listening to “song of the abyss” without getting weepy over my tiny angsty bby #people who make banger fan songs like that are so talented like?? damn bro #as for finn he is a sweetie and a dumbass but he will forever be a hell-raiser at heart

[comediakaidanovsky]

wait what the fuck do we think he's returning as a heel or a face

#like considering how he built towards a heel turn forever in aew and never got to do it #it would make sense that he's just gonna be an asshole right off the bat but #what if we get another year of grateful weepy i'm just so happy to be back soft punk

[fgooooooo]

You are not immune to clown

#tw hanging rope #my art #digital art #identity v #idv art #idv #joker #idv weeping clown #weepy #WEEPY IS SO EEPY I LUV HIM #hes so silly and insane but also tragic and #his breakdown was inevitable from the start #a one gig pony for making money in an abusive neglectful environment. his own face burnt off #he desperately wants to believe his family will cone for him but they never did #and never would have anyway... he was abandoned forever and always. his twisted sense of love... pining... #hes also an untrustful narrator... #HE JUST HAS TOO MUCH GOING ON FOR HIM... like if you took it in all at once... would you not feel insane too? #either way hes so chefs kiss to me MWAH MWAH

[pinkkittysaw]

why couldn’t ffxvi have come out like before last november?

#angel's altar 💒 #this romance shit with clive and jill aches in my heart #out here tearing up #idk i don’t like to be dramatic but i get so weepy eyed at romance more than i did before the year started #i am forever changed as a person #THE WAY CLIVE SAYS “i love you jill” #i’ll never recover i fear #JILL SAYING SHE PRAYED TO METIA AND CLIVE CAME BACK TO HER!!!!!!!!! 😵😵😵😵😵😵

[cinnamonsikwate]

goddamn if i had the skills to make a fen and k'uk'ulkan-centric animatic set to the weepies' world spins madly on i'd fucking do it

starting with like. fen and her people waking up on the shores of zamá. the desperate run to the water, furtive glances at what they're leaving behind. scenes of the beginnings of talokan in the shallows. fen giving birth to k'uk'ulkan. scenes of k'uk'ulkan's childhood. fen as a mother and as a leader. talokan being forced back deeper and deeper into the ocean. fen dying of old age and heartbreak, being buried. the burning of the hacienda. k'uk'ulkan returning to talokan and building the vibranium sun (in my head this was a project fen started but never got to see realized). k'uk'ulkan growing up, losing one loved one after another, becoming more and more disillusioned and resentful of the surface world. going back to visit fen's grave, leaving gifts. the last scene being of him at the beach watching the sunrise over the horizon of zamá, holding fen's bracelet. he imagines fen's spirit appearing, taking his face in her hands and touching her forehead to his, just like she used to, before fading and leaving him alone. again.

and everything that i said i'd do

like make the world brand-new

and take the time for you

i just got lost and slept right through the dawn

and the world spins madly on

this is very fen-core for me! she's a mother to a king but she's also an important figure in their society beyond that (as an astronomer/scientist). she loves her son but she misses her old home, is in constant mourning for what she lost. maybe there's a part of her that regrets taking the plant, that regrets the burden she placed on her son. and so she turns herself into a contradiction, vacillating between affection and distance, unable to forgive herself or the gods for talokan's fate, unable to fully embrace her son without guilt and fear and anguish in her heart.

i let the day go by

i always say goodbye

i watch the stars from my window sill

the whole world is moving and i'm standing still

and now this. if this does not scream k'uk'ulkan i don't know what does. fen is not the first talokanil to die but her death is what drives home the reality of mortality for him. and after she passes, he realizes he's facing an eternity of goodbyes. how can one blessed by the gods as he still be so helpless? the empire that stole his mother's home falls, but others rise, and still, he's here. when will it end?

#black panther: wakanda forever #bpwf #wakanda forever #namor #k'uk'ulkan #fen #talokan #i've always liked this song but in an abstract kind of way #now i'm in distress lmao #the weepies #mcu namor #mcu k'uk'ulkan #mcu fen #mcu talokan #calemonsito notes #i'm a 'complicated parent-child relationship' truther for fen & k'uk'ulkan #*slaps k'uk'ulkan's feathered serpent headdress* this bad boy can fit so many issues in him! #reject the urge to characterize fen as a fmab trisha elric type of dead mom #she didn't want to take the plant for fear of what would happen to her baby but the only alternative was death #perhaps in the end the shaman's promise mattered to her less than the possibility of her child surviving in whatever form

[stephaniejuhnay]

Also, OBVIOUSLY we had to deal with the themes of grief in this film. I prepared myself for that. But not me walking away really thinking about how I need to face my OWN grief in more direct ways.

Whewwwwwwweeeeeee Coogler. Y’all did that and then some.

#black panther: wakanda forever #marvel #imma be thinking abt this film DEEPLY for weeks #definitely gonna be dealing with the weepies bc of it too #what a film yall