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Lipstick TikTok Trend || JJ Maybank ||
just a lil blurb for jj :p
Y/N/N = your nick name
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“Come on J,” you begged holding your phone in one hand and bright red lipstick in the other. “I promise it’ll just be for a moment and then i’ll take it off.”
“Hell no Y/N/N, what if it stains?”
“It won’t J I promise! I’ve worn this exact brand and shade I don’t know how many times!” You said as you threw your hands up in defense. He gave you a stern look and your folded your hands together, jutting your bottom lip out. “Pleeeeease? It would make me so happy and you’d look so cute.” His wall broke at your big puppy dog eyes. And with a sigh he finally gave in.
“Fine.”
You squealed with excitement as you stretched out your hand and led him to the bathroom. He hopped onto the counter and watched as you carefully applied the bright red lipstick. His lips parted ever so slightly as he admired the way your eyebrows scrunched up as you focused. He loved the way you completely blocked out the earth as you focused on looking good for him and the video.
When you finally pulled back and popped your lips in satisfaction Jj grabbed your hips and pulled you in between his legs. “You’re lucky I love you.” He mumbled. You smiled and replied with, “I know.” Before leaning in and kissing his lips. You pulled back and smiled brightly at the kiss mark on the corner of his mouth. You leaned forward again kissing him on his check, his other check, his chin, his jaw, his nose, the bridge of his nose, all over his forehead, a couple times on his neck, and the corner of his eye.
You pulled back and admired your beautiful looking boyfriend. You giggled as you looked at your art work.
“Do I look bad?” He asked. You shook your head. “You look great baby.” His heart fluttered at the nickname and a blush appeared on his face and you took your phone out, opened tiktok, and scrolled to find the sound. You recorded yourself smearing the lipstick on your bottom lip before eyeing JJ and smiling, he smiled back at you as you turned your phone to face him. He kept his eyes on you and then they glanced at the screen right as the sound ended.
He saw a bit of his reflection and turned to face the mirror. He smiled to himself, “I guess I don’t look so bad.” You both laughed before he turned back to you.
“My turn now.”
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Maybe a little too much
warnings: smoking weed, cussing, sexual jokes/flirting, making out, fluff
summary: after your first time getting high you want to do it again with the one person you trust, jj maybank, but this time is different. there’s more tension between you two, will the weed give you the confidence you need to make a move on your best friend?
part two to “just a little”
part 1 || part 2
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You had the worst day ever. Your girl-friends ditched you at lunch, your food was cold, the teachers called on you for the awnsers you didn’t know, and you haven’t completed that stupid essay yet. You really needed to relax, and you really wanted to see JJ. After school you found Kiara, JJ, John B, Sarah and Pope waiting for you in your usual spot.
John B was leaning against the hood of the Twinkie and Sarah’s arms were wrapped around his neck, their lips just inches apart. Pope and Kiara were arguing about wether Pluto was a planet or not, and JJ was smirking as he watched them, hands gripping the straps of his backpack. You smiled as you walked up to the group.
Sarah saw you first and let go of John B to give you a tight hug around the neck. “Wait to go Y/N, worlds biggest cock-block.” John B joked with a smile before pulling Sarah back to him. Sarah and you both giggled before you shrugged. “Not my fault your girlfriend likes me more.”
“Yeah but no one likes you as much as me.” You heard JJ’s voice from behind you. He grabbed your backpack and pulled you into his chest, his breath against your neck. You giggled as you hugged his arms that clinged to your neck. “Hi J.” You say with a smile. “Hi sweetheart.”
“You guys ready to go?” Kiara asked, hitting the top of the Twinkie. You all nodded and got into the car. John B drove, Sarah was the passenger princess, Pope and Kiara took the two seats behind Sarah and John B, and JJ took the last one in front of them. He pulled you into his lap crossed the buckle over your chest.
This wasn’t unusual for you two. There wasn’t enough seats in the Twinkie so someone often had to sit in someone else’s lap. Most the time it was you and JJ, neither of you mind, though it always surprised you how the seatbelt could go over you both.
“Is it too tight?” He asked. You shook your head as he wrapped his arms around your waist, holding you firmly in his lap. The car ride was silent between you and JJ. And he noticed something was off because usually you’d be sharing a conversation with him or the others.
He waited until the other four were arguing about something, so it was decently loud, and he leaned into your ear. You shivered when you felt his warm breath against your neck. “You okay? You’ve been quite this whole ride.”
You nodded before turning slightly to look at him. “Just had a rough day, J.” His eyes immediately softened as he moved his hand to caress yours. “I’m sorry baby, is there anything I can do to make it better?” He asked softly, just above a whisper. You smiled to yourself, knowing exactly what he can do.
“Get high with me?” You asked. He laughed loudly causing the others to turn their heads to you two, but they figured it was nothing and went back to their regular conversation. “You tried it once and you want more?”
“Pleeeease? It will be my two favorite things with me. You and weed.” He nodded softly and pat your thigh. “Alright, i’ll see what I can do.” You smiled and leaned more into him, slowly closing your eyes as you waited to arrive home.
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Once we got to the chateau everyone unbuckled and started getting out. Once Pope and Kie were out and heading towards the house JJ tapped your thigh and motioned for you to get up. You stood as much as you could and let him slip out from behind you. He pushed you back into the seat and said he’d be back.
He went inside with everyone else and quickly informed John B you two were going to smoke.
“What are you doing to her JJ?” John B joked with a laugh. JJ threw his hands up in a laugh. “Nothing man, she keeps coming to me, and who am I to deny her? Wouldn’t be very gentleman like of me would it?”
“Whatever man, just be safe.”
“I’ll be so safe.”
He finally left the chateau coming back with a blunt and a lighter. He got inside the Twinkie to see you looking at the window towards the water, admiring way the moon shined down on the water. He smiled towards you and shut the door which caught your attention.
“You got it!” You cheered as he sat on the floor of the Twinkie. “I got it.” He nodded. He pat the floor next to him and you joined him. He lit it and took the first hit. You bit your lip in anticipation and he handed it to you. “Alright calm down. Your like a puppy begging for food.” He chuckled. “Remember what I said? About it burning a little?��� You nodded. “I remember J.”
“Kay, then go ahead baby.”
You slowly took a hit, you held it for longer this time, and it didn’t burn as much, but still enough to make you cough. You coughed for a minute hit didn’t need any water. “You’re getting better at this sweeheart, good job. There you go.” He said as he pat your back. You nodded, before he could take the blunt back you took another hit, taking your time blowing it out. This time you didn’t cough.
He took it back and hit it as well, blowing the smoke in the air. You felt the same effects as last time, but they were heavier since you took more. You yawned and stretched your legs out. “Wanna talk about it?” You looked at him before shrugging. “Not much to talk about. Teachers being annoying, not having anyone to sit with at lunch, and I still haven’t finished that stupid paper.”
He rubbed your arm and shoulders softly. “It’s okay Y/N, i’m sure Kie wouldn’t mind helping you. You know she’s interested in that stuff. Talks about it every damn day.” He laughs shaking his head and taking another hit. As he blew out the smoke you remembered something your friends had told you in class.
“Hey J?”
“What’s up?”
“What’s, shot-gunning?” You said slowly, making sure you were saying it right. “Shotgunning? Like with beer?” You shook your head. “No like, with the smoke.” You said nodding your head towards the blunt. “Some of my friends were talking about how you can shotgun with smoke.”
He made an “O” shape with his mouth, if realization. “Oh yeah, their talking about when one person blows the smoke into another persons mouth.” You cocked your head in confusion, how would that work? He seemed to have read your mind as he continued to explain. “Basically one person hits this,” He said waving the blunt in the air. “And they inhale it like normal. But instead of blowing the smoke into they air, they blow it into the other persons mouth and they inhale it as well. Then they blow it out.”
Without hesitation you asked, “Can we try?” It seemed like such an intimate thing. Maybe the weed had gotten into your head. But JJ couldn’t say no, not with the way it intrigued you. “Sure baby, come here.” He said patting his thigh. You moved over to him and he pulled you to straddle his lap. You blushed at the position, you’ve sat in JJ’s lap countless of times, but you’ve never straddled him.
Once in position you looked up at him as his hand gripped your waist softly, he took a long hit and inhaled it. As he inhaled he moved his hand to cup your jaw firmly and bring you closer to him. There was no denying you were red as a tomato. You’ve had a crush on JJ for the longest time, but you’ve never felt as if he may have felt the same. He’d always considered you a friend.
He tapped your chin twice, signaling for you to open your mouth. You did and he leaned forward. His lips brushed against yours as he blew the smoke into your mouth. You inhaled the smoke into your own lungs, but you were so captivated in how soft his lips caressed yours that you held it in for too long causing you to have a coughing fit.
JJ immediately set the blunt down and cursed himself for not bringing a water bottle. He brought you closer to him as he stroked your hair and pat your back. “You’re okay baby, just breathe a bit.” You finally stopped coughing and pulled back to wipe the little bit of spit on your lips. “Why’d you hold in for so long?” He asked, concern lacing his voice as he stroked your cheek to calm you.
“Sorry J, I-uhm, got distracted.” He chuckled softly. “What distracted you?” You shook your head softly before mumbling. “Nothing J.” You ducked your head down, looking at anything but JJ’s eyes. He tilted your head up to look at him, but you could only look at his lips. You wanted so badly to mold your with his. You wanted to feel his lips on yours 100%, not just a little touch.
“Hey what’s wrong? Talk to me.” You swallowed harshly before taking a deep breathe. If you weren’t high before you we’re definitely high now, and you suddenly had a burst of confidence. “Canikissyou?” You blurred out. He laughed and furrowed his brows. “Say that one more time.”
“Can I kiss you?” You both froze, you out of fear and his out of shock. He felt his cheeks heating up. No, he couldn’t be hearing you right. You? Wanted to kiss JJ? Surely not. He had been 100% sure you saw him as nothing more than a friend. He patted your thigh, “Okay I think we had a little too much to smoke.” He laughed sadly. He tried to get you off but you stopped him.
“No J, i’m serious. I’ve wanted to for a long time, promise.” He scanned your face for any sigh that you were fucking him. He couldn’t find any. He was shocked, he had been in love with you for so long to the point it physically hurt when you weren’t with him every second of every day. “I’m sorry if I made you uncomfortable.” You started. “I just-“
He cut you off by grabbing your cheeks and smashing your lips into him. For a minute you froze, but your eyes quickly fluttered shut as your hands moved to his lower stomach for support and your lips moved in sync. It was the definition of fireworks, your lips fit perfectly together, like the right pieces of a puzzle. He kiss continued for a while, it started soft, then quickly got hot.
His hands found your hips, bringing you closer. Your hands went to each sides of his neck as you began finding it hard to breathe. You both pulled back but it wasn’t long before you were both back on each other. Not long after you heard cheers and whoops from inside the chateau and you both pulled back to look.
