#fffgtnt idk. like i had things i was gonna do tonight and i was like okay let me go brush my teeth first. now its nearly 2am ahhhh

[holylacydoll]

gee, time sure flies when you're staring in the mirror & picking at every single blemish on your face :)

#haaa #tmi but like #picking my skin is such a bad habit i really want to try to break #and like it's so difficult to control #like i'll go in the bathroom to brush my teeth but see my face in the mirror and just.... it's like an impulse #and like at this point i just hate looking at the mirror for many reasons but this is just another one. #brushing & flossing & wearing my retainers takes like 10 minutes but instead i just spent 2 hours picking my face #and this is like a daily occurrence for me. and honestly its *** **** ** **** but like nobody needs to know that #fffgtnt idk. like i had things i was gonna do tonight and i was like okay let me go brush my teeth first. now its nearly 2am ahhhh #so i mean i should take my pills and sleep since i havent in days but im also still not even tired #personal #vent but not really #not trauma related #uhhh #gross idk man leave me alone