Sarah was watching happily from the window with a big smile plastered across her face. John B yelled, “Finally!” As Pope told Kie, “You owe me 40!”
You and JJ both laugh before turning back to each other. You quickly found his eyes. “Is everything you said true? About how you wanted this for a long time?”
You nodded. “Since day one, JJ.”
He smiled brightly before giving you another quick peck. “Then you have a lot of time to make up for.”
“Better get started then huh?” You joked before your mouths collided again.
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okay I love your writing and I rlly loved the last post with the joel angst 😩 how about an au where they do adopt ellie and live a peaceful life
How Joel would react if you were immune - alternative ending
a/n: hi! thank you so much! i love angst but it’s hard to make 😭 but ofc!! also, if you’ve played the game *spoiler warning* you’ll know that they’d have to kill ellie to find a cure but in this AU im going to make it to where they don’t have to kill ellie and they just need a sample of her blood! enjoy! :) the story starts from after you got bit, if you haven’t read the first part please check it out if you’d like to know how y/n got bit!
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joel’s face went pale when he saw the blood gushing down your arm. “no,” he started. “fuck! no!” he yelled kicking the wall behind him. you felt as if something was off, but at the same time it wasn’t. everything felt normal. your arm was throbbing obviously, you’d just got bit, it was bound to hurt. but, you felt the same. you didn’t feel irritable or angry, you just felt like you.
“joel, what do we do?” you asked, voice soft. he faced you, one hand on his hip one hand on his forehead. you focused on him as his eyes drifted between the floor and you, then to your arm. he looked at you and took a deep breath. he walked over, stretching his hand out, you took it in yours and he pulled you up into his chest. you wrapped your arms around his waist and rested your head in his chest and his arms gripped you tightly and his head rested on yours.
“i can’t lose you, y/n. i can’t.” his voice cracked, and it made your heart shatter.
“and you won’t. not for a while.”
“the virius is unpredictable. we don’t know when you’ll turn.”
“then let’s make the most of it, yeah? let’s go and get the supplies, we’ll call it a date.” you replied looking up at him and planting a soft kiss on his jaw. he you nodded, letting go of you so you two could grab your stuff. you grabbed the flashlight and wiped the blood on your pants. joel’s warm hand engulfed yours and you took walked to the big metals doors in front of you.
you two looked around every ounce of the building for any type of food, you were in luck when you found a mini fridge in one of the offices that somehow was still cold with plenty of food and water inside. you grabbed all you could and stuffed it into your bags before continuing down the hall.
it had been an hour at least, and joel was starting to question if you’d even turn. he turned to look at you, stopping you both. “let me see your arm, honey.” he said softly as he gently grabbed your shoulder and pulled your shirt to the side a bit. his face flooded with relief but also concern. he looked at you, eyebrows furrowed. your bite mark was starting to look like ellie’s, it had stoped bleeding and was starting to turn white and veiny, like ellie’s.
“did you know?”
“no. but i had an idea when i didn’t feel like ripping your face off.”
he scoffed out a laugh before pulling you into his chest tightly, his hand firm on the back of your head. “oh y/n.” he sighed.
after that when you two had gone back to ellie, you continued your life together. they tested ellie’s blood, and started making a sure though they said it may take years to complete. you two had moved into bills old house and had a private mini wedding, ellie being the ring bearer, and also the flower girl, and don’t forget your maid of honor. you two invited tommy and and his wife, and spent the night laughing and drinking wine.
ellie’s birthday came right after, that’s when you surprised her with the legal adoption papers from the FEDRA military school she ran from. she was shocked and happy, she couldn’t stop hugging you two and saying thank you. and you swore you’ve never seen joel smile brighter. he finally had his daughter. and the love of his life. and he was going to do anything it meant to keep you two this time.
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Christmas kids
“If you ever try to leave me i’ll find you, Ronnie.”
pretty much canon rafe x reader
warnings: murder (not detailed but implied), canon rafe, mentions of blood
summary: after you break up with your boyfriend, rafe, and start seeing a new guy, he makes sure you’ll never leave him again.
a/n: not proof read
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You can’t believe you had allowed this to get so far. You had started dating Rafe a about a year ago. At first he was the nicest guy, he’d pay for everything, complimented you, treated you like a princess, he gave you everything. But clearly that was just the honeymoon phase. Because soon his true colors started to show.
He’d become really possessive, any guy that looked your direction ended up with a bloody lip and black eye. He didn’t let you wear certain things, hang out with certain people, go out, etc. You had to be around him at all times, he’d snap for little things, manipulated you into thinking it was your fault when he snapped, starting doing a shit ton of cocaine. And you couldn’t handle it anymore.
So you broke up with him, at least you tried.
“No baby, i’m sorry, i’ll change I promise just please don’t leave me. Your all I had.” He sobbed as he stood in front of you reaching for your hands. You pulled away and shook your head. “No Rafe. I’m sorry but it’s over. I can’t do this anymore.” You mumbled. He shook his head and bit his trembling lips. “Please Princess I swear, I promise i’ll change. Is it the coke? The weed? If it’s that I’ll stop I swear.”
You shook your head before turning to walk towards the door. “I’m leaving.” His sadness quickly turned to rage as he picked up and vase and slammed it towards the wall, causing you to flinch. “You’ll pay for this you bitch! You’re going to regret ever leaving me, I promise you. I’m what’s good for you Y/N, I know what’s best.” Is the last thing you heard from him as you shut the door.
For months you avoided him, and he didn’t seem to be looking for you. After a months you healed and had completely forgotten about your toxic relationship with Rafe. Especially when you met David. He was a nice guy, nice parents, not much money but that was manageable. And that’s where the story continues.
Today, 7:45 pm
You and David had a date today, you had one every Thursday. And he was almost two hours late. You paced around the parking lot looking for him, you turned around when you saw bright headlights. You smiled to yourself, thinking it would be him. You face immediately dropped when you recognized the truck.
Rafes truck.
You immediately turned on your heels to walk away when the car swerved and parked right in front of you. You froze in your place when the brown haired beauty himself stepped out of the car and flashed you that same cheeky smile that made you fall in love in the first place. You gripped your purse that was thrown around your shoulder as you straighten your back. He started making his way over to you with a smirk.
“Long time no see Y/N.” He said as he stepped in front of you, hands in his pockets. “What do you want Rafe?” You sighed. He shrugged. “To talk.”
“About?”
“How are you? How have you been? What are you doing here?”
“I have a date.” You said as you started getting concerned with Davis whereabouts. “Oh right, what was his name again? Daniel?”
“David.” You corrected before your brain flooded with curiosity. “Wait, how’d you know?” He couldn’t stop the smile that plasterers his face. “I ran into him on the way here.” He brought his through his hair and your heart dropped to the floor at the sight of his hands that were stained red.
He watched as your face dropped. Your lips moved but nothing came out.
“You- You,” You stuttered out, tears pricking your eyes. Rafes brows furrowed as he cooed mockingly. “Don’t worry hon, I didn’t kill him. At least not yet.” Tears were spilling down your face as you looked back at Rafe. “Please don’t, please don’t kill him.” You sobbed.
He shushed you, walking closer to grab your face, pulling it closer to his. You wanted to fight, but you couldn’t. You were frozen with his. “Shh,” he hushed your sobs as he wiped your tears and stoked your hair. “Let’s make a deal, kay? I won’t hurt him on one condition.”
“What?” You quickly asked. “What do you want?” You asked desperately, eyes widening. He chuckled as your desperate state. “You.” He said simply, enjoying the way your face turned from despairing to fear. “I just want you back baby. Say you’ll be mine and i’ll let him go. Promise, and you know I always keep my promises.” He smirks.
“You’re going to regret leaving me, I promise you.”
You choked out another sob but he shut you up with a harsh kiss. You couldn’t help but give in to the kiss, wanting David to be okay. He pulled back, his lips still brushing against yours. “Say you’re mind. Do it Y/N.”
For David.
“I’m yours.” He kissed you again, and you let him. He smirked into the kiss knowing, David was already long gone.
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You can look but you can’t touch || JJ Maybank ||
a/n: this is inspired by that old trend on tiktok where you and your significant other have to try not to kiss, you can be as close to each other as you want and touch each other as much as you want but you just can’t kiss. whoever kisses the other first loses!!
warnings: sexual jokes and cussing, other than that just pure fluff
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You had seen the TikTok pop up on your for you page not too long ago, you just never got around to making it. But today was the perfect day, you and JJ were alone in the chateau and no one would be there for a while. Pope was working, Kie and Sarah were shopping, Sarah dragged her into to. And John B was surfing. You and JJ had agreed to spend the whole day with each other so why not spice it up a bit?
You skipped to your shared room with JJ and saw him lying down on the bed, one hand beside his head and one holding his phone as he scrolled absentmindedly through Instagram.
“Jayj” You hummed as you jumped on the bed next to him. He turned to face you, a smile forming. “What’s up baby?” You grab his hand and pull him towards you. “Sit up real quick!” You said excitedly. He laughed and set his phone down. “Alright alright hold your horses.” He sat up and adjusted himself to where he was sitting cross crossed in front of you and you were rested on your knees.
You tongue poked out as you focused on setting the phone up and switching to the camera, pointing it directly to you and JJ. “What’s this for?” he said as he wiggled his eyebrows. You laughed and turned to face him.
“So,”
“So?”
“I saw this Tiktok,” You started. “And basically you and your partner have to try not to kiss each other. You can touch each other as much as you want and be as close as you want, but you just can’t kiss. Whoever kisses the other first loses!” You smiled brightly. He couldn’t help but grin at your excitement.
“And i’m assuming you want to give it a try?” You nodded. He hummed as if he was thinking about it. “What does the winner get?” You bit your lip at the question, thinking of an answer. “Whatever they want?” You asked more than told. He laughed and nodded. “Alright let’s get this over with.” You bounced with joy as you pressed record on the camera, it tracked JJ’s every move and you smile seeing him watching you with adoration.
You turned to face him. “Okay, we can start.” You mimicked his motion and sat cross crossed, hands in your lap. You too stared at each other for a while, just enjoying each others company. Until JJ got bored and grabbed your hand, stroking your fingers as you played with his rings. He leaned forward a little, getting close to you, making it all the more tempting for you to kiss him.
You smirked, leaning forward as well. You two were still a good distance from each other. “So your challenging me?” He asked. “Maybe I am.” You shrugged nonchalantly.
“Challenge accepted.” He responded before leaning closer, your nose bumped against his as his lips caressed yours. He really was about to make this hard.
You giggled, no matter how long you two were dating, you always became nervous in his presence. His brought his hand up to your face, cupping it and using his thumb to lightly rub your bottom lip. His eyes wandered to your lips, you almost thought he was going to kiss you so you leaned forward, he smirked and leaned all the back to his original position, causing you to frown.
“Dick.”
“You like this dick.”
“JJ!!” You gasped turning away, face burning. He laughed, brushing some hair out of your face. “I’m just teasing sweetheart, don’t get all shy on me now.” You were annoyed with how far away he was so you scooted closer and grabbed his face pulling him closer so your foreheads were touching and your noses grazed each other.
You closed your eyes, enjoying your warmth. “I love you J.”
“I love you more baby.”
“If you love me so much why don’t you prove it?” You smirked, opening your eyes. He chuckled lowly before grabbing your hips and pulling you to straddle him. Your faces were inches apart as your legs were on either side of his and his arms wrapped around your torso. You blushed at the new position and he took a mental note.
“Your blushing.” He smirked.
“Shut up.” You breathed. You knew you were going lose, this was honestly probably the longest you’d gone without kissing JJ. You two were obsessed with each other, always with each other, always close.
“You know, one little kiss and we can end this. Then we can kiss as much as you want.” JJ whispered against your lips. Your eyes fluttered shut. “I don’t want you to have that satisfaction.”
You felt him smirk against you and let out a loud gasp when you were suddenly flipped on your back, JJ pining himself on top of you. One hand held him up as one gently rested on the base of your neck. “Come on Y/N, your just hurting my feelings.” He teased.
Finally you gave in, you wrapped your arms around his neck and pulled him down to you. Your lips met his as you two kissed passionately. His mouth felt warm on yours as his other hand stroked your cheek. When you two pulled back he smiled, “You lost.”
“Round two?”
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Just a little
warnings: drug use, none other than fluff, maybe a little cussing
summary: john b and jj always smoke and you hear talk about how good it feels to be high, so you ask your best friend to get high with you
WILL BE A PART 2! since reader and jj start off as friends ;)
(just to explain jj and reader have been best friends for as long as him and john b have, they’re very comfortable with each other so jj uses a lot of pet names and stuff)
part 1 || part 2
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“You what?” JJ asks, jaw dropping in shock. “I wanna get high with you.” You mumble down towards the ground, playing with your fingers. He takes notice that you think he’s mad at you and quickly changes his expression. “No no baby, c’mere.” He says grabbing your hands softly and pulling you to sit next to him on John B’s couch in the chateau.
He tilted your jaw up, causing you to make eye contact with his beautiful blue eyes. “I’m not mad at you sweetheart, kay? I’m just a bit shocked, you’re too much of a good girl to wanna do something like this.” You immediately shot back with a reply. “I’m not a good girl! Gosh your making it sound like i’m some stuck up princess.” You huffed teasingly and crossed your arms.
He raised his brows at you with the slightest smirk. You sighed, “Okay maybe I am. But still! I just wanna know what it feels like, and I trust you enough to do it with me.” He finally nodded and got up to walk to John B’s room. You heard them exchange a few words before JJ came back with a bag. Inside was the joint.
You quickly became nervous as you moved yourself into and criss-crossed position. He noticed your nerves and sat down in front of you, resting his hand on your knee. “Don’t worry, I was nervous my first time too.”
“You?”
“Me.” He chuckled, taking the joint out of the bag. He held it towards your direction. “You don’t have to do anything with it yet. Just hold it and get a feel with it.” You nodded and bit your lip, gently taking the object from his hand. You observed it’s odd shape and texture, rolling it between your fingers. JJ took it from you, lit it, held it to his lips and inhaled.
He pulled it away and after a while of holding it in his lungs he blew the smoke towards your face. Your nose scrunched up at the odd smell and he couldn’t help but smile at your adorable expression.
“That’s all you have to do?” You asked. He nodded. “Pretty much. You inhale, hold it for a few seconds, and blow out.”
“Can I try now?” You ask shyly. “Course’ princess, come here just in case. Cause’ it’s gonna sting your chest a little so you’ll cough.” You scooted closer to him and he pulled you on his lap, it’s nothing he hasn’t done before. A lot of the times when you get stressed and feel like having a good cry he’ll hold you in his lap and rock you.
You sat on his thigh as your legs draped over his other thigh, his hand rested on your waist while the other held the joint between his fingers. Once situated he moved the joint closer to your lips, you got nervous all over again and looked into his eyes. He gave you a reassuring smile, you nodded and he brought it to your lips.
Shakily, you lightly inhaled and he pulled it away. You held it as long as you could but eventually it became painful and as you blew it out you coughed harshly. JJ rubbed your back, setting the joint on the nearest ash tray and grabbing the bottle of water on the floor. You took it and drank some of it, letting it sooth your chest and throat.
The effects starting happening almost immediately. Your chest felt full, almost like you couldn’t breathe, though you could. You became more relax and out of it, your eyes drooped slightly and you became a bit tired. Everything felt unreal, and it felt fucking amazing. You were buzzing with excitement and happiness, but you were also calm. Everything was fuzzy, but it wasn’t scary. You were still coughing a little, and your mouth was a bit dry.
“You still with me sweetheart?” JJ chuckled as he took another hit. He couldn’t help but laugh when you faced him, eyes red and mouth slightly agape. “I feel great J.” You smiled. Once again he took another hit, and smiled. “I can see that sweetheart, feel nice?”
You nodded. “Mhm, feels amazing J. Shoulda done this forever ago.” You smiled, leaning back against him. He smiled and finished off the joint before coming to wrap both arms around him. You don’t know what was so funny, but you giggled. You felt his chest shake and you could tell he was laughing.
“Enjoying yourself baby?” You nodded again. “l don’t want this feeling to go away.” You hear him hum in agreement as your eyes drifted shut. “Tired?”
“A little. I’m mostly comfortable. Your really comfortable to lay on JJ.” He blushed but of course you couldn’t see it. “Yeah well you’re a pretty good snuggle buddy yourself.” He whispered. “Really?” You asked, looking back up at him. “Really.” He agreed. You smiled, a big toothy grin. He grinned himself and gave you a soft kiss on your forehead, hands moving up to play with your hair.
You couldn’t help but groan. You were so relaxed and calmed, this was exactly what you needed after your busy school weak. “Seems you’ve been a little stressed out.” He pointed out. You nodded. “Dumb teacher wants me to write a twelve page essay about the importance of having a clean learning environment. Like what does that even mean?” You ask throwing your hands up.
He chuckled, and moved his hand to scratch your back. “Does sound pretty dumb.” He agreed. “I know right, like I don’t understand how writing a twelve page essay is going to help us have a clean environment? If it’s that big of a problem just organize a club to clean themselves!”
“Mhm.”
“I’m sure Kiara would join.”
“Definitely.”
“Are you even paying attention J?” You laugh looking back up at him. His eyes were half way shut. “Yeah sure baby.” You laughed and laid back against him, letting your eyes close. “Good night J.”
“Night sweetheart.”
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Money, Money, Money
“In my dreams, I have a plan. If I got me a wealthy man, I wouldn’t have to work at all, i’d full around and have a ball.”
soft-ish cameron x pogue reader
warnings: not proof read, some cussing probably, fluff
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Not only did it shock you when Rafe asked you out, it shocked everyone. The whole Outerbanks probably. You were a Pogue, people saw you as filthy. But when you were hired to work as a cleaner for the Cameron house, Rafe couldn’t keep his eyes off you. The way your tongue stuck out slightly when you scrubbed dishes, or the way your hips swayed slightly to the music you’d play.
The Cameron’s didn’t treat you as any less, Ward and Rose made sure you were paid well and fed, Sarah often did the laundry for you and let you wear her clothes while you worked, but Rafe decided he’d do something different. He’d buy you things, little gifts you suppose. It started off small, you found some cute emerald earrings sitting on the counter with a note, your name scribbled messily. You laughed at their attempt and opened the note, your heart couldn’t help but skip a beat when you read it was from Rafe.
You could only think of two things. 1, he was either pulling your tail to mess with you for being a Pogue, or 2, he accidentally gave it to the wrong person. You walked up to Wards office where Rafe was waiting for his dad and you knocked slightly on the open door. “Mr. Cameron?” You asked softly. He turned his head and his eyes narrowed at you, he gave a small smile. “Rafe is fine.”
You nodded and showed up the letter and beautiful earrings. “I saw this on the counter, I believe you gave it to the wrong person.” You said with a shy laugh. He shook his head with a chuckle. “I make no mistakes,” cocky per usual. “They’re for you.” But also surprising sweet.
Before you could respond he got up and walked over to you, taking the earrings from your hand before leaning forward to help you put them on. You couldn’t help but shiver when his warm breath fanned your neck, and this didn’t go unnoticed. He smirked, but not big enough for you to see. When he pulled back you thanked him and told them they were beautiful. He nodded, “My dad will be back soon, run along now.”
So you got back to work.
But each day you’d get more and more gifts. Dresses, rings, necklaces, earrings, shoes, at one point it got too much. You were starting to feel bad. You didn’t come here to get free gifts, you came here to work and make money.
One night you went up to his room and knocked on his door, he opened it with a smile. “Hey Y/N, what do you need?”
You swallowed thickly and smiled small. “Hi Rafe. Well uhm, it’s about the gifts. I appreciate them, but I think you should stop giving them to me.”
“Why? Do you not like them?”
You immediately shook your head. “Nono, I do. I love them even, they’re beautiful and it’s really sweet of you and honestly it’s my favorite part of the day to see what you give me.” Rafe blushed at that, but you figured it was just because his room was hot. “But i’m starting to feel bad, you’re spending a lot of money on me. I need to work for what I want.”
“I don’t follow, why do you need to work for it when I simply give it to you? I enjoy giving you gifts Y/N.”
You shrugged. “I’m a pogue Rafe, I have to work for what I want.” He gave you a soft smile and turned to land a soft peck on your cheek. You could tell you were as red as a tomato. “It won’t be like that any longer, you can have an off tomorrow. Meet me here at 6pm, wear that red dress and ruby earrings I bought you.”
And since then you’ve dated, and you’ve never been happier. He was always buying you things, taking you places, treating you like an absolute princess. He reminded you every day how beautiful and lucky he was to have you, and you wouldn’t trade what you had for the world.
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can u do headcanons of joel miller x male reader where they end up living in a farmhouse like how ellie and dina did? (ellie is with them ofc)
Joel Miller x Male reader - Headcanons
a/n: ofc!! thank you so much for requesting! i apologize if this isn’t what you want considering i’m a biological woman myself and don’t understand a biological males perspective! and since you didn’t specify biological or trans male i just tried to blur the lines and make it to where both could read! hope you enjoy:) i’m sorry this took so long to get out 😭
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• Obviously as Ellie herself is a lesbian, when she found out Joel was dating a man she was ecstatic! She didn’t feel scared to hide her sexuality and she knew Joel nor you would judge her. That brought you guys closer together!
• She wasn’t very happy when you two gave her the chore of feeding and watering the animals but she was more they happy to start once Joel told her she could clean up the animal shit if she wanted to complain.
• Dinner was always great, and most the time you and Ellie would have mini food fights, using your spoon as a sling shot to shoot your peas at each other! Joel would often groan and call you both childish and demanded you to pick up your mess. You both snickered followed by a “Sorry babe”, “Sorry Joel”.
• A lot of the times you two wanted to give Ellie the childhood she never had so you let her ride the horses whenever she wanted, stay up pass her bedtime, have family movie nights, eat candy for dinner, etc!
• You’d also give Joel back massages whenever he wanted and he’d complain about him getting old, but if you ever called him “old man” he’d scowl at you.
• Most the time when your grooming the horses he’ll be behind you, arms wrapped tightly around your waist, his head on your shoulder so you could feel his hot breath against your ear and he’d make small talk asking about your day.
• He was the one that did the hunting most the time, sometimes taking Ellie with him and you stayed home to relax. Sometimes the roles would switch and Ellie would teach you how Joel taught you.
• Joel always let you sleep in no matter how much you begged him to wake you up early, he wanted you as well rested as possible.
• He loves you so much that when you begged him to build a swimming pool for you in Ellie in the middle of winter he got his ass out there, in the freezing cold, and started digging for place to build the pool.
• The seasons with the Millers were always fun! Winter would be a bunch of playing in the snow, snowball fights between Ellie and Joel (most the time they ganged up on you), snow angels, etc! Summer you had swimming, sometimes Ellie would tan, you got to see Joel without a shirt on half the time so it was a win. Autumn was Ellie’s favorite, she liked the way the leaves changed color and when they fell of the street she’d make piles of leaves to jump in. The crunch also satisfied her. And the bunnies came out in spring.
• No matter how little or how much you guys have, you’ll always be a happy family:)
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Him or me || JJ Maybank x female reader ||
OUTERBANKS S1-S2 SPOILERS!!
summary: with the family jj has, it’s caused him to have major trust issues, rightfully so. but the problem is it has started to get in the way of you two’s relationship. your ex-boyfriend rafe, committed a crime. murder. he immediately came to you after it happened. he was sobbing, choking on his own words, not able to come to his senses about what he had done. he was in shock. he explain how he had done it to protect his dad, you understood for a split second but nonetheless he was guilty. you knew he needed help, his dad had always had him in a choke hold, ready to do whatever he asked. and that was no good. you spent your days trying to convince rafe to turn himself in, and you almost had until he blamed john b and now had the pogues were after him. jj had notice your behavior, and as your boyfriend, was not only worried for your safety, but his. if rafe had gotten close to you again, he may have been able to manipulate you into leaving the pogues. manipulate you into leaving him.
warnings: arguing, cussing, crying, mention of murder, mental issues, drinking, angst to fluff
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“Rafe!” You yelled, slamming his door open to see a pacing and sweating Rafe Cameron. “What the hell is wrong with you? Wrongfully accusing John B?! My friend?” You asked slamming the door behind you. He turned to you, eyes wide and bottom lip almost gnawed off from how much he was biting them. He quickly walked over to you, standing nervously in front of you. “Y/N please just listen to me-“
“No Rafe. I was going to help you! I was trying to at least. And yet you keep getting worse!”
“My dad asked me to! I had to!”
“See that’s the problem Rafe. You always listen to what daddy says. Is his approval so important to you that you quite literally would murder someone for him?”
“No? What? Y/N listen I-“
“Rafe i’m done listening. What happened to you?” You asked in disbelief as you crossed your arms. His eyes watered up but he wiped away the tears with the back of his hand. He looked at you with red eyes. “Please Y/N, your the only one I have. You can’t leave me.” He stuttered out, voice cracking.
“I don’t want to Rafe.” You breathed out. “But what you did was fucked Rafe.”
“I know Y/N and i’m so, so sorry. I just, I didn’t want to upset my dad. You know how he is, what he’d do to me.” You brought your fingers up to your forehead and pinched the bridge of your nose. “Jesus christ Rafe, you’ve gotten yourself in some deep shit.” He nodded, grabbing your shoulders to make you look at him. “I know Y/N I know, and i’m sorry. I’m sorry okay? I promise i’ll make it up to you. I just need time.”
“You need time? Yeah John B has murder charges and a money reward to whoever finds him but yet you need time?” You scoff with an irritated laugh. “Yes, I need time. I can get me and John B both out of this, I swear, I just need time to clear everything up. I can talk to my dad and we can figure something out. I promise Y/N. You know I wouldn’t have blamed him if I didn’t have an option.”
“Yes you would have, you hate the pogues.”
“Yes but I also know by blaming them it would hurt you because, oddly enough, their your friends. And I didn’t want to hurt you Y/N. I love you. And you know that.” He said, his eyes searching yours for a reaction. You gave him a cold, hard stare before finally letting out a sigh of disproval. Both in him, and what you were about to do. “Fine.”
“Fine?” He asked, eyebrows knitting with confusion. “Fine.” You say pulling him roughly into a hug. He shoved his face into your neck, holding you tightly around the shoulders. “I can’t lose you either Rafe. As much as I hate you right now. I still care about you.” You felt wet tears drip onto your shirt and you pulled back to wipe them off Rafes cheeks.
You gave him an stern stare, I’ll give you a week. A week. Nothing more nothing less.”
“Nothing less?”
“Take it or leave it.” You grimaced.
“I’ll take it.” He said desperately. You nodded. “Good. Now i’ve got to go talk to them and fill them in on everything.” You say turning to open his door again. You turn back and point at him. “Get your ass to work.” He nodded. “Yes ma’am.”
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You pulled up to the chateau and saw everyone sitting on the couch on the porch talking, they all seemed frustrated. You walked up and all their eyes turned towards you. You noticed JJ wasn’t there. “Where’s JJ?” you asked confused on why he wasn’t with the rest of the group. They all looked at each other and Pope swallowed nervously. “He’s a bit upset right now. He said he wanted to be left alone.”
You furrowed your brows before sighing roughly. “I’ll go get him. Where is he? I have news for y’all.” John B nodded to the kitchen and you thanked him. You dropped your bag off in front of the door, slipping off your shoes and taking off your jacket. You walk through the house and into the kitchen and see JJ taking a sip of his beer and leaning against he fridge, eyes stuck on the cabinet in front of him. He didn’t hear you walking towards him, he was too deep into his thoughts.
You reached for his arm. “Hey baby-“ He flinched, causing you to pull back. He turned his head slightly to eye you, finely registering who it was, he faced you. “Sorry” you chuckled nervously. “Didn’t mean to scare you.” He nodded, leaning up off the fridge and walking to sit on the couch in the living room. You found it quite odd that he just ignored you. No kiss, no hug, no nothing. You turned around and began following him into the living room. You looked out the window and caught the other staring at you in anticipation.
When you looked at them Pope and John B immediately turned their heads away, gaining your suspicion. John B started whistling and Pope rested one of his arms on his neck awkwardly. You heard Kie and Sarah talk about taking a walk to the beach so they got up and left, Pope and John B went to sit on the boat and drink. You sighed and turned to face JJ who was now sitting on the couch, beer in one hand and phone in the other.
You moved to stand in front of him and crossed your arms. You waited for him to notice you, but he didn’t. You cleared your throat which earned you a slight glare from him. “Okay that’s it,” You huffed grabbing his phone and tossing it to the side on the couch. “What is your problem?” You asked impatiently. JJ crossed his arms, mimicking your position and scooted back, man spreading slightly.
“What’s my problem?” He asked. “What’s your problem Y/N?”
“My problem?” You scoffed. “You’re the one with a problem. You’ve either ignored me or given me attitude since I got here. What did I do?”
“Always something.” He mumbled under his breath, breaking eye contact. Ouch. “Always something?” You asked in partial shock and partial anger. You threw your hands up in defense. “You know what? I don’t have time for this. I’m leaving, text me when your ready to have a grown up conversation.” Just as you turned he said something that sparked your fume. It was something that made you just about blow.
“Yeah, go run back to Rafe.”
You immediately whipped around. “Excuse me?” You asked bewildered . “Oh don’t play dumb Y/N.” He huffed getting up to walk back into the kitchen, getting another beer. You followed him. “Now who’s walking away.” You mumble just below a whisper. He turned around. “I saw you. At Rafes house.”
“We’re you stalking me?”
“Yeah totally.” He rolled his eyes as he popped open another beer, tilting his head back to let the liquid fall down his throat. “Then what we’re you doing?”
“I was coming to pick you up so we could come back to the chateau and talk about what Rafe did. Or did you forget?”
“Obviously I didn’t.”
He laughed with anger. “Yeah obviously.” He shook his head but continued. “You weren’t home, so then I knee immediately you’d be with Rafe. Per usual. I pull up and through the window see you hugging that sick bastard. Really Y/N? That’s low, even for you.”
That hurt. It really did. JJ was genuinely upset with you this time.
“JJ you don’t understand-“
“No Y/N I understand perfectly.” He said throwing the empty glass bottle into the trash, the loud “clinking” sound making you tense. You look back him and your heart shattered into a million pieces seeing tears welling up in his beautiful blue eyes.
“I get it. You’re still in love with Rafe. So naturally your going to defend him. I just wished you would have told me, instead of making me believe that you loved-“
You grabbed his face roughly, tears in your own eyes. “JJ, shut the fuck up.” You demanded before roughly pulling his lips onto yours. JJ was still upset, but having your lips on his one last time, or so he thought, wouldn’t hurt. Both your eyes closed, and his hands immediately flew to your waist, holding on for dear life as if he were to let go you were going to melt away. You felt his tears drop against your own face, his teeth clashed against yours and he let out the smallest whine when you pulled back.
You looked deep into his eyes, frowning when he breaks eye contact to wipe his tears. “JJ look at me.” And so he did. “I just need you to listen okay? Please.” He nodded. You swallowed and began to speak. “I went to Rafes house to yell at him for accusing John B.” JJ’s face went pale, he must feel like an idiot. “I don’t blame you for getting mad though, I understand. Just talk to me text him, K?”
“I talked to him and he apologized and said he was going to fix it. He said he was going to find a way to get both John B and himself out of this.”
“I don’t believe him.” JJ immediately barked.
“I don’t either. But I gave him a week just to see if I could trust him. The hug was to throw him off. But JJ, this is really important so pay attention.” You say once against taking his hand in yours.
“I do love Rafe. It’s not something that’ll just go away. I care about him; as a friend, as an ex and as en enemy. I’ll always have a special place in my heart for him. But i’m not in love with him.”
You see a spark of hope in JJ’s eyes that makes you want to smile. “I’m in love with you, JJ. I have been ever since I first met you. Literally. I could not stop talking about you.” This made JJ smile, so you smiled as well. “I’ll love you, and I always will love you.”
“I’ll always love you too Y/N.”
You leaned in, about to kiss him when you hear footsteps sprinting inside. You turn to see Pope and John B. “We’ve got to go! The cops are here!”
“Shit.”
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Dating JJ Maybank headcanons
a/n: these are just my personal headcanons and how i personally see jj, im sorry if you disagree:( send me your jj maybank headcanons and maybe i’ll make a part two!
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• His love language to others is definitely physical touch! He just wants to hold you for hours and give you soft forehead kisses and feel you rest your head on his chest. But he’d love if your love language was words of affirmation because sometimes he just needs that extra confirmation that you still love air care about him, he needs you to tell him the things his dad never did.
• Okay is it just me or like does JJ give me like southern boy? The way he talks or acts like, are we sure he’s 100% lived in Outerbanks his whole life and not in Texas or something lmao?
• His main nicknames he’d call you are “Babe/baby, honey, darling, sugar, love bug, sweetheart,” and so forth! He loves jokingly calling you “cupcake” though.
• When it comes to cuddling I can’t say which he likes being more, big or little spoon. He likes being big spoon for having that feeling of being able to protect someone but he likes being little spoon in the sense he feels protected as well. He just needs someone to love on!
• He’d definitely come over whenever you’d want, he’d never let you come over because of his dad but he’d go to your place or meet you somewhere.
• He always has to be touching you in some way. Sitting down? Arm is either wrapped around you or your legs are laid over his lap. Standing up? Arm around your shoulder, holding your hand, you holding onto his arm, or his hand on your lower back or around your waist. Laying down/sleeping? He’s got you pulled into his chest.
• He’d definitely try and show off, most the time making a fool out of himself but it makes you love him more!
• I can imagine him loving sea turtles
• He loves taking walks with you on the side of beach, watching the sunset.
• Hes very clingy and as much as he loves being next to you he hates how clingy it is so often times he’ll go through phases of being all over you and then distancing himself from you so you don’t get annoyed by him, but it always ends in you reassuring him you don’t mind.
• Even if he doesn’t have much money he feels bad having you pay for things so he’ll pay for you as much as he can
• He loves when you play with his hair, it’s the only way he can sleep on nights where he has fights with his dad because you being close + your touch is absolute heaven.
• He loves seeing his clothes on you, especially his red hat!
• If you get jealous because he’s talking to someone else like a girl or Kie or whoever really he’ll tease you about it nonstop but secretly fines it cute that you only want him to be yours
• He’s so incredibly touchy when high like not kidding, neck kisses, jawline kisses, kissing your knuckles, like when he’s high his eyes are always on you studying your facial features. Especially if your talking to the group, and when you look at him he’ll give you this droopy red high eyes half smile and it’s so cute. Then he’ll just climb on top of you and start giving you kisses all over your face.
• He’s like a puppy, he needs to always be given attention and be taken care off or he’ll just start whining
• Even if your dating he’ll still call you “bro” and “homie”, he’s your boyfriend but also your best friend!
• He LOVES putting your jewelry on for you
• He’d die if you wore his rings
• He’ll steal your stuff and say “finders keepers” just so you let him have it
• If someone says anything remotely close to negative about you he’s on their ass. “What do you mean by that?”
• When some drama happens you two immediately look at each other like “we know what we’re talking about tonight” because HE IS your gossip buddy. He is THE gossip buddy. He’d definitely be like “No way! She did not. Giiiiiirrrrlllll.”
• Hugs you from behind
• He always sits by you in the car just in case you get into a wreck or someone hits the breaks too hard he can grab onto you immediately
• If you fell asleep together and he wakes up and doesn’t feel you in his arms he immediately turn over, wrap his arm and leg around you, then go back to sleep
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How Joel would react if you got infected and weren’t immune like Ellie
(dating edition, other editions coming soon: enemies, enemies in love, friends, you were his child, married, etc)
a/n: i hate this so much, i wish i could write angst
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what happened was you two went out in when the start was just starting to set to look for some food for ellie who seemed to be catching a cold. you were running out anyways and needed to restock. you were walking through some buildings when it occurred to you that i was starting to get darker so you took out your flashlight and shined it in the direction joel was walking, in the middle of a conversation the flashlight went out causing joel to stumble over himself and slam himself into the metal door ahead of you causing a loud “bang” to sound across the building. it would have alerted any clickers on the area.
joel motioned for you to be quite and stop moving, you both stopped and listened for any sounds of movement. when there was none you tossed your dead flashlight to the floor and sat down to grab your bag off your shoulders, opening it you looked around for a new flashlight. you and joel both froze at the sound of heavy feet sprinting across the floor and the sound of clicking behind you. you quickly grabbed the flashlight and turned around to shine the light at the hallway behind you, as soon as you turned around you were attacked to the floor by the infected.
you screamed in agony as your body slammed against the pavement. you cried out joel’s name loudly as you put both of your hands against the creatures chest and kicked your legs against its lower half. it was strong, nothing like what you’d scene before and it’s jaw unhinged leaning forward as the sound of gunshots fired in your ear. you moved your head to the left to give joel a better shot of his head. you finally kicked the clicker off you and turned on your stomach to crawl up towards joel when you felt a sharp pain in your forearm, you screamed and grab the flashlight which was next to your face, turning to the clicker who was tightly biting you and smashing it in the face repeatedly. it finally let go and died next to you.
you scurried to get up and pushed yourself against the wall, joel shot the clicker several more times to make sure it was dead. he huffed and gasped for air before turning to you, who had fat tears rolling down your cheek. he thought you were scared, but when he saw the bite mark and blood rolling down your arm his face went paler than ghost. you looked at him choked out a sob, he couldn’t even look you in the eyes.
“joel?” you called out, voice breaking. his grip on his gun tightened. “joel.” you repeated. “please look at me.” you said as you covered your arm with your other hand. you felt the disease already taking over, your fingers twitching uncontrollably, suddenly becoming very angry. “joel. look at me. now.” his eyes shifted to yours. they were filled with anger and fear, but most importantly sadness.
“you know what you have to jo-“
“no. i won’t.”
“you have to.”
“like hell i do!” he yelled, walking over to you and squatting down in front of you. “i can’t y/n, i-i can’t lose you. not like i did with her.” he said referring to sarah. you and ellie were the first person he’s ever loved since his daughter died. tears of his own were now flowing down his cheeks. your hand went up to cup his face, his hand covered your own. “i’m so sorry joel.” you choked out. “i love you. so much. but you have to do it joel. you have to kill me.”
the words were enough to make him scoff and remove your hand, shaking his head. “your the love of my life y/n. i can’t do it. i physically can’t.”
“you have to. if not for me then for ellie. i could follow you back and risk hurting you both. besides you’ll have to kill me anyways, once i turn i’ll start attacking you, hurting you. you don’t have a choice joel. i’m too scared to do it on my own.” his jaw tightened. you wouldn’t hurt him right? not your joel. not your boyfriend. joel’s heart shattered the more he thought about this. you two had already planned your life together. you two were going to get ellie to the fireflies, let them take a sample of her blood for the cure, surprise her by adopting her, get married, go back to bills house and start a family of your own.
“joel please. at least have your gun on you. i can feel it, the change. it’s already happening, and it hurts. not physically, but knowing what i’ll become and what i can do? that hurts the most. don’t let me hurt you joel. don’t let me hurt ellie.” tears were following both of your faces. joel leaned in and gave you once last passionate kiss. “i love you y/n.” he whispered against your lips. “i love you joel. keep ellie safe.” he leaned back to reply, but when he looked into your eyes, he knew you were gone. you jumped up to grab him but he quickly put the gun to your head, pulling the trigger.
he didn’t think much for the rest of the day. he got the food and went back. ellie asked where you were, he didn’t want ellie to be in any grieving or pain, so he lied. he said that you decided a life with him and ellie was too much, so you left. he thought this would make ellie hate you and forget you. but it didn’t. it only hurt worse. she lost one parent, and soon the other.
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TWISTED LOVE || Rafe Cameron x kook female reader ||
summary: toxic love is still love. and toxic love is all you get with rafe cameron, but no matter how far he pushes you, you can’t seem to find the will to leave him.
warnings: abusive relationship (more on the mental/verbal side), physical abuse (father and son), manipulation, cussing, drug use, alcohol use, sexual jokes/themes but no smut
a/n: this probably won’t turn into a series but maybe a part 1/part 2 thing, let me know what you’d like!
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“Rafe, calm down.” You spoke softly as you tried to step closer to him to get a good look at his wounds. His hands shot up signaling for you to stop. You nodded and held your position a couple steps away from him. He ran his hands roughly through his hair as he paced around in front of you. “I just don’t understand what the fuck his problem is.” He mumbled with irritation.
“Why can’t he sell the shit himself? Why do I have to do everything for him?” His tone got more aggressive as he paced faster. You folded your hands in your lap, peeling the skin around your nails, keeping your movements slow in order not to scare him. “Maybe he just trusts you more?” You asked cautiously.
“No. He’s just using me Y/N. You don’t understand. Why does no one understand?!” He yelled as he slammed his hands onto the wall in front of him. You jumped back at the sudden loud sound and slowly made your way over to him as he huffed aggressively.
“Rafe?” You called out carefully. “Rafe, baby, please just sit down and let me help okay? I can’t do much about your dad but the least I can do is make sure you aren’t too badly hurt and be I can there for you.” You said placing a gentle hand on his back. He flinched away from you but you kept your hand on his back. After a while he nodded slowly and turned to face you. You reached for his hand, which he accepted and you pulled him into your arms.
His hand’s immediately wrapped around your waist as tight as he physically could and his face went into your neck. You felt him take a deep breath when your hair went to his hair and softly combed through it. “You’re safe with me Rafe, I promise.” You whispered, kissing his forehead. You pulled him back gently and motioned for him to sit on the edge of his bed.
You followed him over as he sat down and played with the rings on his fingers. You pushed his hair out of his face and grimaced when you saw the cut on his eyebrow and bruises covering his jaw, eye and cheek. You opened your mouth to speak. “I need to go get a first aid kit, I’ll be right back.” But before you could turn away his quickly grabbed your wrist. “No no. Don’t leave me here Y/N.” He said, his eyes widening at yours.
“Rafe it’ll only be a minute-“
“No. What if he comes back?”
“He won’t Rafe, I promise you you’re safe now. I’m only going into your bathroom so it won’t be far.” He finally nodded in compliance and let you leave. You slowly wandered into the bathroom, turning your head every couple of seconds to make sure he was still okay. He was staring at the wall ahead of him, mumbling something to himself about his dad.
You quickly found a first aid kit under the sink and grabbed a water bottle before heading back to Rafe. He grabbed your waist and pulled you in between his legs, looking back up at you. You opened the first aid kit and found some paper towels, gently wetting them with the water. “Tell me if this hurts okay?” You ask. He replies with “i’ll be fine” but still flinched when you dab the paper towels across his cuts.
When you finished wiping off the blood you took some disinfectant wipes and dabbed it lightly along his cuts. He grabs your wrist roughly, pulling it away and hissing, “Fuck that hurt.”
“I know, i’m sorry baby.” He let go of your wrist and allowed you to put the bandages on. “Do you want some pain medicine?” You ask zipping the kit back up. He shook his head. “No, I just want to lay down and sleep.” You nodded as he crawled up to the headboard and you kicked off your shoes, cuddling up text to him under the sheets. He laid his head on your chest and wrapped his arms tightly around your waist. After a while you quickly fell asleep, feeling relaxed in your lovers arms.
That was until you heard the sound of a floor creaking and a belt being buckled. You opened your eyes and turned your head to see your boyfriend changing his pants and throwing on a different shirt. You rubbed your eyes with the back of your palms and sat up, still a bit sleepy.
“Babe?” You called out. “Baby?” Rafe ignored you and continued slipping on his shoes. You huffed loudly, throwing off the blanket and folding your arms. “Rafe.”
“Go back to sleep Y/N.”
“Where are you going?”
“Doesn’t matter.”
“Well I want to know.”
“You don’t need to know everything about me Y/N.” He sighed, already becoming more irritated. “Okay well your my boyfriend and I care about you.” You said sternly, he ignored you and reached for his phone, sending a quick text to someone and you knew all too well where he was going.
“You’re going to get more cocaine aren’t you?” You asked disappointingly. “Rafe you need to be using your money in healthy ways, not by buying cocaine.”
He rolled his eyes. “Just mind your own business Y/N. It’s none of your concern what I do or don’t do with my money.”
“It is if it puts you in danger.” You argued getting up from the bed. He saw you getting up and figured you were going to stop him. He turned to face you, a mean look on his face. “Youre not changing my mind. I’m going out and i’ll be back later. Just stay in your own fucking lane and we won’t have a problem here.”
His last sentence shocked you, it hurt of course because you were only trying to help. He opened the door and slammed it behind him. You honestly had enough of his behavior tonight and weren’t going to wait all day for him like a helpless puppy. Once you heard his motorcycle leaving you crept out the backdoor, purposely avoiding his sister, Sarah so you wouldn’t get any questions.
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When you got home you plugged your phone into the charger and went to take a shower. After you got out you realized it was pretty late and decided it was best to go to sleep and forget about the earlier events.
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2:29 AM
Is what your phone read when you checked to see who was spamming you. It was Rafe, of course.
“Where are you? I thought I told you to stay here until I got back.”
You read the text and rolled your eyes before unlocking your phone and replying.
“I wasn’t going to wait for you to come home drugged out on cocaine, Rafe. I got tired of waiting and went home. Now i’m trying to sleep.”
“You’re being dramatic Y/N. Come back.”
“Rafe it’s literally 2:30 in the morning, i’m not driving back to your house.”
“Then i’m coming to yours.”
You knew you couldn’t stop him so you quickly liked his message and went back to sleep for the time being.
You were awoken by the sound of your window being popped up and turned, half asleep, to see a body crawling into your window. You heard a thud on your floor and rolled back over, closing your eyes as the man shut your window.
“I know your awake Y/N.”
“No shit sherlock, who can sleep when someone is barging into their room through the window?”
“Don’t get smart with me.” He groaned as he climbed into the bed next to you.” You huffed out and “whatever” and tried to go back to sleep, but of course Rafe kept making conversation. “You’re not seriously mad at me are you?”
“I was never mad at you Rafe. I’m disappointed and extremely annoyed. You could tell from his silence that he was confused so you filled him in. “Think about if we were in the opposite situations Rafe. What if you woke up to me leaving you for cocaine? You left your girlfriend who spent all day with you for some lousy drugs.”
“I have a problem. You know that.”
“And your not helping by getting more.”
“You’re not helping either.”
“At least i’m trying Rafe. And this is your battle, not mine, take some fucking responsibility. I’m not the one who reply on drugs and gos bat-shit crazy when I can’t have it.”
“I don’t go bat-shit crazy.” He replied matter-of-factly. “Whatever Rafe. I’m not in the mood to argue, i’m going to bed.”
“Fine. Good night.”
“Night.”
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Joel Miller x Male Reader based on song “I remember you” by Björk
request: can you do joel miller x male reader based on I remember you by björk
a/n: im so sorry this took so long to get out, it was a long and complicated process to find the song and figure out how to write this, thank you for being patient! i’m not exactly 100% sure how to write a fic based on a song but i gave it a try! i’m sorry if this isn’t what you wanted.
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Joel Miller. He changed your life drastically. The first time you two met was when you two had the job of dumping the dead infected bodies into some hot sizzling fire. You barely exchanged words then. But things kept getting different the more you two ran into each other.
When Joel and Tess would go around and make deals you’d always be there where the deal was being made. Or at the bars, there you were perched up on a stool throwing beers back. He was impressed to say the least. After that he started talking to you more. Asking where you were from, how you got there, and offered to let you join him and Tess on their trades. Obviously you accepted. You’d always been attracted to Joel, and that wasn’t something you couldn’t deny. Not that you wanted to.
He taught you how to put on your poker face. How to appear tough, how to make proper deals, how to shoot a gun, etcetera. One time you accidentally told him “I love you” while laughing at a joke he made, which is something he doesn’t do often. And to both your surprises he said it back.
“I love you too.”
And one night everything completely changed between you two. You were sitting on the couch in his apartment as he was explaining how each song on his radio was a different code that had a different meaning. When he had finished he asked you if you were able to repeat it all.
You did, or at least almost. You started speaking, repeating him word for word and once you had almost finished you left a pair of hot lips on yours. And you realized he had been kissing you. You leaned more into it, reaching up for his hair as his hand was on your neck.
And that’s how your here now, looking up at the beautiful night stars, talking to Joel about your theories of the world as your new friend, Ellie, sleeps in the back of the truck.
You could have sworn he was an angel in disguise.
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Chapter 1: A not so normal sunny day || “The Pogue Prince and Kook Princess” || Series ||
Warnings: Cussing, mentions of drugs, flirty jokes, bitchy main character, arguments, groping, cat calling, slut shaming, JJ is kinda a dick for this chapter, implied sex, drunk reader being taken advantage of? (i think that’s what you’d consider it?
Summary: A normal first day of summer, well mostly, it’s never a normal day with a pogue around.
A/N: This probably isn’t proof read lmao, so i’m sorry for any mistakes! Also i’d like to say that i’m sorry if this makes it seem like i hate pogues, i promise i don’t and i love the pogue to death. If I was in outerbanks i’d definitely be a pogue. enjoy! please ignore the fact i don’t know shit about boats🤞also i apologize for the fact i may spell pogue wrong like 500 times
Y/N/N = Your nick name
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“So what are you going to wear?” Your best friend, Sarah asks from your bed. You jut your hip to the side resting your chin in your hand. “I’m not sure.” You respond back. “I want to wear something i’ll look hot in, but I also want to be comfortable.”
Sarah nodded in agreement. “A sundress?” She asked. You shook your head. “I wore a sundress yesterday.”
“Shorts and a tank?” You shook your head again. “Too basic.” Your friend giggled, “You could always add some jewelry.” You ignored her and scanned the closet again until you found a perfect thing. It was a white thin strapped crop top with a short flowy white mini skirt. “Perfect.” You smiled to yourself before heading towards the bathroom to change.
While in the bathroom you added some pearl earrings and a tight seashell necklace. You walked out and spotted your white tennis shoes by the door and slipped them on. You put your hair in a way that would stay out of your face but some of your baby hairs stuck out, you pushed them behind your ears and turned to Sarah.
“Are you finally ready?” Sarah asked getting up and tucking her phone in her back pocket. You rolled your eyes with a small smile. “Yes Sarah I’m ready, now come on. You grab the blankets and pillows and i’ll grab the basket.” Sarah nodded as you headed downstairs. You saw Topper and Rafe watching some basketball game as you went to the kitchen to grab the picnic basket off your marble counter when Rafe noticed you, he eyed you as Sarah walked over.
“You two going somewhere?” He asked, throwing his arm around the back of the couch, man spread. You turned to face him and dryly replied, “We’re going on an adventure.” While waving the picnic basket in the air. Rafe chuckled at your sarcasm and you smirked. “You better come give me a kiss before you leave.”
You handed Sarah the basket as she went to put the supplies in the back of your jeep. You walked over to Rafe and stood between his legs. You rest your hands on his thighs as you leaned forward to give him a kiss. One hand gripped your waist and the other held your throat, bringing you closer to him. He gave you an opened mouth kiss as the hand on your waist moved to squeeze your ass which caused you to giggle.
“Dude can you stop groping my sister right in front of me?” Topper groaned in disgust. “And Y/N can you move? You’re in the way of the game.” You turned to stick your tongue out at your bother before kissing Rafe one last time. He gave your ass a light tap, “Don’t be gone for too long.”
“You know I won’t. You can’t stand not having me around.” You teased. “Damn right, that ass is to sweet to be away from me for so long.” You smirked once more before waving to Topper and heading outside to see Sarah smiling down at her phone. You hoped in the car and peered over the console to look at her phone. She quickly leaned it away and gave you a warning look.
“What are you doing?” You asked as you buckled up and started the car. “Sexting Top?” He face grew red. “What? No! Y/N!” She said embarrassed. You laughed. “Chill out Sarah, i’m just fucking with you.” She rolled her eyes and connected her phone to the speaker of the car and started playing “Afterglow” By Taylor Swift. That was both of you guys favorite singer at the moment.
Sarah sung softly as you tapped along to the beat. You drove around the figure eight and pulled up to the docks where Sarah’s family boat was sitting. You both stepped out, letting the car door slam behind you, letting everyone know you were there. You heard Sarah’s giggle and turned to face her, she was looking in the distance at something but you chose to ignore it.
You and Sarah both went to the back of the car and grabbed your supplies before stepping onto the wooden dock. You heard Sarah’s flip flops snapping against the wood from behind you. You were approaching the boat when you heard a loud whistle from behind you. You felt anger bubble within you immediately knowing who it was.
You dropped the stuff down, completely ignoring the cat calls and grabbing the blankets from Sarah as she boarded the ship.
“Going for a swim ladies?” JJ fucking Maybank.
You turned to glare at the blond and his brunette friend. “Does it look like it?” You asked, referring to the stuff on the ground. JJ shrugged. “I don’t know, I assumed what you were wearing was a bathing suit. But now I see it’s just another one of your slutty outfits.”
You felt your face heat up at the insult. “Yeah well at least I have enough money to buy this slutty outfit. This probably costs more than that shitting boat you own.” You snapped back, venom in your voice. You turned, clearly done with the conversation, but JJ wasn’t.
He threw his hands up in defense. “Sorry Princess, didn’t mean to strike a nerve. Don’t get your panties in twist.” You rolled your eyes with a grimace and handed Sarah the blankets and pillows. JJ continued, “I don’t know why you spend that much on clothes. You know Rafe will just tear them right off anyways.”
You spin around and pointed a finger at him. “Don’t, talk about Rafe like that.” You knew it was true, which is why you got so defensive. But you didn’t need everyone in the island to know that. “And don’t call me Princess.” You huffed, turning to face Sarah. She took the basket and placed it on the deck as well. She reached out for your hand, you took it and she pulled you up onto the boat. You felt your skirt rising up from the wind and pulled it down, the furthest it would go was to your mid thigh, and you suddenly wished you’d picked out a different outfit.
“What’s wrong? Don’t feel like flashing anyone today? That’s new.” You knew JJ wouldn’t actually be looking at your ass, no, as much as you hate each other he’d never do that, he’s too much of a gentleman.
You gave him the finger. “Fuck off Maybank.” He chuckled and finally nodded for him and John B to leave. They walked away cackling and you’ve never felt more humiliated. “Hey,” You felt Sarah say as she placed a soft hand on your shoulder. “I’m sure he was just messing with you, dont take it to heart.” You shrugged her off and grabbed the basket and she grabbed the blankets.
You two walked up to the chairs in the front of the boat and sat the stuff down. She set the blanket on the table to avoid the burn of the table, from the heat. You set the basket down and opened it up. You pulled out a couple sandwiches, fruit, celery sticks, ranch, and most importantly, wine.
“Where the hell did you get wine from?” Sarah asked with a laugh. You shrug, “Found it under my moms bathroom cabinet.”
“Why does she have bottles of wine just sitting in her bathroom?”
You shrug getting annoyed with all the personal questions. “Drink away the pain? I don’t know. Here.” You half joke handing her a glass before pouring your own. You both cheers before you start drinking, you practically chug yours as Sarah watches and takes slow sips of hers. “Jesus Y/N calm down, we’re supposed to be enjoying ourselves.” She laughs as you pour another.
“I am enjoying myself.” You reply downing the drink immediately. She shakes her head, smiling fading as you both sit down and eat. You take a celery stick and dipped it slightly in the ranch before chewing into it. You cringed at the loud crunch and cover your mouth as you chew.
Sarah enjoyed a sandwich as you made small talk.
“Aren’t you and your family going on a two week trip?” You ask Sarah. She nodded. “Yeah, not for a while though. Sometime in July.” She said with her mouth full. You nodded. “I wish I could take you with me. But my parents want it to be strictly family.”
You nodded. “I get it Sarah, don’t worry about it. I’ll just miss you.”
“Yeah but you’ll miss Rafe more.” She joked with a smirk. You chuckled slightly, shaking your head. You stared out into the ocean, your eye caught something white and moving swiftly along the water. You groaned and poured yourself another full glass of wine, immediately knowing you were going to be drunk for this.
“What is it?” Sarah asked leaning over to get a better look.
“The HMS Pogue.” You grumped drinking half the wine. “Okay Y/N really I know your upset but please be careful with the wine-“
“I’m fine Sarah. Nothing we haven’t done before.”
“I just don’t want a repeat of last time.”
“I’m fine.” You repeated before turning your head towards the water again at the sound of laughter. You see the four pogues, the 3 boys shirtless and Kiara in her bathing suit. Your eyes raked down her body and then over JJ’s. You watched as JJ did a front flip and how they all laughed as he landed in the water. Kiara followed after and her and JJ started having a splash fight. You turned away from the scene to see Sarah smiling in their direction.
You knew she was smiling at John B. It was no secret to you, she had to have the biggest crush on that boy. You see the way they look at each other but said nothing. You can never find it in yourself to be mad at her, even if she did like a pouge. Though you did feel slightly bad for Topper. But honestly he never treated Sarah right, and as his sister and Sarah’s best friend, you can say that.
You took another swig of your drink as you leaned back and closed your eyes, allowing the sun to tan your skin.
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A few hours had passed and multiple more drinks were in your system. You were completely wasted but convinced Sarah you were only a little tipsy. You felt dizzy and hungry. But your mind slipped as you noticed the sun setting. Sarah noticed this too and started packing everything up. She decided it was too much work to carry the supplies and you to the car so she shoved everything under that table and came over to you.
“Come on Y/N/N, it’s time to go inside.”
“Five more minutes.” You groaned. She shook her head and grabbed you, wrapping an arm around your waist and helped you stand. Your legs felt weak and your head was spinning. To you and Sarah’s surprise you were mostly able to walk by yourself. Sarah’s hand stayed around your waist as you stepped onto the dock, legs wobbling.
“Too much to drink?” You hear a voice call out. Your mind was too blurred to recognize the voice. You felt Sarah’s head shake as she told off the guy. “Come on Y/N, let’s get you inside.” She said as you two walked to the car. Once inside you sighed heavily and leaned against the seat, not feeling like buckling up. And before you knew it you were home.
“I’m assuming Rafe is staying in your room?” Sarah asked as you two got out of the car. You nodded and she insisted that her and Topper would sleep downstairs on the sofa to give you guys some privacy.
You got inside and went upstairs to your room. You walked inside just as Rafe was getting out of the shower, towel wrapped against his lower body. He looked so good. “Hey sweetheart,” Rafe smiled as you walked over to him. “How was-“ He was caught off by your lips smashing into his. Your kiss was hungry and needy, you could both feel it. His hands instinctively wrapped around your waist and yours went up to his hair and tugged, causing him to groan and pull back.
Your groaned and opened your eyes. “Woah, slow down there.” He laughed. “What’s gotten into you?” He examined your face and how sweaty you were, your hair sticking to your forehead. “Oh, your drunk.” He said matter-of-factly. “Rafe please.” You said pulling him towards you. “I need you right fucking now.”
Rate allowed the towel to fall off his waist and carried you to the bed.
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NEW SERIES || “The Pogue Prince and Kook Princess” || JJ Maybank x Female reader, Topper Thorntons sister ||
Coming soon! New chapter out whenever I can get it out! Series masterlist will be posted shortly!
A/N: hi!! i’m very excited to start this story! i’m in my outerbanks obsession right now so i’m very excited to start this lmao:] i’d just like to say that there’s isn’t really a description of the reader so you can picture her however you’d like! just because she’s toppers sister doesn’t mean she has to look like him! she could be adopted if you want to! i won’t exactly specify her background but she has grown up in the outerbanks. this story doesn’t really follow the plotline of outerbanks, it may have some similar events, but it is around the same time frame as season one, so it starts off in the beginning of summer and leads into the school year! so rafe isn’t a murder or anything, but he’s still an asshole. please enjoy! reblog for more!
since we don’t actually have information about Toppers dad i’m just going to assume he left when Top and Y/N were young. For drama, let’s just say he was mad their mom was having a girl as their second child and left, because he never wanted a daughter, just two sons.
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Y/N Thornton has always been a sassy thing. Smarting off to whoever, swaying her hips to catch the boys attention, seducing boys and girls for homework awnsers, buttering up her teachers to get good grades on tests, partying, spending her mommy’s money, the typical kook behavior.
She has always got what she wanted. She was a mommy’s girl, her mom spoiled her and her brother, Topper, as much as they’d please. She got her dream car, dream clothes, dream room, went to her dream school, she was even dating Toppers best friend, Rafe Cameron. She was the hottest girl in the Outerbanks and everyone knew that.
Even JJ Maybank. Of course he doesn’t like Kooks, especially not the snarky ones like Ms. Y/N Thornton. But he can’t help his attraction to her. She was beautiful, and he could handle her sass. That wasn’t the problem, the problem was she would never like a dirty pogue like him. Her head was too far up her own ass to notice him.
JJ made his move once, and it didn’t even up well. He noticed her one year at Midsummers and decided to be bold and talk to her. Of course she made a scene about a pogue being so close to her one hundred percent real diamond necklace, thinking he’d steal it. Which caused a fight between Rafe and JJ which caught a lot of attention.
Since then JJ wanted to get under her skin, teasing and picking on her any moment he could. And she did the same. Though she herself couldn’t help the way her stomach felt when he flashed her his white pearly smile, or the way her heart dropped when she’d notice his bright blue eyes staring at her, she’d quickly adjust herself making sure she looked pretty enough for him. She never understood why, a pogues opinion shouldn’t matter to her. Her opinion should matter to him.
She has everything while he has, well, nothing. But how long can they keep up this wall of secrets and finally admit how they feel? And what will happen once those walls come down?
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Chapter 5: Trouble in paradise || “The Pogue Prince and Kook Princess || Series ||
Warnings: party, cussing, sorta bitchy main character and sorta bitchy JJ, drinking and smoking, sexual jokes + themes, bullying, body image issues, flashing
Summary: Sarah suggests you guys have a party at her house, but she invites the Pogues as well, you and JJ just so happen to get caught up in a really good conversation
A/N: not proof read, if you can’t tell by now i rarely proof read😭
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You and Sarah finally got out of the pool. “I’m going to make us some grilled cheese.” Sarah said as she grabbed a towel and ringed her hair out, you did the same as you patted yourself dry. “Fuck yeah, i’m starving.” You groaned. Sarah laughed as she grabbed y’all’s cups and you both walked inside.
You came and sat down at her bar by the kitchen as you watched her cook. You were exhausted from swimming and being out all day, a nap and shower was just what you need. “So Y/N,” Sarah started. “I was thinking, since it’s Friday and neither of us have anything to do, plus both of our parents are out, why don’t we throw a party!” Sarah said grabbing a plastic plate and putting your sandwich on it. Honestly a lively social event exactly what you need.
You took a bite and with your mouth full replied, “I’m down.” She laughed at your filthy eating and turned to sit next to you with her food. “But there’s one thing.”
“What’s up?”
“I wanna invite the Pogues.”
You coughed as you choke on your food. You looked back up at her, then tilted your head with a smirk. “Is this about John B?” Her face turned pink and she took a bite to ignore your question. You chuckled and continued. “Why don’t you just invite him? I think i’ve had enough Pogue for one day.”
“Come on Y/N, the pogues really know how to party! Plus there’s no guarantee JJ will be there. Even if he comes he might just leave you alone.” You finished your food and put it in the dishwasher. “Fine, but i’m going to shower and take a nap before I have to be put through this torture.
“Oh you poor thing.” She teased. You smiled to yourself as you went upstairs to her room and began to shower.
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6:35
You looked at yourself in the mirror and observed yourself one last time. Your hair was up out of your face, you had a natural make up look, a maroon lacey tank top, cute skinny jeans, maroon converse, the pearl earrings from earlier, and a locket necklace of your grandma. She had always helped you get through tough times and you really missed her. You kissed it before you scanned over your form one last time.
The party had started an hour ago but you wanted to make a appearance later and get a few people’s attention. You grabbed your phone, stuffing it in your back pocket and spraying some cherry perfume over your shirt and shoes, careful not to get it on your skin since it’s sensitive and cause you to break out.
You took a small breathe and headed downstairs. You saw Sarah talking to John B, JJ right next to them. Sarah gave him a drink before you caught her eyes as you walked into the kitchen. “Y/N!” She smiled pulling you into a hug which caught John B’s and JJ’s attention. You smiled into her hug as you pulled back and she handed you a red solo cup of your favorite bear.
“Hey Y/N.” John B smiled. You decided to play nice tonight, for Sarah. “Hello John B.” You smiled. He gave you another happy smile and you turned to JJ. You smile faded a bit but not completely. He gave you a slight nod as his eyes raked over your outfit. His eyes met yours again and you gave him an “my eyes are up here” smirk. He himself was wearing a black button up, army green cargo shorts, those shiny black boots, and some rings and bracelets.
He scoffed slightly but couldn’t help the smirk that crept on his face. You turned to face Sarah as a familiar song began to play. “Care to dance?” You said with a slight bow. She giggled and she took both of your drinks, handing them to John B. She gave her your hand. “Be my guest.”
You both laughed as you took a step back and began to dance together. You twirled her around with a laugh and she leaned into you. She grabbed your hips and made you sway with her as you two sang along to the song. When it was finished John B clapped and cheered for you two and JJ smiled before taking another sip of his drink.
You took your drink from John B and downed it quickly. John B laughed, “Damn Y/N I didn’t know you could drink that fast.”
“You should see her with shots, she’s a pro.” Sarah said nudging her arm. “So is JJ.” John B chimed in as him and Sarah exchanged a glance. You and JJ looked at each other awkwardly before Sarah gasped and clapped her hands together, shocking the rest of us. “I have an idea!” She giggled before running off. John B smiled as she skipped away. “Does she do this a lot?” He asked to you.
“Every damn day. But you learn to love it.” You turned to face John B. “I know about you and Sarah.” His face turned whiter than a ghost. “Don’t worry, im not saying anything to Topper. All i’m saying is treat her well, okay? I’m beat the shit out of you if you hurt her. She really likes you.”
“Are her and Topper still uh, a thing?”
You shrugged. Not really, they never officially called it off, but they both see other people and don’t do couple things but sometimes they still hang out. You smiled softly as Sarah came back, vodka in one hand and two shot glasses in the other. She slightly pushed John B aside before turning to me and JJ.
“Okay! First party game of the night, our best shot takers.” She said finger-gunning me and JJ. Jesus how many drinks has she had? She’s definitely drunk. “Both of you are going to take as many shots as you can.”
“What does the winner get?” JJ asks.
“Bragging rights?” Sarah shrugged. “That’s boring,” John B chimed in. “How about the loser has to jump in the pool, but, we have to fill it with ice.”
“My parents will kill me,” Sarah started. “Let’s do it.”
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Now you and JJ were sitting next to each other, facing one another, first shots in hand. “On three,” Sarah began.
“One,”
“Two,”
“Three!”
And with that the challenge began.
You and JJ both took the first shot. Neither of you had much reaction, you scrunched your nose up and but and he sniffled. “Already gonna tap out?” He teased as your next shots got poured. “Please, you’ll pass out before you can call quits.” You reply. You two grabbed the second round, tilted your heads back and let the liquid groan your throat.
Three shots, four shots, five shots, six, seven, eight..
After eight JJ tapped out and you threw your hands in victory but quickly regretted it as you felt your food from earlier about to come up. JJ coughed and stood up and Sarah handed you a glass of cold wine and you gulped that bitch down. You set the glass down and looked at JJ. “Gonna jump in or you gonna be a pussy about that to?” You asked with a half smile. He smirked down at you and turned to John B.
“Get the ice.”
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You all gathered around the pool that was now filled with ice. JJ stood on the edge of the pool, shirtless and shoeless, as everyone had their phones out to record. You couldn’t help but admire his perfectly toned abs and how they glistened under moon. “On the count of three!” Someone yelled.
“One,” The ground started. “Two,”
“Three!” We all yelled.
JJ jumped into the pull with a big splash, you couldn’t help but laugh as he came up to surface with a yell. “He’ll yeah!” He laughed. Everyone cheered as he shivered and got out of the pool. He walked over to where me, John B, and Sarah were standing. John B handed him a towel and JJ ruffled his hair with it.
“That was fucking sick.”
“So worth it.” Sarah chimes in. The alcohol has definitely set in now and you were definitely getting drunk. JJ looked at you and saw your big, toothy grin. “Pogues, 0, Kooks, 1.” You said with a teasing voice as your left hand held a 1 and your right held a 0. JJ couldn’t help but to chuckled as he leaned in to grab his shirt behind you, his mouth was right against your ear and he whispered, “Challenge accepted Princess.”
He pulled back with a smirk and you blushing slightly, but it could have passed as you being completely wasted. You couldn’t deny the way he said it was attractive, his voice was raspier when he whispered. He through the towel at you as he put his shirt on and you sent him a glare, throwing the towel over the chair behind you.
“Whatever.” You spoke with an eye roll. “I’m getting another drink.” You said as you walked away, hearing JJ cackle behind you. You walked back into the house and sighed at the warmth behind you, you quickly realized it wasn’t wasn’t from the house, but from a person as they wrapped their arms around you. You whipped around and your heart dropped at Rafe peering down at you.
“What are you doing here?” You deadpanned and he laughed softly. “I live here remember?” He leaned down to your ear. “You kicked me out, where else was I supposed to go?” You shutter as he breath fanned your neck. You stepped back and crossed your arm, currently feeling intimidated. “What do you want?”
He shrugged, “Nothing. Came here to party with my girl.”
You swallowed. “I’m not you’re girl anymore Rafe. We ended it remember?”
“He’s not talking about you, sweetheart.” Your heart stopped at the same annoying voice you knew all too well. Julia.
You turn your head to see Julia taking a sip of her drink next to Rafe. He grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to him, kissing her with way too much tongue. He turned to face you with a smirk. “Someone had to get you off your high horse.” You rolled your eyes.
“You know,” Julia started. “That’s a cute outfit. Would be a shame if someone ruined it.” Your brows furrowed in confusion but before you could respond she threw her drink at your chest. You along with everyone else gasped as Rafe peered down at you and Julia laughed. Everyone was silent, everyone was looking at you.
Rafe, Julia, Topper, Sarah, John B, JJ. You probably looked like an absolute fool. You wanted to cry. You wanted to run away and never show your face again. But you couldn’t, you wouldn’t. You blinked back your tears and put on your best poker face. “Fuck,” You said loudly, pulling the hem of your shirt to look at it better.
“Sorry everyone.” You said looking around, causing Julia’s smile to fade slightly. You turned back to Julia. “I spilt my drink.”
“No worries though.” You said, without thinking you took your shirt off, revealing your white laces push up bra. There were many whistles at your figure. People were checking you out, blushing, trying not to check you out but failing. One of those people were Rafe, and surprisingly JJ. You looked at JJ and shot him a wink, a wink that didn’t go unnoticed by Rafe. He scowled.
You looked back between him and Julia. “I’ll just go change.” You say throwing your beer covered shirt at Rafe and turning on your heels and storming up the stairs. When you got to Sarah’s room you immediately grabbed one of her t-shirts and sat on the bed.
You can’t believe you did that. You showed your body to everyone. Everyone looked at something you could barely look at yourself. You felt disgusting, you felt like a whore. Like a slut.
To stop yourself from the tears that threatened to spill you took out your phone, connecting it to Sarah’s speaker and began to play your favorite band. Sleeping with sirens, the song you chose was Tally it up, settle the score. You hummed softly to the song and turned up the speaker a little bit.
Tally up those points for me, we're settling the score
After everything we've started, you’re gonna keep begging me for more, watch this
You tapped your foot at the beat, nodding your head softly. You close your eyes as the lyrics continued.
Tally up those points for me, we're settling the score
After everything we've started, you’re gonna keep begging me for more
You tapped the beat on your lap as you let yourself sink into the music, feeling more calm.
You don't need to tell me all about, the person I have been, keep believing that we've given up
We're not giving in, I promise, this is personal
Whoa, ohh
Look at what you've started here
You heard a knock at the door and immediately jumped up and whipped your head around. JJ. “You forgot to shut the door, knew I heard something.” He half joked.
Tell me what were you thinking, when you kept calling us out
Oh, you thought we would sit quietly And let you keep running your mouth
He cocked a brow as he listened to the lyrics. “You listen to Sleeping with sirens?” He asked. Finally, someone was asking about your interests. You nodded your head softly. “Yeah my brother showed me them a couple years ago, they’ve been my favorite band ever since.”
He moved from the door to sit next to you. “What song is this?” He asked peering over your shoulder at your phone. “I like the guitar solo at the beginning.”
“Right!” You say cheerfully, voice now higher pitched as you grab your phone to scroll through the songs. “The song playing is “Tally it up, settle the score”! The guitarist is amazing but personally the drums are my favorite. It’s just the way they can make two very different instruments collide to make a beautiful melody is just insane! And the amount of passion they sing with is incredible. And the build up for “If you can’t hang” is thrilling! Like-“ You turn your head to look at JJ, he was looking at you with big eyes and mouth slightly agape.
Your words slowly faded as you stopped talking. You turned away from him embarrassed. “Sorry,” You laughed slightly. “Geeked out for a second there.” She said as she absentmindedly scrolled for another song. He shook head. “It’s okay, I thought it was pretty cool how you interpreted it.” You turned to look at him.
“Really?” You asked. He nodded. “Yeah, not many people appreciate music like you do. They don’t read into it as much and aren’t able to find a deeper meaning.” You nodded rapidly as you agreed. “Yeah I agree! Like they don’t take their time to really get into it. Honestly the meanings are so much deeper than they seem and they deserve recognition.”
JJ agreed as you two continued your conversation about your favorite songs and other bands you enjoy mutually. Your finger slipped in the middle of the conversation and a new song played.
There's so many things that I could say, but I'm sure it would come out all wrong
“Oh! This is a good song too.” You said to yourself, and JJ silently agreed as the two of you leaned closer to the speaker to pay better attention to the lyrics.
You've got something that I can't explain, still I try and try and let you know
Summer we spent, one could never forget
On the summer lyric you and JJ looked at each other for a moment, then back at the speaker.
Looking for any kind of reason to
Escape all the mess
That we thought is what made us
You mumbled the next lyrics, recognizing your favorite song.
“Ain't it funny now, we can see We're who we're meant to be,”
The next lyrics you were silent.
You still have all of my
You still have all of my
You still have all of my heart (oh)
There's so many things left to say
You and JJ both pulled back and he cleared his throat just as Sarah walked in. “Hey-oh,” she paused looking inbetween you two. “We’re kicking everyone out, parties over. It got a bit heated between Rafe and Topper. Y/N you can stay if you want.”
You shook your head. “No, I can’t stay. Rafe will be here and they won’t be good, plus I need to make sure Tops okay.” Sarah nodded. “Uhm, someone fucked with the car, so it’s broke. But I really don’t want you walking home alone this late.”
“I’ll walk her home.” JJ said, turning to face me. I shrugged. “Better than being alone.”
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